non-lucid

02.12.2012

12/02/12 (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

1. Peter Griffin (Family Guy) gets in a fight with a Fonzie knock-off over a parking spot (seems legit).

2. My mom decided to take me and group of others to a college to tour the psycology facility, without permission. We try to find the facility but end up in a welcom back party for a student who went missing. Since no one was inside we thought the food was for us and helped ourselves. I was standing by the door when the people in charge of the party come to ask if everything was ready. I quickly tell them it's not and they should keep the "guest of honor" distracted. They leave and I tell the others what just happened. They started to panic and quickly cleaned the place up and left. Security began looking for inturders saying that people should look out of a group of people running. I heard this and decided to calmly walk out.

i was in my house with someone, discussing what will hapen on the 21 of december this year. i wasnt that interested in that discussion because i was reading in a book (lucid dreaming by laberge, which i ordered yesterday but have not even received it) missed this dream sign. suddenly i see the date of that day and it was the 21-12-12. the other guy was saying that there will be a polar shift. and suddenly i feel like floating away, when i looked around every thing started to float. after a few moments of floating everything started to settle again. the other guy was freaking out about all this and saying that we have to search for food and stuff and getting to a safe place. but i was only facinated by the fact that the sun was setting on opposite site of my house.

then the dream became foggy.

and i am not much of a doomsday thinker

I'll be honest, I like any dream that isn't short, choppy and random, like this one was.

Inside of a large hotel. The entire inside of the structure was made of interconnected walkways, stairwells and elevators. All of the structure was made out of a rough concrete.
I was with my father, and he was leading me around the interior. There were people all over the place, people of all ethnic backgrounds. I can remember him telling me something about a ski resort.
After awhile, he got onto an elevator. The elevator was very small. I can remember it traveling up and down this giant bronze pipe, almost like a pneumatic tube. He pushed some button and left me without telling me where to find him.
Since I was in a Hotel, I went into this lobby room, where I met this family of three. I remember seeing their son first, laying on a couch in the lobby. I could tell, he was exhausted, and falling asleep.
Then this woman, I'm assuming that she was the mother in the family took out her laptop and some sort of holograph began floating around the room. I don't think that I woke up, I think that I lost the dream there.

This was a very enjoyable and exciting dream and I wish I remembered more about it. I had several dreams throughout the night and two lucids.

There was a very exclusive band playing on a stage, there was a football/party vibe to the whole thing, only a few people in the world had seen this band play. I'm on top of a stand and there's a good looking female reporter walking around interviewing people, just getting a comment out of each person, I had no interest in talking to her. She's screaming out loud asking if anyone else has an interesting comment to share. All of a sudden the man married to my mother stands up next to me and points toward me and says "he has a comment" I had no interest in talking to the female reporter.. But I said "I'm just chilling, bro" while being somewhat nervous and excited. This intrigued the reporter and for the first time she took an interest in someone for longer than just a short comment. And she asked me something about female to male attraction.

I answered with something like "I believe the most important thing is to be non-needy, and in order to achieve this you need to be able to show vulnerability. I believe a vulnerable man is an attractive man, and it's the most attractive attribute that you can have. If you show vulnerability and act like yourself, you'll not only disqualify yourself and seem non-needy, it will also display confidence which will later on end up in you not caring what people think of you, because you're comfortable displaying your vulnerable and true self. You wont be loved by everyone, but you will polarize people, to one side or the other, and very quickly know whether or not they like you or not, you will not only save time but once you actually find someone who likes you they will like you for who you truly are and not lies you've created to impress people." at the same time I think "I'd rather be hated for being honest and truthful than appreciated for my bullshit"

This impressed the reporter, and all of a sudden everyone knew who I was. I had polarized people, there were men who were jealous of all the attention I got, and I was hated by many, but I had some people who were truly in love with me. I appear right in front of the band, on a grass field that was lit up by party lights. There were drunk people everywhere. One of my friends noticed that one girl was particularly impressed with my speech and he pushed me all the way to her until I was standing right in front of her. I could sense that see was very uncomfortable standing that close to me, I was intimidating to her. But I spoke to her for a bit, brought her with me to the stage that I was now leaning towards with my back as she was standing right on front of me, I had her full attention.. I took her number, and at the same time her friends were trying to pull her away from there, they were in a hurry going somewhere. I made sure she didn't leave before I got the number. As she was holding my phone, calling her own phone from it, this other woman I used to be in the same school with, came up to kiss me without saying a word. I kissed her back, and she had several pills in her mouth and a lot of coke. I assumed it was extacy and spit it all out immediately. Now everybody around me got angry with me, and they started punching and hitting me repeatedly as I fell to the ground. I appear in a futuristic corridor.

I was at work 3 hours early, and it turned out that Burt Reynolds had an office upstairs and needed help sorting through and cleaning it up. So I went to help him. It was a royal mess in there, but he was just super happy to have the help. He kept annoying me and messing up my count.

I was happy to find out that the bathroom was right by the office, and it was a beautiful tiled bathroom. But every toilet was overflowed with shit. I finally found a clean one, but just as I sat down, two giant turds surfaced. I flushed it then woke up.

Non lucid. I had a BUNCH of lucids a few days ago that I'll post later now that I got my DJ working right again. Thanks to melanieb.

There was this massive party going on and there were loads of people at it. Outside the hall, in the corridor, next to the stairs up there is a slide, which twirls all the way down to the entrance to the building. The whole place has this extremely comfortable feel to it. The corridor has red, lush carpet which leads all the way to this epic slide. At some point during the day I leave the building and go outside to a McDonald's with a few friends.

One friend leaves when we've reached McDonald's and I go in with the others. The McDonald's looks like the burger town in one of the spec op missions in modern warfare 2, as it's surrounded by trees and there aren't many other buildings around. Even the weather seems to be the same as in the game, sunny but close to dusk.

Last night I got to bed extremely early and therefore had awesome recall. To avoid a super long post, I'll post them all separately.

12.01.2012

Shark Eye (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I arrive late to gym class, where everyone is playing an odd-looking game called Shark Eye.

Across the floor is a large mat divided in half by a thick line, with different sized circles on either side of the line. The team on offense stands at the side of the mat labeled "START LINE," while the team on defense stands on the opposite end of the room, as well as having a line of players stationed behind the team on offense. When the whistle blows, the offensive line (called Heroes), must take a running start and slide across the mat on their stomachs to touch one of the circles. The farther back the circle, the more points a person gets for their team. At the same time, the line of defense behind the Heroes will each throw a ball to their teammate across the mat. If the Catcher catches the ball, he has a chance to touch a circle and therefore block a Hero from getting points (but he must reach the circle before the Hero does).

I am watching all of this from the bleachers, extremely confused about this strange game. There is a guy sitting beside me playing on his cell phone; one of those people who always refuses to participate in class. I don't wan't to be lumped in with his sort, so I decide to try to play even if I have no clue what's going on.

I join the team who is currently on offense and take my place on the START LINE. When the whistle blows, I run and slide across the mat to touch a circle. To avoid the Catchers, I slide across the line in the middle to touch a circle on the other side of the mat. The captain of my team says I'm not allowed to cross the line, so my points don't count.

On the next round, I slide all the way to the farthest circle, barely touching it before a Catcher does. Unfortunately the teacher, who is the judge of all our points, has left the room, so we have to just lay there and hold our positions.

Sadly, the Catcher I am stuck beside is known for picking on people. She grins at me evilly, knowing that I have to endure her teasing until the teacher gets back if I want to keep my points. So she spends the entire time tickling me, touching me inappropriately, and kissing me. I am torn between being annoyed and somewhat turned on. I also desperately hope that Sebastian doesn't see this happening.

Sebastian is a white-haired cat boy who is head over heels in love with me. While I do not return his affections, he is still my friend and I know he would flip out if he witnessed this. As if on cue, Sebastian appears just as the Catcher is snuggling against me with her arms wrapped around me. "Umm, hi..." I say awkwardly, inwardly cursing at the annoying creep clinging to me. How embarrassing...

"What's this!?" Sebastian exclaims in his "drama queen" tone of voice. "Oh, I see how it is. I'M not good enough for you, but this slut is!?"

"Come on, it's obviously not like that. I don't----"

"No, it's fine. Be with whoever you want to be. My feelings don't matter." He stalks off. It's clear that he's being overly dramatic on purpose, but I know that he's still hurt.

"Sebastian..." I roll my eyes and extract myself from the girl's grasp, running after him. "Don't be an idiot, you know I care about you."

Later, we are going to go explore one of the older, creepier buildings on campus which is said to be haunted. I am somewhat surprised to see a rather heated game of Shark Eye going on nearby. The game has taken on an almost cult following around campus. If this were an anime, it would have the same significance as Pokemon battles or Duel Monsters. Some students are shouting loudly that they have a secret weapon to defeat all other teams, which lives in the building that Sebastian and I are about to go explore.

We sneak inside the building and walk down the spiral staircase to the basement. Sebastian is visibly terrified, and I'm light-heartedly making fun of him. Suddenly two eerie voices start calling out Sebastian's name. He yells and runs away as fast as he can. I roll my eyes. "Who's there?" I call out.

Two demon boys with bright red hair appear. They say they are the Lords of Shark Eye. They're the secret weapon those students were going on about, I realize. "Hmph, well you nearly gave Sebastian a heart attack. How do you even know his name?" They laugh and refuse to answer.

I wake up shortly afterwards.

Last night I got to bed extremely early and therefore had awesome recall. To avoid a super long post, I'll post them all separately.

12.01.2012

Hunted (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

An evil woman is dead set on killing me. I have foiled her plans numerous times and have run to far away places, but she always manages to find me. I am afraid to even sleep, because I'd be left open to attack.

My escape takes me to a cliff by a vast ocean. I believe I have just drowned the woman and that all of my troubles are over. As I am walking towards the forest across from the cliff, a huge form flies towards me. It is a vampire with enormous bat wings who has skin the color of red rocks. He is wearing nothing but a kind of loin cloth. "Look out!" he shouts at me, and I duck as he swoops over my head and attacks the woman who is somehow still alive.

When he is satisfied that she is dead, he picks me up and flies with me into the woods. It is an amazing experience, and I want to just keep flying around with him for as long as I can. However, all too soon we hear an eerie noise behind us. "How can this be?" the vampire asks, alarmed. "She's alive?" Suddenly realization strikes us both: the woman has turned into a vampire!!!

He sets me down and tells me to run; he'll hold her off for me while I get away. I do what he says, but it isn't long before the vampire lady is once again right at my heels. I hope the other vampire is alright...

I slide down a steep slope to get more ground between us, when I come across a small black dog. "We've got to run!" I tell the dog.

"No," she says. "I'll take care of her." I wonder how a dog her size is going to help in this situation at ALL, but to my surprise the woman seems terrified of her. She will not come near me while I'm standing behind the dog. Weird...

I look around and notice a camouflaged army truck parked nearby. "We can get away in that," I tell the dog. She agrees and we run to the truck. She sits beside me in the passenger seat and says I should look for money in the glove compartment. "I don't have time for that," I tell her, "and besides, I don't want to steal from soldiers, I just want to get out of here."

The good vampire shows up at this point and offers to drive. As we are speeding out of the forest, he asks how I got away from the woman. "This little black dog helped me," I say.

"Little black dog!?" the dog screetches, apparently offended at the term.

"Um, sorry?"

Started out as this minigame where I was on a traincar as a medic with another player as a scout. I had to press certain buttons at certain times to knock him off the traincar and he had to press certain buttons at certain times to stay on. He won, and then there was a long map where he had to run away from me and me and some team members had to try and shoot him. He won that, too. Later, I'm at this haunted-house-type place and I'm discussing with my friend how to create portals in between separate doors, how to make the haunted houses more scary, etc. It all has to do with a little green box that I can right click on, and it gives me a lot of different options.

Later, some kind of competition is going on, and since I'm the first to start the competition, I have to set all the color and playable character options, or something like that.

Later, there are certain types of giant larvae-like bugs that are demons. They turn a different color whenever they eat someone. My friend and I learn that this is because whenever it eats someone, the old demon dies and the new demon that is inside the body is the last person it ate. So if it eats someone you love, you have to kill the demon form of the person you love before it can eat you or anyone else.

I was clearly at work. We were closed, there was some kind of special thing going on. There was notably a director (a chubby dude with a beard) and a musician (a mid aged woman) When I saw and talked to them, I'm not sure I knew they were a director a musician. They were down by the redemption counter. I had found out Bob Dylan was performing in the mall somewhere.

I went to the kitchen... and was talking with Jeff, there was someone else there too. Seems to me I was supposed to find something out from them to tell the musician/director (and managers who were around there) I was telling jokes. Jeff was making fries, they were on little ... like drainers... over top of the friers. I guess to drain them off, but the drainers were in a grid. I used one of those drainer things you use to take junk out of the frier, to get the fries on a tray. I was saying something really funny but can;t remember the words, though it seemed important. at least I think it was a joke.

I returned to the redemption table with the fries on the tray. We ate them with gravy. We all kind of huddled around them. I mainly stayed there, but the managers (James I think Josh too) would swap out to eat. It was around 5 I think and I decided to quit work early.. Now, I think I had seen Dylan there before in the dream... but maybe not. but I made sure to get out so I could see him. So I clocked out. I started to leave, and I was supposed to be off at 7. I saw my manager and told him I'd stay until 7, once I got back. And he said "until 11?" (when we close) and I said "...7." I thought the manager was Josh, but then I looked beside him to see Josh, I was like 'oh yeah... the other guy who looks like him. This guys chubbier tho" and walked away. I was thinking about 'disarming' like Adrian was saying about Atlas Shrugged. I was not sure if that was the proper way, but I thought it was good I stuck to my guns.

So I went into the mall, and heard a Dylan song... the first one, Im not sure what it was, I dont think it was a real one. Then Dylan was in the audience. The event planner was on the stage, so excited. "The song we wanted you to close with, is one that doesnt get enough recognition!" the music started, and Dylan rolled his eyes and was so disgusted, but he got on the stage anyways. It was like an 80s Barry White song about being sexy or something. There was backing vocals, and music, like Karaoke, no Dylan though. He got on the stage, there were four guys around him playing instruments and back vocals.

Once it was over I went to the back stage, and there was all sorts of weird things. One was like... pipes, almost like a soccer net I guess. I could change its properties, what metal it was made from.

I talked with Dylan to a great extent, I was being agreeable and stuff... I dont really remember... but anyways, he finally just left. I followed him out. I was so pumped he HATED the whole thing. I thought it was pretty cool. But I wasnt sure if Dyla was disgusted with me too. I knew he hated a bunch of people, he even said that "I hate a lot of the people here" he didnt name names. I wasnt sure if I was one of them, but I didnt really care, I still thought it was cool. We walked, I was wearing a suit. and we walked toward the theatre and my manager was coming toward us. The show was over though.

I remember in the kitchen, I was about to leave but my mom started saying I should stay. Apparently she sad I should stay somewhere, encouragingly , and she was insisting it was about the kitchen or somethin. "No stay its fine" it was in a very encouraging, not negative way, I just didnt think it was what she meant.

Anyways, it got to the point where my brother said something about "Who is John Galt?" I believe. SOmething like that, and I was like yeah thats SO cool. He then told me where he found it, though I may have found it before hand too... we were in the book store and he said "in this book, ITS IN FRENCH!" he was so pumped. He said "I had to go and learn biomedical, then I read it" it was bio something he said he needed. I was thinking he just used a translator while he read the book. It turns out Godard came up with John Galt. He had a philosophy... which I cant remember unfortunatley. But in the book it showed his movies. It only went up to the end of the 60s I think, it wasnt all his movies. One was BRIGHT SIDE OF DAMNATION, in the picture, it was black and white. The back of a man and woman looking toward a nuclear bomb in the distance. there were a bunch of movies. My brother was talking a long time about how pumped he was for the french, and while he was quoting some, he was talking in a french accent, I didnt even notice at first. It sounded like he was going to start watching all Godard movies. He also mentioned the Director from earlier, who he was going to get to know as a connection. I said I wished I got to know him, but I didnt really try

I was also explaining this bit I wrote for a movie (which I had actually written right before bed) I was telling someone at work about it, without getting too into it here, its about a guy shooting himself through the head. They got kind of weirded out by it, and I went on to explain it more

Sorry I've been away for a while guys. School came back, and I'm sure you all know how that is. :L I've had a little more time lately to focus on my dream exploits, and here's my dream from last night.
I went to a party with a bunch of people I didn't seem to know. The house we were in didn't look all too familiar. Not sure if I've seen it somewhere before.
I headed over to the couches, where I noticed a group of 3 suspicious looking people performing a magic trick for a little kid. The three people were, I'd say, about 20 years old or so. I plopped down on the couch and watched the magic trick they were doing. In a small glass, the man had poured water and put something in it to create a foam like substance. He then put some ice cubes in it, and told the kid to watch carefully. Suddenly, the icecubes appeared to be a beautiful pink in color, glowing rose-like, entrancing me.
The man kept doing it, saying he was running out of time, creating more and more pink colored icecubes, till eventually, the foam in the glass cleared, and a large, rectangular shaped stone made out of pure pink crystal arose from the top of the glass. The man shouted in delight, and snatched the crystal rectangle away. He nodded to his two compatriots, and they quickly leapt up to leave. I stood up as well, suspicious. As they were leaving, one of them turned around and looked at me hard in the eyes. "HEY! GUYS! WHAT ABOUT THIS KID?" he shouted to his two companions. I panicked, thinking they were going to stop me, but they didn't. His words seemed to have fallen on deaf ears. He grunted in annoyance and followed them out of the house.
Everyone in the party suddenly disappeared. I was on my lonesome. I knew I couldn't let those people get away. They were planning to do something bad with that precious crystal stone, and I was going to stop them. I grabbed a nearby cloak and wrapped it around my body, pulling the hood up. I quickly put my shoes on, and grabbed my wooden sword, which would be my makeshift weapon for now.
I headed out, ready for danger. Suddenly, a boy yelled to me. "Hey, Tanner! Come here!" I turned to see a boy I knew from my school urging me to approach him. He was standing inside a garage-looking area. I approached, and he tugged me inside the garage and closed the door. He explained that they were trying to stop those people too, and that I would need to join them, but with a better disguise. He then gave me a gas mask to put over my face. I put it on, and realized I looked a lot like Zero from the Zero Escape series.
ANNNND then I woke up.
Too bad, I would've liked to find out what we were going to do to stop those three.

im going past my old school when some old mates invite me in. i see an old teacher and then say i am off to the shop. im riding and have to cross a river before 'handside' shops which are the same as in dreams years back. the lad in front of me shouts out as he realises the river is deeper than he thought. i ride through and it reaches chest height. i push on though and get through.

there are kids fishing under a tree at an idyllic spot. one of there hooks has got caught in a duck and the kid is panicking dragging it around. i stop him and say we have to be careful and unhook it. once the duck is free, it flies off in slow motion and looks like it splits into smaller parts to be light enough to fly. i see kilty who talks about this..

then it snows heavily and i go out for a walk in it. halfway round it melts and i suddenly quite warm and sunny. second time this week i miss this dreamsign. i am in a temporary hut type building with an old school class. we are discussing a race we are about to run. its kind of a triathlon with roller skating, running and a water section. me and three others. as we crawl out of the small door to the hut, we realise there is a horse race going on and they are jumping over us so it isnt safe to leave yet.

when we leave i roller skate away from everyone. eventually i get caught up somehow by people using some technique across the water. i am second going into the final running straight. its rare to run well in dreams but this time i was determined and legged it past my mate trying to run the finish out of him. i win and the teacher gives me a bunch of fivers. i say we should all go to the shop and get some stuff for a little celebration at someones house

This is the first dream I've been able to recall in weeks, so it's quite fuzzy...and really random...

In dreams, things happen all around us and we take it in for what it is, unquestioningly so. The situation around me in my dream tonight was
so wholly absurd that I immediately was aware I was in a dream, yet I went with the flow of the dream anyway

There was a studio, filled with dancers. The dance instructor told them that I would be joining them this class, and we went straight away to
practise. It was ridiculously apparent that I was not cut out for this, but everyone kept going, including me. We ended up doing standard
stuff, stretching out, going 'round in a circle to practise jumps and spins, and eventually do a mad free for all that seemed to completely pass over my realisation - I only
remember the moment that it ended.

Through this rehearsal session, I became increasingly aware of a particular petite girl with blonde hair. We both ended up doing the same move in time with the music, and
that seemed to enlist laughter and practise in close proximity for the rest of the rehearsal. When we were in-between sets, she would come over and wrap her right arm around my waist as we walked towards the rest of the group. I can't recall any distinct features about this girl other than her stature and hair colour; however, she doesn't seem like anyone I know in particular.

During the free for all, apparently there was supposed to be a sort of group pose at the end of it all, where we were to hold hands and do something crazy. Completely oblivious to this fact, the last precious seconds of the song were filled with me scrambling towards that blonde girl. As we held hands and posed for the last beat of the song, it all felt really surreal. There was no real purpose to this dance rehearsal. I'm haven't been a dancer since I was much younger. The absurdity of a dance studio dream made me quickly realise I was dreaming, but for the life of me, I went along with it.

As soon as that final pose ended, the blonde girl ran over to her stuff, packed up in a flash, and said, 'see you around.' It was a nice voice. Delicate and not too high in pitch, but wholly impossible to place. I can't really say I've heard a voice like that before.
As people start walking away I find myself alone very quickly. The studio itself started to fade to black, and I woke up.

This was an extremely random and confusing dream...Why would I even dream of something like that?!
On top of it all, I did no reality checks during the dream, which frustrates me a bit.

I'm still unaware of my particular dream signs, and thus I'm trying to improve dream recall. The biggest annoyance is that I haven't been able to recall a dream since my first semi-lucid dream a couple weeks ago. Maybe this is the start of better dream recall. Let's hope for the best during tonight's adventures.

The one thing of note in this dream may be the fact that I was very much aware of her touch. I really felt it, and it seemed so real; at the same time, I knew I was dreaming. Despite all of that, every time she was with me as we were walking back from a set, it was the most grounding experience to have her wrap her arm around me. Not particularly sure what it all means...

11-30-12

It's difficult for me to tell if in this dream I went to a location and then returned to said location, or if I had a (complex) false memory while in the dream of a dream I never had.

Ahem.

One part of the dream would cut to the other fairly often, I think.

One dream-plot is that my brother E, my father, my mother, E's wife M, and I were on a road trip. Maybe is would be more fitting to call it an odyssey, as it was winter and snowy and we just kept having to stop to make the road or help people or whatever. We were in a minivan.

I remember at some point in this story-arc we were outside on the road, effectively at our destination... or one of them. We were all placing equally spaced boards in the snow next to the road.
Don't ask me why. I just thought it was funny when M put one in the snow and it stood upright.


The other dream-plot is that I was re-visiting a great concert hall. Here's where the difficulty occurs: I don't know if I'd actually been there previously in a dream or in this dream or ever, yet I remembered being there before and talking to the director of an orchestra that was to practice there soon. Somehow that memory included a mock-train onstage and (I remember very clearly) the orchestra playing music from Chrono Trigger and Final Fantasy 6.
But I was there again. For some reason.

When I left, (and I know this was in the dream, not a possibly false memory) it was in a small crowd of college-aged people, mostly guys. I chatted a bit with one on the way out, and when I got back outside I got in the van (that's where the two story arc come together). As soon as I got in, though, the thought was that at least some of the guys coming out of the performance hall were to come with us in the van. (Which now only had my mom and myself.)
Some of the guys got in the middle seats and then I helped another guy (a really pleasant person) get in back, where I was.
I mentioned to mom about the odd music playing in the context of it being a memory. (more confusion about that upon waking.)

I'm below a few meters of snow. I remember thinking, "I need to create a pocket of air here, so that I can breathe" but I concluded that I would definitely be dead if I couldn't get myself out of there fast. I could see the sun shining through the snow even though I was a few meters below it. I manage to crawl myself out of the snow. As soon as I get up there's water everywhere, and I'm leaning toward a piece of ice in the middle of the water. I was freezing to death, and I knew from my experience in wildness survival that I wouldn't survive without getting warm, especially since I was soaking wet and losing heat fast.

I went through it in my head "Shelter first, or I'll die of hypothermia, I can make it a while without food and water, just get warm, but grab any food you can on your way to shelter if there's an opportunity". I see this very wide island with some trees on it a few hundred meters in front of me. As I'm swimming too it I can see and feel crabs everywhere. I rationalize "grab a few for later!" at the same time I realize getting a fire would be difficult because it had been raining. There were hundreds of them around me and at one point there were so many of them I thought they would pull me below the water and that I would drown. Once I got to the island I hadn't managed to grab a single crab. I soon realized that this was a very small island, and that there was a bigger one behind it.

I appeared on the other island and I began running around in the wilderness, trying to figured out a way to get warm knowing I don't have much time. I realize there's no way I can get warm fast enough with a self-made shelter considering it was so cold and everything is wet. I keep running, and soon I see a small building. It reminds me of the place we stored our playground toys as a kid in kinder garden, the vibe I get is that I'm at a school ground, even though I realize I'm not. Next to the small building there is a large villa, with several glass doors next to each other, I want to get inside but I realize there is a hostile in there so I try avoiding being seen.

I make it up to the small building, and there are two massive padlocks (one would be about the size of your hand) and a chain keeping the door locked. I realize that the key is hanging in one of the padlocks, so I make my way in. As soon as I get in there is a 1 feet distance to another door. I open that door, and there's a toilet. The place is very very small, it's as wide as the toilet and the sink is right in front of me as I sit down. I don't mind, I was just happy about getting warmer, and I could literally feel slowly warming up, from being completely frozen. It felt really good and I was relieved.