non-lucid

Dream 1: Visualization
In my dream wake up, and then trying to achieve lucidity via visualization technique. But I still dont know that I am dream. I am thinking that its real.

Dream 2: Lie
A girl, I dont know who. She is repeatedly lying to me about something.

Dream 3: Worship
I am eating my meal with the aim of that it will give me energy to do Allah's Worship. And After meal I am doing pray.

Dream 4: Mysterious Murder
A Beggar who killed a lot Soldier on roof top. And now he is in jail. And he have done a painting on jail walls about his story to showing the people that he is not a murderer. He did a painting of Mario Game. And he is saying that I was just playing Mario Game physical. In which I am Mario. I didnt killed any human. Whole Media is there and taking this coverage.

Dream 5: London Buildings
Me and My mother is wondering around in any London colony with full of Big Government Building. I am searching my Client there. I found a building with green top and assuming that my client is here.

Dream 6: Board of Lahore
Me And my Uncle we are at Board of Lahore. I am on bike we have to go to the last floor of building. My uncle is coming with but without bike and I am climbing stairs while on bike. we reached to main office. There are 3 officers, one female and two males. They are busy with other students and I am waiting for my turn.

Dream 7: Pizza I am at pizza hut to buy some pizzas for my family. I ordered nearly 20 medium size pizzas. I cant find and shopkeeper. I am taking out pizzas from machine myself and putting it into packing myself. Then Some of my friend saw me and they started to eat my pizza.

Dream 8: Man Like Monkey
We are at the animal exhibition. My sister liked a man who like a monkey. she was doing pitty on him. My asked me that we will take him with us at home. and he will live with us. I was not so sure so i asked her is he animal's child or human? she said its animal's child. Then I denied to take him with us.

[I was running through a dream about riding the bus home from school. Except S and A were there. S was arguing with A because he said that he was wasting his life with doing drugs etc.
Eventually, they got off the bus, but they continued arguing as they got off. After awhile, the but arrived at our neighborhood. But my neighborhood was gone; there was just a big field where it was supposed to be. One of the other people to get off was this girl. She was short and overweight looking.
She began telling me that she was a wicken, and for some reason, this part of the dream that interested me the most. I looked into her eyes and she had very dark blue eyes that looked sort of shiny. I know that's a weird thing to say about a person's eyes, but whatever, it's a dream.
Eventually she said something to me like "You are always wake walking through your dreams! It's time you lived there forever." She then proceeded to cast some spell onto me that, supposedly, would trap me in the dream world forever.
I fell down on the ground, and entered the second layer dream. At this point, I sort of entered a state of false lucidity. I knew that this was the dream that I had entered because the girl had cast a spell, but I wasn't aware that everything that had just happened to me before that was all a dream too.
The new dream seemed to be in the exact same location, but was extremely blurry. Lia Manei (my dream guide) was there, but I could only tell this by the red figure there (I've found that Lia Manei almost always wears bright red)
"Let's get you out of here."
She ran off into the bright sun that was setting on the horizon. I ran after her, and slowly, as I ran towards the sun, the dream faded.

I was in New York with a few companions (which I don't remember again[at least I wrote down my dreams today, compared to last time]) and I was being chased by a group of professional bad guys. I don't know what they wanted to do with me, or my companions, I just knew I had to get away, or kill them. I can visually remember some of the chase which was by taxi, on foot through alleyways and through a mall. Somewhere in between that, I stopped in with my group at a starbucks (I don't like coffee) and chatted up this pretty good looking girl. She had these freckles that made me really remember her face. Then the bad guys started catching up to me. I get a call from a government authority figure telling me I need to evacuate and there was one plane left out of the area. My group and I race through traffic with the bad guys on my tail. We finally make it to the airport. Inside the airport, the pressure level goes up to 7 because we had to pressurize the area if we wanted to make it up to 30,000 feet. Doesn't make sense, I know, but I never picked up on it. (I have a logical brain and if the thing in question seems logical, I accept it.) This means that I can't fire my gun. Suddenly, the major bad guy bursts into the airport, (just like the one guy from die hard with the AUG) and tries to shoot me. I explain we all can't fire or we all die and he accepts this, but in a hateful way. I feel tempted to shoot him, but I only have one bullet left, and again, we would all die from the pressure if I fired. My group makes it onto the plane, and I seem to get left behind, and I tell them to take off. Me and this foe exchange some blows and he tackles me to the ground. I remember specifically, reaching my arm out to the plane, and shouting "GO!" and they start taking off. After that, I am teleported to my backyard with my mom looking at the plane as it sits, buoyant on my small lake. (The size doesn't even fit, a jumbo jet fitting in a small lake, maybe 30'x20'.) We try to make it onto the plane as we feel it's our only rescue but I tell her to hold on and look for alligators first. I see two of them and we realize that we are safer on the land and the plane starts to sink. It hits the bottom and I lean over to look and I fall into the water. Strangely enough, I don't feel wet and it's like I'm hanging off of a cliff. I start to lose my grip and scream for my mom to help me. She pulls me up just as the alligators catch onto me.

End long dream #1

My interpretation is that I think I found a few dream signs. One being that I always have an adversary, like a group of bad guys chasing me. I seem to have a few companions too, which I never remember afterwards. It also doesn't take a genius to see at the end of my dream, I can always rely on my mom to save me.

In this next long dream, I had a group heist and I stole something. (The item in question didn't even make sense, it was part of my mic that controlled volume and mute for my PC.) So I just remember watching this little girl (and I was invisible or something, because she didn't react to my presence) with a crowbar and a small piece of something from a spark plug that's supposed to make window smashing quieter, (heard of that in the walking dead game, probably not true) throw the small piece in the air and hit it with the crowbar like it was a baseball bat, and break the window. It was surprisingly quiet though, and she waltzed into the clubhouse through the weight room and was about to steal the mic piece, when I called her out and police investigators who were there thought it was pretty suspicious. They started questioning her and I don't remember her answer but then they started questioning me and I said I stole it for some reason. The police then started chasing me and I got away for the most part but then they stopped caring and I did too. I then just was being play chased by some kid and his lackey. We mock shot at eachother and I got into an arguement with the kid about how if I had my gun out first and was ready to pull the trigger, I would get my shot off before he had time to draw and shoot back. Also, for some reason, I was able to get more speed in the chase by running on all-fours and was able to get ahead (weird right?).

End of long dream #2

Interpretation: Again, I feel like the police were some kind of adversary and I think this is really some kind of dream sign. The kid arguing with me also reminds me a lot of Jake. He wouldn't admit any guilt and said he could do it. I even gave the kid examples and did a few dry runs to show him, and he still didn't believe me. I fucking hate Jake. Like, I really hate that kid.

There was a multiple murder at the edge of town along the forest in some shacks. I had a vision of what happened kind of on a television in my mind. One of the murders happened like this: a guy started riding a horse away from his house, away from a danger. There was a fire that was engulfing the land below him and he was racing away from it. Then the fire on the ground stopped but there were flames coming from him. There was a sense that he was causing the fire to come from the air by racing through it so quickly on the horse and I thought that if he just slowed down, the fire would go out. He got to a wood clearing. Then he shot himself in the head. A police officer related the shooting to the media by doing a backflip. Then, I was watching news coverage of the event next to a lake. It was like Hurricane Sandy. There was a benefit/donation number for money that would go to the families. There was a number for crime tips. I went into a lake and was swimming in it. It was beautiful. Then I went up onto this land area that reminds me of the area by the shed where I used to live. People in the media were questioning me and others. Somebody offered me a beer and I declined because it was honey flavored and I didn't think it would be good. He said it was the best beer in the world. I tasted it and indeed it was good.


I went skiing with my family. We were walking up the mountain. There was no lift. There was no snow. I got to the top and instead of going on skis, people were hopping on socks that would fly over not snow but metal rollers. I was going down and had a good hang of it. The problem was that there were too many people in the way and I had to slow down. At one point in the descent I got to a train station. Everyone was going through. I tried to go through using my metro card but it wasn't working. I went to buy a ticket at the machine but my coins weren't all going in. I had to bang on the machine so that they'd go in. As I banged, they went in but the price that I still had to pay went up. Also, my coins turned into little toy naked girls and I was embarrassed that the employee would see them. Later I was walking around at college. I wondered why there was a lobby in every building with chairs to sit in. I reasoned that it was worth building this part of the building because students would like it and if a college didn't have such areas students would be unhappy and go to different colleges. I was hungry and went to the dining hall to get a slice of pizza. When I got to the register I tried to pay with a 20 dollar bill but the woman didn't have enough change and she was frustrated that I payed with a 20. I told her I'd go find some coins. I found many many "coins" but they were actually nails. There were big nails representing more money and small nails representing less. I picked up all I could carry in my arms and walked back to the register. My money turned into vegetables especially potatoes. They were huge potatoes.

12.10.2012

King Kong and Lisa Ann (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

There was a creature that looks a lot like King Kong, except it's a smaller than the original, maybe 15 feet or so tall. He grabbed a female that looked like Lisa Ann in a black dominatrix type of outfit.

There were a few men that were trying to save her, and someone asked the question if they really needed to save her.

The reason why the asked is because if they did want to save her, they would have to save someone else, and so on. It's hard to recall, but it involved risking one person's life if you can't get to the other one in time.

The dream shifts where Lisa Ann motions entices me to come to her, and she said,

"Let's keep this a secret....."

OMG WHATtttttttttttttttttttttttttt

And she goes into a black hole on the grass next to me on the right. I was kind of confused, but I decided to go ahead and jump into the hole.

The dream shifts where I'm on a mine-cart, and the area around me resembles certain environments similiar to Minecraft. The perspective of how I see myself and Lisa Ann is interchanging between 3rd person and spectator mode.

I'm looking below as the mine cart is moving, and the DC that looks like Lisa Ann is looking at me. I see something is wrong here because she's passing through the mini-Minecraft buildings with ease, and I'm wondering how she's doing that.

She looks at me in a semi-lewd manner, but I never really picked up the habit of doing a reality check or just realizing I'm dreaming based on the phasing through buildings abnormality.

I'm in front of the danger zone(a big red circle that indicates it just like in Assassin's Creed). There is someone I'm talking to. I'm assuming it was an ally because they were telling me to be careful as I try and attempt to make my way in to the danger zone. The more this ally told me about the enemy, the more I feared going in there. There was nothing I could do but have the courage to complete the job.

I decided to flank the enemy by going to the right side of the map, jumping and climbing through through buildings. It was fun but as I kept going through a few buildings, I feared one of the enemies would catch me. I finally stopped climbing and jumping until I came to a corner and stopped. In this corner I saw a circle to my left and as I got closer to it, the circle started to shrink. I'm guessing this is where I must make an entrance. At first I was just going to go in without any disguise but soon found out I can get in to a disguise. I knew this because before I walked in to the danger zone, I killed an enemy wearing a funny devil-like costume. There was even a cut scene that shows me, or Ezio, killing the human with the hidden blade.

When I soon made my way in, it now turned in to a Hitman Absolution/Assassin's Creed game play. I had to hide in crowds to make sure no one would notice me. There was a crowd of 4 people I moved in to and while I was in it, one of the guards found the body of the person I recently killed and searched it. As that happened, I quickly walked in to a dark corner right across the dead body and crowds. There was a set of stairs I walked up to. When I did, I found a room of a friend I recently met in the dream. In this room, there was a video recording setup. To my left, I found a window which viewed enemies outside. I decided to sit down for a moment and try to see how to get the video on a camera to show up on the television. I was struggling. But eventually, something happened. I heard a door opening behind me. When it opened, it was only my two sisters. They scared me for a second there.

When my two sisters walked in to the room, I was talking to them. I didn't tell them what I was doing here but there was one person who made it in to the dream to try and make me feel guilty some more. It was her again, Quynh. Quynh walked past the room we were in and as she past it, I only stared at her and thought, "What the hell is she doing here?!" Even when I stop my conversations with her in reality, I still see her in dreams. I hear her speak a few words but they only made me angry. If I remember correctly, I think she said, no wait, I forgot. :/ But she did say things like not having anyone to love, how good of a life she has, and how happy her life is without me. All of which made me mad. My two sisters tried to cheer me up(knowing there was something wrong with me) by telling me Quynh has a big chin and lives on the corner of 19th street. I think I only remember this stuff because my niece tells me this all the time in real life when she sees me sad. Then the dream ended.

I was on a flight, which obviously was going down, so i tried to be a pilot... simultaneously i get someone how had some exirience with flighing an airplain. i was on the had, upside down, and then on the wrong side.

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I was part of an company, we tryed to make weed, or a sauna, some workers where there, they combined a sunlamp with an sauna, then there where some trobles, a worker bought machines, we dont really needet, the next they, other workers, they seemed better suited for the job, had build a good growing camber, the only thing, i didn't understand was the entrance...

then there was a fest, a lot of people came, including a friend of mine, selina, she was very nice, and tried to make a cosy atmosphere out of the place, which was not too easy.

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I went with my mother to in our house, than my brother came, and made some streß, i told him, that he should chill a bit, that everything is o.k, and there is no need for stress.

[color="#483d8b"]I was standing in the middle of an empty field, there were two roads far away.
I had two cookies, that wasn't enough energy to keep me going..>__>
I saw a car stop by the road, I ran to it. It was a young woman offering me a ride, I gladly accepted it. I sat on the backseat, there was some book lying on the seat.
We talked about something I can't quite recall, though, I learned that she likes system of a down.
We arrived at what seems to be a little farm in the middle of a forest. It looked pretty much exactly like my grandmother's place.
As we were getting out of the car, I asked her about her age. I thought she was 21, but she's actually 22.
She had a big, scruffy dog, for some stupid reason I tried to pet it but it growled angrily at me. Like they always do.[/color]

It was dark and cold when I was outside on the field..

Dogs attacking me might be a dream sign.

Dream 1: My Teacher
I am doing Abs exercises at 2nd floor of my Current house and suddenly I listen some voices of my teacher who came to my home as guest to meet us. She is kind of family member and come to us often. I dont like her much. And she talking to my mother and they are at ground floor. And she asked my mother about me that where is Jawad and my mother told her that he is at upstairs doing workout and she is coming to me and i am worried because i dont want to meet her.

Dream 2: Construction of my current House
Me and my mother is coming back from market on Auto. We are at our current home now and I can see water with white powder related to construction coming out from my house from under main gate. When we enter into home our driver is coming out and my father is here and was waiting for us. Because he doesnt live with us. My uncle is also here who is doing some electrical work. some people are doing marble work.

Dream 3: Alien Excavation
This Dream is Like a virtual reality Movie. I think I was not in the dream like a character, its like I was watching this dream like a movie. A family very poor family live in a village and a boy who's age is near 25 wanted to get study but his family was not agree with him they wanted him to do fields work with his father. They had a Big Fight within each other and their son left his house and went away. Then His family tried to find him a lot but couldnt find him now they are very sad. The Boy found some mysterious things in the fields far away from village and he announced that here should be aliens under this ground. A lot of scientist and Engineers and excavators reached here And start excavation. They found a dead alien buried in ground who's color is Green. The Boy is struggling with engineers and working with them. And his family dont know where their son is. His family is on a horse cart and going to city from village passages. While going to city boy's father saw a crowd in fields he asked to cart driver to turn cart toward crowd because he was feeling that his son is there. cart is going toward crowd but before the crowd there are security guards who are not allowing them to move further they asked to turn and go from other path. his father became more sad and changed his path and as they were very near to their son but again they lost their son.

Dream 4: Get Together of Muslims
I am in International get together of Muslims. I am walking with one islamic brother he is doing a lot care about me. Then I am going toward bath room And before going in he kissed me in my forehead and while kissing my other Islamic brother saw me who was in Washroom and he in some kind of negative doubt about me. Washroom was very older and dirty, I am washing my mouth and near the water tap their is spider's web and I am little bit worried about this web.

Dream 5: DCO (District Coordination Officer)
I couldnt remember the story of dream but I can remember some fragment of dream. It is about DCO, Some picture and Motor cycles.

Dream 6: Girl Seducing me
I dont know where I am. But In dream I dont care about it. It is Big Hall, a lot of unknown families are there. I am with one family but this is not my family and in this family there is a very beautiful girl who's age is near 15 to 16 year. She is trying to seduce me for the sex front of her family but But I am ignoring her because her family trust me that I will not get seduced.

I get on this weird bus. It's really spacious and there are long benches inside it. People are already there, I sit next to this dirty blonde girl. Jokingly I introduce myself, but she's cool with it. I have no idea what she said her name was, but when we arrive at our destination, we go to play this weird zombie survival game.

The zombies are real, but we can only kill them in a certain way. Instead of just destroying whoever, we have to communicate exactly which one is immediately going to kill us, and then we all attack it. There was this pasty girl coming at me....black blood drooling from her mouth, and some kinda way I knew that it was her to get it. We killed her, and then systematically killed the rest. Now that I think about it, I'm not even sure what we were using. I think I may have been unarmed.

Anyways, we're done and I'm talking to the girl again. Eventually she leaves, and some of the other guys are talking about how lucky I am because she likes me.

Here's one odd little dream. I am 100% sure that I had more dreams before this one, but I just can't seem to recall them ..

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Dreams starts with this big mall. It doesn't look like a mall though, the part I was standing on looked like the indoors 'balcony' bit of the Call of Duty - Modern Warfare map Broadcast, with the color scheme from the Battlefield 3 map Ziba Tower.

Basically, I was standing there, waiting for the store to open. Me and my colleagues had to get dressed, so we went into this small room, of which one wall had lockers and one showers. As soon as you were done with the shower, you got to pick your clothes, which were hanging outside of this small room. It was very cramped.

As soon as all of us were done showering, we had a bit of small-talk, one of my female friends walked in. She's very short in both person and dream, and she walked in the middle of the bunch and looked up at us, basically. I remember her saying something funny and make us/her laugh.

Then we were to leave the room and pick up our clothes. I was pretty upset, as I got out late, as the best shoes were already picked, and I had to settle for a pair of crocs, which I refused to do.

Non-Lucid Lucid

So today I decided to take a nap (this seems to becoming a thing) in the hopes of being lucid and because I was tired. So anyways I fell asleep and was in the dreamworld. I can't remember where I was but that I was with two companions. Somewhere along the way I became lucid and decided I was going to fly. (I don't know how I didn't lose lucidity here, but whatever) I sadly did not fly as I had hoped to and became frustrated leading to the loss of my lucidity. In the rest of my dream for some reason I decided to make clones with one of the people and then with the clones turn them into walls. If only I had done this lucid. Ah well. Hopefully I will have better luck tonight.

12.09.2012

Almost Caught Masturbating (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm inside of a random house, and I remember that I did a lot of things in the dream, but not exactly what I did. I felt tired, and a few familiar faces were going to sleep as well.

I was assuming me and a few others were guests for someone that I know from New York in waking life. She's remaining passive like she usually is, looking at me occasionally without really realizing that she's looking at me way too much.

At least in this case, she's focused on something else other than me. I remember a few dream flashbacks where she asked a family member of mine something, and they responded "No" while fixing something on a table.

It seemed that it required his full attention, which made him end up being laconic to her.

After that and a few more that I can't recall well

I'm wearing a pajama set where there's swampish green stripes going down vertically next to a more faded lime green color....so it was a faded lime green stripe, then a swampish green stripe, and so on.


And now for the fun part......

........(warning, a bit graphic)........

Spoiler for 18+:

I get this strong urge to masturbate, and my penis is rock hard. It magically is saturated with saliva or some kind of weird lube. I tried to hide my boner while finding the nearest closet that's away from everyone that's going to sleep.

I find one of those very long closert doors that can bend and move around a bit. I go inside, and there's clothes in my way, so I decided to duck under them. I slowly take my the pajamas that I'm wearing, I could feel how hard my penis was.

My left hand twitches, dying to touch it, dying to stroke it vigorously. I give in to the temptation, and I have my knees on the floor. I'm not sure what I have on my right hand, I think it's a pillow, or maybe something else.

I make short breaths, stroking it more and more, enjoying how thick my dick was. I wanted to get this done quickly because me not being inside of the bedroom with the other guests would seem suspicious.

So I dissociate myself from the reality in the dream and closed my eyes while stroking my dick even faster, grinding the sides of my teeth for a bit, and expanding my mouth as I expose my teeth as well.

Then I hear footsteps, and someone is calling out my name.


I had an "OH CRAP!" moment, and I still didn't even get the chance to reach orgasm and ejaculate. I couldn't think straight, and even though I was in the closet, I was still panicking. I decided to use whatever is on my right hand to cover up my boner, and I quickly pulled up my pajama pants.

The lady was wondering why I was away for so long, and I just tried to look at the ground and not make eye contact with her, because I'm still kind of horny. She scoffs at me, turns around, and I follow her into the bedroom.

I'm still wondering how the hell I can fap without anyone noticing. I started to create scenarios, since I'll be sleeping next to this woman, on how I can still fap vigorously without her being suspicious. I didn't want to have sex with her mind you because she was a family member.

I tried to imagine if she would sleep with her back facing me, which means that I could at least align myself where I'm resting on the right side of my body. This way, since I'm uncircumsized in the dream, I could use my thumb and roll around the head of my penis and get a quick ejaculation without making lewd noises to wake anyone up.

The other scenario is that if she was facing me, I would have my back facing her while I'm resting on the left side of my body. This way, I could use my right hand, but it would be a little too strong for me since I haven't used it in a-------

Wait, what am I saying...I....I don't............

You didn't see that!

As I'm busy formulating ways I can get this boner over and done with, I'm trying my best to make sure I suppress the urge to stroke this eager cock....it's realllllllllly hard to suppress it.

12.08.2012

Chicken Felattio Wake up Call (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Things start out where I'm with a group of dream characters who have to fill in an empty case with a label on the side of it with the right CD.

To make this dream short, it was basically just putting things in the right slot. Then I'm getting felattio from a cartoon chicken female in a red female ceo suit and skirt.

The funny thing is, as soon as things were actually getting good, the alarm in waking life wakes me up.


Which means a chicken not only did a cock doodley doo on my penis, but the fact that I woke up and roosters being a wake up call (except it was a female though) just made me confused.

Note, I'm still not able to process whether or not who is giving me head is an animal or human at the time I was waking up. In fact, when I woke up, I wanted to perform a DEILD, but the alarm made my eyes open up.

I quickly turned that damn thing off and went back to imagining the dream scene of me getting sucked off by whoever (which in this case was the female chicken).

But I decided the wasting another hour of sleep just to attempt to get virtual blowjobs wasn't going to be worth it since I would have company over in 2 hours or so.

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12.08.2012

Happiness and Sadness in the Snow (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm walking in the snow, and completely ignoring that it rarely snows where I live in waking life. I'm assuming I have my brown leather jacket on with regular dark blue jeans.

It feels so empty, until I see a girl to the left of me about 10 feet away. She's a redhead, and she's wearing a white sleeved shirt where the sleeves are pulled up near the intersection of her elbows. I believe she had a few freckles around her nose, but I wasn't paying too much on her visage.

I was just giving her a passive glance, and I saw there's a guy coming next to her, and it seems he's her boyfriend or just a really good friend. She talks with him for a while, and he mentions something on how she did on Algebra.

I couldn't hear her response, but I could tell she's excited and enthusiastic in her speech. She mentions that her final exams are done, and that she can finally let loose and have some fun.

The moment she said that, it made me reflect how I still have freaking 3 exams next week. And I went back to looking down on the ground, hugging myself because it's fairly cold. As I'm walking slowly in the snow, I passively accept the audio from the girl and the boy that I just eavesdropped for a while.

I hear the echoes and muffling sounds from them, feeling their positive energy over their exams being finished pisses me off more, and I just want to get to the gray door that's about 15 feet away from me already.

It seems I'm heading for a store, but the store itself seems to have no activity, at least from what I was seeing from afar. The windows are fairly realistic, having reflections here and there. The insides looked pitch black, but I can still make a decent visual on the contours of what's inside there.

It seems to be nothing but wooden chairs, tables, and all sorts of furniture inside. The boy and the girl who are now behind me, completely out of my scope of vision, I could sense that they're leaving to enjoy themselves.

I open the door, and I find myself being shifted into a completely different dreaming environment. The inside of the room is fairly compact and short, and the walls consists of a dark red intertwined with a maroon color.

It feels like I'm in a mini-factory, or the back of a store where you have all the boilers and steamer machines being exposed. This place feels so familiar, but I have not awareness as to why, and I believe I take my jacket off at this point since I'm not seeing myself wearing it at all.

I'm shifting through third person and first person view here and there, so it's a bit hard to collect when I'm a spectator or seeing myself 3rd or 1st person. I walk slowly into this mini hallway consisting of a gray and thin concrete linear path, and as I'm heading for the interseciton that makes the pathways into a cross, I encounter someone familiar.

This person to the left of me looked like a guy who was in my art class in High School. He had weight issues, and not to be cruel or anything, he was extremely obese. He puts on that facade of depression, or at least this passive state of interchanging the demeanor of being bored or just tired of life.

I looked at him, seeing if he's going to respond to me at all, but he doesn't really declare anything to me. I continue walking slower, focusing my sight on the door in front of me. It seems I had the keys for this door, so I take them out of my right pocket I believe.

The door knob is silver, and is suprisingly being a little brigther than the rest of this dull environment saturated with dark red and maroon colors. The big guy is still there, and by this time, I was this close from completely blocking him from my reality inside of this dream, he didn't really matter to me because I simply did not have an attachment or any kind of bonding with him in waking life.

But he says something, which quickly alerts me to acknowledge him, but here's how things work out. As he's talking to me, I'm in spectator mode, and I see myself wearing a gray shirt and jeans, and my view is focused near the stomach region of the shirt.

There's a gap on my left side (if you were to take on the role of me in 1st or 3rd person view), or to the right if you're looking at this screen where I could see the guy's face and body behind me. I noticed that while I'm in spectator view, I seem to be depressed about myself overall as well.

I can barely see my eyes because they're covered with a shadow of darkness, and my lips are neutral, barely dropping any kind of facial expression as I'm listening to this guy. Again, I can't really hear what he's saying, but I do stop in my tracks to at least show some respect and wait until he's done talking.

When he's finished, I go back to treating him like another human being that I'll just see and forget. I go inside the door, and I find myself in a store. It's a very short store, about 20 feet in width, and maybe 30-40 feet in length from the start of the door I came into all the way to the Indian man in front of me.

He seems like a peaceful man, and he's wearing a faded vanilla dress shirt, and I can't tell what he's wearing below because he's behind a counter. The store inside is the same as the mini hallway I was in a while ago. There's shelves to my left and right, though I wasn't interesting in materialism.

Something about this man made me go after him, I can't remember what happens next.

im still new to writing down dreams so i only have a few written down.. not the best at remembering and not sure about techniques or what could help me have lucid dreams.

November ?, 2012
• I don’t remember what day I had this dream but I was in some apartment terrorizing some lady in there. I found the money I wanted by the tv and walked out. The police had already showed up and was going up the stairs I was going down. There was a kid in front of me so I slowed down n let him go down and the police arrested him. I got out the door and got in my car and drove off. I turned right and went down this hill that looked like china town. Then I parked at the bottom of that hill. I then somehow was in the apartment again like I was someone else trying to comfort her. A police car drove by in the next room (shoulda noticed that) and when it turned around it looked like a police bike. Apartment had a similar look to the place that momos was. This is all I can remember.

December 3, 2012
• When I was dreaming I remembered being on a dirt road that had a few S turns to it. I would constantly be going this way to someones, possibly brendans house but never left that way, only entered. He had told me these guys on bikes were dangerous and if you try to pass them they will kill you. They would come out of this ally as I was entering and stopped to wait for them to go ahead. This happened every time. This time was some party and cayden had some weed along with a bunch of others passing it around, they gave it to me and I did to throwing it in the distance ahead of me when it was done. It burned me a little but It was just warm in my mouth. Nothing happened from it… After that I was walking with dad and uncle rod as he was telling some story about kids always smoking weed and dad was arguing “but not at 10”. On my bed there was a thing of crap which made no since at the upper side of my bed. Grabbed paper and took it off, not sure what I did with it after(I think I threw it on the ground). I would lay down and flick smaller bits off and tried to smell it but there was no smell. It looked like it had corn bits in it at first but picking it up there was nothing. Had that tender meat stringy look to it. I think I was sleeping when I woke up.

December 5, 2012
• In my dream I think this was a hospital. One part I was begging someone to go into this portal with me. Looked like a minecraft portal thing but she wouldn’t. the floor was missing in some spots in block pattern (like what I do to spawners). it was because some kid had stolen stuff from this place which I think was a hospital. The kid was the same as the one from the book I was reading I believe(Quinn kahill). Then last I remember I was helping caleb (fat asshole) with some homework but I didn’t want to at first. I don’t know why I did. Last thing was I was looking out the window at some people golfing. The slope was downhill to the hole not sure which one and they were just walking up to it about to swing. This is when I woke up.

December 6, 2012
•Don’t remember what was going on at the time if it was for my gecko or austins but something was wrong with the heat pad so we were trying to make a new one. Don’t know what I was eating looked like a tortilla or some kind of brownie but I ripped or ate the bottom off and it looked close to a heat pad. Then I looked at the wires how it had 2 silver prongs half connected to the rest of the wire by the cage. Last thing I said was just gota figure out the wiring for it now. Then the next part of my dream was in some place that I cant remember but some girl was chained up, I think it was a tour of the house. Not sure if cursed or what was going on but after she was tortured they hit her in the crotch and blood went down everywhere(kicked her in the crotch, tarzan always checks for squirrels first is where that may have come from). Then whoever was in charge (a girl) asked if I wanted to be part of this or end like her(the girl). Of course I said part of this and I think she wanted me to fuck her as proof that I will stay. This is all I remember of that then I woke up.

December 8, 2012
• So this dream was weird a bit. I cant remember where it started I think it was grandma. The house was a bit different. But anyway it was winter but was never cold. We were playing outside and jasmine went in. after a bit jade called me over and told me to look through the window. There was jasmine playing the piano without a shirt. So I ran in to find my ipod it was in the living room and by the time I got it she was gone. So after that these 3 kids were here no idea who they were but they somehow got to see by asking her if she needed something when she was in the shower. After that I left and went to some other house with a similar layout as grandmas and tried to sleep in the corner. These black guys dressed in black got mad at me saying I made a lot of noise and wouldn’t let me stay so I had to leave. After walking in snow I was dressed all in white and a white mask with some crazy design on the eyes. Somehow I was able to adjust it to see and walked around the house and looked through the window. There was some guy in I think a cowboy outfit and some girl with him. Tall. He came out telling me to get the hell out and went back in. I hid down in the snow when he looked out the window. I somehow went in and stole his boots at some point they were really long and pointed and said something runner on them and was able to run easy with them. Looking through their window I cant remember what they were doing but someone else was there with me outside not sure who or why and at some point the guy came out and said thought I told u to get out. So we faught and I completely beat the shit out of him. I was stabbing at his eyes and nose with a straw and around the end of that I threw him over me and out through the snow. Then I went inside to this girl with darker skin, I don’t know what she said but i started to kiss her and grabbed her ass pulling it toward me and then she started to and I lifted the left half of her shirt and kissed her boob. It was like a u but sticking out and hard? But then I kissed and sucked the other one and got something in my mouth that didn’t taste good. She wasn’t looking I spit and then pushed her to the bed. Then that.. and the view zoomed out to a video and I woke up

December 9, 2012
• this dream has happened more than once but i cant remember much of it. i remember its some kind of giant arena with others around it. id somehow build a giant tree house type thing and metal doors instead of wood. Another part was in class caleb would try to sit behind me because alaina hugged me right in front of him but i stretched so he went back to where he was. Another i was a prisoner and was following this girl. not sure how it happened but she had this business suit on. Then when i looked she was on her hands and knees skirt off with white underwear on and said just make it quick. i cant remember what happened after if i did or woke up


Sorry that its long but anyway any comments, advice, etc. welcome if thats possible here haha ill try to post these alot and hopefully good advice will get me to lucid dreams