non-lucid

Fell asleep around 11:40 last night..

There wasn't much meaning to these dreams. I had a couple dreams last night... I dreamt I was laughing, a lot. Like everything was funny. And I sleepily awoke after my laughing dream and thought I wonder what that dream meant. I was in a really giddy mood. Then there was a dream where I was in a competition with Alessandra Ambrosio and all these other girls and they were all so mean.. really mean. It was a bunch of pretty girls and we were somewhere fancy. I think it was memories from a marina in Bimini where I'm seeing the fancy area from, and I ran away from the girls and hit my leg on the corner of some sand colored tile block and there was blood and I just pretended I was taking a shower to keep them from finding me? I don't even know. Then I slightly awoke and fell back asleep and dreamed I was with a group of people trying to maneuver these 2 man rocket ships or something and it was really vivid. They were like matte black and very futuristic but they weren't working properly and it was kind of scary.. I was trying to get it out of this holding area but it wasn't working and the other ship left.. I'm not really sure I can only remember flashes of these dreams. (That's why I'm recording them again - to get a better grip on remembering all of them.)

Nothing meaningful. Just need to write it down.

Except I want to know why I was in such a good giddy mood!

xx

Same as always, Bold is when the actual adventure start.

It's Me, my mom, and my twin brother outside. It is night time ( around 8) and weither just going for a walk, or we're going over someones house. Franklyn goes this one way to get there, while me and mom takes another way. there is barely any street lamps, and mostly we're just in darkness. We make it to this cul de sac and is apparently the destination. Franklyn isn't here though. I get a little annoyed because he claims that the way he went through was shorter. I call his name, nothing. I call his name again, this time i hear a reply. It kind of sounds like franklyn but kind of doesnt. i call his name again, and this time it sounds like franklyn. I ask him where he is and stuff and i get no reply. Now i think that he might be hurt or in danger. Around that time franklyn Screams "Frank, Im right here" and his voice was really close, like a good 6 meters away.

I look around and I see him. He is not alone. He is with this girl who looks younger than us. like 4 years younger. In my dream, I assumed she was 12. Well when me and mom walks over to him, he claims that she is the quueen of the water. In other words, queen of all Fish (as told by her). She is coming home with us. I don't know how mom agreed to this but she is. We are home, and grandma is there. The queen (lets just call her that since we do not know her name yet) says she wants meat. Thats like the 1st thing she says when she comes in. We gave her this beef that my grandma made. I don't know if she ate. Now were all settle down and used to the queen girl, who is always with franklyn i think. I remember one day she comes up to me what wish franklyn would like to be granted. I Tell him he wants to be in the NBA. Then she asks me. I am about to tell her, but then pause. I wonder if i should really be telling her or not. I tell her anyways, " I wish to have an adventure". I don't remember much after that.

Remember having three different dreams tonight, although can only remember the last one.

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Was walking down a road, with a very lush surrounding, with a friend, watching out for cars that drove very close. My friend held his hand out in a 'stop' sign, making a bus stop, without noticing it.

We kept on walking and met up with another friend, at a gym that he was going to. It hadn't opened yet though. We went and met another friends family in the 'outside' part of the gym, which had a cafeteria. Looked pretty shabby. We then proceeded to sit at a table there, with my friend and his family. I remember checking out my phone and removing videos, which didn't want to get removed.

Also, not 100% sure of this, but I think I was upset for not remembering my two dreams before that.

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That's pretty much it, not much else worth mentioning

i'm not sure where one dream started or another ended.....do i'm just going to put them in chunks with same location

i was in a wooden boat......and it was going down a river with lots of rapids.....and i had to get 2 people on it who were on an island....and it got stuck on this bridge....and we got off there because the boat was breaking up...after this i went into a house.....and didn't take off my shoes where i was supposed to......and i held the hand of this old lady who was in a chair.....and she told me i was dead and i agreed

i was in the woods in an area with lots of streams.....and i kept going on lots of covered bridges and looking at mini waterfalls from the sides...they had swirls of colored light over them (like the light sadie has) and it looked really pretty...i kept getting told to pay attention to this rp type card game

i was swimming on this obstacle course....there were different things you had to swim over....i think it was meant to be like wipeout on tv....but i kind of just swam over all the obstacles covered in water....even though with the depth i was more likely swimming in air

i was on land watching this guy teach 2 kids to swim while this lady watched...they were both on a dock...she had a gray/green/black striped skirt that had 2 cats under it....i was fishing (no line or hook or anything on the pole though)....and i wanted to get the cats....but my winter hat came off.....and the guy got it for me so i gave it to the lady because she looked cold

there was another one where i woke up in my current apartment and found a bag (the flowered one i really like) tacked to the wall with a card on it...on the card was an apology from my ex-boyfriend's parents (they shouted things out the window when i went to get my stuff from his house)...in the bag was a pair of boots they bought me but kept when we broke up

i was outside and had to come inside for dinner and chores......there were a lot of other people there and all teens except for the adoptive parents....and the place was decorated for christmas....i went upstairs to change and this girl went into her room and closed the door and used magic to do something (not sure what but i saw sparkles on the door faintly).....and then i went downstairs and was told i had to do my chores from the chore chart before dinner...and i was cleaning a window and was told i was doing the wrong chores and that i was supposed to be helping the gardener pick fruit (i was told i could pick and eat as much as i wanted).....and i went outside and it was my friend chuck....and the adoptive dad asked if i knew the guy and i said he was my friend and i see him so much i practically live with him

notes: incubated for outside, sadie's lights appeared in color rather than just white, a night without nightmares (doesn't happen to me)

Notes: Daydream, ADA

I was in the home of a friend, LP. His parents were there. We were worried they won't accept us, but they seem pretty cool. The place feels very homey. The father was particularly okay, and the mom was actually thinking he's going to end up with another guy friend, LR. We just laughed it off. His father said that he can't help much with the ritual tools though.

I was on the street. Supposedly going home after meeting up with friends. The area looks a bit like in one of my dreams before, and at the same time, the area near Cubao irl, near where we take a jeep going to Eastwood. For some reason, I doubled back and waited for my friends in a place that looks very much like a blend of our high school and college irl. I waited for them, and was thinking of surprising them. A guy friend looks a bit lost and he left some money on top of the bag, which he put on the table. I was going to surprise him by pretending to grab the money, but he barely reacted, and just said he thought I was going home. I told them I had to check my bank account's balance.

I was inside a house with a lot of people. It felt like home, except not sure which home in particular. I went out and saw even more people outside. Like there's going to be a parade, and all of the people are gathering outside the streets. I was thinking of going to a store or something. Then I saw a few people with guns. I wondered what's going to happen to have people carry guns. They don't look like the police either. I hurried back home instead. We talked about what's going to happen and about the guys with guns.

I was in a building. A lot of people are there. There's some sort of a meeting. For some reason, I was hiding. I was looking at the group from a ledge in the building. Then I think a guy noticed me. I hid behind another guy's dead(?) body. I think it was a dead(?) zombie. I used it as a shield as well as a hiding place, but it looked so awkward I'm sure the guy knows I'm there. I heard him shoot the zombie a few times. Then he went a bit around. He's on lower ground. He looks up at me and said something like, "Sorry, I don't know you but...." and he shot me. Only I wasn't dead. He let his guard down, and I just observed him. Then I grabbed his hand to break his little finger. He looked surprised and more amused than afraid.

I am looking at a female friend. She seems dazed. She was holding on a Blackberry. I (or was it someone else?) was pressing stuff on touchscreen. Then she woke up.

I am looking at a caravan of sorts. A llama leading a camel. I commented to someone how tall and proud the llama looks while the camel looked so down and low. I said it's a great metaphor for kings and slaves. The camel's neck was almost nonexistent, and it was very close to the body. On the other hand, it seems that the camel can survive harsher conditions. We arrived at the destination. I saw a huge peacock with it's beautiful tail feathers spread out. It was majestic. It acts as the throne for the princess. It's that huge. However, the princess wasn't sitting on it at the time. She asked the peacock to lay down its tail feathers and it obeyed. There's another woman (is it also the princess?) who was playing with a NDS on the side.

Camera Project (7:06)

My sister needs to borrow my camera ASAP for a class project which I assume is due this morning. I give it to her somehow and head to my own class, Discrete Math. On the way I get a text from Mom saying that my sister has gotten really depressed about this project, since now she can't get the pictures off of the camera. I feel stupid for not realizing that she would need the CD to install the camera's driver onto her computer. I'm not even sure where that CD is, nowadays. I might have packed it in one of those boxes I've been meaning to send home. It'll take a while to find it for her. But that's actually okay, I suddenly realize, because I don't have class this morning--it's Monday, and Discrete Math is on Tuesdays. Today I don't have class until the afternoon. Only, maybe the project was already due, in which case I can do nothing to help. On the off chance it will do some good, I head back towards my dorm.

By means of a cutscene [or something], I see that Dad's given my sister a call, to say in no uncertain terms that he is totally unsympathetic to her plight. I also see that my sister is standing in a grassy lawn, crying, waiting for her boyfriend to come with roses and make her feel better. I think that's a bit of an immature thing to use a boyfriend for.

Old Folk's Home

I'm about to walk away from the building when I decide, regretfully, that I might as well go back there to practice viola. I don't like that building. That one weird professor lives in it, and it's basically an old folk's home. I turn around and walk back, noticing that there are a lot of string quartets and small bands rehearsing on the sidewalk, all in a row. Huh.

Inside, I wander around the building for a while. There is a shallow spiral staircase to the second floor. I feel old myself as I climb them, since my recent sickness has left me lethargic enough that I have to put both feet on each step. This frustrates me, so I decide to challenge myself and try the other staircase: a much steeper one going up the middle of the spiral staircase, with golden steps that are individually suspended on ropes from the ceiling. It turns out to be very hard, since there's nothing to stop the steps from swinging back and forth like so many swings. I have to grab a rope to prevent myself from falling off. One of the women working at desks on the second floor notices my plight and demonstrates proper use of the staircase. She has no trouble walking all the way down. But there's not really a trick to it; you just have to be very coordinated. I can't believe anyone thought that this staircase was a good idea. It seems dangerous. In describing this staircase, later, I call it a "Margo Walk."

Back on the first floor, I meet a nice old woman and her friend. As a test, the woman has us alternate numbers, counting to ten in German. It gets off to a slow start, because I was confused by her accent and I expected she was going to ask for Korean. Then I ask her how to say "forty" in German, because I only know twenty and thirty. [IRL: I didn't even know "thirty"; I was confusing it with "thirteen."] She seems confused, thinking that I should have asked how to say "forty-four," I guess because it's more fun to say. It's an interesting approach to linguistics, I suppose. She has to think a long time about "forty." Has she been speaking English for so long that she forgot her native language?

Then it's time for lunch, and as a group we set off for the dining room. I wonder if the'll want me to sit next to them. I decide not to risk being unwelcome, and I sit at the end of the table instead. Then I notice that somehow my place doesn't have a plate with food, while almost everyone else's does. I decide I'll just be patient, but in the meantime I'm worried that some of the people here will start fussing over me, thinking that my not having a plate is a dreadful tragedy, or something. I look around the table at the old faces around me, trying to reconcile myself to the idea of old age. I guess for the most part they're good-looking, in their own ways.

[I think I came back to this lunchroom on various other occasions. I began to feel a bit like a freeloader for eating lunch here almost every day, but on the other hand I would feel rude abandoning everyone just before the meal. And the food was pretty good.]

Are We Watching Porn?

Spoiler for sexual content:

I'm in the basement with a group of kids my age. There are about a dozen TVs down here, all showing similar videos. At first, the content is pretty innocuous. But there's this one video with two women. Somehow their clothes start disappearing, and somehow what they're doing is stimulating to one of the women. After a minute she gasps and says, "That was SO GOOD!" At this point, I'm a little confused and uncomfortable (and aroused); I thought these videos were about something else. Everyone else seems confused too; another guy asks, "Are we watching porn?" In response, a few people laugh. By now, everyone in all of the videos is naked.

Lucid?

[I remember that I was lucid at some point in the night. I was looking at a natural landscape and appreciating the detail. Then I tried to look upwards, and the lights dimmed and I lost all visuals.]

Stamitz Viola Concerto (9:23)

I'm talking to someone in the entrance hall of an old-ish building. I hear a viola behind me, and suddenly I recognize the music as the theme from the first movement of the Stamitz viola concerto. Sweet! I look around at the player, who turns out to be a forty-odd, balding man. I notice that he's playing the accompaniment parts as well, using double stops. For that reason, he's playing well under tempo. Also, sometimes he has to break a long solo note into repeated shorter notes, since the accompaniment underneath is changing. Wow, this guy's good. I feel very inept in comparison.

Ritual of the Children

I'm sitting in a common room when a girl comes in from outside. She starts talking to some friends of hers, telling them about a meeting she just attended with a famous person, who actually just sent out a tweet about the meeting that involved a play on words on the girl's name. She's pretty happy about this.

Later, I come back into the common room. The girl's already there. I sit next to her and try to start up a conversation. We talk about her name. Turns out her name is Sadie Hawkins, which is also the name of a type of school dance. I'm surprised I didn't make this connection the first time I heard it. I suppose that must be because I heard it in the context of a play on words. I try to explain this to her, but my explanation is something along the lines of, "Oh, I guess that makes sense, because . . . you know, it was . . . right?" Immediately afterward, I feel embarrassed for being so terribly awful at communication. I think I was afraid to explain it directly, because that would mean admitting that I eavesdropped on her conversation.

Then a bunch of ten-year-old kids come into the room and start doing a ritual. Then it's time for lunch, but we have time to shower first, if we want. I do want to, so I try to head down the hallway to the bathroom. But the entrance is like two feet too short for my head. I suppose this hallway must be reserved for the ten-year-olds. They have their own hallway? This is weird. Whatever. I go down the hallway to the left, which takes me to the bathroom.

It's dark in here, and crowded. I open the first door that I come to, but it's a toilet stall, not a shower. I keep looking for a shower, but instead I come upon a row of turnstiles in the right wall. The kids are lined up behind them, entering one at a time. If this is their entrance, then I probably went past the showers. And I'd better find one soon, because it will be even more crowded here before long.

Tropical Island

[I am awake at the beginning of this dream.]

I know that it is almost time to wake up, but I decide to see if I can fall asleep into a dream landscape of my choosing. [Sort of like a WILD, I guess, but I didn't use that terminology at the time.] I decide that I will attempt to enter the dream quickly by visualizing myself falling from a great height. I picture a field of rolling plains, and in the distance there is a tall group of rocks with almost vertical sides. I am at the top of those rocks, I decide. The view starts to zoom in on the rocks. I still feel like I'm just picturing this in my head, not dreaming it, which frustrates me. Eventually I zoom in on myself, and then I fall backwards off of the cliff. [I can't remember the details of the event.]

I've landed on a beach, in the surf, though it takes a few moments for me to get my bearings. Somehow this is not what I wanted to happen, but a voice tells me that I should be feeling very comfortable right now (seeing as how this is a tropical island), so I should try to enjoy myself. I wade into the water, but almost immediately I notice something floating in the water near me that looks like dog poop. Eww. I try to wade away from it, but a trick of the current seems to make it follow me. Once, I think I've gotten away from it, only to look again a moment later and find that it's back. Then I notice that there's a current under the surface that's making a lot of stuff collide with my legs on its way past me. Seaweed, perhaps. In any case, it's gross. This is not fun.

Was walking in some forest with a bunch of people, who were presumably from my class. We were there for a goal but i don't clearly remember what exactly, it felt a lot like some kind of MMO as there were creatures attacking us and we defended ourselves against them. I regularly walked off and went to do stuff on my own to get chests (probably so i could keep the loot) but when i returned there was one from the group who clearly wasn't happy about it. He kept telling me that i keep walking off and that i should with as a team with them. I can't remember anything else and didn't recognise the people i was with.

Was playing Super Mario Sunshine, trying to do some sort of challenge but i was just messing around, only half trying what i should be trying. I then suddenly go from ingame to my living room, where me, my sister and a friend of hers were sitting, discussing my sister's friend's birthday present. the conversation doesn't really go anywhere but i didn't actually properly recognise her as the friend i thought she was.

Was on the way back home with my family when we stopped at an icecream shop. I took my time deciding what i was going to pick (there were lots of choices). Eventually i just go with something and we leave the shop, we didn't even pay which was very weird. We went home and i started unlocking the door but the dream ended right there.

Was in a game called Final Fantasy 6 with me and my team (apparently). We were caught by the main evil from the game called Kefka, and he had full control over us. He made us go somewhere to do i don't know what but he really seemed happy as he couldn't stop laughing (like he did in the game). I don't recognisde where we were even in the game but i was sure about the setting.

Was at home in my room, which i recognised clearly. I had certain objectives to complete and i had several already completed but my father wasn't happy about it because he insisted it was dangerous. I tell him i'm going to school and he asks if i need a lift to there and i say it's fine since it's only school and it's very close, which it actually isn't. I don't remember what the objectives were but the ones i did before took pretty long and were very hard.

First entry. Just had a normal dream last night, so might as well write the few things I remember about it down.

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I was playing some game with my friends and one of the people we were playing against was a proper asshole. Skip forward, and apparently he had infected my computer with a virus. I remember being very angry that I had to change my passwords, while I was walking in a park.

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That would be all .. Hopefully I remember the following ones better!

Hey, This dream was really memorable. The beginning part is really just the introduction, and not really when the action start. So I bolded the part where the actual adventure start.

I'm at school. Or what is supposed to be my school, but this looks different compared to real life. anyways, I'm walking to class and then this situation comes up. (this is during the morning time, when school just started). On of the staff from the office comes up to me and say that they've made a mistake, and that they have put me in the wrong class. (let me tell you that in the dream, it feels like i've been in this school a hardy long time, so i got used to everybody in my class. now there making me change). I am shocked, and pretty resistant at 1st (as in i say things like I can't leave now) but then give in and go to my new class. Some people, like Tabria, was in this class (and she was in my old class) but i didnt seem to put 1 and 1 together. So here i am, doing work for the class and i can actually remember it. the teacher, whom i also know in real life, is are chemistry teacher. she handed out this stack of paper and told us to do that. she was giving us work all day, and i think i was just ignoring the work. something else was on my mind i just didnt know what. A few other small things happened during that class day like how a saw mychelle. she was sitting behind me. When i turned around she just smiled. another thing was that i was walking in the class and i saw my headphones on a chair. it was broke!!!! i swear i was so heartbroken by that. It wasn't broke beyond repair or anything. it was just that the back of on one of the headphone split apart from the rest of the base, but it was still dangling in mid air by a string connecting them together. So i'm trying to fix it when Tabria ( a girl in the class) comes out of no where and says " hey that's my headphones". i swear i know she's only saying this to piss me off. But she has this really serious look on her. but i already also know that she's good at fooling people with her expressions. i tell her " no. it's mineS" and we just stare at eachother for a while until she gives in and say "I'm just playing", and smile. jeez.
[This is a side story to everything because i don't know when this happened exactly. Well i'm in this room with these to other kids from school (uche and Brandon). They are playing this video game, most likely a parady t call of duty Black ops 2. Brandon and Uche are both using a controller, but there is only one tv and they are not playing on split screen so i do not know what's going on. Until i notice the second, smaller tv that Brandon is looking at. I literally get sucked into the games( like i usually do when i look at a videogame for too long) and i am the guy uche is playing. Long story short, i hide, i try to assassinate, i fail, i die. when i die i come back to real life]

class is over and i find myself running out. I am looking for someone. I am in a serious hurry too. (I forgot who i was looking for when i woke up though) I rush outside, i feel like i'm going to slow. my belt loosens up and i have to adjust it while running, slowing me down. by the time i get to the busses, i cant find him/her. I ask someone if that person rode a bus and they told me that he walks home. I gave up on the idea that i was going to find him/her today. I see Alyssa, Christina, and some other people who i forgot near this door. I followed them inside, and shut the door. Then we just hung out there for a while. There was a time where it got really emotional ( not for me, for the girls). like Alyssa was asking me what is christina to me, and i'm like " a Friend". Christina looks disappointed, and Alyssa says "what about a best friend?" and i'm like " thats what i meant." christina starts smiling and i just push her around playfully. we're all sitting down btw. there are other conversation going on but the feeling i felt the most was love. I felt like how things were now, it wasn't so bad. It was time t leave. Christina and Alyssa had to get on their busses.

I opened the door........ Something is different. something is wrong. for starters, the world in general felt different, like everything changed when we were in that room. like the whole world changed without us. More physically, the environment we were supposed to see changed. the busses we were supposed to get on were gone. There were kids here, but they didn't seem like kids. And it's not just because they were holding guns ( didt want to forget to mention that). They also looked un-human, but human. We were quiet. all the people who were in the closet didn't say a word. We had no idea what we were seeing. We just started wandering together on this path. I wonder what was going on in everyone else's head. for me it was just nothing. well not true. i was wondering what happened to my family. We were walking past this crop field when we saw this white van. A man was in there. My first instinct was to get away from him. He said he was going to take us away and recruit us or something. i wasn't going to let that happen. so I ran. I don't know if everyone else ran, but i guess it didn't matter since it only looked like he was coming for me. When i first ran away from him it looked like i was already far enough to be considered safe away from him (tsk tsk tsk) he threw this projectile that made this explosion a few meters away from me. I fell to the floor. I started hearing his van come closer. i would be kidnapped if i didnt do something, so i started running away from him. all the while he was saying this " You can run away from me, but i is useless. Once i hit you with one of my weapons, you will be hurt really bad. And only i have the time ball (This is not the exact name he said but the word TIME was in it) which can heal you. Once i catch you i will train you in battle. Maybe one day I wont have to do this anymore, but until then I must". That was basically the gist of what he said. Hell if i knew half of what he was talking about. Listening to his speech, however, made me realize that he wasn't really the bad guy. well more like that he just wanted to survive. I dunno how to explain it. either way i still wasnt going to let his ass catch me. so i ran. I'm in the crop field running. he uses this other weapon thats on his car that slices the crops as he drive by them. there were tons of times when he almost got me. But i always barely made it. Somehow i was able to lose him, so i started to run back to the spot where i split up with everyone. When I got back, I found them. But they changed. I knew it was them but they didn't look like what they did. They all seemed to change with the world like everyone else did. I wonder if i also changed. I can only remember there being Me, Alyssa, Christina, And this girl with yellowish orange hair. They all looked like they belong in an adventure anime.( I think The girl with orange hair actually is from an anime). I think ALyssa had a tail! Scene changes. It's been a while since the day the world change. Like a moth, or maybe even more. We grouped up with some other people, and even found a dog. other stuff happened i just don't remember right now. so i'll go to the part i remember the most, the end. we are pushing this dog on top this makeshift sled mad out of 12 pack soda cans. we crashed him into something. I thing he turned into a battery. lol. He is mixed in with the soda can and i make a joke saying that the battery was buzzed ( haha, get it? no?) dream fades.

The dream starts in a house, I'm right in front of an abnormally large window and it's dark and snowy outside. I get a feeling that I need to walk my dog, a dog that is no longer alive. He is very old and sick, and can barely walk. I don't know where he is and he lingers around more like a ghost, or thought in my dream instead of an actual object or being inside of it, as I cannot see or hear him anywhere.


I turn around to my right and see a door, I know I have to go out of it, so I appear outside. Outside, there's a very tiny barn about 15 meters from where I'm standing, I'm on the top of a enormously steep and large snowy mountain that reminds you of a skiing resort. It's very dark and windy, and I get a weird sensation of danger as I walk to the barn. I know that I have to get to the barn to walk my dog. While walking to the barn I have a weird sensation that something is constantly behind me trying to get me.


Inside the barn I see a lot of camping equipment, like a tent, fishing rods an old rowing boat engine, there are a lot of other things in the barn and it's almost packed. I never step a foot inside of it, I'm still standing at the door entrance, feeling the chill on my back as I'm trying to look for something so I can walk my dog, I desperately want to be done quickly. Almost in the roof of the barn there is another "level" where you can store additional items. In the right corner of the roof compartment I see a ski, and I think to myself "ohh right, I forgot I owned those" (I don't actually have any, but they looked like the once I used a few years back) I struggle very hard to get them out of there, as I can barely reach them and there is a lot of other things in front of them.


At this point I remember re imagining my skiing experience of real life. I remember being very bad, getting stuck with one ski on each side of a tree as it was downhill. For a short moment it's almost like a dream within the dream, because I relive that experience in the dream, I'm stuck with one ski on each side a tree on the mountain I'm currently standing on, trying to loosen one of my skis from my shoe. It doesn't work. All of a sudden I'm back at the barn, standing in front of it with the skis in my hands. Thinking "why am I holding these?"

I put the skis inside the barn again, leaning them toward the right inner wall as I close the door and walk back in. I don't remember opening the door, but I remember walking to it. I now appear inside again. I still have to walk my dog. So I appear outside again, attempting to get to the barn, because it's important. It's still very cold and chilly, I can see my foot tracks behind me somehow, I don't know how, as I'm looking forward.

I wake up and I never got to walk my dog.

I took NyQuil last night.. this morning because I was supposed to get up early to go to my partners sisters house for thanksgiving today. took it around 2 30 somewhere close to 3 am. Couldn't sleep... been having a bit of insomnia lately.

My dreams are usually messed up and somewhat fragmented uncontrollable when under some kind of influence.

The most parts that make sense to me is me laying on a beach talking to a mostly naked girl who is laying on her stomach slightly back turned to me. The girl had a green towel tangled across her in a haphazard way.
its nearly night time and the sun is glistening across her skin like she was oiled up. She was blond or platinum white blond, didn't really see her face much the entire time. the sun and background was beautiful it was pink purple radiant with some clouds in the horizon. Sun setting with a great aura of gold around the sun. I noticed a boy on the other side several feet away on his back hands behind his head knees up and had on a black tee green ball cap and aviator shades.

I remember feeling peaceful happy after a long day of messing around doing activities.
The girls cell phone rings. she picks up ( my mind clairvoyant sees the other individual talking its a boy i cant really make out his features much except that he's in the Mediterranean He's begging her or really pushing him self upon her to let him see her and that he will be there tomorrow if she allows him. She's abit perturbed by this but being nice she finally gives in.
She says Okay okay..... I guess if your going to show up meet me here (the beach) tomorrow after your flight we can hang out then but dont make a big deal out of it okay!. The boy is happy i can see his huge smile he's giddy and cant wait to see her. She hangs up looks at me and smiles. She asked me everything okay? I mentioned that Im okay with you doing what ever you feel you need to do I'm not in control of you but just know i would like you to respect my feelings too. *implied that i must had a relationship with her* She looked at me with a very pleasant smile and warmth then she asked is something been on your mind lately? I sat and thought about it for a few seconds... I then started thinking about my electric keyboard ( its in kansas in a storage room , its too far back to reach by my family at the moment and its a yamaha djx2 keyboard) i mentioned to her yeah... i wish my piano was here... it popped into my mind as destroyed though.. the keys gone the batteries gone the internals literally gutted no buttons no display just the shell of it.. i was upset. I started to get a bit teary eyed at the idea of my keyboard being ravished and then i realized its okay though i could always make music in my mind anyways and that i didnt really need the external medium to express it. I told her what i saw and expressed my feelings about it. she seemed understanding and tried to console me by saying its okay things happen but you know you have this beautiful sunset to make this better. All of a sudden coherence left me Im tumbled about the dream scape
Frag 2
My view is from a camera mans perspective, lots of people around me in near the center of a cross walk *either I'm filming or its a reel of someone filming*. The direction of the camera is facing a comer of a building. You can hear Arabic speaking, i dont understand a single thing anyone is saying. Frames start slowing down and shaking /vibrating. Suddenly I hear a bomb explosion white rocks flying everywhere you can hear the screams, shrill life crying shrieks from several women and the dust raining down with pings against the cars, windows of the other buildings, peoples cloths and on the ground as the debris rains down.

I assume I must be somewhere in the middle east as a coffee shop just exploded and people start pushing and shoving to get away from the blast zone. Suddenly several more blasts one after another each going up several floors of this small sky rise building possibly 10-15 floors each explosion sending plumes outward rocks bricks glass shrapnel flying, in fact it slowed down soo much at one point i could see the glistening glimmering blinking glass shards coming closer and as the camera view stayed on this position of the explosions.

I saw a young man dark tone skin, curly beard terror in his face, eyes wide looking over his shoulder and pushing the camera. at this point I could see a broken brick flipping through the air in slow motion *much like you would see in the movies where the outfielder is about to catch a fly ball* arcs ever closer and gets hit in the jaw and glass shards fly past his face into the lens of the camera and bounce off. I can feel the push and pull of the crowd the animosity the blasts the extreme panic in everyone's voices and shrieks. I then heard a voice as soon as the man gets hit in the head with the brick i heard in a soft at first male voice then thundering "This is KARMA" * like in the movie 300 hundred where king Leonidas says this is SPARTA!!!*

( Flashes )
I'm staring at the same guy hours earlier throwing bricks at some starving kids in a ally way all the while him laughing and making threats to them. they kids were crying and doing nothing to help themselves.

fragment 3
(Flashes) I'm somewhere different I'm with several people my age in a fun house type circus casino. We're having a lot of fun its time to gamble one of them says.
So I take 10 dollars cash it for quarters and i sit with my buddy who wants to play slots he dosnt know how it works so i show him once... he keeps playing but awful as he's loosing a lot. i decided to explain it further. "dont do it like this. Place the quarter here pull the leaver and then select this button once." We start winning and a lot at that He ventures off to the next excited that we just one on this machine. tokens are pouring out of this machine so quickly its starting to pour onto the floor and were scrambling to pick them up.
Then inexplicably he wins at the machine next to us and hits the jackpot we're extremely rich it was in the millions. We cash out all of us want to split it up and have fun for the night the guy gets greedy about it and wants to fly to Vegas to bet it since the "we cant loose" mentality struck him.

It starts to get weird there is a ring master who says why not stay for a while longer. The buddy wants to purchase the place the ring leader said why not buy these. We're near the back of a set row of benches and there is two tree people dark brown prune like tall creatures sitting there hunched back facing us. He called them tree people. as they turned around i saw no identifiable features but i heard the creaking of their bones and the snapping of their body extremities as they twisted and turned to get up to look at us.
I cringed and felt disgusted by this. The ringleader saw my discomfort and mentioned dont worry its a bone disease that they have, its nothing to fear. I noticed a fire man benches ahead of us back turned slumped over your could see video arcade games in front of him several feet away blinking. I asked if he was okay the ringleader looked over and said oh he's been dead for some time now I wouldn't worry about him. i woke up.