non-lucid

Escape. Run. Hide. TV? Fruits. Candies. Black guy.

7:49 a.m.

Operation. Hospital. I was gonna have the bump on the back of my head surgically removed. I asked if I'll have anesthesia. The doctor said no. I asked how long it's gonna take. 10 minutes. I can deal with that.

Lied died in bed while I feel the back of my head being cut, and the "ball" removed. It's all red.

School. University. A lot of talk. Discussion. A download 50.51%. Just outside. Stairs. Talking to someone. Turned evil. Killed him in a house. I carried him. He's my little brother. He turned into a lion doll. Talking to my subordinates.

I am in a school. Back to school. Elementary in Manapla. Mom gave me my allowance. Just a few coins. Small coins. More than enough payment for the tricycle. Something like 2.30 pesos?

I am in a store filled with books. Seems the enemy wanted us to leave. I told the others to pack up already. They were so slow, almost uninterested. DZMM bought the building?

Too late. They're at the gate already. Tried going out the back. Wall, like the back of our home and garage. They wanted to try climbing. I kept saying impossible. The only exit is out front.

The police were there. We were arrested. Walk down the street to what was the gym or plaza area. Downward. Slope. Started down because of the slope. My captor beside me. Convince him not to handcuff us. We won't escape. He goes straight ahead. He tells us to turn to the left, to the police station.

We are looking at... stuff. Blade ship? Invisible. Yeerks. I am thinking one of them is a controller trying to see if we recognized the shimmering object which is the cloak mode of the blade ship. Pretend I can't see it. Blocks. Building blocks. After the orientation, I go to a lady. She said I should just finish my MIMM??? It's my third and last, but I left home so I didn't finish it. It's some sort of school.

Car. Taxi? Pasay. Manila. Going around. Countryside?

Lunch. Comfort room? Feeding a humanoid bird. It talks. A teacher? Rumor of a teacher's disappearance/death.

My teacher for the next subject said she's concerned. We have a meeting later. I asked if it's in the comfort room. She said no. Meeting on the road. The "dead" teacher appeared. Somebody's been spreading lies that he's dead. They ask who told me. I said Pol. Same with another.

Spellcraft by Severus. The "traitor" bragged. It was a rare, countryside incantation. He bragged knowing the dialects of the country. Leyte. Magick. Road. Race. We're chasing my car/bike. My companion keeps telling me it's not "off." We "changed" up to it. I cast sleep. Put energy sucking sphere (black) to drain his energy. I need to do this. I'm about to die today.No, not die. Killed. A prophecy. Not sure how. Or by who. I need to face it alone.

Entered the chamber. Prepared for a fight. Another chamber opened. Entered and prepared my fist. The door where I came from opened. A door partially blocked the face of a person who was there. Prepared for a fight. He moved and "roared." It was Lico. I shouted his name. I shouted his name. He was happy. Picked me up and carried me to school. Different. Childish. I told them this is not my world and he's not the Lico I know.

How to go back. A woman stood up and said she'll come too. Asked her who she was. She said Brenda. Told her at least she acts like the Brenda I know.

NOTE: This is creepy. I don't remember writing or dreaming this, but it seems that I was at least partially lucid while I was in the dream.

So it started where i was on a street but it was black and white, like an old movie. There was lots of creepy fog and the buildings around me were taller then normal. I looked around some but there was no turns so i just walked forward. Nobody was there and it was totally silent as i walked done the street. Finally i came up to a cafe with some tables out side. Like everything else it was empty except for one table. There was a person sitting there with his back towards me drinking coffee. I decided to sit down across from him and we talked. Then i woke up.

When i was awake i tried as hard as i could to remember what we talked about or who he was but i don't remember his face. Also what we talked about was really important to me in the dream so it's weird i don't remember what happened now.

I start out in a garage, in an unfamiliar car and neighborhood. There's some random people in the car, which is sort of minivan-ish, but has three rows of seats. A middle aged soccer mom -ish character is noticed in the front seat. She tells this about 22 year old guy that he's going to have to buckle his seat belt this time. We start moving, there's some random people filling all the seats, and I start texting someone from high school on my iPod chromatic..? We went to some bakery and bought poison muffins.

6-20-12

I am on some sort of portal adventure. Me and my awesome friend and many others are together. We are going out on some sort of trip somewhere but we can only go in small groups. We hope we we are in the same group but that didn't happen. I am grouped with these two girls. A small shift occurs and I am watching my self as an observer. Those two girls vanished I don't know where they went. I am with some other group. It is nice and sunny and our group is trying to run pas these big yellow bull like creatures. My group gets passed them but me I am having a hard time trying to get passed them so I kill them. When I get back to my group they are very angry at me. I can literally FEEL the anger coming from them. I was not supposed to kill them. They say pretty mean things to me and I just say "You know what, I am not going to argue" Another guy says "No..you won't" Another guy says "Well you are definitely not smarter than this guy!" he points to the guy that is apparently smarter than me. Another girl says something about my IQ.

I leave the area pissed off but next I see a black van driving past me and inside I see one of the girls that is supposed to be on my team. Not only are my teammates mad for killing those animals but they are mad at me for losing those girls.
A shift occurs. I am with my mom. We talk to some guy about some space program. My mom says I have to go to school. I say "But it is still summer!" and my mom says "They are still counting your absences" My mom then shows me a poster that says I am an evil lesbian (Lol wut?). But in the poster I see a picture of that yellow cow I killed earlier. My mom is wondering what this is about. A shift occurs. I am outside on a cloudy day in a big field. From what I can see there are two teams fighting each other. The enemy team consist of giant dudes about 17 FT tall and they have these long hammers as weapons, the other time consist of normal humans. I fear getting hit by those big hammers. During this fight I find myself far onto the giant teams side. I try to slit one of their throats while one of them were bending down but I fail. He tries to get me. I run as fast as I can and try to get to my teams side. I get a good distance but then all of a sudden I get hit very hard by something behind me and it sends me flying to the other side where my team is at. I land on my stomach. I notice a silver ring in front of me. My teammates surround me and help me up. My teammates are proud of my bravery and help me up. I hug a random person. The enemy team seems to have vanished. The girl asks the person I hugged "How come you got a hug!" the person just shrugs. I wake up.

6-3-12

I am inside a store at night. I see visions of a man that is messing the place up. He has skinny jeans on and is pretty fat.
I go to the back of the school back of the store. I sit down and wait and look on my phone. It is 7:40 pm. A lady in front of the store beckons me to come. I walk to the front of the store and see my mom and sister. We walk out to the car. It is night out. I see an ant hill so I kick it. My sis says "Don't do that!". We go into the car. A shift occurs and I am still in the car, we are on the road but now it is daytime and time seems to be reversing since cars are going backwards. The drivers have changed to my cousin. I ask "If a guy has a high level of conciousness will he notice time is reversing?" He says "No" I then ask "What about that deja vu feeling? Couldn't it mean you made it to a certain place before but since time has reversed you had to go back there again?" He ignored me. To my left I see cars on the highway driving in reverse due to the reverse time effect.

Somehow we knew an accident will occur. A car in front of us turns to the right and crashes into another car ahead. My cousin. My cousin started to back up the car, I notice he is backing up too close to another car so I tell him to stop and he does. There is some strange monster in the middle of the street, The person in the passenger seat gets out and tries to deal with the monster. She gets bitten by the thing. A shift occurs. I am an observer now. I am in a bedroom a man and a woman get out of a bed. The bed is dirty and has ink all over it. The guy learns he can absorb bio-mass and bio-electricity. I am seeing this from his perspective. He is in front of a stove and microwave. A shift occurs.

I am out in the middle of nowhere. A woman in a yellow suit comes out of nowhere and for some reason I think her name is phantom. She says "Don't let Obama die the 4th must live!" I become an observer again. Everyone is a child. Lex luther in child form is there too. Child Obama appears with a gun. I see from his eyes. The people he is deciding to go to school at all have red ballons. The people in the red ballons are floating. He shoots a red ballong and it causes a kid to fall down and cry. I see a blank expression of Lexs face. I wake up but when I did the dragon fight music from skyrim was playing in my head.

5-12-12

I see a ninja on a boat at night fighting people and creatures on it. He is defending the boat. A shift occurs, no longer observing the ninja I observer the boat the ninja is on from a lower viewpoint. The boat is actually flying in the air. The sky is dark and cloudy. And there are many trees below. There is this floating picture of some anime dude following the boat. Another shift occurs, now I am observing him defending a vehicle form dinosaurs. He kills the last one by impalling it in its nect with a long wide chain spikey thing. Now he climbs this rock structure, there are these strange carvings on the structures floor. He steps on it and is instantly transported to a room full of these teleportation circles and spider webs.

I become the ninja for a short time, seeing through his eyes. Every time I/ninja go through these webs I/he hears a heartbeat sound within the ears. While exploring this place I find a piece of loot through one of the small passages blocked by spider webs. The teleportation circles are everywhere, I have to be careful. I get out of here. I see a warning sign of some sort and get the feeling there are enemies about. I look around and the environment is a rocky barren wasteland. It turns out there are hostiles around, I don't get a good look at them well but they appear to be primitive looking humans.

They give chase but since I am now the ninja I run at extremely fast speeds. At certain moments I feel a tactile sensation like my hands are gripping a video game controller. The dream becomes 3rd person for a second. I re-merge with the ninja. I then run into a group of giants with a big club for a weapon. One of the giants hit me with the giants club, my awareness shifts out of the ninjas perspective. I am now observing the ninja being sent flying into the air and as he is in the air he is spinning around . I get a good look on the ninjas face. He looks like this guy . He lands on his back on some spikey worm thing and dies. A dream shift occurs, a slight one. I observe a guy talking to someone from beyond a door that looks similar to the entrance to skyrims special dungeons. The guy says "which world do I save first" The being behind the door says "This one, then you can desperately save yours!" I also hear something about how this planet this dream takes place in is in the earths solar system.

So I was having a school dream, which I have had about 3 or 4 in the last few weeks, and they have all been based around the same schedule and been going through the days of school. Yesterday I was supposed to go to my 2nd period, but I was forgetting which class was my 2nd class. I went to my first period class first which was Spanish, but it obviously wasn't my class and I didn't recognize anyone. I had to ask my girlfriend what class I was supposed to be in and she told me, so I went down the hall to my AP Lit class.
I went inside, and somebody told me they had a bug infestation but we were staying in there anyways. We were watching a documentary on bees, and the bugs that were in there were bees, spiders, and one more thing I don't remember. They were in designated areas across the room. At one point my dream was about to transform into another dream. There was some guy that said he could mess with the bees, hop on a motorcycle and get away from them. He tried it and EVERY bee chased after him and ended up killing him, but the bee infestation was gone. So that was a step up.
But then the dream began to change and I was on a boat I believe? I was with many people I had never seen and this part is pretty hazy. There were areas for each age group, up to 18 I believe. You were supposed to watch over the age group below you, so 17 - 18 watches over the 15-16 year olds. Which I am a part of. They would mess with us pretty often though. But it wasn't too big a deal. I don't remember much else, but a bunch of people were saying they saw a person that looked like Bruce Wayne, from Batman, but I didn't see it, but I did see that it was just my friend Trent. And he does not look much like him at all.

I was sort of depressed that I could not recall any dreams from the night before. I woke up about 6:20 judging how no-one was awake, and I never heard the alarm. 10 minutes pass, then the 6:30 alarm goes off, wakes my brother up(As you can likely guess, we share a room), it causes a lot of noise.. I decided it would be a good morning to try a WILD. I laid down for a few minutes(felt like 20-30) then felt really relaxed. I start saying "I WILL have a lucid, I WILL have a lucid." After about two minutes sleep paralysis hit, and I thought of my living room, said to myself "stabilize lucidity", and the lucid dream starts.

First lucid:
I was standing in my living room. It was so clear and vivid that I couldn't believe it. I thought to myself how I was lying in bed just a moment ago, and now here I am in a new place. A new world surrounding me. I walked into my parents' room, there I saw a light bulb in a socket on the wall which didn't belong there. I unscrewed it, then held it in my hand trying to light it up as it was in its socket a second ago. I failed..I then went around the corner to see my dad playing Zynga's Frontierville (a game which he has never played before), he asks me how to obtain a whip then I lose interest. I go back to the living room, close my eyes for a second to change scenery, and woke up.

Seems to be a mix of layer two and layer three lucid dream since I got pretty distracted by what my dad was doing. I wonder if I woke up due to my dream time being over, excitement, lack of goals, or because of my waking environment. Like I said, me and my brother share a room, and since he was already awake, he started making noise. He also had the light on right above me which may have prevented a deep sleep.
I fell back asleep after like 45 minutes. Not sure just what this dream started with..

Second lucid-A mansion, with prisoners:
I appear to be in a lab with like 4-5 scientists around me. I am a guinea pig for a new piece of technology that would allow you to enter into lucid dreams at will from a waking state. Sort of like doing a WILD, but with technology, making it more akin to EILD. I get this chip that you hold in your hand, it supposedly makes you lucid. So I go into what looks/feels like a tanning bed, hold the chip in my hands and fall asleep quick.
I "wake up" in this huge mansion of sorts. I seem to know in the back of my mind it is a dream, but I lose focus on that and get involved with the story instead. I moderate a minecraft server, and it seems a bunch of my friends from the server are in a prison, apparently being kept there by another player and antagonist on the server called EnderMilk. After some effort, I find him, but try to keep my distance. I phase through a wall to see the prisoners, and they look so helpless. I try to find a way to help them. I go back inside the mansion through a window, but the dream destabilizes and I wake up for real.

Well, two lucid dreams, even if they were kinda short-lived it is a start!

After looking back on these experiences, it seems the second dream was more of a mix of layer zero and layer two just barely. This is one of those experiences where people think they dream of being lucid rather than actually being lucid.

Don't Forget Anything

I'm packing up my bags and storing everything into boxes. I don't leave until tomorrow, but I'd like to get mostly packed by tonight. I'm half awake as this is going on, and I think I should probably wake up and write down this dream. But at the same time I need to stay asleep until I'm done packing, or else I might forget to pack something. I'm almost done, so it shouldn't take long.

A Rude Guest

I'm packing up my bags and boxes and leaving them in the front hall, for now. I've been staying at the house of a family I don't know too well, and tomorrow will be the day I leave. I look at the clock and suddenly realize that I have to leave for work. (I work evenings.) There's no time for me to move my bags out of the hallway; I'll have to leave them there. It's a pretty rude thing to do, but I hope they'll understand.

I work in an office building with lots of glass windows, where I talk with other people about something related to computers.

When I get back to the house, most of my bags are gone, and the family is back home. I manage to locate a couple of them, but there's no sign of my viola anywhere. When I ask the family where everything went, one of the daughters leads me out to the front yard. She pulls up a corner of sod in the lawn to reveal a big pit underneath, which has been stuffed full of my bags. I still don't see my viola, but the girl assures me that it's there, somewhere on the bottom of the pile. I contemplate this for a few moments. Why'd it happen? Then I turn to the father, who's standing between me and the front door, and I apologize for having left all of my bags in the front hall. From the man's reply, I can tell that it really did annoy him, and he's glad I'm moving out soon. Apparently both myself and the other person who's staying here have been rather rude houseguests ever since we got here.

Sublet

I'm packing up my bags and boxes at my housemate "Charlie"'s apartment. My sublet is over, and it's time to go back home. I live in the same town, so I don't have far to go, but it will still be a logistical nightmare getting all of these boxes across town. Mom's agreed to pick me up with a car, though, so for now I only need to worry about getting everything outside.

Now, I have a lot of cardboard boxes, but I'm hoping that I won't need to use all of them. Even if I don't fill all of them, I'll still feel like I own way too much stuff. But every time I think I'm done packing, I look around the room to discover that there's something I've forgotten to pack. Once, Charlie takes out a couple bottles from his cupboard and offers one each to his roommate "Sam" and myself. They're leftover vodka, not terrible but not particularly good, and he's trying to get rid of them. I accept, curious but unsure if I'll ever actually use it.

I carry down my viola first, leaving it on the sidewalk near the front doorstep. Obviously I'm worried that someone will steal it, but given that this whole thing is already such a hassle, I think I just have to take the risk. When I go back upstairs, Charlie offers to help carry down some boxes and suitcases. As he's picking them up, I discover some more loose items on the floor, and I quickly toss them through a gap in the suitcases Charlie's chosen. He looks at me funny, but he doesn't say anything. Anyway, I grab some suitcases of my own, and we head downstairs. Someone's been doing some deep cleaning in the apartment, so some of the floors are damp.

My vision is blocked by the things I'm carrying, and on the ground floor I bump into a rolling suitcase that someone is carrying across the room. I take a quick hop to get over the suitcase and keep my balance, and miraculously I don't fall. The person--a girl--laughs and compliments me on my reflexes. Shifting around some of the boxes I'm carrying, I manage to peek through a gap to identify her as "Savannah," one of my old high school crushes. Delightedly, I say hi, and we chat for a bit on our way out the door.

Once outside, I remember my viola, and I decide I should hurry to see if it's still there. I start speedwalking down the street. Savannah thinks it's a race, and she rushes past me. Soon we're all running. I notice that I'm only carrying a couple shopping bags, while Charlie's arms are overloaded with boxes. I feel a bit bad for abusing his helpfulness so much. But there's no time to worry about that now. We run around a few street corners and past an empty lot piled high with dirt (at which point I cut a corner and pass Savannah, woot!) before reaching the street where I left my viola. It's not there. I feel a jolt of despair and anger before turning around to see that it's been moved to the top of a short staircase across the street. My mom left a note on the case. She says something about a whistle and warns me to be more careful about my viola. I still don't see how I could have done it any more safely, though, unless maybe by bringing out my viola last, rather than first. Hmmm. I guess that would've been smarter.

08.23.2012

Random fights (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I remember being outside, and it looks like it's a little dark outside, and we're under a some train tracks. It honestly feels like the part of New York I walked through during vacation. There a mix of colors of lights ranging from purple, red, white, etc. I can't remember too much on the dream characters engaging in this really pointless battle against each other. There seems to be just two groups fighting one another, and I'm only watching everyone just moving around, trying not to get hit too much.

There were moments where several members would try to attack one or two people, making the other group just stand there because they don't know what to do. After a while, the random moving around, waiting for someone to make a move started to get boring, and I only remember patting someone's back after this really pointless moving around and waiting for someone to make a move.

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08.23.2012

Ellen DeGeneres and 11 O' Clock AM (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm in a High School again, and it feels like it's at Cypress Lakes again. I'm coming out of the area where the athletics locker rooms, and the P.E. Gym would be located at. I'm walking with a few people that are on the left and right of me. I noticed that Sarah from that last dream two days ago with the school bus thing is here again. She doesn't notice me as yet, she's just walking with two random people on both her sides as well.

As I'm walking, I realize that how I walk is a little difficult. I'm wearing these default black shoes, and I get this small dream flashback of some sort where I decided to just wear the shoes without any socks because someone else wore gray shoes with the white rim on the bottom without any socks as well.

I come back to the reality in this dream again, and presumed that the reason why I'm not walking properly and feeling as if I could slip and fall on the ground at any moment was because like the flashback suggested, I didn't wear any socks. The guy to the right of me resembles Cor (not his full name) that was a highly ranked Varsity Tennis player in the tennis team I was part of.

I believe he's wearing the Varsity Tennis Outfit like Sarah did in this dream as well, which makes sense, since we just came out of the Athletics department. The floor consisted of small light-brown tiles, and the area was very spacious, probably because there weren't a lot of people in it to begin with.

There's more than enough lighting from above with the the huge glass rooftop on top that's probably extending at least 1/4 of a mile like the High School in waking life. I didn't pay attention on whether or not it was artificial light or sunlight shining down inside the building.

Cor started to correct me in nearly everything that I was declaring to myself at the time. It was annoying, but I felt that what he said to me made sense. A dream character that makes me feel stupid....well isn't that a nice...

I'm still walking a little slow since this floor or shoes I'm wearing is making me slippery. I look at Sarah again, and for a split second, I saw a random image of a white sheet of paper with some kind of sketching. It looked like there were squares and lines stacked together, like a blueprint for some building. I come back to the reality in the dream again, and noticed someone, I think Cor, comes up to Sarah to tell her something.

I had a feeling it's something I was talking to him about somehow while looking at her and blanking out for a few seconds. He was probably 5-6 feet away from me at the time, and he starts whispering to Sarah, which forces me to listen and augment how I'm receiving the audio input between the too. It seems Cor was mentioning a "she," so I guess he didn't include me in the conversation at all.

Sarah turns around to listen to what he's saying, and she's just staring at the wall to the left of her, which looks weird from the angle I'm seeing her, because it looked like she was just blanking out and letting the information Cor gave her come passively. I couldn't hear anything else other than the word "she."

I felt as if I missed out on some important information, and by important, I just mean based on the environment I'm in. It's a High School, so the only thing that would make me concerned if this was some kind of stereotypical setting where someone would tell someone else gossip, which in turn would make me wonder if they're mentioning me...

After a while, I start losing focus on Sarah and Cor, and decided to focus on going to lunch. The dream shifts to where I'm waiting in line, with no white Styrofoam tray in my hand. I'm bracing my wrist against the shiny gray metal extension (forgot what you call it) where you place the tray and can slide it along the path. I look up to see who's going to serve me something to eat, and it's the girl that I remember shaking hands with at a store in waking life.

In short, this was a girl who said she wanted to have sex with me....and you know what that means....

Let's manipulate her a little bit and see if I can get a free meal!

I look at her, and she's telling me something, but I forgot. When I looked down, I saw that there's a meal inside of what looks like what Caesar salads are served it (the black bottom and transparent plastic covering). I looked up at her and made facial expressions rather than talking on whether or not this is the meal she set out for me, and she nods.

Then I hear her declare,

"I put a little something special for you."

Poison? Viagra? What did you put in here that was so "special?" Maybe she wanted me to eat it so I can pass out and she'd have sex with me knowing anything at all! Ha ha ha, don't be like that Link...but I really think she would do that if she could in waking life. Oh, and she's one of those girls who appear like an Amoeba, out of nowhere, and randomly say, "Hi!"

But I wasn't thinking about what I said in gray just now during the dream, I was happy that I was special to her (LOL), but then the guy on my right starts grabbing some of my food with his fingers. I'm looking at him, making the facial express that just says, "WTF ARE YOU DOING?!?!"

And he's still taking my food, and all I'm doing is just holding that facial expression until he gets a hint to just stop taking my food and eating it, but he's just going and going and going. I decided to just shift the tray to the left side, and asked the same girl if she can give me something else.

She's a completely different person now, she basically just gives me the cold shoulder...

Wooooow, so much for giving me something special....and so much for me manipulating her emotions for me to get something extra

I can't really do anything at this point, or was too much of a wimp to demand that I get something to eat, so I just continue moving forward until I hit the section that's perpendicular to the line I was at. I saw a few things in the frozen section where you would pick up drinks like Gatorade, Sprite, etc. I saw some Sausage Biscuits that were frozen, and decided I should use the black tong to the left of me to get a few contained in the box.

I don't know why I'm getting frozen Sausage biscuits, 1 Diet Coke and 2 Sprites...but at least it was better than nothing on my tray plate. I go up to the cash register, and I have to enter in my own lunch pin code from the machine.

Crap.

What the hell do I put? Lmao.

"9658" is the first set of numbers that comes to mind...so I'm assuming this is what I put on the pin, but I do know I entered something else before that, and then cleared it to try again. I don't know if this is going to work, but I guess it does because the cash register didn't see anything wrong with it. Then things get a little random, and she points to a clock, and I look at it.

I even looked away from it, and looked back again, but that didn't help with become aware of anything, despite knowing that I couldn't tell what time it was. I listen to the lady, and she said something like,

"I'm not supposed to be telling you this, but at 11:00 AM, everyone can leave early."

"I know." I said. Wait....how did I know that before her?

After this awkward conversation, I go to a random lunch table, and as I'm trying to find a seat, I see Ellen DeGeneres sitting on the other side of where I planned to sit. I moved the items away so I can put my tray plate on the table, and sat down wondering how Ellen DeGeneres got here.

She has a white outfit, pants and suit opened, along with a light blue shirt underneath I believe.

She's just staring at me smiling, probably waiting for me to respond to her in some way. I sit down, still a little shocked from this, and for some weird reason, I handed her the Diet Coke that I bought. I think I gave the two Sprite bottles I ordered to other people, but I had my focus on Ellen.

I had a feeling Sarah from before was somewhere around me, and I find it odd that I'm concerned about her in general. I pretend to do something silly to see if she would look at me, so I go to a randomly placed mini-fridge that you have to open up the top, not the side, and tried to reached for a bottle.

I didn't care which one it was, I just wanted to make myself look like an idiot...I think? I didn't even look back at Sarah to see if she paid attention to me.

Wait...did I just do that? I actually wanted someone to pay attention to me? Looool.

I gave up in getting the bottle, or whatever is in there, and turn back to Ellen. I think I wanted all my drinks back, but by the time I look at the Diet Coke in her hand, it was already empty.

I look at her and asked,

"You finished all of that already?!?!?!?" I can't remember if she's even talking, it's like I'm talking to a wall or something. For some reason, it's like I start losing all logic and start thinking things out of my ass or something.

I asked these random people around Ellen about something that they took away from me, and while I'm going through a conversation of "No I didn't" "Yes you did" for a minute or two, one person asks me if I ever considered blaming a guy that I'll just abbreviate as John C.

I don't know where I found any respect for this guy, but I said,

"No, he's John C., he's cool."

Then I lift both my arms and start pointing fingers at random people and blamed on them.

Wait what? Did I just go full retard mode here? I don't even want to type the rest of the dream. Actually, that's all I remember.


EDIT:

It's 10:18 AM, and I'm afraid of what's going to happen at 11:00 AM

I was in a strange village that was largely deserted. I was waiting for a date. She was only 15 years old and very beautiful and excited to be with me (girl A). When we were first saying hello to each other another girl (girl B) showed up and greeted me with a kiss. I had forgotten that I had set up two dates. I did not like girl B though and wanted her to leave and was embarrassed that she came. Girl A was upset but quickly forgave me when I turned my attention back toward her. Anyway, we were all walking back to girl A's house through this village to meet her family. All these people were looking at me and judging me but not because she was young. They seemed like they were rural, traditional people from the past and I was an outsider. They didn't really trust me but they weren't hostile. We arrived at her house and I waited outside on the lawn while she went in to get her family to meet me. The front lawn was my grandparents front lawn but most of it was eroded away and the surface was not smooth. Girl B who had showed up and kissed me was there but had her focus not on me. She was dancing and looked ugly. Girl A came out of her house and we were hugging each other. She had the feel of my real life girlfriend. I liked her. A third girl suddenly drove her car into the front door. It was a girl that I volunteer with. She wasn't that upset that she did that.