non-lucid

Date: 23/06/2012
Place: Friend's bed
Time of getting into bed: 3.28am
500ml monster energy drink during day

Dream 1 - Non Lucid dream

I am looking after my mum's house while she is away somewhere. We are sat in the garden with friends, having a small party / gathering. I know it needs to be tidy when she gets home, so I go around cleaning. I find crisps all over the place, and start to panic that the soil has not been 'turned.'

Dream 2 - Non Lucid dream

I am driving up the street which is close to my mum's house, in a large, yellow saloon-type car. (Like a Ford Scorpio) Someone nearby shoots me while I am driving, I hear the bullets rip through the car.

Dream 3 - Non Lucid dream

I am playing a game, but I swap places with the person upstairs who is also playing the game. I am pretty drunk, and spill my drink (Coke) onto a friend's bed which is a white, knitted style blanket. I do try to clean it up with my hand. People make jokes about me but I laugh along. Someone is laying on the bed while I did this.

WILD attempt

As I wake I decide to try and WILD. I get pretty close but I struggle with the actual transition, it seems I am laying for ages, and when I do suddenly feel a passing into SP (tingling and swaying) I 'jump' or 'shock' awake. Occasionally my body breathes in fast, like a gasp, and I feel my head throw itself backwards but this jolts me awake. Annoying. Maybe too much noise / not doing it correctly. I decide to get up anyway and feel very jumpy, shaky and jittery. A little strange at first but it goes away. I did however discover that after being very relaxed and ready, if I roll my eyes backwards and concentrate on my brain, just above my eyes, I can force my body into a weird, sleep-like state. It almost feels like I am there but I just can't push myself over the edge into a LD.

***NOTEWORTHY***
WILD attempt - rolling eyes
I can't drive
I recently had a party in someone else's mums house while they were on holiday

26.06.2012

A New Phone (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I remember being in what looked like my churchh's courtyard. After some party or something there, Mike walked past me on the way out. I turned around and told him goodbye. He said, "See you later." Then he stopped. He then turned around and said something to me but I can't remember what it was. Instead of him leaving, we both walked to some sort of store.

Mike told me that he was looking for a new phone, and he knew where to find the best phones in that store. We walked all the way to the back to what looked like a medicine isle. I looked up and saw a white cord dangling form over the top of the isle.

It looked like a grey phone cord. He picked it up and then pulled on it. A small box that was attached to the cord emerged. He picked it up and held it, eyeing it. Then he gave it to me. "What do you think?" He asked.

I looked at the box. On the box was a picture that showed about six boxes side by side. In only the first two were things written in. One talked about some new phone, the other talked about a Go-phone.
"I don't know." I said. Then the dream ended.

26.06.2012

Why so mean? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I remember being in someone's house. We were there for some sort of reception. I remember a lot of kids playing around. My friend E was there. For some reason she wasn't being very nice to me. She was all hostile and wouldn't really talk to me.

I decided to talk to her, but she would just say these really short answers.

I can't really remember what happened, but we were sitting at some sort of booth in the house. Those kids were still all around us, being annoying.

I have just sold 2 of these seeds on the internet and it the whole dream is about my effort to ship it in the morning
First, I am going to some atelier to visit my friends or perhaps I work there. When I get there, there is Anna and Elham and some other people. They have some dogs there. Its a night time and I realise, that I didn't take with me the ER seeds that I need to ship tomorrow morning. For a moment I thought I just ship it the next day, but I cannot stand the thought of it. So I decide to leave and to get them. Then one of the dogs which looks like Husky just starts playing with me. I am politely pushing it away excusing myself that I have to leave. The dog is still jumping around and then jumps on my and I go on the floor. He starts running around like crazy, playing and particularly focused on my crotch. I am wearing jeans. I am laughing as its tickling me and I force my legs together. The dog keeps tickling me with its paw right on my balls!! I am laughing my ass off as its so ticklish as I am crawling on the floor trying to get away from it. Then I manage somehow and head home. I am walking at night.

Then, I realise that I have them in Czech, and that I need to get there somehow. I as Barbara E if she can drive me there. She agrees and we heading there. I remember that during the dream I actually forget few times to take the seeds from the place I am going to collect hem. Then I have to come back. When we drive to Czech, I know that I gave the seeds to George and that he hid them at his grand parents house. At one point when we drive away from the place where I needed to collect them and I realise that I don't have them. I tell Barbara to wait that I will run back. The road is really funny, made of big stones and my running on it is pathetic. I see Barbara turning the car around and collecting me. We get there and I come to talk to them. They bring me the bag with seeds and the grandpa is telling me that if I want to plant them, I should do it somewhere far from the house. I look at the seeds and two of them are cracked and one of them is already having small root coming out of it. Grandpa says that it is very aggressive plant and that it takes over everything. "It will even damage electrical wires in the ground if its near" he says. I am pretty surprised by this comment.
I get back to the car and suggest that I will drive. Barbara looks at "driketa" and says that that house is newly renovated. I offer to drive around so she can see. For some reason I decide to drive up George's garden and also across Hubner's one. I drive slowly not to do any damage. The we get in front of the Driketa. It still looks like an old house, but there are some futuristic glass parts on it, as if green house or observatory. I look around as I see some people there. There is my cousin Marcela with her husband Lada, and he has gun. I am surprised that they are there together as they are divorced. There is also the owner of the house which I don't know. He doesn't look very pleasant.
I see my nephew there playing. I look at the house and on the left there is a fire place. It is in the glass part. Above it is something that looks like a well polished small model of locomotive and above it are some tanks. It is all connected with well polished bronze pipes. I assume that it is some kind of steam engine. I follow the pipes with my eyes and I see on the right of the house, there is the owner sitting in front of some mechanical control panel. He holds a control manual, on which are circles of different colours organised to some kind of tree, by which one determines what to do with the engine. He looks at it and then comes down to FV or FL final circle. The man then moves control stick of the steam engine to FL or FV option. I think that it is quite primitive and dangerous. I then ask if I can invite Barbara so she can see the place as she is very interested in it. They agree. Barbara come and we stay just for a moment and then we jump back in the car and I drive back to UK. I am surprised how skilful driver I am even though the steering wheel is on the other side. We are driving X5 the whole time. I think Christopher is also in the car.

I had a dream with a buddy of mine from highschool and were at this old guys house in the middle of no where and hes blind and for some reason we kill him but some how hes still alive in a veggie state so we leave in my friends car and then I some how know hes drunk, its dark out and were driving through forests, I thought we would crash or something because once in a while i'll have a dream where I fly out of a moving car.

I was thinking of creating a topic on favorite and worst time travel movies/entertainment and I guess I had some bleed over.

There was a girl telling about a movie in the 50s that sounded like it was pretty awesome except for the ending. Due to time constraints the producer forced them to cut it short.

Later I'm at at school and a is there; she's practicing cheer leader moves and I asked her if she wanted to work on some stunts (little something I learned from being the high school mascot). She started talking about something and I was partially tuning her out and waiting on a yes or no.

The other day I did a WBTB and I had terrific vibrations that I could control with my thumbs again. And there was a soft weight on my chest, kind of like when a cat sleeps on you. It made me so comfortable, and easy to slip back to sleep without feeling the need to move or rollover. But I slipped into a non lucid about being in a musical with a coworker, and she knew all the lines and staging but I didn't know any of it. So I kind of depended on her to help me. The music in this musical contained parts from ABBA's Dancing Queen, and Cyndi Lauper's True Colors. What a stupid show haha.

Then last night I had a non lucid about this really interesting snake. It was really really big, and ivory colored, and was hiding in the bushes outside a grocery store. It seemed kind of friendly, so I decided to do a snake charming routine, to lure it out of the bushes and save it basically. The song I used to charm it was (DON'T LAUGH) the trololo song. Ok you can laugh. It worked, and he came out, but suddenly some weird man was coming after me, and I started spinning and my body was all horizontal and weird all of the sudden. Then I was lying on the ground. All I could see then was the man's legs, as he walked off. He didn't get the snake though (I guess he just didn't like the trololo song haha), so I was able to get the snake myself and pick him up quite easily. I tried to will it to coil around my body, but instead he turned into something more lizard-like, and he seemed uncomfortable with the whole thing. So he just plopped on the ground and stayed in the grass. Then I woke up, with trololo still in my head at that moment, and for several hours after I got up.

I was in my yard playing baseball with my dad and some other kid, and he threw me the ball, I hit it and it went through my basement wall. The wall was in the wrong area but I didn't realize it. I went to the basement and I realized my dad and the kid could see me.

I only remember parts of my dreams. (not lucid).

1. i remember being in an old 1500's medieval high moutainous setting that surrounded a bunch of wooden cabins suspended by very big logs and I was doing parkour over the houses.

2. I remember being in a video game and at the same time playing it with my sister. The setting was a gate and i remember a very brightly colored armoed creature coming out of the gate and i remember my sister telling it to go back in the gate and it did. She used a lightning attack.

3. The final segment of the dream i remember is being an armored European warrior from me which was strange because i'm black and i was running through people's apartments and i eventually found myself on a bridge and from there i found myself fighting of hoard of monsters. But everything was like video game like though.

Well, that's all

I was at a fair shooting at targets with a gun the man next to me told me to kill myself I said I would if he would by me something to eat. we went to a run-down white castle (ive never been there in real life) but the it was orange on the inside (unlike white castle in real life) I ordered two large fries two sliders and tater-tots we didn’t pay. the food looked weird and they just magicly pulled it out of a small oven I went out to get something and came back in then I woke up

#1 - Chair Fight [Non-Lucid]

I was with AB, an old friend from high school, and some random girl. I think she said something about her named being Andon... hard to remember now. All I really remember was that it was the girl I was just meeting for the first time, but AB was the one who acted like he didn't really know us, and we were in some kind of high school classroom and we got into a fight with random objects. I was holding a chair up to defend against attacks and AB pulled out his wallet and threw his credit card at me, and it bounced off the chair and then flew straight (and slowly) into the ceiling where it got stuck, and then I proceeded to laugh my ass off at the absurdity until I woke up.

#2 - Just Another Family Party [Non-Lucid]

There was some kind of family party going on, and I was on the deck out back. I was actually swinging around the roof on some kind of rope or wire for part of it, too. A family friend, ME, was doing coke on the back table (which was awesome to witness ) and my uncle and I were laughing at my cat, who was actually speaking English with this funny high pitched voice... but just saying random gibberish, kind of like a parrot but even less developed, just repeating word salad phrases rather than structured sentences. I woke up laughing from this one, too.

Ok, so I've got a jumbled mess of dreams again. Hopefully, eventually, I can regain a more cohesive dream memory.

In this first dream, there's this large, wide open field area that we're running around in. I'm with a large group of people, though I don't remember who any of them are. The main thing I remember is that we're playing some sort of game, running around and collecting things for points. I'm not entirely sure what the deal is with this, but in the dream it's simply having fun. That is, until the dream suddenly takes a darker turn. Apparently I have been sentenced to the guillotine... for some reason. I don't remember why, and it's obviously unjust because there's a supposed way out. Someone, whom I can only give identity to as "Robin Hood" has presented me with this odd slip of paper that, just by having it on me, will somehow open a way for me to escape when the time comes. On the other hand, it's critically important that I don't lose it... and I seem to come awfully close several times. I fiddle with it, drop it, hastily pick it back up, and so on. Eventually I slip it between the seams of one of my sneakers, which is falling apart. This dream ends well before I actually get stuck in the guillotine, so who knows what that paper was supposed to do.

In the second dream, I'm on a cruise ship, or something. And, even though I don't really see them during the dream, I get the feeling that... the Chipmunks are on board somewhere. (Sigh. Yes, my friends made me watch all 3 chipmunk movies a few weeks ago. And I guess it's stuck.) Anyway... we're on a cruise ship, and it seems to be a little tough finding something to actually eat. Plus, the people on board (and we're all in mostly the same area... I guess it's a very small cruise ship) are getting a little rowdy with each other. It seems that one of the people has bad food poisoning, like Salmonella, and they're all telling him to stay away, hoping not to get sick themselves. I think this sick person is the "bad guy", Ein. And that's about all I remember for that.


Blah. It's good that I have some dream recall, but where are the exciting, lucid dreams? Ah well...

Another rough night. First, I just could not relax enough to fall asleep. Then when I was able to doze off, one of the dogs woke me up because she urgently needed to go outside. The process was repeated two hours later with the other dog. But at least there was one good dream when I slept between both trips.

I nearly WILD'd with this one. I fell asleep very quickly and saw a lot of hypnagogic imagery. I lost consciousness while focusing on it.

I'm in an office where the walls seem to be made of cheap fiberboard. Through the doorway, I can see into another office where there is gas being sprayed from the ceiling. This doesn't seem like a good place to be right now, so I turn around and head in the other direction.

I find myself in line in a cafeteria. It's a really long line, and it winds around a complicated arrangement of buffet stations. The woman behind me points out a section that has a tasty-looking pork dish. But for now, I've only gotten as far as potatoes. I take a generous helping of mashed potatoes, but I realize I'd much rather have baked potatoes with sour cream. Somehow, a platter of potato skins topped with sour cream appears next to the mashed potatoes. I certainly wouldn't have taken any mashed potatoes if I'd seen it earlier. I go ahead and take a generous helping. Then, realizing that my plate is completely filled with starchy foods, I decide I need to take nothing else but proteins.

Except that I somehow wind my way throughout the whole line without getting any meat dishes. I reach the end of the line where there's a soda machine. It has lots of choices crammed into a very small space. I have trouble getting my drink of choice because the labels don't seem to line up with the buttons. They're all numbered, too. But the numbers are not in any order, and the order changes each time I look.

Without my drink, I look at my plate and realize I never got that pork dish I wanted. I look back the line, but it's even longer and has more twists and turns. I'm not sure if I'll even find that dish again.

One positive note on waking: I managed to stay completely still with my eyes closed. So at least I'm making progress on eventually being able to DEILD. I also made another WILD attempt after my second trip taking the dogs outside. I think I got as far as SP and had some mild hypnagogic imagery, but I couldn't relax enough to enter sleep.

06.25.2012

Is it Legit? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

There's some random person showing me and another random person on how there's a store or something of the sort that sells Yu-Gi-Oh cards, and that there's one card that gets an updated picture frequently.

Me and this person I'm following go to a store to find some information on where this "store" is, and we eventually find it's at some kind of alley or street, with the number "5xx" and some kind of random lane name.

We reach a gray stone bench with a few people sitting on it, and they're looking at us quiet suspiciously. I'm just here to make sure the person I'm following doesn't get shot or something. There's another person following us who apparently can tell if a card is fake or real.

The group of shady people give the guy the card to look at, and then he hands it over to me. The card is light purple, it has almost all the features of a Yu-Gi-Oh card, life-points, picture, name of the monster, description with special abilities, code number, etc.

The only exception is that it was a bit shorter than the average size of cards. I didn't bother with this because I didn't want to say it's fake and piss the shady people off. I pass it to the guy who can tell if it's real or not.

He looks at it for a few seconds and says it's legit. I forget what we do next, but I assume the guy pays for the card and we go our own separate ways from the shady people.

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06.25.2012

Clerker? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I believe I'm at some kind of beach, this same beach has extensions of certain attributes that you would see in an uncharted island. I'm with a group of people, and I believe we're looking at some guy wearing red dress shirt.

This same shirt had a Hawaiian style to it, and he wore long and slim black pants. He keeps smirking at us, and just has that shady atmosphere to him. I have a feeling he wants to injure or kill us.

I don't know what's happening, but one member of the small group I'm following is willing to offer another member in order to satisfy the guy in the red shirt's desire.

I forget what it was exactly, but this guy seemed to be interested in some kind of black magic, it reminded me of Kitami's character from Bible Black for some reason >.>

Anyway, the member was pretty clever with the offering, and I think it was a female, and I couldn't feel any kind of emotion towards the girl, maybe we didn't care about here, I don't know....

I have a dream shift where I decide I wanted to dance in some kind of recital. But instead of the word dancer, I have to use the word "Clerker?"

And when that happens, I get a flashback of the guy in the red Hawaiian dress shirt and black pants.

Oh and that same guy, he had a really long pompadour, and it was dark brown. He must've used a lot of gel to keep it up like that....O.o

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06.25.2012

Skipping in Line (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I only remember some girl skipping a person in a line, and I didn't understand why she needed to do so in the first place, since the line itself really wasn't that long.

Then I made the presumption that it's because the guy in front of me was probably annoying to her. Whenever he talked to her, she would be nice to him, but the moment he turned his back away from her, I still kept a sharp eye on her, and her visages changes from kindness to a form of apathy.

She was cute too, but really skinny, and she was dark-skinned as well wearing some kind of hoodie, along with dark blue skinny jeans as well I believe.

Cows in the Flowers

I dreamed there was an island of flowers in my yard. Three cows were on the little garden area. There wasn't even room on the flower bed for them to turn around, but they stayed right there.

What is Spinning me in Bed?
I felt as though I was spinning by the feet in bed. I opened my eyes (in my dream) to see if I really was spinning. I seemed to be in my bed straight.

I closed my eyes again and paid attention to my body. I really started to spin. Not fast--I simply felt myself moving in a circle as though someone took my feet and was spinning me around.

I thought it was satan, my ex step-mother, or my Dad. All should have been dream signs, and opening my dream eyes should have been a hint that I was dreaming. Oh well.

Trying not to think about Satan (I don't believe in the devil iwl), I called out the name of my ex step-mother. I saw a silhouette of her, but there was a little light showing her dark skin color.

I called out to my Dad.

This is the third dream in the last few weeks where I kind of knew I was dreaming or that something was not real or not right.

Dream skip

I was at a party for a really rich guy. At first I was out doors. His property was huge. It felt like a college campus with grassy areas leading to a wall with a 2 foot drop, then a large walkway laid with brick.

I ended up going with a guy inside. I had a beer that tasted like pink ginger-ale. We went in a room looking for something. I set my beer down, and when we left, I realized I had left my beer in the room.

I went back to look for it and couldn't find it. I went to a back room and couldn't find it. I went back to a bathroom and looked around and finally found it.

I then asked the guy I was with if he wanted something. He said he wanted a quesa dilla with four pieces of something. I then had a small, home made tortilla in my hand with 4 pieces of cheese. I went into a back bathroom to put it together with onion or something. My friend D's wife was in the bedroom. I was hoping she would show me a little something. She never did.

Non-dream Dream

I was able to recall two fairly vivid dreams today.

Dream 1:

I see my boss and he looks horrible. He describes how his son kicked him in the chest and somehow I know he will die soon. He dies soon after. I catch the heart attack (or whatever illness he had) from him and head to the hospital. The nurses are not taking me seriously even when I begin coughing up blood. I keep yelling "help me" but they do nothing. The doctor finally comes in and gives me antibiotics. I start feeling better and a little groggy. I ask him if I am dying or if the medication is putting me to sleep. I think I died. My hospital bed is suddenly transported to my backyard where my mom is by my bedside. I look over under our oak tree to find my cat Vito has killed a giant rabbit.

Note - The following day I had to go to urgent care due to terrible stomach / chest pains.

Dream 2:

I am at a barber in Westwood, CA getting a crappy haircut. The only reason I am there (or so I think) is to kill some time (not sure what I had planned later). My dad happens to be there and he said we were supposed to meet at the barber. After my haircut I go visit my fiance's parents and this is where the devil comes in.

The devil appears to me as a cat who is possessed and can see dead people (only briefly, then the devil appears human). I meet with the devil in a really nice hotel or club in a room behind a very skinny door. There are tons of hot chicks and someone needs to bang them in order for the devil to be released. Giant bubbles containing the chicks fall to the ocean and how they fall / pop determine life or death (?!?). i am able to turn something into a gold cup. Somehow this action makes me realize that I am dead and it is my entry to see the devil (I think).

Next I am in the kitchen of my childhood home (Pam Ln). The room turns dark red (extremely scary) when the cat is threatened (the devil is now a cat again and I'm not sure what was threatening it).

Other dream snippet:

-I am in a place with a huge chain linked fence (maybe a parking lot?)