non-lucid

I was in home. I was playing cards with my pal. After a few sessions we went to our another pal. We took him out and we went the dark road to my house. On the way he said a story of a woman that wanted only a single paper from doctor, but everytime she visited one, they said that they won't give anything to drunk people. Suddenly I found myself in my house, playing an interesting board game with my younger sister. The first one to get to finish - lost. I started badly, and my sister won in the end.

1) I'm sitting in a canteen I can see through a wall in front of me and I think that must be because I threw invisibility dust on it. I'm talking to someone next to me. To my right it becomes a fairground and I walk into it. I'm on duty with St John Ambulance (something I did regularly in my youth). I'm walking around through fairground stalls, it's dark. I'm at a briefing there's an advert showing on a TV screen about lorries joking with each other I laugh and realise I'm the only one laughing. Then I'm in a queue for doughnuts there aren't many left and the queue is long so I give up. I walk around and talk to some people on an ambulance then walk around more. I'm wearing uniform and I hear the radio going off in my pocket. Next I'm in a car with my wife and we are driving somewhere with an important officer in the back. Suddenly we realise he has gone and we discuss that we haven't stopped so he must have got out to go to the loo whilst we were driving and we should go back for him. We drive a bit further and turn around, I recognise a house and think that's the person who looked after our rats whilst we went on holiday (seemed reasonable at the time), we then walked a while I discuss with my wife how I really want a backpack that makes me fly and promise I'm going to buy one. We start driving back to look for the officer. Then we are back with a crowd of people and get onto a bus to go back home after the St John Duty. We suddenly remember that we never got the officer back and ask the bus to turn around. The driver says she can't because she will run out of petrol and drops us off so we can walk back. We go to the nearest village. My wife goes off whilst I search on my phone for where we are going to I specifically remember typing in 'Wanting' as the name of the place. The I'm surrounded by 3 men who steal my phone - I beg them to give it back to me becasue without it I will be totally lost. they throw it on the ground and leave. I pick it up and realise it's not my phone and it's smashed anyway. My wife comes back, we are totally lost.

2) Driving into London following my wife's car that is radio controlled by me. I lose control as we get into the London Streets and I'm trying to concnetrate on drivng my own car and controlling my wife's car. I run over a roundabout that is immaculately planted with flowers and then I'm drunk, a bottle of beer is held in front of me in the car by wire and foam is spilling out. I panic and get out of the car. I'm on a moped I turn right then left and I go through a doorway and into a student's flat, through more doors, turn around and back out onto the street. I look back at the car abandoned on the roundabout, someone has already come to fix the roundabout. Next I go back through the door and it's a pub. The landlady is there and it's her birthday. I recall taking stitches out of her big toe and thinking that it's going to be painful after, she is under anaesthetic. I talk to her husband I have bought her a new car for her birthday and parked it at the back I ask him if he's going to give her the keys. I'm walking up some steps holding onto the railing, her husband tells me that he thought I was going to be really boring but he likes me now becasue we went out and I got drunk. His wife is awake from the anaesthetic and walking to the back to see her new car. There is a puppy in the kitchen and it's wet the floor. The new car becomes a hoover, I have a conversation with the husband and offer to clean up the mess he tells me that I can't. Next I'm hovering up the main bar around the fire, it's a cobbled floor but as I hoover I notice it's just cobbles printed on a sheet that gets sucked up as I clean. There's sawdust everywhere.

3) There's a box with 2 rats in it. They are very unwell. I take them out and think about how I can resuscitate them and notice there are alos 4 baby rats there.

27/2/2016:
Dream 1: I was driving a car with someone else instructing me. It was a sporty car and we were going around a track with a few dozen other people, all with their own cars. A few cars zoomed past and the instructor pointed out how they had a lot more power than us, but that our turning and acceleration was better so I had to make up ground on the corners. I slid around a few corners and stuff.

Dream 2: There was a Dota panel/cast where they were talking about me like I was one of the players.

Dream 3: I was on a site that was like a fake version of YouTube. I clicked on a video which was a reversed version of Gravity supposedly by Coldplay. (I really should have done a gravity rc there doh )

Fragment about Tiny tossing people a huge distance.

28/2/16

So in this dream I'm out the the front of my house throwing a party, watching Cedric Bixler-Zavala or at least someone that looks like him walk around the yard and kind of hang out. Suddenly I'm thrown into a full blown adventure again. There are these warp switches that warp you to what I assume are different worlds, and we're sent off onto a desert one, feeling oddly melodramatic. It's a dusty red sand desert with nothing around for miles except dunes and the odd building littered around, we seem to be on a hill and there's an unusual structure (looks similar to a Trojan horse) in front of this old multi-story dilapidated workshop type building, with some mechanics working on it. Cedric and I hang out, climbing around in order to get up to the top of the formation. We finally reach the top and flip down a ladder or slide or something that makes getting down to the ground very fast, since the very top is fairly high. We notice a commotion breaking out down the dunes and a little far away from us, explosions and lots of people running about with what could be guns. We immediately raise the alarm, since apparently there are people who don't look favorably on us or our mechanic crew. We immediately try to get everyone off the planet and through the warp system, closing it behind us, since we're vastly outnumbered. Unfortunately as we're yelling at two of our crew to get out of here "before they get killed" both of them are blasted by these weird energy guns. There's no time to mourn however, because we're both forced to fight off the initial enemies that swarm our workshop. I have two pistols and Cedric has some kind of AR looking weapon. I can't remember much more, I think I wake up shortly after, perhaps I make it to a transporter.

First dream

I was in home, it was evening. I was in room with almost all of my sisters. One came back from working abroad in Switzerland. We all were doing something on laptops and PC's. Sisters were playing the Sims game, while I was doing something on sisters laptop. Suddenly my pal appeared and tried to kick me a few times, roundhouse kick like Chuck Norris. It had an old operating system. I took it to another room. My mother was sitting there, working on something. Then all my sisters appeared and started arguing. After they went away, I turned on an interesting game. It had camera from behind character and gameplay mechanics similar to heretic 2. I was a warrior chasing an evil warlock that kidnapped my daughter. I was climbing up a mountain. The scenery was quite beautiful, everything was really vivid. After climbing I ended up in ruins, but warlock teleported me to another plane where I had to fight with a giant. After I defeated him, a book with hints where I should look next appeared. But I was unable to read it, as warlock made the book slowly disappear and teleported me back to ruins.

Second dream

I was in fathers carpentry workshop. There was a fireplace set up in one of its corner. We were working on something, but had to check something in a shed near our garage. It was a dark evening, my brother that worked abroad was back. We tried to open the shed, but we couldn't. We took a drill and destroyed lock on the door. We didn't looked what was inside. I went back to workshop, father went to home. I looked at the fireplace, and thought "Screw it, it may burn the building as well." And went to home.

1) In a tent. An old work colleague was in charge and insisted that the layout had to be a particular way to comply with CCG guidelines. I was holding a baby.

2) I parked my car. Then in a hotel looking out of the window. It felt as if I was much younger. I could see a factory miles away and there was an explosion and smoke filling the sky. Then the whole building was shaking and something like lava was flowing it filled up the area around the hotel. I went downstairs to the kitchen and there was panic, then went back upstairs and into another room. I could hear someone hacing sex on the other side of the wall.

3) In a forest I had to go and find some short spikey twigs for some reason. In the distance I heard a large tree crack and saw a large branch fall to the ground. The scene shifted and I was at a table with some women. I was given an instruction manual on feeding babies and told to fill it in every day, I commented that my children were 9 and 11 and that I didn't need it and screwed it up.

- All these dreams represented something in real life from about 4 days ago (watched a program about Pompeii, and had been reading about baby feeds at work)

Morning of February 27, 2016. Saturday.



My wife Zsuzsanna and I are sitting in a parked car in an unknown large parking lot in an unknown area. I am on the left in the front seat, and America is possibly implied as the location. There are only a few buildings around, most in the distance. Still, consciously relative to our present home, I feel that the car is northeast of our home, facing north. It seems to be late afternoon. The sky is bright blue with a few white clouds. There are a few odd partial contrails in the sky, sparsely scattered, that are like truncated C shapes. There seems to be a vague awareness that military activities, mostly related to aircraft, are occurring somewhere in the region. I puzzle over this but I am not concerned about it or wary.

Eventually, I notice a man high in the sky who is piloting a biplane hang glider. At first, he seems to know what he is doing, but at one point, the longer I watch, he seems to be falling (almost as if I am willing him to by subliminal expectation). He comes closer and closer to our car and eventually crashes onto the parking lot, sliding from left to right, hitting the left side of the front of our car with a hard metallic sound and resulting in the feeling of the car briefly moving.

I get out of our car and look to see a number of pieces of the hang glider strewn over the immediate area. At least three of the wings are mostly whole. The male is sitting on the parking lot to the left of our car, about two feet in front of it, with his knees up. I stand to his left about three feet away. He does not look injured at all. I ask him if he is okay and he looks at me as if I am an idiot. (It does seem very unlikely that he did not get hurt or even killed, but he does seem okay.)

Another male is eventually present who seems to be his companion (though he had apparently not been hang gliding) who stands to his right. There are thoughts of whether or not he used a kit to build the biplane hang glider himself or bought it commercially already made. Perhaps he made a mistake in building it, though this is uncertain.

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Got a DILD today, and even chained it into various scenes. Regretably, there's a bit of details I can't recall at the moment, but I think I still got the important stuff. Aside from that, I could also remember scraps from the endings of an earlier dream before the first awakening, something about humming "Surging Power" from Knuckles' Chaotix, and messing with a GUI.

Spoiler for Spoilered to save space:

Dream 1 - Greenhouse Manor

Scene 1 - I Think It Was a Library-Classroom
The visuals were slightly blurred. I was seated in a desk within a classroom. Not your typical classroom either, for it apparently shared space with a library, as indicated by the rows of bookshelves in an adjacent, slightly elevated widened area. Moreover, the place was constructed of light wood.

Very little I could recall of this. There were some interactions with high-school aged kids, and also a bit of me floating around while collecting books from the library. That's all I remember until the scene transitioned.

Scene 2 - Redwood Awareness
The visuals were dimmer but otherwise clear. I was a passenger in an unknown vehicle, travelling through a forested highway at daytime. There were others there with me, close family members, I'm sure, but I can't remember who exactly.

As I looked on, I noticed just how large the trees were, big enough to block out all sunlight save for what little passed through the canopy formed from their branches, their numerous small leaves dark green in color. Only redwoods would ever reach such a size. On piecing together that I was nowhere near where these trees grow, I gained awareness of my state. Even then, I could only gaze in awe for much of this time.

Eventually, the visuals begin deteriorating. I hurry to focus on a single point, staring at a group of trees ahead. This sight lingered for a bit before it too collapsed.

I sensed myself waking up, though I made sure to keep calm, and just remember what I saw. In turn, the environment returned intact once more.

After a bit, I noticed a disturbing lack of noise. As I imagined what I might just hear, the scene transitions immediately.

Scene 3 - Animal Flinger
The visuals were similar to last time. I was in a large hall, the floor covered with bright red carpeting. There were various others roaming around the area, all fancily dressed, though I couldn't really distinguish either of them yet. From the start, I retained awareness.

As I looked around, I noticed obvious elements from the previous two scenes. More spectacular was the number of trees growing inside the place, a number of them lined up to form walls, while a few were arranged in the center as columns. In fact, aside from being scaled down a bit, these were all the same exact trees as before. Furthermore, besides the lack of furniture, the general layout of the area was very similar to that of the aforementioned classroom, elevated space and all.

Things get a bit unclear for a moment. I know I float around as I wander a bit, staring at a tree or two on occasion to keep the environment steady. There was also some interaction to an amusing looking figure, a moustachioed, dark haired, light skinned middle-aged man wearing some fancy, black colored, Victorian era styled clothing, including a jacket, pants, and a tophat. From what I gathered, he was the host to this place. Pity I don't remember our chat.

After wandering around alone for a bit, I was called on by that gentleman again, of whom had a group of his peers with him, an aristocratic couple both of late middle age. I "moon-jumped" in their direction, only to realize something was in my trajectory. It was a large, white and light brown furred dog, some big, shaggy, well groomed shepherd breed, long bangs covering its eyes.

Didn't want to hit the thing, so I sort of waved at it, hoping it would just go away. Instead, I unwittingly flung it upwards through telekinesis, sending it spinning several stories high. Unexpected, but amusing. Anyway, I guided it (somewhat) slowly to the ground, a bit too rough a landing for its own comfort, but nothing harmful, all before I myself landed. Unsurprisingly, the thing yelped and ran off. Meanwhile, the others were in awe at the sight.

I got all too eager to try more. Soon, I noticed a grey squirrel climbing down a tree. A perfect test subject. I pointed my open right hand towards it, and focused on it for a bit. This seemed to have no effect at first, until I concentrated just a bit more, where it suddenly sprung skyward. Not the intended result, but oh well.

Like before, I guided the animal to the ground, only to notice a change as I did so. Its form became... fluid, somehow, warping into a different shape before solidifying again. The results weren't pretty, its head replaced with another tail, and the fur and skin on its back outstretched to form hairy bird wings. I could only barely slow it down during its fall. The thing landed harshly, but it scurried off otherwise unharmed.

"Uh oh," I commented. "Guess I made a 'flying squirrel'". The others were unamused at my quip.

In any case, I continued messing around with this telekinesis, choosing some other non-human mammal as a subject. Don't know what it was, knowing only that it was about knee high and had black fur. Whatever it was, I was able to more controllably drag it upwards, keeping it suspended for a while. Sort of lost focus, and accidentally dropped it to the ground. It would have hit full force had I not reacted quickly. Like the other animals, it immediately took off in panic.

Not sure what else happened. The scene transitioned eventually, during which I lose lucidity. I ended up in a mall area, and accompanied someone to see a concert, or something. That's all I remembered until the dream ended.

26/2/16:
Dream 1: I was playing an arcade style game, well more inside of the game than playing it. It was a bright sunny day near the beach, I was in a rectangular grassy park surrounded by all manner of fantastical cars. There were tank like vehicles, flying ones, all sorts of different types for speed, strength, precision etc. I looked around and saw a whole bunch of other people climbing into these vehicles, so I walked up to one and climbed in. I started driving around the park, not very good at controlling the car and unsure what to do. Eventually, through either a noise or chance, I looked around and saw there were two soccer goals, one either end of the park. I realised I was involved in a giant gam of soccer, and I looked around for the ball. A giant blow-up ball rolled up next to me and I nudged it forward with my car, unsure of whether I was heading the right direction but glad to be involved in the game nevertheless.

Dream 2: I was playing Minecraft, going down into a cave, with a voiceover explaining the history of the game and all of the problems in it.

Dream 3: I was at school heading towards the hall for an assembly. On the way there I passed someone I recognised and waved to them, then headed on in. The principle gave a speech about how it was the time of year again and we all had to undergo water treatment/safety or something like that. We all filed out of the hall through another door and walked through a dark corridor, grabbing some breathing apparatus from racks on the wall. We eventually made it through and found ourselves in a huge glass dome underwater. I put on the breathing apparatus and swam out to the other side of the dome, sitting in a chair there next to a few friends. Everyone soon was seated and the principle emerged once again and began speaking. In the dream I already knew what was going to happen as it had supposedly happened as well last year, so I started talking with the people next to me. Unfortunately I got caught and the principal made me swim to the front and be the first to get the treatment. A burly guy pulled my arm out in front of me and grinned at me, saying he knew how stupid this all was. He stuck a needle thing into my arm which I think implanted a chip into me and then made me walk out. I rubbed my arm and walked away, muttering obscenities under my breath towards the principle :p.

Fragment about researching or something

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[SIZE=2][COLOR=#000000]There are two dreams that i had, and both included conflict and tension. It was fun. Can't believe that i have finally started having a lot of interesting dreams without lucidity.. With this aside, there won't be too many details as i don't recall a lot by now. I always DJ in my head and unless it was a very interesting dream that i have to remember later, i don't write down.

I'm in my room with some people.

- I have a wooden katana in my room IRL. It did appear in this dream, as two wooden swords instead of one -

As my room's door opened, a girl with orange-like hair was standing right by the door. I was immediately shaken with fear once i saw her. I remember telling the people near me to hand me a weapon, which was 2 duplicates of my wooden sword.

- Events happening around the kitchen of my house. I have a feeling that things were a bit creepy back then -

I was in my living room and the lighting got dark. I had a small spotlight that emitted a blue ray of light. As that girl came out from the kitchen towards the room, i pointed the light at her which was effective in making her back away. A few moments after that, the lights came back on. She was about to get close and i freaked out when my weapons fell on the ground. I pulled out a pen from my pockets and threw it towards her to buy some time to pick up my weapon.

After i picked the swords up, i dashed towards her and i blocked her weapon's attack (Don't know what her weapon was) with one sword then i made a 360 spin to build momentom and striked her with my other sword. My sword somehow cut right through her chest and [B]the dream instantly ended[/B].

Things felt strange.. Why did i feel threatened? I don't recall her taking the initial attacks or anything, just that things got creepy. Unfortunately though, i'm not used to questioning dream enemies or anything like that since i didn't get a lot of dreams like this before. I feel a bit bad right now because i think that person wasn't intending harm.. Well, nothing i can do now.. can i? It felt creepy in the dream for some reason. Appearance-wise from what i remember, that person looked familiar.. Maybe closer in appearance to this character?[/COLOR][/SIZE][SPOILER=Rena][IMG]http://s18.postimg.org/mu4u3pxhl/higurashi_no_naku_koro_ni_rena.jpg[/IMG][/SPOILER][SIZE=3][COLOR=#000000]
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[SIZE=2]There was another dream about some sort of gang infiltrating my house to reach the rooftop. There was apparently some valuable stuff in a room in the rooftop.. I read the number plate of the van those people had, and it looked weird. Shame i didn't get lucid, but it's alright i guess. There was a sniper too.. Tension is all i need.[/SIZE]

26/2/16

I was on a larger cruiser boat, sitting across from a man I'd never met. I made conversation, and we spoke about where he's going, then I asked what drew him to the place we're going. He replied "Because of the fish." I smiled broadly, and snickered. We sat for a while when suddenly everyone started getting up in a panic. I jumped up and walked to the balcony behind me, beyond which was a lower deck, and the lower deck was the way out. It soon became apparent that we were sinking. I looked outside, and the top of the water was fast rising to meet the sky. I climbed through the port hole, barely fitting through, until I got onto/into the deck. It seemed to be all airtight despite not looking at all how it looked just a second ago. We began sinking, but no water was getting in. A man said "We're a century underwater now" or something to that effect, and I pushed aside a woman who was looking out a window to the outside and clambered through at the last second, making a rapid ascension to the surface. When I broke the surface I was in some room, with a large submersion pool that presumably led to the ocean. A woman was there, and we began talking about a rescue plan, or a salvage one. She discussed this plan with me, and I noticed a girl walking around the facility, she resembled Rei from Evangelion. I was distracted, and the woman talking to me said "Put your (head)phones on.", but then introduced us and I woke up shortly after.

I was in school, at a biology lesson. Teacher called me to herself and gave several questions - and before I could respond, she explained them all. The bell rang, we left classroom. It was dinner time, but I wasn't hungry. I went to toilet - again this place was convulsed mess of cabins, dirt and stuff. I entered one cabin - it was a long corridor that ended with door leading outside. There was a toilet seat in the middle of the room. As I approached it, students from older class entered it. I left the toilet and went upstairs, but suddenly whole building started to turn and I had to escape, trying not to fall on random useless objects lying around. I managed to do it and run back to main hall.

Morning of February 26, 2016. Friday.



It is morning. My family and I are living in our house as it is now, though there is seemingly much more floor space, especially in the southwest area of our house where our bed would otherwise be. Our youngest children are playing and walking around. I soon notice a miniature lion, which follows them around. This “lion” is only about the size of our youngest daughter. Even so, it soon opens its mouth very wide and somehow swallows our youngest daughter in one movement. I am at first only vaguely startled by this otherwise impossible visual, though because of subliminal awareness of being in the dream state, my dream resets.

In my reset dream, I start to consider that it is not a very intelligent idea to have a miniature lion running around when they could just swallow someone in one gulp. I start to question why such an animal would even be available to have as a pet. Our daughter is swallowed “again” and I sense it will next swallow our son even though our son is about twice its size. Again, my dream resets so that this event did not “actually” occur. I consider getting rid of the lion before it does “actually” happen, though only after several resets. I may chase it outside through the back door. Instead, my dream fades.

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A lion, even a miniature one as here, is an emergent consciousness factor (ECF) of RAS (reticular activating system) modulation. Its autosymbolic purpose is that it swallows the illusory dynamics of the dream state into rational whole consciousness (coalescence) in a similar way as white blood cells swallow and digest solid foreign matter. Dreams are reset like this when consciousness reascension is much slower, sustaining liminal space, indicated in this case by the absence of our bed with the emergent consciousness sentinel in its place.

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Worst recall ever this morning.

Few memories of doing something at school. Being stood outside the main hall as everyone came out of assembly.

Walking into a shopping arcade, but everything was closed.

That's about it!

25/2/16:
Dream 1: I was at school in a classroom with a few other people. A girl came up to me and my brother and asked him a question in Chinese. He was quite taken aback and struggled to say anything, so I took over and talked with her a bit. After this I walked around the schoolyard a bit, until I looked down and saw a giant gash in my thigh. I don't what had caused it, but there was a cut on my quadriceps about 10 cm along and a few cm deep, so much so that I could peel it away a bit and see the muscle. It wasn't bleeding much but I rushed to the first aid room where they were pretty concerned about it.

A fragment about something I have now forgotten.