non-lucid

Last Nights Dreams
Dream 1 ((A few false awakenings))

I had only been asleep for half an hour.
I'm lying in bed and cuddling up to my hubby then I nod off ((this is all a dream)) when I wake up my hubby is running his fingers through my hair. I think to myself "blimey, I didn't like that dream I just had". I try to cuddle back up to my hubby but then I feel something pull my hair really hard, I now realise I'm under the duvet so I get the duvet off my head and I see my hubby, he's sitting up slightly and tickling my legs so I think "ohh shit, the bad things about, that must have been what pulled my hair!". I now hear my hubby say "Lucy..what you doing?" I think "who the fuck is Lucy!" I now panick and think "ohh god, I'm stuck in a bad SP here" ((a false awakening never came to mind at the time..doh!! Lol)) I now start shouting my hubby but it comes out funny like my lips are fat and I can't speak properly, I continue shouting my hubby and I'm trying to hold his hand because I'm scared but he says "fuck off ya daft twat" in a joking way, I say "what?!" in a worried voice, he says "your hands are wobbly" I worry about this and say "what do you mean?" my hubby laughs and says "I just had a dream that I was in Mario World and I tried to hit your hands with something and they were wobbly" I'm now feeling confused and then I feel very different. I look at my hubby and he's fast asleep, I think "that was a dream!, blimey I didn't realise" then I wake up again and wake up for real this time. I'm lying still in bed and get a massive vibration in my head and my head throbs, after a few seconds I get another but not as strong, then another which is weaker still, then I get up and write this.

Dream 2

My daughter P is doing something with a curtain and a car, she comes in and has her pyjamas on. I say something to her and she says "suppose so" in a very sarcastic manner, I say "don't talk to me like that!" and she says "do I look fuckin bothered!" I now grab her and say "go to your room now....get up them stairs!" I push her and she face slams into the door frame then she storms upstairs. I follow her up and she is in her sisters room, her sister is saying to her "I don't blame mom...you can't treat her like that!" I go into L's room and say to P.."get out now!!" and I drag her to her bed and hurt her finger in the process. I lean over her and check her finger and the tip of it is all red and I feel quite guilty but I still say "serves you bloody right!"
((what an awfull dream...urghhhh!!!))

Dream 3

I'm with Ricky and Bianca from Eastenders, they are both pissed and I help them home. Ricky falls at the door and is just slumped on the floor. I try to pick him up but touch some sick on his coat and drop him again . Ricky now gets up himself and I carry Bianca inside. There are blankets on the settee and a pillow, I puff the pillow up and lie her down on the sofa and then try and pull the sheet under her straighter. Everyone there is taking fizzies ((strong co-codamol)) I wait till everyone is gone and then I pinch one off the unit, I put it in my water but then realise its a toffee! I look for another one but they are all gone. ((dream skip))
I'm up the table with other people and someone mentions about the fizzies and a bloke who is up the table with us says "well nice to meet you, I'm Detective Inspector so & so", he tells us how the fizzies make your belly swell up and are not good. He says I need testing on the machine at work before I go on Duty again. I have a bad knee and he says "it's because of the tablets" I say "no, no..I had fluid on my hip when I was 10 so it's probably that again" he says "the police insurance will pay for a new knee for me and I say "try then" he then says "An NHS one will only last 5 years" . Some young lads now come and look at my knee and they start hitting it etc. . It's very swollen and after about 5 minutes of them hitting it I say "hey your not Doctors..sod off!!" they laugh then go.

This is a short one as I don't remember the whole thing as it happened awhile ago.

But I was in a little lounge and there was 2 midgets (no offence) and they we're fighting, the girl was hitting the guy on top of the head with a trophy or something. It was very funny.

I decided to finally get back into lucid dreaming, seeing as summer is close and I will have much more free time on my hands.

12.05.2012

Too much anime.. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Not much I can remember, it's been a while since I've recalled my dreams, so this is just a mere fragment.
The setting was a bridge, a big bridge. I remember using many cool and powerful techniques to defeat my enemies. I may or may not remember being alone, but I think I had allies.
I remembered the dream quite clearly while laying in bed, but it just faded by the time I wrote it down.

I am playing a card game I used to play when I was younger. All of a sudden, I am accused of possessing illegal cards by my friend AH. I am dragged off to some kind of court. It really is just a room with a bunch of men and women I know from real life. I go on trial and an extensive investigation ensues. After being vetted and found innocent, some of the people are mad and frustrated that I wasn't convicted but most are indifferent and leave. I am left in a room with AH. I become very angry with him because he betrayed me and dragged me off to court. I begin yelling in his face and make a couple of points. <Scene fades to black> I am now in the ocean. It is the Pacific ocean; for some reason I am in California. I am about 200 meters off shore and the surf is moderate. I notice a zebra swimming next to me and I reach out and touch it. As soon as I do, it begins to sink as though I attached a lead weight to it. My friends arrive, but not in time to save the zebra. <Scene fades to black again> I am in a beach house overlooking the coast I was just swimming in. The outside of the house is a brilliant white. Inside is a woman I don't recognize, just an archetype for a mother figure probably. The memory is extremely fragmented from here. There is a white rug, animal fur probably and orange juice on the counter. Its around 8AM and I feel like I've been hit in the head. I can hear the Ocean. <Dream ends>
Kogami
5/12/2012 8:31PM

05.12.2012

Come Sit Next To me... (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm in a hallway that looks like a place where students wait for the Lab TA's to come out or come in to open the door to start lab classes.

Our TA was a young and black teenager. He wore a gray shirt, wore some fairly thick glasses with the black sides, like the stylish kind of shades. He wore some dark dreams as well, and we all go inside the classroom, and it seems we're trying to find a place to sit.

So I'm presuming this is the first time we've entered lab, because I see everyone trying to find whatever people they can interact with. I go to the back, and the TA has his desk at the back as well. I look a girl who looks like Erica in real life, and I wanted her to sit next to me, but she sits in front of the lab.

I don't know why, but I felt depressed when she didn't sit near me, even though I have mixed feelings for her in waking life.

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05.12.2012

Sound Muffling (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I can't remember much from this dream, so I'll start at the point where I'm sitting next to some girl outside at a bench. I keep a distance from her, but she seems to glance at one or two times, but I just keep track of that with peripheral vision.

It seems someone is announcing something up front, and I probably was annoyed and wanted to sit somewhere to get away from the lady speaking, and I found that the sound was diluted a bit. What I mean is, as I'm shifting from one location to the next that is short in distance, the sound of the female's voice is almost eradicated, but I'm still hearing the muffled echos of it.

I believe the girl sitting to the left of me wants to talk, and I forget what we said, and she looked like a variation of a Chemistry Lab classmate I had the last semester as a Freshmen at the University. I believe the table had some cloth over it, and had blue and white squares to them.

I forget what I did next.

The interesting part of this dream to me was that I was able to pick out how the sound started to get muffled and lower when I moved away from the lady talking in front of a group of people.

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05.12.2012

Show Time (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Some people wanted me to sing, but I didn't know what to sing. I decided I should sing a song from Code Lyoko from Subdigitals, and I looked for any dream character with a stack of papers with lyrics on it.

I see one to the right of me has a whole set with the X.A.N.A. logo from Code Lyoko, and the font to the left of it said "Code Lyoko" as well.

I can't remember what I did after.

I can remember being around my Grandparents at my dad's house. Also, my uncle stopped by briefly. We played a domino game called chicken foot. I remember seeing it from an odd bird's eye perspective. I can't really remember much else.

#Dream 1
I think I should explain the room or scenario here. My bed room switches from the one at home to the home at my student dorm. So I'm searchin for my old electronic experimentation box. I search under my two beds (The room switches accordingly). I find more manuals than I'd hoped. There are all in various shape. I look through them and notice that there is pretty advanced stuff there (Signalanalysis, different Integrals and so forth). I also find a folder with different notes apparently made by me. Now I notice that the manuals are written by Thomas Brezina (An Austrian child book writer) and there are now some of his child books. I own some of them in RL, but some don't exist. My father mentions something about work.

I dreamed I was mad at my brother again.

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I dreamed there were two girls next door sunbathing in their pool. I liked both, but one more than the other. I tried showing off by diving into my pool, which became a bed as I dove in.

At one point, I heard Pink Floyd's Meddle playing in the background. I heard the song say, "I am lucid dreaming" or "It is a Lucid Dream." I couldn't believe I never realized those were the words.

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I dreamed I was in a civilized, built on space, but saw a rabbit in a field. I went to look at it and then saw a large bird near it. I went closer and saw three mountain lions in the near distance.

Like a dumb ass, I growled, imitating a mountain lion. Now that I had the attention of one of them, I started trying to get back to the built up area nearby, but it was pretty far vs. how quickly a mountain lion could close that distance.

The mountain lion struck a weird pose and then just stood there as I backed away.

The Art of Rocketing
I remember being at school. I was the only one in the hallway except for a girl. She walked up to a table near to me. I looked at the table. On it were books that had a lime green color on them. The girl noticed my interest and said, "You should check out this book. It's really great." Then she walked away.

I walked up to the table and eyed the books. They were all the same. I read the cover. "The Art of Rocketing." it said. I flipped through the pages and decided that I wanted to try it out. So I started to read it.

The dream turned into the scenario of the book. Two friends were out in the woods with their rockets. They placed the rockets under them and strapped on. One guy flew backwards; the rocket facing the other way than his body was. He shot through the trees. I could see the fire coming out of his rocket blazing throughout the air.
They flew their rockets over to a creepy house that was for sale. A map was shown in front of me of the whole house. Apparently there were ghosts in some rooms, as it showed on the diagram.

The Elemental Hunger Games
I was sitting there with some people I knew and some I didn't know. We were sitting on a bench in a waiting room. In front of us was a wide mural of what looked like a map.

I think I knew where I was. It was just like the Hunger Games; only you were on teams. You had to kill each person in each team to win. I think there were 4 teams with 5 or 6 people on each.

My friend sat beside me. She looked over to me. "Hey," she said. "I hope we're on the same team."
I nodded. "What elements do you know?" I asked her.
She held up her hand and produced water in it, making it float. "Only water."
I held up my hands and showed her mine. First I created a fiery ember in my hands, moving my hand all around it. Then I summoned a piece of earth in my hands. Next I created water the same way my friend did. Then I felt a gust of wind in my hands. I felt it circling around me.

"So you know all of them, huh," she said. "I guess you're the avatar then."
I didn't think that this was strange at all.

Soon we had to go disperse into teams. Before I knew it, we were all on the battlefield sitting in our underground base. Everyone took turns going outside and guarding. It was a matter of life and death; we waited for the other teams to get beaten while we hid. It may have been cowardly, but I guess it was smart. It was my turn to go guard. I emerged out into some kind of junkyard. And to my luck, a large boy with what looked like a spear in his hands (this may have been Cato) came charging at me.



I ducked as he tried to hit me with it, and threw an uppercut into his stomach. Staggering, he threw his spear straight at me. I dodged it; hearing it whistle by my right ear. Somehow I killed him, I don't remember how I did.

I was on my bedroom and my TV had a function which I could summon people. I thought they were real people until one of them tried to kill me. Actually me and my parents were the only people in the world. I was too terrifyed that I ran away... but there were like "police" that caught me. Actually they were guys with lead suit. They hold me in a room where I met my friends. We were awfully scared because we knew they were going to kill us. When those guys transfered from rooms they had to disinfect us so we took that opportunity to hit the guard and scape. A load of guards came to us and caught some of them but me and another friend managed to scape. There was a guard following us and if he catched us he would kill us so we ran and ran but all within the building's limits. Then I spotted an exit door and in that moment I realized that I was dreaming but the dream collapsed.

Then I was with my family in some mountains. We stood to see the landscape and it was awesome: Was dark so you could see the moon and stars but they were so shiny that it reflected all the landscape, just perfect. It's like any picture of a dream scene you can get on internet.
Well in those mountains there was a long passage which led to the city. We had to be very careful about savages but both ends of the passages were ours. The other end (city's end) of the passage discovered some ice balls that they could throw and they made a huge explosion that froze everyone nearby. They started throwing a lot of of them so those who were on the mountains started running to the city but they found that those that were on the city started running to the mountains, and they yelled "RUN!" so we freaked and ran again towards the mountains. Then all calmed down and I went to the city to throw one of those balls and have some fun, but I threw them so quickly that they ran out immediately however they didn't explode. We went to collect them and after that we hid them in different parts of the room (it was in the end of the passage). Then i woke up.

It's about time I logged in some dreams.

I was in an arcade/casino of some kind, playing on a slot machine. There was a big bucket attached where money fell into from the machine. I won a lot but left the money in the bucket and went to a new machine. I saw a pump it up machine and thought about playing, but realized I left the money in the last machine, so I went to get it. Luckily it was all still there. Then a video came on a nearby tv screen, an advertisement for a lucid dreaming book. There was an old lady who was sleeping and while she slept she said "I've done it!" as if she just got lucid. I thought it was a load of crap.*

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I was browsing DV, when it had another rollback. I only had five posts. I typed out something in a box on the side of the screen, "how come I only have five posts " and it showed up in the middle of the screen. The whole page turned a purple color. I was like "did DV get hacked again?" my brother was watching over my shoulder the whole time.

Damnit I wish I had better recall with this dream....

Anyways I remember fight death and Fin was there. I can't remember what he was fighting, but we had a bunch of bystanders there as well. At the time I had his sword and he had mine and we were both getting pwned. Death had me in a hold from behind I remember getting weak and tossing my Fin's sword to him and he did the same with mine. They nearly touched eachother in the arc they traveled and bursted with a white light when they got close. My energy was restored when I recieved my sword.

http://www.epicweapons.com/products/...stmourne05.jpg

I called my sword Frostmourn in the dream but it was a little different. It didn't have all those skulls on it, and there were three purple jewels (amythests maybe) down the face of the blade.

Anyways, I went to work on death. I almost chopped her head off, but I couldn't kill her for obvious reasons, but she gave up. Some kind of way she ended up giving me a hug and a kiss on the cheek, but her lips touched the corner of mine. I asked her if I was going to die, and she said maybe when I see her again, or maybe when she dies.

My friend submitted a character to a fighting game and she got in (she had white hair, lightly tanned skin, and 6 stripes on the left side of her face: three horizontal and three vertical)
So we decided to go see it on release night in the movie theater. The plot of the fighting game was that all of the characters were roommates. The character that my friend made was really nice, but the rest of them hated each other. There was a person who worked at the movie theater that didn't like me so they wouldn't let me in. I show them the receipt and finally get in after a while, but then I realize I spent $130 and I was like "My mom's going to kill me!"

Someone asked me to load the newest episode of Harry Potter on my phone and I was like "Are you crazy? Do you know how long that will take to load?"

I was walking around a parking lot with one of my friends and his girlfriend. He was being a sort of a jerk to her so she clinged to me and just stuck with me for the rest of the parking lot trip.

The bit i remember was everyone of us being called up to the back of the plane, my friend was there, i loved her and she loved me but we were not togehter, in a wierd way.
She was worried telling me she wished she'd never done this.
"if it wasnt for you i would not be here" i told her, since it was her that helped me with my life and got me into the SaS (so i seem to remember in the dream)

Her squad was being dropped off first, they dropped and then it was my squads turn, i realised i wasnt wearing my parachute, i quickly grabbed one as my squad jumped out one by one, the plane flied further and further as i put on my chute pack, i then leaped out for what seemed like miles away from where my squad dropped.
The ground was dark brown and volcanic as i landed, i was going to run in the direction of my squad and attempt to use the wind and my chute to help carry me faster, the wind was going the opposite way so i had to ditch my chute.

All i remember next is seeing something which made me feel incredibly sad and upset, i keeled over crying and i felt a huge burst of energy inside me, i let it burst out as i screamed and everythig around me exploded.

Dream Open: I open my eyes, and find that I am waking up on a hill with a cliff that over looks a pale yellowish brown building (it was slightly orangish too, but looked old and like it was made of some sort of stone.) I'm thinking about dreams, and I wonder why I don't remember having one before I woke up. Then I wonder if I'm in one now? I jump to see if I can fly, I can! I must be dreaming, but the full scope of it doesn't really hit me so I don't get very excited. I fly in a big circle over the building and the hill and there's a river below as well as a city. I wake up before I can do anything else. Not sure that I was fully lucid, I mean I knew I was in a dream, but I wasn't hit with that epiphany that I can do whatever I want to :/

Dream Two: I wake up in front of a house that I recognize as my own even though it doesn't look like my normal house. It looks more like a house I'd build in the Sims when I start a legacy game. It's a small square, with no windows, only a door. It's so small, that there's only a couple to three feet on either side of the door before the corner of the building! I notice there are some round looking trees nearby too, planted in rows. Ray and DJ from the cartoon band "Your Favorite Martian" are spray painting the brick on my house. They don't look like cartoons though, Ray looks like himself, and while I've never seen the guy that DJ is modeled after I assume he looks like he would in real life. (My subconscious must love Ray, all I have to do is hear his voice when my husband watches his videos or have youtube popup a "recommended for you" video with his face on it and he's in my dreams ) They are spray painting American flags on either side of my house, but they are claiming that it shows my support of gay pride, lol. The flags are outlined in white, and they're spray painting the red lines in, they haven't gotten to the blue square or the stars yet. I yawn and feel like I had a great nap, and thank my lucky stars I'm not as sleepy as I have been and hope my insomnia is gone if I was able to nap outside near a couple of guys spray painting. (Little do I realize I'm freaking asleep right then, no wonder I felt well rested! ha ha) I walk through the trees, and on the other side of them is a road, I cross it, and suddenly I'm looking at a super tall brick building that I assume is a store or a fire station. The neighbor's kid is there, and he's spray painting an American flag on the side of that building, and his progress mirrors that of Rays on my house. Suddenly the dream logic kicks in, and I assume I had it wrong, it wasn't Ray and DJ painting my house, it was the neighbors kids painting the fire station! I tell the kid he'd better stop, that even if it was a pretty picture, it's still considered vandalism because that's a public property and not his own house. He starts freaking out (his dad's a cop, lol) and then I tell him he can probably wash it off. I go back home, I'm not really interested in helping him clean up after his stupid mistake, I'm not that nice. I go inside my house, and it's bigger on the inside than it looks. I see my grandma, and tell her that I saw the neighbors kid spray painting the fire station. Then I tell her how I told him to wash it off or something. She tells me those kids never had any sense or brains, and I agree. Then I'm zooming out above the house and the trees have moved, which I find odd, but I'm still zooming out into blackness. I wake up, but just go back to sleep instead of taking notes not like me at all, ha ha. I didn't even remember to try to DEILD.

Dream Three: I know there was some to the begging of this that I can't remember The earliest point I remember, I'm running through some buildings with a woman in her forties or fifties. She's thin for that age, but she has some telling wrinkles that prove her age and hard years. Her hair is long and black, but not fancy or done or anything. She's wearing black dress pants and a blazer over a white button up shirt. Her shoes are black high heeled boots and she's only got on gold earrings and lipstick, not a lot of jewelry or makeup or anything. She's explaining to me that when two people of the same magic capacity collide, it'll be the slower one who absorbs not only the impact the opponent aims at them, but also the impact of their own magic aimed at the opponent. Then she tells me when I attack I need to be the fastest. I find this all very familiar (and later remember it's from the Manga I was reading last night, "Zetsuen no Tempest") I find myself going through the motions like it's a memory not like I'm doing it for the first time, of trying to throw magic from my hands at her. I miss, and she keeps running. I'm not trying to hurt her, she's teaching me and this is practice. I see something from the corner of my left eye. it's a guy leaping from some stairs on a fire escape, also chasing the woman. He's faster than me, and turns around a corner and I see a flash of white. I get around the corner and he's on the ground clutching his stomach. He wasn't fast enough. The lady is standing over him and offers him her hand to help him up. He takes it, and tries to play it cool as soon as he seems I'm around the corner too. The lady starts walking now, not running, and telling us we're not fast enough. Apparently I'm lucky I was so slow I missed her, because if I'd been just a bit faster and hit her, I'd have gotten the recoil from her magic and my own attack and been on the ground like Kay. I think it's odd she's calling him Kay, and I look at him for a minute. Something's really familiar about him, and I can't figure out what it is that's nagging me about him (If you follow my dream journal, you should know without this description, ha ha). He's got messy blond hair that's just past his ear, not really long, but by no means short. He looks like he's probably 21 or 22, but the way he carries himself with confidence I wonder if he's older and just looks younger. I focus on his black clothes for some reason, and then decide of course he looks familiar, we're training together, I should know him! (Dream logic strikes again!) we all three cross the street, and the guy starts walking up the side walk, but the woman cuts through a cemetery towards a church. I start to follow her, but a woman calls out behind me, "Hey B, what are you doing in the cemetery? You don't belong there!" I turn around to see another middle aged woman wearing some pretty old looking clothes, like she's too poor to buy new ones kind of thing. They're thread bare and faded from over washing, but no holes. I try to tell her I'm following my mother, even though in the dream I know the woman I'm following isn't my mom but I don't think I'm supposed to let on that she's my teacher either. The lady yells back at me, "There ain't nothing in that there cemetery but ghosts!" I turn to motion to the woman I was following, but she's changed form completely! She now looks like Harriet Tubman. I'm completely blown away how she's changed not only her face, clothes, race and age, but she's also almost see through!! She winks at me and says, "How do you think I get around without being noticed? People will ignore what they think is a ghost because they don't want to see one!" I can't become a ghost, so I decide to follow the guy instead, I'm sure he knows what we're supposed to do next. I run up the wide walk after him, but by now I'm a considerable distance behind him. He crosses a busy four lane road, and opens the door to a litle shop. I start to follow, but stop in horror when a little girl around 2 or 3 runs out the shop door when he opens it and towards the road. He grabs her JUST in time to keep her out of the road. But then, a little boy probably 6 or 7 runs out the door too and the guy can't grab him because his hands are full with the little girl. The boy trips, and falls, and without thinking I run up and grab him and jump into the middle turning lane before the traffic can hit us. He's skinny, so he weighs a lot less than my son, and I can easily carry him and bounce him a bit while I say "shhhhh, I got you, your not going to get hit buddy! You really shouldn't run out into the street like that!" He's got some scratches on his leg, and I decide to carry him inside and clean his scratches. Kay holds the door open for me, and thanks me for saving his brother. A n older lady, probably in her mid 40s is in the shop. She's wearing flashy purple clothes, she's heavy set, and wearing all kinds of gaudy jewelry with makeup caked on her face. Her eyes are sharp, they give the impression that she's watching my every move, sizing me trying to decide if I'm friend or foe and if foe, how to attack most effectively. She thanks me in a condescending tone for rescuing the kid, and tells me that he'll be fine now. I tell her he's scratched up, so I'd like to make sure he's cleaned up before I leave, I don't want the kid to get an infection or anything. She tells me she'll clean him up, but he seems scared of her, so I tell her I will do it before I leave just to be sure, then ask where the bathroom is. She starts to say something, but a little girl speaks up, "There's no water in the bathroom. We ran out." I look up at Kay who has yet another kid in his lap (there must have been five kids in this place, lol) and he shakes his head, "There was water when I left, but sometimes we do run out." The woman clicks her tongue and then says, "Well, since your here, why don't you stay for dinner?" I nod, but instead of talking to her, I whisper to Kay, "Wait, don't you need a mask or something?" (this was a reference to a book I just got called "Masque of the Red Death" Not the original story, but a modern authors attempt to turn it into a teenage love story set in the future.) He looks confused and says, "No?" then I'm distracted by this black rods that fly up and are hoovering around my head. They're a flat black metal, about the width of a pocky stick, but about ten inches long with a single black feather at the top of them. They're floating slightly slanted like a "/" Confused at what they are, I reach my hand up and start to touch one. When my hand gets close, the rod starts swirling quickly, orbiting my hand like it's very excited or something. I extend a finger, and when I touch the rod it's like whatever force was making it seem alive was gone and it just dropped to the floor like the inanimate object it was. there are three more still floating, and I do the same to each of them. I'm mystified, but the woman looks unhappy. Kay grabs my elbow and pulls me to another room where a table is set and he's saying something about needing to hurry so I can get home before my family misses me. The woman asks where I live, but I can't remember so I don't know how to tell her. In my awkward silence, Kay says, "She lives kind of far away so she needs to hurry." The woman is not happy about this answer, but she can't really press further and still keep her semi-nice act up, so she doesn't. Instead, these giant wooden butterflies with wing spans two feet long fly into the room. There are three, and they're beautiful blue and black with rounded wings. I reach up for butterfly to touch it, curious how it's flying without any cords or anything. When I try to touch the first one it suddenly flaps it's wings quickly and flies about three feet before crashing lifelessly to the floor. I try the second, and again when my hand gets close it flaps away quickly then crashes lifelessly, this time hitting the wall. I apologize for having it crash into the wall, and say I should probably stop before I break something. But the last butterfly looks so calm and collected, I can't help trying to touch it to. It does the same, but crashed like a dive bomb straight at the lady! She dodges it and glares at me. I apologize, and say I should really go home. Kay stands up offering to walk me out. When we get to the door something clicks and it finally hits me this is a dream and who he is. I lean up on my tip toes and start to kiss him, but he shakes his head ever so slightly motioning his eyes towards the woman in the other room as if to say I shouldn't kiss him in front of her. Instead I wrap my arms around his neck in a big hug and whisper to him, "Your not Kay, Your name is Kurasawa." He whispers back, "I know. I don't know why in this dream you think my name was different." Then the whole dream faded into blackness. I rolled over to go back to sleep, but my husbands alarm chose that moment to go off. After two hours of trying to go back to sleep, I got up and wrote this all out, hoping I can sleep afterwards!

Now, for those who are still confused about who the DC was! I have a re-occurring dream character that I've been calling "K" in my dream journal entries... his name in my dreams is actually Kurasawa. He's actually the reason for me looking into lucid dreaming, when he first started appearing a year ago he told me on a couple of different occasions that, "This is your dream, I'm just along for the ride." He would also push me to question why things in the dream were the way they were. I'm going to start using his name in my dreams because apparently calling him K here is bleeding over into my dreams and confusing me. There's really no reason to call him just K anyways, I was just keeping with conformity of never using actual names, lol. And though is name is Japanese, he doesn't look it at all. I'm pretty sure the name was just my brain being over influenced by all the Anime and Manga I partake of If that explanation's not enough for you, there's more on Kurasawa here: 2-8-11, Important dreams from the past: K's Original Dream - Dream Journals - Lucid Dreaming - Dream Views