non-lucid

I was with my dad in some outdoor area and the subject of going to a hot spring came up. Considering that i have always been a private person who doesn't wish to experience things with many other people,, I of course disliked the idea.

I felt anxiety and I also felt embarrassed. I didn't like the idea of taking my cloths off in front of any human being let alone my father. The dreams ends there.



I think this represents the hard time I have getting myself to get close to my father. I feel no need to do so of course, but my dreams of late tell me otherwise.

05.11.2012

Katy Perry is Large (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

It's day time in the dream, and it is really bright here as well. I'm sitting down between a skinny girl to my right, and a person that looks like Katy Perry, only fatter. I decided to go for the fatter girl first.....(looooool Link, damn it...).

I think I went for her first because I thought she'd be easier than the skinny girl, but still man....*facepalm*. She had her legs up and rested on top of the bench and tilted to the side, which meant she had to angle herself towards facing right to my left side.

I think I say "Hi" to her or something, but I can't remember what she said back to me. She wore some glasses, a pink shirt, and dark blue jeans along with some dark brown lace-less shoes.

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05.11.2012

Resident Evil 4 Garradors (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

That video pretty much sums up how difficult Twin Garradors can be...

I'm playing Resident Evil 4, and I'm playing as Leon. I'm starting out in the area where you have to face several Garradors in the castle.

I was actually not all that scared of having guys with long claws whose only objective is to hear my footsteps and hopefully impale my head to the wall as they're charging like there's no freaking tomorrow.

I skip through the first area with ease, and I'm not even fighting the monsters, just walking slowly so they can't hear any big footsteps. I open the door to get to the second area where there's supposed to be 4 Garradors I believe, but again, I breeze through this area without having to fight them.

There was one moment where I heard them scream (and when they scream, you better move somewhere pretty bloody quick, or else you're pretty much going to die, or be severely injured; having 4 of them in one room, if all of them heard you, you have little chance to move and dodge, because you might get impaled by the other ones).

I opened the door without having to kill them, and I see that Leon's body basically exploded. I wondered what I did wrong, but apparently, when Leon came outside from exiting the two rooms with the Garradors, there was another body that looked like his, and the exploded remains started to collect and reform themselves on the new vessel that looked like him.

I believe Saddler was there as well, and he's wondering what the hell is going on with this transformation. Apparently, a dead Leon plus the new vessel of him combining together means he's invincible. Leon is in white robes and is holding a long spear.

I aim Leon to start stabbing Saddler, and Saddler can't do anything because he admits Leon is invincible now. So Leon stabs Saddler repeatedly until he's dead.

The dream shifts back to me now, and I think the point of experiencing all that stuff was to have sex in a different way with someone???? I'm not exactly sure what dodging Garradors and stabbing some freaking looking guy is going to do with sex.....maybe augment my sadomasochistic tendencies a bit, but I doubt I'm going to see an A+ in my overall being.

ugh....

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05.11.2012

Me vs. Huey (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I can't remember much about this dream, but I'm challenging Huey from The Boondocks in a gun showdown of death. I'm wielding a shotgun, and I'm trying to get to some cover, probably because I know I need to reload really quick before seeing him again.

I go open a door quickly, hide, and grab the same shotgun I was holding in my hand a few moments ago. I quickly pumped it, saw Huey, and try to take a shot at him. I'm only seeing his face and him wearing a gray shirt and blue or black pants.

Eventually, we're finally at a stalemate, I tell him that if he stops shooting, I'll stop shooting at him. We're still a bit jumpy, but he complies and disappears.

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05.11.2012

Heart stuff (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I don't remember much from this dream either, I saw some clip of Toguro from Yu Yu Hakusho trying to kill someone, but I'm trying to stop him but ripping out some kind of body part. It's really hard to pull it out.

I see a sheet with heart valves, something like that, and a person has three openings instead of two. After a while, the person has to split from one opening to go to the other.

The dream shifts to where I'm on my knees on a floor, and with some random people. We're looking at some sheets with various electronics, then I get bored and decide to go somewhere.

I think I get outside of the apartment I'm in, and it's not mine, and I see some old lady riding a yellow vehicle. There's some really cute females inside it, maybe two or three of them. I watch them for a while, and the old lady is trying to back up a little bit, and is taking a while to do so.

I can't remember much after that.

Now that I think about it, all that heart stuff, and seeing Toguro made sense I think? Because I remember he pretended to kill Kuwabara in Yu Yu Hakusho by barely touching his vital organs.

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05.11.2012

Physics Test with Steve Jobs(Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm in a classroom, Steve Jobs passed out the Physics test, and is giving us a few final words before we start. He goes on and on for a while, and while we're taking the exam, he asks us,

"Pretty easy, huh?"

Most of the people in the classroom agree. He's wearing a black turtle neck or shirt, and long dress pants with black shoes.

That's all I remember.

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05.11.2012

Sit on the panel (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in a small room with a few females, one was noticeable, Let's call her Liz.

There were these panels where you had to step of sit on the floor before the countdown timer of 15-16 seconds was over. Just trying to sit on the panels was difficult in its own way, because you had to duck under a table to sit down with other people in a really tight space.

When I tried to get the upper hand by finding the panel closest to me, Liz tells me,

"Hey! You can't do that!"

Ugh.....so I get up and try to go to another one, but I can't remember what I did to resolve it.

I was in my sisters onld room with a boy my mom watches named Jerod he said i have to use the bathroom i said no dont something bad will happen he said here ill turn on the closet light then he left the room i was on a bed i couldnt move i turned my head and there was a teady bear it turned its head and jumped twoard me then i woke up.

i was in a house with two hunters it was dark the big room was a mess i went into the laundry room and all of a sudden i turned around and saw them getting eaten by a big blob monster i hide in the dryer and shage from scooby doo can up to me and said zoinks.

I was in the middle school back then and i was in the band room it was bigger and only on person was in there so i went in front of the office and there was a snck machine just then somebody said your in a lot of trouble so i ran to the elevator and jumped in there was a bunch of stuffed animals when i got to the bottom it was dark then i woke up.

I was in the desert and it was day time i looked over to my right and there was a out house i went in and right then akuna matata was playing.

I was in a city in a hide out sort of home and my cousin Devon sgt and calvin lived there they where playing games on the tv and i was just sitting around so i went to the kitchen and cot a snack just then they yelled out dude there is people trying to get in i ran in and held the door thats all i can remember.

I was in a house that i've been in along time ago i was on the floor and next to me was a puppet with needles and it was gray. I got up and it sat up to i looked at it and it looked at me i put my hand up and it put its hand up like it was a mirror of me the weird part is a couple years later after i had this dream and forgot about it i drew it and called it (gigs) when i drew it i remembered this dream.

I was with my sister Tori in a house i've been to before in my dreams (i think i've been there twice this is my thrid) and my dog sophie was there i picked her up and hugged her then i put her down and tori gave her a biscut just then the scene changed. I was in my old house with my bro Devon, my sisters Tori and Adri we where behind a couch hiding from something but i didnt know what it was so i got up and there was a big robot that was silver. It picked me up and threw me and was about to kill my family (back then i had a lot of noghtmares so i stoped wanting to dream) I got angery and said thats enough im tired of being afraid so i got up and ran twords it and punched it. The robot went flying across the room it got back up and shot lasers but i didnt stop i started do matrix moves to dodge it then when i got close i started doing jackie chan moves and right when it was down i backflip kick and i went through the roof. I was extremly happy then my mom came in and said itime for bed even though i was in a dream. Iwoke up this morning super happy about it no dreams are gonna mess with me any more.

I had the most annoying silly ass dream ever this morning.

There was a town hall meeting going on about race. Lot's of people were there. Mostly black folk and white folk. People were divided but cordial. A well respected black journalist stands up to speak. I'm excited to hear what he has to say. But the good feeling quickly evaporates when he makes an ignorant comment about black people. It was truly stupid. Some people in the crowd smile and nod their heads in agreement. While others are angry and embarrassed. Then out of the back room reality star Nene Leakes stalks up to the journalist (with her stylist in tow) and let's him have it. I can't hear what she says. But her finger wagging and facial expressions say she's giving it to me good. In the middle of this public reprimand the journalist turns into Star Jones.

Silly!

Nevertheless, I think the dreams I have about well known figures aren't really about them but their characteristics or what they represent (to me). If I take the focus off of them in this dream it boils down to this: A public figure embarasses his/her community and sparks feelings of outrage from them.

Though I recognized the journalist I believe he simply represented someone respectable.
Nene and Star Jones represented anger and confrontation.
The crowd symbolizes the public.
The fact that everyone was black or white could represent polarization or stark differences among the populace.

This dream isn't surprising as it's an election year in the US. Or as I like to call it, "the silly season."

I remember seeing that it was pouring rain somewhere nearby, but not a single drop near us. It's funny because the same type of stuff has been happening in RL lately.

Last night, I had a FA. I was in bed. I was thinking about doing a WBTB. Unfortunately, my thoughts were too sluggish (Because it was a dream) and I thought WBTB required you to not move at all after waking up. Should have done a reality check. Note to self: Do a reality check whenever I even think about lucid dreaming.

My dream recall has been poor lately. I'm glad to finally have some odd dreams for this DJ. This is my most random dream so far.

I was at school sitting on a bench and waiting for my bus to arrive. I had absolutely no clothes on (O_o). I got up and was about to walk somewhere when a random DC came up to me and said "Don't even try to hug me!"

I can't really remember what happened after that.

DCs can be so silly sometimes.

I was with my friend Julia and a couple of others. We were staying at some kind of hotel apartments. Around the hotel, there were some restaurants. One was McDonald's. I was kind of complaining that it didn't have any breakfast restaurants, like Huddle House or I-HOP. I remember walking down to a sort of tent thing outside of the building and sitting on the top of the jumpy surface. We leaned over and saw some kind of huge pot with what looked like yellow foam in it. I met some more friends from my class here.

Once we were done, we walked back to the building. We entered what looked like my garage. Julia went through the door in front of me first. Suddenly, I dropped all of my shoes. Apparently I was holding them in my hands.

I stooped down to pick up all of my shoes that dropped. I set my three bags on the floor; my purse, backpack, and a yellow duffle bag.

I decided I would put a pair on, but struggled. I chose the flip flops; but I still couldn't put them on easily. So I just decided to grab all three. Julia was waiting for me inside the door, so I better hurry.

I felt like someone was watching me. I looked up. Sure enough, a boy looked at me from around the corner, then hid his face. Before he could walk away, I ran in front of him. He smirked at me. He held my backpack and duffle in his hand.

"Hey!" I yelled, lurching for my bags. He stepped back.
"You don't want to do that." He smirked again.
"And why not?"
"I have a bomb here," He pointed into something in his pocket. "That could go off at any moment if you try me."
I turned around, looking for something to hit him with. But when I turned back around to face him, he was already out the door. I started to run after him, but another boy, a much taller, stronger than the other, stepped in front of me.

"Seriously, don't." He said.
I tried to hit him, on the neck, hopefully that could stun him. I missed because he dodged.
He held up what looked like a chalkboard eraser. "Nested inside here," he said, "is another bomb. Don't mess with me."
I hesitated. Then I heard the door open behind me. Julia came running out, and started trying to hit the guy. We both were trying to throw punches, but he kept blocking them with his strong arms. Eventually we started kicking him, and he eventually ran away. They still had my bags though.

I was at mcdonalds with somebody, I think an old soccer coach. I walk up and order a sausage biscuit. I guess it was considered "cool" if you ate your food on that counter (where people order). I was almost finished with it, and some guys walk in. I have to move because I'm eating in the only spot they can order from. Without taking my food, I go sit down until they're done. Then, one of the guys takes my biscuit and eats the rest of it!

Now I'm at some sort of river. The guy with me at mcdonalds throws me a small log that had some importance to it. I grab it and accidentally drop it in the water. He grabs it though. I tried to balance on it, it didn't work x.X