non-lucid

11/29/11

NON-LUCID

I’m in my Biochemistry class, and I got a D as a grade for an assignment, but I wasn’t too sure what it was.

Then I’m in this dungeon with an environment of molten lava and fire. I was going through portals that were light blue, and I happened to stumble upon a big monster.



It looked like a yellow block monster with a cylinder head going sideways.

I tried escaping the monster, but it teleported into every room I went to.

Then one room, the perspective is elevated and I can see the monster above and the person trying to kill it. Then I think I’m back into the same place with the light blue portals, and apparently I had the Hookshot from the Zelda series with me.



Then I realize the dungeon was like the fire dungeon in Ocarina of Time. I decided to get the boss key, but ended up getting in the boss room without it.

The boss was kind of blurry; maybe some stone hand, like the one from Windwaker. It was very protective of the Heart Container at the edge from where it came out of the lava.



The monster could spill out lava, and I think it slightly burned a person with the guy I’m playing in the game (I don’t think I’m playing as link, it’s probably me in it, but I wasn’t aware).

The guy questioned how they were going to beat it. He looked like Suigetsu Hōzuki from Naruto Shippuden.



The boss was too strong for us, and we decided to leave, but I said “Wait a second,” and tried to deal with the boss again. Tension started to build up as I try to cleverly grab the heart piece.

Getting it felt like Sasuke trying to save Karin from Bee in 8-tails mode.



Then I realize I had the hookshot! So I go near the boss, dodge his attacks, and some were close to grazing me. I waited for one of the attacks that delayed him from attacking and quickly used the Hookshot to get the heart piece and we both got the hell out of there.

Then this other dream is this guy estimating how long these penguin looking creatures were going to travel long distances on sea. He was predicting the speed they swam on the surface, etc.


Then the actual calculations came when we zoomed in more on the creatures, and said despite having larger frame rate, the birds were swimming slowly.

Then another dream is me sitting at the edge of some brick-layered area where you could park your bike near the Biochemistry department in my college.

I saw this girl I knew IRL, and saw more familiar faces. I saw two more girls in real life I had for AP English in Cy-Lakes High School who were Hispanic and sisters. They were kissing each other goodbye! But they didn’t move much after that.

One of them was sitting down while the other just stood there. Then I looked into those glasses on the building that were tinted, which made it hard to see what’s inside.

I kept looking into it and saw a girl was looking at me. You know when a girl stares at you and it looks like she’s daydreaming and she forgets she’s staring at you? Kind of like that.

Then there’s a short dream of me battling some Swordsman in an adventure game, and the difficulty must’ve been set to “Prepare your anus” because I was panicking on how fast this guy was. I was a ranger, and he complimented on my skills.

He charges towards me, and he looks like Vlad Plasmius from Danny Phantom in his ghost form, but he was wearing a Red Outfit.



I then picked a fire spell out of nowhere and started to SPAM it like there was no freaking tomorrow. He dies, and then I asked a random guy on which spell he like the most. He said the fire one and the dream fades.

Then I had another dream where Link from Winderwaker and some random guy were making fun on how people got on the islands in the game.

11/28/11

NON-LUCID

I dreamed that it was daytime, and I was chasing these people, and I was making my hand as a gun, like shooting spirit guns from Yu Yu Hakusho. I started shooting at random people while they’re riding, and I caused havoc.



I was basically in "wreck everyone" mode for some odd reason, and then I saw a person riding a bicycle and another in front, and wanted to kill them too. I realized that running after them while using my left hand as a “gun” was going very hard.

I killed some kind of purple pig, but I didn’t know what to do after do.

I can't really recall the first dream very well, but I woke up at 2:30 am, freaking out for a good second. I remember something to do with my fiancee's parents and then being in my car driving down this dirt road in the middle of the country some where. I reached down to scoot the seat back because I was too close to the petals, and after I did that I had more fun driving. But then I noticed I was driving over little round objects, along with other little cylinder-like red objects. I got a closer look and realized they had timers on them, and they were all over. In the two fields, left and right, next to me, I noticed some evenly spaced bombs (I had assumed they were ALL bombs.) I don't remember getting out of my car, but I was suddenly running down the road, trying not to bother any of the red things. I wanted to make it to a safe area before they went off. I got to the end of the road and I knew time was getting close, so I started crawling down on the ground, still with the red things. For some reason I was going much slower and I knew that I was dreaming, but I didn't become lucid, if that makes sense. I started throwing as many as I could of the red objects far away from me and eventually jumped up on the couch, that was the trees a minute before. I woke up on my (very uncomfortable, back-killing) couch.

The next dream, the most significant parts I can remember, anyway, I was at my ooooold job, Sonic. Everything was different and I was wearing some strange hawaiian looking dress. I asked one of the girls, who I knew, if we had uniforms and she told me that we didn't have uniforms anymore. I tried to answer the switchboard a few times, but the customers were getting angry with me because I could not hear what they were saying. I swear one of them was speaking english and suddenly switched to spanish. I was trying to speak back in spanish, but then my boss came over to me and took over. I started crying because I felt like I couldn't handle the job, but I knew I couldn't quit this time for my son's sake. I went on working some more, but the most interesting part was the lightning. There was only one strike, and I saw it along with one person standing beside me. I could practically see my whole town, and that lightning struck once and the lights everywhere began to go out. I knew what was happening. One girl ran outside, she was wearing some strange space suit. I ran after her, I guess to get her ass back inside, but she had ran all the way around the corner. So I followed. When I looked up in the sky, there was a strange donut hole in the cloud. Like this:



I said "Oh fuck." And I realized that Sonic was hovering over much of the city and we were very high in the air. I noticed this when that hole in the cloud began making several layers, like something was shooting through them. The girl had passed out or something. I ran to get her, and carried her inside. I shut and locked the door. That's when something threw one of those red objects at us. Somehow it had gotten inside. I made everyone go to the back of the store. When I looked up front again, I noticed that my son was playing near the bomb. I ran and got him, crying.

That's all I remember now. I attribute the vivid dreams to the excess amounts of choline and some binaural beats.

Frustrating

Well, I had typed up two dreams here, but eventually got timed out of my session. It's been a while, and I forgot that when that happens you lose everything you typed if you try to post. Now I am debating whether to type it all up again or not. Nah, here's a brief summary:

1st dream:
Colonists leave their little community for the outside world. People are on a boat in a small pond. I get in the boat also, and there is an end of the pond surrounded by a wall covered in liquor and lottery tickets.

2nd dream:
My brother and I walking along a river watching out for snakes. Then we look for indian artifacts but don't find any.

Not the Destroyer
Recall: 3/10
Sleep: Good
Sleep Position: Unknown

I enter the NAC building, and inside there is some sort of pageant event. Girls are being awarded various titles, and seemingly at random, the award me the honorary prince title and put a robe on me. The girls are all young, like 18, rich and snobby. They show absolutely no interest in me, and I figure there is no point wasting my time here, so I leave. The officials there try to stop my as I walk out into the snow, but I ignore them. Somehow I end up back at my apartment.

I go out into the hallway where the retarded girl from American Horror Story Rushes at me. She somehow dies along with another girl, possibly killed by her creepy mother. Her death was staged to somehow get me to destroy the world. I was somehow granted amazing powers, and dark forces or entities are trying to get me to use them to burn the planet by getting me to focus on dark things, but I'm resisting, not letting my attention get hooked on the negative.

We end up putting the bodies on the bottom of a lake. Next to the lake is an ancient temple. The building is shaped like a man holding the world on his shoulders. I then see it floating a hundred feet in the air with the stones burning. Apparently, that's what's supposed to happen, what I'm supposed to do, and I'm more than a little impressed by the power required to pull that off. But I'm still determined that I'm not going to do that no matter what.

I head back to my apartment, and on the way back, everything on both sides of the road is on fire. The panic and destruction threatens to overwhelm my senses, but I focus on ignoring it, staring straight ahead down the road and ignoring the flames that surround me. I will not get suckered into sustaining that scenario with my attention.

I left out a few of the more mundane parts of that dream. It was pretty long and there was more to it than that, but that's all the good parts I can remember.

Dream 1
I was in a New Yorkwith Gaz and Captain Price, the city had been damaged and looked a bit like that mission in COD4:Modern Warfare where you escort the tank.

I took cover behind a wall as an onslaught of fire came at me.

Dream 2
I'm in one of the most unfamiliar places I've ever seen. It's like an office and its night, there are computers and some of my old school friends are there.

I go outside with them and see a little kid in a field, he's just come out of a shell like the aliens from Combat Evolved soon loads of other aliens come and we fight them off.

Good morning, everybody.

Dream #1

I sat in some huge room. I sat in a school desk, which was part of some U-shaped area of either desks or tables, maybe made out of wood. Other than this structure, the room was empty.

The room had orange-tan colored walls, which were as tall as the walls of a cathedral. Along the top of the wall ran some kind of LED display, like an electronic ticker tape display that scrolls out news.

The sign was saying that somebody, possibly Sir Isaac Newton, had confessed his guilt regarding something. This was something like a murder, or a rather contemporary, scandalous-sounding crime.

Previously I'd been accused of this crime. Now that Sir Isaac Newton had confessed, I would no longer be considered guilty.

A woman came up to the desk where I was sitting. She may have stood me up to lead me away. I may have been working at something on a computer. I may have been a little reluctant to leave the work.

Dream #2

In an almost completely dark room, there was a girl, maybe eleven or twelve years old, standing in an orange-peach colored dress. The dress was in the eighteenth century style, with the outer layer in a sheer kind of material. The girl may have had her back left leg lifted behind her, as if she were performing a ballet step.

Dream #3

I was in a dark space, almost like a small corridor on a large airplane or in a space station. I walked toward a dimly lit area near the "front" of this corridor.

The astronaut Michael Collins was in the lit space, working at a small box of machinery. Collins looked young, and he may have been wearing a NASA jumpsuit.

I may have worked with Collins. I figured I was going to help him with whatever he was doing right now.

Dream #4

I was alone in a bedroom. The room was kind of big and it had high walls. But it felt like a college dorm room, not a bedroom. There may have been a regular bed and at least one bunk bed.

Suddenly the lights went out in the room. There was a tiny bit of light in the room, giving everything a very faint, very dim blue tint.

I felt my way around in the room, waving my arms in front of me -- although I may actually have been doing this before the lights went out. I was frantically trying to turn the lights back on, either with the power of my own mind or by finding the light switch. But I couldn't do it.

I told myself not to panic. I went to the door. Even though I was kind of disappointed with myself for being so afraid that I wanted to leave the room, I was going to leave. I couldn't think of how to get the light on, and I couldn't stand being in darkness.

But when I got to the front door, I was also afraid. I felt like there were people out in the hallway (like the hallway of a college dorm hall) waiting to attack me.

I looked through the peephole on my door. Outside I saw, leaning against the wall opposite the hall from my door, a young, blonde woman, pale skinned, very pretty, dressed in blue jeans and a black, turtleneck sweater. She leaned against the wall with her hands joined and placed behind her.

(Note: I've been using being alone in an empty room as a dream-sign, hopefully to induce lucids. I noticed that many of my lucids have occurred when I was alone in a room. So I've had quite a few "alone in a room" dreams -- and I've still failed. Ugh.)

Colour Legenda:
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Ok so last night i was so scared of the hallucinations i might get while falling asleep, i didn't. Not until past midnight. Classical music lulled me to sleep at last.

I had a dream about My Little Pony, because i'd been watching a really OLD episode of it before bed :p

Involuntary WBTB around 5:30, which was too soon, and I stayed awake for about an hour, which is too long.

No LD.

First, I was in this hotel-looking place. I was with a bunch of people, none of whom I recognised, but I knew that I didn't fit in with their crowd. The room was very well-lit, thanks to the large window that occupied the entire wall we all faced. There were various blandly-colored chairs and plastic plants placed around the grey room. The group of people and I were all gathered around the window, and looking at a person floating next to the building we were in. It seemed we were pretty high up, like if we were in a skyscraper. The person flying next to the building was pretty far away, but I could make out his flamboyant, super hero-ish outfit. What he was doing was creating these energy discs that he chucked at us vertically. When they came whizzing towards us, they would instantly and very cleanly cut through anything they touched, but then the object that was cut would automatically reassemble, as if nothing had happened. The rest of the group I was with were anticipating these discs, like it was fun when they cut through them, but I was understandably cautious, and did not want those things chopping me up. I was in the middle of the crowd, and I noticed that the floating guy was throwing these discs, and from my right to my left, so he could get everyone. I took advantage of this pattern, and tried to time them so I could hop between them safely to the right, and away from the room. I almost jumped too soon the first time, and I had to quickly jump back before one disc caught my head. There was little time between this disc and the next one, and I had to shift my momentum forward to be able to escape this one as well. I got out just in time, with only a rip in the back of my shirt.

Next, the cast of Everybody Loves Raymond was standing on top of a square platform with sewer water below them. There was another similar platform adjacent to the one they were on. The background to this part of the dream had dirty orange and green colors, and the cast didn't pay attention to this, and just went about their business. I don't remember what they were talking about, but eventually, Raymond turned into a pig, and fell down a sewer grate on the second square platform. Frank then morphed into a pig as well (although he had an apple in his mouth), and went after him. The sewer grate led to a series of see-through tubes that the two were just zipping through, like some sort of carnival ride, with the occasional build up of dirty garbage water, where everyone held their breath through. Soon, my dream forgot all about Raymond, and it was just watching Frank, the pig, sliding through the tubes. There were a lot of parts of the tubes that went through strange places. One part was a supermarket, in the frozen food section. Right where one of the glass doors would be was the tube that came through the floor, around one of the doors, and then back into the ground. The dream only showed a glimpse of this part, with Frank flying through the tube. There was also a dream with the best train conductor in the world, but I don't remember it.

There was one dream I vaguely remember where I had to get ready to go somewhere, and I shaved off all of my body hair. The hair on my head was blue, and I was procrastinating something. Meg from Family Guy was there. Coffee had something to do with this dream too. In the end, I was embarrassed or something because I did all of this for nothing. I forget.

Lastly, I was at some sort of newspaper stand, and there was a giant stack of video game pamphlets or something. They were red and black on the front, and were reserved for people who work for IGN. I was talking to some guy with a coffee and a soft pretzel I think. He made an exception for me, and I took a pamphlet and did a "game of the year" review. There were also meatball sandwiches that were "not for guests." Suddenly, I was in Anthony's kitchen, and his house looked kind of like his grandparent's house, but the table was on the wrong side of the room, and the doorways leading to the living room were too...unrealistic? But anyway, we were eating meatball sandwiches, which were delicious because of the sauce, and we were talking. There was some other third person there, but I don't remember who it was. It may have been Matt. The subject of a Sony Super Smash Bros came up and I asked if Sonic was still going to be in it, since he's not a Nintendo character. I got a yes, and I said, "Who is going to replace the rest of the characters?" I'm sure I got a list of characters, but I don't remember who they were. I asked if Mega Man was going to be in it, and the other guy who was there said yes, but I knew he was talking about some other Mega Man. I thought to myself, "Oh, wait. THAT guy is Mega Man, too." I clarified and asked if Protoman (huh?) was going to be in it. I turned to Matt and said I should have said Mega Man Volnutt, because then they would know who I was talking about. Anthony and I went to sit down at the table. His brother and his sister were there, and we were all listening to the radio. The radio was on the table with a big plate of roast beef, and I was flipping through the channels. I wasn't hearing anything I particularly liked, but I knew the Jazz station was coming up. Just as I thought, it was the next one that came on. I knew that his brother would probably complain about it, so I kept flipping through the channels after i gave a look of "cool, jazz. Too bad we can't listen to it right now" to Anthony, and he returned to look. We settled on this one channel, and Anthony was sitting across from me. As if he was answering a question, Anthony said, "Yeah, this is Bob Cole." I called him an idiot and said, "No, this is Bob Dylan, you idiot." I changed the channel again, and American Idol came on and the radio started flashing red and blue, like a police car, because I guess those are the show's colors in my subconscious. Suddenly I was in the mall with Matt and the other kid. We were all sitting at a table chatting. I got up to walk around and put a coat on. I went back to the table we were at and I picked a piece of bread, and held it in my mouth while I continued to put my coat on.

Walked past Eliseo and too quietly say hi.

Haunted house video game. I was here before with a dream with massive walkers...

I walk through a forest with Ondrej Skrbek. For some reason, there are people checkin on us. There is one of those police people, that normally can be seen checking parking tickets. She stops us and start asking questions. Skrbek then start explaining. The funny part is that he refers to his parents as "my wife and husband". I try to correct him, but he didn't gets it. I can see on the lady, that she understands. I am thinking "damn man, you are making us look like fool eastern Europeans".

DJ Log: November 29, 2011 – 6:45AM (USA Eastern)
· NON-DREAM · NOTES · DREAM · LUCID ·

I am standing in a room with some people when I look at the clock and see that it is 9:00. I remember that there is something I have to do, but I can't really remember what it is. While thinking, I look on the table beside me and see an old wooden cigar box with a metal panel that looks like it is floating just slightly off the surface of the wood.

Thinking that this looks a bit odd, I kneel down and look at it closer. Indeed, the metal plate is hovering just slightly above the box. I look back at the clock and it has no numbers on it and only one hand. I become lucid, then look at the floor and try to stabilize, as I nearly faded out instantly. I look over at the table and I can still see the cigar box, but it's fading fast. I try to lift my arms to rub my hands together and look at them, but I wake up.

I feel that this one is situated somewhere "Jistebsko" or so.
I am not sure how it all started, but there is an old lady living in a little house near a big one. She is a mother of the man living in the big house. I know her somehow. I think there is some money involved. Then once I go there with some friend and the window is open. I just get closer to the window and smell rotting meet. Then I spot her lying on the floor. She is dead. I am not sure what to do. For some reason I think that people might suspect me of murdering her. I even think that I did it. I think that I killed her with knife. So I leave. Then I come back few days later as someone calls me to check on her as they haven't seen her for some time. Well, surprise surprise!! I look inside the house again, just through the window. Now it smells really bad. I can just see her legs on the floor (the rest of the body is out of view). The meet of the legs is all bitten of my rats or perhaps other animals. I then go to the house to report that I found her dead. But the people walk towards me. They are shocked. Then they start asking me loads of questions. When they open the door to the house, the body is covered. There is a knife on the floor, all covered in blood. For some reason I think I had just the same knife. Then this man (from the house) reaches on a side... there is a little hole in the wall (near the stairs) and he pulls out a piece of paper. I take it off his hand.. I know that I wrote it. I crumble the paper instantly... than I think... "shit".. this is so suspicious. I look at the paper. Yes, I wrote it. But its about meeting some girl, some other one than I was seeing. I start explaining to the family, what the note means. I talk about Adriana (for some reason the note has something to do with her). They listen. I feel a lot of pressure on me. Then we talk about holidays... and I think "shit, I should just get out of here, somewhere far!"

DJ Log: November 27, 2011 – 7:00AM (USA Eastern)
· NON-DREAM · NOTES · DREAM · LUCID ·

I am sitting in the House, and the fellow on my right hands me a clipboard and tells me that it's a bill that's being signed into federal law immediately once there are enough signatures on it. I look at it and it says that the music genre “dubstep” is being outlawed and any offense is punishable by immediate death. Due to the fact that I highly dislike dubstep, I sign it and pass it to the person to my left, telling them that they should sign it too.

It is leaving day at school, my english teacher is giving everyone some cannabis as a present. Everyone but me gets cannabis sweets, but my teacher says she knows my habits and gives me some hash oil. It is sitting in her hand, a liquid, I ask her what I should store it in and she says 'Vodka'. I take the hash oil and store it in a camera film tub. I go to take it out and drop it, a lot of other herbs fall out, although now the hash oil is small, solid discs of hash.