non-lucid

This morning I found myself waking on multiple occasions, I gather I wasn't sleeping well as it took me an hour or so to get to sleep in the first place. I wrote down notes of what I could remember on my computer which was right by my bed.

I'm running through some rooms, it's a race with my brother, not a serious one, just for fun. I'm dodging around furniture and between bookcases, and I find myself in a library (reminded me of my school one), still racing. I go to where my laptop is and hurriedly plug it into the wall.

I then woke up and tried to write as much as I could remember. Didn't work too well.

I'm sitting face to face, very close, to a blonde girl. She reminded me of someone I knew at school, but I know she wasn't her. I'm feeling guilty because I have a girlfriend, and this is not her. We start caressing each other, and I ask "How far till this counts as cheating?". I don't remember the answer. I have a bit of an accident and say "I need to go to the toilet". While there some guys come up and start talking about something, I wasn't listening. I felt uncomfortable with them there while I was urinating,but I figured they couldn't see me. I don't know why that is, they stood in front of me and there wasn't a wall between us, apart from a small panel of wood with a tiny hole in the top left corner into which I was emptying my pee-sack... I have damn good aim. The guy directly in front of me looked Indian, I had never liked these guys much.

Thirdly

I'm standing in a tree house. This is not a childish tree house, this is a big one with multiple floors and reminiscent of the ones in Lothlorien. I've been reading a book recently and this kid wanted to borrow it, so I wait for him to come down to my floor. He doesn't ever end up on my floor so I leave.

I'm walking away from the tree and looking for another pair of tree houses I know to be around in the forest. I remember where they are and realize I'm going the wrong direction, I turn and head back. I see a friend I know in a purple and black tunic. As I approach the trees I see two men hung from a tree, one of them has his head a bit dis-attached. This is not even mildly alarming to me. I see some other men in black and yellow tunics. One comes up and introduces himself to me, I reply "yo". Slightly annoyed he inquires after my name, a bit embarrassed I give it. And wake up.

I fell I did well tonight, I had the intention of remembering my dreams, and I did 3. Well done me.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Didn't get lucid last night even though I tried. A fluke!

23.30: Sleep

05.30: Fragments
*I'm talking to my friend Jesper about Dream Views. "I haven't done my post count this week" he tells me. "I've started slacking".

*Tyrion Lannister from the series "A song of ice and fire" is apparently the prodigal son, not his brother Jaime. People refuse to believe this is true, that a dwarf is the son the prophecies are talking about. There's a big battle and the only survivor is Tyrion and his horse. He gets up on his horse and starts walking. The closest city is hundred of miles away, but the horse lets him eat from its flesh. He eats from its neck and legs. A loyal horse.

05.30: Bathing and fishing
I'm at work with my youngest brother Morgan. There's a water pump, circulating the water at the dock and my brother jumps in. "It's warm!" he exclaims and swims around. Apparently not all spots are warm as he starts shivering. I drag him out of the water. A huge wave is coming in. I lift him up one more level and jump up myself just in time for the wave to crash into the dock. "That was close, what a huge wave" I say and walk up to the tool shed close by. There are strange notes hanging on the wall, with numbers for different waves. I see slash112's note, a wave with a 2.5 marking on it. I grab a note and scribble down some stuff and hang it up.

We leave the tool shed and walk along the shore. Two people are fishing up ahead amongst the reeds. One of them is Monica. I watch for a while, they seem to be fly fishing. Behind me there's a very old red house. I spot a huge black and limegreen spider. It backs away a bit and I just have to take a picture of it. I'm about to ask Monica for her cellphone. The other guy fishing gets a bite and pulls up a big pike. My cellphone starts ringing, and mosquitoes starts biting me. I pick up and an older guy is on the other side. He starts giving me advice on what kind of flies I should use for fly fishing.

05.30: WBTB 10 minutes

11.00: Playing Counter Strike and pooping
I'm at a LAN party, watching two teams playing Counter Strike: Source. They suck. They are playing an aim-map. After a while one of the guys has to pee and tells me to take over. I can feel my pulse quicken, this is going to be fun. His keyboard is in a weird angle though, and his sensitivity is so low. I try to correct it after dying but ends up typing in "Server" something. After a while I get it right and starts shooting people with AWP.

The dream skips. I'm now playing with my friend Eric. I tell him how messed up the previous game was. The gravity rules were totally off and I can really feel a difference now when I'm playing on a proper server. I have an Mp5 and I stalk around in corridors. I arrive at an intersection and I kill a few people with my awp (apparently had one).

The dream skips. Me and a few friends are going somewhere. I have to take a shit first though, and I sit down. I'm constipated like never before and I try to squeeze the bugger out for atleast ten minutes. After almost popping a blood vessel, one of my friends enters the room. "Here, you will drink this" he tells me and hands me a cup of coffee. "Get out" I say and start drinking. "I also want your mom's number". "Get the fuck out, I'm trying to take a shit!" I tell him and gulp down the coffee.

11.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 11 hours

Supplements: 100 mg B6, 1 x Lucid Dreamer at WBTB

That's it! Sucky I didn't get Lucid. Also kinda boring that I wasn't able to recall more. I also have a fragment of me getting lucid in a weird way... not sure exactly what it was about but I didn't fully grasp I was lucid. Oh well.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

Our next door neighbour had a family. He was a little strange.. Cutting them off from the outside world. Wanting them to keep to themselves, sort of thing. The daughter (who looked to be a few years younger than me) grew understandably lonely in this time. No one tried to get to know her. Rumours were flying around that kept people at a distance. I wasn't so well informed though. One time when I was in my garden the girl stepped behind me.

Things changed, and I woke up in the girl's room! I had been knocked out! Chains were around my wrists. She was really sneaky, none of her family seemed to know their daughter had kidnapped me. Upon finding out, at first the Dad was angry at the girl. Though then he thought of a way to make money - by selling me into slavery!

That's when I woke up.

I was very rich and I was hanging out with some of my friends. We were at an Italian restaurant. The people who worked there greatly respected me. I sat down and started to eat with a small child and a girl who i don't know in RL. After we had finished eating, some other people I know (not friends) came and sat with us. The guy squeezed himself in between me and the girl (in RL he is quite dodge with the girls :/). The girl and I were talking about lots of things. I remember that she had long blonde hair and green eyes. The little kid at the table refused to eat her food. When I looked across the road I saw a woman shouting at her two little girls for not wanting to share a Hell Butterfly, she then took the butterfly broke it in half and gave one piece each to the girls.

Vividness: 9
Realism: 7
Daily Residue: None
Lucid Aids: Sub Lucid 2.0

I can't remember this dream but I wrote:

Drugs, money, police, son, woman ???

Vividness: 0
Realism: N/A
Daily Residue: Nope
Lucid Aids: Sub Lucid 2.0

We were all sitting in an auditorium, the police were also busy doing something there. Some of my friends and I were showing everyone to their seats, before the event started. I had no clue what the event was, or what was showing.

Vividness: 3
Realism: 4
Daily Residue: None
Lucid Aids: Sub Lucid 2.0

I was at school with a professor, he was speaking about cleaning things. There were two girls there that I did not know, I remember referrign them to H and A.

Vividness: 4
Realism: 5
Daily Residue: No
Lucid Aids: Subliminal Lucid 2.0

I was at my junior school and it felt like my best friend had died. I turned my phone on loudspeaker as I walked to my class (?). It had the song Lost by Avenged Sevenfold playing. Two girls, A and C were behind me, I felt like they were mocking the song because they did not deserve it. When we got to class they thanked me, so I got really angry.

It was one of those WTF??? dreams

Realism: 6
Vividness: 6
Residue: No
Lucid Aids: Subliminal Lucid 2.0

I was at my moms house with my friend R. Him and I were arguing about the fact that it was unfair that some people in our class had worked ahead. Every time we argued his mom and mine would tell su to shut uo. R then told me that I had some caterpillar on my neck. When I asked him where, his mothertold us to shut up. Evebtually I burst and told everyone that I had to go because I had a whole term of IT homework to catch up

Realism: 5
Vividness: 8
Residue: No
Lucid Aids: Subliminal lucid 2.0

In many dreams of mine, the same fragment has happened:
"I am sitting down in some place, usually my kitchen, when I flip the page of the book I'm reading to a big picture of a wolf staring head-on at me. I feel a small surge of terror when I see it because it's moving and growing as if it was running towards me. My sight swings back out of my body and to my right, and I see the wolf jump out of the book at me, and I wake up."
The wolf image would look kind of like my avatar, but with it's body behind it.

I was bad again today and didn't write these down so I'm going from memory.

I was at a bar, a fancy bar, and while I was supposed to be enjoying myself or hanging out with whoever I was with, I was watching A and V enjoy THEMSELVES. I was overtly jealous and A noticed. Eventually I left and was walking across a vast arctic landscape with a bunch of other people, I don't know where we were going or why. I thought about how boring it was and how cool it would be if I could just hover a bit with each step. Just then I realized I could fly and became lucid. I floated up and instead of immediately exploring I thought to myself about what I could do now that I'm lucid. I still don't think I had much control though because I ended up going back towards the bar to show off my flight to A. But on the way I got side tracked by little cottage and found a cute girl to make out with. (Why does it always come to this?!) I was completely conscious of the last few dreams and waking up as soon as I get excited so I tried to just go with the flow. I lasted a bit longer maybe before waking up.

The next dream I was exploring a cave system with some others. Don't really remember what happened now.

*This dream is happening at Finsbury Square near my work place. I is dark, because it’s a night time. I am there with someone and we want to photo the moon. I am trying to locate it and choose the right angles with some iPhone application. Then suddenly some army (as if Russian) is chasing us. I think we are not allowed to be there. I show the person how to escape quickly. The army is coming closer and closer, closing more and more streets so we cannot escape. But they catch me. I try to impress them with smart talk. The sky stars to close.

** I am with Dee watching Darren’s Brown show. It is in Jablones. After the show a little girl gets lost and people are looking for her. We are sitting outside in front of the cinema. As I sit there I observe the buzz of the crowd and the dynamic in between the people as they are trying to find the girl. Then I realise that Dee is not there any more and she must have left home with the other girls. So I try to call her and she tells me that she is behind the cinema, but somewhere far. I didn’t want to walk all the ways so I jump in to a bus. But the bus goes totally different direction, through some fields and so and it’s snowing on top of that. But then some man starts vomiting in the bus and the bus stops so I can get out.

***Then I talk about my dad and some little speaker in his ear blocked by blue dough used for blocking sound. I could feel how it hurts you. He uses it because he is cutting glass, which makes loud noise and it protects his ears.

****Milan is a truck driver. He has broken leg so I offer that I take over his shift. We agree that on the way to Zelezny Brod he will wait for me. He is waiting her Hadek’s repair shop. First I go to a petrol station where I buy some stuff. When I pay, I pull out quite a lot of money and the shop assistant says something in a sense, how much money I have. I tell her that it is not mine, that my dad gave me the money to buy the petrol. Then she leaves so I wait. But she is not coming back for quite a while and I worry where she is gone. When she gets back I pay. Then many cars come to the station. I go to the park place where is our old ford orion. I assume that I came with the car (no longer truck) and open the door. But I realise that car was not locked. I look inside and see that its ok, it hasn’t been robbed out. So I get to the place where I am supposed to meet my brother, but he is not there. So I call him and he tells me that his leg is broken so it will take a while. Then George arrives. I didn’t want him to know about this.

*****I go to school with my sister where we are supposed to help someone with something. I am not sure what with. We get to a large lecture room like with seats by the right hand side. So we sit there for a while the lecturer talks for a bit. Then I go for a break. When I get back there are many more people. The teacher. Then the lecturer tell the kids that they should not call each other “pumpkin and chocolate” and so on, because it is not good for building up reputation.

******Guys trying to convince me that we will go backpacking somewhere to Krkonose or so. They say that we can use the cabins as a transport so its faster. I tell them that I cannot, because I have to study for my exams.

Nothing

April 23, 2011

Non-lucid, WBTB

*I am listening to an isochronic tone designed for WBTB - it has 20 minutes of silence to allow you to fall asleep before coming in with the tone.

I am inside my home, sitting at my computer. My cousin arrives for a visit in his truck (as he will actually be doing today) and I go outside to meet him. |From here the dream skips from afternoon to nighttime, or I am unable to recall the gap between them.| I go out for a walk with my cousin's horse, which is a pale white with large blue spots on it. We head out to the highway, and I believe this is where the iso tone I am listening to kicks in. The highway actually is my bed, and the pavement is my mattress. Despite this obvious hint that I am dreaming, I don't become lucid. The horse falls off to the side, lands on a second mattress, and shrinks to a minuscule size. Passersby are laughing at the fact that I am walking such a tiny animal. As it climbs back up, it grows even larger than before, and the ones who were laughing lose their arrogance and walk on by.
It is at this point the dream becomes more of a nightmare.
The horse is shot from somewhere, and I dive behind it for cover. I hear laughing from a hidden spot in the trees, and I am told I don't have to worry about being shot. I believe them, and get up and walk back home. When I arrive there, I go to my room and begin sorting out a pile of screws and nails I have in my closet. I then remember there were some in my bookshelf as well, and go check that pile. I see a spiderweb attached to this pile, and recoil. I look a bit closer, and realize that it is just a tiny spider, smaller than the eraser of a pencil. Then my eyes focus slightly behind it, and see one the size of my two fists put together. It shifts, and I run out of my bedroom. I poke my head around my bedroom door just in time to see it roll out of it's nest and drop to the floor with a sickening thud. Again, I withdraw in fear, this time informing my family of the situation. They assure me that we have no spiders that large, and I assure them that despite that, I saw one. I go back to confirm that it is there, and I peek my head around the corner again to see it leap from my bed to catch a fly and sit on the floor boastfully devouring it's victim. Later, I am sitting at the supper table with my family recounting the tale of the monstrous arachnid, and they are laughing at my fear, still not aware that I saw a spider like this.
The dream ends as I wake up.
What makes this dream interesting is that I think I can point to the moment where the isochronic tone kicked in, which would be when the highway was made out of my mattress. This was a huge hint towards the fact that I was dreaming, but I didn't quite pick up on it.

DJ Log: April 23, 2011 – 7:15AM (USA Eastern)
Text color legend: · NON-DREAM · NOTES · DREAM · LUCID ·

I am walking around in a large old house, looking into all of the rooms as I walk by. In every room, there are people in the process of taking some kind of drug-like substances. I walk up the stairs and in every room upstairs, there are groups of two or more people having sex.

Wish I could recall more, but I found my journal after being awake for 3 hours and this is all it said, old house/(illegible text)/doing drugs in rooms/lots of sex upstairs/(illegible text)