non-lucid

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Dream 1:

I am an adult around 20 years old, and then go back in time with my friend L (who is just starting LDing in real life), and I find myself seated in a classroom surrounded by the younger version of L, a friend from school T, the kid from modern family who is the son of Gloria, another kid who appears to be my best friend, and three random girls one of whom in the dream I apparently liked when I was 16 (Everyone including me are now as old as they are in real life, which is around 14). Everyone is talking like they just met, and is the 3rd day of school, and L and I share knowing glances. I walk over to him and make sure that he knows we are dreaming. We all talk, and it's like I'm getting a second chance with all the people there. Later on, I ask my friend T if he knows we are in a dream and he looks at me like I need to be placed in an institution. I awkwardly walk away.

Dream 2:

A bunch of people and I are in some sort of competition to be the last man standing (We are in some bombed out city that reminds me of one of the multi-player modern warfare II maps, but I don't know it's name). I go around killing people and get their weapons. Then with around 3 people left I face off against this guy who is heavily armed and he runs off after I badly wound him in the shoulder. Then I encounter the last guy in an extremely overcrowded playground that Is exactly like my old elementary school's but with a giant windmill in the center of it. I chase the guy around on top of the windmill, but we never end up getting each other.

Frag#1
I was is an a extreme state of anxiety and could find no relief. I was offered a beer, I told them that I do not drink (and I don't irl) but I ended up drinking it anyway . Slowly as I was drinking I felt my stress leave me. I was so happy to finally be free of my anxiety, but I started to feel guilty that I had drank since I was under age, plus a conversation I had with S irl. I get another drink and sneak around with it trying to find a place to drink it where no one can see me, until I accidentally leave it in an elevator, and when it reopens it is gone. I turn to the people I had been drinking with and say "I just made someones day" and we all laugh. I left the dream just feeling horrible to resorting to drinking to fix my problems, knowing that it would just make them worse.

Frag#2
I was some evil little boy trying to kill someone. The dream was mixed with me modeling in maya. I was using the maya tools to aim my blasts at him.
There was more to this I just don't remember.

(my recall has sucked lately )

Frag#1
I wanted cereal and went to the kitchen. I poured cereal in a bowl and sprinkled sugar over it until it looked perfect. I ask someone where the milk was and someone said, "we are out of milk". I don't care and go for the apple juice and pour it over the cereal. Someone goes, "grooooooss!" and I reply "What? It is all going to the same place anyway"

Frag#2
I was asleep at work but could not force myself to be awake . (I think I was trying to move my sleeping body, that is why I felt so heavy) I could not force myself to get up. My boss, R, walks by and nudges me, I freak out for a second, thinking he is mad at me for sleeping but he says "no its fine, don't let me bother you" I am surprised but go back to sleep relieved.

Frag#3
I was Link in some kind of game. Some other people and me have to go through trials for some reason and a piece that looks like us is moved on a board game. But there was something on my side of the board, that looked like two outlets, blocking two spaces. I wondered if that would mean I would get automatic wins in those places, but I was told that it meant I would loose those rounds instantly. I got to the end of the game anyway but everyone I was against died at the same time, I thought that meant I would win, but whoever was running the game said that I had to save someone to win, and since all the characters were dead, that I could never win. I remembered that there was some sort of stale mate or something so I went backwards and saved a girl in her match to win.

There was some kind of evil organization or something that was kidnapping people buy forcing them out of their houses with a flood. They would somehow conjure water until the houses filled up, and they would ride by on horses and pick them up.

I woke up in a house with no roof (like some kind of doll house) and began to wonder around. I find my friend A sitting on a table, pouting. I ask her what is wrong and she says "It's your fault I am here!" and continued yelling at me in distain like a five year old. I pick her up and say "I know, I'm sorry" and begin to search for more people. I find my friend Sar and a bunch more people I know irl. I realize we are all wearing the same green and white dress.

I lived and studied at Norwegian school, seemingly i had got there for advanced studies yet still school all went to hell cuz i still would not work for my school studies.
There was multiple teachers from my current school and there was some kind "holiday opening party" me and my group was supposed to design.
Later my friend called me and asked that why had not i come to french school?

Once again too little sleep, gotta get that sleep pattern right...

(later edit)
I´ve been feeling strange today, like i had had somekind of crazy lucid i cant remember...

Nothing.
Obviously coming back to school isn't helping my dream recall.

The dream started out in a field by these woods. As I walked I talked to some people about how it was getting snowier. Then I looked into the woods and saw Kahlan Amnell teleport into there. I almost shat a brick because I though she was a ghost. (Kahlan Amnell is a character from the show Legend of the Seeker) Anyways I said that it would stop being snowy when we got across this magical boundry. So I went through the boundry that led into the woods. I met up with Kahlan and we got caught by the D'Harans. But we were supposed to get caught because we were on a mission to find out what they did in the camps. Kahlan didn't want me to come but I did anyways. When we were int he camp everything was a blur. I just remember it being miserable. Then I got out but Kahlan was still there. So I left the woods and crossed this street to a house where I thought about how I would get her out. So then I went back and got her out but it wasn't over, we still needed to GTFO. So we tried to teleport but we couldn't because you needed a special potion to teleport with two people. So she said to do this thing called the "black face". It supposedly made you do magic better. So like this menu popped up and I selected it. Then we got on this scooter/jet ski thing and rode off. But we met up with this one guy and I wanted to wheelile the scooter.

Went back to sleep and dreamt of my friend J. I was standing outside of my house and it was snowing and the snow was very pretty, very powdery and glistening. I said that this Christmas would be a good one. While I'm outside my friend J comes up to me and asks if we could hang out, I say yea, come in and smoke a bowl. He says he's not smoking at the moment, so I tell him to come in anyway and hang out. He says he'll be right back and walks off.

He comes back in a car with some strange guys dropping him off. He comes in and there's a few others there. There was this water bed thing on a different level of my house (doesn't really exist, live in a trailer) and the bed was on top and this tank that pumped water was on bottom and I noticed it was leaking. I thought I had fixed it but then all the water started to flow out, so I turned this knob and it stopped so I filled it back up with water.

C, from work, is there also, and he was saying some really funny stuff, cracking everyone up. J comes up to me and I notice he is sweating really bad, parts of his shirt were yellow, my mom asks if that's sweat or if we spilled water on him, he said he sweats a lot... So I offer to get him a shirt, and he's all for it. I tell him to come with me and he follows me into the bedroom.

I was happy to be alone with him, I don't know why. I start looking through T's shirts while talking to him, telling him I wasn't sure if T would mind or not. I give him one of my shirts that has some halloween pumpkin on it. He takes it gladly.

That's really all I can remember after going to work and coming back.

I had several dreams last night, most of them I can not recall the specifics of, but no matter what the dream was about, my mother appeared in them and warned me not to drink the coffee, especially if it was made using the white coffee beans. She said the white coffee beans were full of fat. She came into at least 5 of my dreams last night that I can recall to give me this warning. In the last dream, she even showed me what the white coffee beans looked like and said that the white was pure fat.\n(I have never heard of white coffee beans. But, the weird thing about this warning dream is that neither I or my mother ever drink coffee)

April 25, 2011

Non-lucid, fragment

I am at a school playground-type area, with a bunch of my friends. We have to collect something, but I am not clear on what it is. I leap from one playground structure to another, slide down onto the dirt, and leap on top of the school building. At this point I have collected 23 of whatever it is we have to collect, and the next closest of my friends has collected 7. Confident of my win, I go inside the school. I enter a large empty room with grey carpet. There is a kid dressed up in foam battle gear and helmet with a foam mace and chain that is nearly the size of himself. Suddenly I have a giant foam shield, and we begin fighting. The battle ends 7-1, with myself on the winning end.
This dream is focused on numbers for some reason, and all I can recall is these bits and pieces, without any sort of transition between them. One of the strangest dreams I have had in a while.

I was bad again and didn't write these down.

I was in a one-on-one fight using staffs against someone else, next to a railing separating us from the river. I was clearly winning and didn't even want to finish the fight, I didn't want to make him look bad. My opponent said if I knocked one of the empty plastic bottles into the river it would end the match. I did so, then realized I was littering! I tried to fish it out of the water but it was too far away. Then I got in trouble with the coordinator and I tried to explain to him what happened and why I did what I did and how I regretted it, but he didn't care. Anxiety.

Next dream I was in my room and people were playing soccer in my front yard, people were watching them through my windows, somehow a ball got in my room even though my windows had screens on them and someone tried to through it back but it kept bouncing of the screen so I took it and ran downstairs and threw it back.

At first I had a FA. I was in my bed, but KR and CH were there. We seemed to be having a sleepover or something. My phone was on my nighttable, and it started vibrating. It was CH. I wanted to text something back, but I kept pressing the wrong buttons.

I decided to just go back to sleep. And as I did, I woke up in another dream, but I was lucid.

I think I started in some building. I remember escaping the room by going through the window. When I did so I felt a sort of plugging in my ears like a lot of people describe. As I exited I looked around; the neighborhood was indeed my neighborhood, but to the west it was more like the countryside, with a side and lots of spare land.

I did something I had always wanted to do. It was currently daytime, bright and sunny. I waved my hand in front of my in a quick motion, and willed the sky to be a purply-pink color. I watched as it gradually changed; I could see the faint outline of the moon among a sea of dark blue-purple, and I willed to to be brighter, and it then shone through so that I could even see the details on it. The sky was now a dark purple at the top, which gradually changed the pink as it reached down to meet the horizon, and then as it touched it turned a pink-ish brown. Next I colored the grass pink. A throw of my hand, and the pigment travelled like it was a colony of bugs, like some sort of disease. It was fascinating to watch.

Then I saw CH. I guess I started to lose control a bit here, because I kept telling her that she might be lucid too and that she MUST tell me if she has a LD when she wakes. What if we had just shared a dream? Realizing it was a dream, she started freaking out; she hated being in dreams, I guess. I grabbed her hand and jumped up towards the sky; I wanted her to fly and see the glory of LDs. She tried to pull me down, but up she went with me.

At this point I started blinking in the dream, and I woke up into my FA again (dream within a dream anybody? ). I thought that if I had just fallen asleep to LD, I could surely do it again. I was quick to resume sleeping in my dream and go into another LD.

I was still with CH now, but we were in a different place; it resembled the street I lived on, but it was absolutely shrouded by flora; it seemed almost like a rainforest. There was practically a tent of trees and leaves over the street. It was slightly dark because there was so little space for the light to get through. I didn't last too long here, but I tried flying with CH, but then I woke up into my FA again.

Back into my FA, I was no longer lucid. I was alone now, but I kept going on my phone and trying to text CH to see if she had had a LD. But I couldn't seem to navigate around the phone, and when I finally got to the text message option it told me I had received a message from her, sending me back to the start. Frustrated, I found it quickly again and tried to type out my question before there was another interruption, but I was having trouble typing too.

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I was at my home, but it was way bigger in my living room. But apparently it was JI's home, when it wasn't. She was supposed to give me a lesson for some reason.

That guy that has a lesson after me was there playing a french horn. He was playing part of ECR I'm pretty sure, and I was about to ask him if that was it, but then I saw the music and it had a totally different title. I sat down with my instrument and then he blurted, "so, it's AL, the new violin player!" I laughed and said, "Damn right!" but I was confused as to how he knew my name or even what I did. I shrugged and guessed JI must have told him.

Dream - Lucid

I was in a grocery store/office building. Everyone was lined up at these tables all over the store. We were all in pairs. The person I was with, a guy, was making smoothies with weed in them. He made us each one, and we drank them. They tasted slightly sweet, but mostly earthy. We were trying to avoid being caught.

Then, the guy was my friend Melody. She wanted to buy more weed, but didn't have the money. Her dealer was there, this big guy. He was asking her for money and she was begging to pay him later. I told her I could contribute $20 but that's it, and she would have to give me some of the weed. She kept saying "Thank you! Thank you so much!". The dealer gave me the baggie of weed. The problem was, I didn't have the $20 on me; I had to go to the bank to get it. I tried to give it back to him until I had my money, but he gave it back to me.

I then remember being outside my house in the driveway. It was dusk. I was waiting for my motorcycle to come back so I could get back to the store/office with the money. There were lots of people there waiting for their motorcycles to return. Funny thing was, no one was manning the cycles; they were just driving up and people were getting on them. I then had someone warn me to not go back to town, because "everything was getting smashed". I felt like I had heard about this, but still decided I needed to get back.

I got back to the building. Melody had a sheet from her dealer that she had to fill out since she didn't have the money, explaining why she didn't. She pulled out a pipe. It looked similar to mine, but had a much bigger bowl. She packed it and started smoking. She passed it to me. I took a hit, then heard, saw, and felt something.
Thump.
My perpective changed and I saw a wall being shaken.
Thump.
I looked up. The ceiling was glass above me. Through the glass, I saw a piece of construction equiptment. It was what was causing all the destruction in town; it had malfunctioned and was out of control. I remember someone referring to it as a "hammer". It was very tall and yellow. It was barelling towards us. There was a clamour to get to the basement; we all ran downstairs as part of the machine came crashing through the glass ceiling. Glass was flying everywhere. I hoped to not get cut, but thought that it would be better than being crushed. I remember being huddled with Melody in a small corner.

Then, just as we thought the whole thing was over, the whole machine fell down into the building. I thought it was going to land on me, but it landed right in front of me instead. It had trapped some of my friends under it. I remember seeing my old friend Cameron trapped under the huge machine. He was crying out for help, a pained look on his face. I reached out to him.
"Cameron!", I cried. Many people were reaching out to help him. I remember people touching his face.
Then, I saw my friend Jason trapped as well.
"Jason!", I cried out. I reached out to grab his hand.

I then remember typing out this dream in my DJ here on DV. I remember typing out a weird title in the "Title" box. I worried about the drug content of the dream being discovered by my college.

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I was in Ryan's van with him. We were parked next to my neighbor's house. There was a van parked next to us with two older women sitting in it. They looked like they were up to something. Ryan and I were trying to figure something out or we were talking or something, and after awhile, the ladies were still there in their van. Hmm...

Then, I remember walking through the halls of what looked like my elementary school. I saw two dead dogs in the hallway. One was a big brown dog, and the other was a small Beagle laying in a space under my neighbor's mailbox. It was like I was inside and outside at the same time. I then knew that the ladies had killed the dogs and left them there. I remember seeing a few girls crowded around the dead Beagle and patting its head. I thought that maybe he was still alive.

I then remember talking to Ryan. He mentioned a brown dog named Espresso, and I told him that dog was the dead dog in the street/hallway. He gave me a weird, surprised look. He said
"Oh...", and then something else...can't remember what.
I remember then telling him that was what the ladies in the van next to us were doing. Either they dumped them there or they placed them there and ran them over.

I then remember being under some pavilion outside. It was after my first class of the day, and it had a bunch of booths set up for food. I remember looking at one line and seeing two people from high school: Megan and Daniel. They were apparently dating. I remember seeing Daniel wearing a white shirt with small flower shapes cut out of it. I thought about this for awhile: Why would he be wearing that? He's a dude. I examined the sleeves. They weren't ruffled or anything. I decided he was just wearing whatever he wanted.

I then turned around and saw a Chik-Fil-A booth. I wanted lunch, but they were only giving out biscuits and some nuggets. I remember hearing someone say something about a biscuit being a "snack".

I'm going to work at an elementary school [neither of the ones I work at in reality]. I have to go back out to my car to get something. There are other people out in the large, flat parking lot. When I finally head into the building, it's already 3:00, a full hour later than I was supposed to start working. I'm mad at myself because the fact that I got started late means that I can't count that first hour (2:00 – 3:00) toward my total number of AmeriCorps service hours. [LOL! No, no, brain, that was my last teaching job.]

I can hear the faint, muffled sound of repetitious, vaguely pop-sounding music playing from somewhere nearby. I realize that I've woken up in my bed. [Not really.] I'm still tired and decide to stay in bed.

I wake up again in a slightly different room. [Again, not really.] This time, I take my throw pillow and pull it over my head. [Yeah. I fail at catching false awakenings. :/]