non-lucid

Dream Lucid Note
7-1-11
Tricorder Wartime Sex Toy
In the military. Members of the patrol have small black wii remote shaped sensors that record external stimuli. Obstensibly they are recording traces of the environment like on star trek. They talk abou thow they are using the devices to record blind women having sex so they can reproduce the perfect virtual sex toy for combat operations. They are describing this in lurid detail before they relize that the commander is standing behind them.

7-3-11
Medicine Assassin's Creed
Running around on rooftops looking for medicine. Assassins's creed dream. As I wake up I can close my eyes and see the dream. I can move my eyes around and continue to dream.

Enter the Matrix
Sitting in my living room playing a video game. Suddenly on the screen is a computerized image of me sitting on the couch. I realize that I am dreaming. Take a breath and move slowly toward the television. As I get closer the television gets bigger. The tv emits this crazy hum of static like an old tv would. I stick my head inside the television and the image of myself distorts while the static hum envelops my head.

Hold Still DEILD

Flight Failure
I am on a rooftop and realize that I'm dreaming. I dive off head first to try to fly but I fall and land on my head. When I land I wake up.

THis was this mornign and was fucking weird.
7-4-11
Michelle Bachman Homosexual Reeducation camp
I was watching a movie about these gay christian guys who go to texas chainsaw massacre style haunted house that doubled as one of those Homosexual reeducation camps. The men are gathered in a cramp hallway while a larry the cable guy looking hillbilly with a pair of overalls and a shaved head flipped a switch on the back of a shitty hall of presidents style statue of an old man made of rubber. The old rubber man statue gave a speech about how with a strong will and the right training, you too can control your unnatural urges of homersexuality. After that the inductees were killed one by one in the style of a shitty horror movie. One guy had his hand chopped off and bled to death. Another was told to change a lightbulb with a "saftey harness around his neck" he slipped and hung him self.

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[SIZE=3][COLOR=#1E90FF]I was playing an army game on the computer. The setting resembled the desert level on Counter Strike. Me and this guy named Sen or Syen (can't remember exactly) were looking for the last guy alive on the other team. I found him hiding on a rooftop. I ran to Syen shouting, "Come quick!" We run for the guy hiding. At some point I check the player list and see me, Syen, and Sobo, so Sobo was the guy hiding. We're trying to kill Sobo but he kills Syen. I end up shooting this guys hat off and at some point or another, it somehow shifts into a real setting, like I'm actually there instead of playing the game. I run for cover around a corner as Sobo is telling me about how he was going to join the army and give up his life for his country. As I'm hiding around the corner, he's still talking to me about the army while slowly approaching me with a rifle. I see two guns on the ground, a shotgun and a black revolver. I pick up the shotgun. I take a deep breath, cock the gun, move around the corner and pump about five shots into Sobo's chest. It doesn't work!? I throw down the shotgun and pick up the revolver. The revolver is rather large and black. You load the bullets in like a normal revolver, but you have to cock it back like a modern pistol, and after cocking it back, you need to thrust it upwards after each shot, kinda like Ghost Squad. At this point, I'm circling this guy because he's going so slowly. There are already bullets in this gun, so I cock it back, aim straight for the back of his head and fire, no hesitation! It still doesn't work! I thrust it upwards and shoot again, nothing. Again, nothing! I fire over and over with absolutely no results. I get cornered eventually, and Sobo ends up shooting me. But... I'm still alive? Sobo didn't shoot me. At this point, Sobo is no longer a man, but he is a black half cat half man creature with green eyes, still wearing the military camouflage.
He says, "I was just trying to help."

The dream fades, but it was just a false awakening.

I tell my brother about the dream I just had, and explain how Sobo was just trying to help me become lucid.

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1. I'm in study-hall, about to do some doodling in my notebook. The teacher says I draw too much and that I need to use study-hall for reading instead. So I reach into my backpack and pull out a rather battered paperback copy of The Silmarillion and locate my bookmark.

2. I'm an elf, wandering through a forest. There's a blackish-gray wolf following me, but I figure he's just there to be helpful. Then one of my former classmates knocks the wolf away with a huge hollowed-out log and starts chasing me. I can occasionally hold him off with a spell, but I have very little power.

3. I've been captured by an orc slaver, along with several other elves. The orc also keeps several huge owls on a leash. I try escaping several times, but I always get caught. Invoking the name of Elbereth doesn't help either. Eventually, we get to this hotel where the orc finds out he's only going to get about $8000 for the elves he's brought in.

4. Outside my old high school, I'm about to set out on a journey with a couple other elves. We stop to gather bundles of a special kind of long grass that can be simmered to produce a nutritious and delicious soup. Somewhere along the way, my companions get replaced by two of my (human) former classmates. There's an abandoned house that's still fully furnished, so we stop there. I set about the task of making dinner, but my classmates keep messing with the recipe. Then they let in this beggar-girl who starts stealing various objects in the house to sell.

5. I'm trying to eat some macaroni and cheese, but I keep getting sent away on errands, so I can't have any. I go on a huge rant about how you really don't want to find out what an elf with low blood-sugar can do.

6. I'm trying to solve a sliding-tile puzzle that's booby-trapped with water balloons.

That was actually my best Lucid, vivid dream ... i ever had #.

Well i sleept like 3-4 hours then my alarm .. woke up and started remembering my dream ,, it was soo that i was in work and i was doing pizzas...
in one moment ,, i saw 1 Order at 1 moment pizza margehrita..
then i saw another guy going to make it?
i was like running for pizzas. . and 1 woman was running withm e..
i think i was in public place and i got lucid and i couldnt run i was just falling down couldnt walk lol...... then somehow that woman took me hook me up and we were running and flying ... everywhere we went to keryneia castle near...


i was thinking that was my uncle with me cus i went with him there a 5-7 years ago i dont remember.. it was awesome and i was flying in this dream i was swimming..
then idk but i woke up again maybe alarm , and i sleep again ,then FA with LD. but i skiped it and sleeped normal..

then .. i had next dream.. litle weird but at end made me cool .. lol it was something like i was smewhere and walking and i odnt remember where i was and what i were doing i tihnk it was abit dark.. then i was walking .. and 1cat came to me......
she/he took my hand and dont leavei t.. it was annoying lol.
i set her/him down and tryed to relax him/her with touching u know what i mean ..
then i left
and she/he tried again to my hand..
i was like wtf now i wanna walk and go lol.

i left her and agian. lol

then 1 guy rides with bicycle and says.. Be careful with that cat.. lol..
he had same problem.. so what i did ? i tryed to make her/him leave but he/she didnt want to so i drop her.him somewhere with my hand and then i walked abit away and he/she tried to come back to me.. then i made that noise of cat @Phhhhhhhhhhhhhh@ and she/he did too then she/he walked away.. oohhh now i am cool .
i continued walking .. it was like walking to new journey lol..
then i just said "Now i am Lucid Dreaming"
then i Lucid dreamed i was just walking happy and i saw 1 woman and his husband..
i touched her .. and she started bla bla in Englihs " no now no i dont want and crap" i was like wtf i took her to a place and wanted to do smthing but i woke up..

Ok next dream... that was fucked up dream srsly didnt waited smthing like that..
i was with my teacher from my schol and 1 guy friend of him or something and we were walking and we walked to a
cemetery and i told him man look behind u is the school where ur teaching ..
they show but not correct. . i told him loook at the right.. he was like oh i am teacher here lol ..
then we started doingfunny stuff lol . it was like there was in middle of cemetery a skullls.. like 100 and when u burn them they just explode on the air and back to that place in another positions..skulls? heads exploding in the air? wtf.. idk..
then we saw alot of spiders like 100 years lol and cockcroaches? my frriend says take tihs one is rare and smallest one and so everytime lol..

well then i was bored or somehtin and i left.. i wanted to fly away.. iDk but i all the dreams i had tdy i had with me a HOOK and i could hook everywhere .. i was hooking to home i was just jumping it was awesome.. then i went home or something and my friend was outside he said come .. we smoke a joint.. he rolled a joint like 50 centimeters.. and we smoked half.. then he said lets go to other place and smokethe rest we can see with the zoom glasses or how they called somewhere..
then i woke up again i think ;D
oh and last dream i remember was..
my friend i was like fighted with im but onyl with words and he said to me in 1 moment im Coming to Athens now..
i told him wtf why athens? he said study.. i wasl ike u could go everywhere to study but athens..
i was searrching in my mind to find palces to study for him.. xD but then somehow i teleported or so to a river.. where 3-4 friends were there and chilling
and wanted to jump into river.. oen guy jumped and he swim cool then other guy too then i wanted too but i dk why i havent i was just listening them talking then i woke up ;D



thats all for day .. i liked this dream.. like 3 LDS ;D

Been a long time since I attempted to write down and recall my dreams now. I've been stressed and busy with lots of things that I've finally sorted out. Most of them, anyway. And with the issues out of the way, I decided to start trying to build up dream recall again. So, without further adeau:

Tonight I dreamed a few fragments, and a long dream. The fragment is just me walking through a guitar store, except all the guitars had broken strings and they weren't tuned properly. I think there was also another dream fragment of me being a part of some kind of capture-the-area game, where you and your team had to take over areas by pushing a button in the middle of them.

The long dream was very different. I remember meeting a girl somewhere and falling in love with her. We wandered around a lot and talked, although I don't remember about what. I was at her place a few times, and she was at mine. At some point, I remember getting a ride home by her and her parents, and as I was getting out of the car and saying thanks to them and telling the girl I'd see her later, she gave me a smile and got out of the car with me. The girl was definitly a student of sorts, and so was I. I remember us studying together.

Later on in my dream, she disappeared to the future mysteriously, and I tried to figure out how and why. Eventually I somehow got a hold of a phone that could call the future, which I used to talk to her. I remember talking to her inside of a broken down, moldy old office building. She told me over the phone that she wanted me to get her a cup of coffee, so I went to the coffee machine that was in a nearby room. Everything around me was wet, there was furniture and broken down old desks. The coffee machine was operational though, but it was out of coffee so all I got was hot water. I didn't put the cup into the machine fast enough though (actually I'm not sure if I ever intended to) so the hot water went down into a sink of sorts that didn't drain. So I scoped up some water out of that instead. I told her that there was no coffee, and she asked me if it had tea instead. I told her that this wasn't the time for tea, to which she responded that there was never a wrong time for tea (kudos to her for that). I then told her that I meant that there was no tea. Then the dream fast-forwards to me talking to an old friend of mine, who seemed to be hiding something. I knew he had been at the place where the girl disappeared at, because I had found his backpack there. Supposedly, he had hidden a clue somewhere, but he wouldn't tell me why. I kept pressuring him, and eventually he told me that he had hidden something in a nearby building, about 9 kilometers away. I think it was kilometers anyway, i remember the number 9 very vividly. I went to the place, and I THINK I found a time machine there, but it wasn't working.

That's about all I remember at the moment.

This dream and/or dreams have/has been fragmented, so I'll only write what I can remember.

I was at this place, I can't remember where, and people started to get shot, or that's what I assume because they had holes get blown into them and there was blood and pain. I thought I didn't get shot, but then someone pointed out there's a hole in my bag, I looked behind it and it turned out I was shot. I layed down, and the people I was with said they're going to find whoever did it and that I should wait for them to come back.

The next fragment is me running through a town to get away from people with military like equipment, there was loads of them. I eventually came to a hill where the was a glowing circle, I ran into it and said something like: "I wasn't expecting it to be here". Then I was safe.

I know there's more, I just can't remember.

04-07-11 Fragments. I remember being involved with Kiersti from my study, started out with just saying Hi to her as she was sat on a sofa. Then progrssed to a kiss and after that we had a walk where we agreed that we needed to talk. We ended up doing some major petting in her hallway, but nothing more than that. I remember the various ways I tried to kiss her all felt a little different and I was trying to get the right balance of tounge.

Duki wanted to know how it went with her the day after that (note: he has played an awful big part in a lot of my dreams recently).
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Something about watching a football match at a mates house. We are watching on the small telly at first, but decide to switch it over to the big one. However the owner of the TVs is being a cock and make the image roll up behind the screen as we are watching. For some reason I actually find this football match interesting although normally I wouldn't.
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Something about kaiser on the phone talking to me that we should meet up at our destination and I should try to bring beers, or maybe he was going to try bringing beers.
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I am in a house with a lot of funny angles and shapes and for some reason I have keys to all the rooms so I walk around opening pretty much any door I come across. At one point I bump into Daniel's little brother fully dressed in the shower. He asks me what I think of the house and I tell him that it is a bit weird with all the funny angles, he said that he likes that and was struggling for words and I finished the sentence “it is what gives it it's charm” for him.

Two people (me?) fighting each other. One is named Finishing, and the other is named Ending. Didn't know the ending.

I tried to read some Japanese names. When I checked again, they changed. I just got annoyed.

I was in Bacolod, near the Luxur place where there is a wide field, where public transportation don't pass by. I saw a hidden barbecue-han (place where people cook and sell barbecue), but no one is around.

Non-Dream/Lucid/Non-Lucid

I dreamed I was entering a pyramid. I saw a chest near me as I entered from where 4 cats showed up. A strange unknown voice was telling me to choose one cat before entering the next room. I've chosen the siemese cat.
The next room was one of my mom's friend's house. I was with my mom. We entered into her friend's house and made ourselves comfortable on the couches.
I was talking with my mom about a drink that I like. (in the real life I don't even know that drink...its name was strange...I don't remember it exactly, but it was some kinda like Polygramm or something like that).
I asked her if she has one anymore and she said no. I screamed out loud: "POLYGRAMM!!!" and Lili came to bring me a glass of it.
She came back and was like "Why did you had to scream out loud like this? You could had just please me to bring you one! ". She looked very upset at me.

Hello. After a long time I'm finally back. I have now vacation until October I now have more time to get this lucid dreaming thing back to work

Hours of sleep: 10
Recall: 2/5
Vividness: 4/5

- I'm playing basket in my old team as I used to do it 5 or 6 years ago. We were playing a few games, it was really fun. After this we go to the changing room. We speak about some stuff and than I realize there is something wrong. That I don't play basket anymore But the dream changes.

- I'm outside on an hill. There are a few friends from university. A guy is reading loudly the newspaper:

DC: It's time again to learn stupid random quotes to get good results in the exam. Everyone knows that it's pointless to know such quotes, but nobody wants to admit it.
Me: Yeah you are right, this reminds me of last exam. I learned so randomly things that I never gonna use in my life
Nathalie: Yeah you're right! I did this too. How stupid this thing is!
DC cites some verse from Goethe's Faust .
Nathalie: Wow that's impressive!
Me: No it's not. I can also cite some lines.

I do it, but there is something not right. It appears that I'm citing some obscene lines, which happen to be in Faust. Everybody starts to laughs.
My old mathteacher from high-school appears and gives us test. We don't want to write the exam.

DC: She's a witch! Let's destroy her!

He starts running towards her and pushes her down the hill. Everyone (me included) starts to laugh and we throw the test down hills.

A bit weird for a first dream, but it tells me that I'm gonna have some awesome dreams in future.

Keep it up!

*I live somewhere in Zelezny Brod and I am going home. It looks like winter night. Suddenly there are some people trying to stop me. First there is some man in a black winter jacket, then some gipsy guy. As I am passing by him he punches me lightly to my stomach and says something from which I assume he knows me. Then some other person comes to me and starts talking to me. I don't understand him. Then another group of some gipsy people tries to stop me and try to take some of my stuff, such as keys and volute. I realize that they know my name and where I live and so on. Twice I get in a fight with them and fight back my stuff. When I get home I chat with my mum about it. The whole dream is happening at night. I asked someone to check on CCTV how I have been attacked. It all looks too unreal and it makes me thing whether I don't have some mental illness such as paranoia or schizophrenia. I read an article in the new scientist about those mental disorders.

**I am at some swimming pool area. I feel like I have been here before. Then I notice a big water slide made of metal. There is some instructor saying how old it is and how people used it in the past. He says that for some time water was thrown down the slide as it slid better, but later on they stopped with it.

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July 3, 2011
Type: Regular Dreams.
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10


Through out the night I had about 5 different dreams, none of which were little more than wandering around. Before these dreams I had something I have never encountered before, there were these extremely real and detailed still images of people. I saw these visions or images and waited for something to happen, for them to move or maybe start a dream or something but they just stood there. A dream started afterward but it had nothing to do with the images.

Pakistani Policeman
The first one was a Pakistani policeman. I looked intently at him for at least 30 seconds examining him but he never moved or blinked even.



Super Girl
Later was Super Girl. She seemed to be laughing otherwise this picture is a good copy.



Short Haired Woman
The third one was a short haired woman with blond hair. She looked a lot like this but was standing and was also laughing. I do have a reoccurring short haired girl but she is always brunette or black haired. She also seems more girlish but this blond seems older perhaps, at least mentally.


I have no clue why or what this means, if anything. To anyone who thinks they have an idea, leave a comment.

First Dream
I was in my house and found a secret door that led to a side of the house I have never been at (like a 5th side). There was a porch and there were neighbors that I had never met. During this dream I remember there was something after me but I didn't know what it was and it made me feel really uneasy when I awoke. I became partially lucid and tried flying but failed. Then while I was running away from whatever was after me I was taking extremely long strides like I was running on the moon.

This dream occurred after taking 2 Tylenol PMs (I was really not expecting to remember my dreams because of this) and falling asleep at around 1:30 AM.

Second Dream
I was going on a school field trip and had to get on a plane. I had weed in my backpack and I took it out and buried it right before we walked in the airport, which was a very small building. After waiting in line I was pulled aside with some other kids and put in some kind of jail cell / holding cell until everyone boarded the plane. I was released and was told that they had found weed in my backpack and had pictures to prove it. I spent the rest of the dream arguing with the chaperones.

This dream occurred sometime between 6 and 8 AM.

Third Dream
I was walking to Walgreen's through the parking lot like I do in waking life. When I turned around to see where I had been walking, everything was covered in snow. I figured that it was summer and there cant be snow and I must be dreaming (confirmed with reality check.) I became pretty damn lucid and vividly remember the coldness of the snow while I trudged through it. I tried thinking of crazy smells and tastes to experience so I could have good stabilization but I soon woke up.

This dream occurred during a nap between 5 and 6 PM.

Bed @ 10:15pm
Wake @ 5am
Bed @ 6:30am
Wake @ 8:50 am

(before wbtb)
400mcg Huperzine-a
4mg Nicotine gum
2 tabs Theanine Serene
1 Natra Sleep

When I woke up the first time I realized waking up so late was a mistake, but it was worth a try, and I'm surprised I had the success I did. It just took so loooong to get back to sleep, hence the extra supps to get to sleep.

I don't remember the first part when I first became aware, just that there were a lot of people around and I realized it was a waste of my dream time so I flew out through the ceiling. My intended task was to dialog w/my inner self about the pattern/habit of punishing and abusing myself for perceived mistakes, for being in pain, for being weak, etc. I was flew through the ceiling, asked the dream, "hey, dream, what's beyond this dream?" and
next I was in room with my dad. My dad was lying on a mattress on the floor to my left, head away from me. He seemed young, and we were talking really comfortably, with an affinity that I usually don't feel IWL (due to an abusive past). It seemed to me that he and I were "on assignment", and I was trying to wake him up to help him remember his true self. I felt so tender and loving toward him, it was a little awkward in the dream. I said something to him, and he said something like he was remembering, it was coming back to him.

He then held up his right hand and a green light was blinking from inside his wrist.."There's a transmitter" he said. I looked at his left hand, and saw a digital "10:44" shining through his wrist. I lifted his hand, surprised, and remarked on it, there was some kind of device under his hand that now showed a different time. (In the dream, it wasn't a clock or a watch.). Then I moved up by his head, and he turned on his right side and I asked myself, "What does he need?" and then I held him very tenderly. That also felt kind of weird to me, to be so close and so tender toward my father, but I knew I was dreaming and went with it.

There were some non-lucid snippets of being in a room lying on air mattresses with my ex, "T". I was unconsciously moving toward him to have sex with him and some other part of me kept reining myself in, saying "noo nooooo nooo, that's not what I want, remember? I don't want to have sex with him."

I became lucid again and flew again through the ceiling, and said, "Hey, dream, I want you to take me to a beautiful healing temple where I can be alone in a room and collect my thoughts." I began moving at warp speed through a light tunnel, I heard a chorus of beautiful voices that sounded like angels and I felt ecstatic and a little uneasy because I heard the voices singing, "Righteous.....righteous....righteous....righteous ....". It was beautiful and not like a taunt, it still made me wonder, though. I emerged in a plain beige room (yah, thanks so much subconscious) with a nerdy-looking older man wearing a beige suit, glasses, with brown hair and a brown beard.

His back was to me at first, I approached him and asked him, "What do you know about "righteous"?", thinking, my subC dumped me there so he could help. He said, "I can't say I "know" anything about it..."
Me: "Okay, what can you tell me about it?"
Him: "Well, it's complicated. It's a paradox."
I hear someone approaching, and he gives me a look like I better get out of there. I'm thinking, it's a dream, maybe I should face this...but the guy is directing me with his eyes to get out so I left.
There was a gap, next thing I know, I was kneeling by a window on the floor (like one of those basement windows, only it was inside) and a woman in a blue "prison" shirt with dark hair is trying to pull me in where she is, and a long line of women behind here are all holding each other like a conga line, all trying to pull me in together.
I'm pulling back, holding my own, and asking, "WHAT DO YOU NEEEEED????"
I don't remember if she said anything, I was a little frantic, and I said, "I send every one of you one hundred pieces of love..." (totally ganked from Robert Waggoner, lol).
They were still pulling on me, and I yelled out, "God give these women what they need!"

Not sure of the sequence of this part - I walked into a room, and had some big some kind of being stuck to my back. I thought of "monkey on my back", and also think I noticed there was a small hand and also thought it might be related to an experience from the past I'm not quite over yet. As soon as I walked into the room, I saw something that looked like a metallic red hair dryer (come to think of it, it would be more in function like a creme brulee torch) and I walked over to it, pressed the top that I knew would make a flame come out, and turned my back on it so the thing on my back would catch the heat from it. (I guess I was thinking it was like a tick...if you put a flame close to a tick it will detach itself and crawl away). I think it did come off but I'm not sure.

The scene changed, I was flying again, and I said, in a voice that surprised me by how lyrical and strong and confident I sounded, "I want to experience being FREE!". Suddenly I was immersed in and swimming through ocean water that was deep blue and so beautiful. I was somehow in a building that reminded me of a church because it had dark wood frames and stained glass, yet I was still in the water. The building shrank and got smaller, while I was still in water, until I felt as if I were in a coffin. I felt slightly claustrophobic, and reached for a wall, wondering if I should try to break out, or try to wake up.

I reasoned that, I'm dreaming, I can breathe in the water, and I'm not going to die, so let's just see what happens.
I noticed the texture of the 'coffin' changing, to leathery, and a crack appearing above me. I thought "reptilian egg', and saw black filigree spine plates like a stegosaurus pass by the crack, and heard a roar. I was frightened at first, then wondered if I was one of them, if I was a dinosaur about to hatch, in which case I was one of them and belonged and it would be ok to hatch. I pecked at another part of the 'egg', and saw a hand reach through to pull a chunk off.

I thought, "oh, wow, I'm getting help!"
More pieces came off, and I found myself face to face with a muppet, who reminded me of one of the "yip-yips", only he was bright red, and was wearing a viking helmet. He had great big plastic saucer eyes.

I was like, "wtf? a muppet? whut tha wha?" and struggled to stay in the dream, but woke up. I was too awake to get back into it.

*I am at some construction place. It seems like there is some supermarket being build or so. At one point I can see thick metal wires going up from the ground and it could be some 30 meters high. Around each of them are spined two plastic, orange pipes with holes as if some DNA model. I return to the place later and those pipes are already drowned in concrete. The construction must have progressed greatly. I am there with someone else. I am not sure who it is, feels as an old friend. I am on the top of the concrete block and I can see the pairs of holes to the concrete where the pipes were. I think it must be some kind of ventilation system. We are thinking of throwing something in, but because we don’t know what is it for we don’t do it.
**I walk down a long street, and there are many small houses along the street. I don’t think I live in the house where I am going, but I go there because of some pictures or painting. I remember that I have been there once or twice before. There are two girls waiting for me there. It’s a nice modern house but for some reason it feels like it has been build really quickly. I walk up the stairs made of light wood which are turning 180 degrees. There is a huge sliding glass door leading to a kitchen. The kitchen is nice and bright with a wooden floor. I look right and see a small room at the end, some 15m away... so I walk towards it, I fell thats where I need to go. I enter the room, its small room looking like an atelier or so. There are the two girls. I always bring a few canvases and these two girls paint some painting on it for my flat. One of the girls is my sister. There is also some Brazilian girl living next door and she is making eyes on me, but my sister and the other girl say that she is pretty easy. She asks me to go for a coffee with her. She also says that she lives somewhere near Sheffield, which is near German borders. She says she will call me.
Then **I walk down a long street, and there are many small houses around the street. I don’t think I live in the house where I am going, but I go there because of some pictures or painting. I remember I have been there once or twice before. There are two girls waiting for me there. It’s a nice modern house. I walk up the stairs made of light wood which are turning 180 degrees. There is a huge sliding glass door leading to a kitchen. Then I turn right, which leads to a small room. The kitchen is nicely bright with wooden floor. Then I entre the small room and I always bring few canvases and these two girls paint some painting for my flat. One of the girls is my sister. There is some Brazilian girl living next door and she is making eyes on me, but my sister and the other girl say that she is pretty easy. She asks me to go for a coffee with her. She also says that she lives somewhere near Sheffield, which is near German borders. She says she will call me.
Then I am in my sister’s room in Zasada, but it is mine now. I think I am ill and my sister offers that she paints a picture for me. Then I go to sleep and when I wake up I see that she painted on the wall. I admire those paintings because it looks really well. On the left of the Window that faces our green house, there is a really good painting of a stylistic giraffe. It is partially like robot; with its head down as if through the window and its head is in between the window and radiator. I really admire how good it is. On the opposite wall there is some abstract painting. It is very colourful, yellow, orange, blue, and green. But then I think I go to sleep again or walk out of the room. When I wake up or come back to the room it’s all different and it surprises me greatly. So I do reality check, just in case, I look at my hands and both thumbs are to the right. So I realise it is a dream!!! And my mom walks in the room. And I am so excited that I tell my mum “Mom I am dreaming, I am dreaming!” ( I am very excited about it). I tell me sister to continue painting....and I wake up.
***I am at some area that reminds me of Berany. It’s a hill with a road running in serpentines up the hill and a running and cycling race is taking place there. There is my brother and my father with me. We tease each other about the race and my father suggests that one of us will race. We have to let the bike tune up and it takes approximately 30 min. When I come back, it looks like my dad is going to race as he already has a number on him. I say that I want to go too, so he says I need to go to register in the office. I walk there but the lady says that it’s too late now even for the run.
Next I am running up the hill so I can see the race, but there I see two men in some Viking suit running up and down the hill in a kind of fight. The one that is at the bottom of the slope throws his wide, undecorated sword at the other one but misses. Then the one high on the slope throws his sword at the bottom one and hits him in his ankle. I don’t think they notice me. As I run I pick up one of the swords but drop it a few meters later. The two warriors notice and run after me. I keep running and because I know the place I lose them. I am running very fast. As I run I also pick up a green blanket (???) but also drop it. When I return to the bottom of the hill, there is my dad without the number and he tells me that he raced already. He says that it was very difficult. We are going home, we live in a little house nearby and there are two huge stones in front of the house. I still have a feeling that those warriors are hunting me. I slide between the stones. I am wearing jeans and jacket and as I slide through there is something that looks like pea & ham and it messes my trousers. But I think its ok and it washes away easily.