non-lucid

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! I only had two dreams last night which I could remember, and they weren't long enough to write down. Something about being in a shower in a cellar, and watching the boss's woman touching herself, and some other dream about going on a hike. And packing my bag full of survival supplies.

Here's the last real lucid dream I had, it happened a week ago.

We're orbiting around another planet in our spaceship, and we're about to go down and explore it. A team of four people is sent down, including me.



We end up in someone's backyard and our readings indicate that the oxygen level is perfect. We remove our masks and take a better look around. I see three small human-like creatures running around. Their eyes are glowing yellow and they're scared of us. I chase them down and make them relax. They're just children I see now and not so scary at all. "Which one of you has the most power?" I ask and realise I'm dreaming. A small girl raises her hand and I tell her to destroy a wooden fence. The whole thing blasts away and reveals a deserted landscape. Suddenly we notice something up in the sky, it's a huge, yellow/green spaceship.
Apparently it wasn't welcome here and the girl starts summoning large meteors from the sky. The ship retreats quickly and I decide to help. I try summoning both lightning and fire, but nothing work. Disappointed I watch the ship go further away. Then I figure I could pull it back with telekinesis! I stretch out my hand and make a grabbing motion in the air, and pull towards me. The ship stops in it's track, and is suddenly coming back! The meteors continue raining down and they finally hit the ship, which explodes.
The dream changes.
I'm sitting at a table by the pool in the same backyard, and drinking beer with my friends. "Hey Matteh, why don't you grab me a beer?" Eric asks and I take a look at our backpack, which is lying twenty meters away. "Why would I go and get one, when I can make it come to me?" I ask and make a beer fly towards me with telekinesis. It flies past me and is kinda hard to control, but I get the hang of it pretty quickly. I do this four times since some of those beers were actually water bottles.

The ship in the sky looked something like this, only HUGE and alot longer.


Amount of sleep: 10 hours

That's it folks. I hope you enjoyed it, any questions or something just ask away.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

9/10/10

I was pregnant in my dream. It was not an ordinary pregnancy either. The baby inside of me I was able to see through my skin.. it was moving alot showing it's hands and feet even both legs.
Weird my skin stretched that way when the baby moved. I was upset in my dream screaming alot.. can't recall why but I was and even felt like I was in labor. I grabbed the area between my legs and it felt swollen and I felt the baby moving down and wanting to come out. I was yelling at people telling them I think I was giving birth but they just stared at me .. one of them I saw was my mom and she just continued cooking..
strange..
I didn't give birth ..the pain had stopped and I found myself getting on this plane..cant recall much wish I had my pen and pad near.. but others were boarding this flight too..

thats it..

Another short, unsuccessful night for recall. I only remember a fragment of one dream which is as follows:

#1
The setting was almost like a cross between a water park and some kind of natural water resevoirs, stepped at increasing levels to make some really beautiful waterfalls. I was with my friend and her brother, and we were just chilling out as if on holiday. There's a blank in my recall after that, until I end up talking with her brother at the top of one of the pools by the entrance. For some reason, my friend had transformed into a housefly, and we'd managed to lose her in the pools somewhere. Not questioning the change but pretty frantically, we started searching for her. I remember finding a fly being washed down the waterfalls, so I jumped down and picked it up at the bottom, only for it to fly away into a wall. Some third person voice told me that it wasn't her, but then my friend and her brother suddenly came down the steps towards the entrance where I was standing. They looked fine, although the guy was a little pissed off at my messed up judgement.

Then I woke up. A bit of a random, dull night, hopefully tomorrow will be more interesting!

Dream 1: An amazonian forest is very overpopulated. It is very small and such we relocate people. We use bows and arrows. Then I see a bug similar to one in Bug's Life.

Dream 2: Im participating in a big boat race. My boat is the fastest and quickly beats others. I am storing food and supplies since the journey lasts days. Another boat that is very long hits mine and infiltrates me to take my food. Then I see a Captain on another boat and use his age to locate myself in time.

Dream 3: FA after the boat race. At first I think the race is over and I am at my destination. But I look outside and see the neighbors house. On the road is parked a truck and the road is extremely bumpy, huge bumps. And then I go: Oh yeah this is a dream. A dream which is by far the highest level of lucidity ever attained. It felt so much like real life it hurts. I go thru my window, jump, fail, run super fast. But I actually feel tired, like when you run for real. I try to morph in a hawk to help me fly with no success.

Dream 4: In some kind of party, concert by The Killers, I am sitting next to Shao. He is holding a huge chainsaw which is also half clarinet (though I cant see the clarinet). My duty is to watch him so he doesnt do trouble. He gets up from his seat and starts running around. On the ceiling the cover of the album Day and Age is there. Awsum.

Dream 5: On the patio, I am thinking how Messmer could help me fly. How ironic.

Dream 6: Im pretty sure this happened in the beginning of the night, but I just recalled it. I am Samus in a big pond with a little waterfall and bragging to Alex about all the energy tanks I have. I pick them up and not leave any to him. In 3rd person, i roll in a ball to get another one.

I dreamed I was in my house. My little brother was watching a porn movie! I turned it off, and another porn movie was on. What the hell? I turned the TV off. Now we went to some girl's party. We had a great time. Then, the girl came out yelling at her kids cause they were in the pool without floaties. She humiliated them in front of fifty people. My family got mad and we left. I soon awoke.

Me and my girlfriend were going down a hill. She was on a wheelchair, except it was just a medium sized steel drum (she doesn't normally use a wheelchair - her legs are fine). So I used a similar steel drum, sat her in my lap, and with both of ours together navigated down the hill. We passed several bikers and spoke favorably among them. I don't remember what was said. They were all very kind in moving out of hte way, although some of them were rather clumsy and took them a minute to realize they were still in the way.

Then we went to a theatre on the edge of a cliff. It was large and very nice. The devil (recurring theme!) suggested we get her gussied up in red white and blue body paint and nothing else, and have our way with her. Everyone was enthusiastic about this and we got her ready. Strangely enough, there was enough body paint for the rest of us, and I was one of the first in line to bang my girlfriend's body painted behind. Thankfully, there were at least 2 other women who stepped up so my girl wouldn't have to take all the 'glory'.

Before the action could start, though, my girl called me over and said, "We have a problem. ...this is what happened after just one shower... no scrubbing..." ...the colors were running at angles the way water would, and someone made a side comment about it being more like a British flag, and then

A MOSQUITO THOUGHT IT WOULD BE A GOOD IDEA TO BUZZ MY EARS SO NOW I AM FULLY AWAKE AND GOING TO KILL IT

I was trying out for my middle school's chamber orchestra again, but not as string bass for some reason; it seemed as though I was going through school all over again and had picked a different instrument (seemed to be either violin or viola judging from where I was seated). Afterwards I got on a charter bus to go to some camp, I suppose it was supposed to be reminiscent of IMC. The camp was just a large building in the middle of the woods that was kind of like a hotel, but there was no activities planned, we just had 2 person rooms where we stayed for a while and did whatever. It was raining as we got on the charter bus, so I was wearing my black coat, but I put it with the luggage under the bus. I got on the bus and as we were leaving I was thinking about previous times I'd been to the camp where I had been with a friend who didn't mind that I hooked up my gaming console and just played video games the whole time. I wasn't going with a friend this time, so I was figured whomever I was roomed with would probably want to use the TV, so I'd tell them to let me know if they ever wanted to. I fell asleep on the bus but woke up a little bit before we got there, so I listened to my MP3 player for a while. My dad was chaperoning the trip, and was trying to collect unusual amounts of demographic information (like fingerprints) from me and the others who had tried out for the chamber orchestra to forward to the middle-school-orchestra-teacher-whose-name-I-don't-quite-remember, but he was being really sneaky about it. I realized what he was trying to do; as he was helping me unload my luggage I told him that if they wanted all kinds of unnecessary information I'd rather not get in since I was planning to quit soon anyways because I didn't want to hang out with Mr. Italiano (heh, in my dream I nicknamed him Capitano Italiano). Also, in the dream I forgot I'd put my coat with the luggage and was surprised to find it there. I went to the kitchen area of the lodge and Megan R. was there, she accidentally spilled a 2-liter of Mountain Dew, but as it tipped over it poured into a series of containers that were lined up to the side of it. One of them was a tall glass filled with water but as the Mountain Dew poured into it the cup didn't fill up and spill over; it looked like the water was replaced by Mountain Dew as it poured in. I thought this was awesome, and pointed this out to Megan, who hadn't noticed she'd knocked over the Mountain Dew. Dream ends hereabouts.

Edit: Just wanted to add that I keep thinking there may have been more dream that I'm forgetting on the front end of this dream. Also, that the impression I got during the dream wasn't that I was going back to school retroactively, but that I was reliving my earlier life.

Confused, much (20th August 2010)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

It started out at some kind of spaceship. Deuce (my dog) ate some kind of parasite and I thought he was going to die. As I help him up, he became really aggressive and died (like the Neville's dog in I Am Legend).

Then I found myself with a girl in her house that so resembled mine. We were planning to have sex. I told her I needed to pee, probably because i was rather pee urgent in waking life. When I went to the bathroom, I found out that my braces fell out, so I took them out of my mouth and returned back to the room. We started making out, but then she stopped and corrected me about my hand position. Then I slid my hand down her sides and I could feel her boobs.

I couldn't take it anymore. I flung her to one side and we sat there for a long awkward silence. Finally I murmured to her that I'm gay before getting up. Suddenly she said she was a lesbian too and we were both surprised and weirded out.

I found out that my brother was with her's in the other room. I started panicking and then I saw my brother coming out to use the bathroom. I squeezed between something and tried to hide. After my brother returned to the room, I mouthed to the girl that my brother was in the other room. I told her to open the gate as I hurriedly gathered my things.

To my bloody exasperation the girl took her time to unlock the bloody gate. I could hear the two guys walking towards us. Finally the gate was opened and I ran out, not before my brother saw my back. I left my slippers behind, thinking that the girl could bring them down for me. I used the stairs, running down two steps at a time for fear my brother would find me.

I switched different sets of staircases every few levels so as to mislead my brother, if he was chasing me. All this while I could feel my heart pumping like mad.

Screwed-up Performance (5th June 2010)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

It's about time I update my Dream Journal. Luckily for me I remembered this dream; I forgot every single dream I had recently. This one is quite short.

From where I can remember, the dream started out in Zhonghua's school hall. The stage was much bigger. I was standing at the side of the stage, and the Chinese Orchestra was performing then. Jetaime asked me to join in before running off to her seat and started playing. I was quite confused because it was CO that was performing, not band. I ran down the stage and made a big U-turn about in the hall.

*loss of time here*

I then found myself on the stage, preparing to play with the band. Ms Ong was together with the audience. Mr Chew (conductor) turned to the audience and asked them to listen to us while staying in the push-up position. Relunctantly everyone in the audience, including Ms Ong got down and did as they were told.

As Mr Chew flicked the baton the band screwed up. Apparently we were supposed to wait for the 3-beat roll, but some of the people in the band started playing already. Horrified I turned and looked at KiHyun.

Splitting Portions of Chicken (1st May 2010)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

(I forgot a lot of things in the dream. I could only recall the last few seconds.)

We were in front of my school's staff room. Sharon had entered the room and was playing rock, paper, scissors with no one in particular. This was a time turning technique that Sharon has, but this time it failed because she was inside the staff room.

I called Mr. Hazry out and told him that Sharon could not turn time in the staff room, but he replied, "I know." So then we were puzzled on how to split portions of the chicken.

After much discussion, I suggested that we give him the chicken thigh, while we take the rest. Mr. Hazry agreed. Back in class, Sharon decided to make Chicken Curry with our portion of the chicken.

I woke up.

Cat-Eating Zombies (30th April 2010)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in my previous room with my dog on the double-decker bed. My dog was on the steps and I was on the bed, and we were both hiding from my parents, who apparently had turned into zombies that would turn people into their kind upon attacking.

I noticed my dog cowering in fear, and I was relieved that I had my dog with me to go through this whole ordeal together. I quietly approached my dog down the steps, coaxing Deuce up to the bed with me, but then suddenly my parents' door flung open. In horror, I quickly sprung back to my bed and tried to lie down to avoid being seen, but it was too late.

My father came out of the door and immediately pounced on me, trying to break my jaw. We struggled for a while, and in the end my father managed to break my jaw a little.

I walked to the kitchen where I saw my father again and asked him to just finish me off. Once again he tried breaking my jaw and it came off.

I saw my mother cooking cat meat, and asked if I wanted to take a bite. I replied, "No." and walked to the living room and switched on the television. It was showing a documentary about MRT (Underground Train in Singapore), and there is a station in the Circle Line that is right underneath England.

I woke up.

I don't know what I did right last night but I woke up three separate times and each time I had a really lengthy dream recalled. Lengthy at least for me, that is. I hope this is a precursor to things to come. I would love to experience my first LD.

I come to in the back of some truck on some highway. We are speeding down it and I notice we are being chased by another truck. This one has a yellow cell in the bed of it and it says "jail" on it. A friend of mine with black hair (who I've never met) is driving. We race away in an awesome chase and manage to pull over and we both jump out and run.

Now we are in some sort of cafeteria and my friend looks depressed. I'm trying to explain to him that they chased us because we don't belong in this world and that it isn't the normal one. He keeps getting more and more mad even though I'm trying my hardest to be nice.

He finally eases up on me and we make some sort of amends and before I know it we are driving back on this highway. This time we aren't fast enough and we get caught by the people driving that yellow jail truck. Once caught I demand to know what we did and they tell us we are an abnormality and we don't belong here and it's their job to catch abnormalities.

So we are thrown into a weird yellow prison and locked there. I don't know how it happens but some woman comes and helps us break out. We steal the jailers truck and speed back off on the highway. We pass by one of the big jailers and he knows we aren't real jailers because of how fast we are driving. He says the speed is irregular. We pass a semi with him in pursuit and pass one that's laden with tires. As we pass it we slam into it causing it to unload it's tires on the people chasing us. The dream fades.

I'm in some sort of underground cavern. Again Pastor Li is there and he seems to be running everything. There are crowds of people there and a bunch of kids about my age. Lawrence is there and I go join him.

It looks like Pastor Li is hosting some sort of summer event where the kids all play games. This event has a bunch of kids partnered up in doubles and staring at a row of big statues with televisions on them. Each television has an album cover and a song and artist name.

The Pastor explains that the point of the game is for him to play a song and we have to guess who's it is. Whoever does it the fastest wins that point. The first song is clearly by The Who but we have trouble matching it up with the title. Literally as soon as it starts playing Lawrence mouths the artist name to me. I raise my hand to guess and I'm wrong. This goes on for a little while with each group guessing until finally I get another chance and I nail it. The next song is some sort of heavy metal song and I have no idea. My team guess all of the album covers with heavy looking fonts.

Eventually this part of the dream fades and now I'm separated and somehow upstairs in a different room in the cavern with different kids playing different games. I don't like it because I miss people that I know. So I leave and try to find my way back. On the way I stumble by a staff bathroom that has all of its info written in Spanish. I go in anyway and go to a very narrow stall. It has someone else's name on it and there's a man in the one next to me. I don't feel like getting on trouble so I leave and find my way back to Pastor Li and everyone else.

He is underwater with about 18 kids and they are playing some sort of game involving some sort of religious dance underwater. Julie walks up and notices this and says mockingly "Are they really doing a holy dance?" I turn back with anger in my eyes and say that they are and of it bugs her she can leave. Now she looks mad and asks me angrily why she would want to.

I watch for a little bit until Pastor Li notices me and invites me to play. The dream fades from there.

Pastor Li buys a Borders for 14 mil
--says he can make 14k a day with it

Lawrence and I want to buy the Borders
We drive over make an offer
-The place is under renovation since my Pastor had just purchased it. We walk up, through the doors, and see Li there overlooking the process.

Larry says he wants to offer
They act shocked and say just by virtue of owning it they've made 10000 bucks in a day.

We leave with a crowd of people down cement steps. It's sunny out. I make a zombie noise and everyone laughs and runs. I catch a ride with Lawrence but he doesn't wanna drive me cause he's nervous around me cause he's shy or something. I don't get it.

My nightmare

9/9/10

This dream was a nightmare.. never had I ever experienced a nightmare in this manner. I was unable to control my dream.. I felt weak but in my dream I knew I was in a dream. Trust me I wanted to control this dream but fuckk I failed... to save that man.

In my dream I am walking through a crowd..
Don't remember anyone because I don't know who these people were in my dream. There was this man walking funny and my attention turned toward him.
He was sweating .. just disgusting his clothes where unclean too. I thought to myself it was a drug addict.. an abuser of spirits. He starts coming towards me in my dream and I see that his skull was being dented in.. like the way cartoons show lumps when a different character hits them on the head?.. but his head was exploding and he had lots of lumps going around his skull and this man was screaming.
I panicked he was coming towards people near him ..damn it was a nightmare seeing something like that.
Don't remember what happened but someone had a star in their hand.. like a literal star from the sky.. all I could recall..
I woke up I was so scared.

So, I started off in the museum where the Hope Diamond is( I don't know the name). I'm a private eye. I ask the manager what happened. He said someone stole the Hope Diamond. Now, who the hell would steal the Hope Diamond? I mean, the thing's cursed. Anyway, so me and my partner went out to find the thief. We ended up at my house(DS). We found the thief. He fired at us and ran. We chased him. I aimed at his back and fired. I got him! Neither of us was man enough to go and pick it up. Then, a dog picks it up and begans to chew and lick it! The dog then comes over to lick us. We ran away until I awoke.

I was in some sort of game, and I had become stuck in this very long corridor stretching off far into the distance, into the darkness. I was near the entrance to the corridor, from outside. The corridor had no ceiling, but other than that it was a large, rectangular stone corridor. The stone was worn, it looked like it had been there since the beginning of time.

Anyways, in order to teleport to some location to continue the game, I had to eat a number of corrupted peas. Let me explain... vines covered some parts of the corridor's interior, and pea pods grew on the vines... every once in a while (the distribution was random) you would find a peapod that was dull red, with short purple vine-ish protrusions coming out of the ends... these were corrupted peapods. Apparently dark energy had leached into them. The number of corrupted peas I had to eat was enormous, 120 I believe, and the corrupted pods were so infrequent that I lamented ever finding enough to consume 120... however, with a few minutes of exploration I discovered that the corrupted pods appeared with an ever-increasing frequency the further you went down the corridor. I should have turned back then, but my oblivious non-lucid self kept walking, leaving the entrance further and further behind... remember that the corridor was open air, so I wasn't walking into pitch-darkness, but I sort of was, because after a while suddenly there seemed to be a roof, and even though it wasn't pitch pitch black I still got the feeling that I was walking closer and closer to some source of darkness at the end (and I mean that both literally, as in dark, and figuratively, as in evil).

I trotted happily along, collected corrupted pods to absent-mindedly pick open and eat the corrupted peas while I walked... eventually I felt as if I was no more than 100 feet from the end of the tunnel. I saw a side chamber, and felt an evil presence approaching from the end of the corridor... instinctively, I ducked into the side-chamber. I watched in hushed silence as a being of darkness floated past the entrance to the side chamber where I was hiding... my memory is a bit blurry here, but it looked like some sort of humanoid form composed of white and black flames. When I saw it, I got the instant feeling that it was a "lost soul," an "empty soul," a "hollow soul." And I also know that it would kill me if I alerted it to my presence.

When it was sufficiently far away, I exited the side chamber (interestingly enough, I had found my IRL neighbor's cat in there, that was the only non-creepy part of this whole dream hehe)... anyways, I exited the side chamber and walked briskly down the corridor once again, determined by some sort of mad curiosity to reach the end and see what was there. I found a glass push-door. I pushed it open, went in, and found myself in a very ordinary building. The whole building was one large room, with couches and bookshelves and other furniture. It was very large, and had massive wall-windows that let in sunlight from outside. There was no one in it. I sat down, wondering about this turn of events, wondering if it was some sort of illusion. It was all o innocuous.

Then I saw Y (IRL friends will be referred to by the first letter of their first name) with a bunch of her friends, J, and a bunch of other people I recognized, all walking down the corridor. They were talking and looked as if they had all been going down the corridor exploring together (I saw them approaching through the glass door from inside the building). I looked and saw that, at least to my eyes, they were all wearing black (I got a slight feeling that only I was seeing this, and in each other's eyes they were all wearing normal clothes). They opened the door and walked in as a group, and suddenly...

*An episode of missing time occurs here, it doesn't feel like the dream just skipped ahead though, it feels as if the missing time was an actual part of the dream and something happened in between and we were all made to forget what took place, like it was cut out of our memory)*

...suddenly we were all outside, in these gorgeous mountains that surrounded the building. Tables were placed everywhere outside, elegant wood dining tables, and they all had a lavish assortment of delicious food on them... the whole scene was backdropped by a magnificent mind-shattering sunset that was happening everywhere, in all the sky somehow, like the sun was at multiple points in the sky and was setting at many points in the horizon simultaneously. It was like a symphony of color.

Suddenly, I had a horrible epiphany.

I don't know where it came from, but suddenly everything fell into place and made sense.

I hurriedly clambered up to a table that my friend J was sitting at, with a blonde girl across from him. I sat at the table, ate some food, then leaned to him and told him what I thought "J," I said, "we're all going to be trapped forever here, eating this food in this sunset for all eternity."

It was all an illusion. I had had a sudden feeling, and I'm convinced that it was true, that in reality we were all lying unconscious in that building (which probably looked very different than the sunlit room which it had appeared like to me) with shadow creatures feeding off of us, feeding off of our energy.

The mountains, the tables, the delicious food, the table settings, the light, the sunset... it was all in our heads.

It was like the Matrix, but more horrifying somehow.

J turned to me, a worried look on his face as he began to comprehend what I had just said. He started to examine his surroundings, a look of horror creeping onto his face...

And then the dream ended (thankfully).

If it had lasted longer, I probably would have told everyone else there and then tried to find a way to escape from our mental prison and fight the creatures off (when we had returned to what was reality in the dream, rather than the fake sunset world, I mean), then leave the Corridor of Darkness and never return.