non-lucid

20.07.2010

The Shower Again (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

5th dream of the start of second week. This was a full dream.

I was on the bus coming home, and my friends M and T got off the bus too. They do not live near me, but they do go to my school. M lived somewhere, but for some reason, T lived in the house across the street. I thought it was normal. They went on my front lawn, and I got mad. I told them that this was my house. They did not know that. They got off the lawn, and went to T's house.

I put the key in my door, and unlocked it. Everything looked normal, so I assumed it was not a dream. I went into my room. I decided I had to take a shower. I took a shower, got out, and got changed. I went into my room. I heard someone else take a shower. The person got out, and then we talked. I heard someone else take a shower, too. The person got out, and we all talked.

I said I was going to take another shower, but both of the two said, "No!", so I did not.

I woke up.

I consider this a full dream, since it was about 30 minutes long.

so, Friday night the only thing I remember is something about a limo.

Last night I was at a holiday party at Andrea's sister's house, drank three beers and we spent the night there. I went to bed around eleven because I had had a hell of a week at work and was exhausted. The party was loud until about two in the morning. And I was cold.

One part: I was in a mall and my friend Emily was there. And another girl I don't know. There was a kiosk in the middle of the mall about two stories high. It was full of stuffed animals and I wanted a panda with magnets in the hands and feet for Andrea. Emily got up on the top level of the kiosk and started throwing down stuffed animals asking, "is this one ok? how about this one?" Then I'm in another store in the mall called "Grandma's Attic" and there was a boy trying on glass slippers. I was so mad that he was trying on girls' slippers that I found a slipper and started hitting him with it. Then I ran away and went to customer service in the mall and there were some older women there and they asked me if I knew what happened at Grandma's Attic. So I told them what went down and they said, "He was trying on girls' slippers and you beat him up? Good for you!!" Then I had to go to the bathroom and I found the corner of the mall and there were a bunch of cardboard boxes. I tried to hide behind them to go to the bathroom and this Asian guy peeks in and asks me what I'm doing. So I ran away to find a bathroom and he follows me into a small bathroom and leans against the door and it looks like he's going to break the door down because it's barely on the hinges. I tell him to get away from the door because it's going to break and he does. Then he tells me he wants to have sex. He starts taking his pants off and his penis looks sooo strange. It's cone shaped and prickly. He says it hurts. I said I bet it does looking like that!!

Another dream: I'm at Andrea's parents' house. We're upstairs in the computer room and her dad tells me to go downstairs by the front door. I go and find two ice cream cones and a big mac. The ice cream cones didn't have ice cream on them, just the cones and ice cream down inside. I bring everything back upstairs and I eat the ice cream cone but I really wanted the big mac, but Andrea's mom was eating it.

Then I was at the top of the stairs yelling at some kid. He was on the ground and I was on top of him yelling that he needed to pay $25,000 to the guy whose leg he broke, and did he just think it was ok to drift through life letting everyone pay for his mistakes?? Andrea's dad came up the stairs and just looked at what was happening and smiled and nodded in approval.

There was an envelope that Andrea's dad told me I had to look in. It's a 9"x12" manila envelope and inside the envelope are printed pages with pictures and descriptions of houses. Apparently I have inherited all this property and I have to choose a house to live in.

Then I'm getting into a hot tub. I went to look outside for it, but it was inside.

20.07.2010

Four Fragments (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Today was the start of the second week of trying to lucid dream. I think the start was very successful.

1. I was in some sort of forest. I don't know what I was doing, but all I remember is the forest. I have a clear picture of it in my mind. There was a small, wooden fence to the right, and I was surrounded by these beautiful, green trees. I think I was lost.

2. I remember being on the school bus. I think we were in my neighborhood, but it was dark out, and it was going the wrong way.

3. All of the Final Destination 4 death scenes rushed through my head. Well, all up to when the two children picked up the rock. But, this time, they appeared next to their mom and dad near this forest thing. The mother and father looked to be divorced. They walked their kids further, and once they crossed this yellow line, the father got to take care of the kids. There was a second yellow line, but I do not think it did anything. Anyway, one of the kids had a chisel, and did some art on the tree. The father got mad because it was a rare type of tree, but the mom just made a sassy remark.

4. My whole view was a screen, in which I was playing some football video game. There were four difficulties, and each difficulty allowed you to use different teams. I remember the Jets were on the easiest difficulty, and the Giants were on the second easiest. I played the hardest difficulty, but I forgot which team I was. The goal was to get 3,200 points. The game was like football, but you get points much differently. I lost the game. Then, I decided to play normal mode to play as the Giants. Once the game loaded up, it turned out to be a football player singing karaoke... badly. You had to keep pressing a certain button. I think the button was X, so I assume it was a playstation game. I turned it off because the singing was embarrassing me.

I may have had a 5th dream, because I wrote the word SQUASH in my dream journal, but I do not know what it means now.

First: I'm at my friend Shiela's old house and some people are on her lawn. They're on a flat area at the bottom of a hill. One guy is throwing tennis balls into the air and people are taking turns hitting them with their hands across the lawn. This one guy hits his so hard that it rockets off down another hill to a tennis court enclosed by a chain link fence. It goes through the fence down to a creek at the bottom of another hill. He runs off to get it and I chased after him to tell him not to worry about it, there are more tennis balls and he doesn't have to go get that one. I run fast and slip down the hill and fall into the creek. When I pop up out of the water, I yell, "Cloisine Enamel!!!!" and I'm really pleased with myself for this for some reason. I get out of the water and find the boy didn't get his tennis ball. And his name is Beau. He wants to kiss me. Weird.

Second: I'm I guess at a party with these teenagers and there's one girl going on and on about how her dad's going to pay off her $10k credit card. She has just had a nose job because her nose is all bandaged up. I tell her I hope it turns out ok. But I start to bitch at her for being a spoiled brat. Then there's two lines of people standing opposite each other and people dancing down the middle of them. I started doing some funny dance and all of a sudden I'm flying and break-dancing over one line of people and I end up on the other side of the line watching everything else that's going on.

Third: I'm by a swimming pool and this bodybuilder lady goes to put on some bronzer lotion or something and she comes out all sparkly and strange looking. Then she demonstrates this lotion by putting some on my hoo-ha!!! I felt kind of self-conscious.

Fourth: I was in the Olympics for gymnastics representing Australia. I had to do something on the "uneven bars" which were actually perpendicular bars. I had a partner who also had to be performing at the same time... to music... about sex. For some reason I was hearing Forever the Sickest Kids' "Buy Yourself a Drink." We did our routine and I have no idea what it was but we took the bars off of where they were and were making words on the mats with our bodies and the bars. The crowd loved it. I was done with the routine and I found a waterfall where the gymnasts could rinse off and cool down so I went under it. Then Beau who wanted to kiss me from my first dream pops up and now he wants to have sex with me. I excuse myself to call my dad to let him know I'm in Europe. I go to a payphone but when I dial his number I get a busy signal. Go figure. I decided that his phone must be tapped. Beau is yelling at me from across a parking lot asking me if I want a butter flavored or regular condom. I think for a second and say regular because I'm definitely not putting his penis into my mouth. Wow.

Maybe I was thinking about popcorn from the dream from the night before??? ha!!

I was cranky about a long day at work when I came home. Andrea told me to just go to bed because I looked tired. That was at like seven. I didn't get up until about seven this morning. She thinks it's maybe a bad thing that I can sleep for so long. I don't know. I like it.

The first part of my dream was about my day at work. I was being monitored by some people in a control room while I was buying back textbooks. Then I woke up and sat straight up in my bed and pointed my finger like "I know what you're doing!!!" ha!

So then I went back to bed and dreamed that it was Halloween at my parents' house. They decorated the fromt lawn and made an obstacle course that the kids had to go through in order to get their candy. There was a zip line and a balance beam. This one kid tried to go on the zip line and make it to the front porch but he fell off into the bushes. I went to go help him and he had turned into a He-Man action figure. And for some reason I thought he was Skeletor. So I picked him up and brought him out of the bushes where he turned into a regular kid again.

Then I went into the house and there's a party going on. I went up to my room and hung out with some people and then the party was over and I went downstairs to the kitchen and started chopping onions and putting them in a tupperware bowl with green peppers. I was rinsing them under water and my sister comes out of no where and I don't know what she was doing, but I yelled at her and told her to just get out of the house because she's aggravating my parents!!!

Then I went upstairs and the walls of my room at all banged up and falling apart. So I called my friend Chris who I hadn't talked to in ages and he said he'd come over and help fix my walls. Maybe that's why I was so mad at my sister? She was the one who messed up my walls??

It's 9:18 pm and I just remembered another dream I had last night. I was reading the tutorial about dream content and I remembered this: I was driving down what I thought was a street in Atlantic City when I pass by the Tropicana where I stayed a few years ago. I was telling my sister that that's where I pulled in to do the valet service, neat, huh? Well, I pulled in again and we went into the casino where I think my mom and dad were. This is kind of fuzzy, but I guess we were on a vacation, and we were supposed to be going home, but Renee (my sister) checked us in for four more nights. I remember being mad because I didn't know how I'd explain this to Andrea! I asked Renee how she was paying for all this because she has no job right now and is generally without a job anyway. She said that my uncle taught her how to make marijuana popcorn. She brought me into some snack bar or cafe or something and people were in there eating it! They were all so happy that this had ever been invented! I think I then said I had to go to the bathroom because I vaguely remember something about a bathroom, but I don't remember anything else.

Dreamt about arguing with Ruchi online. This is most likely from the ending of the phone call at night where she got upset. I was IM'ing her online while watching some other game trailer or something, she got upset and I still kept watching the video until she signed off.

Can't remember anything else?

First dream I wake up to go and work out. After putting on some clothes I gather all of my things and realize my wallet is missing. I think that maybe I left it in my brother's apartment next door (even though he doesn't live next door in real life), so I head next door.

The door is locked. I decide that I should try the key for my door on the balcony screen door, so I climb up on the balcony and try it out. It works! When I walk in there are two guys sitting down on lazy boys playing a video game, and my brother is no where to be seen.

"Who in the hell are you! Get out of here!" They proceeded to yell at me.

"It's not what it looks like! I thought this was my brother's apartment, I left my wallet in there. I am so sorry." I say back to them.

I proceed to climb down the balcony and meet my land lord in the parking lot of my apartment. She looked pretty pissed at me.

"(My name), I am going to have to start from scratch with you regarding background checks," She says to me, "I don't know if I can trust you anymore."

"M'am, it isn't what you look like! I was just looking for my wallet and I could have sworn that the apartment I walked into was my brother's!" I told her in desperation.

The boys playing video games in the apartment scream down to us to make sure to do another background check on me, because they think I was going to rob their place.

Fast-forward: I am sitting in my apartment with my wallet somehow, and my roommate walks in. He proceeds to tell me "Hey, there's my wallet."

Dream gets hazy after that.
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I walk out of my apartment (very much could have been another false awakening) that I live in at college, and the cul-de-sac from my hometown is there somehow instead of my regular apartment building parking lot. It is snowing outside, but by no means is it regular snow. Dropping from above were snowflakes the size of my head, dropping extremely slow. Along with these massive snowflakes were regular sized snowflakes as well. I remembers asking about the snowflakes to one of my friends standing with me about why they were so huge, but I do not remember what their reply was.

I was extremely fascinated by the gigantic snowflakes, and I grabbed one. As I grabbed it, it proceeded to fall apart in my arms. I remember how weird it was for these massive snowflakes were to me, but I didn't even RC at all.

After this, we all ran into the middle of the cul-de-sac and started having a snowball fight. The snow felt so cold and so real. After this, my alarm went off and I woke up for real.

Note: This second dream really pissed me off. This is because this dream in particular was basically begging for me to perform an RC. This is because snow is by far the biggest dream sign I have, and not only that, but the huge snowflakes was intuitively telling me about how weird it was. Ugh! frustration...

Day 2 of my journey and another false awakening! Here's how my first dream went.

I "wake up" in my bed at home. I go upstairs and complain to my parents that I couldn't remember any dreams from the night before. I am very frustrated because I had told myself the night before that I was going to recall my dreams. This frustration stayed with me for the majority of the dream. Then, I got in our old family truck and drove to my high school (I have already graduated). It was the first day of school and we were given a quiz. Although normally very good at school, I couldn't get one question right on the quiz. My teacher tells me she's disappointed in me and gives me a packet of practice problems to work out. Then. I start talking to a girl in my graduating class about how I couldn't remember my dreams from the other night. She tells me not to worry and that she didn't remember hers either. I was then suddenly in the weight room of the school lifting with a few of my high school friends. I was contemplating what lift I wanted to do when my friends left. I heard girls voices outside the door of the weight room and the weight coach (who I never liked) came inside so I decided to leave. Outside the weight room was a girl (who graduated a year before I did) and I said "Hi" to her and she simply said "Hi John". I then walked out of the school and it was night time. I talked to one of my sister's friends about how her indoor soccer was going and she complained about it. I then tried to walk to my car but I couldn't. For some reason I was walking like a drunk and kept falling down a running into cars as i tried to get to my car. It was as if school let out because everyone was going to their car but no one helped me get to mine. I finally get to a car with three people sitting in it, my grandma and an elderly couple. (Their lights were off so I couldn't tell who they were or if I even knew them in RL). I ask my grandma (who was sitting in the back seat) if she could help me get to my truck. She then proceeded to give me a lecture on the dangers of asking strangers in cars without lights on for help.

Second dream!

My girlfriend and I are laying in a bed in what appears to be my grandparents bedroom in their old house with my parents (very odd). We are all watching a show on a very small TV. My parents get out of bed to brush their teeth and take showers but my girlfriend and I stay in bed. We start making out when my dad informs me that we need to go upstairs. When we arrive upstairs it's no surprise that it is the upstairs of my grandparents old house. When we arrive upstairs though, there is another couple up there already. I don't know who these people were but the man was very skinny and the woman was very fat (looked like they were a joke or something). We took a long time to arrange our beds the way they "needed" to be arranged and then when we finally laid in them my dad yelled for me to come to the kitchen. I went to the kitchen and my parents are cooking some kind of casserole with tortilla chips, mac & cheese, and hamburger meat. They tell me that we are going to my great grandparents' apartment to have brunch. I ask them what time and they say 7 p.m. I ask them why eating at 7 p.m. is called brunch and not dinner and they didn't answer. I tried the casserole and it was surprisingly very good. It was crunchy and soft at the same time and had a variety of tasty flavors. I concluded that old people must just call every meal brunch and went back upstairs. When I got back upstairs though, it was no longer the upstairs of my grandparents old house. It was now the playroom of my old house. The skinny man and fat woman were still there. I saw that my iPhone was dying so I plugged it into the computer. For some reason I couldn't figure out where to plug it in so it took much longer than I wanted it to. After I finally plugged it in, a video of me popped up on the screen of the TV in the playroom. It was a video of me singing about football. I was considerably younger in the video than in the dream and I didn't like the video but I couldn't figure out how to stop it. Suddenly my mom is upstairs telling me how to turn it off. When she turns it off though, pictures of me from my phone start popping up on the TV. In frustration I just pick one picture on my phone to have on the TV so I don't have to mess with it anymore. Then my girlfriend and I walk into my old bedroom and start making out again. We are rolling around on the floor when suddenly she screams. I look at her for a second and ask her why she did that. She doesn't answer and just looks at me.

I am very pleased to have more vivid and complete dreams last night. In only the second night of consciously attempting dream recall I have made significant progress. I'm beginning to discover my dream signs. I know high school is one of them. Family, singing, old houses, and friends seem to also be my dream signs. I've been able to interpret some of my dreams just by writing them here too. For instance, the first dream I had last night came from my subconscious being nervous that I wouldn't remember my dreams. Hopefully, this subconscious worry will help me to remember more and more dreams. I am excited to sleep now every day! So far so good on my LD journey!

Key: Non-Lucid, Lucid, Commentary/Notes, Hypnagogic Hallucinations

Playing Mouse Trap

I was walking down the stairs at home. There was an old man with long white hair, wearing no top and tight trousers. He was on the ceiling above me. Suddenly he threw a mouse trap at me! It managed to catch me and snapped shut, gripping my skin. Ouch! I quickly removed it and threw it back at him. It caught him on the back and snapped shut, gripping his skin in much the same way. He scurried off.

Downstairs I ran in to my brother. He explained that a weird old man had just thrown a mouse trap at him. He also told me that it was some kind of twisted game where the 101st person to be caught by it would die. Of course, he threw it at me and it again caught me. Naturally, I was having none of it and I threw it back.

We proceeded to chase each other around the house throwing it at each other in turn. We were essentially trying to kill each other, which isn't very brotherly. Eventually he missed me, and I threw it at him again. I suddenly recall no more of the dream, so I don't know if it ended, I killed him, or if something else happened.

New Bioware Game

One of the guys that runs the game developer Bioware was showing me a new game they were working on. There was a big LCD screen and he was walking me through it, although the dream seemed mostly like my perspective was that of the camera in the game rather than me looking at a screen.

Strangely, it wasn't really an RPG but more of a Real-Time Strategy game. There were tribal looking guys standing around a camp fire. He sent them out and eventually he captured a small group of people who were hanging out on the map. Then he captured some more and built a large tent structure. There was a guy of some significance, like a leader character for the settlement or something. Anyway, it was explained that he was automatically generated, but could be deleted and a new one placed which could be named and have his appearance customised. So, the guy was deleted and a new guy created. He was showing me what were pre-generated characters. He selected from portrait pictures similar to the Baldur's Gate games, but they became increasingly surreal looking like strange abstract portraits.

I find myself in some sort of room. I don't there are four couches in the room, two side-by-side facing the other two in the same position. Sitting on the couches is a motherly and fatherly figure, and possibly their huge family.
The mother announces "How about we go play Laser Tag?" To which, the children shout and yell for joy. Next thing I know, they're attaching frozen fingers to their fingerless hands.
While they are doing this the children sing a song I've decided to title "It's Eyes". Don't ask.

Really disturbing dreams last night...

FIRST DREAM:

Come across news article about 'Roy Spencer', older gay gentleman, now dead, victim of a hate crime. I write an angry article about how if only anyone gave a fuck, maybe this sort of thing wouldn't happen. (The gays can't even get a leg up, this is a huge fking problem, how's a tranny even supposed to deal when a gay man can't even live without being beaten into a casket.) 'We can all sit around and whine and bitch to other gays within our closed social circles about this, but that doesn't solve the real problem- the fucking problem is Out There, in the REAL WORLD, not in the stagnant, 'safe' homosexual microcosms we create for ourselves in big cities! The only reason these exist is to keep us from remembering the truth- that out there, we're fucking sideshow oddities and second class citizens! Did you know his name? Did you? Yeah, if you did, maybe this never would've happened, right? Because no one fucks with the gays in YOUR social circle. So what, we have to know a shit ton of other gays, be part of a buttfking gang in order to be safe, be respected? What about all of the other gays you don't know, the ones you can't protect because you *aren't* sleeping with each other? No matter how big the homo microcosm in San Fran gets, guess what! Roy Spencer is still in bumfk Egypt, Georgia, getting pillaged to death! THINK about that!' I talk to Justin about this within the dream, as we go for a walk through China town on the way to my old home on Kukui Street. He thinks this is all hilarious, and feigns anger to 'get me all riled up', but the only thing that comes of it is I mouth off to him, too, for being white, male, 'straight', cisgendered and middle class, and to top it off, indignant. END.

SECOND DREAM:

Had a birthday celebration marathon that included many of the students from my middle school, years and years back. Part of the fun was driving racecars around on the ice, which was incredibly dangerous, but we didn't care. This was a race we held every year, but this time it was setup so that it would take place on my birthday. Ambi often won, so she was talking smack about how she was the best, 'because my mom's a racecar driver! And quite frankly, I know how to drive!' But one of the blonde girls from my intermediate school, who played the part of 'the new student' showed up on a Kawasaki Ninja and when it came to the race, left Ambi in the dust. She whined incessantly about this. At the end of the race, her and a Bruiser(from Borderlands) had ended up in a draw, so they had a rematch with just the two of them on a track. We had to ride a trailer to a new track since the cars had turned the road on the previous one to slush.

While we were in the motorhome on the way to the new track I was admiring 'the new girl's skin, which was flawless, and I was thinking about telling her to take good care of it, since she looked like she had the potential to age beautifully, but I didn't have the nerve to even talk to her. She seemed to think I was creepy. I was afraid she'd make fun of me. We decided to stop by the side of the frozen desert at a little roadside restaurant, where it was now Scott's(another kid back from middle school) birthday instead of mine. When I turned a dial, all of the seats rotated so that everyone was sitting in a new formation. I arranged everything so that it would be 'perfect'.

Someone had tacked a note above the table I was sitting at, that had UV reactive ink on it that you could only read with a special flashlight. I found the flashlight in my pocket and me, the new girl, and two other guys, one who wasn't me, but looked like I do in WL, read it: 'The people assigned to sit here, Scott actually has huge crushes on. If any of you would be so kind as to strip or at least get topless once he has his seat next to you, well- that would be quite a present now, wouldn't it?' I remember being surprised that this implied Scott was at least bisexual, possibly more into dudes than girls (wtf?) seeing as to how the fraction was 3:1. I was embarrassed, because I'd stripped my wifebeater off before I'd even read the note, since for some reason it was ungodly humid within the diner.

One of the girls across the restaurant whistled and yelled something like, 'Well, he sure is quick to fulfill wishes, isn't he!?' I heard another girl yell, 'God, he's so skinny! You could eat from the depression under his ribs!' I started to turn red and, stuttering, insisted that it wasn't my intent to 'make a show' out of taking my shirt off. I started trying to scramble back into it before anyone else catcalled me, but Scott was already having a seat. The boy who had my face said, 'Aww c'mon dude, don't fuck it up right when he shows up. At least let him get a look at'cha, Skeletor.' Scott overheard this and was mortified, and said, 'Did... did someone tell you something about me that you AREN'T SUPPOSED TO KNOW?' He started to panic.

I didn't want to lie, but I didn't want to give him the impression I was 'undressed for him', either, but I was also afraid my full explanation would seem like a rejection, not to mention being paired with revealing that people had been gossiping about him. I hated the drama and wished I never knew, and that I wasn't here. END.

Hey this was my dream that i remembered from last night, it is significantly longer than my last one and is in quite a bit more detail.

We are moving house. The tail of my skateboard breaks, i am holding it in my hands wobbling the tail, i felt deflated. i tell my mum and she didnt seem to care. On the way to the new house we stop at an avairy where we ask the worker to get the most aggressive bird. The worker puts his/her hand in and is immediatly pecked by a black bird with a white neck and red beak, no bigger than a pidgeon. Meanwhile scaling the outside of the cage is the bird we would take to our new home. The new house was in a row of semi detatched houses. When we open the door a big long dark stairscase is infront of me. We move through to the living room, which is more warm and inviting. There is a big TV, wide screen but an older model so more chunky. Everyone watches the TV but i keep asking where do i put the avairy. I then move to a corner of the room and move a sleek black wooden table aside to create a cove where the avairy could go as there was an indent in the wall. I then left the room and came back to find the avairy in the space i prepared.

The Dream then changes scene

I am walking down a road one that is a mix of the features of a local near by main road and a ancient greek style road. I am walking with my friend Harry and talking about another friend Matty G. We are walking over a bridge and i ask " we are not having people over already are we?" "no" Harry replies and then my friend peter appears and says just me. As we walk back i talk about mending my skateboard when we see this group of girls we dont like by some traffic lights. Another friend called Jake then crosses the road and i continue talking about putting my skate trucks onto my Old Old fracture deck.

19.07.2010

Employed in a top National Security room. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A decent night. I recalled four dreams and two or three dreams were pretty long. I missed some detail on the dreams, but they are still with a lot of detail. However, two of them are fragments. I had a fifth dream, but my wife's clock woke me abruptly and I forgot it entirely.
Third of the night:

I was going to be hired to clean in a room were the flights of several civil and military place were monitored. This place was some sort of National Security room and only very authorized people could get in. I wanted to get in there to gather information for an unknown reason.

I was inside this place. It was full of computers. The light was low in this place and the floors were black pearl. I saw some military working here and some stairs down to the next floor. That was the restricted area were I was going to work. I was with my wife and we searched for another employee for me to get started.

A female employee asked my wife to leave and escorted me to the restricted room. The room was full of computers, radars and military.







A guy who was a manager started to explain to me that I had to handle the equipment with care. Specially one of them. He pointed me out a huge radar that needed to be cleaned every day, but had several buttons that could cause a cataclysm if pressed. There was some soda dipping from this radar, I was going to clean it, but he told me that it was not a major flaw for cleanness.

On one of the computers, I saw a wireless controller inside a small cone. It was similar to this:







I was wondering what it would be for. I was told how to clean that equipment as well. I saw some pasta inside the cone, so I took all out of it and cleaned it. The manager told me that I was bright and I could work in the room as a researcher instead. He told me it was going to be a lifetime commitment but with a big monetary reward. He asked me if I was sure and I affirmed.

This manager reunited all of us and started to explain something about gravity. He told us that we needed to complete an assignment about gravity. He wanted transcripts, videos, pictures, everything. It was to prove our loyalty. He told us the first part of the assignment was due next Wednesday, which was 48 hours from that moment.

I was a little worried if I had time to complete it. I knew I was in there for the only purpose of spying, but I kind liked the job and I wanted to go for it.

Missed dream signs:
- Getting employment in a place where I have never applied.
- Soda spill not being a cleanness issue.
- A cone with pasta and a controller.
- The assignment... it had nothing to do with the job.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Talk with the DC and ask about my own secrets that were unknown for me..

19.07.2010

I belong to a gang! (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A decent night. I recalled four dreams and two or three dreams were pretty long. I missed some detail on the dreams, but they are still with a lot of detail. However, two of them are fragments. I had a fifth dream, but my wife's clock woke me abruptly and I forgot it entirely.
Third of the night:

I was with a gang. We had fire weapons and a few bombs. The size of the bombs were similar to a golf ball. To fire them you had to do it the same way you would fire a dynamite.
I went to the street and a guy from a rival gang attacked me. Neither of us were armed, so we had a regular fight and I won.
My gang appeared and we started to look for some stuff.

A random guy that was not a member of my gang appeared next to me, and then, a few seconds an African American male approached at me very threatening. He had problems with the guy that did not belong to my gang. The guy tried to attack me, but I told him he could finish his business with the other guy, as I did not know him.

The scenery changed and we were again in our apartment. Not all my gang was with me. I was with two more guys. One was Chinese and the other one was Caucasian.
We were seating in a sofa talking about a crime. We suddenly heard a noise. The Chinese guy grabbed his gun and pointed to the front door. He started to walk towards it. There was a guy in one of our windows and he shot him. We all laughed.
We started to talk about our gang until we heard another noise. He grabbed his gun again. Someone opened our front door and left a package. The Chinese guy ran to the door while the two of us were in the sofa. The Chinese guy shouted, "They brought more bombs" The both of us jumped from the sofa and said, "Bombs!!!! I love when they bring bombs!"

One of the bomb was the size of baseball and it was all orange. The Caucasian guy activated the bomb and left it in a different room. The room was a replica from my bedroom when I was a kid. I told him to stop playing with the bomb. The Chinese guy ordered the same. We still heard the bomb going on. We ran to the room and we heard water running from a faucet. He de-activated the bomb.

We left the apartment looking forward to have an encounter with an enemy gang.

Missed dream sings:
- The weird bombs.
- Belonging to a gang.
- The cold blooded we were.

What I would have done if lucid:
- It was an interesting dream, so maybe follow the plot.

There was a second part where there were two airships. I was in one and the other one was our enemy. We had some magical powers like on Bleach or something similar. It was pretty epic xD We were shooting the other team with a giant, white bow that we controlled together, telekinetically. The arrows where large hollow white tubes with some sort of design. It somehow reminded me of Orihime Inoue off Bleach.
Somewhere in the ship were all these spells, perhaps in a book, and they were written in runes haha. They were making all these undead skeletons appear and that was pretty scary. They spawned from the back of both ships and were attacking everyone.
There was some way to stop them from doing it, if you were able to read the runes. I thought "oh maybe it won't be hard to learn if I know a bit of Swedish" hahaha.

Even though I was someone in one of the airships, I could somehow switch my view between the two ships and see that it was all just fancy CGI, and though to myself how true it was that anything can be done with computer animation these days, and thus the undead skeletons and stuff weren't really that cool anymore.

After this bit, there was a part with these aborigines and they were climbing up these stairs. I was climbing down because somehow I'd started up at the top. Unfortunately, they were behaving in a derelict manner and ripping all the stairs up and stuff like that.