non-lucid

4.27.16

Bed around 11pm - 7:30am

I had a crappy day yesterday. Pinched a nerve or something and had incredible pain in the groin from it. Note to self: if you can't lift your foot to walk, walk backwards and drag it on the ground.

Dreams:

1.
I'm in a huge one story house. It spreads out like a country farm house, with all the little buildings all over the place. I'm walking outside and a huge crane just lifted a roof off of the neighbors house.

We are sitting outside at a large table with flat stove tops. I notice that another stove/bbq is smoking and I tell someone that he needs to turn it off so nobody gets burned. But he doesn't think it's on, or that it's dangerous. I think he just doesn't know why it's on or how to turn it off. I tell some kids to be careful and not touch it. You could feel heat from the black surface as you put your hand near it.

2.
Again I'm in a huge house. Many people. Visitors, maids, repair people. Different nationalities.
Me, another girl and a boy are trying to decide where we go out. But he wants all 3 of us drive our own car. Lots of stuff is going on here.

Bed time: ~00.00
Wake up: ~08:10


I dreamt something that had to do with the USA elections. It was mostly to do with Sanders and Clinton. I think at some point Obama was cracking wise jokes about being homeless [because he has to leave the White House].

Graduation day
I'm sitting in a big room. There's a ceremony going on: the handing in of our theses. I'm not sure if this is also our graduation day. We (the students) are sitting in the front of this big room, in at least 2 long rows. Im sitting all the way to the left, next to the wall, on the second row from the front. Things shift a bit with what's really happening. At some point(s) some of my family members are sitting here as well. At some point we actually have to hand in our thesis and a lot of rustling emerges from our two rows. The students all doing their light panicky thing. I feel very warm and try to take of my dark grey vest. I also feel constricted, as if all the food I just ate is making my pants too tight. I try to undo them a bit. This is not really elegant right now.

A bit later this graduation event has turned into one for the mbo [the Dutch variant to community college I guess]. We have to hand in a dish that we cooked to graduate. I had a dish, but I don't know what happened to it. Then I have a fuck it moment. I take a mic and start explaining to the room full of people what's going on in my mind. "It's something along the lines of: you probably think I'm crazy, or too dumb or another lazy black guy. Truth is I followed this programme for fun. I already have 2 master degrees." I consider for a moment that people might resent me for following this programme with government support.

I woke up to the heating being on and my girlfriend holding me really tightly.

4.26.16

The whole day today I have this weird feeling. Like something important and cool happened, but for the life of me, I have no idea what that was. I'm trying to think of a dream, or if it was something I have read. I have been reading some posts about meditation, past lives, OBEs and such, but I don't remember anything that would give me this strong feeling the day after.

Lol, I think I just remembered. OB is coming back : DDD I just now put together the feeling with the news.

Last night early bed around 10 because 4am shift next morning.

I recall a dream of me being in some modernish church with some presence. Door was ajar, just a few steps from me and I was hoping to open it and get out without presence noticing it and stopping me. But as in so many of my "entity" dreams, the door was held by something that's closest described as "magnetic" force. Like when you trying to push together 2 magnets facing each other with same pole. You can almost do it, but there is this very strong and weird resistance and there is no way it can be done. But after brief struggle I opened the door and got out.

26/4/16
Recall is... :/
Fragment: Talking about turning a guy into fibreglass.

I dreamt I was dreaming about a certain person i cant get out of my mind (not that id want too lol)
In the dream I was exstatic about her being in my dream again, I was telling people how I had perfected the technique.
And the I was refering to a piece of paper for method of induction.
There was as always music involved, playing.




A dreamy dream lolz

woke up in the night blissed out but by morning just smiley,
rest of day smiley too LMAO!!

Non-Lucid: I titled this Japanese Mall because I don't know of a better description. I was in this building in Japan that had rows & rows of people selling things in what looks like a farmers market style stalls. It also was vastly huge like a mall. There were wall to wall Japanese food court style stalls for lack of a better word. It was rather dull looking in places but others there were bright colors & neon signs. But, in between the food stalls, there were doorways that lead up to small compartments where people had bunks in small little nooks where people lived or just slept. There was an upper level in here also. I walked around trying to not be seen accompanied by a young Japanese girl. We did a lot of walking because she was trying to show me around. She was very mysterious as we looked through the isles picking things up & looking at them. Apparently I was going to be living here.... Because I was a white American woman she was trying to introduce me to people & wanted me to interact w/ them so that they would get to know me & wouldn't tell authorities that I was there. I felt all of these people she was introducing me too would be needed soon to protect me while I was living there. Protecting me from government officials due to some kind of war that was coming.... We ducked into a door in the wall & went up some steep stairs until we arrived in a small room w/ bunk beds. Then her father came in & she had to explain that I would be staying there. He wasn't angry but seemed rather frustrated. He was saying that the government would most likely soon start infiltration the area & would go to door to find out who wasn't Japanese & that it would be difficult to keep me hidden. As we walked around more, I was introduced to key people who would now be assigned to watch over me daily, I was being shown places to hide. It seemed her father had much more influence over all of these people & the people were much more welcoming than before. At some point the environment began to feel tense. The raid was beginning & we were running to hide. And then I woke up.


I have no idea where the Japanese anything came from. I don't even like most Japanese food. Now if they had been Chinese it all would have made more sense. I used to work with my first husband in a Chinese restaurant. He was a Chinese chef but he wasn't Chinese. I love Chinese food! I even have a secret black sauce recipe from the restaurant that we worked in, lol.... I think maybe the characters were Japanese because it would fit more with the conflict in the dream & America's history w/ them.


Non-Lucid-Green
Explanation of details-Blue

Two dreams about writing a forum game that I can't quite recall.

4-26-2016
I was on a planet of slaves. Everyone was required to wear an electronic collar that you weren't supposed to take off, but was easy to take off. There were flying drones that would shoot if you were spotted without the collar. I was about 6 or 7 years old with my mother, I had been born on the planet but my mom had not been. Scavenged things on the planet could be traded for money that could be used for food and basic things. I recall a spoon cost 3 cents. Mom was sad that I was stuck on that planet with her as a slave, but I told her it wasn't so bad for me. “I don't feel like a slave, I just feel like I couldn't leave the planet.” Which I couldn't but felt normal, likely because in waking life I am also confined to the planet I am on.

Dreamed a blond caucasian man who was partner to another man in a company died by skyfalling, I'm guessing his parachute failed. Then, he was in Equestria and in my opinion it felt like a poor Human in Equestria fanfic. He landed in the woods and the mane 6 ponies saw him. At some point he was in a house made in a tree and I recall the CMCs (or at least Applebloom and Scootaloo) more or less noclipping into and out of one and/or the other.

Note:

Some time in the morning or past several mornings before this dream I was thinking of an actual case where someone jumped from an airplane without a parachute and survived, who was then captured by German forces in WWII. (His landing was softened by tree limbs.)

Fragment: something about my friends and a playground.
Dream 1: I had a dream that my high school Spanish teacher was angry at me and accused me of cheating on a test. I, however, did not cheat on the test, and was certain I had not "used electronic aid" like she said I had. This made me very distressed. I moped around campus with my friends while we tried to figure out what to do. I was convinced my future was ruined.
Dream 2: I had a dream that my godmother bought my brother, sister and I birds called "enhanced parrots". They looked like finches with wild colors, like neon pinks and greens. Mine was bright green, blue, pink, and yellow, my brother's was deep blue, turquoise, yellow, and orange, and my sister's was red, magenta, orange, and yellow. They lived in a large cage and very happy, but we were not allowed to take them out.
Dream 3: I was helping at a basketball camp, and the coach said that there was no one he could trust more than me. He told me that when I got almost as tall as him, or a few years older, whichever came first, he'd hire me as a full time coach.

Bedtime around 23.30
Wake up around 06.30


I'm walking into a supermarket it seems, together with my girlfriend. I think we're holding hands. She wants to have something (hair bands I think), but she doesn't feel like holding it, so she clasps them underneath the backside of my... bra? [I'm a very not bra wearing type of guy]. I don't fully realise it. We continue walking towards the exit and the anti theft detection gates go off. I'm surprised by it. We stand around for a few seconds, not knowing what to do. A white woman with short hair approaches us. She's probably in her 40s and is a bit bitchy. I think she's the store manager and she is 'detaining' us. My girlfriend quickly walks back into the store for her 2 small beer bottles she forgot (huh?). The woman takes us with her. Fuck. This woman is a total bitch so we won't get off without a fine and a record. I can't have a record. Then I can't work for the government. It's all my girlfriend's fault really, I'm just caught up in the mess. But I don't want to throw my girlfriend under the bus like that. The woman leads us into a backroom.

25/4/16
Dream 1: I had a dream where I had woken up recalling two earlier dreams, both featuring a giant character who may or may not have been made from fire/lava.

Dream 2: A whole bunch of people were whingeing about the upcoming Hearthstone expansion, complaining that it was horribly imbalanced and that only getting the latest set of packs in arena would destroy the game and stuff like that.

Dream 3: I was on a plane and getting really bad service from an air hostess (or whatever the PC term is now hehe), she was spilling drinks on me and ignoring me and so forth.

Fragment: Going to university to download something instead of doing it at home cause it was big.

I kept dreaming that I was asleep. Or seeing myself asleep. I kept waking up hour after hour with this dream repeating.

Preface:
I have been preoccupied with family situations, thinking a lot about the future and possible futures. I think I have been concerning myself with these kinds of things lately, as evidenced by my dreams. I have not gotten much sleep. I did not concentrate on awareness today and so I did not recall more than one dream.


DR 1

I dreamt about being with a family...a little girl and two boys. We are outside In the countryside. There is open sky, and there are fields of green everywhere. The little girl is angry at me, I am trying to console her, because she only wants to go home. We see a plane fly by above us. I try to encourage the girl to stay and watch the plane. But then then suddenly, the plane falls out of the sky!
We are startled. Then-.half the sky turns off. It’s as if someone has hit a light switch, but only on half of the sky (right side from where we are standing). I become very concerned about our safety. Everything is dim, so I tell the kids we will all go to the house together. We travel by foot to a little cabin.
I get them inside. The girl is obviously the first one inside, because she’s wanted to go home so bad.
And we stay there...I use the toilet while the kids are getting ready for bed.

I am mostly just trying to figure out what to do. I start looking around the house for a short wave radio, or anything I could possibly communicate with. Instead, I find small miniature jukebox , which is of no help but is somehow comforting. I am reminded of days when I was younger and remember about A-track and cassette tapes. Anyway, I am fumbling in the kitchen when I awake...

Side Notes: It seemed so real when the plane went down and the sky got dark. Iw as scared but I went into protective mode...There was no time to feel real fear. Thinking back, I was very afraid, but more afraid to show it I think. Somehow in the dream I feel like I'm a father, not a mother.

4.25.16

While I was visiting with family, I talked with my brother's son about dinosaurs a lot. Just yesterday I was wondering how come I didn't have a dream with dinos. And last night I did. Also about looking for shark teeth on the beach, which was another topic.

Today 11am nap after WBTB. Slept till 8 am in the morning.

As I am falling asleep, I'm trying too many things. Going down the latter to get into higher state of consciousness and also trying to AP.

I'm trying to visualize trees, walking between some trees that are next to my moms house.

Dream:
I am WILDing in some busy place. Lots of people around me. Somehow I am able to communicate with them after I fall asleep into a WILD. I can very slowly raise my hand and even show 1, 2, 3 fingers so they notice me.

I wake up, tell them about it then I WILD again and do the same 1 or 2 more times.

Then I decide to "wake up".

Few days ago I had a dream where I stepped through some door and ended up in another dimention. Looked like this physical reality but it wasn't this one.