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    1. Analyzing "Limmy's Show" [2/20/2014] (Non-lucid)

      by , 02-20-2014 at 11:39 AM
      20.02.2014
      Analyzing "Limmy's Show" (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      My mother is watching TV. I check what's airing and I see it's a dubbed version of the Scottish comedy show "Limmy's Show". Every now and then the skits stop and they cut to a duo of showmasters of some giant live event. They talk about how to analyze certain shots of the skits in a pseudo intelectual way.
      At some point a special guest appears. It's some guy with a blonde full beard, sunglasses and a baseball cap. I had no idea who he was but the live audience went absolutely crazy.
      At some point he took of this shades and exposed his face which was full of hair. At one point I said he looks like a wolfman.
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      non-lucid
    2. The FPS Game with the Mysterious Hentai Hallways [2/20/2014] (Non-lucid)

      by , 02-20-2014 at 11:38 AM
      20.02.2014
      The FPS game with the mysterious hentai hallways (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I was in some kind of videogame which was a lot like Counter-Strike but you could build thinks like in Minecraft, even though the graphics were more high def.
      My friends Louis and Tim were playing too. Appearently it was some kind of really big event with tons of players on a giant map.
      Louis and I found some underground hallway which was incredibly big and long. We changed it so the ground contained of conveyor belts so you were able to get faster through.

      At some point I was standing near a cliff with another player and accidentally killed that person.

      Later we were sitting on another cliff, our feet dangling over the abyss. My friends dog Benny was there in form of an old man with white hear and full beard. He took a cigarette, lit it and put it in his mouth. He continued and lit 2 more cigarettes. I told him if he actually wants to die, but he just laughs.

      Afterwards we were fleeing from something. I arrived at the giant underground hallway were we put the conveyor belts. I rand to the end of it and found a ladder going up which I didn't see before. I climbed up and stood on a platform, still underground. I saw another giant hallway which was full of hentai pictures. Appearently the theme was that every picture had an assortment of different girls on it. I looked around and literally saw hundreds of these hallways full of hentai. Everyone had a different theme. I remember asking myself who the hell built these.
      I saw one about tits and started going in that directing. I had to jump from platform to platform to get there. On the way there I accidentally triggered some kind of mechanism which threw me into a body of water and released some zombies. As soon as they touch me the game was over for me and I was in some kind of spectator mode.
      I heard my friend Tim ask me if I was the traitor. I didn't even know there was something like traitor in the game. I eventually found out that I was originally an innocent person but when I accidentally killed that other player I became a "traitor".
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      non-lucid
    3. Near Death Experience Dreams Including Mermaids [2/20/2014] (Non-lucid)

      by , 02-20-2014 at 11:37 AM
      20.02.2014
      Near Death Experience Dreams including mermaids (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I knew that next to next to lucid dreams and regular dreams there was another kind of dreams which were about experiencing near death situations. There was just as big of a community for this like there is for lucid dreaming.
      There was a guy that set up a shipping container with one open side somewhere in the woods. I put a wooden chair in there, sat down and started sleeping. He arranged for a naked mermaid to swim around him in the air like she was in the water and whisper stuff, just to get one of these near death experience dreams.
      The mermaid, which was chubby but attractive, swam around in the air, also swimming through random rectangular things which were flying around. At some point she says in a hauting voice "guuuuiltyyy!" and swims away.
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      non-lucid
    4. Shopping With My Sister [2/20/2014] (Non-lucid)

      by , 02-20-2014 at 11:36 AM
      20.02.2014
      Shopping with my sister (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I sit in a car parked in the middle of some huge plaza in some city. I was sitting on the driver seat but the steering wheel and pedals weren't there. Someone was sitting next to me. We talked about something until that person says, that he/she had to go somewhere.
      We both left the car and walked over the plaza, past some old woman with a headscarf and a guitar and into a giant grey building. It was some kind of mall.
      A group of people walked along the mall in a line. They walked from shop window to shop window acress the hall. Appearently we had to follow this group, so we did.
      Later I was with my sister in some sort of shop for clothing with tons of movierelated shirts but rarely any in my size. My sister had her baby with her in a buggy. We were standing at the shop counter and talked to the employee. She pulls out a shirt from a shelf and gave to my sister. She says she likes the design and wants to try it.
      The employee then gave me a shirt as well. It had a huge print of a dinosaurs head on it (Some kind of Saurolophus).





      I liked it and told the employee that I wanna try it out to see if it fits.
      Somehow Hello Kitty shirts came up and the employee gave me a catalog, saying they have a lot of Hello Kitty shirts. I looked through the catalog but couldn't find anything Hello Kitty related. When I told the employee she just stared at me speechless and shocked.
      My sister then talked about rubber ducks with the employee and she showed her a bunch of different kinds. My sister chose one and the employee got a pen to write my sisters babys name on it. She was about to start writing when she suddenly realises that there is already a name on it and her previous smile vanished.

      Later we were sitting at a table, which was actually just a big cube, very colorful.
      (I forgot what we were doing there)
      At some point a female friend from my sister showed up. She had a buggy with to babys with her. She took one of them and put it down on the chair next to me. Than she took the other one, which was a girl, and gave her my sister, who jokingly said "I take the crazy one."
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      non-lucid
    5. Surprisingly Concise Argument About Pearls

      by , 02-20-2014 at 10:58 AM
      Ah - it's already a bit late, that I try to reconstruct this dream now - but it was really memorable, because I was leading a logical argument, and pretty complex for a dream.
      No - not philosophy or theoretical physics - pearl-jewellery..Name:  rolleyes.gif
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      Jewellery keeps showing up in my dreams - I don't even wear any most of the time.
      But I used to - I collected necklaces - unusual ones and used to always wear one.


      It was so - I had given a game, a bit like Connect Four, as a present, but with water in the columns, and many different coloured plastic balls. You played it by levelling out the water, on which the balls swam with turning three way handles.
      Then I tipped it over, and while collecting the balls back together - more and more jewellery made from these very little glass pearls showed up.
      Many pieces - they were coming from my luggage - and it came to me then, that I had brought them to sell on a market the next day.
      Something along these lines:



      Then came this mother and made a snide remark.

      She said, it would be obvious that I would have made them myself.

      As in crooked, and it was clear to me, that she didn't like it either - not a classy sort of style.
      And I was guessing, she knew, that I was aware of that style-deficit.

      Then she stormed off somewhere.

      And I was left explaining to her son, friend of mine, why this comment had been nasty on several levels.
      He needed convincing - that was a real longer back and forth and I remember it exactly:

      First of all - there was hardly anything crooked on them.
      Secondly - such jewellery is always handmade.
      Thirdly - I had never said, whether I made it, or hadn't made it myself.
      Fourthly - I felt insulted, that she thought, I would have spent hours, weeks, probably rather months, on making such things - it was really a lot of stuff.
      Fifthly - she somehow seemed to know, that she would insult me with attributing this style to me, so I was partly thinking, she might have well known, it wasn't my work, but said it to be nasty.

      I find it remarkable, how much logical thinking and organized argumentation I was able to put up.
      Can't even find a flaw - I dreamt her saying it - so I guess it's only reasonable, that I understood what she meant.

      But I like, how much colourful complexity, I dreamt up again - see above - there were maybe 50 such pieces.
      I really don't like that style - but anyway - lots of detail.
      The game at least looked great!

      Not sure, if I can transport, what I am on about - but what I really find astonishing is people claiming their non-lucids would all be totally bizarre and they would loose their rational minds.
      Bullshit in my opinion - the overwhelming most of it is very realistic, and I function nicely in the situations - only the over-view-awareness is lacking.

      Got to say - very happy with my recall lately - despite not writing anything down - only going over it in my mind.
      When I do that waking up in the middle of the night, I mostly forget them again.
      But I anyway feel, that I have lived in the night - if that makes any sense.
      It's not that nothing has happened - I believe I gain a feel for dreaming like this from the forgotten dreams as well.
      Still suffering my pretty nasty cold - lots of people down at the moment in Berlin.
      So that means - it would really surprise me, if I got lucid - maybe night after tonight I will be feeling up to further activities. Yesterday I simply fell over backwards in my bed, where I sat/lied all day anyway.

      Updated 02-20-2014 at 11:05 AM by 66050

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      memorable , non-lucid
    6. Stairs!!!!

      by , 02-20-2014 at 10:53 AM (Welcome to my dreams!)
      1. [Non-Lucid]
      I'm in some sort of cube thing in Minecraft, I keep falling from cube to cube, it hurts and takes half a heart every time, there are spiders and creepers around the place, I think I make it to the bottom, I say something but I forgot.
      Someone (Lewis?) is chasing me as I'm trying to run away, he grabs me and I fall to the floor, I'm now laying on my back and hes now on top of me with a sharp razor-blade in hes right hand (his right), hes about to end me then...my alarm went off and I jolted awake.

      2. [Non-Lucid]
      I'm at the top of some stairs (1 step then turn right then stairs) I take a while to get down the step, I'm grabbing on the handrail to the left for dear life as im scared of falling down the stairs, I put my left foot forward ((I can actually see my leg)I think I'm wearing white socks), I'm really scared at this point it takes me at least 10 minutes to get down this step, I think I sit down and shuffle down the stairs.

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      Possible dream signs:
      Stairs, Lewis, Minecraft
      Categories
      non-lucid , side notes
    7. Monkey/ (gargoyle)

      by , 02-20-2014 at 08:44 AM
      I have a memory of intense dreaming last night, although I remember just a few things from before I woke up.

      I know that the ambient in which I am now is my faculty (the building where I studied). I am seeing some familiar faces. Don't know actually what am I doing there, cause I've finished my education.
      I am feeling, well not quite positive for some reason, like something is bugging me.
      I really don't remember what was going on here I just know that I have to take a trip somewhere with someone to meet some Chinese woman. I am upset cause I won't see my boyfriend. I don't know when will I be coming back. I am sad, feeling this uncomfortable feeling of separation ... like a bad dream (heh!)

      We have arrived to that woman's place. She doesn't really look like Chinese woman but the people she work with does. For some reason now I am more relaxed. I think I am seeing some interesting stuff iaround me. I remember I was curious and playful.

      Now I am seeing some strange creature. I've heard that she has a monkey, but wow, that is not an ordinary monkey, and as I am looking him more I am thinking how he looks more like a Gargoyle - it has those "devilish" wings, and a pointy tail. It gets closer to me and it really is kinda scary creature.

      I take a look at my mobile phone and I realize it is turned off (same in reality, gets turned off by itself). I am upset cause maybe somebody called me, needed me. I turn it on and indeed I see a message from my boyfriend - from around 10 in the morning, saying something like: My love is a little wild animal (referring on me - cause in reality I was reading some horoscope and my asc. and venus are both in Leo (wild animal)). What you say on you runing with me? (like, while he is running I'll be talking on the phone with him)
      I was kinda feeling bad cause I saw this message just now and is afternoon. I felt like I let him down by not keeping my mobile on. I was happy tho that I have received his message. That is all I remember- for now.
      Anyhow, overall - bad feeling, don't like it.


      Dream brings vision of this ^ (maroon) color in me for some reason.

      Updated 02-20-2014 at 11:55 AM by 68007

      Categories
      non-lucid , side notes
    8. Another Night of People Trying to Kill Me

      by , 02-20-2014 at 04:22 AM (Death's Other Kingdom)
      02.16.2014
      A Little Scissor Happy (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      It is 11:00 pm. I'm watching tv with my mother in our old house when she abruptly says that it's time for bed. Thinking she means it's time for her to go to bed, I say that I'll go later. "No," she orders, "You need to go to bed NOW."

      Put off by her telling me what to do since I don't even live with her anymore, I refuse. We argue for a while until I get sick of it and stomp off to my room to gather my things. If she's going to be like this, I'll just leave. Thinking that I'm obeying her, she goes off to bed as planned. While I'm packing, I hear a CREEPY girl's voice outside my window--- "Don't you wanna play?" Disturbed, I run to my mom's room.

      "You heard it too?" she asks, wide eyed.

      We go into the living room, where we hear someone breaking into the back door. There's no time to go grab one of my knives as a demented-looking girl with wild black hair bursts into the house, brandishing large scissors. Her choice of weapons reminds me that there are kitchen shears in the nearby cabinet--- I lunge for them, arming myself just as she begins psychotically trying to stab me. I stab at her as well, right in the jugular. The only problem is, her skin is as hard as steel! I do no damage whatsoever!

      ((Somewhere along the line, the dream deteriorates into me cutting all my hair off.))

      02.19.2014
      More Attempts on my Life (DILD)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      The townspeople of Storybrooke (from Once Upon a Time) and a couple of other characters are all gathered around a large tree late at night. They are discussing my fate, which seems to be in jeopardy due to some dark forces.

      While they're busy worrying, I come across Dr. Lauren Lewis from Lost Girl and we quickly become very fond of each other. The storyline "pauses" itself as we have sex. When we're done, the dream resumes as if there was no interruption.

      I somehow end up in Wal-Mart with Lydia (from Skyrim). She still looks like Lauren, but in the dream it is understood that she's Lydia. Just as in the game, she is my wife.

      We're currently being pursued by the cohorts of an evil botanist who wants me for some plant spores that have cultivated in my blood. I am armed only with a small screwdriver. This seems to be weapon enough for now: I easily slide my make-shift shank into my enemies' throats, who subsequently choke to death on their own blood. It is quite satisfying to watch.

      There are a LOT of enemies, however. Lydia and I decide to split up so they'll have to divide their efforts. I'm worried, because while they're ordered to bring ME in alive, the botanist gave no such orders for Lydia.

      As one of my enemies grows too close for comfort, I stab in in the neck like the others--- and my screwdriver breaks off into his flesh. Great, now I'm weaponless...

      I suddenly remember that I have a knife in the pouch I carry, which hangs from my belt.
      I quickly draw it out and, partially lucid now, rejoice that it is somewhat bigger than in real life.

      Lydia meets back up with me just as I slash out the throat of yet another henchman. He is one of the few remaining. The man is still alive, begging for mercy through a gurgle of blood. Even so, I see that he is reaching out to kill me. Lydia finishes him off wih a sharp kick to the head.

      The man had possessed a large serrated blade, which I proptly give to Lydia so that she can better defend herself. We walk arm-in-arm from the stor, bragging to each other about our victory.
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      lucid , non-lucid
    9. Sea Monsters and the Yule Lord

      by , 02-20-2014 at 04:13 AM (Death's Other Kingdom)
      I've been pretty busy with school work lately, but I've still been recording some dreams. Finally have a bit of time to post.

      2/11/14

      02.11.2014
      Mind Over Matter (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      The hood of my special jacket allows me to breathe under water. I go deep under the ocean with my dad to search for a buried treasure that is very important to us. I know that as soon as I begin digging, this infamous sea monster will begin attacking me. The water will make it difficult for me to fight back, so I'm thinking of a proper strategy of defense beforehand. My dad suggests using my telekinesis to kill the creature.

      Previously, we had run into trouble because my brother used telekinesis to kill things, which caused dark forces to stir and pursue us. I've never used tk for this purpose and am wary of bringing too much darkness upon myself. Plus, I'm not strong enough to kill the sea monster anyway since I've never used my power in this way before.

      My dad instructs me to practice so that I CAN kill it. He throws a black widow spider on me, which I swat off onto the ocean floor before it can bite me. I love spiders, but this one is venomous and is actively attacking me. Left with little choice, I use my telekinesis against the spider. It writhes in pain--- though it takes three tries to kill it. Now I should at least be able to do a bit of damage to the sea monster.

      02.11.2014
      Krampus (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I am wandering the streets of Mexico dressed as Krampus, the Yule Lord. Everyone is afraid and trying to kill me. They succeed multiple times. Every time I die, I must respawn at the start of the street and try again. Finally, despite a tense moment where I make a little boy cry, I win the trust of his older sister and the people no longer see me as a threat. They give me a necklace of skull beads as a peace offering.

      Updated 02-20-2014 at 04:20 AM by 47876

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      non-lucid
    10. February 19, 2014 non-lucid #39

      by , 02-20-2014 at 03:12 AM (A Dreamer's Dreams)
      Journal Entry non-lucid #39 Dream, non-dream (Comments)
      Background: I tried to prepare for sleep as if I was going to attempt WILD but without the trying to be aware. I lost consciousness very quickly.

      Dream fragment 1, 8:01pm-1:00am."": I saw this guy and he was being forced to have sex with this girl, these guys forced him to. She wasn't ugly at all though. I didn't see it graphical it looked like a typical movie sex scene. This one man started filming it. As they were going inside I was no longer a viewer but instead I became a DC and I saw an eagle or hawk flying by.

      Dream fragment 2, 8:01pm-1:00am."": I was in side my house jumping out of happiness. I was screaming that I had a LD. (I don't remember having a LD before this dream so I don't know how accurate that is). I told my dad, he said he had one too. I became even happier because he doesn't think that LD is for him, and I thought this would change his misconception. Then he said, JK. I saw this guy from my Calc III just siting in my living room on his laptop. He looked at me weird. I also saw a girl from high school, AS, she looked at me with jealousy. The light was also on during daytime.


      I woke up but I read and did some chemistry work to prepare for a quiz. I was stressed and my wild attempt felt impossible to do. But I know it isn't so I will keep moving forward.

      Dream fragment 3, 3:31am-6:00am."": I had a dream about being in church and I did some sort of a play. They wanted me to be in some sort of evil villain. I tried to act as evil as I can. I didn't scare anybody. I even had the cape and everything. I was giving a friend, MS, an advice about raising his daughter, even though I don't have one of my own.

      Dream fragment 4, 3:31am-6:00am."": I was with old high school friend, HL and we went to some place in a car. I remember being inside a parking lot underground.


      Dream fragment 5, 3:31am-6:00am."": I saw Chem 121 teacher. He was answering questions on the phone. He couldn't hear us on the phone and it became hard to understand each other. After sometime with frustration, I started laughing. I thought why are we using a phone to communicate a problem about equations and science. The other DC gave me the phone to talk to him and he made no sense. I got transferred and this women picked up and she asked me how can I help you? I said, "I want to talk to the professor, if he doesn't answer he might have a problem with his health." She hanged up. I said why did I say that it sounds like I threatened him. Guy told me it is ok.


      Dream fragment 6, 3:31am-6:00am."": I was in the sewer trying to find a way out. I later found out that I didn't have any shoes on. As I was about to climb up some ladder to go outside this man appeared and he asked me a question. I said I don't know but I don't have shoe on. When I climbed out I saw this crazy Asian lady with something in her hands chance a guy with it.

      Dream fragment 7, 3:31am-6:00am."": My parents room looked a mess. I said it must be tax season. But the bathroom looked messy too, I questioned it but later forgot.
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      non-lucid
    11. The Doorway at the End of Childhood

      by , 02-20-2014 at 01:56 AM
      This is a non-lucid dream that I had four days ago. I had recalled and recorded other dreams from that day; but this seemed like the most interesting to me.

      I was in a large, tall building, sealed off without windows and multiple levels of giant rooms, which I knew to regard as a great kindergarten. That’s what I thought of it as, although it was more like a giant playground, as there were no teachers or supervising adults there - nor were there any other children. I can’t remember my surroundings in good detail but I know that the lighting was fairly bright and the walls were a gold or gold-ish colour. In contrast, imagined play equipment was painted in varying and vibrant colours.

      I don't recall actually spending any time playing here; instead, I remember meeting my mum and agreeing with her to go somewhere else in the playground. I didn’t actually realise until just then that there were multiple levels, when we went down the stairs one floor (I think I'd been at the top floor initially) and then looked down and saw that there were still several floors beneath. The structure of the building was such that every floor was built at the edges of the room, with railings at the edges and a hole in the centre of each floor.

      Then, I believe we jumped off the ledge, as we skipped all the levels and dropped down to the bottom floor, but with no expectation or reception of injury. The bottom floor was an empty one, save perhaps one piece of furniture and one or two doors. Then I found that I was looking to leave, so I asked my mum where we could leave the kindergarten, even though I already had an idea of where it could be. I thought it was the door – or one of them, as I simply knew which one – in that same room. My mum confirmed that it was the door I was thinking of.

      I started walking to the door and going to open it; but as I did so and as it was opened by my mother instead and I saw the outside of the kindergarten palace and she walked out there, I felt taken aback and no longer wanted to leave. The kindergarten as I was there previously felt so warm and safe and insular and childish, reinforced in this sense by the quality that there were no windows to the outside world and nothing existent except a lot of indoor playground rooms.

      I saw that leaving this place, I would not return. Not ever. It was as if I had spent my life in this kindergarten previously. And leaving it felt like it represented leaving childhood, as a child lives so heavily insulated from the dynamics of the real world by his own home and school and wherever his parents take him, knowing hardly anything of it but play... to maturity, which was full of difficult and confusing ideas and choices that would never end, after which I could never go back.

      I thought that this was just like something that had happened to me in real life, when I was a child and I physically left a more realistic but still literal place in just the same way for the life that I am living now. Even though, of course, no singular, literal event like this truly ever happened.

      That's right. I thought that this was identical to something that had happened to me 'in real life.' However, despite imagining such a thought, I didn't even think to couple it with the thought that I was dreaming. It was as if I was operating on an extremely low level of lucidity; or I had very closely, almost entered a lucid dream but not quite. (Not to mention that the event I imagined happening in real life never actually happened, which further shows how unaware I was of reality in this matter.)

      I saw, in this imagined event, me being in my motherland, where I had lived up until I was six but no longer do, and the place I entered as I exited through this doorway was a street from that country. In fact, it may have been the street where my old home there was situated. For a moment, that's also what I saw outside the doorway where I was just then. Immediately after this, though, I saw a Western front porch, with some potted plants and a bench on a swing, where my mother went before I could catch up with her.

      I wanted to tell her, without going outside myself, without setting foot through that doorway, about how I was feeling in order to garner sympathy from her. This is a childish endeavor; and the reason for which I was so avoidant of stepping through that doorway was that it felt like it would force me to surrender my childish ways. In retrospect, I think this may have been symbolic of when I left my homeland when I was 6 years old - and, at the same time, graduated from kindergarten and went on to begin school in the country where I currently reside.
    12. Afternoon nap

      by
      gab
      , 02-20-2014 at 01:35 AM (Turquoise Dreams)
      2.19.14

      last night, bed 11:20 - 5am. Nap from 2;20 - 4:20pm

      Didnt get any HH or sensations while WILDing. Just fell asleep.

      DR:
      I'm in a factory setting. Someone is telling me to go and punch in quickly. So I go and when I get to the floor, there is a large group of people standing in a circle, holding hands and singing. Like a church or support group. So, I'm thinking I wan't no part of that and turn away.

      There was bunch of other stuff, but I don't remember that.
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      non-lucid
    13. 'He's not going to forget' and missing pages

      by , 02-19-2014 at 10:49 PM
      Various non-lucid scenes: two immortals discussing faith and religion while rummaging around one's kitchen; the owner of the kitchen and her mother are both christian, and I'm surprised and intrigued since I hadn't found that to be very compatible with physical immortality. Rose and Martha meeting all the past incarnations of the Doctor in the TARDIS. There's some fantastical mystery involving spirits, and I was tasked with demonstrating the rational, physical origins of the events - the drama with the spirits is still considered real, but as a sort of reflection of the physical world, not actually physically present there - however, now that I believe it's all been solved and wrapped up, I'm asked a series of questions that force me to go through and reevaluate all my conclusions, suggesting there may be another answer. IWTV references, thinking about Lestat's life-has-no-more-meaning-what-if-i-could-give-you-a-new-life speech, resulting in a bit of an IWTV-themed power trip. That ended in an unpleasant party, which I left and returned to my IRL home.

      In my home, looking out the window I've noticed various construction or roadwork or similar workers out in the street, and one of them's walking up the driveway. I move away from the windows since I need to go put some proper clothes on, but before I can do anything more than that I hear two of them inside the house, just in the next room. I'm aware that when I deliberately moved away from the windows, they'd mistakenly believed there was no one home and came inside. So I step into sight now and ask them wtf. They're surprised to see someone home. They talk briefly to each other. One of them says, "He's not going to forget. How do you want to do this?" After that, the two of them raise tools as if they're weapons - one of them's holding a hammer, the other a mallet - and although I'm aware this is a dream (I'm thinking as if I knew it all along but felt no need to act on that knowledge before now), I have difficulty defeating them or removing them. In that case, I decide to summon up something to remove them for me - I think of a dragon. One doesn't appear, but instead, as a direct result of that thought, I have a feeling that I think of as "a part of me that hasn't been fed," and with a voice much deeper than my own I say "Get the fuck out of my home," after which I see fire. Then I'm looking at the fire from a distance - I'm somewhere outside, and neither the burning cottage I'm looking at nor the scenery has any resemblance to my IRL home, I've completely changed scenes. Despite this, I believe that I've succeeded in removing those two from the house and feel satisfied.

      False awakening. I'm in a bed - not one I'm familiar with IRL, though I believed it was in a relative's house - and I reach for my dream journal. I can't find an empty page to write in, and I realize this is an old journal, one I'd already filled up. A few pages have been torn out.
    14. Dog stuff

      by , 02-19-2014 at 09:46 PM
      Date: 11 Feb

      Pre bed: lecithin

      Wbtb: 1/3+ latte

      Was feeling super sleepy and even after the latte and mantras, I knew if I fall asleep nothing's going to happen. So I try to seriously to project my intent forward and expect an ld.

      DILD: I mostly have some unconscious moments and then the next thing I remember is that I am involved in this dream in our old place, some scenario going on, but at the back of my mind is this vague thought about lucidity. It's mixed with all the false thoughts about the current dream, but for some reason I decide that whatever's going on is not to my liking and that this is a dream. My dad's walking around as part of the pre-ld scenario and I follow him to the living room.

      He sits on the sofa now and I remember about totm. I ask him for a dog biscuit. He instantly hands me something that looks like a rubber dog toy in the shape of a bone. I doubt it's edible and ask him again, where he hands me a smaller version of the same thing. As I examine it, it changes slightly in shape, but I'm still impressed it's the shape of a bone. I ask him a third time, hoping it will finally work. He gives me a small paper package with something like a biscuit sticking from one end. I take it out and it's a bone shaped dog biscuit. I take a bite and slowly chew to feel the taste, it actually tastes pretty nice and fresh, like a normal biscuit and has this very pleasant walnut flavor.

      Then, I recall I wanted to ask about true love and ask dad. He doesn't give me a direct answer but addresses the question and makes some rhymes (word starting with o?). Mom is now sitting next to us and I ask her as well. She gives me a long philosophical answer that sounds appropriate, but can't really recall. Then I go back to dad and ask again and he gives me his previous answer.

      I go to my room and decide to leave the place and see my friend a few streets away. I'm floating, moving towards the balcony door and open it using tk/thought, another one behind it, open it as well. I think about floating down like this but want to go in the other direction so descend in a hard to describe dream way down the balconies which by then become much longer than rl. I have the feeling that am moving much faster than the dream is building, so slow down and have a quick look at some items in front of me. Only one more story to jump and I wonder from which side it will be more convenient to go - back yard or the street will yield less distortions. The dream becomes shifty and by the time I reach the street, it changes to a different place. I try to bring the old street back by turning around and describing what should be here. The neighbors, this guy's place. I correctly recall he was in the previous dream. Yet, the street remains the same. The dream soon ends.
      I feel like continuing sleeping, but start to forget details already.
    15. Discussing about the soccer game - 18th to 19th febraury 2014

      by , 02-19-2014 at 08:34 PM
      Today i dreamt i was looking for a guy, it was sunny, i wanted to convince him
      that my team won, when i found him i told him. "There was a game between sevilla and Yukio"
      he was angry and told me there wasn't any soccer game among those teams.
      I said there was and told him yukio had won. he kept insisting.
      I got angry and went away.


      Dream elements:

      -Soccer

      Technique used: ----------

      hours slept: 8 hours