non-lucid

All I remember in my dream was a group of people and maybe some driving. I also remember dreaming about my Magma M249 from Counter-Strike. I was able to select the colors and when selecting, I'd be in space looking at a cluster of colored stars.

Haven’t been interested in recalling dreams to extensive detail, except for a few that were just too overwhelming and crazy to generalize.

124+ Lucid dreams since the time I joined this site. Of course, with the other 1,022+ dream sets I’ve made, if I took time to see where I could’ve been lucid, the number would be much higher. Maybe there could’ve been more in the 2,000-3,000 dreams from 2011 to early 2014 recalled; the exact number of dreams recalled is still unknown seeing how I had different formats of clunking several dreams into one entry compared to the separate entries I’m doing on a separate program, and then combining it to as few entries on this site as possible. But by that point, it would just be a bias and problematic wondering how I would become aware of my existence in the dreaming state. Oh well, we all have to start somewhere.

It’s amazing how putting in a lot of hours within a few weeks that I did for image streaming last year would make dream recall easier. It’s just a matter of actually caring to have unwavering acknowledgement of all dreams, nonsensical, hidden with deep symbolism, or actually a potential to relate to helping quotidian lifestyles in waking life.

It’s hard being busy with the streaming of inspirations in my head in waking life, and wanting to do the same in the dreaming state. I think I prefer the former since there always seems to be a direction to go to fortunately.

To anyone that seems to have episodic struggles with lucid dreaming attempts: Persevere with your shittiness until you get good at it. It’s a constant struggle that you’ll just have to accept every now and then. If I couldn’t find some way to reduce how I react in the cluster of dreams filled with a myriad of emotions, or some inspiration to animate them, I highly doubt I would have any more incentive to recall them.

30.01.2014

Public Shower with Women (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

• Outside in public shower near a pool I guess
• At least three females diagonally front of me
• They're wearing bras and panties only
• One wears a light sky blue bra and panty
• I'm pause for a moment, and then wake up.

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30.01.2014

Riding a School Bus to Catch a Missed School Bus (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Yeah, that's pretty much it. It took a while before I decided to give up after doing something futile where I didn't even know the location of the school I was supposed to go to.

31.01.2014

Kingdom Hearts Themed Island? (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

All I know for the time being is that the island I was residing in the dream was related to Kingdom Hearts in some way. I don't know, it's just what's initially showing up in my mind.

I did all sorts of random things with dream characters, but I can't remember any significant or memorable moments. It had that weird feeling of accepting the illusion of comfort in a confined island, similar to what I'm sure the main characters had during their childhood.

03.02.2014

Clipboard of Teleportation & Wanting to Take a Photograph with Victoria (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I’m inside of a store that looks a lot like the H-E-B within my area in waking life. Apparently, I have a job in this dream, though I’m not sure what it is I’m doing specifically. I’m wearing a red polo shirt, seeing how that would be one of the default colors to wear along with some colored dress pants.

I’m holding a clipboard which I believe also had the color of red, and there’s paper attached under the clip. There’s a square that’s split into a series of smaller squares that are numbered.

05.02.2014

Petting a Horse/Dog Hybrid (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm petting a horse/dog hybrid that's vanilla colored.

I'm petting it, and then I move around the environment without any kind of indicator if I'm in a body or not. I seem to be able to go through walls, and I see a few wolves that are inside a dark area. They have yellow eyes, and have a mix of brown and black fur.

They seem to be friendly.

06.02.2014

Walking on Sand (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

>Walking on sand
>Entities that looked like they were lost and trying to find somewhere to go surround me
>I have to walk behind them and keep walking to convince them to move forward and being purified
>One of them transforms into an older man holding a brown folder, or binder

07.02.2014

Petting a Cat & Backing Up A Vehicle (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

>Petting a cat, enjoying experiencing the sensation of petting it

>Backing up a vehicle that I thought was a Blazer, ends up being a motorcycle

15.02.2014

Running Away From Robert Knepper & Prison (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I’m on the run, and it seems I’m helping some prisoners escape while trying to elude Robert Knepper. His hairstyle is similar to his role as T-Bag in Prison Break in Season 4 most specifically. I’m not too sure on what his overall composition was, but it seems he was shifting from a human body to something like a large insect composition.

I’m wearing an outfit similar to what Michael Scofield wore in Season 4 of Prison Break, except the sweater probably has a darker hue from this:

The closest I can associate to this transient form of is U3 from Resident Evil 4, except this time the overall color for the bottom region is a mix of brown and a few overlays of red, and other warm colors.

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Spoiler for u3:

Now, all that really mattered to me was making sure I kept moving forward, and that the prisoners I was saving can get out safely. I believe it was two females, or one female and a female, or maybe three individuals that I’m saving, but I’m not too sure because of the cluster of adrenaline and fear surging through my dream body.

My initial presumption was that I’m escorting Michelle Obama, and one of her daughters, or Obama and Michelle. Whatever the case, it seems that I keep implying that I’m saving them within the dream, but the more I try to avoid Knepper, the less I see the presumed dream characters. It’s really dark outside, and it doesn’t seem that I have to worry about security, light towers, or anything that would require systematic planning, or contingencies at all.

I noticed that I’m going through a cyclical process of running for a few times within the dream. It starts out with heading for a slope, and having to go upwards. The hill itself consists of brown dirt with a few rocky substances here and there, and there’s a set of light gray cemented stairs on my right that I can take to skip the grind work of going up the hill.

I take the opportunity, while constantly being weary of how Knepper may be close to chopping my body in half, to jump abnormally to skip a few steps of the stairs, and eventually reach the apex of the hill. I look down, and turn my head to the left to find a small house that I can go to that seems to lead to path of other houses that could be used as a shortcut, and give me more stalling time from Knepper.

17.02.2014

Shooting Arrows at Large White Monster (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Feels like I'm playing an MMORPG, and I have a Ranger role where I can shoot arrows that have a dark blue arrowhead with a light sky blue aura surrounding the tip.

There's a huge white whale like creature, or seal like creature that's coming after me. I click on the creature with a mouse click I'm presuming, and the character starts shooting arrows rapidly at it.

It seems the creature is pretty close to potentially eating the character, but I can't recall what happened next.

21.02.2014

Finger Gets Shot & Golden Retriever (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm inside of a house, and the dream characters, despite of not seeing them clearly

Running away, ran for a mile, came back to house, had to go up stairs

Open door, relative is there, golden retriverer barking at me at front door, but not biting me

He gets out of the house and pushes a lady that was with a guy.

Tells them to get out, closes the door, he goes back in, I do too, he gets mad, waves gun, I stay near door, back to door, sitting down telling him not to shoot, hands up, he shoots one of my finger, or fingernail


Reverts back to normal

28.02.2014

Someone is Kidnapped (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

>Someone is kidnapped, and I'm apparently trying to save them, even though I don't know who it is I'm after

>I'm listening to someone that seems to be the one taking the person hostage

>They're instructing me to do all sorts of things

>Relatives are suddenly involved in helping me out

>White SUV is being driven by a relative, never seen him ride one before of that color

>Female relative ends up going to clinic to get a prescription that's important for complying with the kidnapper's demands

>Dream shifts to where I'm at a docking area of some sort

>I head to a shed, and before I enter, I see a green frog outside

>I decided to play around with it, and started to throw it up a bit

>Then I went back to focusing in entering the shed

>Two floor panels near the entrance, I only step on one

>Open door

>Kidnapper, that sounds like an old and cerebral female, tells me I made the wrong move

>Apparently I wasn't allowed to get anyone to help me to comply with her demands

>Dream shifts to where I'm reading a manga that looks like Naruto Shippuden

>I see Kakashi, Obito, and Rin in their childhood years

>Kakashi and Rin are side by side, Obito is on the opposite side

>Someone is holding Obito's head as his body slowly elevates from being picked up

>Obito's head comes off, and only his scalp and hair remains within the person's grasp

>Kakashi and Rin freak out


>I can't take this dream anymore

04.03.2014

Peter Bergman, Running Away From Bombing, and Lady in Red Gives Up On Wedding (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Things start out at a luxurious hotel, and it takes a while before I realize that I’m dreaming. Some dream characters that come to mind is one that looked like Peter Bergman from the Young and the Restless:

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Along with Joshua Morrow as well:

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The latter doesn’t seem to show up until later on in the dream, but I’m quite confused on when he does arrive.

I honestly saw this dream as so nonsensical (and the ones a few days before it), that it wasn’t really enticing enough for me to type it down. So my memory is going to be a bit patchy due to wanting to forget this altogether.

The hotel room itself was comfortable enough for a gregarious conversation with the dream characters, and it also felt as if we were on the higher floor as well. I couldn’t make out the actual conversations streaming through, but it seems there’s a scheme to bomb part of the hotel apparently. I can’t recall how I specifically reacted, but I felt things were going to get intense very quickly.

Joshua Morrow comes in at some point, and I believe he’s wearing a brown jacket with some milky light brown fur around the collar, along with wearing regular denim blue jeans. He has his hairstyle groomed and gelled up:

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The dream overall has this celestial, blurry, and slightly dark overlay to it. It clearly made it prevalent that this was a dream, and it almost felt like the kind of atmospheric overlay you’d see at sunset, or something like that. While the dream characters are having a conversation over whatever, it seems that Peter Bergman has a control switch in his left hand. It’s a typical black box with a red button, and other small buttons in there as well.

He becomes impatient, and wants to click the switch now, which basically blows up everything within the room. No damages are done to me, him, and any other dream character that happened to be there. But my instinct was to run away before something more catastrophic would occur. Panic initiates, and I feel that somewhere during the run, I glanced over the window, and saw that people were already forming groups outside to see what was happening.

Joshua Morrow plays a significant role in this part to some extent, but my memory is kind of horrible at this point for what he really helped out on. All I could presume is that he helped me find a way for shortcuts to reduce suspicion from others that I, or anyone else in that same hotel room were advocates of the bombing event.

After this, the dream shifts, and despite of the inconsistency of the next dream, I felt this one had some correlation with the previous. Simply because the atmospheric overlay was the same, and my emotions at the time still had a high sense of adrenaline and fear of trying to escape from something.

I’m riding a motorcycle, and I’m driving parallel to someone that’s riding a motorcycle as well. The freeway we’re on is pretty spacious, though the perspective and perception is clearly abnormal. What seems to be large in front of us takes quite a while before it gets smaller. During this ride, I felt as if I was experiencing another virtual reality where an Asian female wearing a red dress wants to propose to me.

Her visage mixes around for a bit, and one was similar to someone in waking life. The moment I saw her face, I was questioning why she would want to propose to me when she’s already in a relationship in waking life. Maybe she wanted me to be the man of honor, but her expression clearly wasn’t one that was friendly, it was more sexual than needed.

Then her visage shifts around with other relative Asian facial compositions, and the shape shifting dream character looks more like she’s in her late 20s to early 30s. For the top section of her long red dress, there’s an “X” format of cloth wrapped around her breast region.

Snap back to the motorcycle riding, and I’m asking the dream character, who I can’t really see too well, on why she would propose, or want me to marry her. Whatever the dream character stated, it eventually ended the conversation, and it seems my reaction to it was that my concern was resolved in some way. Apparently, we were on our way to talk to that same Asian female, and once we met her, she called the wedding off.

I can’t remember anything else after that.

The dream starts with me arriving at "my home" somewhere in the San Francisco Bay Area. Apparently it is a house we recently acquired, and by we in this dream I mean my father and me, although my father is only there briefly at the beginning of the dream. The house is very old and will need significant repair work. There also is no furniture in it yet I think in this first scene.

When we arrive it is raining heavily, and my father expresses concern that the home's drains may not be good enough to handle it. And in fact in that moment, the rain is even heavier and the house starts to flood.

Suddenly we notice a cat in our house. It is a very sad looking starved black cat. It eagerly hops into my arms to get away from the water. At some point while I am holding it, it no longer has fur, and is a naked cat with an almost human expression of suffering on its face. Later in the dream the cat has fur again though. I vaguely notice that the cat has a collar, but I ignore it, because I want this to be my cat.

Another scene: there is no more rain, and a woman whom I know from church is in my house visiting, and I explain about the cat but that we have no cat food. She offers to go buy some. I request she buy two kinds for variety.

I am walking on what appears to be a large stretch of land belonging to my home. I am holding the cat in my arms. And we are both content. I feel remorse though over still not having checked the collar, so I do. The cat's name is Sheri, and the names and address and phone number of her owners are listed. I am surprised that she is from the other side of the bay.

I call the number. A teenager answers and she is delighted that the cat has been found. I give her my address and she will pick the cat up with her parents. After I hang up the cat seems to have an expression of delight on her face. Then a man appears who seems friendly at first but with a bit of creepy soon appearing. He fisrst appears outside.

Then I am inside. The home now is fully furnished as it may have been in the scene when the friend visited (not sure) but unlike the first scene. Also unlike the first scene no mention of my father and I am living in this home alone now. I sit down on the couch. Suddenly the man appears and sits down across the coffee table from me. He wonders why my crochet stuff is not here. I wonder how he knows I crochet. I notice the cat is not with me, and I think she disappeared to hide from the man. I have the sense that he is dangerous maybe even a murderer. He gets up and starts going up the stairs to look for the cat I think.

I realize that I never invited him inside the house. I have an image of him sneaking upstairs with a knife but I don't think he had a knife before. Not sure but maybe this is what happened in the house where the cat disappeared from, the man with a knife, maybe he killed someone there. But I don't know that and I don't know how I suspect that. All I do know is there is a creepy man in my house. I go outside to the car and dial 511, hoping to reach the non emergency police number. Because in my dream I think that having a strange man in my house uninvited does not wore want an emergency call! I explain to the police that I would appreciate an officer coming by my house to check this man out, but I sound defensive, like I know I don't have enough to go on to call the police. After all I do not know that he is a murderer, have no way of knowing.

Meanwhile the cat's family arrive. I explain about the man. They say to call the emergency police number because if it is the man they think it is, he killed grandma, the night the cat disappeared, and is wanted by the police.

I woke up before the police arrived or before the cat or man were seen again.

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Fragment: I remember going to a restaurant to meet my husband I think. I thought he said the restaurant was walking distance but when I start going there, I search for directions and discovered I would need to drive there.

Morning of March 6, 2014. Thursday.



My family and I are living in Brisbane in my dream. However, there is one part where I am in my old apartment on King Street - the middle one of the eastern side. I am looking at Google Maps and trying to determine where our house is from the above view, though the range is much closer than in reality. There is a fictional business full of stacks of old tires (on the corner of a block) where I can see them very closely from above (probably a link to Eco 3, where I worked as a teen), across from a similar business, where I first determine our house is supposed to be, which does not make much sense unless it is a much older image of the area before our house was built. There is a clear association of that area with the fictional restaurant that we owned and supposedly where we lived for a time - from a different dream - and I have intriguing false memories in-dream - of events and times there. I always find it interesting when dreams have clear associations and “memories” of fictional locations in prior dreams. Still, I eventually decide it is not the right location. Looking at the screen, I seem to see two Fifth Streets in a row (shown as 5th Street), running parallel, which seems very unlikely. I work out that one number is actually a six. (In real life, we have the same address as another in the same region, which seems sort of odd). (“Fifth Avenue”, though not directly associated with “Fifth Street”, is associated with unpleasant memories as a young adult, regarding both job injuries and highly corrupt authority, as well as it being the name of a candy bar I sometimes ate during the same time period - irony, I guess.)

I later discover that, for some reason, I have an unknown girl’s schoolbooks at a desk - which may have been either thrown out (perhaps even accidentally) or lost - and I or a family member had recently picked them up. There are three books in the set; the first is more like a textbook and it mostly shows images of military vehicles but there are not many question and answer sections, although there are various loose notebook pages with handwriting in pencil between some pages. I go through the pages for a reasonable amount of time. There are detailed drawings of larger trucks, jeeps, and tanks and the pages include details on various features of the vehicles and their purpose. I anticipate the next book and look through it, which is more workbook-like. I notice all or most of the work has been done, but I am still interested in a challenge of doing the work myself even though I see all the supposed answers. Most of the book is one long series of word associations in lists from phrases or partial phrases and it seems too cryptic in my opinion to make much sense as a task or assessment and I do not see the logic in any implied purpose. Each next phrase, starting from the top of the list, uses a word from the phrase before (with each continuing phrase having two spaces to fill). For example, one may be “He says that he ____ try”, followed by integrating one of the words into the blank of the next partial phrase, “____ you visit the admiral’s office to ____”, the first and second blank being “will”. Oddly, though, there are lines that are in Russian (only now and then), by which the words must be translated before going to next lines. I get the impression that the school was somehow training for the CIA or perhaps the army. I do not get to the third book before my dream shifts.

In the next section of my dream, I am walking through the neighborhood and notice an entire street of extremely decrepit and partially collapsed buildings. Most are residential, but there are also a couple larger business buildings on the corners of the block. I feel a bit strange (I guess a sort of mild embarrassment) living in a town with such features, as if the entire town may someday be like this and no one would maintain anything. There is concern that the front of some of the buildings might fall onto anyone walking through the area. (A neighbor has a garage like this in real life. The entire front is at an angle and there is a wider vertical crack almost all the way from top to bottom. Also, I missed, by mere seconds, an entire garage falling on me, while inside, when we lived in Brisbane years ago.) I talk to the mayor when he mentions that work may be done in the future. I tell him that the area should be transformed into a haunted-house-themed park. He seems to think I am being sarcastic and obnoxious, but I am actually sincere in my idea. I tell him it would draw more people to the town and boost the economy somewhat. (In real life, the town we live in is having more and more businesses closed, some because of the recurring floods, bankruptcy, and so on.)

I am eventually in a house of someone I do not know and the woman’s son and daughter are getting ready for school as she sits at a table in the living room or dining room. I have some sort of magical ability and create a large apple on the table with unusual properties. It is “doubled”; that is, more like two apples fused together into one so that it has two stalks and two calyx areas. The apple is somewhat angular, narrower at the bottom than some other varieties. The woman is seemingly not that impressed or even “bothered” by my magic and I move my hand about and it changes into a different variety of apple, growing slightly darker.

While at the school (location unknown), I decide to ask the girl to stay free for the day and she seems happy about not going into the school. Her brother is apparently still going and seems slightly annoyed. There is a picnic table where I move my hand over the surface and, directly under my right hand, two times in a row, a glass of water grows up from the table as I lift my hand from the surface each time. It seems an interesting magic trick in appearance and sensation. Picnic tables have always been a common feature in my dreams, even in unlikely locations (such as inside houses or in otherwise fancy restaurants).

A movie, documentary-like, is later made of my life, yet also seems to be “real” with the additional characters in their own lives supposedly as themselves. It stars Bill Cosby (yes, I know - highly unlikely to play me) as his “magical” character in “The Meteor Man” and Nicola Cowper as the girl who never went back to school from that day. It may relate to reviewing a couple older dreams such as “My Final Body” and "‘Meteor Men’ and the last of the gypsy carnivals”, because sometimes that happens, especially during the start of hypnopompia and surfacing recent associations.

There was also an offset section of my dream where my sister Marilyn, who had passed away recently, had a (fictional) younger relative who looked exactly like her and was in her house. It seemed vaguely comforting. This part also had a scene where I was looking at workbooks of some kind, on a coffee table, I think calculus or physics.

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Journal Entry non-lucid #51 Dream, non-dream (Comments)
Background: (Also an extension to the LD I had on the same day): My father wished me a LD. I went to sleep and I told myself I will have a LD but no worries if I don't. I placed an importance on remembering a dream than having a LD.

Dream fragment 1, 8:45pm-1:22 am." Dead Indian Lady": I was walking in a line and we were doing mathematics as we walked. The line ended somewhere and I saw my friend EK. He looked a lot like a mix of Tyler the creator. This guy asked my friend to move something so that he could sit down, but EK ignored him. I asked him to stop doing that and he did. A teacher came inside and told us that we were going to watch a movie. I sat back relaxing. Too many ropes around my chair so I started moving them. It made lots of noise like a metal chain. People stared back at me. I didn't seem to care. This guy behind me flinched and clinched his muscles as if to fight me. I got ready and I realized it was someone I knew and was no longer angry. The teacher started telling a story about a women who was flawless in dancing or singing. I walked out to use the bathroom. Instead I ended up in a old room. It looked like a museum. It had glass case for objects. I kept walking and I saw a room with a women sitting there motionless. She had black hair that was long. I looked at her cloth, it didn't look like anything that is casually worn. I assumed it was Indian cloth, it had yellow orange and brown as main colors. I looked at how still her body is and I said she is dead. A girl came inside. She asked why I stopped. I told her (jokingly) "I don't want to be stuck with an old lady telling me old events". I then looked at the women and said, "I give you my blessings, (acknowledging that she is dead), and I wish you happiness". We walked out together. This guy and girl talked as I overheard them. They said our class lies to get out of class talking about going to the bathroom.



Possible dream sign:

Emotion: Angry (x1),
Context: "Wacky context"

I think if I have one more dream about wandering buildings after this, I'll add it to my dream signs.

3. I’m wandering around a neighborhood and buildings. I run into a guy, and I ask him what these two letters in my ‘interests’ box stand for. In my mind I see a column with my ‘interests’ such as fandoms, hobbies, etc, written in it. I think the last letter was ‘f’. It’s how people find each other there I guess. He tells me the media name and I say ‘oh yeah’.

I wander into a building and am lost. I find a room and think it could be an exit. There’s a young African American girl standing there. I ask her about the room, and she says her mom is in there sleeping because she’s sick. I ask her if that’s all that’s in there, because I’m still hoping for a way out. She silently closes the curtain(?) over the room.

I feel like that scene repeated, like I went through there before. And that I’d seen the girl outside at my old school and talked to her.

Inspiration: Two letters part comes from my PAO system.

4. In a school cafeteria with my friends, the lunchlady tells me the food has already been put away. We manage to find some cookies(?) to eat though.

Lunchlady reminded me unfavorably of Miss L, an old teacher. Or Miss Trunchbull from Matilda. I swear I’ve had a very similar dream before, that or my déjà vu is just on the fritz again. @_@

I added my dreams signs to a memory palace, so I can run through them as a reminder as needed. I have a hard time remembering them all for RC's, so I'm starting with water and trying to increase my awareness of it first.

1. Something about Sollux and thumbs.

Inspiration: I’m continuing my reread of Homestuck and talked to Sollux in the Alterniabound flash game, which made me remember how much I love him. Wish I remembered what the thumbs part was about, lol. Should have made a better trigger for it, because I think I remembered when I first woke up. But hey, it was 2:35 AM.

2. I’m at a store looking at a bunch of anime posters on a rack. I see some from a show I know, but they’re from a series/season I haven’t seen yet. I see one of Hibari and start digging it out. There’s someone else there and they’re helping me get it out of its wrapping so I can see its number.

There are multiple numbers so I end up just looking for the SKU number. I think it said ‘SKA’ but I knew it was the SKU number, so I wrote it down so I could look for the poster online or something.

It’s a bit fuzzy here, but ‘I’ say “Kamikorosenai~” (Don’t bite me to death~”) without the 'de' on the end in a plea for Hibari not to hurt me.

Inspiration: The numbers and letters had to come from my PAO system, which is funny, because I used that very system to remember the SKU part in my dream palace.

Note: Hibari is from the manga/anime Katekyo Hitman Reborn!. ‘Kamikorosu’ (“I’ll bite you to death.”) is his catchphrase. He’s a stickler for rules so maybe he thought I was stealing his poster. 8)

One of my students has wandered off and I need to find him. He is not wearing shoes and it has started to rain. I set off to find him, walking down a nice grassy hill in the rain. I come to a street, it has no sidewalks, is in somewhat shabby shape and has beautiful mature sycamore trees planted along both sides of it. There are many branches that hang over the road. I start to flap my arms, bird style. With this flapping, I rise into the air and fly from branch to branch. I am singing the mantra of Avalokiteshvara as I fly. I recognize that there is something strange about flying, but rationalize it thinking "I am really only about 10-20 feet off the ground, its not like I am really flying." There is some manner of transition and I am back at the house where the dream began. My student has returned safely.

03/04

Dream 1
Not lucid

I arrived at my parent’s house and was in my old room and kept taking off clothing and putting it back on because I didn’t like what I was wearing. I did that several times and finally put a white shirt on and a short sleeved pink button up shirt that has blue strips on it. I went down the stairs and my parents were saying they were going to head out to my grandparent’s house. So they went outside and got into a motor home. They said that I should probably go take a shower first because I smell like a dead animal that I stepped in. I went and took the shower and met back up with them afterwards.

Dream 2
Not Lucid

I was inside a store like target or kohls and some other random people and I decided that we were going to play different sports. But at this moment it was time for laser tag. I set it up and was ready to start playing but a person said I did it wrong as I didn’t give the bear costume to anybody. Also I didn’t pick somebody to be the hostage that ran in front of the bear yelling OH NO OH NO OH NO OH NO~!! As they tried to get away from the bear. I grabbed the costume and gave it to a girl and told another girl to be the hostage and they agreed and put it on. We started the round and we looked all over for the other team but they never left base and so we went over there and shot them with our lasers and won the match. After the game the guy next to me tried to smoke his cigarette as we walked out the store but a lady that worked there came up and said he can’t do that and he would get rid of it and then light up another one she came up again and told him yet again he couldn’t do that. He told her that other people were doing it so he could as well. She said no they can’t either I am going to tell them as well but first you need to stop. He finally put it out and vanished from my sight. I went into a bathroom before I left the store and as I walked in the lady was in there with the guy and she was putting out his cigarette in the urinal. She said I told you can’t smoke here. She then left and he was upset about it. I started to go pee but realized I didn’t like this urinal and I wanted to use a different one. I started peeing and walking and aiming for each urinal on the way to not get any on the floor or wall. As I did this I walked past the guy I was with earlier and accidently peed on him as he was in the way he got upset and left and I got closer to the urinal I wanted but as I got to it it vanished. I was still peeing this whole time and now my pee was going up the wall some people started coming in so I aimed to pee on the ground and acted like nothing was going on.

Dream 3
Not Lucid

I went to my grandma’s house and went inside and went towards the bathroom but when I did my parents were in there getting ready for their anniversary. I told them happy anniversary and went out of the room.
Dream 4
Not lucid

I was sitting on a couch with an old friend named Andrew and another random person. We were talking and I brought up that I saw his golden retriever in one of my dreams earlier that night. I was saying how torch was a good dog and was very nice. He also had a cat that was climbing around on the couch.

03/03

Dream 1
Not lucid

I was in a grocery store/ super store. While I was in there I noticed it was a game day as people were playing different games all over. I walked over to one of them which was you had a big list of characters to pick from. People picked the different characters they liked and tried to jump into the game but they couldn’t seem to get into the game. Each person tried and tried till time ran out and then they would get out. It was now my turn as I walked up and looked at the list of characters. I looked at them all and in the bottom right hand corner I saw two characters that looked the same but one had a smile on it. They both looked like a big pile of poop. I picked the one without the smile and the icon vanished and I jumped into the black hole that was in its place. I was in the game and was running towards a row of cubicles hitting points on the wall to get coins. I turned right but it was a dead end I turned around and took another right and came to the exit and left the game. I was now on the outside of the store and came back in through an entrance. As I came back in people were cheering me on as I did really good job and how I had the best time. I told them it was nothing you just need to pick the shitty character to play and then just run straight. I told them I could of did better as wasted 5 seconds by taking the wrong turn instead of just going straight. I then left that game and went towards another game. This one involved rolling a plastic container of like some kind of seasoning. Not a small one but a medium sized container. I saw 1 person go first and they rolled it on the ground and it hit a really low prize and they got it. I noticed there was rock climbing stuff above that and a boat above that in the distance though there were some different prizes like coffee and cinnamon rolls and other things. I rolled and hit the coffee and went over and found out they ran out so I got to pick some waffles or cinnamon rolls I looked around for the prize but couldn’t find the correct sized package. The person behind me got gum and came over and found it and showed me. I got about 2 things of waffles and they got two sticks of gum we were upset as they were horrible prizes. I went over to a table and sat down and was talking with this girl at the table. She was upset and was saying she was upset because her dad died and he was a really nice guy.

Dream 2

I was heading into a class with a wooden chair and as I went in with it realized we weren’t going to be doing it outsie so I was upset that I brought this chair all the way with me.

03/01

Dream 1
Not Lucid
I was in my old bedroom when I looked around and saw a hamster cage I use to have and thought to myself why do I still have that out? My hamsters have been dead for a while so there is no need for it… I look inside and I see movement inside some of the sawdust flakes. I look closer and I see all these baby mice most of which were white. I moved some items under my bed and all of a sudden mice started running out from under my bed. But these mice were different they were brown and big and small and they all had hamburger buns on top and below them as they ran. I pulled my hand back and said what the hell is that! I made a fist and began to slam it down onto the buns killing and squashing all the mice. A few of the first ones got away as I was to slow to catch those ones. I looked under the bed more thinking why was there so many mice….. All of a sudden there was more movement from a box under my bed and a goose comes shooting out and honking at me. I jumped up to my feet and yelled get out of here get out of here! As I motioned it to get out of the house, I followed it down the stairs and to the door. Then I hear some clucking and I see a chicken and I get that to come next to the door as well. I think to myself what is next a stupid alligator?? With the thought still in my head the doorbell rang and as I opened it I saw a alligator at my door. He talks to me telepathically and is saying I’m here to go into your room. But I tell him no, no, no you’re not coming in I’m already getting all the other animals out of my room. He started to head into the house but I slammed the door shut before he got in. I went back upstairs and began to clean my room out more and there was 2 DC’s there a lady and a guy. I was cleaning off my top bunk and the lady looks at the top bunk and says Oh he isn’t going to like this…. I look around real fast moving stuff out of the way asking what is it? What is it? I move it all out of the way and find nothing. And come to the conclusion that she was just messing with me.

Dream 2
Not Lucid

I was in a bar I was talking with people but remember no actual conversations. I hit it off with a girl and went back to a house/apartment place. She seemed kind of like a babysitter.

Dream 3
Not Lucid

I was now at a house and woke up inside a bed. I sat up and there was 3 other people in the room with me laughing about a really bad joke I just told. We talked about zombies and I said a horrible joke. I looked at them as I got out of bed and said “well I’m going to go get roll aids….to stop all these zombie aids…. Get get??? Bahahahaha. They laughed along and then said it was a stupid joke. I agreed and left the room and saw a few people that looked familiar and sat down with them. They were all sweaty and so was I. I thought to myself wow my pants are so sweaty and my back is all sweaty to… I took my shirt off and then thought I should just take my pants off. But I remembered that I wasn’t at home so I best not take my pants off. The other people were like yeah ours are sweaty to. One of the other guys then stripped down and for some reason didn’t have boxers or underpants on and was not butt naked walking around us. I put my hand up and blocked his lower section from my vision and said ahh dude put some pants on… or at least some shorts. So he did and one of the girls was now saying well if he can get naked so can I…. so she stripped down taking off everything and then putting on some short shorts. I thought to myself how weird this was that everybody was just stripping down in front of each other without a care in the world. The last girl started to strip and I said wait wait don’t we need to take showers still? They all agreed and we went separate ways. I went to a bathroom that looked like my old bathroom at my parents house and started to pee in the toilet while I was peeing though different screens popped up in front of me like I was using a phone but I had no phone that I was holding out.
I was having a hard time peeing in the toilet for some reason as my stream wasn’t staying constant. As I looked into the toilet I noticed a staples button the saying “that was easy”. I thought nothing of it and got into the shower and saw a painting. I said to myself oh I need to finish this painting for my brother. It was a giant basketball with purple and other colors around it. I went downstairs and saw my brother and a few other people. I then noticed he was painting a painting that was exactly the same as mine. I then tried to correct him and say you need to make sure the brush stroke is better down here so that it fades better. As I showed him what I talking about.

Dream 4
Not lucid

I was at a neighborhood that reminded me of my grandmas house. There was a group of twenty of us about and so we split into two teams and made a candy bake off. One group made Valintine hearts but they were all super hot and people got addicted and couldn’t help but eat more.. My group on the other hand made things that looked like skittles and had a berry taste which made them not addicted to the other candy anymore. My grandma walked up to me and said she wants me to move in with her I said that I couldn’t as I was soon moving in with my fiancé and would be no point living with them for a few months. She Said to hear her out so I did and she was saying how it would be free to live there and its homemade meals but the catch was that they wouldn’t put up with any of my nonsense. I thougth to myself about what nonsense she was talking about and just got upset about it and said Im not going to live with you if you think I have nonsense.. and I left .

Dream 5
Not Lucid

I was with a group of people in a school like building. I went into a room and several people hiding in there with haloish armor on. I asked them what they were doing but they didn’t respond. I thought oh we must just be hiding from somebody so I went and got behind a fan and a few people came in that dressed like me and came and sat near me. The door then opened and a man came in and said okay lets begin the meeting. Everybody stood up and walked to some seats and sat down.

Just staying in the habbit of writing dream entries but here is all i can recall from last night

I was in a room of some kind and was in a bed with two ladies one was older and the other was suppose to resemble my mother but it didnt look like her but i felt like she was. The older lady next to me kept saying she wanted to do it as she hadnt done it in 20 years and forgot how to. She hopped ontop of my and was taking off her shirt but was asking the lady next to me if it was okay with her if she did this. I was like this makes no sense at all....and woke up...

i d rempt that i took bayley for a walk neaer daniel petersons old house.. when we were there this like entire school was working outat his ohouse. every sports team was in there it was pretty crazy. thhere was this mexican guy with really strong legsandhe could squat like anything. apparently he was in a music video with some other stupid fucking rapper.

anyway....bailey passed out on the ground and i thought she was dead so i picked her up and fcarried her home. i tried to explain to my mom she was dead my mom didn't beleve me and sure neough she was right and bailey came walkking throuh the house. then we got into argument and i yelled at my mom and woke up

1. [Non-Lucid] [Minecraft]
I appear to be in a competition of some sort in Minecraft where we have to put these 3 panels in order before everyone else, there's 4 of us all stood facing each-other, we have these things strapped to our wast with 8 bowl shaped buttons with arrows on them I think to select the panels. It got pretty hard and I took to long and I think i may have failed.

I'm now in a room made of white Pine logs, 3 walls are covered in singular chests with signs on them which are completely full of useful stuff.

I decide to open the chests to check what's in them, 1 of them was full of iron ingots, the 4th wall is covered in presents of different colours and sizes and in the middle of this room is a square pile of presents also, theirs a thin tall present that almost fell over but I grabbed it before it hit me.

There is also a door to the lobby which I opened slightly to peek out but I got scared and closed it.

Fragments:
I saw a hand and touched one of the fingers, it felt cold and rubbery.
Saw a eagle eye view of the room, it appeared to be surrounded by a maze.

Possible dream signs:
Minecraft, Hand, Door

I'm in a parking lot of a church. I am walking towards the church. A large pickup truck towing a trailer is coming towards me. It looks like it's going to turn to its left, so I decide to move to my left to go around it. It turns out to actually be turning to it's right. I make apologetic faces to the driver because I ended up in his way.

Now I'm between the truck and the church. The truck has stopped because the driver needs to run inside to get something. Another truck, this one bright blue with a lift kit, is backing up towards the first truck. The driver has his window down. He's getting really close to the joint between the first truck and it's trailer. I shout for him to stop several times and he just smiles a big grin at me as he runs into them. Then his tailgate moves down, squashing the connection.

Now he's driving away, and the trailer is somehow attached to his truck. I'm mad that he did the damage on purpose and isn't staying to talk to the other driver, and now he seems to be stealing the trailer. He can't go very fast in the parking lot, so I pull out my phone while shouting out the numbers and letters of his license plate, which is very difficult to read. I explain to him that the church surveillance cameras have the whole thing on tape plus me and two other witnesses. I can't understand why this doesn't dissuade him from trying to get away.