non-lucid

Dream 1

X Factor were holding these auditions, I would never go to something like this but it seemed everyone I knew was going to it, my friends, family, most people I know so I decided to go as well. I am in the plane and the plane is really dodgy, its a pretty average sized plane. I was sitting at the back with my mum and sister. It was a pretty scary ride there because there was a risk of being shot down due to lots of fighting happening across the world. I looked out the window and I seen a huge mushroom cloud which engulfed the evening sky, it clouded over this moon which didn't exist in real life. Then the next thing we know the plane had to emergency land, we were coming down and hit the ground safely. Everyone got out the plane and talked. They found the reason for this emergency landing was that there was too much weight on the plane and one person had to get off. Some guy said he thought I should to the whole group. I wasn't happy, I said my feet are way to cold to walk all the way there. So everyone got back in and tried taking off again, the plane got a little bit in the air but fell backwards. So we all got out again and I said I would walk. My mum and brother said they would they would walk as well, the reason was they thought it would be safer as we could get shot down from the fighting.

We start walking and just round the corner was the entrance for the audition, a wired fence and security guards blocked you from going in. I looked to my right and a girl with a gun was pointing at me, I flinched backwards then realised she was just security. We walked up to the gates and had to sign a waiver to say we know the risks at the moment etc. I walked through security and Tyler the Creator greeted me, the then pushed me over and jumped on my face. This really damaged my front teeth for the rest of the dream. I got up he pushed me over and elbow dropped me. I understood it was a joke and I didn't care it was Tyler the Creator. I asked 'How much do I have to pay you?'
'As much as you like, leave it there'. He pointed to a couch where people left money, most had given quite a bit. I was going to give £3 but decided on £4. I went and sat down, the chairs were metal chairs and the field was quite big, it was like a small festival, with one stage. I sat down and noticed my friends on the other side, I waved them to come over but they waved back at me to come over to them. Assuming they had a spare seat because it looked busy in their direction I went over. They did have a spare seat and I sat next to two of my friends. I then got a text from my tutor, who was organising the plane etc in this dream. The text read 'Someone has lost a bag on the plane, please text back whosoever bag it is'. I looked and I also had another text message from a friend saying 'I'm scared of flying back'. As I was sitting there I realised I actually have to go up on stage and preform. So I asked my friend what he was doing. I can't remember what it was but it was a boring song. Then I asked my other friend. Another boring song. They were taking it all serious and I really didn't care I was here for a laugh. 'You know what I'm gonna do, some raw hip hop!'
'Yeah! Do it, it will be funny' said someone from my school who I didn't realise was next to me. I was thinking what song to do, should I do Work by A$AP Ferg, that's pretty hype but I wasn't feeling it. Then I realised, I'll do Danny Brown - DIP! Haha! I knew it was going to be crazy, a crazy song and I was going to put in crazy energy into the song not giving a shit about anything.

Then I went up, I was on stage the instrumental dropped and I went HAM! I put on proper crazy performance and I was loving every second, the crowd were loving it too, I think they were glad to see something different. I remember preforming every word to every verse, my recall was pretty mad in this. I finished the performance and the lady who judged it said to the crowd and me 'I liked it, it was energetic and I especially liked the part in Portuguese'
I'm thinking 'Portuguese whats this women on about?' I'm reciting the lyrics quietly trying to think of a Portuguese part. I couldn't so I just said 'Yeah, yeah the second verse'.
She said rather hostile 'Usually songs have 4 verses'. I was thinking no, it definitely has 3. Then I seen her write my on a piece of paper 2.68! I looked at the other scored they varied the highest was 6.something. 2.68! 2.68! I couldn't believe it, that low! Why did she lie on stage then? Anyway I didn't care, I went out the curtains and into the crowd, I seen my Nan and Sister straight away my Nan loved it she said it was really good and funny. My sister agreed as well. I went walking to find my brother, I could feel people looking at me. He likes Hip Hop so I couldn't wait to tell him 'Did you see me do DIP?!'
'No I missed it'
'Why?'
'Look there's a zombie apocalypse'. I looked over the hill where this festival type audition was and it looked exactly like the scene from World War Z where the zombies climb over the wall. In fact I think it was an exact flashback to the movie.

I'm sitting in a classroom at the teacher's desk. I am the teacher. I watch happily as children file inside and take their seats. While they are sitting down and taking out papers and what not, I'm looking at a list that has all of the students' names on it. I quickly look over the list and then back up at the students to see who is missing. I realize that one student is missing and her name is Ashley Ketchum. I smile to myself and duck under my desk to get the boombox that I keep. It's big but super light weight. I put it on top of my desk and face it towards the classroom door. My right pointer finger hovers above the play button as I patiently wait for the late student to arrive. After a few moments, she runs into the classroom and apologizes for being late. I smile widely and press the play button on the boombox. Out of the boombox blasts the original Pokemon theme song.

I'm a man in a room full of people. A woman's being escorted into the room to pick out two of us for slaves. She's known for her harsh treatment of her people; she's got a shaved head and has two servants behind her. I'm standing a little apart from everyone else - there's something different about the way I got into this situation compared to how everyone else got here, most of them came from the same place. The woman looking us over is disappointed by us, says we don't begin to compare to the ones her settlers captured in the wild. We're a group of people selected by Dorothea, and this woman makes plain her distaste for Dorothea's preference for "pretty pets." She declares she doesn't want any of us and leaves again.

I've been thinking of why I'm not having any LDs lately or why my DR ain't that awesome and I think I found a reason. Everytime my WBTB alarm goes off I lay back and try remembering my dreams but I actually end up dreaming I'm writing in my DJ tag-book what I dreamed. I think I could use this to my advantage as it seems to work really fast and if I can think of doing RCs I might do DEILD.

Anyway, a single dream out of several which I forgot.

1. Is this a prison?

I'm walking around outside a prison, there's someone with me and we're both wearing orange suits. The yard is massive and closed of with massive fences, topped off with barbed wire and flood lights. The complex is absolutely enormous, each yard is 4 football fields large and there are 8 yards I think for different prisoner groups. However these yards seem to have openings between each other that you can pass through. Then suddenly the guy next to me gives me a task to beat up some prisoners, my view shifts to a top-down view of the entire prison, red dots mark the targets. There are I think more than 50 dots all scattered around the complex. I'm thinking more about how I'll get to them instead of how I'll beat them, then after some walking around I find an opening between a yard and the outside world. I have a weird feeling that even though I could run away, I'd still be imprisoned. I did it anyway and some prisoners followed quickly, I tried avoiding any contact with the other inmates as I run along the base of a mountain. The location was probably somewhere in the north of the US, maybe along the border of Canada. It was very mountainous and it just felt overwhelming. The sun was setting by the time I got out.

7/24/14

Last night, bed 11:20 - 8:30

DRs remembered in the morning

I'm at a party with my manager V. I see him clearly. I even remember his last name from WL. There is lots of milling about. At one point I walk outside. There is a large screen window that leads to the bathroom. I can hear someone going #1, and I see a shadow standing at the toilet. The lights are off. I'm thinking, ok, he is going into the potty, all is cool. Then someone comes there and he walks little further away from the house and there is someone peeing in the yard. He has a target on the fence and he is aiming for it. Apparently I was suppose to prevent that and I have failed. Now I'm inside, showing someone how long the pee stream was, and how strong it was, with my arms spread wide, as you would show how big of a fish you caught.

DR

I'm outside of some big, mansion style house. I'm suppose to be taking care of it while the owner is gone. So I'm going there to close some windows and shades, but I see someone is inside. So i tell him to close it all when he leaves, so I don't find intruders when I go there next day.

Pre: 5htp
Post: G, C, L-theanine

I don't remember how this one started for sure. I want to say that I WILDED it but I WILDED from am dream into a lucid dream if that makes sense.

First thing I remember was that I was on a train with others and I was in trouble or something. I had to find a place to sit in a booth but there was no where for legs, it was just like a table you could sit by but couldn't put your legs under. There was some large screws and a little movement trying to arrange but nothing. Somehow I started falling asleep and as I was falling asleep in the dream or maybe I woke up for a second and did a DILD, I felt myself falling to sleep, deeper and deeper until I was out. I could feel me breathing heavy but then I saw some light so I opened my eyes and I was in a different place, I moved my hand do do a RC and LUCID: I got up and went straight for a door, I was in a bedroom type area. I began to imagine what was outside and I think I was going for a city behind the door so I could find an elevator. When I got up to the door I could see it was cracked already and it looked like a backyard. I opened the door and was on like a balcony in a backyard. I could see that I wasn't in a city but a sort of neighborhood with a couple stores and other buildings here and there. I floated down off the balcony and for some reason I jumped in the pool, i don't know if I was trying to jump across or what but I went straight in. I swam to the other side and got out, I remember I was pretty irritated that I wasted time swimming in the pool. I think it was the same dream but I remember having a hat and a backpack on, the hat was annoying so I took it off. I left the backpack since I thought it would just get stuck and I wouldn't be able to get it off. Oh this lucid didn't have any people in it either. I got to a fence and decided to fly over it. I really concentrated on flying too so I wouldn't fail. I went up a little ways and then I couldn't stop myself once again. I kept slowly drifting up. I even tried to spin around and imagine what it would be like for the buildings to come towards me again, to no avail. I decided to just fly into space and find a planet. I began to fly up and very quickly saw that I had passed a red body in the sky.... MARS!! I was able to stop and fly back toward it, it was right in front of me but I missed it again. I ended up flying back and forth in front of it probably 2 or 3 more times. Finally I got close enough and I grabbed it like a big beach ball! Aghhhh! I think this really frustrated me and I woke or partially woke. I then had some either partially lucid or semi-lucid dreams, I don't remember doing more RC but I felt pretty in control and aware in the dreams.

I don't remember the order or if one ran into the other but here they are.

I think this was kind of a WILD. I was looking in a building using a program to let you see in the buildings like I was designing it. I wasn't walking just zooming through floors and walls, I was looking for people or elevators or both. I think I wound up in a basement (3rd person still) watching a group of people do some patchwork on a cement wall in the basement.

This one is really blurry and it may have been a continuation of the last. I was in a basement of a house, maybe the last one I was in and I was looking for an elevator. I kept going around corners hoping one was there and finally I asked someone down there if there was one. They told me the location and I went there. I found another lady and she pointed to a place on a cement wall and said there used to be one here. I began trying to hit the wall to try to bring it down but nothing happened.

I was walking along a street, I think I had a hat on again. I was in beach town or near a beach. I came up to an intersection and the traffic guard said to wait, I ignored him and crossed realizing it didn't matter. A bunch more people started crossing the street as well and were all around me. Don't remember anything else after this.

July 24, 2014 9:54AM

Rating: 3/5

I have three dreams on my mind, one is clear, one has a fragment, and one is a picture basically.

I was at a place believed to be my old grandmothers house. It was a small room with small raised compartments around it for things like beds or sinks. The overall lighting was pretty dull as there were curtains blocking already cloudy light. Most of the walls were small 1x1 white tiles with a few black ones. There was a black carpet in the middle of the room. I have seen this place in another dream once. There is one spot of the room where there is a big black piece of plywood bolted to the wall that seems like decoration, I grab a screw driver and remove the bottom left screw and bend it back a bit to see whats inside. Its the same style room but smaller, and there is a big sea foam green giant model car on the right side. We eventually get the other screws out and go inside. Along the back wall hidden by the model car is a big "water way" I suppose. Its a big channel made up of the same tiled walls, it goes down into the floor and flows underneath both walls to the left and right of it. I decide to stick my hand it and i pull up a big ringed together pack of orange soda, but some of the bottle is missing. I decide to drop it back into the water.


Another dream that I recalled partly while writing down the one above, was out in the woods at someones property. I think me and my mom drove there on a road trip in the dream and were staying at a trailer. This place was out in woods with maple, oak, and pine trees. I had caught a mouse and was showing to the property owner and he got very angry and demanded it be killed, I had no choice and did or else we may be kicked from the property. I tried talking to him but do not remember what was said.

Dream - Lucid

I was back in time, sometime in my past, though I was still the age I am now. I was at an elementary school. I feel like I was in a group in a classroom.

Then, I was outside the school on a sunny day with this girl of about 9 or 10. She was my friend, but I knew that she would soon just stop talking to me with no explanation as to why (this happened IWL a few years ago with a guy I had become good friends with). We were wearing two-piece bathing suits, or at least I was. I was peeing into the stream of water from this garden hose, and it was turning my pee rainbow. It smelled like piss. I feel like the pissing in the hose stream had something to do with why the girl would eventually stop talking to me.

~

I was with my old friend Bret. He had gotten me this really long, white pipe that had like 4 huge bowls on it that stuck out from the sides. I had it stored away somewhere. It was full of weed in each bowl, but the weed looked like salad with chopped up tomatoes or red bell peppers in it. I saw it in the hiding place we had for it in my apartment.

I was then somewhere else, not sure where though. I want to say I was at the grocery store. I was afraid Bret was going to go smoke all the weed and not save any for me. I had heard him talking about smoking out of that pipe to someone. I was upset, because I wanted to smoke all the weed. I remember saying something to him about it at some point. I was thinking to myself also that I did not have any weed other than the weed in the giant bowls in that pipe, and I didn't know where I could get more; I always hated trying to find weed. I was anxious to get back home to protect and smoke my weed.

I was walking up the stairs to my apartment at some point. It was during the daytime.

~

I was at my old job talking to my friend Kristin who still works there. I figured out she was no longer dating David, but was together with one of my exes, Austin. Interesting.

I then saw Kristin carrying a baby. I knew it was her and David's. It was a girl, barely older than a newborn; she was quite tiny, even for being a baby. Maybe she was a premature baby. I kept looking at her, trying to see if she looked mixed, since David is black and Kristin is white, but she just looked white to me. She was wearing a light blue headband with a bow on it. I saw her looking at Kristin, and she winked. I knew that both of her parents winked, so she probably picked it up from them. The wink looked very intentional, and did not match her baby face, however; it looked so adult-like. She then looked at me and winked. Again, it didn't fit the child's face. She then winked again, this time with her other eye, and then again with another eye around where her nose would usually be. That's when I noticed that she had three eyes.

I was then with Austin and Kristin inside somewhere. I feel like it had something to do with cars. They seemed happy. I remembered Kristin telling me how happy she had been with David, how she had told me once that she was "on cloud nine" (she did say this to me IWL). I wondered what had happened in the short amount of time I had been gone. Either Kristin or Austin then had to leave, I think Austin. I said something to someone else, Cherie' maybe, about Kristin and Austin fucking.
"Of course they've fucked," she said back to me.
I wondered how much she liked his big dick.

~

Tried to do some MILD mantras last night as I was falling asleep ("I will become lucid"). Fell asleep doing them. No dice. Up quite early today for work, earlier than usual. I am glad to see last night's dreams weren't totally uninteresting. Hoping for lucidity again soon. Maybe on a morning when I can sleep in a little. Just gotta keep trying.

Unexpectedly, I drift off to sleep. Still thinking about work, I see the back room, a few pallets, and blue crates and boxes on the pallets. I walk toward them to move them around and wake up.

In a sandy environment, not much green anything around, I am with a few military people and we suddenly come under attack by people who have their faces and heads covered with big thin scarves. We are behind some sort of make-shift wall, with a few sand bags on top, and return fire. Outnumbered, about 30 to 5, we're not that confident we'll survive. Huge rockets and mortar shells fall from the sky nearby and explode, sending one of us flying through the air.

I look to my right and a massive space ship takes off, but drops the main thrusters too soon to get to space. It flies back and forth across the sky overhead. At least 3 times, it passes by, not that far off the ground. It looks like someone is using it to escape the conflict here. The shooting stops, and we are briefly left to prepare for another possible attack. We're too few, and too poorly equipped to venture outside of our defenses here.

Walking into a walled off back-yard type area, I look for a gun. There are a lot of single shot rifles, but I'm looking for one with a big magazine capacity. I find one, but it shoots smaller caliber bullets. Well, it'll have to do. I also look for more mags, but only see 1 extra. I load them fully. A little strange how they are all squishy like they're made of gelatin. I can force more bullets in, but they squish around and look like they'll jam the gun, so I take a few out until it looks like it'll work smoothly. Then I look for a hand gun as a backup. I see a few on a table, and then notice a rather large hand gun, with a forward grip on it, almost like a sub-machine gun, but more so a hand gun. A little bigger than what I wanted, it looks like it'll do the trick, so I attach a sling to it and swing it over my shoulder, making sure to load it fully, and grab an extra mag for it as well.

One of my friends tells me that these guns don't use the same ammo as everyone else. I'm okay with that, I'll just have to scavenge ammo from the bodies of our attackers if I need it.

I take my defensive position again and notice there are some local people setting up their mobile food cart right in front of us. I walk up to them and tell them it's not safe to be here, and they have to move it further away. I walk back, and notice they only moved 10 ft to the right. So I return, and tell them to move further! They argue about it and I tell them that if there's another attack, our attackers will no doubt use their truck as a place to take cover, and we'll have to shoot everyone in it. They must move further away. They still don't want to move, so I raise my voice telling them, "You will be shot if you stay here! I don't want to shoot you, but you are in the line of fire, and you have to move!" They listen, and move out of sight.

Walking back toward the main wall, I end up in a tunnel where people are training to be extra tough. Rather dark in the tunnel, streaks of light come in through an air vent on the side, leaving most of the room in a dark blue color. Some guys are hanging from spiked ropes that they grabbed onto, and someone shoots live rounds nearby. Accidentally, one person is shot in the leg and falls off the spiked ropes. Everyone is hanging at the end of the tunnel, where there is a 30 ft drop over some sand. I run over that way, and jump down the hole, landing in the sand below. The guy is alright, and still really happy with the training. We both grab onto some of the bottom spikes on these long ropes, and pull ourselves off the ground.

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23:53 3mg melatonin
00:02 pre-bedtime
00:15 (?) bedtime
many interruptions family coming home late
trying desperately to get to an earlier, regular sleep schedule

01:00 (?) asleep?

remee on, same settings (4.5 hr / 5 minutes / 100% brightness)
I notice remee I think in a dream, color is grey/white, it wakes me up eventually I may have been in the dream the first time but in the void

dreams all night long, but no recording until final waking: a fair bit of recall survived:

09:46

+ murder mystery my partner double crosses me with another partner but we double-double cross him, my gun only shoots red currant berries. I'm in a low-lit apartment with my male partner looking for clues in a murder case. I see two oatmeal cookies on a table wrapped in plastic, I pick them up, the package is opened, I think it's OK to eat them and offer one to my partner. Walking down a hallway I'm trying to shoot my partner with my gun but the only thing that happens is that red current berries appear on his body. My back is up against the door and he says "we two have killed you!" and a woman (another partner?) appears behind him and he intends to kill me. I say "No, John, *we* two have killed *you*" and the woman shoots him in the head.

+ entering a science museum, I think we may get in without having to pay

+ the toy/model/hobby store has moved to smaller quarters at the end of the row, they only have pre-fab construction toys no models, lots of lego battery holding pieces. I'm standing in the store, it's very small with high counters, there are a number of sales people in the store and other people. All around the walls up high are mounted the example toy kits they sell. I think that they no longer sell any models, only pre-made construction kits like erector sets, lego, etc. The store has moved to smaller quarters so they don't have room for everything. The floor is uneven, there is a large uneven "pothole" in the middle of the floor (emerging dreamsign) that you have to step into to move from one side of the store to another. I'm fascinated and look closely at weird lego pieces that hold batteries: C battery sized, CR2032 (round) sized, some tiny batteries. I think these are cool lego pieces.

+ in an open kitchen, the appliances are making funny noises, I watch the automatic cheese slicer in action in the refrigerator. I see the cheese slicer in action, the refrigerator is small a little larger than a dorm refrigerator, the cheese slicer is in the upper left area, you put in a chunk of cheese and it repeatedly cuts it into perfectly even slices, then once finished it plops the stack of sliced cheese down to the next level. I think that only a machine can cut such perfectly level pieces, by hand and knife a person wouldn't do such a good job.

+ I cry face to face with the creepy girl doll/fairy thing that there will be no more of her kind for all eternity. She has teeny tiny teeth like a small animals. She has white/blonde hair.

+ talking about paper vs. plastic in the grocery store, waiting in line for a free cashier. There are 3 lines and I'm standing in one of them, but when another cashier comes free the person in line offers me their spot.

+ crazy racquetball: doubles with older women: sesame seeds on the floor, multiple service lines, the old woman serves raw meat instead of the ball. I'm in the right rear corner thinking about how I'll warm up: backhand shots hitting high to the front wall in the corner so that the ball will return to me. On one straight shot where the ball is returning to me it takes a funny bounce: I get down on the floor to look and I see there are a number of white and black sesame seeds, and point these out to the people in the court. The court is mostly normal (white walls, rectangular) except there are 4 service areas painted on the floor back to back. The women are choosing which one to serve from, I say that I'm used to playing on courts with only one or two such areas (false, real courts only have one service area). Standing behind the women waiting for them to serve the woman tosses me a large chunk of raw pink meat (like turkey meat), I hit/toss it and it sticks to the front wall, the woman cackles "thanks for the points!"

+ I attack incoming (zombie orcs?) with my elven sword, my partner wants their pants, I see 3 pairs of my jeans on hangers. I feel bad about chopping and stabbing at these pitiful creatures, my shiny silver sword doesn't seem to be doing much damage. Their paints are all torn up in shreds so my friend won't get any pants from them. My jeans are hanging on hangers/bars, two pairs look dirty/older, one pair looks newer, I wonder what size I bought.

7/23/14

Today is second day of my WILD attempt - unsuccessful. Day off on monday and today - wednesday.

Last night, bed after midnight - 7:54am. Nap 10am - 1pm. Then second nap later.

FIRST nap dreams:

1.

I'm in Jamaica. We came just for a day. Arrived in the afternoon, then back next evening. As I'm walking outside on the evening of first day, I'm realizing that I don't have enough time to see everything. So I decide to walk to the town ro a beer.

I'm walking on this very rocky and winding path, among some piles or rocks. I sit down to the side to rest, but path is so narrow, I have to constantly move to let people pass.

Ophelia comes along and she asks me why is my ring on left ring finger. I tell her I keep switching with the right hand, when it feels like it should be on the other one. "Like you know, when you sleeping on one side and then you feel you need to turn to the other side, like that". She says "no, i don't know". I wanna talk some more, but she is walking away, turning back to me just to say a few time 'online, online".

I arrive to the town. It's quite modern. Highrise buildings in the center, and older ones around it. There is a tour through the town. It's a rickshaw for maybe 6 people, pulled by a guy on the bike. I watch them for a while, and decide I can walk the tour by myself.

I enter some permanent street fair. There are grilled vegetables and sausages hanging in restarant's windows. I'm sorry that I already ate. I really wanted to sample local cuisine and I don't understand how come I forgot about it.

I walk around looking for a postcard shop to get some nice postcards. A guy is buying a Kit-kat from a next stall, and they also have some coconut-rum chocolate balls that I'm going to buy later, if I don't find something more authentic.

I return back to the motel. Someone said there is a ghost someplace, and it may be exaclty in the building I'm at. Someone walks inside the larger room, where all the beds are. Like a communal sleeping room. The windows and doors close, and this someone starts a seanse. I feel like she is in a hurry to do that, before we have time to protest. She is summoning the ghost and saying that whoever touched the counter with the dead dog, he is someone affected.

2.
Something bad happened. There are some bad guys around us. I think they killed everybody. So me and another person lay down and pretend to be asleep. Suddenly the bad guy checks on me if I'm really asleep/dead, and he figures I'm not. I look at him and he is about to give me a shot. I knock it out of his hand and tell him it's not necessary, I'll cooperate. Then he gives me 2 jelly pills. Red one and green one. I throw them away telling him I'm not taking those either.

He has a station wagon, like in the old west. That somehow turns into a train with open top wagons. There is bunch of us in it. We are already escaping, or are going to escape, when we reach top of the hill. From there we ahve to go backwards on the tracks and train picks up some good spee. Train looks more like the wagons in the mines in Indiana Jones movies.

3.
Some awesome sex. Not sure with whom, but I have a feeling it was a dood.

Dream 1
Recorded at 6:10am

I see a scene where Ellen Degeneres is interviewing a black guy. [i think he's famous IRL]. They're sitting on single seated couches. He's smoking while getting interviewed and Ellen seems bothered by it and whooshes smoke away from her when it drifts over.

I'm now in the car with Kayley. She's driving and I'm in the passenger seat. I see that Kayley is smoking [she doesn't smoke] and It reminds me that it need smokes for when I get home. Kayley shows me my deck of smokes which I left with her. I have a look in the pack and notice that there's quite a few still left. I see a smaller cigarette compared to the rest of them and think that it might be a joint. I think about smoking it but then think about how I usually feel when I smoke [anti-social and dumb lol]. I light up a smoke and start to smoke it [i don't smoke]. I expect it to taste like home made smokes. It doesn't have a very strong taste at all.

I arrive at a house which is either Daryl's old house or close to it. It looks like it's been abandoned or trashed a little. I see armed forces take position outside house. I take a peek out and see that they have guns drawn. It's blurry at first when looking at the soldiers but as I focus more it becomes clear. They begin shooting in my direction and I flee into another house. This house has a futuristic feel to it. Metal walls and massive automatic opening doors, which open like a supermarket door would. I see a scene of a commercial. It's showing some text and some artwork while explaining that black people need to send this message onto a white person. For some reason I feel I should give it to Kayley. I feel bad for Kayley's house and ask her to reload the scene so I could do things differently and change what has happened.

The scene has been reloaded and I go into Kayley's house and see that nothing is inside it.

Dream 2
Recorded at 8:20am

I'm playing football on a football oval in a real match. I feel hesitant to get fully involved in the game. A couple times I get and run as hard as I can after the ball but lack top speed [I'm a quick runner IRL] to chase down the ball before the opponent reaches it.

I see Luke Nite on the opposition team. We rough each other up a little to show that there's no such thing as mates during the game. A free kick has been given and it's up for grabs on who wants to take it. Jeff Bradsure offers to take it. He looks more leaner then he usually looks. He lines up for the shot and kicks if from the 50 meter mark and kicks it through the goals for 6 points. I start to wonder why I haven't been benched yet, due to not getting a touch of the ball yet. I look to the bench to see if we have enough players for subbing one another off and on. I could see 2-3 people on the bench.

I'm now off the pitch and walking along side the oval. I see soldiers laying down looking for targets. I line up my gun up to head height and pull the trigger. I'm after headshots only [previous day I played a game where I needed headshots to unlock a gun]. I reach some sort of skinny trench and I think I've been spotted by the enemy near the exit. I see him and kill him also.

I see a restricted and patrolled area up ahead. There's explosive barrels bunched up in front of the ramps from stopping people from using the ramps for riding or driving over for fun. I get on a quad bike bike and avoid the barrels and head straight for the ramps. I get a decent amount of air and seem to be having a good time. My bike begins to bounce higher and higher each time I land. It gets to the point of where I am bouncing at least 20 meters into the air. I keep just missing the barrels as I land and just my judgement. I either mention or show my Dad of what I'm doing.

I'm now at the end of the patrolled area and it feels as if I'm at the end of a map (as if I'm I was playing a video game). I get off the bike and walk to where I expect it to end and I see that there's paint there. I try to see if I can walk beyond that point and to my surprise I could continue walking. The area seemed to be deserted and had the feeling of half night and half day.

Side Notes:

I have a good nights sleep. I have a decent chance to attempt a quick wild as I awaken. I see fairly vivid imagery and scenes which come and go. I stay completely still hoping for the dream to appear. I start to think about my dream I just had and figured it would be close to my time to get up, so I stop the wild attempt and focus on my last dream I have just had.

July 23, 2014

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Math Prof

I was at my house, but my house was rather strange; I remember the family room being very exaggeratedly large. I was with the whole family; extended as well as immediate. From both sides. It was crazy.

Then Tim, my "Math Teacher Teacher" (he's the one who teaches us Mathematical pedagogy so he's a teacher of math teachers: math teacher teacher) knocked on our door; we let him in, and then there was this huge huzzah over who he would nominate for a chance to ask him any question. He would chose one male and one female, and there would be a game-show. We could ask any question we wanted him to answer, but only one question. The winners were me (he chose me, but my cousin thought she was chosen; I was too embarrassed to say anything, but her mom did, so I got to go up) and my big brother. I got to go first, so when the microphone was passed to me, and there drumroll played, I asked the first question that came to mind: "Are you a member of the Squirrel Club?!"

He was not.





Splishy Splashy

(okay so I don't remember much of this and my handwriting is horrid, so I'll do the best I can...)

I was at home again, and there was a letter/package for me. It was basically a letter so large it was shipped as a package... It was a card about the length of my arm. My mom gave it to me, and I set it down somewhere to open it later, and went to watch TV.

There was some special program on TV, where we could register for some class, but I didn't register. IT didn't apply to me. So I started splashing water from one bowl into another bowl. I wasn't allowed to use a ladle or just pour the water; I had to splash as much of it as I could into the other bowl.

(in hind sight, it kinda reminds me of some kind of silly task they would have on Double Dare or one of those other silly Nickelodeon game shows (can I get a whut whut from all the 90s kids out there?))





Marriage

All I remember from this one is that Zukin texted me, telling me she was getting married because she was in love.