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9/11/13, 10:00-6:00

Dream 1:

I was in a camp with buildings in the forest. I remember a girl from school.

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I also became lucid around 6:00. I woke up in my bed, feeling the rush of energy. I couldn't decide if I was awake or asleep! I didn't feel like moving to find out, so I woke myself up .

I can still barely believe I've just had LD #2 but JoannaB's words from my previous lucid posting confirm it.

"A dream about being lucid would not have that kind of self-awareness. It would be for example more like watching a movie in which you were a star and the star does cool stuff because it is a dream, but you would not have real awareness of dream state, it would be happening to you."

And that's it in a nutshell. Also, if I can have dream #2 like this I can have #3 #4..#5 etc...soon even I "Mr self-doubt" has to be convinced More about this dream later...I had one dream before the LD one

04.50 AM I felt ill when I woke up. (that's only happened once before, months ago) I tried to DEILD but, although the after-dream effects were still "white-hot" it failed

Pretty vivid dream. I'm in a pub I think, and there's scaffolding reaching way up to the roof...which looked about the height of Canterbury Cathedral. Someone is trying to fit harness onto me and I think I was supposed to be climbing up this scaffolding. I not happy about this. I hear someone say that the tackle won't fit me (bloody cheek...I'm overweight, but not that much)

"I'm not doing it." I say firmly. "I guarantee that I'm not going up there."

08.00 AM I'm in a virtually featureless bedroom...it's all a bit vague. I'm in there with the wife and there's a double-bed That's a mega DS because we don't even sleep in the same room - except in single beds in a hotel. That's apparently all I needed to make me say "I'm dreaming"

I'm still in the bedroom and no major excitement this time (I've been self-conditioning) But I did forget to RC. I can hear the wife saying something in the distance but I'm too busy to listen.

I bang experimentally on the white wall and the room seems to bow inward (don't do that again I think) This time, everything seems much more stable and I really want to explore I move out of the room to go downstairs. I'm aware of moving down much more easily than I normally would. There's a bannister with a grooved indentation running down the top...I feel my hand running down the polished wood

There's an open door, on the right at the bottom and, in my opinion, a fairly cluttered room (the sort that some older people have, full of momentoes and ornaments and non-coordinated colour schemes. There a small black dog in there (another black dog!) Strangely,I feel like I'm somewhere in Scotland (never been there)

There's a kind of conservatory on the left...not the modern kind but more basic...rectangular, mainly glass and from a much earlier period. This is very cluttered and I can hear a woman speaking from an alcove round on the left-hand side. I'm eager to move round there (my first post-lucid DC, although, based on yesterday's experience, perhaps I should have been more cautious) Maybe my haste to get round there did it, but the dream ended. I tried to DEILD again, but failed...I'm now desperate to work on this problem...it should now be my number-one priority

The next few weeks are going to be wonderful. Looks like my dreams will keep fairly stable, as long as I take it steady. I remembered to keep calm at first...now I must reinforce my conditioning about RC’s …and DEILD mastery is an absolute priority

September 11, 2013

review: dreamed I had to escape the Russian army (gee I wonder why), long and fairly stable dream. remember the third tower

Escape Russia
The rest of my team had already tried to escape. They leaped off the roof top hoping it would be enough to escape the Russian Army below. Instead, they just leaped to their deaths instead. The army catches them in mid air.

Just behind the army was a wall dividing them from a river. I knew if I could make it there I would be safe. I jump off the roof top and before the Russian army can do anything about it I safely fly over their heads, cursing at the general as I go. I climb over the wall and jump into the river.

I felt I only had moments to get a head start before the Russian army catches up. Apparently I have sensitive information that they don't want to leave the country.

Suddenly I can't fly and running along the river was hard. So many twigs. I magically find the airport.

It's a total mess in here! They are cancelling flights left and right and vacating the place. Its as if they're afraid of some sort of aerial attack. I tell the lady at the register that I need a flight out. But she gives me some weak excuse why she can't do that.

I lose control and scream "I'm a fugitive and the russian army is gonna kill me unless you give me a flight out, right now!"

The whole place went dead silent. The lady agrees to help. She ushers me to a back room and tells me about the last flight out of Russia. But its going to cost a lot. I pull out my credit card and remember how damn broke I am. I can't believe money is deciding my fate!

Suddenly mom and sis shows up. I beg them to help! But they don't have the funds for this last flight out either. Mom comes up with one of her crazy schemes - drive us out of Russia and act like everything is okay?

Mom is driving us through an old city. Wait, I remember this place. This is where my team escaped from earlier. For what ever reason it was a middle eastern city. Or maybe thats not ironic. I gripe at mom "What are you doing! You're taking me right to my enemies!"

We couldn't drive any further because of road blocks so we walk through the square, still acting like everything is fine. But a soldier recognizes my face. I make mom and sis drop their bags, and we run like hell.

We've made it past the border of Russia. The countryside is gorgeous, with giant green mountains. Were standing by the mountain highway trying to hitch a ride to the airport. In my mind its a european country. But when a car pulls over clearly its a chinese family.

Language barriers. They don't understand what we want. So they shrug and drive off.

Another car with english speaking europeans pulls over. Apparently they know us. The blonde chick, who was high, tells us she knows another way out.

She takes us to her rundown apartment and shows us a device that creates portals. It seems simple enough. You first place a picture of your destination. Then you pour a mixture of different liquids, press random buttons, and voila, a magical portal.

The portal she activated was the wilderness of Texas. Gorgeous! So close to home! But mom and sis just frown. The blonde chick says she has to go on a date now and leaves us with this machine.

Since my folk don't like any of the preset pictures, I quickly try to doodle my destination. It feels like its taking forever. At one point I realize its a dream and ask myself "is my family really still behind me?". Usually in long drawn out moments like this dream characters who are standing behind me - disappear.

I look behind me and mom and sis are still waiting for me to finish with my drawing. I doodled an alien for my imaginary planet. I pop in the picture, hope for the best and wake up.

I was at this school where the good students get special treats (can't remember what they were), the less intelligent kids got placemats, and the bad students got thrown out or something (this is fuzzy too). The school also had a tool shed that was surrounded by overgrown grass and weeds, and where a group of boys were talking.

> Mike Watt in Brookville, PA and Trees

I was in Brookville and I saw Mike Watt there, Walking. I went up into a tree above the town and later came down from the canopy of trees.

> Aliens abducted me and my wife? (I'm not married in waking life)

This was like the alien abduction in the Jimmy Neutron movie; I went into the kitchen and it was like that. But I was attached to something by my feet and not all of the suction cup things were attached to my feet all over to keep me from falling.

Note: Prior to this, In the last few days I asked someone in the EQD chat if the person was about to zap me into an alien spaceship and I got a "Yes" response to which I said "OK" to.

I took a nap this afternoon... it was hilarious.

I was at a bar, looking for some friends. For some reason, I fell on the floor. I looked up and there were some girls I went to college with, they were all wearing skirts and dresses, without underwear. I was shocked and embarrassed, so I quickly got up. There were lots of people there and it was really crowded. I remember seeing someone's back and thinking "this is a dream!" I couldn't remember what I was supposed to do, so I tried calling the person. They wouldn't turn and I was like "HEY YOU HELP ME PLEASE I HAVE TASKS" then... I was still there, but I was thinking "oh, crap, I woke up. Maybe next time I'll be able to remember" and continued with the dream.

I went upstairs and I saw my dog and some family members. A cousin of mine was trying to take my dog, but she was choking him. I told her off and picked my dog. Then I put him back on the floor and left. I was walking down the street and telling my dog to follow me. I saw a frog on the sidewalk and completely freaked out. I, once again, told my dog to stay close to me.

Short dream, but it was really funny!

Dream ended - 6.40am
Time Lucid - 4 to 5 mins
Non lucid - grey text
Semi Lucid - red text
Lucid - blue text


I woke up motionless, eyes closed. I changed things up and brought on heavy sleep breathing. To my surprise, I felt sensations and saw a scene forming in the distance (hallway vision), which I focused on. I think I lost the visions at one point but continued the sleep breathing, which brought on a full blown scene in front of me. I now knew I could enter the dream. I stood up and performed a RC (checked hand, extra finger).

I was now lucid. I looked around and noticed that there was a bed from which I got out of to enter the scene (Every DEILD I have had, I have gotten out my own bed and never left my house.) I could hear my dog snoring in my real bed, which transferred over into my dream. I was not in my bed room this time, and saw Kayley in the bed. She was awake, and looking at her phone. I remembered to make sure to try and stabilise the scene. I rubbed my hands together, but it felt strange.. I wasn't sure if this would be enough, so I picked up an object (A glass) and focused on what it looked, felt and smelt like.

I was distracted by two cats play fighting. I remembered to complete a simple task, which was to eat food in a dream. I went over to the pantry and looked for something to eat, to my surprise, there wasn't anything too appealing to eat. I thought I would use some dream control and expect something nice to be in front of me.. didn't work. I saw some hubber-bubber bubble gum, which caught my eye, but I wanted something better!



I checked inside the freezer and saw some ice creams. There were two types, either a banana paddle pop or a magnum?
I could see a lot of paddle pops up the top and a few magnums down the bottom. I must have become semi-lucid as I was contemplating on if the owner of the house would realise I had taken a magnum. I took the magnum and it tasted nice, but expected better. I don't think I concentrated enough on the taste.



I walked outside and it was daytime. I was standing on a padio/deck looking out onto the backyard. The deck was about 2 metres off the ground. At my feet was steps, leading to the yard. The backyard was decent size, and I could see over the fence from where I was. I could see into the distance.

I figured I should try and remind myself that I was dreaming, and focused on my hand. I was really trying to see every detail to it. My hand was pulsating and looked strange. I said ''I am dreaming'' to myself to remind myself, that I was in fact dreaming. Unfortunately this woke me up straight away!


PS. skiesAffinity, I forgot all about the pudding I was meant to eat

My family and I are spending time at Disney World. We are heading toward the Haunted Mansion. It looks a little different than the real thing. There's a small "vampire house" in front of the main building overlooking a large stone fountain. There is also a man wearing a mask there who's performing magic tricks for people walking by. He waves his hand and my little brother Jared's right shoe disappears and teleports into the water of the fountain. Jared runs forward to take back his shoe but right before he reaches it, his entire body is flung backward by some invisible force of magic. The magician starts giggling, clearly having fun with it. Jared takes another try. This time pnce he gets close to the fountain streams of water shoot up and splash his face. Eventually he gives up and leaves the shoe. It was pretty comical.

I was seeing a race track, and I could see the circle where the pits were. This is where the stock cars race as a side show before the big race happens.

I was in a class room with it full of children. We were all racing in our cars around the class room. I was racing competitively and was over taking a lot of kids. The teacher wouldn't let me race the next race because she said that people were surprised that you were lapping them. I waited a few moments to see if she would let me race after a short period on the side lines, this wasn't the case. I explained to her that it was unfair as it's in my genes to give 100% in anything thing and everything I do, nothing less. I added that I could help it as it's just the way I am. I've always been the competitive type.

I was now outside (Daytime). I saw a car, and I walked towards it and noticed my Mum was in there. She got out of the car and was holding a football (AFL ball). I wasn't in the mood to have kick the ball to one another because of what happened in the class room. I bit the bullet, and ended up having a kick of the ball. It felt as if It was half flat.

Dream 1(fragments):

I was discussing something with some other people.

Dream 2(fragments):

I was checking around some forest, searching for someone and was able to grab and pickup whole trees in the process.

It was day time.

I was sitting? on the grass watching two kids wrestling on the ground. I think they were actually trying to submit one another using Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu (BJJ). I saw what looked like one of the kids fathers, he may have been the ref. It felt as if I was not sitting on the grass at this point, it felt as if I was seeing a scene of what I explained above. The ground wasn't flat, it was as if it was on a hill. I remember seeing a building.

I was at a house which reminded me a bit like Kayley's old house. I walked over towards the kitchen bench and saw what looked like bananas that were melted down and fried. Below the bananas was a loaf, that was in clear wrap. I wasn't sure what the loaf was, but It was too doughy to it, and looked as it had not set properly. I now was thinking that what I was seeing was made out of chicken breasts. I had one of the fried bananas in my hand, and wanted more. I put my hand in, to grab something else too eat. Jane (A friends Mum) noticed me going through the food, and said ''Why don't you just grab yourself a banana''. I was hesitant to grab food now, because I already had a banana in my other hand, and felt greedy. I ended up deciding to not grab any more food. Jane was explaining to me on how she cooked the chicken breasts. She said it was cooked with a hair curler.

So after about three weeks of no dreams I finally got some I was really happy to have some dreams after all of those days of darkness!!! I have never made any Dream Journal entries so far but I thought maybe I could give it a try though it wasn't a lucid dream. I've just started to keep my dream journal for the first time in my life. Anyway forgive me if my English isn't very good because it's not my native neither I am that good so forgive me. So two days ago on 9th of September I went to bed about 10:30 pm. At about 11:00 pm I fell asleep. I had two dreams that night.

DR 1:
So the first dream occured somewhere between 11:00 pm and 2:00 am. As far as I can remember I was in my house and it was pretty late and outside it began to get darker and darker. In my house there weren't much light. I was in my kitchen and there was only a one small lamp that was turned on. I think my dog was with me also. I went to a hallway and tried to turn on the lights but it seemed like all the light bulbs in my house were broken except that one in my kitchen which was very small. It was very dark. I went to my bathroom and I could barely see from dark but it seemed like I saw some entity in my bath tub or I was having feeling like I am being watched and like there is some presence in my house. I got really scared and runned to my balcony. I took my telephone and called my neighbour if she could come to my appartment because I'm scared or something like that. While I was talking to the phone I again felt some presence and like I was being watched. I went to the kitchen after that and not a lot time passed(I guess) until I heard the doorbell. I went to my hallway and rushed towards the door through my narrow and dark hallway. I opened the door and I saw a dark shadow which scared me so much that I fell on the floor on my back. After the shadow came closer I realized that it's my neighbour and my parents were with her. After that I woke up at around 2:00 am.

DR 2:
The second dream occured right after the first I guess. So when I woke up I instantly recalled my dream that I previously had and then after a few minutes I fell asleep again and that was about 2:00 am like I said earlier. Then I had another dream. Though there is not a lot I can remember and it isn't really vivid but here it is. I was driving in some car with some other person on some road which was going right beside the shore of some sea. On the left side there were green plains as far as eye can see. There were a few trees. On the right side there were fences and houses. At some point we rushed by a house in front of wich there were two cars one behind the other. The second car that was closer to the road was bright green. After that I suddenly found myself like in some classroom or something like that I don't know even what it is I guess the part of the dream disappeared. So in that classroom I don't remember much things all I could see in front of me was like some desk and wooden board though I know there were other people there too. So there was under one desk like some box which I pulled out and in it there was a giant ladybug like two fists and it looked really gross. It started to climb on the side of the box so I quickly pushed it under the table again. After that again it seems like some part of the dream is lost. All I can think and how I can explain the next thing that I remember can be that I had a some sort of vision in my dream. So suddenly I was in some house in a dark room. There were like curtains on the window and maybe some wooden planks. I wasn't alone there were like three or four more people. And I was sitting on a bed and suddenly in the right corner of the room there appeared some entity in some like a cloak which looked very old. The entity was tall and had long hands with very long fingers that looked like claws. It had round green head more like a shape of an egg layed down with no face. There were no eyes no nose or anything just a big mouth with large sharp teeth. After that again there are some unlogical things and blanks and then I was again in that like a classroom. After that I think I came to that house for real with some people I think my friends and as I climbed onto the bed that entity appeared again like bellow the blanket and popped out. After popping out it hit me really hard so I was launched outside the house flying through the air like 50 meters away. As it struck me I think it maybe said something like 'Don't ever come here!' but I am not sure if it said anything. After that I woke up at around 8:30 am and wrote everything to my dream journal.

the most clear scene from my dream was this: me and obama laying next to each other under a blanket. there were some other people around (my friends, mainly AA ones). but they couldn't hear us. we were talking quietly. he was surprisingly just a normal dude and very humble. i was quite turned on by him and he could tell bc he was, too. and he said well why don't you kiss me already? and i said " well i mean.... the thing is... i feel like you have kissed other students from my school". and he said "only 3, and 2 weren't even friends with alex (from AA). For some reason i knew that the students that were friends with alex didn't mean anything to him. then i started regretting asking him all these stupid questions bc i mean, when else would i get to kiss the president?! but luckily he was still down and he kissed me like super conservative but sensual. anyway then for some reason i realized oh shit he has a wife! what about michelle? i asked him. he looked pained and said that they were having their own relationship ups and downs..... i didn't question him.

another scene was with me and obama and justin bieber. jb was being super obnoxious, instagramming everything like a little shit. but obama was friends with him and wanted to play a game with me, jb, and himself. the game was throwing a marble type ball at justin bieber, and if we missed, he got a point. i was surprisingly really good. half way through jb turned into a midget, which i guess i just noticed and didn't comment on. jb won but it was a close game.

another part of the dream, earlier, was stealing clothes with abdu. i needed a particular shirt and he wouldnt even let me buy it, he just stole it.

another part was justin being shot by a BB gun or something. he was extremely hurt. i remember being really scared and the police were out but since we were with obama it really wasn't a big deal. i didn't know if justin would make it though bc i had never seen him in so much pain.

at another point in the dream, i asked katie kalbhan if she wanted a blunt that i had if she paid me. i really needed money for some reason (i think to get home bc my mom was freakin out. i had the sense she was freakin out the whole dream, which is a continual theme i have). anyway she said that she can't smoke bc it made her trip out and i said me too! funny thing is, she smokes a lot (i think) and also i don't even know her in real life and shes some random ass girl from high school.

i also remember clearly the van we were in with abdu. it was big and white, like dad's car. speedin down the night freeway.

oh yeah and... well there was another part where me and obama and a bunch of the AA people and bryn got naked and did some DP centipede shit but not anal? it was so weird but for some reason i didn't think it was in the dream. except for the fact that sierras dad, my employer, was on the other human chain right next to me. i was like ew wat a sicko. i remember sort of enjoying it but feeling numb as well.

WHY THE EFF COULDNT I LUCID DREAM? I was literally kicking it with obama. i got to be more in tune with things that are out of the ordinary! but it was still a cool dream.

Normal dream: I dreamed last was that I was at home with my friends. and when they have parties, they tend to get complaints of a man his name is Guy. so last Saturday night, I dreamed that we had a small celebration with soft music so so Suddenly the doorbell rings and I open then with my friends because I had lived there for 2 weeks.Guy walk in with a stack of notes and screaming to they will be evicted now and then he grinned at them. patches were bills about 20 bills $ 246 of each bill. and my friend Cassandra begins to yell at Guy that he should go to hell. and me and Joakim just stands there and watch each other. then begins the dream to become a little fuzzy

I was with my barber named Joe and we were in this stadium messing around throwing around a football and we were doing the kickoff and my barber was kicking the ball to the other side of field and I was on the side line all the way to the left ready to take off. Then after kickoff the ball went out of bounds after the touchdown zone and someone on the side lines I guess the guy who was playing coach said something like "you cheated you couldnt have kicked it that far" then Joe was like "want to bet" so then we did the kickoff again and Joe kicked the ball again and even before the ball landed everyone was already by the touchdown zone when the ball got caught by the other team. So then after that the coach was still denying it that he was able to do it and Joe was like "lets bet $400" and then I started shouting out "taking bids for $400 a head" i shouted it like 4 times and everyone was laughing because I was saying it so sarcastically.