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Dream: Black
Lucid: Purple

The dream started out with me and my brother at my subconscious's remodel of the North West Airfield. It wasn't much of an airfield (it was just a road in a middle of the forest) We were walking around and all of a sudden i get sniped from behind. Im now in a car with my brother (it was like dayz i died and he came to pick me up but it just skipped to the next part of the dream because thats how dreams sometimes are) he told me "I will drop you off in town so you can get some loot, then meet me down at the airfield." i followed with "Can't you just take me with you? I mean you're already going to the airfield." He responded with a grunt and a disappointed "yes". Right after the talk, we see a bus on the side of the road with 3 people. I said "Woah, were not going to take them out, are we?" and before he could answer they sniped him and i ducked. I thought to my self "They must of not seen me..." I then took my brothers MP7 and Ak-47 and snuck up on them. I was on the left side of the bus (the bus's door was on the left). The bottom of the bus was fairly high off the ground so i could see the people around the bus (2 on the right and one in the front). So i ducked under the bus and sprayed both of the people on the right (they didnt die yet but they were bleeding really bad) and then i sprayed the girl in the front. The girl in the front stayed where she was then i went around the corner with my ak and shot both of the others in the head. The girl from the front went around the corner and shot me in the head with a makorav. But soon after i died she bleed out and to my self i thought "WORTH". *Im not exactly sure if this was the same dream or another but it was fairly short* I then got up from my computer and went into the bathroom and i look into the corner of where the door closes (if someone was there the door would conceal them) and i saw my dad sleeping while standing with "green asian zing puke" and i said "Dad, what the fuck?!" he woke up and he was like "What...? Holy shit, we need to clean this up." then i woke up.

1. Impression of a boy who might have actually been a girl + something to do with soccer, and two bulleted lists

2. I ran out of my grandma’s house to escape from a scary dark-clothed shorter man. I’m running down her gravel driveway as he comes out the door. The scene jumps into one of me running down a road in heavy rain, I can barely see where I’m going. I believe it was dark out.

3. I’m in a big jacuzzi-like bathtub, my dad is off to the left. I think it must have been on a TV, but I’m seeing a scene of Xena and Gabrielle from Xena: Warrior Princess making out/as lovers.

4. I have to pee but I can’t go downstairs because the bottom steps are blocked off by a curtain because we’re bombing for bugs downstairs. Apparently the bathroom up here didn’t exist in the dream, because mom says I’ll have to use that one - she points to a bathroom squeezed in in the space between at the top of the stairs and mom’s cabinet.

I pull the doors (there were two) closed, but then realize I left the way to the stairs open, so I push the outer door back open (even though it doesn’t really block the way well). I’m sitting on the toilet but there is no door anymore. Mom looks in and I get really upset. I run to my room nearly in tears, slam the door (it doesn’t work right as usual, so I pull up on the handle as I do because it’s messed up) and throw shoes at the door.

Inspiration: #2) No idea but it was scary! Although the rain part was interesting, such heavy rain! #3) I get the feeling I saw something about Xena in the last few months, but before that I hadn’t thought of it in a while. #4) We sprayed for roaches this morning. I woke up at 6:40 before the spraying and went back to sleep so the dream came after that. Come to think of it, that’s the longest dream I’ve had taking place in a house I currently live in.

Notes: I had a hard time getting to sleep and woke up multiple unrestful times. x_x Just realized all the dreams but one involved water… I did sorta have to go when I woke up but not that bad. Hm.

September 8, Sunday:

Dreams regarding Satanism which I was thinking of as I'd watched a documentary about David Berkowitz (The "Son of Sam") who said he was in a satanic cult.

September 9, Monday:

> Mother said she and father watched My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic

> I saw things regarding the next Fallout video game and I heard the name of the game. For some reason an ice cream shop came to mind.

> I saw a video game store and I saw the sign above the door, And it was where a Bon-Ton store was.

I can edit more in to this post that I had.

Dream 1(fragments):

I was playing some game with SilentEternity where we had power to create things.

Dream 2(fragments):

I was watching some yogscast video, they were playing some kind of RPG.

Dream 3:

I was checking out some custom level for some game, as i was selecting character the level stated that quadruped-type characters are not allowed and it was highly disappointed, either way i've continued with the level. There was some female character with psionic abilities that i had to escort through a garden and there were other various characters that were talking about story and there was some old man following us. Then we ended up in the underground crypt and there had to do some platforming to reach the exit.
Ofcourse it was just the first level of the mod and the next one was some kind of japanese temple, this time i was controlling some different character and there was platforming on rooftops and solving puzzles, in one of which i had to find some gems and insert them into statue in place of eyes, all while getting attacked by two monkeys who had some kind of special abilities.
After finding the exit of the level i've finally found the team which then captured the monkeys into the bag, but as we continued the way further they've escaped literally through the bag and one of them said that something is about to get attacked. There was city ahead and soon buildings start exploding, we hurry up here and soon join the battle along with an army of wolves led by some girl in the helmet, enemies are various and include some huge mechas and apparently dinosaurs. In the end there was a boss fight versus even more huge mecha.

A teenage girl who's recently begun to see strange things, people who look different to her than they do to everybody else, demonic, eyes in the wrong places or no mouths, and so on - she's thinking about one man in particular, a mentor or father figure, who now looks inhuman to her. She believes this is a delusion. But she's run across a woman who obliquely refers to herself as inhuman, clearly believing that they're both the same; and the woman goes on to talk about various creatures like them gathering, organized by that particular father figure, and about a 'sister' who that father figure favors, and weighing the pros and cons of killing that 'sister.' It's clear this girl is the 'sister' being talked about, though neither of them realize it.

This conversation had been happening at a food court in an airport while they were both waiting to meet other people, and eventually the girl put her head down on the table, folded her arms for a pillow and took a nap; when she woke up, another person was sitting next to her, a black-haired woman, talking to the first one, and when she sees the girl's waking up she tries to startle her. The girl doesn't get startled. The black-haired woman then says hello in a very odd, drawn-out tone.

(Woke up. That odd, drawn-out tone was the sound of a chainsaw next door. Back to sleep.)

Walking through mountains at night, talking about chocolate, and being followed by Gollum.

Going along with Buffy's friends on some scheme they've come up with, now that she's dead.

A small model of an obelisk, made out of salt.

I'm possessing a young man in college, and I'm doing a terrible job of mimicking his normal behavior, all his housemates suspect something's up with him.

Still in that college setting, a horror movie called 'Mandeathering' is recommended to me - I see a scene involving several creatures in a graveyard, one of them looking like Nosferatu and holding a child in his arms, described as a family that 'feeds on death,' and 'the weak ones' giving in to sadness or despair (though now I can't remember if 'the weak ones' were among the family or the ones they were feeding on). I google the movie, but think the guy recommending it must have gotten the title wrong, because none of the results I'm getting are for a horror movie; the first result is for a dream journal.

(Woke up. Back to sleep.)

On a ship, looking down at a human-shaped siren standing on an island and the man from my crew who's standing there with her. I'm thinking about going down there myself, but I'm also thinking about past experiences with things that call to you from the water, asking you to leave your ship. Never goes well.

Fragment of one person chasing another on horseback on that same island, something to do with a god.

Dream 1

I was waiting at some traffic lights with my brother and my grandad walks up to us. He tells me he wants weed, this is really weird I think. He tells us both that he will buy it and that the dealer is on his way. 2 guys roll up the street in a black, tinted Range Rover Sport, it was very nice. The driver rolls his window down and he is a Rastafarian, it comes to £15. My Grandad gives me mine and I drop it, it turns to like metal or something and bangs into the dealers car. I fear it has dented it and he'll notice it later. Then it starts floating off but I catch it. We were then lighting it up and I was about to smoke it when my mum comes. My grandad tells me to hide it, so I throw it on the floor and stamp it out. We then talk about jobs in the family.

Dream 2

I was in the backseat of a car and I guess I was going on holiday somewhere. We are driving to the destination and I am filming on my phone which looks to be the Maldives in the UK. Out my window was a huge puddle it looked like, in the puddle was instead of beautiful houses static caravans, elevated over the puddle. Much like the houses in the Maldives but trampier. I am laughing commentating over the video. There is no one about, I think its a weird place to be be going on holiday. I then see lots of people at a rocky beach.

I am then at the beach, my family are there. Its England so I know how cold the water will be. I am the first to go in and to no surprise it is absolutely freezing. I put my body under but not my head. My sister comes in next and she grabs my head and stamps on it as a joke but I almost smash my head off the rocks. I tell my mum.

I get out and I stroll through the backstreets of this destination. There was a shop selling this toy biting fishes. They were only a euro and I thought they would be really funny to pretend to bite random people with a the beach. The man picks one up, I tell him to hold on while I get my money out. I say I only have a 2 euro coin. He gives me 2 euros change back.

Dream 3

I man in a black suit is giving a speech, he has a fade style haircut and a white tie on. On the knot of the tie is the 'Eye Of Horus' symbol.

Dream 4

I am in my backgarden and I am aware I am dreaming. Well kind of not very aware. I know what my goal is, which is to go to space. I decide that I will spin to space, I spin all the way till I'm in space. In space there was two football goals and a football. I think I haven't completed my goal into I score with the football. I shoot and miss. I say to myself if I don't get this in I will have failed my lucid dream. I score and I am happy.

I was in the house of an old friend, Rachel, with my mom and a friend. The house was brand new, walls and furniture covered in white. Rachel's mom was standing in the kitchen, welcoming us. There were some black hand towels on a rod on the wall and me and my friend used them to dry our hands. Eventually, Rachel's older brother came up to us and said something like, "You're messing up my towels! There's towel fluff on the ground!" I didn't see anything wrong with a bit of towel fluff on the ground so I said, "It's just a little bit of towel fluff! It won't ruin your towels!" But then he started yelling at us about it and told us to get out of the house. I walked toward the door and he said things like, "you're a mess! you're worthless!" etc. Me and my mom were then standing outside the house at this huge window. The window was all foggy and I was able to write on it. I wrote, "You asshole! I AM messed up! I (can't say this part) ....(tried to think of a number even though I lost count).... 10 times!" He looked at at what I wrote. Then, I appeared back in their house and was washing dishes. I knew I didn't belong in there, so I was crying. I used a towel to wipe away my tears, but still I was crying. It was that beautiful, real emotion I experience in dreams once in a while. I then saw him standing behind me. He wasn't angry, but just standing there in silence watching me as I continued to cry.

I was in a classroom with 7 other students like if it was take your child to work day and you were stuck going to school that day because your parents forced you to. So in the classroom I was just being super cocky and not feeling like doing any of the work since I was most likely forced to go to school. When the bell finally rang I went through the hallways and went to sit down on this low concrete wall with everybody else whose waiting for the buses as well. After a while of waiting I started talking crap about school and other things then some guy I knew from George T Baker who wasnt so much of bully but mostly just random and awkward who was always around the corner of the classroom. In the dream I remember he was off to the left side and after I took a brief pause he started saying "oh look at small man talking big words" and then started talking more crap about me and when he took a brief pause I started mocking him physically and everyone started laughing super hard but then it kind of triggered a huge out burst in him and started acting like a gorilla going ape shit and couldnt understand a word he was shouting then I kinda thought he was going to attack me and everyone who was waiting for the buses saw more buses coming into the school drive way and then I started running with everyone else looking for my bus. At this point I remember a friend saying "run around the school to lose them and then get on the bus" but I am definitely way to lazy to do that so I just stood there and said "what else you got to lose tarzan" so then at that point I kind of remember that I boarded a bus and everything blanks out.

09-08-13 I have been playing a video game that involves selling trade goods. My sleep was being disturbed by my brain going over and over the content of the game. I seized lucidity and tried to force it to stop. Almost no visuals existed and I has no dream body. I was just a free floating consciousness. I could here another part of my brain talking about selling things and with limited visuals experienced replaying game related input. I could not stop this from happening any longer than I stayed focused on it.

I never thought I would have a nightmare, especially a Lucid Nightmare. I always thought, "Well Im always in such a great mood and when I have a LD I'm always so happy." I was wrong. In my dream, I wake up and it is hard to move. Its really dark I can barely see. Theres someone else near me but idk where. I finally get up and start feeling my face and everything. My face and leg is numb. Somehow this is when I knew I was dreaming. So I would start to freak out, then id calm down cuz I knew I was just dreamin. I sat in a chair and somebody yanked me back and I slid in the chair out of the room. I saw the guy poke his head out and then go back in my room. I was trying to scream to wake everyone in the house up but I couldnt. Somehow this worked: I had to put my hand on my face and push up to wake myself up. I had a couple False Awakenings before I finally woke up. Overall I am dissapointed in the way I handled my Lucid Nightmare. I knew I was dreaming and I was able to calm myself down. I should have took control and turned it into a great fun dream but I couldnt for some reason. And I wish I didnt force myself awake. Lucid Nightmares can happen to anyone at anytime. If you read ths before your next Lucid Nightmare remember, the next time you have a lucid nightmare, try to control it and turn it into a nice fun dream or something and lemme know how it goes. I think I was too shocked and inexperienced to be able to turn the outcome of my nightmare around. Maybe next time. If you read this I thank you!

Mmk, last nights dreams were pretty weird and I can barely remember most of them.

1.
My mom and I were out in the front yard where there were a bunch of old people, each with a different bright hair color (pink, blue, etc). It was like some gathering but they were all just standing/walking around and talking about Christianity and how my mom and I were a disappointment. We made fun of them together and I said 'awful purple!!' in this manly voice with an English accent and my mom started cracking up.

2.
Mom with me again, we were in a little seaside cafe. We shared a booth with an elderly husband and wife couple, and they were talking with my mom about her work and planning how they'd help her out.

3.
I was with a friend (not someone I actually know) in this strange house, and this large puppet/doll with a knife comes in. He's very threatening, but not attacking us, just keeping us there. We're just automatically assuming it must be some creature, like it's not too out of the ordinary for puppets to move around like that :/ But then something happens, not sure what, that makes it fall over and break in the middle. Inside is a creepy-looking guy with glasses and unkempt facial hair. Think he was a wanted criminal?? Anyway, way creepy.

My friend and I ran out of the house and the area was suddenly way different. We were on this raft in the middle of a body of water that was surrounded by tall buildings and broken down amusement park rides. There were lots of other rafts too, and a few boats. It was very dark, and there was a dense, foggy haze over the whole area and a sense of chaos but I'm not sure what was going on. There were lots of people trying to get to the boats. My friend and I got to one, and sat across from this man who seemed rather cheerful despite the circumstances. He said something about the weather, can't remember. I replied with something like, 'you're not allowed to say that unless you're a pirate!' and we both started laughing.

#226 - SSILD - 5:49AM

I am playing an old Playstation game, Road Rash 3D. Soon there are impossible turns and only a partial view of the screen. I complain how hard this is. After a little while it turns into a guy driving a some dinky little car. It's like I am watching TV but I am controlling the actions of the actor. It seems British and I realize I am driving on the wrong side of the road though I am already on the left side. Cars swerve all over to avoid me. I shout, "BUT I AM DRIVING ON THE OTHER SIDE ALREADY!" Then, the car crashes and the guy rolls out. Two very hairy and shirtless men rush to him. The driver now has no shirt and smiles real big as he cuddles with the two men. I become disgusted by all the hairy gayness and turn away from the TV.

Now I am in some ally that seems like something from Sesame Street. There are two or three kids near me. There was something about some gang members and I begin to hear really cheesy hip hop music. I note this as odd and briefly wonder how I am going to describe the music in my dream journal. Then something happens.

I turn to my right and see a large trash can full of ice. I assume the gang members did that as their form of vandalism. I suddenly become fully lucid as I use my dream control to change the ice into cotton candy. I reach my hands out to the ice and will it to turn. The pile of ice become blurry and as my vision sharpens back up it now looks like pink and blue cotton candy. I pull out a large chunk of it and hand some to the kids as I shout, "COTTON CANDYYYYYY! I notice how light and fluffy the stuff feels; almost like holding air. Then I say, "See? Those guys weren't so bad after all."

For some reason I felt like my wife had been next to me during most of the dream and I turn to find her. I really want to share my cotton candy with her and boast about what I did. I still have a very large chunk in my hand and I take a bite. It doesn't taste quite like cotton candy but it is very sweet. I follow some narrow passage between buildings and begin to see her in a version of our kitchen at home. I rush to her but at that moment the dream fades and I wake up.

Date: 7 Sept

Pre bed: Gingko

Total sleep time: 9 hrs

Dream quality and recall: pre wbtb dreams above average vividness, but very sleepy, also undergoing a sleep schedule readjustment, so below average recall and too lazy to take notes. Post wbtb average vividness to above average, good recall.

WBTB

I tried to wild like the previous days but was feeling uncomfortable and this was taking way too long so just fell asleep.

Dream: I found this dream quite nonsensical/incoherent and with lots of DS, which is why I am including the details. It was getting warm and loud already and I suspect I went into deeper sleep.

This woman wants to take two hair accessories I had in the past from my hair, it hurts. Ok, I will give you both just be patient, I say. She asks if I have dandruff.

A moment later, same place, there is some sort of story about a Japanese girl, a guy and their friend and the girl is upset. She enters the restroom and starts putting shaving cream on her face. There is a narrator saying that after that she went walking around in something like a hospital where everybody saw her with the cream and she lost face. Both the guy and the girl have long hair.

The perspective changes and I am that girl now, looking in the mirror as my face changes (some male asian features long dark hair/to female asian) and the shaving cream turns to a face mask. I do the peel off mask procedure and think about the girl who is now a separate person and want to explain that she didn't need to go over the whole drama with the shaving because it can be used as a peel off mask.

After I take off the mask and throw it away, decide that I want to pee, so try to close the door of this public restroom. Actually there are two doors with lots of locks that don't make sense, but I do my best to close and lock them. As I proceed to do my thing, I notice that my hands are dirty with some food leftovers and before I can do anything else see that the room is now being filled with water - no wait, it's soup. I am wearing my old sleepers from 10 years ago and they are getting soaked. I turn to my left and can't believe this is happening, I can actually see how this soup water is leaking through the walls and immediately come up with an explanation for it. There is a food stall and its kitchen is on the wall just behind the restroom. I wonder if I should inform them about the situation.

Fragment: There is a yard that is covered with snow. Initially it is separated by glass fence, then normal fence. I can see cat footprints in the snow, then as I am staring I slowly realize (i.e. unconsciously summon) there is a dead cat/wild cat under the snow. Now there are two cats. The snow melts and one of them moves, I remark that it is alive and expect to see the other one moving as well. I can see it is breathing.

A woman that owns the yard comes by, she has a large fluffy dog that runs around and there are other animals there as well, a cow or a small horse.

Short DILD: I am on bus station in my home town and realize that I am dreaming. Finally, I say to myself. In my mind the bus goes to school and I want to see my friend. I look around but my friend is not on the station (some dream instability here) and there is a bus about to depart so I hurry and get in. I expect to see my friend there and imagine him being one of the passengers. For a minute I see his face but as I move closer it changes to another guy. There's a group of guys sitting there and they are way too loud. I quickly wonder about that (too much DC independence).

I know this is not going to work, but then I remember I can at least call. I try to spot a phone in the guys' hands. They are busy loudly talking to each other and no phone. I move a few seats back and there is something like a display in another guy's hand. I take it and it turns into my bf's phone, how weird is that! Alright, now I am just going to press any button and start the conversation. I press the dial key and check the screen, it goes dark and into some sort of error mode. I repeat a few more times with the same effect. Oh well, I just take the phone to my ear and say my bf's name. I hear a woman's voice replying as if I just asked to talk to my bf, saying he is just going somewhere. I am not sure if I asked or thought about another question, but she also adds a short yes. I decide to ask about the friend I was looking for in the bus. She replies similarly but in past tense. I briefly wonder if this makes any sense.

The woman then proceeds to ask me why am I asking about my friend since I am supposed to know where he is. She mentions the name of an unknown location where we (his friends) often meet. I feel as if I am talking to real person now and wonder what kind of explanation to give, scanning the surroundings looking for an appropriate answer as the dream fades.

@ Xanous if you are reading this, I still plan to give you a call. Gotta work on prospective memory!

I did a quick wake back to bed this morning at 3AM. Just long enough to go pee and lay back
down to do SSILD cycles. Having reread the tutorial I payed closer attention to doing it right and taking my time. I fell asleep fairly quickly

Non Lucid Dream

I built a flying vehicle. It looks like just the base of a car with no wheels or more like a floorboard with seats. I am controlling height and forward motion with a set of joysticks. My two daughters are with me and I am taking them to school. At one point I have a hard time controlling the car and we spin upside-down. My younger daughter nearly falls out but the seatbelt kept her in. I barely notice that we are in some large gym. I say something about how important seat-belts are and we fly on but slowly and at a low level.

Now we are outside and I see kids from elementary school. The car vanishes and I am just hovering above them alone. I feel invisible and safe now that I can fly. I taunt them a little but decide I should stop because they will just find me later.

I wake briefly felling dumb for not getting lucid and do quick SSILD cycles before falling asleep again.


#225 - SSILD - 4:10AM

I am outside on my front porch. There are a bunch of people in my yard and cars parked everywhere like its some sort of party. Some guy is causing a big scene because he has to shave his arms but hes all embarrassed about it. He moaning and complaining as he starts running a razor up one arm. I see Laura standing in the street cheering him on and laughing.

I think he is being dumb and see no issue shaving my own arms. I look down and have a razor and begin to shave but its like there is no blade in it and does nothing to the hair. Some other guy walks up the first man and tells him that he has a lot of respect for him. I look the dude over and he is wearing a kilt and has his face painted like Mel Gibson in Braveheart. I laugh at him and then something clicks.

I decide that this had to be a dream but I don’t really believe it right away. I do a quick nose plug. I blow through but this I don't even feel pressure on my nose though I can clearly see my hand on my face. I grab a random person next to me and tell him this is a dream. He looks excited and smiles real big jumping up and down. I try to think of a goal but realize I didn't have one! I remember I saw Laura and became curious why I keep seeing her in dreams. I run out to the street to find her but she and almost all of the party people have now vanished. I search around but the dream has now collapsed and I wake up.

i was in my own neighborhood only it had been overgrown with plants and had turned into a rainforest with dark gray skies above and dark green vegetation everywhere. i was at my house with what i believe was my fellow gorilla soldier operative and we where on a mission to do, well idk anyways we were being chased and we just so happened to end up at my house where we were able to evade the enemy troups but only for so long. The was a big army helicopter flying over that was there to assist us and i wave to them so they would pick us up but they did not. with this massive helicopter flying over i remember seeing all of the plants around me moving to the wind that the helicopter was causing. A few minutes later there was a a smaller messenger helicopter flying and it came down to us and gave us a littl bit of food and some survival supplies. this helicopter was small like the old crane looking ones from the vietnam war and the shell of the airplane looked like a ugly green tent that was designed to make the helicopter lighter. The dream ended and surprisingly i woke up due to my montra but i could not attempt to perform a DEILD as i had already moved to much but this is a great sign and shows that i am getting closer to making the DEILD method work consistently. The next dream i was in another survival situation only this one was post apocalyptic and we (the survival resistance) where held up in a abandoned hotel where we were under seige from giant bugs that had taken over the world so we decided that to prevent anymore of these giant bugs we had to get rid of the thousands of normal size bugs so we got pesticide and cleaning supplies and started going through the hotel spraying every square inch of the building with pesticide and then we went back over it with cleaning supplies to get rid of any nest and hives that where left and to assure we had erradicated every single one of them. That was the end of that dream and right after it happened i woke up, but like the first time i had moved to much and could not attempt a DEILD.