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I cut my hair down a bit on the sides to even it up.
I am waiting at a martial arts event, for my opponents that is. Everything is getting sorted out and im eager to get into the ring. Finally i get in the ring and have my first fight, I come out the winner. I then have a second fight which tops my last performance according to mark and myself. Im waiting for my third fight, but will i ever get it? As im waiting vaughan wins his division in bjj, getting some subs (anaconda/guillotine) and 800 points or something, I miss it cause of sam and his love for burgerking. I ask the receptionist but she says my night of fighting may be over.. no opponent.. Dad swears.
At the courts, there are two teams. Il nick name them the jock dick-heads and the righteous few friends. So many jocks and only a few freinds. RFF say that they are richer than them, in accordance to the bonds they have with eachother, JDH scoff and laugh at what they just heard and get a "explode in to poo particle" basket ball thrown thier way. That causes rumbles and i end up scrappin a couple, im never on the bad end but i feel like i cant to damage with my punches, as much as i want to put their lights out more than anything. get some good gnp with elbows after a standing sweep, good enough i guess, 3rd fight?
With carlo at his pad, talkin about how he will do mma once his leg and foot is healed. Which foot i think, but never ask. He says he's coming up on 32 years of age, sheeeit i question the reality of that statement, but continue oblivious dreaming. He says he leaving town. And core will be disbanded cause of his child that he has to take care of. I think what about alex but never say anything. I try to be as carefully sensitive to this topic as i can. I almost shed a tear when he tells me as i reminisce about core and saudade about what training at core could have brought to me. He says someone could live at his old place when he leaves as it is a pretty sweet pad, maybe levi or something. coremma protective gear that is fully post apocalyptic compatible. looks like skyrim HDragon armour.

I remembered more dreams last night then I ever have in a single sleep session, which is really super awesome for me! so yaaay!

Now if I can just get lucid.


Dreaming within a dream, trying to escape dream!! Fragment. Induction Method attempted: MILD

I was dreaming that I was dreaming, and in this dream I was trapped! I don't know how or why, but I was trying to escape my dream, and could not find my way out. I tried to escape the dream several times (in my dream) and even tried to wake myself up, to no avail! These dream-within-dreams are very freaking confusing!!


Rodents, Wolves and Bears, OH MY Sunday august 25th 7:00 am Induction method attempted: WILD/WBTB

A FULL dream, huraaay!

My dad goes to town, and comes back with two pets for Mom. One of them is like a giant overgrown rat. I want to say it's closer to a guinea pig, but that doesn't feel right, even if it looked the same. The other pet was a strange creature; I don't know their name, but I think they are an Australian critter I know I've seen before on TV. It had grey-blue fur, long back legs, shorter front ones, a long tail and big ears. We named it Roosey because it hops around like a Kangaroo, though it is also capable of skittering around really fast. The other critter was never referred to by name in the dream; I'll call him Mouse. Mouse was round, fluffy, with brown fur.

My dream skips forward to that evening, after Dad brings home the pets. They are not kept in a cage though. Instead, they are able to roam free; we just have a wood divider separating the living room half of the house from the kitchen half of the house. This way, our dog Meatball can't get to them to eat them. I end up going into the living room for some reason, and the divider doesn't close all the way behind me; Mouse and Roosey come flying through it into the living room. I leap on top of Meatball, holding him down and call for help, because he is struggling like mad to get to the two critters.

Dad scolds me for letting the divider open like that, and then has me let the little guys outside to go to the bathroom. It is dark outside, and I need a flashlight. I get them, and take them outside; Mom and Dad warns me not to let them get too far away, Well.

As soon as the door opens, BOTH of them just run as fast as they can, waaay in the yard. I can't see them anymore because it's so dark. Mouse, with her waddling gait, comes into view; she's not quite as far away as Roosey. I scoop the lil' critter up, and start looking for Roosey; I'm about halfway into the yard by now. I can't find her at first, and then...THERE! I see her, but she is right next to a fox! I start to go after, but she hops away again. I decide I need help, so I turn around, heading back to the house. I get to the driveway, when I notice a large grey-white timberwolf sitting in the driveway, staring at me. Knowing they seldom attack humans and needing to get Mouse inside, I walk by. Then, right by the door, theres ANOTHER wolf. As I head up the stairs, the wolf tries to snatch Mouse from my hands. I yank away, its fangs grazing my hand. I throw open the door and dash inside.

Breathless I tell mom and dad about Roosey and the wolves and fox. Mom takes mouse, and examines my hand while Dad goes into their bedroom to get his rifle. Mom sighs, shaking her head. I'm only scratched; she's worried about Roosey. She tells me that it's messed up--Dad doesn't often get attached to these rodent type pets, like mice and stuff, but he's really bonded with Roosey, and now she's probably out there, hurt or worse. She says it's just not fair. I agree, looking out the window into the darkness. Then Dad comes out, rifle in hand, and I go outside with him to show him where Roosey is at.

WE go outside, and dad fires several shots into the air. THe wolves all dash away immediately; there wasn't just the two I saw, an entire PACK of them runs off. I lead dad to where Roosey is, and find her. But she's rolling around on her back, badly injured. I'm about to pick her up when I notice a bear at the edge of our yard (a very large brown-bear). I point out the bear to Dad--it hasn't noticed us yet. He takes aim with his Rifle, putting his fingers to his lips to make sure I stay quiet. But for some reason, he doesn't shoot. The bear looks up, and starts plodding towards us, and STILL Dad doesn't shoot the bear. I'm freaking out now, and I ask him what the heck to do, and he hands me a shotgun that he did NOT have when he came out. AND it's not the gun we have IRL, it's a double barrel shotgun. Dad is watching the bear, and I aim the gun. I ask, as it gets creepily close, if he wants me to shoot it. He doesn't answer. My fingers wrap around the trigger, but it's so sensitive that at my slightest touch, the gun goes off and misses the bear completely!

The bear stands up on his hind legs, roars, and then notices the same fox from earlier. It is skittering by him, and the bear claws him, shoving the animal in his mouth. Dad tells me the bear isn't interested in us, and tells me to grab Roosey. We start to head back into the house, and Roosey needs to get to the vet. The alarm wakes me up as we are crossing the yard.


Demonic Dog 10:00 am Fragment, INDUCTION method attempt: WILD/WBTB

Dad and I are in the house. He explains to me that our pet, Tori, is actually a demonic dog--even if she has not yet shown it. HE tells me that she will be used to do things, such as enter our world, if something isn't done about it. For some reason, he believes that I have to be the one to kill the dog. I don't want to do it, the thought saddens me deeply, but I go grab my survival knife that I keep in my room (for when we go camping or fishing). I hide the knife behind my back, and approach Tori. I hug her, give her kisses and pet her...and then I stab her twice in the chest, very quickly. I then carry Tori outside where I sit with her, holding her head in my lap, and apologize for having to do this to her, and for her being used by evil. I am crying at this point, watching her die. I wake up still feeling the intense emotions from the tail end of the dream fragment.


A Knight Beheaded Time unknown Induction Technique Attemted: WILD/WBTB

Another good vs. evil dream, with a bit of humor at the end. I'm in some strange area where all of the plant life is grey and dying. The trees are dead, the grass is dead and crumbly beneath my feet. There is an entire crowd of people around me, most dressed like modern day people, but there is one man, a knight in full silver colored armor. We are all enclosed in some giant fenced in area, which leads to some open arena-style place with two exits. We are being herded towards that arena place. Someone speaking from an unknown location, as if from some kind of loud-speakers, tells us that there are two men, one for each exit. One of the men is evil, the other is not. We are told that we have to choose which one is the evil person, and make our way through these shadowy-looking beings in the arena area, and kill him. If we choose correctly, we can all go home. If we choose the wrong person, our world will be in grave danger.

The knight steps up first; that's when I notice he is blind, wearing some kind of headband over his eyes. He leaps over the fence into the arena, drawing his sword. He immediately slashes at one of the creatures, killing it. Then he turns behind him, and slashes at the fence! One of the creatures laughs at him, and beheads the knight with long claws. His head sails over the fence, his body collapsing to the ground. The head then floats back into the arena, re-attaches itself to the knights body, and he closes his eyes and looks as if he's just gone to sleep! I wake up at this point.

Dream 1(fragments):

I was playing video game that looked like spiral knights, except that main character was a dragon.

Dream 2(fragments):

Was playing some FPS that at first looked like counter strike but then everyone started using stuff like laser cannons, rocket launchers and jetpacks, and then someone blew a hole in the wall and there was some kind of spiral knight style-ish place behind it, i think based on graveyard level from actual game.

Dream 3(fragments):

Was playing some video game and there was some level that used lots of metal textures.

I was at an outdoor Starbucks with Niki. I went up to order and the woman recognized me. She said, "I'm sorry but we've run out of the Mocha Cookie Crunch(or whatever drink it was)" which was what I normally would order. I was fine with that though because I was planning on ordering something different anyway. I told her I wanted a vanilla latte and a vanilla frappicino. She already had a cup with my name written on it like she knew what I was going to order. I was waiting for her to come back to the register to pay but she just looked at me and said, "okay?" asking if the order was correct. I said ok and went to sit down by Niki. We were sitting at small white table outside a gas station next to the coffee shop. There was a dead dog in the middle of the lot. It didn't seem weird at all. Just a dead dog that no one had gotten around to cleaning up yet. The woman came to me and handed us the drinks. I asked Niki if I should go up and ask the woman if I could pay her for the drinks. She looked at me with a serious expression and said, "Let me ask you this, Laura. Do you have wonderful dreams?" Taken off guard by this question, I tried to think of something insightful to say but all I came up with was, "sometimes."

8/25 at a restaurant like Bill Johnson and Bill introduces himself first to the table with my uncle D at it. Me my son and my dad are at another table a round booth my son is sitting to the left on the other side of the opening and my dad over to my right at the back of the booth. At my uncles table it seems like they do a cheer with drinks and then my uncle points over to us and the owner comes to our table he does a prayer.. prays as he thrusts around praying in an odd manner like filled with the Holy Spirit. But then it feels a little like he is mocking. His privates keep hitting me in my elbow as he thrusts around and towards the end I can feel that it is getting engorged, weird! Everyone's eyes are closed except mine as I look to make sure he's not bumping into my son and wondering if my dad notices how he is praying. But no, everyones eyes are closed and I'm the only one who sees everything that's happening. When he says amen my dad says "good old fashioned prayer! " someone asks me "you didn't like this place back in either home or some vacation spot?" I responded I must have gotten a bad dish last time. My uncle D sent me his Pepsi and asked if I liked it. I said yes thanks but I realized it tasted water down like the ice had melted too much. Another weird dream I'm peeing out onto a wide array of rocks and covering them all and someone joins me like one of those long urinal troughs in mens bathrooms and after a moment starts to turn towards me still peeing so I turned towards him to get him back it was kind of childish weird but didn't feel weird during the dream kind of like 2 kids spraying water at each other. But weird! And then a bizarre dream that may have been at a bazaar , many weird dreams tonight. For some reason I was selling hole set or case of handcrafted costume jewelry? Made with mostly red stones to a store that buys. After awhile it felt like they were ripping me off. The number they wrote on my glass case looks like a lot of money but then I realized but I need to convert it to know how much it really is. Two of the items did not have a price underneath it and I was talking to the lady behind the counter and saying if he's not offering on those two I can keep them, correct? I wait and wait to see how much money I am getting and other customers come and go before me when I ask what about me? Then they produce an envelope I open it up it has some local currency some US currency some Spanish currency and some other currency but it all looks like small donations and doesn't add up to much. He says check the balance on the cash card tomorrow and you will be surprised. It seems I am outside the store now and I hear a commotion up above somewhere I look and there is a teenager maybe 18 for my son's age falling or jumping off of a cliff it has a temple or some kind of building at the top and I wonder if they were pushed or jumped because of the commotion right before. But then another young person comes and jumps on their own and then another and then they are lining up and jumping at the same time at least 20 or more before I wake up. Before I wake up I was looking to see if any of them look like my son. And asking why are they doing this what is going on? Crowd is screaming I can't watch as they hit the ground maybe about 200 yards away.

A DC goes to a school where people call them either by one name or another

Color legend: Non-dream Dream Lucid

Lucid #138: Hot Coals

Wife and I are searching the city for rare items that are needed to build some kind of important machine. We crouch on some dirt and gravel road and Wife draws a diagram in the dirt, telling me what I need to do to infiltrate a nearby house. When I'm there, I'm supposed to listen in on a phone call in order to gain an important piece of information.

I somehow make my way into the house and sneak past a woman who's busy preparing some food. Her husband, a guy in his 60s, is talking on the phone and walking nearby. I press my back against a column, trying to stay hidden. But now a clone of the husband is also on the phone, coming around the column from the other side. I realize that I can't hide from both the husband and the clone and become frantic at the thought of being discovered. I briefly consider whether this is a dream and my answer is "yes".

No longer worried, I walk through the living room into a large, spacious room with white marble floors and a skylight. I take a door to my right and step into some kind of sun room. The old man is standing by a door that leads outside and he gasps in shock when he sees me, saying, "You!" He's still holding the phone, and he clutches it to his chest.

"This is a lucid dream," I say, "so I'm not going to be doing this whole thing." I point to each of us in turn. He immediately nods, breaks character, and walks off like an actor leaving a movie set.

I leave the sun room and step out into a stone courtyard, the sky cloudy above me. There's a cheerful-looking guy with a mustache grilling some meat over a pit of hot coals that are glowing a fiery orange. Two women and one other man are standing nearby as well, looking relaxed as they watch him work. I wonder what I could do goals-wise with this scene. The Great Barrier Reef task doesn't seem like a natural fit, but I think about somehow using the hot coals to perform the "travel to Hell and have a beer with Old Scratch" task.

I notice that the vividness of the scene is pretty good and I finally remember that my primary goal right now is to try to enhance dream vividness. I feel a slight jolt of "oops" concern that I should have been focusing on that instead.

I have a weird thought that goes (and I quote) I'm going to stare into that crimson, chocolaty fire. I walk toward the pit of coals and the dream ends. I try to DEILD and get some rapid flashes of HI, but my heart rate is too high for me to slip under quickly enough.

So while napping I did stuff as a dream guide that was wrong. I don't remember what I did wrong but it was a few things and all of them involved gab somehow. At least one of them involved gab deleting a message I wrote. And then gab sent me a long PM about my "unhelpful behavior", and I woke up thinking that this was something I needed to fix in waking life because I like gab so much, and don't want her to think poorly of me. It almost felt like I had woken myself up on purpose because I wanted to fix these issues in waking life. But I do not remember for sure whether I really did do that - that would imply a tiny bit of awareness waking myself up like that after all.

Not long after waking up, I realized that all those issues with gab happened in my dream, that there is nothing to fix in waking life, at least nothing I know of. I tried to go back to sleep but could not, so I went into DV. I must admit that when I saw that I had a notification, I got a bit nervous. I opened it almost expecting it to be a PM from gab about my "unhelpful behavior". It was a notification about a Like.

Edit: I thought about why I had this dream. I think part of it is because in the forum where I belonged to before DreamViews I would get into trouble with moderators and part of my subconscious still expects that. However, more importantly I like to half-joke that gab is my muse - I had my first successful WILD due to gab when I first joined DV, and I still associate gab with WILD success. Today during the nap I was trying to WILD but I think I was too tired and just fell asleep unaware. But I dreamed of gab as a result.

One dream and three fragments... first, the dream.

I was at a mall and there was this guy hitting on me. I was not me, though, I was even wearing a dress. Anyway, I still knew that there was something off about me hooking up with a guy, so I thought it'd be better to leave. I was nice to him, but then I kinda freaked out when I noticed my dress was open (the zipper was on the right side and it wasn't exactly visible that it was open, but I could see it and I was really worried everyone else could too).

I was finally ready to leave and I had to pay for the parking. It was R$7, I got to the place where I had pay and the guy working there took my money, then he said it wasn't fair that I had to pay. So he gave me R$200. It was a very weird, illogical logic, but I was pretty happy with having more money, so I thanked him and left.

I went to this small, but pretty apartment. I started telling the people who were there about the guy hitting on me and about the money. At this point, I was definitely me. The people there were my friends (I think some of them were Glee cast members), but they didn't give a shit about my story, so I remember that I started making gestures with my hands while telling the story, so that I could get their attention. It worked a little.

We left the apartment and then my new dream theme started... zombies. We were on the street and we suddenly found ourselves surrounded by zombies. We got inside a red, kinda old car and one of the guys started driving. He was a bit slow and he kept turning where we told him NOT to, until he stopped the car in a very steep street. He opened the door and started freaking out because there were zombies in front of us. I pushed him back to the car and started driving myself.

I decided that moving forward wouldn't be good, so I went back. They freaked out and said that I shouldn't do that, but I ignored them. I was driving as fast as possible until I got to a park. I stopped the car and realised I had no idea where my parents were. I took my phone and tried to call them, but I couldn't get a signal.

Then, the zombies were there too. My friends started freaking out (it's pretty much all they did), and then I thought "I can do this, I've seen it a thousand times on The Walking Dead", so I managed to kill two zombies. It wasn't easy, but I did it. I told everybody to get back in the car and I started driving fast again. We finally found a place that looked like a bunker. We got inside and the person who was living there was considering whether or not she'd let us stay. One of my friends, who was suddenly Paris Hilton, took her clothes off and offered them to the woman... and the woman was actually very interested in Paris Hilton's clothes, so it worked.

That's right, a naked Paris Hilton helped me stay alive in my zombie dream.

Two of the fragments are similar.

First one, I was in a room, it was pretty much empty and a bit dark. I knew we were underground and a girl I know (we went to the same uni, but we never studied together... she lived with one of my classmates) was also there. Then, people started entering the room and everybody was happy about killing some zombies. I hugged the girl and she was hesitant. She said she knew I'd break her heart and I said I'd never do that. She said she would think about giving me a chance.

The second fragment, I was in a café, it was a very cheap place. The same girl was there, but this time she was the one hitting on me and saying she wanted to be with me. I said that sure, we could date, so we held hands.

Third fragment, I got my parents the first season of The Walking Dead (in real life), but some of the subtitles go wrong halfway through the episode. In the fragment, I was helping them get the subtitles fixed for an episode.

Napping on the couch during the night: A nightmare of the vague, unseen, menacing, I'd-call-it-demonic-except-the-demons-in-this-dream-are-on-my-side variety starts to take hold. Since I think of this as associated with darkness, I summon 'the golden light of Apollo' which lights me up from inside for a moment and this does the trick, but Amon and the other demons around me look rather hurt/betrayed that I would do such a thing, calling on some light god instead of relying on them.

Fragments from 8 and 10:19 wakeups, having gone to bed at 7 am:

A man with a phobia of the upper class he's trying to join; the name Benjamin.

An immortal man offering another a light for his cigarette and saying "Here. Rachel's mother couldn't stand (this brand), could she? Now it's the scent of (a three-syllable name of a town in China, a place associated with another woman)."

My new wife, Julia, has drawn me away from my potion-brewing for the night, and as I carry her up the tower steps to her bedroom, she quotes, "And it was better that the beloved behold the tainted cities of Mephisto dreaming."

(Woke up at 10:19, and shortly afterward my neighbor started to play the drums. After half an hour I called him. Back to bed at 11, though I didn't get back to sleep for at least another 20 minutes.)

I'm riding in a car with my IRL sisters, and I notice that I can see the grand houses we're driving past even though my eyes are closed. I keep them closed for a while to be sure of it. I suspect I'm dreaming. I take out my sketchpad and start drawing what I see with my eyes closed - the inside of the car, I considered drawing the scenery but better to go with something that isn't passing so fast - but I find that although I can see both car interior and sketchpad, my drawing isn't enough to prove anything. We stop at a hotel and I've run out of drawing paper, and I go through an old sketchbook and find it's full of paintings from Shadow Hearts.

Dream briefly switches to Shadow Hearts scenes featuring two Alices, one 'real', the other either dead or the result of time travel shenanigans or a figment of Yuri's mind or some combination of the above. It's this potentially imaginary Alice who more closely resembles the version from the game.

Back to the hotel - my father's current IRL girlfriend comes to the hotel room to tell me to hurry up, Dad's in the car and waiting. I'm surprised since I thought I was the one waiting, all I have to do is stick my sketchpad back in my backpack and I'm good to go - but no, I see my sisters are already at the door too. My bad. I grab my things and go after them -

After I walk through that door there's a memory gap, but I wind up lucid, floating up and down through the levels of the hotel through a convenient octagonal hole in the floors leading up to a skylight. I stop floating around and look for a door to go through to change to a more interesting scene, but as I pass through the door I get a sense of danger, and immediately look for another door. I pass through a series of rooms this way, most of them halls filled with marble statues and skylights or balconies opening onto clear blue skies, but still with that sense of something wrong, until finally I open a door to a public bath filled with attractive people making out with each other. I have no particular desire to join in but it makes for pleasant scenery and the sense of danger is gone, so I strip and get into the water.

I seem to have gotten my timing wrong, most people are getting out of the water and getting dressed, but I'm not bothered by this. The doors on the far side of the baths are so large the view is almost entirely brilliant blue sky. Someone offers me a tab of acid, and I take one and offer one to another before handing the rest back to him, which he's surprised by. I wonder if it'll have any effect in a dream, and as I wonder this I decide to find a robe to put on. I remember the summoning-by-putting-your-hand-behind-you trick and decide to try summoning a robe - which doesn't work, but I walk past a stack of towels, and then a stack of clothes, and this seems to be the dream's response to my request. The clothes are slightly too large for me but I put them on anyway, listening to the conversations around me.

(Woke up just before 12:30. Resigned myself to a bit of sleep deprivation.)

08/24/13 This is a non-lucid, but I am recording it because it has an obvious source IRL. My poor elderly rat is sick. I was giving her a bath and ran my finger over a cancerous tumor, which must have hurt her very badly. For the first time ever she bit me. Not hard, but hard enough to tell me it hurt so bad. I will have to put her to sleep soon. Poor girl.
In a non-lucid that night there were cute little bats and one was stuck in my blanket. I tried to get it out, but my finger was bitten in the process. Then I finally became semi-ludid and saw 2 bats hanging from a door frame. The visuals were kind of cool so I just watched these bats flex their wings and such. I never became truely lucid although I basically knew it was a dream at the end.

Dream:
I was at a carnival and some girl (who liked girls) was trying to hit on another girl and her friends didn’t like it. Her friends decided they were going to shoot at the girl when she went to her car at the parking lot. They started shooting and bullets were flying all over the place. People started running to their cars screaming. The girl was dunking and dodging bullets all the way to her car and out of the hundreds of bullets shot, they all missed her.

Fragments:
1. Kelly Roland singing “Kisses Down Low.”
2. Cleaning and cooking fried chicken with Andre Zimmerman from, “Bizarre Foods.” (BTW, I'm frying chicken today)
3. Man and a Little girl and I think the man was my husband. (BTW, I don't have a daughter, I have all boys. I wonder if I'm pregnant )

I remember sitting in a room, I heard some man getting angry at his wife. Trying to leave them undisturbed, I silently walk out of the room but retain a link to the room through a kettle. I can hear and see whats happening through the kettle. The man talks about a princess so I figure I should go look for her.
The room was strangely connected to a large hall similar to a place I know in real life, a girl stood in the middle surrounded by 20 other people I know. She had drawn a 3d portrait of new york completely by hand and no one thought it was good except me. Seeing the artwork triggered lucidity, I knew that she couldn't have drawn it. I stabilized the dream by concentrating and decided I would see what was at the end of the hall. Upon meeting some legionaries I lose lucidity again and start to follow them
Multiple minutes later, after having battled to the center of the castle in which the princess resides I come in contact with someone who seemed to be my arch-enemy. I noted how his armor was much cooler than mine despite me being the main character. I turned lucid again but it felt much more stable this time. I immediately turned into this silver werewolf thing I heard about in a book I'm currently reading. I shot this white fire from my hands and I could feel the smoke rising out of the metal grill where my nose should be. Everyone around me was really frightened so I decided I would have some fun and let out a furious roar which ruptured the walls. I kinda turned lost the plot and just crashed through the castle wall outside. I did a cool trick where my soul exploded from out my chest, and reformed a body somewhere else, but I never actually bothered to go somewhere because I was too excited.

Fragment 1
[2:00 A.M.]

I just remember asking “am I dreaming?” or something of the like and getting excited, then trying not to let the adrenaline get to me, but I was already waking up and forgetting the dream.

May have involved Inazuma Eleven?

Inspiration: I finished The Power of Creative Dreaming last night before bed, and it got me excited reading about becoming lucid and such even though I wasn’t planning on going for that yet. XP

Fragment 2
[6:41 A.M.]

All I remember is the old man from the ‘drowning will’ dream playing soccer.

Possible inspiration: Probably from thinking that the 2am dream involved Inazuma Eleven.

Couldn’t get back to sleep after that.

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Notes:

Not the best night of sleep ever. ;^; It was hot, and my thoughts were going a little too crazy from all the stuff I’ve been reading on DV. I’m focusing on getting my recall back up and getting to bed at a decent time, but I can’t stop thinking of all these other things I want to learn. I figure it’ll settle down as long as I keep refocusing on what I need to work on now. And I need to remember that I can go down and turn the AC up when it’s that hot…

There was a bit about the apple seeds I'm (As of this time) growing on the porch; I have a few types and some are smaller than others. The dream talked about them.

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I was Niko Bellic and I went into a police station where some people were executed and got money then thought something like "Should I be doing this?"