Outdoor musical with Dad. They did some Chorus Line. Poor sound. Like a movie. Terrible seating, kept having to move.
A collection of fragments that felt connected, but I can't recall how. Grief I am in a mall, it has a natural light cast to it, there are a lot of windows. The walls and floor are a pale purple high gloss tile. Across from me is a man. He looks like my boyfriend, but he isn't. He hands me a small stack of pictures, they are hard, about the size of gift cards. The top one is of me and someone I have lost. A sharp spike of grief lances through my chest and I suddenly feel like crying. I hand him the pictures. "You should have those back." "Right." He seems so indifferent but takes them from me anyway. He gets up and leaves. I think how inconsiderate that was, then make an excuse for him. Maybe he didn't know. That was impossible. Everyone here knew. I look around, not sure what to do with myself now. A woman who looks like the actress who plays Julia on Under the Dome comes to find me. The next thing I know we are in a store and she is trying to help me withdraw money, by going to one of the registers and swiping my card. It requires a passcode. An employee walks by and asks her what she's doing. She lies and says she can't get her card to work. The employee tells her to leave. She gives me an apologetic look and comes over to give me my card. I keep getting hostile looks from employees. They know who I am and I know I won't be able to stay here long. I'm bad luck. "I knew it wouldn't work." "It was worth a try though." She says. I am following the mall manager and another man. He explains that a place has been designed specifically for me on the top floor. After the accident, he knows I am wary of magic, so there are wards at all cross joints to keep them from being destroyed by magic. We approach a white tower in the middle of the courtyard. The inside is bright white stone, there's a stairway spiraling following the curve of the wall. He's still talking, but I'm not really listening. What does it matter? They call it an accident, but most people still blame me for the event that killed my husband and several others. I see myself from behind, I am Saja, my long black hair curling to my waist. I have a white headband, wearing a white dress with a black floral print on it, and sandals. The stair narrows to a shelf. This seriously concerns me. I lagged behind so I didn't get to see how the others crossed it. I frown. There's is a hand hold, a five foot gap, and another narrow shelf with a hand hold above it. I reach up and hold on to the grip but can't seem to move like I need to. "Don't think about it." The mall manager says. I know he's right. I step back, looking at his outstretched hand. This feels like punishment somehow. I reach up, the hold is almost beyond my reach. I have to stand on my tip-toes to really wrap my hand 'round it. Then I swing and throw my arm out. He catches my wrist and pulls me across. "Sorry about the gap. It's the only way we can protect the upper level, it's why there are no elevators." He doesn't sound sorry. "You could build a ladder." I suggest. "No, that wouldn't work. Too obvious." "No, it could be hidden." I start to explain what I'm imagining, an elaborate black lattice-working that surrounds the interior of the tower, only one section will be ladder. Then I realize he doesn't care and I stop talking. I feel pathetic. Bookstore I often visit this bookstore in my dreams. It is always busy, and there are three floors, and different tiers within for the various genres. It is wonderful. I wish it actually existed. Bastard I'm beside a pool at dusk. There are strangers everywhere. Lea Michelle is puzzling out why her father has never liked her. She tells me she found out about a man her mother had been with just before she met father. She seems distraught. "I have an idea...but I don't want to offend you." I say. "What, tell me! I promise not to get offended." "Well...um..." I look at her thinking that maybe the man her mother married is actually not her father, that the first man is. "Maybe you're a bastard." For a second she looks shocked. Then she realizes I'm probably right. Haley Joel Osment Clone I'm walking beside a young girl. I keep looking at her, because she looks familiar. I start to tell her so but she stops me with a glare. "Don't you dare say it." I decide, instead, to tell her what differences there are. She does look fantastically like the kid from Sixth Sense, the same eye shape and skin tone, hair color, eye color. But she is more fine boned, with a longer nose. I can't get her to like me though. She feels cruel and angry.
More entries from my WORD (.doc) dream journal: [B]Wednesday, 27. April 2011: "Wild Google" (LUCID) Type: WBTB/WILD[/B] After being in SP and feeling those intense vibrations and sensations, I try having my room appear in front of me. It does for a second, but it is not clear enough, and keeps drifting away. I still focus my mind and expect to enter a dream. A few moments later, I see a computer screen in front of me, and a keyboard I'm typing on. I am aware that it is a dream. An internet browser is open on the screen. I go to Google, and see that whatever I type is unstable and keeps changing. I laugh about it, and I keep reading the funny text that doesn't make sense. Then I decide to go to Lotto.de, to see if I find some numbers and memorize them. I go to the website, but it looks nothing like the real website Lotto.de. There is alot of text to scroll, so I scroll down a bit. Now I see some numbers, but there are many of them, and they keep changing and changing. All of this fades away, and leads me to a non-lucid dream. [B]Thursday, 28. April 2011: "1994"[/B] I have somehow travelled to the past. I am in a house located on a big field. Lots of trees and grass. It is daytime, but cloudy weather. There is a man inside the house, a bosnian, but I don't know him in reality. In the dream, I am somewhat familiar with him. I ask him, "koja je godina trenutno?" ("what year is it now?"), and he replies "1994". Immediately upon hearing this answer, I begin to feel many emotions, and I start crying. I don't fear for my life, but I fear for his. I am sensing a big threat, and I tell him that war is about to begin, and that there will be a big massacre. He seems surprised by this, but he also believes me. I tell him I am 100% sure this will happen, and that we must flee as soon as possible. It seems that the time travel aspect of this dream is why I don't fear for my life. Nonetheless I insist that we both flee immediately. We get outside, and it seems that he doesn't have a car. Now this is a strange part of the dream, because at this point I know it is a dream, but I don't really feel lucid, because I simply go along with the plot of the dream, and don't try to generate a new scenery. I try to create a car for us to use, and I concentrate, tell myself that I can create anything in a dream, but still, it doesn't seem to work. However, a few moments later I remember me and him being in a car, and he is driving. We are on our way to "escape" the danger. [B]Saturday, 30. April 2011 "The Beard"[/B] It is nighttime, and I am in the bathroom looking at myself in the mirror. I keep looking at the beard I have. It's not a strong beard, but the one I usually have when I don't shave for a couple of weeks. While looking at myself, I realize that I shaved this beard off that same night, and only left a goatee. I feel that it could be a dream, so I push my right finger against my left palm. I look at it, and it doesn't go through. I actually feel the resistance just like in reality. I step outside into the living room, and do a reality check on the alarm clock. Voila, I become lucid. Everything is clear, but it begins to fade, as usual. I rub my hands for a moment, then stop, and then I try to calm down and think about what date it is, because I planned to do this a couple of days ago. I come up with April 24th, which is not true, but close. I go into the yard, and the dream begins to fade once again. I rub my hands, but it seems to lead to a false awakening. I don't notice that it's a false awakening, and I don't remember what happened after that.
Some older entries: [B]Thursday, 21. April 2011: "Desktop Clock" (LUCID) Type: DILD[/B] It is night-time. I am in my room, sitting on my bed, with my laptop in front of me. I do a reality check on the desktop clock. The numbers change. I do it again, they change again. Excited, I do it a few more times to confirm. I realize I am dreaming, and become lucid. Everything is clear and vivid, and I am very excited and happy. I don't remember rubbing my hands, because the dream felt very stable and clear. I go to the living room, and see that I am alone. I enter the bathroom, not turning on the light, and for a moment I stand in front of the mirror. Being dark, I don't see a clear image in the mirror, but I do see that I look strange in the mirror, as usual in dreams. I feel the need to urinate, but instead of urinating into the toilet, I urinate into the sink from the side, because I feel somewhat threatened from the my reflection in the mirror. I feel relieved after urinating. When I leave the bathroom, it is day-time. Everything is extremely clear, vivid, and detailed. The colors are alive. I remember being amazed at the vividness, looking at the walls, smiling, and telling myself that I must remember everything when I wake up. The dream begins to fade, and I wake up, but not really. I open my eyes, it is night-time, but something doesn't feel right. I do another RC, this time on my laptop as well if I remember correctly, because I think it was turned on. The numbers change, and I repeat several times as usual. Yes, it is a dream. I become lucid once more. Somehow night becomes day again once I am in the living room. I am going outside. I see there is snow on the ground, but I don't feel cold at all. I go outside, and look around a bit. I begin levitating somewhat, but not much. I am amazed at the vividness and clarity, as usual. I go to Johannesstraße. As I arrive there, the dream begins to fade. I wake up again, but it is yet another false awakening. The room is dark once again, and it is night-time. There is no laptop that is turned on, so I don't do a reality check on the desktop clock. Instead, I try pushing my finger through my palm. It works! I remember looking at my hands, and seeing the half of my finger going through my hand. Again I become lucid. What happened after that I don't clearly remember. [B]Thursday, 21. April 2011: "Tachyons"[/B] Someone is calling me on the phone and threatening me and my family. It sounds like a female child's voice. The name showed up on the cell phone as "Tachyons". I remember yelling at them and cursing them out. I also remember walking somewhere outside while talking to them, and someone was walking with me. This kid on the phone is threatening me and laughing at me. I don't remember being afraid, and I keep threatening them back, with confidence.
08/09/13 I am sure no one cares about my sex dreams, so this will be brief. The night started after a WILD attempt. I had planned on doing a TOTM, but my hormones decided against that. IRL I had been away from home for 3 days, and missed comfort and contact (I was at home again, but too late for anything fun). I was getting spaced out in a WILD attempt when the HIs became a dream. I felt that my arm was held up above me, and that someone behind the headboard grabbed my hand and started pulling. I had a brief moment of fear, but was lucid so I calmed myself. I saw creepy potential here so I changed the direction of the dream. I ignored the behind the head board thing and 'knew' it was my beautiful wife's hand. I pulled on the hand and into the dream pops my wife. In the first dream I just decided to get some action and that is what I did. I loose track of which events took place in which dreams, as I basically chained together 5 LDs using DEILD for the last 4. I fell pray to 2 FAs that were very convincing. In one my wife was going off to work, but was talking about malt liquor. She does not like any beer, much less that. I recovered that one because of the contrast. In another FA I sat in the hall way and tried RCs which failed. I could not float, and could not see anything out of place. For each DEILD I revisited the someone grasping my hand part of the first dream. In each I was able to pull her to me. I remember thinking that she had finally got up to go to work IRL, but also noted that I could hear her breathing. Attempting to maintain the dream and still hearing her breathing was interesting. I also note that at a couple points her body became distorted, for instance being much too skinny. I was able to correct this one time with dream control, and another time it was the cause of the LD collapsing.
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Legend: Dream , Semi-Lucid , Lucid Fragment #1: I arrive at this house. I then become afraid because i know i left my pet snake and lizard out here somewhere. I'm scared because they pose a threat and i can't locate them. Our Thoughts are your Thoughts: I pull up to my house with some friends and see multiple cars parked around my house. A group of people must have broken into my house. I panic a little. The next scene i remember, i'm in my room with my friends and i located some of the intruders in the room next to mine. I get a blade out and hide behind the door. One of them walks in and i swing but he is too strong, the blade surprisingly doesn't do a thing. As two of the intruders come into my room, i back off in fear and they attack and capture my friends, as they do, i run to a different part of the house. I get to my computer room and log on to my pc. As i log on, i find everything has been corrupted, they have done something to my computer. Then i find a note, the note tells me to find a person, do anything for that person, and fall in love with that person. The note then directs me to walk to the living room. However, i head someone approaching so i hide under my desk, a Hedgehog/human girl with two sets of tits drags me to the living room. There, i meet a bunch of people. All of them looked very strange. I find out that this group of people are very angry about the government or something and they plan to use me and other people to accomplish whatever goals they may have. They then take me to a big open room. Once there, they attempt to overwrite my personal opinions and ideas with their own. I resists and eventually, they push me onto a cart which descends into a dark pit. As the hedgehog lady activates the cart, i grab onto a wire and climb back up, but she closes some doors at the top. The bottom also closes up, now i can't go down or get out, i'm trapped inside a dark tunnel. The next scene, i'm in the desert, this time, some other people are trapped in the tunnel and the entrance is somewhat open. A guard accidentally drops their phone, another person beside me then picks it up and calls 911. However, the phone then gets the message "Service unavailable" Six Degrees of Inner Deception: I'm in my room, there's some other people there. I then get a feeling that aliens have altered my sense of perception. I then try to get the other people to help me break this effect and fight back but they disappear. I then walk to the barn and see my dad. I then show him my super powers i've recently been working on. I lift at least 50 bees into the air and form a ball and sort of swing it around. My dad then laughs and instantly picks up like 500 bees out of nowhere, flings them up and makes them shower down, i hit the ground to a take cover. I then start walking back home, i notice i have goggles on, with special lenses inserted, i see odd things such as little kids running around by me, but when i take the lens out, my vision appears to return to normal. Back inside , i walk into my room, i see snakes but realize they aren't real. I then look out into the hallway, i see an outline of a group of people, about 4 of the 7 people have images filled inside the outlines. The people with the un-filled white outlines must be the people i need to kill in order to break the effect. Then, i see this dwarf man coming down the hallway. He was apparently forced to fight me, he attacks with an axe, i dodge, strike and win the fight. Only 2 more to kill. Then the leader of the group and a man with a diamond column comes into my room. The leader swings at me with his sword but i knock it out of his hands. Then the leader and column man get into a fight, but eventually, they focus back on me. The leader knocks me to the ground with his metallic gauntlets and repeatedly punches me, i'm near death and see the column man swinging toward me, i then kick the leader, he flies back and intercepts the column mid swing. So instead of hitting me, the leader gets hit and shatters into pieces. Next thing i know, i wake up, look at my ipod on my alarm clock. The ipod has an album playing, the album has a similar name to "Six degrees of inner turbulence". The album cover has also switched to an alien walking down a hallway with a syringe sticking into the back of his head. I find this all very strange, and then i wake up for good.
I don't have many dreams to write down, unfortunately. Also, I've only ever had one *lucid* dream, and that was over half a year ago when I started this venture the first time (before I gave up, which I regret doing immensely, I might add--so if you are thinking of giving up, DON'T DO IT!). So, here is a list of the dreams I've been having (that I can remember, anyway) the past week. Also included is my very first ever and thus far only ever lucid dream--just thought I'd share that one too. Do keep in mind that one is NOT a recent dream Oh, and I didn't start keeping track of dates right away, so a couple of my entries are undated. NIGHT 1 Entry 1: Something to do with plants. (Yes, that's all I could remember, never did get the rest of it). NIGHT 2 Entry 1 GHOST HUNTING I am investigating someone's house as a paranormal investigator. I try to record EVPs, take pictures, and otherwise try to communicate with the spirits haunting the house. One of my tasks is to determine for the family if the entity(s) are evil or not. The odd thing is, I have no equipment with me. I also begin to have visions of some of the past events that have occurred in this house. I see a little boy terrified and attacked by demons. I have another vision of other people suffering different fates caused by the paranormal activity--I just cannot remember what exactly happened. Now I find a room with several markings on the floor. From visions that I am getting, I know they are tattoos that can protect people from the demons haunting the place. it is also important to note that these markings are scrawled in blood, as though whoever put them here did so in a hurry, perhaps in their own blood while they were dying. Now, I am in a ship. (looking back, this *may* have been a separate dream, I'm not sure). Is it me personally or a vision? I just can't remember. I do know it is sinking. Me and a few other people that I've never met are trying desperately to stay alive as we get nearer and nearer to the icy waters. In fact, the waters are so icy that something strange happens. Rescuers who attempt to help us make contact with the water, and they literally freeze solid in their wetsuits--they can't get out of them and they too end up frozen. I also, through another vision, intuitively know that another rescuer was shattered during this freezing process--but one person did survive. How, I do not know or remember. NIGHT 3 Entry 1 The Bodyguard I am a bodyguard or servant of some kind. Interestingly enough, I am also not human. I am an Orc straight out of a Tolkien novel. as a devoted servant/bodyguard to my master, I am trying to protect him from other orc's that are trying to kill him. As we run through a grassy field, I take out several of our attackers with my heavy crossbow. We are flee to a building that oddly resembled a modern-day apartment. We run through the building, me taking the time to shoot a few crossbow bolts every so often, while dashing up stairs. Unfortunately for us, we only get so high up and then there are no more stairs, even though the building is much taller. There IS however, a ladder through the window leading higher up. I fire my crossbow through the window, hitting more orcs scrambling towards us below. My master climbs the ladder up, but before I get a chance to follow, I'm ambushed. I am forced to surrender my weapon--the details are fuzzy to me, and I don't remember how this happened. The enemy orcs try to force me to climb the ladder and bring my master too them--but he decides to come to them on their own. Now something VERY strange occurs. My master knows the leader of the orcs that are attacking us, and they ta;l for awhile. The enemy leader eventually decides to stop attacking us, and my master tells me not to kill any more of them either. I agree...for now. I then wake up. August 6, 5:30 AM Entry 1 Plant Frenzy I am raising plants--just like in Plant Tycoon except IRL. I'm growing these plants with orange tubular flowers. For some reason, I am not satisfied with them. I hate them, am disappointing, but I don't remember why. Why am I growing them? What am I so desperately searching for? A Magic plant like in the Plant Tycoon game? I can't be certain, but I suspect as much. My alarm wakes me up. Entry 2 Rolo's Rage I am at home. THe pl;ace, however, isn't my REAL home. I don't quite remember what is different, outside the layout of the house, but I do know it's MUCH different. I'm playing some sort of video game, though when I walk away from it, I cannot remember what I was playing. My parents are going out--as they leave, I point to a pair of fish flopping on the floor. "What about them, they need to be put back in their tanks," I say to my mother. "Oh, they'll be fine, I'll put them back in the water when I get back." She tells me. The other fish float through the air, so no need for water for them. My parents leave and I decide to play with our pet hamster, Rolo--which is just fine untill she suddenly bites me. The thing is, her jaws change shape, growing much longer and elongating, and she is biting down, grinding my finger with her jaws. She refuses to let go, and the pain is excruciating. The only way I get her off me is with the aid of a strange man that appears out of nowhere. He uses the cover of his Bible to put it between my finger and Rolo's teeth, and that finally makes her release me. My parents return some time later--by then the two fish from earlier are dead. I tell them about Rolo's attack, and then the dream ends. Wed, Aug. 7 Entry 1 Did I dream of rain? I am in my house, it is cloudy and rainy outside...dream is so fuzzy I don't remember anything else. That's it for my recent dreams. This last dream, as I said before, was from months and months ago, when I first started getting into Lucid Dreaming. Had I not given up at the time, I probably would be pretty good at LDing by now. Never again will I give it up Date Unknown, first ever lucid dream I have a false awakening. I am in my bed, I open my eyes. As is my new habit, I perform a reality check on my hands--my fingers slip through the side of my hand! Then, rather stupidly as if that wasn't enough proof, I slide my hands through the wall at the head of my bead. I jump up--"I'm dreaming", I tell myself! Having had several non-lucid false awakenings, I force myself to calm down, relax. I don't want to ruin my first ever lucid dream. I want to change the scenery, to be in a forest. Everything is surprisingly vivid. Excited, though thankfully not to the point of waking up, I thing "I want to be in a forest now!" And the ground starts to shake. Right before my eyes, my house collapses around me, vanishing quite literally into the ground. I am now in a grassy field. Suddenly, ground still shaking, hundreds of trees just spring into place, as if they were lying in the ground already, and "popped up" like a target at a gun range. They're not quite what I expected though--they aren't full pine trees, but small thin scraggly looking things--like the trees in the film Mortal Kombat, in the scene with Scorpion vs. Johnny Cage. Right around there somewhere, I lose awareness, and I don't remember any more of the dream--I wake up in the morning.
Legend: Dream, Semi-Lucid, Lucid 8-8-2013 Fragment #1: I'm at some kind of festival place and this girl is dragging me on the ground at a very fast speed. Fragment #2: I'm at my house, it's wrecked and old looking. On the inside, i'm having a party, a man is playing mortal combat and i'm eating ice cream. OP: I was in some futuristic city. I was with a group. We discovered OP, a rat surgery facility that steals the dreams of young people. In the group, there were my sisters, they wanted me to listen to some sort of music, but i soon met a robot. The robot had AI and was learning from us. It was slowly becoming evil. So i turned myself evil in order to confuse it and it worked, i eventually was able to disable the robot. Then some movie let out and people started running towards me and kicking me. 8-9-2013 Fragment #3: I'm the band room, testing one of my friends' phone. Then i found out we had to do some sort of assignment which required us to meet new people. I wanted to be lazy so i just decided to use three people someone else brought in. Then this guy brought in the three people he found and i walked over and tried to make a deal with them. Fragment #4: I'm on the farm at night. I get knocked down. A person then takes my head and slams it into the ground multiple times. It hurt and i could feel the pain upon awakening.
I am in a forest. There is a rope tied around a tree branch, but the rope is very loose and I pull it off the branch. I decide to do a better job of getting the rope on the branch, so I swing the end around a few times and throw it onto the branch. It loops around the branch and seems to be anchored a little better. Then, another plant explodes into tiny red twigs with dark green leaves (think of a refrigerator tree). I keep one of the twigs. Next, I'm in a bar (which is odd since I'm under the drinking age) and the bartender has a really really gross bin full of green gunk. He's trying to keep it hidden under the bar. I ask him about a faucet that is also under the bar. He says it is for tap water to add to the beer. Then, I am participating in a race where everyone has to have a fabric rope tied around their waist. There is a person who seems to be constantly disadvantaged by contrived coincidences, and another person who asks to be duct taped to a giant bouncy ball.
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So I was back at this beautiful city I come upon in my dreams occasionally. I was back at the beach this time (like my 4th dream of this place over the past year or more). It seemed to be a lil further down the beach. First thing I see right at the edge of the water is a fkin huge fin just go back and forth and submerge, then one even closer. Brain decides hit must be a drop-off, no way a fin that big could belong to anything that could hide in that shallow of water without it not being. Then this guy pops up right inbetween where I saw fins, and I realize/decide it must of been the fins he was wearing. I thought sharks because the last time I was at this place..... you can see little ones all over the place in the clear water and occasionally a real big one. I mention to the guy how I mistook his snorkel fins for shark fins. He starts talkin about how there are a few big ones down there, talking about a thousand to 1500 feet depth. Whic his like.... impossible. Anyway he says he had to hide a for a bit when one cut off his route back and that he had to wait for it to be clear. I was like flabberghasted hearing this because... in the back of my head I recognize the place as one from my dreams. He had already continued on his way, seeming to be done diving. I look back at the beach. Its a smaller one than the one up the coast, this side seems to be an easy 500 yards long, coming to the end of the coast before it begins wrapping back towards the other direction. Seperating the two beaches is this Mountains bit of sand, hundreds of feet up, rather steep looking also. Looking back at the water I can see several women in their bathing suits on this raised bit of sand out in the water, still close to the shore, but probably some thigh deep waters between it and the mound of sand. What was odder far out in the distance..... was polar bears? on like... an iceberg. For some reason I think they were chained up, but they were pretty far out there. Wokeup/went to a different dream before I could got exploring some more of the beach/town.
Dream 1(fragments): I was playing some 2D shooter game. Dream 2(fragments): I was searching for something in some lab. Dream 3(fragments): Something about a city and dragons.
I'm drinking with a dead soldier from ancient Greece, and we started out talking about Dionysus and Hades but we've gotten around to talking about Chiron in comparison to Buer, and he complains to me that Chiron's been greatly misrepresented, which he blames on a line in Homer that people take out of context. He says that Homer had some nerve to characterize the guy as overly fastidious while he was killing everything "from here to Salamacia" - meaning some campaign they'd been on together, and I see the soldier's memory of Chiron washing the blood and dirt off in a river, stripped to the waist and with so much blood on his hands it looks nearly black. He's human; extraordinarily tall, but human.
Saturday 8/10/13 last night bed 2am -7am (breaking bad marathon) DR 3:58 am Some kind of mayhem going on. Two cops were shot. I need something for protection so I grab a pistol from fallen cop. I also grab his holster with extra magazine, and same from another cop. His holster was small, light beige. Just like the one Walter was trying on in Braking Bad today. In a room with people, we escaped here from the gunmen who shot the cops. I have a handheld device with screen, that shows gunmans presence. He is getting closer. DR 7am I have a small, plastic critter-keeper box with dozens of newborn snakes. I see them clearly. They are a size of a small earth worm, greyish, with black zog-zag line on the side. The crate has sand and some plants in it. Some of the snakes are out of the box. I'm laying down and I'm worried that some of them may get in my clothes. i know I can't keep them alive to get bigger, so I think of a way to kill them. I hate the idea of having snakes and even more the idea of having to kill them. I grab scissors and start cutting them. I woke ip after this and wanted to go back to sleep, but the images were still so vivid in my mind and I was so uncomfortable, that I decided to stay up. Tried to take a nap around 9am, but cats had different ideas. Fell asleep around 1, woke up abruptly to cats again. Good thing, too. DR - It a last day of school and I feel incredibly, monumentally sad. Same feeling as I had in WL, when my school in P was over. It took me good 6 month to recover from that IWL. Loved that school so much. Had no idea dreams can replicate feeling to this degree.
Updated 08-10-2013 at 11:46 PM by 50242
[Non-Lucid I remember walking down the street on a sidewalk There were lots of traffic. On the way there, I heard a police scanner describing a suspect in the area that they were trying to apprehend. I kept walking down the sidewalk and I ran into a police officer. At this point the police scanner became louder. We were talking for a bit and before we parted ways, I told him that I passed the suspect they were looking for and I described him to the cop. After I stopped talking to him I turned around and started walking the opposite direction. Then I woke up. This was my first day with a dream journal. I had more vivid recalls as the days progressed.
08-06-2013 -- Find myself working some sort of computer job with a decent company where lower management isn't all that happy with me, but upper management really likes my skills. Somehow I am carrying around a very valuable hard drive which is somehow turning into a stack of several video games, and the fact that I am wandering around with it (them) isn't impressing DiNosso any. Gibbs doesn't seem too impressed, either. Somehow this leads to some rather aggressive driving on the other side of Hickory, before I find myself walking through the Buena Park Mall. I am trying to find something, but I'm not quite sure what. I am walking toward Sears at about Newberry's, when I turn around and start heading back the other way. I find myself walking with somebody who is a cross between one of the girls from high school (Amy?) and Cordelia Chase (Buffy the Vampire Slayer) who is kind of making fun of my stride. I'm just about to get a little ticked when she says something that kind of half indicates she may be interested in me. What?!? I soon find myself walking through Longs Drugs, and oddly I come across Triple H being forcibly removed from the store, as he has been banned, and the person throwing him out is the same one who once banned me from the store. I look over at Carl Baumer, and we just kind of shrug at each other. I wander through the store, but I can find no one and nothing that I am interested in, so I walk toward the exit. I still have no idea what I am trying to find, which may explain why I am having no luck in finding it. Somehow I am soon talking to Dale, who I have somehow gotten a job working with a security company over the telephone. I have arranged a shift for him at an Orlando Paving plant, because he needs to make some extra money. He's really nervous, so I say I will accompany him on his first shift, and help him get the hang of everything. We're in his car and exiting the parking lot, and for some reason he is really stressed, and shoots out into traffic too fast to make the left turn he is trying to make, so he shoots all the way across the street, and up onto the side walk before he manages to turn. Thankfully we're in a parking lot, and have done no harm. Unfortunately, there is also a cop parked in the parking lot, and he is almost certainly going to follow us and give us a ticket. I direct Dale down the street (well, down the sidewalk, and then back into the street) and am trying to direct him past the hotel we're driving past, because the cop (who is in an unmarked car, but I still recognize him) is going to cut through the back of the hotel, and assumes that is where we are going. If we get past the hotel before the cop starts looking for us outside, we'll lose him. I direct him on past, then have him turn on a small side street that unfortunately turns out to be one street before the one the OPC plant is on. We find ourselves at the entrance to a short driveway, and just on the other side we can see the entrance to the paving plant, but it is a private, gated driveway, and we would have to take a bus to get over there. So I urge Dale to drive the car onto the bus, but he seems really nervous about it, and somehow the car splits into two cars, and I drive mine onto the bus, and he doesn't. The short driveway is really weird, as the bus is huge and tall, and kind of a bus on monster truck wheels, and the driveway is narrow, and part overpass, part underpass, and we are rolling over the top of some vehicles going the other way, and being rolled over by others. Really strange. The bus drops me off at the entrance to the OPC plant, and I notice Dale doesn't follow me. I am hoping he will make it on his own, but am half expecting to get a phone call from him at any moment explaining how he's gotten lost, and needs me to come find him and lead him back. Meanwhile, I find myself opening the gate to allow workers to come in and out, and there are tons of workers and they seem to be working 24 hours a day, and also having guards here 24 hours a day. I was only going to help Dale get started, I wasn't officially going to be working the shift, so I have no ID, no uniform, and in fact I am wandering around in my underwear. (Or perhaps in my swim trunks.) I don't know anybody here, and soon I am in trouble with the guard I am supposed to be relieving for being late, being out of uniform, and I still have no idea if Dale is ever going to show up.
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