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Date: July 27, 2013
Method: MILD & WBTB
Total Sleep Time: ???

Frag

I was in some type of department store and I think I was looking for a lamp (not sure though). I kept asking the workers where would I find this item and they would tell me where in the store it was located. As soon as I go to that particular aisle, the item would not be there. I would go back and ask the worker the same thing and she would tell me to go back to that same aisle to find the item. Just like in the movie 'Groundhog Day,' I would just do this same scenario over and over and over again...

Note: Too short and broken up to call this a dream. I should have become lucid just from the constant repetition .

Dream 1-All I could remember was a female co-worker's voice saying "After my vacation, I only have one boyfriend. My parents won't recognize me anymore as a bilium boy fraternity member. They'll call me a bilium boy blem blum."

Dream 2-I was riding a couple roller coasters.

Dream 3-I was at a very crowded beach. The tide went up real high and sent everybody scrambling up the beach. I had to apologize to 3 old ladies who didn't like how I ran into a couple people.

Lucid #205-When I woke up from dream 3, it was unusually dark outside. I did a nose plug and could breathe. Yay! I went outside and decided to fly. I didn't seem to have much control of my flying so I decided just to explore. I was over a medium density city with lots of Monterey cypress trees, similar to Southwest San Francisco or Daly City. A couple notable things I saw was a large tree house and a lady waving at me with two hands. I woke up after 30 seconds to a minute of flying.

I was fighting some guy. He had a knife, and I was unarmed. I tried to get past his defenses to knock him out, but he kept viciously stabbing me every time. I didn't really hurt,
it just felt weird and uncomfortable. I was annoyed and frustrated, and went like "dude, stop defending already"!

In the morning, I had a hallucination. I saw a hand, and it had "I love you. Please don't give up" written on it.

Fragment:
I dreamed that I was working at a copy shop (I currently work at a copy shop, but this one was different). I was the only one there, and I was trying to help one customer, but I wasn't familiar with the machines and I couldn't find the right printer from the drop down list. As I struggled with this, the line built up until the whole store was full. I then realized that I was dreaming, and as someone started to complain I made an announcement to the entire store "This message is to inform all our customers, that this is just a dream in my head. None of this is real, none of you need copies, and I'm done." They all started to yell and scream at me for how irresponsible I was being, so I made a mental association to link the concept of fire with the concept of paper before snapping my fingers. All of their hard copies instantly erupted in flames. During the confusion, I walked out, but then woke up. It was after going back to sleep that I had the next dream.

Saving Captain Jack:
I forget how it started, but Captain Jack Harkness (the lead character from the show Torchwood) had been kidnapped and was being dissected. Of course, because he couldn't die, this was a pretty awful thing to do. I was trying to save him. Seemed like there were also aliens who fed on human misery. At first they thought that completely and utterly blocking me out from saving him would provide the most misery. I told them that misery is actually strongest when there's hope, and that they should offer to allow me to see him, but also take that away, as it would provide a better "meal" for them. Both sides understood that we were trying to game the other.

They took me into a big elevator, which turned out to work kind of like a wonkavator, going all over the place. Apparently, it was voice activated. It didn't take long before I realized we weren't going anywhere near where we should be. On the elevator, I ran into a man in a wheelchair. He said he would help me. But for some reason, I didn't trust him. I told him that I needed a handshake before I could know if he could be trusted. He extended his right hand, I extended my left and said "no, with the left hand".

A bit of backstory. In my dreams, I have engineered the left side of my body to absorb, while the right side emmits. I wanted to absorb some of his "energy" to determine if he was indeed a threat. A left handed handshake is essentially and instant "I now know you" in my dreams.

In any case, with the handshake came a sensation like an electric shock. We both recoiled. He exclaimed "WHAT ARE YOU?!!" and rolled back slightly. His human form then began to waver and he started to look more like a realistic version of an ape that Dr Seuss might draw. I tried using telekinesis on him, but it didn't work. It was official, he was fae. For the first time ever, I managed to get some degree of telekinetic purchase on a member of the fae, but I couldn't thrash him about. He was being very confrontational and just wouldn't let up. So I switched gears and decided to use my TK on his eyes, which popped. That was done.

Now to address the aliens. I went over to the panel, told them the address I wanted to go to (which was back where we started), but they pushed a button labeled "lies" which overrode the previous and subsequent commands. I then decided to escape and try to make it back there on my own while they were out. I used my teleportation technique. I closed my eyes, fell backwards, and through the floor. I focused on what was just outside the elevator, and that's where I ended up.

Misses:
I then tried repeatedly to get to Jack, but found that I kept missing. I have to visualize where/when I want to appear, they had been, and would be, doing these sorts of dissections for a while, so I kept showing up at the wrong place and time. It actually seemed like they were prepared for me, like they knew they had a problem with a guy randomly showing up, killing a few guards, and then escaping. I couldn't save him.

Meditation:
I decided then that I needed more control. So I performed the teleportation, except this time I cleared my mind. As I tumbled in this place outside of space and time, I folded my legs into a lotus position, my hands in a prayer position, and I began to meditate. I cleared my mind. Thoughts moved in and out like the passing wind, but my mind became still. I found that the lotus position helped me anchor into the meditation more as the kinesthetic sensations held a small portion of my awareness on my body, and it's odd position. This, combined with the sensation of falling, anchored me very well into this dream meditation.

After meditating for only about 10-15 minutes, I decided that enough was enough. I "landed" in an attack from which I could find no way out. It was very vivid though. I remember feeling the dust and dirt as well as seeing the light streaming through holes in the roof. I decided I would teleport again. But this time I was more lucid, and realized that I didn't have to go save Jack because he was just a DC and not really someone suffering who needed my help.

Sex:
I find the next bit a little unfortunate. It's annoying because it's so common. When my self-esteem and confidence were lower, I had fewer sexual dreams. Now that I've overcome a lot of my anxiety issues, I find that my confidence and subsequently my libido are soaring. This often results in my LDs turning into sex dreams. It's like when I become sufficiently lucid, my brain asks "So, what do you want to do?" and my libido yells "WOMEN!" This was an interesting one, because it involved combining meditation, yoga, and sex. It was fascinating, but ultimately I didn't accomplish anything that I set out to do.

Accomplishments:
That all being said, I did accomplish some awesome stuff this morning.
1. My powers worked on the Fae for the first time.
2. I meditated in my lucid dream again (which is more difficult than I make it sound).

Both of those are pretty big deals.

I had to big dream signs this morning and I'm finally beginning to catch the military one.

School. My old supervisor is teaching me math. I was trying to grasp it but she didn't really show me how to solve the problem. I kept asking her to show me a few examples but the just kept on talking nonsense. I can still remember It started off as a word problem and then we wrote out a mildly complex algebraic equation.

Military I am on my way to a military base. I think about how I was in high school again but it just didn't make sense to go through all that again. I know that I wanted to do because I feel robbed having to go to a crappy private school but if I'm going to take classes it may as well be college anyway. I arrive in some open air Jeep. When I get close I am pushing what looks like some sort of child's electric car. There's a long dirt road and a building sitting in the middle of a vast open field. I approach a man in a lawn chair and ask him were I'm supposed to go. I tell him that I am a new recruit. The man says something flippant and an older man in uniform points to a small pavilion back up the road. As I push my car in that direction I think about how I really don't want to be here and I ask myself why I am doing it. At that point I realize I am dreaming and tell myself that it doesn't matter so I may as well play it out. I still feel reluctant to continue but I do anyway.
I think I lose my low level lucidity now and the next thing I remember is I am trying to decide what branch of the military I am joining. For some reason I go with Air Force. I open a door and find a small bed in a large closet. I wake up.

I had another vivid dream this morning but it has slipped my mind and I didn't record anything on my GP. I don't even know where it is right now.

Dream recall from today's naps.

Dream 1(fragments):

I was talking to someone about napping times and then was installing some mod for Dwarf Fortress that was called 'Dragon Expansion', which somehow also added tons of stuff to the browser like scripts that automatically added some dragon pics to the signature or something. I got curious and started checking installation code, which had different parts for different windows'es, for win8 in code it added something to start menu as well, according to code.
Then later i was on the bed, eating some meat, and soon everything stopped somehow, then i woke up.

Dream 2(fragment):

I was in my room and there was a sconce on the wall and i grabbed it and was ready to throw it somewhere but woke up.

Dream 3(fragments):

I had some list of anime to watch, stories to read and some games and there was some story that was made in RPG maker about farmer who fell in love with some girl, who was a ghost, and due to that she somehow became an actual girl.

Dream 4:

I was watching Yogscast playing some weird game, it was third person game about some explorer who was exploring some arabic-style place. Then there was some tomb/ruins place that had pyramid-like elevation inside where they had to fight boss using some kind of solar sniper rifle that apparently added 99 HP to wielder. The boss was using attacks that created shockwaves that knocked players back, then it went into second phase of the fight where it was sending homing grid of nine transparent eyes that were shooting some projectiles, the only way to destroy them was to shoot middle eye at the right moment, and boss was sending them quite quickly.

06.05 am I was in a kind of railway station, trying to go down stairs/an escalator? It was blocked by some sort of production company who were apparently promoting a product (I think it was for chocolate ...which I had consumed a fair amount of during the evening)

Being the Victor Meldrew character I am, I challenged them "Why are you blocking the stairs? Can't you see that you're alienating the very people you're trying to sell to?" The guy in charge didn't look happy and I took a straw poll of the commuters and a few put their hands up (but they're all only timid DC's of course)

I don't know if lucid dreams are as disjointed, but I noticed the queue had diminished and the "blockage" had disappeared They must have been stairs and I was suddenly out in the street and not knowing where to go ( maybe my brain had avoided an escalator because it was too difficult to create...although I might have found "Dream Sign" or "Reality Check" notices on the way down, as per my "cunning plan"...as if!)

I asked directions of what (vaguely) appeared to be a passing US soldier in mufti. He was apparently about to chat up 2 male DC's and seemed annoyed by my badly-timed question. He said something like "I could tell you but I won't and I hope you miss your train." (charming!) I said something like "Why, you bastard!" and he seemed to blossom into a fully-equipped soldier complete with weapon (although, thankfully, he moved away)

No lucidity then. But I questioned the contents of a dream within the dream...and I spoke to a DC who seemed quite articulate? Where else but trying for LD would I get to see some of the wonderful absurdities that occur to us all during the night-time? Wonderful stuff...

In this dream my 4-year old son was without his pants in the kitchen, and he pooped. This reminds me of a potty training method I read about but never implemented. Anyway my son of course is already past this age.

I know I recalled two other fragments upon waking up, and even stabilized them by not moving, but now they are gone.

Had a lucid dream. That was amazing ! But darn, i got too excited, i was all like "YEEEEH LET'S FLY TO THE MOON BABYYY" and then i woke up like a little baby. Yup, this moment will be in my top 10 best moments of my life.

1.

fragments:
Cant quite make them out.

I was walking with a cute guy along the streets of Bacolod/Katipunan at night. He was talking a lot. I didn't mind. We went to a store. A temple with Chinese designs. A Chinese dragon statue. Orange and white designs. It reminded me of the MWSS area in Katipunan. He bought a crystal and linen there. At first, I thought the clerk will deny selling stuff there, because my sis tried buying there before and they didn't sell. But the clerk removed the covers above a dusty cabinet and drew out some stuff.

He put two crystals with rainbow colors on a container and poured something on it that's supposed to clean it but also made it hot. I thought sulfur, but I might be referring to sulfuric acid. The cute guy touched it and said it's hot, and I also tried touching it. It is but not very. The clerk took out linen (actually, gauze) from behind some stuff. I thought, THIS is linen?

The cute guy finally chose one of the crystals and we left. We went to a place with seats and talked face to face. He was telling me about Nimz and the strange position he had with his gf. I pulled the cute guy closer to me, but I'm starting to wonder if he's also interested in me or he's just plain too talkative and has no one else to talk to.

Scene changed to some dormitory with a lot of people.

Type: Lucid dreaming.
Time: about 2PM

I had an interesting dream. I was in ancient ages in arabistan desert. I was with my friend and another man in front of us and a girl in arabic dress was near moutain in right hand side. looked like the front man was enemy and decided to kill us and the girl was with him too.
The dream became like western film. (lookes like we were dueling). He attacked my friend and killed him. When he wanted to kill me I defended my self and I won the battle. I feeled that the girl became friend to me.

First had a couple of regular dreams, after that I dreamed about falling asleep in the backseat of a car and waking up again. I knew I was dreaming because I was suddenly in my car.

I was seating on the backseat of my car and knew I was dreaming. I held the door shut, so it was locked, because outside the car was a guy wearing a gasmask whom I didn't trust. I looked again and saw it was my friend S. without a gasmask. He wanted to come in, but I was still holding the door shut. I double checked if I were really dreaming by reading the backside of a bottle or something. It didn't have any real text, just random letters as words such as "ADL". Now I knew for sure I was dreaming and got out of the car. I greeted S. and walked to the car parked in front of me. There was a little girl there. I helped here putting stuffed animals from one box into another. Then I picked her up and took er with me, but she turned into grass straws. I examined the ground in my dream. I was standing on a regular sidewalk covered by a very thin layer of sand. I kneeled down to feel it and I thought: "Wow, this is so real".

DEILD - I was in my backyard and wanted to try a kamehameha. I focused on my hands and screamed: KA-ME-HA-ME-HA. I was slightly afraid that I was shouting in real life as well. A little ball of light the size of a tennis ball left my hands and landed on the ground a couple of meters in front of me. It didn't even explode or anything.

DEILD - I was at a park with D. and O. and I told them that I would do a kamehameha. D. said: "Wait, go stand over there". I went to stand underneath a sort of Arc d'Triomph and asked: "Here?". I spotted a bipedal battle robot in front of me, black, and slightly larger than a human. I did a kamehameha and I could feel the ball of energy being twice as large as on the first try. It flew towards the battle bot and erupted in a small explosion. The battle bot was destroyed. D. and O. reacted realistically after the kameha attack, but less excited. Profound quote from D.: "You see... Everything is nothing man." I responded with: "No, this is just a dream". Nobody was even listening to eachother so I got no response.

DEILD - I was with D. and O. near a nice houseboat decorated with blue porcelain pots and large wooden dolls. I told O. to call someone (the dream was devoid of DCs). Then we were inside some room. I decided to throw a distructo disc. The disc cut through some curtains but got stuck and was making a very cool electric buzzing sound. O. said jokingly: "Let's play catch with it".

I'm sitting at the front of my bed, already lucid.. while i'm excited as ever I remember what I've learned and kept my cool.

I did my reality check I'd been practicing and stuck my finger through my palm, watching it go through with extreme excitement.

I get up off my bed and walk up to my door, thinking "Hey, I'm in a dream who needs doors", I jump through my door... without seeing what was on the other side, I woke up.