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Dreamed: 7.2.13, Written: 9.2.13

Wow, after years of trying to lucid dream I get one, and the day after two more. This is a good thing.
I was looking at my watch, it said something that looked like "19:00:00" and I think that somehow, the numbers were numbers and letters at the same time, I wasn't lucid enough to really grasp the scene.
I then thought this was weird and became aware that I was dreaming. I also noticed that I'm not very excited when discovering that I am asleep. Hm.. I also have this theory, that I might have had dozens of lucid dreams that I just forget. Lately I always wake up remembering that I've had a night full of detailed amazing dreams, but I never remember anything at all.
Well yes, the dream with the watch repeated itself after waking up and falling asleep, and nothing really happened. I wasn't lucid enough. But, it's something at least.

Dream
Lucid
Semi-Lucid

This is a long one. That's because this is literally everything I dreamed in one night, start to finish.
From now on I'll try and brake up the individual dreams into parts, I get plenty of material for DV posts in one night
This is also one of my first recorded dreams in a while, so it may be a bit sloppy.

February 1st 2013

I'm looking at some kind of forum with a dark grey layout and white lettering. At first I seem to be browsing a sub-forum about people's dreams and what they think they mean. Afterward I go to a different sub-forum, one that is a sub-forum specifically about men's experiences in life (more specifically funny stories). In the title of the threads the author states whether or not they are married or single or have kids. I look at one of the threads and find it interesting. As I start to "read" it the dream scene changes and I'm now watching a comedian. He's telling the same funny story I was just reading about. He's a fat bald Latino guy with pale skin wearing a button up shirt with black and white vertical stripes and a peaked cap beret (the one old people wear). During his story he begins to tell a bit of a risky joke, I believe one that had something to do with the N-word, and in the dream it's a pretty big deal (odd considering that I don't really have any qualms with that word). After he's done telling the joke the scene changes to him in his house looking at payday bills, as though it were a documentary I was watching. He says that any time he told the risky jokes that he would make more money, but he was afraid to since he wasn't sure how other people would react to them (death threats in the mail and such).

At some point the scene changes again. This time it's to a man who is answering the door at his house. When he opens the door Micheal Cera is there to greet him. I'd like to point out that he is wearing the same green shirt he does in Scott Pilgrim vs. the world. I assumed that this was because in the movie (I guess I thought this was a movie) they wanted Micheal Cera to where the shirt as a nod to the audience that had watched Scott Pilgrim.

"Hey." Micheal says to him.

"Oh, hi." The man says with a depressed tone. He isn't surprised that he's here.

"So, what's up?" Micheal Cera has that typical smile on his face that he does in every movie.

"Oh it's nothing, just wanted to say hi I guess."

"Oh, okay. Is uh, Jasmine here?" Jasmine being a girl Micheal had dated a few years in the past, the man being the girl's father.

"Um, no." he says. "In fact, she's never here." I believe it's at this point where I realize that the man's wife and daughter are dead.

"Oh, well, it's just that you called me on my plane phone, and I came all the way here..." (He means that the man had called him to visit but Micheal had lived in another country, so he had to take a plane over to get there. It doesn't make sense I'm just quoting the dream here).

"Oh yeah, I guess you're right." He goes outside with Micheal and the two start slowly walking down the sidewalk.

"Hey cheer up man. So what if they're dead? Nothing you can do about it, they were holding you back anyway "
This is Micheal's poor and distasteful attempt to make a joke to make him feel better, I'm actually quite shocked when I hear it since that sort of action doesn't really match up with Micheal Cera's typical character.

The man just looks at him for a few seconds with a bit of a scowl and continues on. I guessed he must have gotten all the pain of losing his loved ones out of his system by now. Micheal is terribly embarrassed. As they continue an idea pops up in the mans mind.

"Why don't you come to see the stars with me tonight?" he asks.

"Sure, I guess that sounds like a good idea."

Fast forward to night. For some reason when they leave the house to see the stars they exit through a window at the back of the house.

They go to a sandboxy type place, though there aren't any swings or play sets on it, just sand.

This is the point I enter the dream in my own body (till this point I was in camera perspective). My mom and our mutual roommate enter the scene with me as well.

At first the sky is only dark and there aren't any stars at all. Then various celestial bodies emerge from the horizon and start moving across the sky. The best way to explain is if you were in a planetarium, and they projected galaxies and stars on the ceiling and had them move from one side of the planetarium to the other. I justified this in my mind by saying the effect was caused by the rotation of the earth. I'm really amazed by this. In waking life I have seen pretty large constellations and many stars populate the sky, but have never actually seen the full on milky way. I see various cosmic regions move across the sky, the biggest one being of course the milky way. My mom seems to find this very amazing as well. She takes out a laser pen and points to the bodies she finds the coolest.

"Wow, look at that C.J.!" she calls to me.

She makes me nervous by doing so because it is a fear of mine to shine lights in the night sky (really).

The one thing that stands out to me the most is a light brown cloud of cosmic gas. One part of it is bulbous, while there is a streak emerging from it to the right side.

"Wow, the Oort cloud! Look at that, it's fantastic!" It really grabs my attention. (Mind you the REAL Oort cloud isn't a cloud of cosmic gas at all, but is rather a hypothesized spherical cloud of predominantly icy objects that may extend up to roughly around a light year from the sun. I only found this out after searching what the Oort cloud was. I must have seen the name before at some time and thought it had to be some kind of nebula).

After a certain amount of time the stars and celestial bodies disappear past the opposite horizon from which they spawned. The last thing I saw in the sky was a cutout picture of Cera from the land before time though. My mom made a comment about it, though it seemed odd to me it didn't make me think for a second that I was dreaming. Though all the stars and such had disappeared, the sky stayed black.

Now that the show was over, my mother our roommate and I decide to head home, which isn't that far. We go to an empty gamestop close by. There's no one inside nor are there any games on the shelf, or anything else really, it's totally empty, the inside painted a light sky blue colour. The lights inside are on though. We head to the door and a camera somewhere on it takes a picture of us, noticeable by the brilliant flash.

"That will be our sexy picture of us us!" My roommate says with an over-enthusiastic slightly sarcastic tone (typical behavior of her in IWL).

We go inside, the door is unlocked, and head down into the basement, which seamlessly leads into my basement (well, a few things are out of place and what not, but it's about 40% my basement). I think we talked about some stuff for a little while and then went back upstairs. Surely enough going upstairs lead to my regular house. The stairs lead up to my kitchen. I decide to hang out there for a bit while my mom went to the living room, our roommate stayed downstairs. Whilst I'm staying there our roommate calls to me and tells me to take some sort of supplement. The pill bottle is resting on my stove. I pick it up and take a look at it. My dream view switches back to camera perspective and I'm watching a commercial for the supplement. In it there is a man on roller blades skating through what reminds me of a concrete area near the Washington monument. It's raining and he's skating around, he's very happy. A man behind him just as overjoyed also on roller blades begins to tail him, but is using two floor scrubbers to scrub the concrete ground behind him as he skates. (There's context...somewhere, in this segment, but I couldn't recall what). I hear some rustling outside, like someone knocking over a garbage can. I look outside through my glass door and don't see anyone there. It is night time however, and they could be hiding somewhere in the darkness. I decide to close my back door and lock it just in case. I also turn off the lights outside so to not draw attention to us. This is tricky to do at first since my lights are for some reason connected to the fan switches on my stove, and in order to turn them off you have to put them in a middle state, other wise it is on either high or low power (that's how my IWL fan switches work). But I managed. At this point I'm a bit freaked out. Something then catches my eye. My dog is on top of the stove and is playing with something (he's a little dog so he could fit on top of my stove, but just barely). He has something cylindrical in between his feet and is trying to squeeze it. I take it from him and look at it. It looks like a toothpaste bottle. At first I think it's astronaut food, but then it turns out to be regular bottle of Colgate toothpaste, though the design on it is a bit weird, it's mostly white and just has the word "Colgate" on it. There's some green lettering on it beneath it though. It says "Meanwhile in India". At first I chuckle at it, but then I say to myself, "Wait, that doesn't make any sense". I look at it again. Now it says "Made in India". I guess I must have misread it the first time. I put it down and go to the living room.

"Mom, Charlie was trying to eat Colgate, crazy dog..."

She doesn't acknowledge my comment. I sit down on the couch across from hers. She's watching T.V., but suddenly the channel changes to static. I start to panic. I think "Oh no! the guy who was outside is cutting our cables so we can't call for help!" I voice my concern to my mom. She tells me "Don't worry, I'm just sitting on the remote." I start to calm down. Of course there isn't someone outside, I'm just paranoid. My mom asks me if I want some pizza. I accept the offer. She calls our roommate to bring us some slices of pizza. She comes down stairs and hands it to us on a plate. Wait, wasn't she downstairs? Whatever. I begin to dig in, it's a plain cheese slice, and is a little cold. I get up with it in my hand.

"You're really handsome!" My mom tells me. A see through confidence booster.

"I'm not that good looking." I tell her.

"Yeah you are, you could look as handsome as anyone."

That comment really pisses me off and I start to go off on a rant.

"Now come on now. Be serious for a second. Maybe I'm average looking I'll give you that, but I'm not that handsome okay? Look, you can say that all you want, but at the end of the day no matter how much time passes by I won't be as handsome as Will Smith."

I pause for a second to reflect on that statement.

"Okay maybe after some time passes, but still do you understand what I mean?"

After I'm finished with my tirade I wake up.

[fragment 1]I only remember fragments, don't remember much in cronological order. Anyways I remember telling my mom that I forgot to take my meds. Someone farted, some girl in front of me didn't know who it was and then I pointed out it was some fat kid sitting on the bed. the fat kid just smiled and another girl said she didn't think it was him because he didn't react right or something.

[fragment 2]Next thing I remember I am in some room doing whatever it is I do, I remember my cousin joking with some other boy about something, I couldn't really make out exactly what it was they said

[fragment 3] a little later, after toying around in some room by myself, I see a strange order of blankets in the corner. the blanket looked like something was under it, I pulled it over and saw my cousin hiding under it trying to spy on me.

This made me think this was what he was joking about with the other boy. This made me feel slightly embaressed because previously I would play with penciles by my self, clean my nose and some other crap. But surprisingly I easily handled it and didn't even seem as if I cared. He said something but I don't remember and then I replied, What? you mean the fact I play with penciles".

[Fragment 4]Next thing I remember I am in some place, It was either some other persons room or living room, but I am under the impression that we had traveled to this place and was staying there for a few days for some family vacation or something. I looked around and was dissapointed that there wasn't any games for me to play. I was thinking back to some past memory which I believe was another dream about being in a similar room and there being a nintendo with mario kart and some other games.

[fragment 5] I remember coming out of some area naked infront of a group of people and one of the guys said, dude your naked, and I replied, SHE'S naked pointing at some brown skinned gir sitting on the floor. Before this I remember nakedness being quite common and normal before this part but I don't remember much, I just remember the one girl sitting on the floor walking around naked for awhile. I only have a feeling of us changing a lot infront of eachother.

[fragment 6] we're on some strange planet with a smaller version of the planet sitting right on top of it. You could a bunch of crackes underneath it on the parent planet as if the smaller moon sized planet crashed into it. the parent planet almost looked like those bouncy balls you would find in the store that kinda looked like a planet, not earth but a planet. I was flying around a bit looking at the place, I got low to the ground and put my hands up against the light orangish surface. after that I find myself on the smaller moonsized planet where some treehouse type cabin was on it I think and I with the rest of the family. I look oput the window and a tornado is forming, I told everyone and we all got scared and then the wind got louder and more ferocious. Dont remember much after that, I think the dream scenery changed here.

[fragment 7] where outside some mall area I think and for some reason we are changing infront of everyone and even walking around naked like nothing, I don't remember much though.

[fragment 8] we both are using a kart and where on the road for some reason, I pointed out that the druck which has two fuel tanks is driving sideways on both lanes of the road and I asked one of the girls who I think was my cousin something about it which I dont remember exactly. The truck was driving on the main right lane but the part it was pulling was sideways covering the entire lengh of the street. the bars were red and the two fuel tanks were grey but cargo bars were high enough for someone to drive under. after that I'm trying to line up the karts directly underneath the passage area between the 4 wheels but we screwed up and got caught between the truck and this cargo infront of us carrying metal bars. we crashed inbetween it and was riding on the edge of the bridge which had no side beams to stop a car from driving off of it. the whole ride became frantic and chaotic as we try not to fall off the edge and metal bars are falling on us. after that I remember someone telling me that the experience really effected my cousin.

I was at some place like sams club and I was enployed. After standing around a bit, the manager came to me and asked if I could move the kart in one of the rows. I did that but I also twisted the belt thing for some reason, I guess I thought there should have been more to do than just putting it in it's place but there wasn't. After that I stood next to some guy who reminded me of someone from my last dream, then the manager said, something about working and then taking a break, but I'm not sure.

Hey there, 4th dream, not chronological just 4th I re-called in the morning.

Remember being in a dream with Finn Watt topless as if we were pretend-wrestling - I vaguely remember seeing Gordan Mullan, friend of mine being in the room too. Me and Finn were grappling having a laugh about who is stronger - I think I tried to grab him by the shoulders and he managed to get under my arms and lift me up in the arm with ease.

People behind us, Gordan I think, were laughing and were amazed by the act. I started making excuses saying I'd lost muscle as I hadn't been at the gym recently. After this, boosted by the insult of being laughed about I pushed Finn over into a couch that looked a lot like my girlfriends (and the room felt like her living room too) and held him down, restraining him in which he seemed to find funny.

Now I seemed to of skipped in my dream, perhaps forgot what happened however I'm convinced it was still the same dream - we were all playing a game, me, Finn, a friend named Rob and my older brother. Game was DayZ.

Now, I had to for some reason head to an airfield named Balota, part of the game, to perhaps meet up with them?

Upon travelling there, I came across the runway towards some buildings I recognized from out of dream experiences and then I seen a massive plane crash, 4 engines, possibly a andromada out of GTA:SA. Brothers then said on the microphone that it was an attempt at scaring me - all's okay.

However I wanted to get my own back; I hid behind the building that I finally reached and was looking around - I progressed into the forest North of these buildings and looked on at them - I then threw a grenade.

They reacted worried I think - I moved back towards the building and laid in the grass in my ghillie suit.

I watched Finn come around the side of the building, he was turning and then had his back to me. I aimed up at him, he turned so I got worried and starting shooting and missed. I claimed it was a joke, it was only a pistol I had after all however in my mind I knew I did want to hit him.

I moved back towards the trees and Finn started shooting. I began firing back actually letting him know I was annoyed at him because he had a sniper rifle that would kill me in one shot (yet I kept referring to it as a fully automatic rifle?) - one of our friends Rob and my brother James had a go at me, even with me trying to justify myself.

I then managed to land a shot into him and seen the character both drop and the messaged saying he had been killed appear.

I cannot really remember their reactions (think they were cool about it), however the dream is blank/not re-callable after that.

Happy with the outcome of my re-call though.

Didn't really know what to call this dream!

I was playing Dragonball Z I think, not sure which variation of it though on my brother's TV in his room. Don't think I was actually playing with him though.

I might of skipped/failed to re-call the bit in-between but I remember being on the same couch looking at my phone wondering when my girlfriend was going to get home, possibly even paranoid she was hiding something? Even so, I waited and considering ringing her friend to check if she was with her, however as I was contemplating that idea she showed up, sat on the couch with me and we had a chat, no idea what was said but the dream is blank from there on.

Short, but still the third dream to be re-called from one night!!

Happy dude.

Another partial dream re-call...

Here goes:

I dreamt about my girlfriend, Charis in a car (which I think wasn't her one) with a few other people, or perhaps one, on my estate. She told Seb our friend to grab his motorbike and follow them (he doesn't have one... lucid chance missed!) - I then suggested I'd go on mine and follow suite (funny enough, I've been obsessed with my motorbike recently and have been choosing it over any form of travel recently... must of passed through!).

They started heading off in the car, and Seb followed the estate around to my house (cannot remember how we both got there), I then was searching frantically in my house for something while Seb waited outside on his bike (KTM duke or MH supermotard, bright orange) - I was paranoid he'd leave without me.

When I finally located what I wanted, I took a look outside my first floor thin window and seen him pulling away. Cannot remember how but I was suddenly on my bike (well, my dad's one) heading out of my estate, I looked out to the distance, possibly 100m down the road, over some hedges and seen Seb riding away.

I followed the road he was on, I vaguely remember some sort of farm vehicle on the same road and I also remember pulling out of this road I once had a crash on in my car.

After that I can't really remember what happened.

Either way just happy I've began re-calling a fair amount of dreams after only a day or so entering in my journal once more.

ugh, only 1 dream, here it is

1. I had a dream I was in this cheap classroom where it looked like a small cafeteria kind of and the hallway outside had this cheap kind of rug to it. I remember outside the hallway I was talking to this girl I used to know named Shannon, and she was in a blue sweatshirt. Somehow it got out that I liked her (what is this 5th grade?) so obviously she stopped talking to me which is perfectly normal. In class we were talking about the history of the human evolution and a black person mentioned that black people came from white people. So i said I'm sorry but I think white people came from black people, because we originally came from africa and as we travelled through snowy areas our skin became white. Then after I said that it was like the most racist thing ever (even though its true) and everyone in the entire classroom kept staring at me for like 45 seconds. I kept saying what, theres DNA evidence to prove its true, whats the matter? and they kept staring at me. Then we went on to something else. But the teacher saw this one girl drinking a capri sun and said GOODBYE GET OUT OF MY CLASSROOM! Obviously there was a strict rule against drinking capri sun in class. After she was leaving another guy threw his capri sun in the trash so the teacher kicked him out and pretty soon more than half the class got kicked out so he just said class is cancelled for today. Then in the hall me and a small group of people were walking together (including Shannon) and we start joking around about how retarded that class is. I remember seeing Shannon in a blue sweatshirt and her friend in a red sweatshirt walking together. Then one person starts dancing and I start dancing like I'm in footloose (LOL) and everyone laughs cause I'm dancing so funny. no black people are in our group because I said something that was racist apparently. I kept dancing into this lounge area and I saw through another room to a door outside and there was a black guy dancing outside the window, and further out the window there was a football game being played. This dream was lengthier than I originally thought.

First off, I should explain a couple of things about Dink Smallwood - it's a free-to-download computer game created by a guy named Seth - who put himself in as the main villain at the last level. He's kind of known for his evil sense of humor.

The dream starts, as far as I can remember, in the game. Everything looks like the game - not at all realistic, and I'm viewing myself from above - but it feels real to me. As I enter the final dungeon, the floor starts falling out. I tell myself that it's normal for the game, but now that I wake up, I know it wasn't.

Somehow the dream shifts without me knowing it. I'm in a walled area instead of a dungeon, and I'm seeing though my eyes instead of above. Everything is realistic now, too. I just couldn't tell the difference.

To my right, a door opens and a few people walk through. I think they were both girls, but I can't be sure. They weren't really part of the dream.

We're in a house that is fairly good sized, considering it's in a densely packed neighborhood in a city somewhere. The people explain that I was in a virtual reality program - like a holodeck from Star Trek, if you're familiar - that was being controlled by Seth, the creator of the game.

I met Seth (at this point, I was pretty fangirlish. Part of my dream, because I'm not actually that big a fan of Dink Smallwood, so meeting Seth wouldn't be that big a deal) and watched him with another game he was working on.

I honestly don't remember what else passed before the rest of the dream, but my sister popped up, and one of the girls was revealed to be a friend of hers that I know in real life. Seth left the room where he was working and came out, doing something with this giant keyboard-thing he carried everywhere. It pretty much controlled everything in the house.

Then there was a slightly boring period that I don't remember well. My dreams do that a lot - slip away in pieces.

The next thing I remember is being attacked by a whole bunch of, like, Arab raiders or something, complete with curved swords and facial covers. Everyone in the house was busy fighting. That was when I realized I was dreaming, and started to control it.

Oh man, it was so fun. I never have lucid dreams. Sometimes I realize when I'm dreaming, but I can never remember to try controlling it. I stopped the swords before they could do anything and immobilized the attackers.

Then, of course, I lost the thought that it was all a dream. It was fun while it lasted.

We (we being my sister and me) left the house - returned once because we had forgotten something - and suddenly I was back in the game, in a level I had never seen before. My father was there too, watching. He was the only realistic looking thing in the game.

Then I woke up.

I got up, changed into my clothes, went to have breakfast.

Then I woke up.

I hate "dreams within dreams" but at least the lucid part was fun, if brief.

Had an unusual dream to say at the least last night - however re-called 4 which is much better than my usual ability to re-call only a single dream!!

Here goes:

I had a dream involving Ian Beale (from Eastenders), a man named Sean (who I work with) and one or two other males I cannot seem to fully re-call being there, but just have a hunch that they were.

We were in a house with an archway I think, however it never felt like an actual specific place that I knew - my re-call of locations isn't very good anyhow. I remember them both either in either little clothing, or something that signified they were being homosexual together (even though they are both straight in real life). I never felt like I was there, more so that I was watching it all from a third person perspective, almost like a TV program.

I think they were having a laugh together, talking about how bad or naughty it was, the stuff they were doing, when out of nowhere Gale (from Coronation street?) walked in and interrupts there conversations, much to my surprise (as an onlooker) as well as Sean and Ian's. Gale seems disappointed.

I believe a skinny version of Sean (same DC though) claimed that nothing had gone on, however he seemed very drunk - following that he laughed and then said 'only a bit of sucking off', at which point I remember someone running out (my viewpoint being 30 metres away) of a marquee, like one of out LOTR fellowship.

Then Gale and some others (no idea who they are but I can scarcely re-call others being with her) walk through the house and look at this cot/twinned bed thing on the way out in which Tina (another soap star) and someone else are in, also in a homosexual manor with pajamas on having a laugh together.

Cot/bed thing was wide with a parting in the middle, hence the twinned comment but can barely re-call exactly what the details were.

Cannot remember if there was any dialogue, however shortly after this scene I've lost re-call, or the dream might of ended - either way, end of the dream for us!

Weird dream, I know - not something I usually dream of and I'd certainly say watching soaps with my girlfriend the night before definitely had an influence!

This was a short but pleasant lucid after drinking a 3-bag brew of peppermint tea during my WBTB. I woke up for the WBTB on the late side (4:45 or so), so I didn't stay awake for very long. Probably because of this, my waking life memories were a little tough to access.

Color legend: Non-dream Dream Lucid

Lucid #64: The Menthol Arcade

I'm in a dark arcade playing Street Fighter II with my friend SC. We're talking smack and he says, "I bet you can't win a sumo wrestling match." I say something really brilliant like, "Bring it!" and the game starts.

I'm on the righthand side and both of us are playing as E. Honda. I look down at the game's controls and I'm disappointed to see that it has no joystick and each side has only 3 buttons instead of the usual 6. The weirdness of this sticks in my mind and after thinking it over, I realize that I'm dreaming.

The game starts and neither of us moves at first. I jam on the buttons a bit and my player starts E. Honda's signature "Hundred Hand Slap". I will him to start drifting to the left and he slides along for a few seconds.



Before I can land a shot, the screen goes black. I look over to my left and SC has vanished. I'm completely alone and all of the machines are off now. I turn away and start to explore the rest of the arcade.

The arcade's divided into two sides, and the side that I'm on is arranged around an enormous air hockey table that's at least 4-5 times larger than a normal one. I wonder what someone would do if the puck got stuck in the middle of that huge thing. On the opposite side of the room I see an emergency exit. I think about exploring the other side of the arcade but it occurs to me that I probably have goals I want to work on, and outside seems like a better bet.

I keep verbally reminding myself that this is a dream until I reach the exit. I push on the crash bar, the door swings open, and I'm staring out into a milky gray void. I'm nervous about walking out there but I feel like there's no going back now.

There's a bit of a drop as I step into the void, but my feet land on something solid a couple of feet down. I feel like I'm wearing my work shoes. The scene goes totally dark, but I'm ready to DEILD. I start swinging my arm around, imagining that I have a gladius. Nothing happens for a few seconds, but I still feel relaxed. I start swinging harder, throwing in a few man-grunts for emphasis.

Some sort of wind sweeps up from below and picks me up off of my feet. The wind starts to swirl and soon turns into a cyclone. I can feel myself spinning and spinning, and I think that this is great -- LaBerge suggests spinning as a way to change scenes. I'm confident it will work, and sure enough I see a colorful, spinning scene start to emerge.

The wind dies down, the spinning slows, and I'm gently set down on a vast, jeweled mosaic that stretches in every direction as far as I can see. There's a slightly reddish glow on the horizon and what looks like a set of distant mountains. I'm awestruck by what I see, but it's just a few seconds before the dream ends.

And it was lucid, not that long or interesting, but still lucid.

I was at school, talking to a friend, and I realised that it was saturday, and school wasn't on. reality checked, became lucid, couldn't think of anything to do, got bored and woke up. The end

#129 There Is No Wall WILD

I am deep into HI/HH. For some reason I remember how CanisLucidus likes to sleep on his stomach. "I hear him say have you ever tried it on your stomach?" My dream self rolls over halfway on my stomach. I can feel the blanket over my face and I begin to feel strange whirling spinning sensations. I was amazed how much better a WILD attempt this was. I focus on the sensations for a few seconds. (I didn't notice until later that I felt zero vibrations like I usually do. I am actually glad that this didn't throw me. Never give too much attention to the noise. Passively monitor it.)

Then I feel my wife in bed poking my ribs and telling me to wake up. I try to ignore her. But she keeps doing it. I say to her, "Stop it pleeeease! I am trying to have a lucid dream and you are waking me up."

I never open my eyes but I roll over to my back. She is still moving the bed around and saying to wake up. I realize this probably not really happening. I tell myself over and over that she is not real. I decide that I just need to get out of here. I can still feel a slight grip from the sleep paralysis making me move slow and awkward. But I manage to stand up without too much trouble.

It's dark in the room but I manage to see my hands clearly. I open the bedroom door and find myself in a long hallway. The dream is still blurry and insubstantial but I realize this is not my house. Something reminds me of my ex in-law's house. I begin to believe that's were I am. The dream comes together now and that exactly where I am. I make it to the living room and pause for a second. I think, "If this is their house then which wife is in the bed? Past or present?" I decide that I really don't want to know or want to be here so I continue out the front door.

It is really dark outside. I think the only way out of here is to just fly away. I see the sun coming up the west. I find that slightly funny as I start to fly up. Then, I get lost in the void and feel the dream breaking up. I decide to just go back to the ground and stay inside. For some reason the dream wants me here.

I go back inside and visually stabilize myself. I wonder around the living feeling slightly triumphant. I think, "Haha bitches I'm in your house and your not even here!" I explore the house some and realize there is very little clutter or furniture. Every thing looks spacious and organized. I see a small white wooden door with no knob in a random spot on the wall. I use expectation to make it open to some place else. Nope. It's a small closet with a water heater.

I walk around the wall into the kitchen and then back into the living room. I see a clear spot on the wall separating the living room and kitchen. I think maybe I can draw a doorway with my fingers to get out of here. I make a motion with both fingers at the top but realize my hands phased into it. HA phasing! I think about reaching past the wall into the space beyond. My hands pass through fine so I thrust myself into it. My arms get softly stuck at the elbows. I pull back and stare at the wall. I say, "There is no wall. There is no wall." I really focus on believing it. I think about the space beyond the wall again as I jump forward. I feel a slight sensation like a cool mist of water pass over me. I feel grounded on the other side but all I can see is the color of the wall. I think about the other side and what it should look like. The dream stabilizes.

I look around the kitchen/dining room and see the back door. I really want out of this house! I have TOTY on my mind and want to move on. I can see the door is open but the screen is closed. I can see outside and it is total darkness. I feel really confident from phasing and decide to take a risk. Without thinking things through I rush forward flying head first into the door and throwing it off its hinges into the darkness. I say,"This leads to another planet!" (why?)

I am now engulfed in the void. I feel spinning sensations. I relax myself like in any other DEILD and try to focus on seeing something. I think about the Colosseum a bit while I wait. After a while I wake up.

this morning after 9h i had a lucid dream in which i spinned and after that the dream faded and i felt like entering a different dream, but halfway i felt like an engine shutting off ( sounds and vibrations decreasing ) and a white light filled the scene. i felt like i was dead and out of fear i opened my eyes. my room was still dark.

i dont know how i should explain it, but i think it reflects a big eye-opener i had last days, as most people can relate this to some spiritual understanding

Notes for dreams so I can go back to bed:

Lots of land with bails and bails of hay, only dark.
Someone said, "If all this were mine, I would re-hole every horseshoe until they were perfect" or something like that. I saw a horseshoe with a hole in it in my minds eye.

Then I was sitting with a boy who stitched up some grey, suede leather so that it contained some RR spikes in a leather tube. I helped by banging a another spike into it so the head stayed above the leather. (I have six new RR spikes IWL). The leather tube eventually turned into a hat.

I asked him to help me stitch one for myself. He then revealed a larger black hat for me. Then it turned out to be a football, which disappointed me.

Then I had to use the bathroom. I went in and the john was really small and had no lid. As I started to take my pants down, someone disturbed me. Jesus!

At a weird party, my brother got a piece of clothing caught on the top of a door. Someone took a piece of mom's jewelry so I did too, but I decided to return it.

I Went up stairs picking up miniature pitchers along the way, then a lady picked one up and tossed it back to me.

I returned the jewelry, then it morphed into a cool gun. It was small and crude, made of wood and brass or gold. You pulled back on a stick which was connected to something so that when you pulled the trigger, the stick was released and it would hit the projectile inside. It was awesome.

Then there were a bunch of brass dishes. (Yuck, right?). I had a false memory that I grew up with it. (IWL I did grow up with similar stuff) I was putting them away, admiring the shape of some of the cups. The were like a mix between a Chinese tea cup and a soup bowl. They seemed to be the perfect size.

I was watching video of women rubbing their nipples. All of them were perfect.