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The title says it all.

I can't remember a single thing that I dreamt last night hopefully tomorrow will be better.

took:
- no 5-HTP before going to sleep
- 1 dose of galantamine + choline (continuing the 1 day on 1 day off cycle)
- 2400mg Piracetam when I got up
lucid dreaming: 0 lucid experiences
note:
- this is the first attempt using Piracetam in the morning after using Galantamine
- 4 dreams recorded, dreams were quite vivid

I was driving in a car, I'm not sure what kind, down a large hill on a long, winding road. There were a few cars coming from the other direction and for some reason I thought there wasn't many for this time of day, it must've been rush hour or something. As I came to a bend in the road I looked over the guard rail overlooking a large cliff with a huge city in the valley below. I turned to my sister who was in the passenger seat and said, "We're almost there." We must've been going to whatever city that was. As we turned the corner I noticed temporary dividers in the middle of the road, like they would put down for construction, but nobody was working on the road. There weren't even any vehicles. As we continued down the road I noticed that there seemed to be an awful lot of police cars, the majority of whom were pulling people over. I wasn't speeding so I thought I was fine.

I distinctly remember passing a small, deep purple sedan with a cop standing next to the door. He was leaning into the car trying to reach something in the passenger seat. I didn't know what it was or why he was doing it but I continued on driving glad it wasn't me pulled over. Right as I thought this I saw blinking lights in my rear-view mirror; Damn, why me!? I continued around the next curve and pulled over to the side of the road. The officer got out of his car and had a very large hat on, much like troopers often wear but much bigger. He started walking towards our car and I began to get nervous. When he got to our car he didn't stop, he just kept on walking past us. He went around the next bend and when I looked behind me the cop car was gone. I looked over the edge of the cliff that the road weaved down and could see the officer standing at the bottom looking up at me. He winked.

For some reason this bumped me into lucidity. I'm not quite sure why but I didn't really question it; I was glad to have ended my dry spell and did a quick clock check for a RC. At first it said 3:17, pretty normal. I looked away and turned back to it. This time it said 9:62. Perfect, this was definitely a dream. I got out of the car and rubbed my hands together, not wanting to waste my first LD in a couple weeks. I asked my sister who was still sitting in the passenger seat and had been silent the whole time what I should do. She looked at me and said, "Weren't you asked to do some tasks or something?" Ah-ha! The TotY! The first one that came to mind was the Colosseum one but for whatever reason I decided against it. The next one that popped into my head was Africa, riding the great sphinx and fixing its nose.

I got back into the car and decided I would try a different way of getting there instead of just teleporting. I pushed a button that just appeared on the console and the car began to hover above the ground. I pulled back on the steering wheel which could now move like the controls of a plane and pushed the gas pedal. Away we went. I flew over the city, going quite fast since I figured we were in America and had to fly over the Atlantic. I looked down and couldn't quite tell what city it was but it was surrounded by desert and mountains beyond that. I figured either Las Vegas or Phoenix Arizona. It only took a few seconds to reach the mountain range and when we crossed it I could see the great pyramids over the other side. I opened the console of the car and found a staples button. Cheesy, I know, but I pressed it and a loud and, for some reason, female voice said, "that was easy."

I pushed down on the steering wheel and eased on the breaks. We landed about 200 yards from the sphinx and I knew I had to ride it up the pyramids but felt like something else was missing. Of course, the nose! As I looked it over I realized that its nose was completely intact; the whole thing looked like it had been completed just days earlier! What the heck, I was supposed to fix it . I figured since I had to fix it I might as well break it first. I flew up to its face and pulled my arm back, taking a good, solid swing at the nose. The tip fell off but I needed more, granted the whole thing was twice the size of me. I ran my hand along the bridge of the nose and then hovered over it and kicked down. The whole thing slowly slid down the face of the sphinx and it looked just like it did in the history books.

Now I had to undo what I just did. I was a little annoyed at it but hey, I want to get this done! I floated back to the ground and picked up the nose. Even though my arms couldn't reach all the way around it I was still able to somehow lift it. I flew back up to its face and set the nose in place. I then pushed it into the face and the whole thing fit like a key. Apparently this was indeed some sort of key, for the sphinx immediately began to move. Slowly but surely the whole thing stood up, looked around, and gave a long stretch and yawn. It then proceeded to lick itself, damn cat.

I hopped on its back and tried to get it to move, granted the thing's back was 25 feet wide, it wasn't a horse. I squeezed my legs like one would to get a horse to move but the sphinx just looked around and then laid back down. What the hell, this was supposed to be fairly straightforward! I thought for a moment while it started to drift off to sleep and then remember seeing cats chasing the little red dots that laser pointers create. I reached into my pocket and, sure enough, there was a laser pointer! I pointed it at the pyramid and could faintly see a little red dot, not nearly enough to get this thing's attention. I figured that, if it were a little bit darker out the light would be easier to see. I looked down at my wrist and found a watch. It said 4:00 P.M. so I pulled out the little time-set thing and changed it to 8:00. As the hands moved forward the sun went down and the moon came up. This was pretty cool, given that I had never really changed the time of day before.

As the sun went down I could feel the dream begin to fade. Damn, I haven't done this in a while! I quickly rubbed my hands together which stopped the fading and brought back some clarity but I knew that I didn't have much time left. I patted the sphinx on its back, which was still quietly laying there. It began to stir and I pointed the laser pointer at the ground in front of it; it was easy to see now! The sphinx's ears twitched and its head perked up, clearly noticing the little dot. I pointed at the pyramids which were about 400 yards away. The sphinx jumped up and immediately began to bound towards that light. I squeezed my legs as tight as I could just to stay on.

When it got close to the pyramid, the sphinx jumped, trying to pounce on the light. I quickly moved it up about halfway to the top of the pyramid, but it still ended up hitting the base and knocking some blocks off. C'mon, kitty, don't knock the thing down! It regained its awareness and found the dot again and immediately jumped up, running up the pyramid. This thing was steeper than I thought, it had to be at least a 40 degree angle (after googling it, the actual angle is almost 52 degrees). The sphinx stuttered on a few steps as blocks fell out from under it but it continued to climb up the top.

I pointed the light right at the very peak and, right as we got close to the top, the sphinx jumped again, this time overestimating the height and clearing the entire pyramid. We both fell down for a few hundred feet and when the sphinx finally landed it began to slide down the side of the pyramid. The ride was quite bumpy and I could feel the dream beginning to fade. We reached the bottom just a couple seconds afterwards and I immediately jumped off, rubbing my hands to try and stabilize but to no avail. I decided that, since the dream was pretty much over and I had accomplished what I wanted to do, I would give the sphinx a treat. I waved towards the distance, motioning for something to come towards me. While doing this I envisioned a giant fish coming out of the horizon towards the sphinx. I tried to reward it for its hard work but just as I though I saw the fish come over the horizon I woke up in my bed, my arm over my head in the same position I was waving in. The entertainment isn't confined to just the dreams

One down, six to go. Hopefully the next one won't take three weeks just to get lucid

This experience happened maybe a week or two ago, it is in my top 10 experiences because it seemed so real. I swear I traveled to some of my memories. I am in lucid dreaming mode where I can create where I want to go each time I wake up if I have not gotten full sleep yet, and continue into another lucid dream willingly, however many times I want. It happens to me a lot but not every night. I knew I was in LD mode because it was happening. First I want to go to my high school. I wake up in the middle of the floor in the junior high hallway. I was on the ground with just my pillow but no mattress. I had seen some of my classmates use this side so I am thinking I am in a my junior high years. I had already done this three times waking up in the same spot every time. I found my way around the school the first time, but i don't remember much. The last two times I made my way to the parking lot out front. The second time an old friend (around this time period actually) Colin was getting in the car with his mom who looked the same. The third time I went out he was fighting with his mom and he was crying. (When I say the third time I mean I had woke up to come back for the third time). I pass him and walk to Levi's ride which is a red van(I have yet to ask him about this). He told me about him playing football for the rest of the year and what position he played.(He did play football in junior high but I never asked him about it back then). I wasn't able to talk cause I woke up not long after.

I then tried to go to shelburn, town where my friend lives, but ended up in Terre Haute. I don't remember the first time, but I do remember it was in the exact same area. The second time was still next to highway 41 in front of the shops located in front of Wal-Mart. I woke up on my mattress but it appeared I was on a fountain built there, possibly the future. My whole mattress and some of my pillow was submerged in water and completely soaking wet lying in the middle of the fountain. I thought it might be a problem traveling with my bed in the water so I tried to lie back down on my wet mattress and wake up in my room again.

I tried traveling to a bigger place, I'm pretty sure it was Florida because I had been there recently. I had somehow appeared in the hood in Atlanta, Georgia. I had watched a documentary movie about the exact place I had appeared in. Now remember this was completely real to me and I was really scared. I knew where I was and I knew it was a very dangerous place for a normal looking white person such as myself. I got out off my mattress and I walked down the street observing some of the houses and realized the exactly where I was from the real Atlanta. I could see that every alleyway and street I went on there were black people hanging out( I'm not afraid of black people but some of these people would hold you at gun point and jack your shit if they had the chance as I had watched on the documentary). I did not want to fuck with anybody nor did i want them to fuck with me so I tried to hurry along without making eye contact. I came up to a point with a group of black people and made my way around and saw there were a couple white people. I still felt uncomfortable because I did not fit in like they did. I was still walking around everybody looking for a way to get the hell out of this city. I had to slip behind some people against a wall and accidentally steeped on the back of one of the white guy's shoes. I saw him look at me with an angry look. I continued on on and ignored it. I turned and looked again and he threw whatever he was carrying and hit me in the neck with it. I woke up not long after but not in my room as expected.

I am not sure how I got where I was, but instead of waking up in my bed I was in a room with different scenery and two beds. There was a poster on the wall I had never seen and the bed sheets were different. There was a room styled in pink across the hallway so I thought it was our sister's( I have a sister but not from my moms house). My brother Miles walked in and I was really excited about where I was. I told him I was in the future straight freaking the the fuck out because I couldn't believe it. He seemed to believe me and was yelling for mom also excited. I walked down the hallway and into the living room with him. I woke up not long after mom walked in. I was kind of disappointed that I didn't get to continue that one.

At this point I am getting close to fully waking up because I would close my eyes and try to go somewhere but would open them up still in my normal room. I then tried to go to the past sometime around 2005 I think. I didn't end up their, but somewhere weird as shit. It was literally a cartoon drawn room, completely white with black outlines for the doors and bed. I was kind of freaked out by it and woke up quickly. There were other things that happened in my travels but it's hard to recall some of the events because they all happened in the same morning in order.

I do remember one other place I traveled to by accident.I woke up in a shop without my mattress. I had to carry around my pillow in order to wake up in my room whenever I needed to. I was walking around some of the clothes looking around when a lady that worked there asked me about the pillow I was carrying. She wanted to know if I was going to buy it and I explained to her that it was mine so that she wouldn't take it, leaving me stuck there. That is pretty much all I remember from that morning. It is one of the most amazing things I had ever done with my abilities of using my mind to take control of dreaming. I had to write it down as soon as I woke up completely.

Well I kept going in and out of lucid, basically I was in a little prison cell and someone broke out of some other cell and started attacking everyone then I got out somehow and got in a lift then got outside and it was like the world was ending everyone was going mad n I jumped in a random car n you was in it then we drove to our house which I didn't recognise then I found my little sister coz I had a little sister in my dream then I was tryna keep her safe coz something was tryna get us in the house then I grabbed you and we hid under the bed n I realised I was dreaming but stayed there coz I was like this is so fucking wierd and looked at my hand and I had like 10 fuckin fingers on one hand then the thing tryna get us came in n I was scared so squeezed my eyes to wake up then when I fell asleep I went in the dream again so I was like fuck it and started exploring this house then went outside n it was like a place I've never seen before but there was no people apart from us

Date: January 10, 2013 ||| Time Block: 1:30 PM to 2:30 PM ||| Length: 10 minutes. ||| Lucidity: level 3/2. ||| Entry Type: DILD ||| Major Methods: WBTB, SSILD

Methods: woke up and helped Davey get ready for school; went to the bathroom; performed 5 or 6 SSILD repetitions; was resting in bed repeating the alphabet mentally.

Account:

Fascinating, the most unique experience so far.

I lay down in bed, to finish sleeping. I thought I might as well try some techniques while I was at it. I performed 5 or 6 cycles of the SSILD technique, combining the different parts for an additional minute or so, and then went on to start mentally repeating the alphabet. The alphabet thing was just a spontaneous experiment of mine, to see if I could start a WILD with it. Apparently it didn't work, and I eventually fell asleep.

I awoke, and remembered to do reality checks. I tried plugging my nose, and I could still breath. I tried getting up, but my body was stuck in bed. I remembered from the notes on the forums, that when finding yourself in sleep paralysis, you can try to get out of bed by rolling off of it. It also mentioned that this often results in an OBE, or "out of body experience". Some of those on the forums consider the idea almost spiritual, but as far as I've seen it's just a special type of lucid dream, in which your dream-creating mind simply thinks that you have no body. (presumably since you're attempting to "roll out of bed" with an immobile body) Anyhow, I began to try rolling out of bed. As I did this, I felt a sensation of weightiness on my left side, as I felt very clearly the other time. Aware that a doubtful thought would likely wreck it, I tried not to think that it wouldn't work, so I focused on the feeling of weightiness and encouraged it as I continued my attempt to roll out.

An incredible thing then happened. My body, which had felt locked-in, suddenly "broke free", and my vision became slurred, and started feeling delayed. As I "rolled out of bed" completely, it felt as though I began to float, and my vision then changed in a way that I've never experienced before. Rather than a continuous stream of visual data, my vision had changed unexpectedly into some kind of "snapshot mode", in which every two-thirds of a second or so, I would get another "snapshot" of wherever I thought my head was turned. Amazed at this, I just looked around for a few moments, taking in the incredible experience. I then remembered what I'd heard on the forums—that in cases like this you can often see yourself still in bed. I turned around, and I saw myself lying there. I tried not to get too excited, as I looked very closely up and down my body, trying to gather any details I could find on it. Nothing that unusual. It looked like my body, while resting, except with my blanket laid loosely on top. Because of this I couldn't see my face, which is fine since that would feel very strange anyway. I then focused on the feeling of my body again. And I realized that I couldn't feel one, and that I could turn and move around just by willing it. I then noticed something strange with my eyes. They had an odd and distinct feel to them. I noticed that every two-third's of a second—in synch with each "snapshot of vision"—I'd feel a sensation in both of my eyes that is similar to when they are strained or are moving around rapidly. I figured that this must just be the movement of the eyes that occurs during REM sleep, and that, in this special type of lucid dreaming, it was somehow caused to match exactly with the displaying of images within my dream. Anyway, I then went for the door, which my dream had correctly understood to be closed. I opened it up somehow, and then went down the hall, to begin my descent downstairs. But unfortunately I never got there.

I woke up in bed. I did my test, and I could still breath. I sat up, this time feeling my body, and it felt like a regular lucid dream. I walked towards the door, opened it, and my vision immediately faded.

I woke up, did my test, and I could still breath. I sat up again, and got out of bed. I walked towards the door, opened it, went down the hall, started going downstairs, and then my vision again faded.

I woke up, did my test, and I could still breath. I sat up, *again*, and got out of bed, and remembered to just calm down for a second. Looking around, it felt as though the dream had stabilized. I then went on to the door and opened it. I went down the hall, and heard things going on downstairs. I started going down the stairs, slowly, with the intent to not overexcite myself. I made it down, and saw Davey lying on his play mat, which was inaccurately placed in the living room. He was by himself, so I went over and picked him up, both as a help for the dream's stability, as well as to just have my brother with me. He was talking to me, and moving about, and his eyes were sparkling with recognition and happiness. By the level of lighting, it looked like it was sometime in the evening. I slowly walked over to the family room, still holding Davey, and some of my family members were watching something on TV. As I walked forward, my vision began to fade, and I fell to my knees in an attempt to stabilize. Unfortunately, I was either not fast enough, or I didn't perform the techniques correctly. I then checked, and I had actually awoken.

I also had a dream about card games… although it wasn't a lucid dream. It had something about a Munchkin, I think?

I have had a few naps while attempting WILDs, only one was successful.

Non-lucid nap #1:

I was going into some sort of building, some other people was following me and there was soldier squad as well. There was talk while we was walking through corridors that every new creature we encounter gets numbered and that we should do something with that(don't remember much). At some point in the room we have encountered those 'new creatures', soldiers killed them with shotguns and we have added them to the numbered 'list'(can't remember how they looked, i think number was around 350'ish).
Then we went to another room, there was pool and bunch of creatures different from previous ones, they were pink skinny things, had no eyes, tentacles instead of mouth and they had 2 chicken-like, but meaty, legs. Soldiers shotgun'd those too and we have added them to the 'list' as well, one of creatures fell into pool while dying and exploded upon contact with water. After a while, everyone suddenly started dissipating and the dream ended.

Non-lucid nap #2:

I was in my room, watching something on the monitor, it was about discovery of the creatures #352, 353, 354, 355 and that they have lost contact with one of the teams(i guess my dreams were linked somehow). Then i went to different room and there was another video playing on monitor: basically there was a box with insects and such, and a bit of water. Miniature version of creature from previous dream was dropped into the box as well, it exploded after touching water and insects in the box started dissipating, dream ends.

WILD nap:

Starts with false awakening in my room, i immediately confirm that i am in dream due to stuff in the room being positioned completely differently. Mom was in the room and she was doing something with the windows. Suddenly part of the white window curtain separates and flies around like a butterfly! I look at it flying around for some time, and then suddenly mom asks: "Son?", in very very echoed deep voice. I try to respond: "What?", but apparently i can't manage to talk for some reason(probably because dream started fading). I attempt to stabilize it(should have done that earlier), but it's too late and i wake up.

This happened to me pretty recently. I was lying on my RHS and could feel sleep paralysis starting to happen. Before I knew it the vibrations grew within less then a couple of seconds and my vision shot out of my back and I could feel myself separate from my body instantly and I flew across the room in a matter of a seconds. I remember thinking at that exact point I knew I was going to be gone and not anywhere on earth. I somehow woke myself before anything could happen. It was an intense experience that lasted less than 10 seconds maybe.

Aigh't, the past days I haven't had so great recall.
However, I'd a recall last night, I didn't remember it today, but now I was going to bed and saw my dream journal and that I'd written in it. So I thought just to write it up here right now before I shut down the computer and go to sleep.

Bedtime: 02:15
First wakeup (alarm): 06:20
Final wakeup (alarm): 08:43

Yeah.. I kinda hasn't slept very much these days. I happend to go bed between 0am and 3am the previous days. Time's flies by and there is always something that keeps me awake more. Yesterday, I started to read articles about training etc, plus took some pictures of my body, in order to see changes in a few months.

Anyway, now to the dream (that actually had something to do with the topic I just wrote about).

Gym work advice (DREAM)
I was on the computer, on a Swedish forum where they talk about training (strenght mostly). I had posted a thread with massive of pictures of myself asking of tips how I should cut off my fat in order to be able to see my 6pack.
A guy had answered the thread and gave me massive of tips, he said that I would lose the fat I got and gain massive muscles in just a few weeks (maybe a 4-6 weeks).


And that was it.
I did post a thread like that IRL before I went to sleep. Not that many pictures as in the dream though. But IRL, I didn't have any answers to my question/thread.. and still I don't.


OH well, time's now 01:10, I will head to bed very soon. Just updating my score on competition and on my signature first.

I feel myself starting to become lucid. I try to focus, I see a tree branch covered in green leaves above me starting to form with the sky, but I try to change it to a city next to a beach. That has been my goal lately to walk around the beach and enjoy the scenery. I see a road forming through the darkness. It turns into a room and I am now lucid and find my way outside. I am floating which is a first for me, and try to gain full clarity. I am floating towards a few small buildings when I finally catch myself and start to walk like normal. I about run into the house in front of me because I am going pretty fast. I turn off to the left and walk down the side of the road where cars are passing by to find my way to the beach. I can see the water around the edges of the island and buildings as well. It is kinda dim so I try to make the sun come up more to make it really sunny. I start to lose focus so I try a stabilizing technique by rubbing my hands together while I am still walking. It starts to work but because I am still walking I lose my vision and concentration until I fully wake.

01/10/13

The Tower and the Templars
I am in my Fire Valkyrie heading for the moon. I land on the moon and spend some time looking around before I remember plans to meet up with MoSh in a Dark Tower dream. I decide to find a Dark Tower dream and then try to pull MoSh into it. I open a portal while focused on my intent. I go through the portal and find I have ended up in the right place. There is a field of red roses surrounding a tall tower.

Though it has been a long while since I have read the Dark Tower series I know I have ended up in the right place. Now to get MoSh here. I am about to focus on a portal to find MoSh when I realize I am not alone there. I see there is a group of people there with me, quite a few men are standing around wearing the symbol of the Templars from Assassin's Creed. Wtf? I ask one that looks like he's in charge what they are doing there. He says they have had enough of my interference and I am to stop interfering in their affairs immediately. I point at the tower and ask what the fuck he thinks that is. I tell him he is in the wrong dream, this is a Dark Tower dream, not an Assassin's Creed dream, so go away. He says they're going to make sure I don't interfere with them any more. I point at the tower again. Dark Tower dream. You know the poem, Child Roland to the Dark Tower Came? The Stephen King Dark Tower series? So unless the Crimson King is really a fucking Templar they need to just go away. I turn away from the Templars to focus on the Dark Tower dream I want to have. I need to summon MoSh. The Templars are making themselves really hard to ignore. One of them is right next to me talking in my ear practically. He is making threats, saying nothing good can come of interfering with them. I finally said ok, if they are so determined to have my attention… I open a portal and I see Roland of Gilead shooting bad guys with his two big revolvers.

I pull a surprised Roland through the portal, and it closes behind him. He stares at me, I just tell him I can help him, I just need his help first. I point at the Templars and says they are trying to keep him from the Tower. In case he didn't believe me, one of the Templars shoots at Roland with a wimpy gun. I summon up a revolver that is size appropriate to me, Roland and I start taking out Templars. Roland's guns sound like cannons. And it seems he can't miss the target. Templars fall one by one, I even manage to hit a few of them. Finally the Templars are gone. Roland looks like he is about to say something when he sees the tower and he is struck silent. I tell him I know what has been missing when he reaches the tower. I remember to summon MoSh. I open a portal with the intent to find MoSh. A portal opens and I see MoSh wandering around on the other side. I pull him through and point at the dark tower. Roland wants to know who I am and who MoSh is. I summon up a Horn of Eld.

I tell Roland to blow the horn when he gets to the top of the tower. He says there's still the Crimson King. Well then we'd best get moving. So MoSh, Roland, and I start heading for the Dark Tower. There are more Templars in the way. I tell them Stephen King did not write Templars into the Dark Tower series, so GET LOST! Roland doesn't bother with talking… he starts shooting. I toss MoSh a gun and tell him to shoot a Templar. I don't think he is lucid. I shoot a Templar, then he starts shooting Templars. Roland is by far the best shot of the three of us. Roland and MoSh are ready to continue to the tower, but I wake up.

Let It Snow
I am in my best friend's house. I have just spent the night and I am waking up in the morning on my air mattress. Alicia is over by the window and when she sees I am awake she gets my attention immediately. She says it snowed last night. I get out of bed and look out the window. Sure enough the entire neighborhood is blanketed in white. I get dressed quickly and then Alicia and I go outside to check it out. I am surprised at how much snow there is. I decide I need to take some photos of this, after all it isn't that often that Tucson, Arizona gets a significant amount of snow. Alicia wants to make a snowman. I look around at the snow covered trees. The snow has melted some and then frozen again, creating glistening icicles hanging from all the branches. The sun is reflecting off of the icicles creating prism rainbows. It is really very beautiful. I tell Alicia I'm going to take some photos. I head down the road, using my digital camera to take some still shots. I then take some short video clips so I can see the light reflecting off of the icicles. I am with Alicia when we go to a spot underneath an overpass. I am not sure why we are there but I see there is a small pond of water gathered there that has frozen over. Alicia starts ice skating on the pond. I look around the edge of the pond until I find a small trickle of flowing water. There is a fish. There isn't enough water for the fish to survive. It is flopping around a lot. I want to save the fish. I see the water is flowing down a storm drain where there is a considerable flow of water, so I pick up the fish gently and put it down the storm drain into the water. Alicia is still ice skating so I decide to go take some more photos and videos. I keep doing that until I wake up.

NON LUCID
My dreams has become more vivid

Dream 1

I had been at home, where I grew up. Standing in the room I watched through the window south. There there two suns, and it seemed like I am seeing it through a camera lenses, filming it. The picture was like under vintage camera effect, a bit shaky and colourful noise.
I went to the opposite room and seen two moons there in the sky. It wasn't dark, but moons were visible clearly.
I went outside to the balcony and noticed I have a camera, I started taking pictures of the two suns but I could not get the right angle.
I went behind the building and started filming/taking pictures from there. As I was doing it I noticed that one of the suns are getting bigger and bigger. In short time it reached earth and I could see visible, yet transparent plasma ball expanding towards me. It did not have any destructive power, but I got afraid it will touch me so I ran behind the corner and hid in the shadow. I could see a bit of plasma ball heading from the corner, but then it stopped and stayed there. It looked very organic and intelligent, like it knew exactly what it was doing.
I took pictures at it knowing there is nothing else I can do but it expanded no more.

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Dream 2

I was driving a car in a big city. Streets there unusual big and it had a lot of tram rails to all directions with very little of tarmac for cars. There was buildings in front of me where road took two different directions, but I seemed not to get any closer no matter how long I was driving. I had a feeling police is after me although I could not see any car in sight.

Thursday
11/1

I am in my room cutting a plastic mouse with scissors. Starts out retarded I know. John comes home drunk and throws my brother Michael onto my bed, playing around.

Dream gap

I am in our kitchen now cutting another plastic mouse in half (wtf??). Michael is watching TV when all of the sudden John comes into the kitchen and grabs him and carries him into my room to throw him on the bed.

Dream gap

I am now in the back room sitting on the sofa thing and John asks me if I used the scissors because they were bent up. I told him that I had only cut two plastic mice in half so it wasn't me. I hear mom talking about us going to our dad's Christmas dinner. My aunt Stacey walks in and then my dad does, who I think is there to pick us up. Mom and John start talking about somebody named Hunter and his family in a bad way. She was saying stuff like "I'm glad I'm not going over there with them" and calling them bad people and such. I was getting angry because I knew they weren't bad people. Everybody starts getting angry with me because I don't agree and even dad jumps in at one point which doesn't make sense cause they are at his house. I kept on saying I wasn't going to call them bad people because I knew them and dad grabbed my arm. I pushed him off me and he almost falls over. I tell him that I am sorry because my dad has a really bad temper and I don't want to fuck with him. He acts like it didn't happen and starts searching my pockets to take my phone away like he usually does. Mom tells him to search my room which I definitely do not want to happen. I grab my shit out of his hands, pissed at this point and walk off.
I then wake up in my room as a false awakening. I am in bed when I hear my grandma, Madison and her sister Adrian come in to the house. I am trying to hurry up and finish recording my dream in my notebook. Adrian walks in and gets up on my bed and stands to show me something. I had it all made and didn't want her to mess it up so I told her to get off and stand in front of my bed instead. That's it.

My cousin Madison and other school friends are throwing me a B-day party at my house out in the front yard. I'm pretty sure I am in my underwear the whole time, but with a black blanket wrapped around like a toga. Skipping the first part because I cant remember, I am up in front of all the party goers. We are performing some song, I have a pole with a small round, brown ritual looking drum on top of it sticking in the ground in front of me. I had two long ass drum sticks with the white round padding on top. Everybody else has instruments as well and Madison starts off first with her snare drum. I would come in at some point like I knew what I was doing in the dream. I seriously don't know what we were doing. It seemed we were performing a ceremony (or some shit) and everybody was playing along. I am lying against a stack of tires that were randomly in my yard afterwards, half asleep. Madison comes over to wake me up about some problem she needs help with. I follow her to the front door of my house and my brother Miles shows me that we are locked outside. They said our drunk parents locked us out of the house on accident. I open the screen in the first window of the two windows next to the front door which lead to the living room. I open the window which is unlocked and climb through. I get in and can see my Mom's bedroom door is shut with the light on underneath. I expect a drunk orgy to be going on as I am wondering if all the adults are in there together. I look through the vent above the door and see nobody in the room. I walk in and find nobody but as I'm walking away from the room I hear Miles talking to mom who was asleep, even though I just checked. She didn't know where everybody had went. I travel the rest of the house which looks nothing like my house like the first part did. The dream fades as we are looking for the other parents.

10.01.2013

Two Executioners After Me (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

It's a Resident Evil 4 and 5 themed dream, and I believe I'm walking along with someone who's my partner. I ask them to be cautious of the Las Plagas enemies and any other random enemies; I even tell them that killing one enemy a certain way would be easier in the long run.

I believe it was the Las Plagas enemy in the game that wears a red robe, and he wasn't wearing the mask in the pic below:

I realized I'm all alone now, and I'm walking inside of a dark hallway with white floors and gray walls. It seems there was something in this hallway I was going to get, but I don't have really good recall of it.

The dream shifts where I decide to turn around and get out, and there's two Executioners in front of me that have mid-ranged weapons connected by chains.

The environment outside looks like a derived section of the Village section in Resident Evil 4, and the skies are dark brown with thunder randomly appearing. There are dark brown trees with no leaves whatsoever, and the surface is mixed with autumn leaves and a dirt trail in the middle.

I try to see what they're going to do, and it seems they're going to take turns in trying to kill me, so it's basically a 1 vs 1 encounter.

I don't know why the other one in the left is here, but I focus my attention on the one to the right because he flings things large metal start spiked object at me, and I'm deflecting it with something I can't recall too well.

I hear the metal clanks, and I can feel the aggressive force this executioner is exerting when using the chained weapon at me. I bounce back, and I'm honestly having a hard time, and since he has two of these weapons, I have to keep myself aware even after I deflect one weapon.

It took him maybe 2-3 seconds to chain the attacks together before taking a 4 second break to prepare for another chain, and there were two moments where I almost got injured.

I keep deflecting the attacks, literally on my toes having to spatially expand my awareness. I don't know what I do next, but I get used to his attacks and I presume that I would make a final kill somehow before I have to deal with the one on the left.

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10.01.2013

Cowboy Bebop Final Episode Simulation (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I only remember being at an elevator, pressing the up or down button on the glossed dark brown panel.

The elevator dings, and random men in black suits start aiming their guns at me from both elevator doors.

I duck for cover somehow and kill them off, and I can't really feel myself being injured or anything like that. I try to press the button several times after dealing with this onslaught, and it just keeps going and going maybe 2-3 times....I can't remember anything after that.