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Bit of a strange dream and concept really but just a random bit of DJ space to explain it.

Last night I dreamt that the naming system within society changed and you could no longer name your kids, you had to name them with your middle name and then you could choose their middle name (or names if you wanted them to have multiple kids) so you essentially chose the names of your grandchildren.

This worked both well and pretty poorly as some people had been really harsh and given their kids really awful middle names and inflicted that upon their grandkids but some of the names were beautiful and it made things so much simpler.

Society was a bit messed up in the dream two, there was only a certain type of generic music allowed and it was a slight bit like the plot of the musical We Will Rock You but that's not really important.

Alright, I have some dreams and fragments I have written up in my physical dream journal that I haven't written here, because of lazyness and busyness the days I had the recalls. Now however, I will write them up here.


8th April
Location: dads home
Bedtime: 01:40
Wakeup: 08:00
Notes before bed: ADA, Dream Yoga

Swimming hall (dream)
I was in some kind of swimming hall where they had sliders and swimming pool. It was a long queue, but once I got there I talked to the woman about all kind of things. I was 'orny but she wasn't interested.
I didn't dare to go for the slider as I had my iPod with me that I didn't want to get water damaged.
The queue to the slider had to wait a very long time on me as I took long time on me.

Meeting and sweets (fragment)
My friend wanted to take the bus to the meeting we were going to. Also we later bought sweets/candies mixed with tacos for about 4999 SEK.

Lego (fragment)
I was playing with lego. Some mean dude had kidnapped somebody and through the lego I could communicate with them.

9th April
Location: dads home
Bedtime: 23:40
Final wakeup: 07:58

Notes before bed: All Day awareness, Reality Check

Trip plan (fragment)
Me, my friend and some old friend were going for a trip to a city about 50-200km away. My dad didn't like the idea at first but later he said it didn't matter for him, that we can do it if we really want to.

10th April
Location: dads home
Bedtime: 01:00
Final wakeup: 07:20

Notes before bed: I dreaming

Military education (fragment)
I was in a classroom with a class, and my old classmate Andreas were there, he told me that he is also going to start the military education and he told me to choose the base/home defense.

Fragment
I was with my gf, her dad had went on vacation to another country


12th April
Location: dads home
Bedtime: 01:30
Final wakeup: 09:00

Extra points (fragment/dream)
I were going to do the basic military education test. My gf were with me.
It was in some kind of forest we were in.
They were also giving extra points if I were having intercourse/sex with somebody. So me and my gf were going to do so.


13th April - already written it up in earlier entry


15th April
Location: gf's apartment
Bedtime: 22: ??
First wakeup: 23 : ??
Second wakeup: 01 : ??
Third wakeup: 01 : ??
Fourth wakeup: 02 : ??
Fifth wakeup: 04:45
(I had a huge cold, worst night ever, impossible to sleep)

XXX-star (dream)
I had intercourse with a pornstar from Brazzers after I had helped her with a lightweight flightplane she had.
She wanted long wings on the plane, that I accidently broke under the sink with water). But she forgot that she needed the airplanes parts that she quickly scale off. I were to her support.
Then it looked like she took me from behind, she were rubbing her body to my butt and it quite hurted.

Neighboor stalker (dream)
I were in a house with my gf. Jörgen my dads neighboor were messing with us. He were looking into the windows and spied on us. We were covering up our windows with blinds but he didn't stop trying to look into our windows.
He were threating/hounding us to get to the city and meet him for a fight or something.

Only one fragment, sadly.

Dream (fragment): I was playing a game that looked suspiciously like (ie. nearly identical to, save for graphics) AI War: Fleet Command and was scouting around on the galaxy map.

I suppose I had to make up for the past 2 recalls.

I was at school, doing some stuff, but i was not doing anything school related. Later i was just sitting in classroom, being total badass and not caring about anything. Then suddenly class board turned and started attacking anyone and i had to fight it like if it was an video game boss, then Toriko(from anime) appeared and we together defeated the board. We were on the way to outside and there was save point near the exit, i saved and outside there was another huge boss of some kind, then dream ended.

Location: gf's apartment
Bedtime: 22:30
First wakeup: 01:30
Second wakeup: 07:20
Final wakeup: 10:00

Phone scratches (lucid dream)
I were in my gf's room. I had the phone in the bedside table, but picked it up from there. I looked at the phone and discovered a large & hard scratch on the phone. I didn't believe in it and I thought it must be a dream I am in.

Right after it became black for a second and then I woke up in real life and thought that I was correct about that it was a dream.
unsure if I shall count this as a lucid dream. Not 100% sure of it, but quite a 90%(?) that I were aware in the dream. Just didn't get to make reality check or get further.

Old 'friend' (fragment)
I had given my old Habbo account to this old 'friend' Laura (knew her some years ago). And she were playing the game a lot but somehow her room was very empty (not completely empty, but just a couple of furnitures).

Inside a game (dream)
Me and somebody were inside a game. It was some kind of labyrinth almost, we went across weird gardens etc. It somehow reminded me of lego too. While in the game we also listened to a techno radio named NE Radio. We found potatoe chips and I picked some up and put them in my wallet so I could eat them later if I wanted.

The basic military education test (dream)
I was on the basic military education test, it was located in some ICA grocery store.
It was mostly girls there, and most of them looked skinny. The leaders was 50/50 men and womans, and they were also quite skinny. The guys who were there looked quite so young, around 15 year old or so.
However, the very big leader/boss of the test were a woman in maybe 40 year age and she were turned on by me.
She started to jacking off me so I got an erection. Then somehow she sent me a Facebook link that lead to some forum page where she had written about she seeking fk buddies.

Okay people, so last night I remember two dreams. The first one (like my second last REM cycle I think) isn't as big as the second one, but at least I remember two dreams right?

Dream 1:
Pretty simple from what I can remember. Recently at school I've been given off for my home works (this is real life not a dream). This element was incorporated into this dream. I can remember sitting behind the wall that I meet my friends at every morning. I sat behind it and was panicking about my home work, I kept telling my friend to wait for me to finish it. I was panicking because if I don't do another home work, I'm in a bit of shit. I also remember walking to form class with my friend and thinking I was absolutely f**ked because I hadn't finished my home work. Not much else here.

Dream 2:
This is the longer one, also about school. Since school has been appearing in my dreams a lot recently, I take it as another dream sign - which I added to my Intro Class workbook. I had the title of "RPS" in school (made up in my dream) it is supposed to be equivalent to sixth form (ages 16 - 18) in my school. But yet, I am only 14? I remember storming through the school from the canteen passed several teachers which are interfering with my school life. The first was my year tutor of last year, I stormed passed her with my friend out of the canteen when I wasn't allowed. Then I stormed past my current year tutor out the front of the school main doors (also wasn't allowed). But then the weird thing was I walked out of the doors and got to the gate were I saw my form teacher, she said something about me having to fool the teachers - like she was sticking up for me? I got out anyway with my friend.

After that I remember walking on the pavement opposite my school. I was with a group this time; there was older students from the years above me. I looked at my school and walked a bit, I looked back at it but I was only a tiny bit further away? Weird. So then I was in a black Jeep, almost like a police car but it wasn't, everything was black even the seats and windows. I was still with these boys and I can't remember who was driving (even if there was a driver). Then I remember cussing about forgetting to buy cigarettes in school (which something in real life and not made up), so I searched in my pocket for money and asked if anyone wanted to stop at the shop to get fegs. I got angry because I realise I didn't have enough money. But then I searched in the pocket I used to store money in (now used for cigarettes), I found loads of £2 and £1 coins amongst a load of 10 pennies and 5 pennies - I then was happy I had enough money for them.

END OF DREAM MEMORY.

Went to sleep around 10pm slept ~11hrs

(+3h)1am
I was keeping someone knocked out for something. "taking advantage of". I think it had to do with dreams.

(+8h,+5h)6am
I had to protect myself. there were two other guys in this dream. i bought a short sword/long dagger but i had been looking for a spear/??? ((was thinking of a quarterstaff with a blade on it - probably Matt's weapon from Wheel of Time)). we were in a room of a larger complex. set up camp there - beds and everything. the two guys were in a different room ...playing video games? i had stepped out of our little dark room and into the main hall. i saw a guy and was startled - i 'eeped' and ran back into my room to get my dagger. the guy figured that with my response i had to have been up to no good, so he followed me. our confrontation was a little one sided. he had overpowered me while questioning me. i was pinned to the ground with my dagger useless beside me and was about 5 inches away from him kissing me when my mate and his friend came in (the two guys from earlier) came in and broke us up. i felt slightly guilty because i hadn't asked for permission to play even if the other guy wasn't really giving me a choice in the matter.

Someone was walking behind me toting a cart overflowing with junk. i believe they were RC devices/dream symbols/totems/etc.

(+11h,+8h,+3h)9am
Action. Attempting to kill someone - there is a firefight all around. this one guy isn't human (or at least has otherworldly armor) and cant be killed with guns. i try to blow him up by giving him a small bomb. it is either a dud or he destroys it before it can go off. i try to buy another one - need 3 parts and they are all 20,000 each. someone alerts me to my yellow skin - i don't have much more time to complete my mission.

i'm getting dressed for school (have the sensation of running late) in (sort of) the house i grew up in. my mom is there - someone had rented out my room ((Happened irl - i was in a different bedroom at the time)). my mom wound up buying back the offshoot room but the renter didn't really care because it was full of junk anyway - some of it mine some not. anyway, getting dressed and all my normal clothes are dirty - i wind up getting old cloths and clothes my mom had gotten me but i had never warn. i wind up in a rather skimpy shirt and jeans. i think the shirt had kid rock on it. definitely something my mom would wear - slightly see through - button up in front - black. i rummaged through my mom's closet as well. there was something with the candles upstairs.

someone was reading my dream journal and telling me how pretty my handwriting was. ((this is really odd because my handwriting is all but unreadable most of the time - esp when just waking up. he was, however, not commenting on the legibility, simply that it was 'pretty'))

Woke up in the middle of the night after Fragment1, could not fall asleep so began day dreaming. An hour and a half passed in this insomnia, which you could say was an involuntary WBTB.

Fragment1: Reading DV discussion

Dream2[DILD]: [This was a very long dream and I forgot some parts of it. I was going in and out of lucidity.] My first memory is that I am in front of our old home, on the street and it is night. I am lucid at this point. There are a number of DCs in front of me and they get scared, point at the sky. I look and there are some clouds coming, some supposedly scary sound and a bigger than usual moon. Something is coming towards us. I decide to go in the building.

The next thing I remember is I wake up in my old room and bed non-lucid (FA). I begin to move things around via TK and think, “I have become so good at this in my dreams, that I can finally do it irl”. I am a bit afraid of falling asleep, so I decide to stay awake in the room. I do things to keep myself awake, turning on more lights, other stuff I can’t remember. I spend a really long time there. I look out the window and notice that the nearby building is closer that it really is, but I totally disregard this, looking at some fancy handbags.

At some point a good DC appears, his presence helps me get lucid again. The moment he is there, I already know that it is a dream again. I sit on a school desk, he sits near me and we interact, no sure if we talk, or he just stays there, while I have all these thoughts about lucidity. I am very glad about the whole thing. We spend a long time there. Soon the room changes and I am in some kind of shop, looking at cosmetics, non-lucid. There is a lovely lip gloss made of honey, and I consider purchasing it. The female owner of the shop wants us out though, so the good DC helps me take the lip gloss out of the shop, I put it in his pocket and we walk out.

I am in a building and enter a new room. Because the good DC is with me, I regain lucidity again. I am very happy. There is more interaction with him, just talking and thinking about the dream. This time he is the actor Robin Williams. I tell him that despite the fact that he is very friendly and nice, I am already bored of spending so much time with this character, so I try to change him to the singer Robbie Williams. I do that very easily, change him, but do not succeed in getting Robbie, but some other person, I don’t like the way he looks.

At that point, there are bad DCs outside the room, throwing some grenades at the building. This is a dream after all, and I shouldn’t pay too much attention to that. But as I look out of the window, there are more of them and another grenade hits the building, cracking the wall. I lose my lucidity, it is time for me to get out of there. I try to take my things, but I don’t have any here, and I am in my pyjamas! This is the third floor and I go down the stairs in direction basement.

On the stairs, while evacuating the house with other DCs, I regain my lucidly again and decide to make a portal or passage through the basement, so that I get out of there. When I reach the basement a see a very long corridor, where the DCs from the building are running. At this point, I become very concerned that I am starting to forget parts of the dream, I wonder if there is any way for me to review it, but continue following the DC crowd. We reach a room full of stairs and I climb all of them, I am at the last one when I finally awake.

Dream3: We are in our old place and a squirrel gets in. It is very aggressive and jumps on everything, me including. I don’t like it, so I throw it out of the window. My mom is worried that it might have hurt itself, but I see it on the tree. It tries to get into our place, so I close all the windows. In my hand I am holding a squirrel tail, I touch it and remark how soft and fluffy it really is.

Dream4: My parents and I are queuing for Burger King. In front of us there are two girls who hold drinks on their heads and do some crazy moves. That irritates me. It is our turn to order but I have no idea what they have because there are no pictures. My mom tells me to go first and I tell the woman behind the counter – Liz from Nip/Tuck, that I haven’t been to BK over a year, so I forgot what they have. I tell my mom to order and she gets some chicken burger, I order the same. We go to McDonalds to sit there, we are just going to order some drinks and sit.

Fragment5: I am drawing something again.

So tonight I tried to WILD for the first time. I woke up after 6 hours of sleep then just laid in my bed invisioning a dreamscape I'd like to go to. I could feel the sleep paralysis coming on, it was like a big lead blanket over me.

I didn't have a LD from this but I did have a few dreams. I don't care that I didn't have a LD though because I was really close, next time I'll get it.

In a hotel-like building. Zombies are on the loose. I enter a room, it's full of zombies. I run outside, climb the ladder to the roof, but the exploding enemy in minecraft knocks me down, I climb back up again.

I'm in a theater watching some new movie. The theater turns into a swimming pool and we're all swimming around in it. There is a little toy submarine that is actually really powerful and I grab on and it drags me around the pool with such force that I can barely breathe between the splashing waves.

I'm in a bedroom, someone is playing two tapedecks at the same time. Then I'm outside, I say to my mom "I can do drugs in my dreams", but I'm thinking I'm awake.

A man comes into my house, the whole family is home. I go tell my mom that there is a man waiting for her. She talks to him. Turns out he needed sponsors to play hockey on fox news.

This is from the night of 4/14.

I'm shipping off to war in a crowd of soldiers, but I left my guns so I go back through the crowd to get them. It's dual deagles in one of those cop-like gun holsters near your armpits. I save someones life by shooting an enemy. Then I lose my deagles. I go AWOL for a few hours, seeing a girl from my school. In a basement, tying to get out through a hole, I go out the back door. See buddy running back to base, I join him. Stand at attention in front of sergeant, he says nothinh.

took:
- no 5-HTP before going to sleep
- 0 dose galantamine + choline
- no Piracetam when I got up
lucid dreaming: 1 lucid experiences
note:
- while dreaming set my intention to start lucid dreaming and it worked

This happened between 6.00 am and 10.30 am. I woke up two or three times for real, all the other awakenings were false.

The dream(s)

First one: I wake up, I'm in my room. My brother and mother are here and she says something that I know she would never ever say, so I perform a reality check. I'm standing in front of a wall and trying to push my hand through it, but the wall is solid. I then try to push the fingers of my left hand through my right hand. No success. I decide that these reality checks are not reliable and try another one. I hold my nose and mouth shut and try to breathe. This one confirms that I am dreaming. I'm in the room again and I try to fly or at least hover but I can't seem to do it. A thought is on my mind: "What if this turns into a nightmare like the last time?" Something begins to appear and I close my eyes shut. I'm not ready to face my demons, not yet. I wake up.

Second one: I wake up in my bed, do a reality check and it confirms that I'm dreaming. I try to get up, but something holds my arm and starts biting it. I don't know what else to do but to close my eyes shut and wake up.

Third one: I wake up in my bed, get up, do a reality check and I know that I'm dreaming. I go to the balcony and want to jump just to get out of the room quickly. Before doing this, I want to be absolutely sure so I shut my nose and mouth and try to breathe. I feel the air coming down my throat and filling my lungs. I jump off the balcony and I'm outside. I try to fly, but it doesn't go as smoothly as I want it to be. I then find myself in a crowded place. As I said, I tried before to fly up so high so that I can see our Mother Earth, but failed to do so. There is an astronaut somewhere in the crowd so I go to him and ask him if he could show me the Earth from outer space. He agrees, we chat a little, but it turns out he can't do it. I'm dissapointed, but I have other things on mind that I want to try while I'm in this state. I tell him: It's ok. How about having sex instead? He agrees, we both take our clothes off and he is inside me in a split second. It hurts because I obviously am not ready. I get no pleasure at all so I tell him to stop.

Fourth: I can't remember what exactly happened before, all I know is that I performed a reality check and that I'm dreaming. I'm in the living room in my old apartment with my brother and another person. I want to tell my brother something like: "Look, I am dreaming. You are dreaming." I don't want to put an end to this dream because of this so I drop the idea. During this dream and the previous ones it seems I have something in my eyes that makes them watery and at times I cannot see clearly. I tried in the previous dreams with Clarity now! and some other stuff like that but it didn't work. So now, in this fourth dream I remember that rubbing my hands together is one of the techniques to make my dream more vivid and to increase clarity. I do that and the vividness of the colors dramatically improves. I'm so happy that this works, so I tell my brother what I just did.

Fifth: I wake up, do a reality check and realise that I'm dreaming. I get up and jump off the balcony. I try once again to fly and this time it is successful. I fly with great speed up in the sky and then go back to the ground. I wonder what I should do now and an idea comes to mind. This time I'm determined to meet a friend of mine, so I tell the old man that's standing in front of me that in a little while I will turn around and when I do that, I will see my friend S. standing there. After a while I turn around but no one's there. I decide to try again, but this time I give more info about her, something like: Her name is...she comes from...she was here... and so on. (As I'm writing this, I realise that it was very important to do this, because I also have a cousin named S., and I remember that one night before going to sleep I was determined to dream of my friend S. and become lucid. Instead I dreamt of my cousin just because I focused more on the name than on the person.) I wait a bit, then turn around. My friend is not there. I keep walking as something tells me to go on. I finally find my friend behind the corner of a building and cannot believe my eyes. We chat a bit (private stuff) and say goodbye. Then I hear a song and I'm determined to memorise the lyrics so that I can write them when I wake up. I fail to do so.

Sixth: I wake up, do a reality check and jump off the balcony. I find myself in my old neighbourhood. Nothing much happens here, I see a bunch of guys, each one of them has a twin and we try to do something together but I can't remember what. I see a girl lying on the ground not far from us. She is naked and I go to her and we start grinding. It feels nice. I want to take it slow, but she moves faster and faster and then I wake up. This is the only time I can confirm that the waking is real.

Just wanted to note that I had some vivid and interesting dreams. I went into DEILD after one of them by rubbing my hands. When I got vibrations I got way too excited and ruined it. Hmmm that shouldn't happen anymore.

So, a 'normal' dream that would have Freudian psycho-analysts falling over themselves to offer me interpretations.

All very blurry until the part where I am fighting against 3 or so people who are trying to castrate me! I fight quite viciously but am losing, and am trying to reason with them. Even more oddly (perhaps) the three trying to pin me down are UK magician/mentalists (Drew McAdam; colin McLeod and Pete Turner). Seriously; wtf?

Anyway ... I think it best to forget this dream

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I dreamt about Donna, my sister said she'd spoken to her and that she was going to ask me to move in with her, I was excited at the prospect and couldn't waith to see her. For some reason they were living at my Uncle Johns house. He was kicking a stink up about them wanting more towels, saying they had enough as it was. They were smoking weed through a bong, I didn't want to look like a lightweight and whitey and I said as much, stating I didn't smoke, they made me have one anyway saying that's what you do it for.

Scene change, same dream - We were sat on some steps in town, Donna and another girl were playing a game on the iPad where you take a capture of your subject which then disappears off screen, you then draw on the screen with a temporary marker your clue, pass the device to your opponent who then uses the camera to try and guess what your screen capture was of - already copyrighted - I had a go, there was a statue of a man pointing to the distance and I wrote "Move along people, nothing to see here." Another lad was having a go and the girls left him to it, he made like he'd put the iPad down and got up to leave, I jumped up, grabbed him and started to pat him down. He swore he'd put it behind the door, but I continued to search him until someone said he was telling the truth, at which point I apologised profusely. I went back upstairs, we were about to watch TV. Donna, all shy like, asked if she should lay across my chest, I agreed happily and woke proper with an erection.