Madness guides seem to be a good term for them, even if the word was never mentioned... ___ I am in a dark courtyard, there is a fence around the edge. There are 5 stone statues around a central node, arranged like this: 1OO5 .2O4 ...3 This song is playing: Specifically the part where the vocals come in The statues depict what I described in the dream as demons, I am to choose one. I study their energy and find my attention pulled strongly to #2, and less strongly to #5. I walk up to statue #2. (Etna) This is basically what I see, she had a less revealing outfit on than appears in the Disgaea games, and her tongue wasn't sticking out... come to think of it, she was taller... so maybe it was just the succubus? I glance at #5, a woman with bunny ears... I choose #2, and begin waking up. I see #2 sitting at a table, with a manly chin, manly stubble, a manly body, eating a manly sandwich before I fully awake. (Lol) I wake up and ponder what just happened to me, I eventually think of the term Madness Guide... well I can always use another guide, so I'll take it.
Good morning, everybody. Sorry I haven't been around in a while. My waking life kind of toppled over for a bit. But I think I'm getting back to normal. Dream #1 I was talking with my psychiatrist. She looked kind of weird, like her eyes were close together and really tiny, but wide open, like she was shocked. Her hair was also very pale, almost dirty blonde. I was telling my psychiatrist about some experience I'd had, which had seemed to me to be bilocation. I may have remembered something about one version of myself standing near a missile that lay on the ground, while the other version of myself was somewhere else. My psychiatrist told me that she remembered the events surrounding the date on which I'd had this experience. She said that we had been making good progress in our sessions. She said that on that particular day, she'd touched on something sensitive in my life. So, my psychiatrist said, it was pretty natural that I'd have some kind of weird experience. It was a reaction, a resistance, against the sensitived issue that my psychiatrist had brought up. I'd probably also felt like my experience was bilocation for a reason -- something to do with the sensitive issue.
I'm flying while holding my wife. It's a bit of a struggle but then I'm given a small metallic device that allows us to fly effortlessly, as if in a lucid dream. I'm with some friends and we see a car, a dark colored SUV, hurtling through the sky about a hundred feet above us. We know it's going to crash, and it does, on Interstate 10 in Arizona.
Ok so this was a really short dream. I remember telling my dad who was in the living room to watch a music video (I forget the name though). I walked into the kitchen for no particular reason. I walked pass the living room and I ask him if he liked the music video. He said It was good and that i should watch the new video by Drive Shaft (witch is a fake band from the TV show Lost). He then told me to read the words that show up at the beginning because the lead singer thought he was being abducted by aliens. I was walking up to my room when my alarm clock went off so i never got to see the video. This dream made no sense at all.
I haven't remembered my dreams for a couple of nights, I've been kind of tired and probably a bit ill. I didn't think it worth the trouble to report every time I don't remember anything. Tonight I had at least one rather clear dream that I do remember, though. It didn't really take any effort to remember it, so I think effort is not what I'm missing. Maybe it was the cold... I'm hiking on a hill or a small mountain and there is a castle, or maybe a fort, on top of it. On my side of the castle there is just a wall, but on the far side there is a small tower. I'd like to get a good picture of the castle but there are trees blocking the view. My brother is there and I guess he says to go around to the right side, a bit of the path. he also tells me I need to overcome my ego-defending self. I walk along the right side of the castle repeating as a mantra the part about the ego-defending self, and keep an eye out for a good place to take the picture. I would like to walk around the castle but when I get to the end of the castle, the wall continues as the wall of a modern apartment building. Clearly the castle has been extended lately. There is a picket fence surrounding the yard of the first floor apartments, and I need to go around. Around the fence, on my path, there are three hog-like creatures, two adults and a piglet. I'm a bit scared but they don't seem very menacing. Then I notice a large cat-like creature, something between a large lynx and a huge cat. I think it might have been hunting the pigs. It approaches and I kick it. Not very hard, I'm not sure what it wants but I don't want it close. I'm wearing my hiking boots so it probably would hurt to be kicked by them. It's a bit startled, but decides to approach again. I interpret the approach as an attack, again, and kick it again. It runs around me and disappears. I look at the pigs and the look at me.
this was and experience i cant even begin to explain how real it was. but i wasn't expecting to have one or perhaps prepared would be the best word. i just started with me turning off the tv i was in the middle of Avatar and my daughter was having a hard time going to sleep cause she was wanting to figit and play around other than watch the movie. So shut the tv off and it probably only took me 10 mins to dose away. (Dream) I was in a house more specific a kitchen and thats when it hit me "i finally did it" i am dreaming! i was excited. the first thing i did was levitate then sway side to side but i kept losing control of the dream and what was going on around me. The next thing i new after that was there were people in the house and we were all talking i cant remember now what we were talking about but it seemed important. then all of a sudden i remember sliding down a long alley backwards in a car trying to break because there was an drop of at the end of this alley that seemed as big as a canyon. this happened twice in the dream. then i was back at the house again. i was scared at this point i remember i was wanting to wake up and i couldnt but then it changed again then i was around this beautiful girl that wanted to have sex then all of a sudden i was in control again cause i made another girl appear to and the both wanted to have some fun with me. ( I made the 2 one come) lol but we didnt seem to mess around for but a few seconds before i was back at the house again. i remember hearing audibles but i wasnt able to make them out. It started to get dark (scary) at this point with the audibles and not being in control i was scared for some reason. ( There was more i know but i cant recall them ) Once again i was in control again so i decided i just wanted to wake up since i was scared so i laid down on a couch in the house/kitchen and closed my eyes. i then woke up and thought i was awake but i then realized i was that the place i was in wasnt familiar (Cant Remember where) and this is when i started to feel at real unease. From, there i jumped to me walking around a supermarket that was completley empty other than random people walking around and my brother on my dads side. there where no products or anything on the shelves that were there, Then, as i was walking around my brother joined my side and i was once out of control again we entered this long corridor with a big fan at the end on the right and blood splatters all over the walls and people were walking into the fan including my brother witch was the only one i actually seen walk into it and be sliced up with his insides hitting the floor and wall. At this time i was unwilling moving down the corridor i pass the fan on the right which has my brothers remains showing all over and thats when i looked up and saw the end of the corridor and it was black and for some reason i knew that this was going to be the way to wake up from this nightmare and as soon as i entered it i openrd my eyes real fast and closed them and opened them again a few seconds later and realized that i was awake. glad it was over but amazed at how real and weird the experience was ( and fun a points)
Actually, last night was one of the most frustrating nights there is. The kind of night where I am absolutely certain I dreamed, but every time I tried to grab hold of a thread of memory it just slipped further away. I feel like the donkey that is following the carrot on a stick. I know the memory is there, I just can't quite reach it!
Today I didn't recall any dreams at all. Woke up once to pee, but didn't hear my alarm clock at 3 AM. Didn't hear my alarm clock at 8:30 either.
I have surpassed my recall streak. I've recalled something on 29 days straight. Yay me. To be honest, I guess that's pretty pathetic record for someone in this for over three years. But it is what it is, and I gotta be happy and keep extending it. For LDs the barren streak still extends to 43 days. I've had over two months without a lucid, so it's not record, but with this decent recall I'd expect better from myself. In terms of my past dreams we are going to October 2009. I guess I had already peaked after the first excitement of the 9 months prior and started to coast a bit, so my results were going down. Still, I had more success than now. Non-lucid this time though. Everybody Knows You're Lost Date: October 2nd, 2008 Lucid: No I was at my home, in the living room. I was just chilling out before the windows started moving. It was really odd. I ended up looking outside the window and following some girls with my eyes. Then the dream transitioned so that I was now looking outside a bus' window to those same girls. Then I transitioned again, this time in the front of the small bus, alongside the driver who I knew. We started a conversation about cars. I: "They don't make good cars any more" Him: "What do you mean?" I: "Well you know... For example, they don't start in the winter etc." Him: "Oh yeah..." I: "And all those microchips etc. so there's so many places that can fail." Him: "Yeah but if they're not in use then it isn't a problem." Surprisingly sane conversation. He, I mean the driver, was really hitting the throttle despite the fact that the bus was now in some kind of city centre. He said that he drove 100 km/h and I looked at the speedometer and it confirmed that. Pretty insane guy. There was some hill where the I felt the speed in my stomach. The driver steered into some parking hall, still at least a hundred in speedometer and then just stopped like he hit the wall - despite not hitting one. All the other people got off the bus like nothing had happened. There was my old PE teacher and the other people went along with him. I started wondering what the hell I was doing in this bus anyway. I didn't reach conclusion, instead I just decided that going along with him wasn't it. I guess the bus wasn't going anywhere any more, as I went outside. By now the surroundings had changed and it seemed like some kind of construction site. My brother / my friend Henri emerged from somewhere - it seemed to change from moment to moment, which one it was. I didn't have any idea, where I was, but I didn't want to admit that to my brother / Henri. There was some... what do you call those spots where's map of the city on a big board? Anyway, there was one of those and I walked up to it to figure out where I was, only to be disappointed. There wasn't any map, just an empty space. All the sudden clown popped out of somewhere. A fuckin' clown! Well, I wasn't stingy about whom I ask for direction, as long as Henri / my brother won't know I am lost. So I walked up to the clown to ask for directions. Henri came behind me and asked: "LOL, is that your superior ?" (as in a job) "No", I stuttered, "I was just about to kick him in the nuts." It was weird line to say, I guess I was trying to be funny. We have a weird sense of humor, but that's just messed up thing to say. Anyway, you don't fuck around with clowns as he first kicked my ankle and then smashed his fist right in my face. I was down for the count and my brother / Henri walked me far from the clown. It seemed like every time when the other side was nice, it was my brother, and every time he was mean, it was Henri. Makes sense. I wanted to get back at the clown. Partly to revenge, partly to explain that it was just a joke and that I wasn't really going to kick him, and partly to finally ask him directions. Jesus Christ, just admit you're lost, haven't you endured enough trouble already? I was also thinking about pressing charges against the clown, as he had just beaten me up without me doing anything. My brother managed to talk me out of going at the clown again. All the sudden we turned right next to my former school. I figured I was in the place I was looking for, so I forgot about the clown and didn't care to meet him again. My brother thought that I finally came to my senses and realized that I couldn't beat the clown. Then the dream transitioned again and this time I was at my home again. My mom asked me whether I reached anyone. I guess I was to meet some people in the school, or something like that. Then the dream ended.
This is the longest lucid I've ever had!! I woke up at about 9, then decided to go back to bed at 9:30. I had this dream at 11:00! The craziest thing was that at first I was trying to WILD, then I told myself emotionally that I CAN have a lucid dream whenever I want, and realized that I haven't thought this way before, because it's easy! Duh So I'm on this giant floating castle and I instantly become lucid. I begin inspecting everything and then looking back at my hands for clarity for every 4 or 5 object I examine. Usually the fingers of my hands were either all curled up and deformed or I had little fingers growing out from inbetween my actual fingers. I can't explain in words how much awareness I had, it was amazing. I walked for a while through the castle which was more shaped like a tree house. I walked up some staircases, and noticed that almost all of it had at least one area that opened up to the outside world, so you could see the clouds and the sky and the ocean. I saw Mr. Frazier (the guy that got me suspended from school yesterday ) and he came up to me yelling and complaining, so I challenged him to a fight. He turned out to be really strong, so I had to dodge and deflect whenever he threw a punch, otherwise I probably would've gotten thrown out of the dream. I couldn't do much damage to his body, so I jumped in the air, and noticed that the gravity was much much less than ours. I floated above his head pounding him with blows until I landed on a platform about 2 feet up and 3 feet back from where he was standing. I decided hand-to-hand wasn't gonna cut it, so I pulled out something that would; my Katana! I summoned it to my side, and tried to summon my dream armor too but that didn't work so well. I had a change of heart, so I dispelled my Katana and walked up to him, summoning a blue crystal aura around myself and pushing him off the castle and into the sea. As I did this he turned into just a head and began complaining at something else, but I didn't bother to listen to him. With him gone, I turned around, but the dream suddenly changed to a scene that was like a reverse Charlies Angels. Some Asian man was trying to seduce some women to give him information. I walk backwards and fall down a bit back into my original dream. I look back at the scene and they're all sitting in a cargo bed that an 18-wheeler would carry. The women end up catching on, but I don't watch any more. I head up another staircase, going up one level and heading to the right. I see a bedroom with a TV playing inside. Earlier I had been messing around, looking at energy by pointing my pinky finger at object, but I don't think I was seeing much or any energy at all, all the objects I tried it on (besides myself which did nothing) turned slightly golden. As soon as I walk into this room I notice a small golden blob of energy appear on the carpet in front of me, so I point my finger at it but it stays consistent. After I do this it bounces around for a little then flies up into the top corner of the room and disappears. I almost wanted to follow it, but I turned around and saw my friend N laying on the bed, watching TV. I also saw a man in a black suit sitting on a couch, but he got up and walked into a very dark room in front of us. I said hi to N and we talked about something, then I turned around and saw my friend J, but it was only her head, the rest was a small little doggy! She ran up to me and said Hi, I said it back but also said that I had to go explore more, so I ran out of the room yelling Bye to the man in the suit, and ran up to the roof of the place. I was on a giant platform way up in the sky. The whole place was out over the sea, but I could see the coastline a little ways off in the distance. I jumped into the air and started to swim up, then I propelled myself super fast towards the coastline I thought of how wonderful this all was, and I thought of giant flying turtles, cause those are wonderful too! So I turned around and to my amazement there one was, not 300 feet behind me! I turned back around, dumbfounded but I glanced back and the turtle was crashing towards the sea because of my lack of focus towards it. It plummeted and landed with a huge Splash! in the ocean. I winced and yelled out "Sorry!", then started to look at the landscape. It was full of forests and small sparse towns were scattered throughout the valley. There were mountains off in the distance, and I thought of how reminiscent this all was of 'Kiki's Delivery Service'. I decided to get into the mood and fly on a broomstick! It summoned right away, but I didn't know how to fly on one! I'd never done that before! I started to fall really fast towards land, but I caught myself and went speeding off in the air, flying round and round. I looked out and saw a large city sprawled out along the coast. I thought of how cool it would be to see steampunk airships, and right before my eyes they started popping up! All along the coast, zeppelins were flying about or docked. I looked down to my right and saw a clearing with a couple of docked airships and some people. I decided to land there, and slowly made my decent towards the land, but there were these strange creatures all about these people. As I got closer and closer, I noticed that they were these peoples' pets! One of them was like a very small bear/cat, and was half hidden in the grass. The others were so magnificent that I couldn't describe what they looked like. I wanted to summon my pet also, but I soon realized that I hadn't put enough effort into creating it. When I landed, I saw that my broomstick was a shade of green. I thought to myself that I would rather have it blue, so it changed into a sort of cyan tint. I put the broomstick on my back, and the dream ended
I'm standing at the top end of a big outdoor staircase with a friend of mine, talking with him, then I look over my shoulder and see a cute girl that can't assemble her bicycle, we keep looking at her, when she starts to take her shirt and bra off, and we are like "fuck yeah" 8D Then she see us and begins to come over to us, but then she is over at us, she got clothes on again, she then says "I want you to meet Mr *****" and we were like oh fuck it's her husband, and we starts running like hell down the stairs and in to the woods, my friend out runs me, but I keep running and then out of nothing the woods is going straight up like a wall, I start climbing up of it, then I get to the top, I start running again, out of nothing I stop and see that I'm on the ceiling of a old castle, I then look then on the floor and see some people firing bows and arrows, I then look around in the room and look out again, and I see a kinda mental place, there a lot of people is working with clay, I then jump down through the floor, and smashes some of the peoples clay work, I then start to throw with the clay because I thinks it looks funny and kinda like shit 8D I then want to go out to take a piss, but there is a big black bodyguard, stopping me and saying "you can't go out there, because Robbie Williams is out there and he is FUCKED up", so I turn around and out of nothing again all the people is sitting at laptops, I then to over to one of them and see a chocolate milk, I reach out for it, then a person grabs my arm and say "you can't take that" and I'm like why not? he then says "because its just like mine" and he is showing me a Pepsi. I then wake up
BiscuitHappyz's Dreams I'm back, hopefully. Dream 1 My parents had given birth to who would be my second brother. He was the size of the palm of my hand and shaped like a baseball with a face on it. I can't remember the details of his face, but judging by everyone else's expression I'm sure he was either adorable or capable of hypnotic powers. I was in the hospital with my parents, perhaps one or two doctors. The dream ended with I thought deeply about how he was going to change my life and whatnot. Dream 2 Continuing my theme of very young people, I was standing in the road with about three other teenagers, my age or older. There were small children, perhaps three or four, hugging our legs, but I can't remember what for. Except for one child, a little girl, who wanted nothing to do with us and gave us each a brief, stern scowl as she passed us.
I had a fragment that was sooooo random. I was at my Grandmother's house when a girl wearing yellow overalls came into our house. Then she started yelling "HIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!" Then I woke up...
I can't remember how the dream started but the first thing I remember is that I was in an elevator and the door was open. Through the door I was looking at a classroom from the back. The floor in the classroom descended down to where the teacher was standing with a single desk. Stairs covered these stairs and were full of students (non of them I knew). Beyond where the teacher was standing where the chalk board should have been were large windows. A bright blue sky was the only thing I could see through the windows. As I watched the teacher teach the students in the room I couldn't hear what he was lecturing about but while I was watching he let something on fire and it basically turned into a giant flamethrower. Flames shoot 3 or for feet horizontally away from the desk at the front. As I watched the flames The elevator closed and I noticed I wasn't alone in the elevator. My sister's boyfriend was there and we started talking. I can't remember anything that we talked about but I remembered that we did. When the elevator doors opened again we stopped talking suddenly and around 9 people walked in. I was crammed in the side of the elevator as all the people crammed in and I made a rude comment. Before the dream ended the lady that was pushing me up against the wall started to yell at me. I woke up before I could make a reply.
Multiple fragments Non-lucid: I'm next to a lake with some people, I don't know them. In the sky is some type of stealth fighter. I don't know how I know, but I know that someone I know (and dislike very much) is piloting the fighter. I figure it is some sort of test flight. The fighter drops something and then falls out of the sky. It lags back and forth as if time were skipping beats.
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