Wanna Get Psycho? I am talking a walk around my house, it is sunny outside, but it isn't really all that hot. I think maybe I am finally adapting to the desert heat. Hukif is there, and seems to find me somewhere between amusing and annoying. He says having endless numbers of FAs won't do me any good if I never remember to RC. I do a RC by pinching my nose and I find I am dreaming. Hukif seems surprised that I actually responded to him by doing the RC instead of making up an excuse not to. He says that it seems to be working, I just need to do better on the RC, I agree with him. I really need to get in better habits of doing RCs. He says I owe him now, but what is it I owe him? I remember saying I would pay lots of isk. He doesn't even know what isk are… he's looking for a fight. Every time in the past that we have made plans to have a fight, something has interfered, so how about now? Unless I'm not lucid enough… I say I'm lucid enough, and we start fighting. The fight seems to be set to the soundtrack of the song "Meaning of Life" by Disturbed. I hear the words to the song clearly, "You're one twisted little fuck, and now you want to get psycho with me?" We are using primarily melee type weapons, he is attacking me with razor claws which I am countering with claws formed by Witchblade, formed to look like Alex Mercer from Prototype. We go on for a short time, no one is getting much through, and then there is a flash of light not far off. Hukif looks quite irritated that someone seems to be interrupting us. He goes over towards the visitor and says he is not welcome. I notice it looks like my ex boyfriend, I ask what he is doing here. He asks what I am doing playing around with dark energy. I tell him it's none of his business, and he needs to go, I'm busy and we don't want to be interrupted. James acts as if he thinks I have lost it. He disappears. I figure I can get back to my fight with Hukif, but instead I hear my cat meowing and I wake. The Goddess of Ultimate Coolness I am in a forest talking a walk, it is a very nice day out. Birds are singing, a gentle breeze is blowing. I hear someone calling out for help, but I don't see anyone anywhere around. I realize the voice is actually speaking inside my mind, and it is looking for help to defend a town against an invasion of orcs. I follow the signal to get to the town being attacked. The town is called Denn, and there are many orcs coming from outside the city, apparently intent on destroying everything. I am thinking there is something affecting them, there is a strange unstable energy around them. I head out into the advancing orc army, there is a soundtrack to this fight, too, and it is Holy Lonely Light by Firebomber. So while I am being forced to fight to keep the orcs from storming into the town, my primary goal is to keep their attention focused on me, so they don't continue advancing on Denn. I am blocking their attacks, dodging their attacks, and returning attacks that are sure not to be lethal. As the fight continues, the song seems to be having an effect on the attacking orcs. They seem to be calming down some, I am wondering what happened to cause them to attack in the first place. The ground is shaking now, cracking open, and a strange thing is reaching out of the ground. There are waves of telepathic energy coming off of it, though I can't see it very well. The music is countering the telepathic control, and it turns out the orcs are not pleased about having been used. They swarm over the thing even as it is climbing out of the ground and trying to reassert its will over the orcs. The Little Pet Shop of Cuteness I am in a pet store of some kind. This brings to mind plans of meeting MoSh to go find an animal called a pipefox which he has seen in an anime series call XXXholic. He described to me a pet store, and the owner of the store… but I don't think this is the place. I have to find MoSh. I focus on opening a portal to where MoSh is, but nothing happens. My portal is not opening at all. I wonder why, and I am finding that frustrating. The shop owner is a small, old, Chinese man and he comes over and asks if I need help selecting a pet. There are colorful fish flying around in the air, following the man as if we were under water. He indicates the fish and says one of them is a great choice… or even better… get a pair! I see some cages with fury hamster like animals in them. The animals are cute and playing around with each other, there are several different sizes of the animals in one cage. The store owner says that shouldn't be that way, they'll kill each other! It doesn't look to me like they're fighting… The store owner opens the cage and starts grabbing the smaller ones and handing them to me, soon I am juggling about seven of the small hamster sized animals. The animals make cure noises in my ears until one of them meows and my cat wakes me.
I was in a harbor town. The sky was this impossibly beautiful shade of blue, it was just barely past realistic. It wasn't a cloudless day, so the few that were there were beautiful. I'm by the sea. The water is this stunning shade of light blue. Like you see in pictures in resort brochures. It's the type of blue you expect an indoor pool complex at a five-star hotel to have. The sea is never this clean. On this concrete pier. There's a shop behind me with this bright red canopy. I can hear people laughing, the temperature is perfect. Then there are tremors. Small at first but the I begin to see cracks in the concrete. The laughing becomes screaming. The world seems to be swaying, tipping from side to side. So I jump. I dive into the water headfirst. I dive impossibly fast. Everything around me is a blur. The sounds of screaming and falling buildings is overwhelmed by the rushing water. As I get my bearings and slow down, I see hit the ocean floor. It isn't earth the though. It's ceramic. Like the bottom of a pool. I take a quick look around. That same shade of light blue is everywhere. There are no fish, no plants. Only endless ceramic. I can feel the cold glaze on the balls of my feet. The water is warm and there's a stark contrast. I don't remember taking off my shoes. I bend my legs and push off the floor. I shoot up. Insanely quickly. I launch out of the water but gravity never takes hold of me again. I'm flying. The wind has whipped off any dampness and now it's only me. I don't see a city, a sea, people...nothing. Only more sky. The feeling is beautiful. Flying. After a bit I can feel myself losing the dream. I start to feel gravity pulling again. Even worse, I begin to feel the warmth of my blankets. I close my eyes and fight for stability. I open my eyes again and I'm in control again. But I begin to fall. Not straight down, like a rock, but I glide down, like a bird. I break the cloud layer and I see this rocky terrain. It's hard dirt littered with rocks and the occasional weed. I ready my legs and I hit the ground running. The only thing in my mind is the urge to be in the air again. I want to fly. I'm running so fast. I'm barefoot still and the I can feel every pebble and grain of dirt against my skin. I'm hitting some larger rocks, and my feet begin to stumble. There is a dense fog all around me. I can't see further than meters in any direction. I'm determined to fly again though, and I don't lose much speed. I keep jumping as I run. But I can't get any lift. At one point I jump almost ten meters in the air and I panic as I fall to the ground. I'm not in control of my legs, they're running on their own. The ground begins to slope up in front of me. It's a hill at first but it starts getting steep. Not long after I'm almost vertical. I give myself one more mental push and I'm launched in the air once more. I break the cloud layer again and I'm greeted with the beautiful blue sky once again. Time slows as I watch the sun and beautiful cloudscape before me. I can feel my self falling again. But this time, I feel no anxiety or apprehension. I feel the clouds rush past me once more as I hurtle to the floor. I can see the wasteland again. The rocks I stumbled over, screaming towards my face. I wake up.
My dream recall has seriously sucked these past few days. I'm blaming Cay who I have been inseperable from for about 3 days now. She's currently sitting next to me, creeping on my post and grabbing things with her feet. I'm also having falst memories. The first night she was at my house we went to bed around 4 a.m. I had a dream that I vaguely remember. I was at some sort of gathering at the caves that I live nearby that are fairly popular where I live. A lot of people that I knew were there and it was hosted by this guy I used to go to school with and that my boyfriend is good friends with and lives near. L.G. and her boyfriend, J.L. were there, both drunk, both high. I'm pretty sure they went to fuck in one of the caves. That part of the dream was mostly due to the fact that she's told me about her and an ex boyfriend doing certain things in those caves that should not go on. Anyway, a few of us, including Cay and myself went to go spelunking through one of the much smaller caves. It started off with about a group of 15 people and slowly dwindled down to me, B.H., and Aaron. When we were done crawling we ended up in a big domed area that was a dead end. All of us fell into the dome and none of us were tall enough to pull ourselves out. So, B.H. ended helping me and Aaron out of the dome and then we pulled him out. I blacked after that apparently. Now, heres where the false memories come in. Apparently Cay got up earlier than me and went to take a shower. She told me that when she got up I woke up and looked at her. Then when she got out of the shower I woke up and I asked her why she got up so early, even though it was past eleven. She told me that it wasn't early and that we could go back to sleep if I wanted to. I said that I was already up and there was no point in going back to bed, then I started playing Animal Crossings. I do not remember it that way. I don't remember waking up and looking at her, or waking up and asking her what time it was. I remember waking up and she was the one playing Animal Crossings and she threw the controller at me and told me to play. And then today, I don't remember anything about any of my dreams. And I remember waking up on the couch in my living room leaning on Cay, who was drawing, and Cay told me to go brush my teeth if I was gonna lurk that close to her. So I did. By the way, the title of this post is a conversation that just happened between Cay and her twin sister.
A hand RC and lucid. In a room, standing on flowing cloud like goo. Stabilize. Walk out of the room, trying to expect Chicen Itza. There is a long corridor of stairs surrounded by walls of goo. Walk up the stairs and turn the corner. There are many geysers of goo blocking my vision. They subside and reveal a scene that resembles the pyramid. It is a pyramid with stairs, but not Chicen Itza. There are many people here, like a village, and consider asking around for dreamers, but its not the right location. There is a woman at the top of the stairs with a baby. It feels like a ritual is going on with the child. The mood is spooky, like a sacrifice. When I climb the stairs, the woman and child have been replaced by a body, laying inside a funeral pyre. Decide to keep looking for Chicen Itza. May have waked or lost lucidity. Had several non-lucids after this before writing it down, so the recall is not completely fresh.
I was at SD's house. We were hanging out and he was having a party. He showed me a cool website that was a lot like grooveshark, except one would reserve certain songs for certain says. The front page had a calendar of the week with songs lined up on it. "Do you hear that...?" He whispered. "No...I don't hear anything..." I responded. "Shh...Sounds very low, very bassy..." He added. I didn't hear anything. We went to the bouncy house in front of his house and I finally heard what he was talking about. Somebody was playing their guitar outside! He came inside the bouncy house and started rocking out. I tripped and accidentally bounced into the netting on the backside of the bouncy house...And when I did, I had a strange vision. It was like for a moment I had poked my head into someone else's dream. There was something strange about what lay past the white netting of the bouncy house. Very strange and curious. I pushed myself into the netting. It was like trying to walk through elastic saran wrap. I began to see that I was traveling through a psychedelic tunnel. On the sides of the tunnel were sometimes snippets of scenes and people as if they were on film, acting out their lives as if everything was normal. I saw a scene of a guy I knew, he was sitting in a locker room alone. I pushed my way into the scene, until I was standing there with him. "Woah, woah, woah, shorty!" He said as he realized that I was standing there. "What's up?" "You look like...A shiny, glossy, metallic person from another dimension!" He exclaimed. I looked down at myself and chuckled. Indeed, I looked exactly that! I sort of looked like that guy above, but more gray metallic. "So, what are you doing?" I asked. "Waiting here for my parents to come. We're supposed to do some weird family photo together. It's their dream or something to have a photo together since we are always apart," He responded. Dream...Hmmm, I should do a reality check, I thought. I did a reality check and found that I had five fingers and a thumb. I dismissed it at first, then did a double take. I couldn't believe that I was dreaming!!! Everything seemed so real. "We're dreaming!" I told him, "Do a reality check!" He looked puzzled for a moment before I explained that he had to see if he had the correct amount of fingers. I wanted to stabilize before I went out to try and do the Nightstalker Tasks. I walked around the locker room and went into the girl's bathroom. The entire scene was very yellow and green. It was kind of creepy. I was trying to read the words that were written on some of the bathroom stalls. All of them sounded rather despairing and unfortunate. It was hard to make out the words because of the nature of the dream. One of the sentences said something like, "All there is left is false hope." Once I decided I was stabilized enough, I left the bathroom to try and find a graveyard. "Wait! Wait! Don't leave without me!" He yelled. I had completely forgotten about him! I decided that if he has never lucid dreamed before, then I should take him flying. We left the locker room and went into the main school hall ways. The halls were flooded with students. We easily navigated our way out. As soon as I got out of the door I looked to the sky. Perfect blue skies in hyper clarity. I told him to grab my hand and I launched off into the air. He seemed absolutely delighted. I let go so he could fly on his own. We landed back on the sidewalk. He tried to launch off on his own, but stumbled. "How do you get back up in the air?" He asked. "Anyway you want," I replied, "you can flap you arms, pretend to swim, whatever. Don't try, just do." He got the hang of it immediately. "You're a natural!" I shouted out to him. Even though I feel like I got completely distracted from what I was supposed to do, this was honestly one of the best flying experiences I have had. Everything was in HYPER clarity, and I could feel the wind rushing against me as we flew, and I could feel the height that we were at, it was just awesome. We landed back down on the grass so he could bring some more friends up there with him, but I woke up.
As I said before I dream a lot about work. yesterday while at work I set my timer to go off every thirty minutes to do an RC. This evening I went for a short nap and it started with me leaving work with flowers in my hands. The flowers were invisible. I then proceeded to raise them above my head while exiting the building, by the time I completely left, the flowers were (or I was imagining they were) making a swirling galaxy shape a few feet above my head while I moved my arms to make them move in that way. once I was outside I launched the flowers as hard as I could into the evening sky. They were still invisible. BTW the reflection in the windows of the doors leading out cast small white spheres which at first glance seemed like stars in the sky. I asked, "am I dreaming?" but it was only a reflex due to my previous day's routine. I asked myself what I wanted and almost immediately sent out a request to meet a dream guide or spirit guide but nothing happened. I was walking and a woman and her son walked by and small dandelion seeds landed on his face and then large dandelion seeds landed on me. I wanted something interesting to happen so I tried leaping twice and nothing. then at the corner where stairs led down about eight of them I tried again and failed and almost fell. was at the traffic corner and traffic was moving on red lights and stopping on green. Saw large building from my hometown. Feeling frustrated from having no direction and ability to change my surroundings I entered a Mc D's to ask for an ice cream and try not to pay for it. went to the cashier, A dark-skinned man in plain clothes made eye contact and walked away. and that was that. It most likely is in the tutorials about what to try to develop DC but I am more interested in a guide. Maybe he was it but if there's anyone who has experience with this let me know.
I was swimming in the ocean. I looked at my feet and saw a fin instead of legs. Everywhere I looked there were mermaids and mermen. (I don't remember too much in this part of the dream) I remember seeing a big glacier. I could barely see through it and saw a city. The city was atlantis. There was an opening at the top, inside, the glacier was filled with water so the merpeople could swim around. I met up with King Triton. He said, "If we don't get atlantis out of this glacier, all the merpeople will die!" And that's when that part of the dream ended. I even saw Ariel XD I was at my dearly departed grandmother's house. She was sitting in a white plastic chair on the front lawn. She requested ice cream and I said "I'll get you some." I walked into the kitchen and there was a palette of different flavors of ice cream. Strawberry, chocolate, and vanilla. I took a scoop of all three and put it in a bowl. I returned to the front with the bowl in my hands. I saw my grandma take a bowl of ice cream from another person, who looked like Megan Fox. She hugged my grandma, looked at me and gave an evil smile. As if she wants my grandma to lover HER more than me. I started to cry because I knew it was true. Then in a flash a blue portal opened and out of it, stepped my mom's sister. We don't like her because she's a stupid spoiled whore... anyways she walked up to my grandma. Instead my mom attacked the bitch and threw her to in the road. There was a big block of ice in the middle of the road with a hole on the top big enough to fit my mom's sister. She threw her in there and filled the whole thing with lava. I was walking in a huge city. With a random DC who was my "friend." He was mexican with spikey black hair. We had a parachute backpack on our backs and we started talking gibberish. We walked on, and on and found a company. It was a hair company. I don't remember the name. We walked in and a blond woman greeted us. She told us, "We do all sorts of hair. Boys hair is free here." She talked with a New Jersey sort of accent. On counters there were blue beads and pink strands of hair. She led us to a long table where the manager was sitting. He said something which made me mad and I gave him a sort of push and called him a motherfucker. He yelled for the guards to attack us. My friend and I ran outside the building into an amusement park. I ran and ran and at some point they got my dream friend. I kept running and ran into my friend Savannah. She told me where to hide and I did what she told me. THe guards approached her and told them, "He went that way! Towards the water ride!!" They believed her and ran to the ride. The End P.S. Sphinter
Was warming up for the real life full moon coming up this weekend (I like to go hunting once a month as a werewolf)but ran into the x-man wolverine (comic book type, not pretty boy from the films)and got 'distracted' from behind for the rest of the lucid portion of the dream lol.
There was some fragment. I was playing an instrument. I really liked what I was playing. It somehow clued into me that I should take note of what I was playing. I looked at the strings... I was playing G, F, E in a certain rhythm. I thought about it, "minor seventh, minor second..." (unfortunately when I woke up and tried this it didn't sound as I'd hoped >.<). --- I was at school, walking around the halls for some reason. I think I was passing by the gym when this guy that I didn't know (but was apparently in my grade) joined me. He was about my height, kind of chubby and had brown hair and eyes. Apparently he had asked me out or something. I accepted and held hands with him, but was also kind of confused as to why I was dating someone I didn't even know the name of. I walked with him and several people saw us and were curious about it. I remember then I was at the bathroom door, but apparently now it was a changeroom. LI was there looking for something or someone inside. --- I was at a random mall. It was absolutely huge; there was a giant open clearing where me and I think my family were standing. To my left there were giant escalators that led to a second floor. The whole mall was dimly lit, had sort of a candle-lit atmosphere. The walls and floors and ceiling were all a sort of sand-colored tile. The second floor had railings that seemed to be glass with gold metal encasing them. --- I was with my family again, on some street. There was a pathway to a parking lot underground. Somehow I knew it was in TO. It was apparently at UN St. We decided to go in for some reason. At the bottom, my mom let my sister drive it or something. The parking lot was kind of like a cave, with a blueish lighting and eerie atmosphere. My sister drove the car through the parking lot and into an empty space. Then it ended.
Date: 15/7/11 Lucid Non-lucid I only wish that the dreams had been more vivid and I had had more control. ---------- DILD due to ADA I was at Nambucca and walking down one of the roads with Nanny. We were looking for Great Granny amongst the sea of people. I saw her suddenly, walking up towards us. "There she is!" I yelled and pointed. Nanny saw her and we hurried forward to collect her. Then we walked around and Great Granny criticized everything. Later, that night, we were staying in a cabin and looking across the lagoon. To my left I could see a ferris wheel hidden behind the trees. I laughed, thinking that that was always in my dreams (it isn't - and no... that thought didn't make me lucid). Looking across the lagoon another huge ferris wheel appeared on the other side of the lagoon. It was a strange ferris wheel. There were plastic bubbles (like... for guinea pigs) and they were all connected to each other in a circle. There was a family inside each of the bubbles. Suddenly, I realised that it felt like I was dreaming - not awake. I looked around and it confirmed it. I don't remember if I did an RC or not but I was lucid. I then ran over to where the ferris wheel was and saw that part of it had collapsed. I tried to rebuild it but it was hard. I couldn't seem to hold it all together. I realised that the whole dream was unstable and I looked around trying to stabilise it and take in my surroundings. I felt the weight of my body on my legs and saw the bushes around me. It was dark though because it was night time and everything began to get blurry. I realised that the dream was fading so I closed my eyes, fell backwards and thought of the first place I could. ---------- I was in a game of Super Mario. It was day time and I could see Yoshi walking around. I ran up to him and started a conversation with him. I tried to recall my previous lucid dream so that I could write it down in my dream journal but it was too hazy. Then I remembered all the goals I had in my dreams. I didn't feel the need to stabilise the dream because everything was already incredibly clear and vivid. I remembered that I wanted to try to find my dream guide. I also recalled reading an article on Dreamviews about that and how that person had said to yell out "Can I see my Dreamguide?" I wasn't sure because even though the dream was incredibly vivid I felt like if I yelled out I'd wake up. I decided to try it anyway. "Can I -" I began but suddenly I woke up. ---------- I was in the top bunkbed in Gull Cottage. My Nanny came running in "What were you yelling about?" I was still sort of drowsy and falling back to sleep but I replied "It was just a dream." Then I remembered that I should always RC upon waking up.I plugged my nose and realised I could still breathe. I was quite surprised as I hadn't really suspected I was dreaming. I immediately got out of bed. Ugh - I can't remember what I did after that though. Still glad I have 3 more LDs to add to my count though xDD Now I just need to work on controlling them and taking some time to think before I do things. I was sort of surprised though, because these were the first set of dreams I've had that were so... hazy. Usually everything is more clear and vivid - especially my lucids (the few that I've had).
PLEASE COMMENT ok so this is the really strange dream I had last night... I was at some sort of indoor pool. I was swimming with a bunch of people from my church. I saw "C" there and he had abs (lol). He was playing some sort of game I think. I wanted him to pick me for something, I don't remember what, but I just know I was disappointed when he didn't choose me. He was holding something called a spinner, but it didn't look like it spun at all. Then I was suddenly was at some place outside. There were a bunch of needles or something. A bunch of them hit me in the back and face. Also one hit my right knee and went through my leg (owwwwwww). Then I hid in a small building that looked like a dressing room but only had one section. "C" came in there after me and helped me remove all the needles from me. Then he bent down to pick up something from the floor and he winced. He told me there was a sharp pain near his right shoulder blade. I came up behind him, limping heavily from the torn ligament that the needle caused, and had him sit down. I lifted the back of his shirt up (OMGEEEEE) and saw the end of a large needle (more like a blade) in the muscle near his shoulder blade. I touched it and he winced again. I put my hand on his back and said I'd get it out. I slowly pulled the blade-like needle out of his back. I got a paper towel, folded it up, and pressed it against the bleeding puncture wound in his back. After a while I took it off to see that the bleeding had stopped. I could tell that he was still in pain so I leaned my head against his shoulder and kissed his cheek and said that it'd be ok. He said he knew, but it just hurt. I said that I understood and then I think I woke up. I don't remember all of it. So yeah I really liked the dream, except for the pain from the needles. :3
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Date: 13/7/11 Lucid Non-lucid Couldn't remember many dreams because my Nanny woke me up to leave NSW early and I didn't have time to think about them before I got out of bed. ---------- I had just finished a tour in Evoke and they said that we could then browse the store for whatever we wanted. I looked around a bit and finally decided on a beaded bracelet. I carried it up to the counter and after they wrapped it, I discovered I didn't have enough money. I asked the person to hold the item for me while I ran back to find my Dad. I left the hyperdome and looked around in front of he movies for my dad. I couldn't see him. I did see two girls who looked a bit like Zoe and Chelsea making out though. I looked away quickly. I ran around the other side and ran into Harmony. She told me that Kat and Soo Yun had been suspended because they were making out. I took Harmony to Equip before we went to see a movie and asked her to pay for the bracelet and then I would pay her back. She didn't have enough money however so I told the shopkeeper to keep holding the item for me till after the movie when I found my dad. She didn't look impressed. ---------- I was watching a movie on TV. My complete view was filled up with the movie so it was like I was actually there. A Princess was strolling around the gardens talking to her adviser. The adviser said that she should remove Mr Darcy as quickly as possible. She was quite spaced out with her answer and I thought to myself, 'Little does she know she's going to fall in love with him and marry him.' I was so excited to watch the sappy romantic movie.
Damn that was annoying, I'm walking around my house and suddenly I'm thinking about my underwater inner world, then I'm in it. The armored figure had a lot of friends, I had caught glimpses, but I didn't believe it, I was exploring the ocean floor, there were apperantly dead armored figures everywhere. they came to life, I gutted one of them after I opened its armor with an exploding ice crystal. I knew there were too many to fight, the were all relatively powerful, I switched to reploid form and Jetted to the surface of the water, they grabbed my feet and tried to pull me down, I yanked them out with me, as a giant spherical mass of enemies. I threw them out of the shield, attached thrusters to them, and forced them out a portal that I think went to the moon. I now have a headache from closing the portal behind them, and the worst part is there may still be more of the fuckers.
I did a bit of meditation before bed to help me fall asleep, and did my mantra of "The next time I am dreaming, I will remember that I am dreaming". Plus visualization. Reminder to self - try meditation every night before bed. Dreams I am sleeping outside on a driveway with an ipod. There is a woman that walks by. I go to the porch on the side of the house and someone tells me to come inside. I remember going into my sister's room at some point and she is on the floor sitting down and crying. I ask her why she is crying, and she says that she just needed a good cry. There are a lot of people in this building complex. There seems to be some division between the people. I was told to go into this room, and plant some nuclear material into some pots. It was liquid nuclear material, so I ended up pouring it. There was some kindof tray as well, and it was overflowing with it, and it was like someone left the faucet running but with nuclear stuff. I get some on my hands. I leave and shut the door and am extremely stressed out beyond belief. There could be a nuclear explosion here any second! We're trying to trap the other people in here apparently, while we get out. Our door appears out of thin air, and their hatch to get out dissapears at the same time. Apparently Connor went through by himself already and is completely screwing everybody over. The door is invisible, but as it opens we can see to the other side of the door. There are people trying to stop us from getting through, but as we inch the door open by force we grab the crayons from their hands and get inside for a fight. We are fake fighting with a touch of anger to it. I do the motions of stabbing this guy in the face, but without a knife in it. He ends up using his legs to somehow lock me in a hold. I start to feel myself breathing, and notice the air touching my lips as it goes out. I wake up and realize that I was feeling my actual breathing, and the air touching my lips. --WBTB-- I am up for about 25 mins, going to the washroom and am writing out the dream and doing my mantra and visualization. I meditate for a little as well. I am sure that I will have a lucid, but I just can't get back to sleep for about another hour after this, even though I feel so tired. I gave up on trying to fall asleep so I stopped thinking about lucid dreaming and eventually fell asleep. Whenever I think of lucid dreaming, it keeps me awake for some reason. Dreams I am in an old fashioned train caboose and there are lots of women. There is a higher up part, and a lower part that you can get to by going down some short stairs. I am on the upper part. A girl asks me if I am going to take this side by myself, and she comes with me. We sit down at this table with some other people, and she is to my right. She gets completely naked and I check her out. I talk with this other cute girl right across from me. I am waiting at the bus stop and I am supposed to meed someone or two people near here. Tuong tells me the bus will drop me off at Tim Hortons, and the bus has pulled up so I just get on. Most of the seats are taken, they are all side seats. Nothing facing the front, but all facing the middle. There is a girl next to the bus driver who is complaining about it for some reason. Something about this attractive girl who is sitting down. I remember being in my house but there is no ceiling to the lower floors or something, and there are lots more stairs than usual going higher and higher. I am at the top where my room usually is.
Updated 07-14-2011 at 08:58 PM by 40630
Me and my roommates were having interviews to rent out an extra room we have. One of the interviewees was a petite brunet girl who was SUPER annoying and kept picking up my guitar without asking and trying to play it. One of my roommates was all for letting her live with us and I kept expressing my opinion and how I did not want her to live with us. I got really frustrated and decided to go for a walk, so stepping outside my door I am suddenly in Japan. I am at some sort of resort for tourists, complete with luxury pool and synchronized dancing Japanese girls for entertainment. They were dancing in a room surrounded by floor-to-ceiling windows. I was disgusted with the display because the tourists that were gawking at the girls were a bunch of "Bro" types you see in the US. They were crowding the pool and taunting the dancers thinking they were god's gift to man. While I was there I had actually run into one of the dancers and for some reason we kind of stuck together. Next thing I know one of the Bros pushed me in the pool and I had cut the top of my foot on something in the water. It was bleeding pretty bad but didn't hurt. I was really pissed off at the guys and decided to grab the throat of one of the boys and in a kind of "demon" voice shouted at him "What the fuck do you think you are doing?!" and I believe my eyes were glowing. The girl who was with me had helped me out of the pool. Because she was helping me out she had missed her que to be on stage and dance. She was upset because she takes her dancing more as an art rather than a job to entertain womanizing bros. I felt really bad and offered to take her home. Once we got to her house she allowed me inside to clean up my foot. Her father was not happy that she had brought someone home with her and I for some reason couldn't find the bathroom in her house... IRL: I woke up due to my roommates' cat meowing at me for food.