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i've had sleep paralysis a handful of times, but there are two instances that really stand out:

the first time it happened to me was (i think) eight years ago... i thought i had died. I woke up on my back in the early morning and couldn't move, couldn't breathe, and i felt like there was an incredible weight pressing down on my entire body. It also felt like there was a pair of hands pressing down on my face, contorting my eyes into slits and exposing my teeth. This made my vision blurry and i could even hear air rushing in and out through my teeth. I began hearing voices... most of them just sounded like people screaming really far away, but one was right in my ear. It was a deep voice that was just yelling all sorts of things at me; "FUCK YOU!" and "I TOLD YOU I'D MAKE YOU SORRY!" and stuff. FYI, I don't believe in demons or anything supernatural, but my half-asleep self did at that moment.

the next time it happened was not long after that. Again, it was early morning and i woke up on my back. There was an old man standing in my doorway... nothing special or weird about him, but he still somehow terrified me beyond all description. It seemed very real. He was wearing a blue flannel shirt and brown pants. Just standing there staring. The whole time i could hear a steady beeping, like a heart monitor or something.

It has happened a few times since, but the first two occasions are the only ones i remember well. They were definitely more intense than any other episodes since then.

I'm very pleased to say I had my 2nd lucid in 2 nights last night! The conversation and reading in DV must be helping, and I thank you all.

So I begin the dream driving in my car, looking for a version of a song on my iPhone that was done by an old friend of mine. Keep in mind, he's neither a musician nor someone I currently talked to. After not being able to find it, I quickly realize I'm dreaming. I keep driving around, and eventually pull into a house at a corner, trying to envision my friends being there before I get out of the car. I get out, and Jonah Hill walks out the door! Two of my old friends from high school pull up next to my car as I step out. As soon as I get out of the car, I spin around to try to stabilize the dream (a technique that I forgot last night). Not sure if it worked, I start floating around in the air, doing summersaults and backflips mid-air in his driveway. Jonah keeps telling us to come inside, as he's watching a Steelers vs Rams game. I know this because I looked down and saw I was wearing a Ben Roethlesberger jersey (which I don't own in waking life), and he had a rams jersey. I could see the TV in his garage, but I was having too much fun floating and flying around the driveway. Eventually, I floated up to the 2nd floor deck type of thing. I decided to spin again to try to stabilize the dream more. This time, it backfired. Instead of stabilizing it, the world started spinning as usual. I opened my eyes, and I was back in bed. Did a reality check in the hopes of a false awakening. Nope, wide awake.

I am so excited ~~!!
The first SP in my whole entire life (hurray~)

I was with my friend in a little shop; selling different kinds of instant snacks. We were eating and talking when a delusional guy (shameful to admit that he is one of my friends) used a fire stick to start heating a propane gas insulator…….. for fun~! (He was very thrilled to see the explosion) (He was gone with the bang)

Obviously my first initial reaction was to run away from him and that vicious gas insulator.
But…… I was too late.

Bang~!!!!

I felt the explosion hitting and burning my back, and slam~
I went face front to a rock hard surface (It was painful)
In that moment, I faintly heard an alarm clock (in a real world), but couldn’t wake up.
The shock and the black chocking smoke troubled my breathing. I felt a streaming blood from my nostril.
I was badly injured. I heard mixture of screaming and shouting slowly fading away.

Everything went comfortingly quiet.

I slimly open my dream eyes and saw… this whirlpool of different mixture of green, red, blue and other countless number of colours distorting my view…………….. Am I dead?

I was confused for a moment, but what really baffled me was my stun body, not moving, from exact position of falling. My body was like a prison, trapping me. I was amazed with such peculiar experience and…… enjoyed.

When I woke up, I found myself face down to my pillow, probably that’s why I couldn’t move at all.

First entry
Went to sleep at around 4:30 had a vivid dream that I could remember, unfortunately i did not write it down out of sheer laziness. I went to bed again.


A war is going on between 3 different clans In real life. One notorius clan(EoP) is bombing areas that are very close to me. Being extremelly afraid of bombs, I urge my parents to move quickly out of the area. Even though i seem like the only one who is in emergency mode, I joke to my mom that we should move to norway where this kind of stuff doesn't happen. I see the hospital(UPMC) where my little brother was recently admitted for back surgery. bieng bombed, i don't know where my little brother is during this whole dream and strangely i don't know care about not knowing his existense exept in this one second where the building is being bombed. We deciede to move to a friends? church where the bombing is less. During this whole time, I am extremely paranoid and I see a picture of a counselor who i did not like or rather i though she did not like me. Her friends are around the table and seem hostile when i try to discuss the situation, although they do give me straight answers telling me there was only three incidents of bombing in this area. Someone (maybe radio) tells me they are just bombing to show their power and it eventually turns from bieng an online clan to the state of west virginia bombing us(Pennyslavania) and strangely other countries. For a moment it seems like I am in Kenya, but the setting turns into a sort of library setting(not the books, or computers) but the building it self seems to made of glass, but the roof is sturdy which gives me some comfort. At this point I am sitting in a quintiple decker bed, contemplating where it would be best to sleep in case the roof collapses due to bombing, While talking to some lady who is possibly my mother(not sure). I look at the roof and wake up

I have been having strange dreams about war like this for a while, however this one was the strangest since it started off as war on the internet lmao.

Well, last night was one of those nights where nothing good really happened. But, here's how it went...

8:45 - OJ, Apple juice, milk, apple (ran out of bananas)
9:00 - Shot hoops and went for run
10:00 - HUGE THUNDERSTORM starts up so the whole house is still up watching the weather
11:00 - Storm still raging, takin gout the power and stuff
11:30 - Ya, still going
11:45 - Vitamins and glass of water
12:00 Storm finally stops and the power comes back on. I update my dream journal and go to bed with binaural beats
8:00 Wake up

Well, last night I can't really recall many dreams. I think it is because my earbuds fell out early on and the beats weren't on. Those help me tremendously. I also didn't wake up last night and turn the alarm on for the same reason. And, I have been told that at about 3:00 the storm came back with some thunder. not enough to wake me up apparently, but enough to disturb any deep sleep w/ dreams. So ya, last night wasn't too great but I am DETERMINED to get this alarm working and have some more lucids.

See ya!

Dream One: I'm in a parking lot with my husband. He's driving his Camaro. We pull into a parking space by pulling through an empty space behind it. We sit there for a couple minutes, watching some sort or ceremony or happening in the parking lot. I get bored and say lets go. When My husband pulls out though, the back of the car somehow just barely scrapes the car beside us because the car is parked over the line into our space. My husband curses, and I ask what happened, and he explains. I tell him to keep driving because it's not his fault someone parked in our space (my dream self is horrible, lol. In real life I'd never do this, I'd wait until the person came out and apologize and exchange insurance info at least!) As we drive off, I hear someone say, "Hey man! My car!!!" We think we got away, but a pair of headlights starts following us. My husband says he's going to jump out and open up a nearby shop and make them think he's someone else and the shop will pay for it. I tell him we should just make a lot of quick turns until we lose them. He jumps out anyways, so I take the car and start doing the quick turns. I think I've lost them, and go back to pick him up... except they car has stopped at the shop he was going to open and the guys had gotten out and started talking to him. My Husband has apparently told him we'd pay for the damages, and I get pissed and tell them no we won't/ They're the idiots who parked wrong, it was their fault. The guys then point to a friend of theirs who's sobbing desperately and grunting. They start telling me this sob story about how this is their buddy and he doesn't even speak, they're had to teach him all this stuff and they work so hard to make him happy and he really like riding in the car... and I stop the guy midsentence and ask him, "Wtf does this have to do with the car being scratched? Because the scratch it's going to prevent you from driving it." I start to storm back to my car, and the guy spins me around and tells me to man up and accept our responsibility for scratching his car. I look at him dead in the eyes and say, "No. If you'd parked like a man and parked your car correctly, this wouldn't have happened! I refuse to accept responsibility for your stupid mistake." I was so mean, lol. Then I told my husband we're leaving and jumped in the car. The guys didn't stop then though, they followed us to the car, and kept begging us to pay for the scratches, this time claiming they have no money to fix them. To which I reply they couldn't have gotten such a fancy modded car i they had no money, and that my own car was in major disrepair, paint peeling and everything, and I definitely don't have money to fix their car for them. Then I start to drive off (not trusting my husband to drive anymore, lol) We stop at the crying guy and one of his buddies though, and I ask them for their e-mail address and tell them I will contact them if I change my mind. I wake up, and the first thought in my mind was, "Holy cow, that was so our fault!" lmao

Dream Two: I'm at a store with my husband and son and daughter. We're looking through the Monster High Dolls because my little girl LOVES those, and I'm looking for some that she doesn't have. Instead, I find there are a ton of different clothes and such for them... which as far as I know doesn't exist in waking life. I see a big box of Crayola products too, and I want to buy it, but my husband won't let me. There's also a package of doll clothes made of paper that you color yourself to put on the dolls. I think that would be awesome, but my husband won't let me get it for my daughter either.

Dream Three: I'm at my other Grandparents house, and apparently we're living with them and not the grandma I'm living with now. In waking life though, those grandparents were always stable and didn't need anyone to help pay their bills, and they've been dead for a while now. In the dream my grandpa was building a couple of little rooms in the basement for us to live in. It's done by the time the dream starts though, so I'm walking downstairs to check it out. I marvel at how they got so much done in half a day, and if it was this easy why didn't they do this before?! My aunt laughs and says that's what grandpa was saying. Grandpa walks by, but he can't talk, he's just groaning and grunting. I am worried about this, but my aunt says that's just how he is now. Then she starts talking about my daughter and for some reason she thinks my daughter has a trech in her throat, and I tell her now she has a... and then I can't remember what was wrong with her (because in waking life, there's nothing wrong with her at all, she's a happy healthy kid) Then my aunt starts talking about getting an easy bake over for my daughter, but she's only 3 so I'm not sure that's a good idea. I wake up.

Last night's dreams were weird for me in the fact they seemed almost normal. I'm used to crazy stuff happening, and I think those situations are actually somewhat plausible except for a few details like which grandparents we were with and such.

1) Lego Parts 4:30am
I dreamed lego parts all around me and I had to build stuff

2) Lego Screwdriver 6:00am
I had a lego screwdriver and I had to fix lego things in a lego world

3) Lego Spaceship 8:30am
I was a lego captain on board a lego ship. We were being attacked by aliens but we were not equipped for space battle. We were all in the cargo hold waiting things out and hoping for a solution to the problem. I was having some debate with my ship mates.

4) Spider 0:00?
I remember freaking out about a spider and acting scared like in the lego games. I had woken my wife up and was pointing at the wall. I then got out of bed and was brushing my arm of with my hand before I realized what I was doing.

*My wife and I played Lego Indiana Jones 2 for a long time lastnight.
*

Finally another lucid, after a long time of not concentrating on my sleep:

I was at my old school, it was dark. Our class was going to (at?) the pool. Then we had to go somewhere else (a sports field?). It was dark. I had to drive to this different place. I was on my learner license, but decided to drive by myself anyway. I drove to a supermarket in another suburb. While looking for where I was meant to go (inside the supermarket, mind you) I caught a glimpse of blonde hair and amazing beauty. I ran around the aisle, and caught another glimpse. I kept following. When I turned the corner, there were only cashiers. I asked one if they had seen a woman. They replied that they hadn't seen a woman, but what I saw was probably the new (lotion/soap/body wash?). I agreed, saying it was so fluffy (I think it had a picture of blonde hair on it). I then realised that this was not where I was supposed to be, and planned out the route I was supposed to take to get to where I was supposed to be going to (now it was back at the school I started in). I was driving on a road when I heard a siren. A police car noticed me and pulled me over. I jolted out of the dream and woke up (possibly a false awakening). I consoled myself that it was only a dream, and told myself to make a reality check next time I was in a dream.

I quickly re-entered the dream (accidentally). I was on the side of a bitumen road with the cops. Something happened (I entered their car to be driven somewhere). We were driving on a dirt road through green hills. It was dark still; nighttime. I was standing on the road, making a reality check. I was in the car. I tried to put a finger through my palm. It was quite rubbery, but resisted. I was on a dirt road. I tried to count my fingers now. One, two, three, four, five, six. I hesitated. "Wait? What?" I recounted taking a good look at my hands. One of my fingers was split into a blurry two. I recounted again. Six. (Lucidity) I realised that I really was in a dream. I was back in the car. Realising it was a dream, I commanded the night to become day. Something. The sun rose. I burst out of the roof of the car. There were four others in the car (one female, three male). There was a (prison?) in the distance, which I assume I was being taken to. The sky darkened once again. In the distance was a titanic black tornado, blocking out the sun. It contained what seemed to be black shards (blocks?) of something. I flew up. The car was taken up too. A male and the female flew out of the car and were swept up into the tornado. I closed the car around the remaining two using telekinesis, sending it to the ground, and flew up after the others. I was concerned I would be hurt by the shards. The female and the male were holding onto each other, but they were promptly separated by the wind. The female went high, the male falling to the ground. We must have been at a great height. I shot after the female, grabbing her, wondering if I was biased for saving her first. I the sped through the cloud, searching for the man. I saw him plummeting. I couldn't get to him in time while holding the woman so I caught him at a medium range with telekinesis. I lost control and we all landed at speed, but no one was hurt. Once they were okay, I left them and flew back up.

End.

Date: 06/07/2012
Place: My own bed
Time of getting into bed: 11.09pm

For some reason, I woke up several times in the night without remembering any dreams. However judging by my clock, it was too early for my REM cycle. I tried to WILD, but got too hot and fidgety so just slept. Upon waking after each dream later on, I was wide awake and could have got up even though it was too early. This is very rare for me! I stayed in bed and managed to slip in / out of dreams easily, remaining lucid. Several times I would catch myself in a dream as it started forming, knowing I was dreaming, but each time I wasn't asleep enough to be fully in a dream. It was very relaxing, and good practice.

Dream 1 - non lucid

I am at my friend's house (R) R tells me he just bought another cat, and I laugh because he already has 2 cats. It is a beautiful cat, with fur coloured like a leopard. I can instantly see why he had to have it. I tell him his house smells of catfood, and he gets a little offended although I didn't intend to be mean. His living room has only 3 walls, and where the other wall should be it opens up straight into the outside, and it is snowing out so all the snow is being walked into the house. It's beautiful, as it's dimly lit, maybe evening time. I am stroking his leopard cat, it seems to like it. I don't see his other cats anywhere. We are watching TV, and I decide to go and do something else, I put my coat on (a black, biker jacket) and as I walk out I see the room next to us is filled with older people (40's / 50's) and although I can't see them all (maybe 4 or 5 of them?) I see the nearest to me is a nice looking lady, well presented, a bit motherly. She is smiling happily and enjoying the TV they are all watching. I decide it is best not to disturb them as she looks so content. I try to be quiet. A woman with a clipboard comes in, looking a bit annoyed. She starts telling me to turn the TV off as I am annoying my neighbours because it is so loud, she is kind of rude so I snap back at her, telling her I have turned it off ages ago so she must be mistaken. She starts to argue but I dismiss her and walk out, a little annoyed.

Dream 2 - non lucid

I am starting my own business and looking through designs for my shop. The business is centered around lucid dreaming, but it looks like I am designing some sort of cafe with a dreaming theme.

Dream 3 - non lucid

I am shopping with my mum, in America. We are shopping in a big mall type thing, which is so big we have to drive to other parts of it. ***I HAVE VISITED THIS MALL IN ANOTHER DREAM YEARS AGO I am sure of it!!!!*** On our way into the first shop, there are small pens containing animals for sale, kids are playing with the animals, I look in and they are ferrets, crossed with little dogs. One pen is ferrets crossed with dashunds, and they look happy and calm, very pretty. The next pen is ferrets crossed with Jack Russels, they are a lot more fiesty and some roll around play fighting each other. I want one but know I can't have one. We enter the first shop, and my mum is looking for a shirt for my dad. We look through shirts that are shiny, colourful material, with badges or flowers on the breast. They give me an Indian Sari feel to them, but we know my dad would never wear anything like that. Mum finds some clothes (a shirt and jacket - plain black and white) for herself, she tries them on and they look great, so she decides to buy them. She doesn't find anything for my dad. I find some cool Pokemon badges that are only 99p. I choose a Pikachu and Raichu, my mum starts telling me I'm too old to be interested in them, but then gives up. When we go to pay, there is no cashier, so we just walk out. We get in the car to go to the next set of shops, and my mum says she will return to pay later. I tell her don't bother, it's their fault they had no-one to take the money, but she insists we will go back. In the end, we return to the shop to pay.

Dream 4 - non lucid

I am in a bathroom, or very small room with an extremely attractive young man. He is fair haired, and has piercing blue eyes. We are making out, and he asks me if I want to have sex, I say yes. We start touching each other up, while kissing and undress each other while still stood up. Suddenly my mum walks in and disturbs us, I am really pissed, but I am nice to my mum who is just asking me a stupid question. She leaves, and we start making out again, this time a little more desperately and I'm gagging for it. I wake up.

Dream 5 - non lucid - moments of lucidity.

I am at a festival, but I am alone. I decide to try and get backstage, and do this by jumping fences when no-one is looking, some guards (in suits with sunglasses on) spot me, but don't seem to do anything, I think they're on a break. I keep going, feeling mischievous and daring, and suddenly I think 'I am dreaming, so I can do whatever I want.' however I lose this lucidity as an older man stops me. He is maybe late 50s, mardy looking and a little out of shape. He might be tan coloured, or maybe indian? I can't remember. He tells me to follow him into a trailer for an exam. I don't really want to, but for some reason I feel I have no choice and follow him into the red, metal, old trailer. Inside there is nothing, and I know this is not authentic. He lays me down, saying he has to start the exam, but then starts touching my penis. I get annoyed, and try to stop him, but he insists, after a few more minutes of him trying and me resisting, I wake up.

Dream 6 - non lucid

My phone had run out of battery so I couldn't record the time, however the sun was shining through my curtains so it was pretty late, maybe 10.30, 11?

For some reason, someone I don't know, has decided that certain people (myself included) have to be put on a motorbike, given a gun and sent away. None of my friends are sent, just me so I wave goodbye sadly to them. On our bikes, the ones of us that have been chosen drive in a line through a door, and into a big hall. In here, we have to ride around, pull wheelies and shoot each other, until the time is up. Those who survive go on to the next round (a bit like battle royal) and those who die....die. I survive with ease, and the next round is we have to get rid of all the food in our little plastic cups that we each have. The food is like party food, or buffet food. For me it is salt and vinegar chip-sticks. I have loads of them and worry I will not get rid of them. As the clock starts, my friends turn up to help me, I have the idea of eating them all to get rid of them, and my friends say this is crazy, but as I start eating they disappear (obviously) so they all start doing this. The time is ticking down and I still have a few left, so I sneakily pour some into the other contestant's cups. This works, and I win. Because I did so well, I am entered for free into a horse race, I find out my horse won, and get £20 reward. I first I think it is £20,000, but no, it's £20. A guy I fancy tells me he is hungry, I'm annoyed because we just ate all those chipsticks and he's still hungry? But as I fancy him I agree to spend my £20 on getting him some food. We go to a stall, (suddenly we're in a festival field, with food stalls lined up, but we don't seem to notice or think it's weird) he browses the menu then gets 'Steak chips' This is like chips, all connected together, dipped in steak juice, with melted cheese on top. It looks amazing and I want some, but he doesn't share. This annoys me too! But because I fancy him... I let it slide. He wants to heat it up, he's starting to become a real pain, but I take him to a microwave to heat it up, he starts complaining that he can't figure it out, and I get angry and decide to do it for him. He wants to put 30 minutes on the microwave, but can't do it, I type 30 in, and it puts on an hour. He starts shouting that it is wrong, but I tell him harshly that he should just stop it after 30 minutes, and that will do. Some polish girl behind me in the queue for the microwave starts complaining that we are taking too long, and tries to reach over to cook her own food. Already pissed off, I shout at her and slap her hand away. She goes quiet but mumbles something under her breath. A man does the same further down the queue and I think of confronting him, but I'm not sure exactly what he said. Me and they guy I'm with decide to leave this place as I'm getting angry. So we get a taxi and go to a shopping centre. We pass my old college on the way, and I point it out but the guy is not interested. I start to think he's a dick and no longer fancy him. We get to the shopping centre and most, if not all the shops are shut. Now the guy complains again, saying there's no point in being here if the shops are shut. I can see lots of people sat around drinking outside the shops on tables, and suggest we go join them and just have fun, but he is having none of it. The driver asks us if we are ok, and neither of us reply as we are both in a mood. The guy I'm with tells the driver, that clearly we are not ok, and the driver says he will take us someplace else. The guy then complains that he can't afford the fayre after already being brought out here, and the taxi driver says he can just pay it when he has the money, like an IOU. This seems to work, and we drive away. I remember the taxi driver had a geordie accent, and so I concluded we must be on holiday in Newcastle.

Dream 7 - non lucid dream fragment

I am t with a bunch of friends, we are deciding what to watch on tv. One guy suggests this certain channel, because it has The Big Bang theory on 3 times, with another program on in between each BBT. I agree with him, as I like BBT. Everyone else is indifferent.


***NOTEWORTHY***
My friend R has 2 cats, but his house doesn't smell of catfood
I like Pokemon, and probably would have bought those badges in RL
I had a conversation about ferrets making good pets during the day
I recently bet on a horse, I also drive a motorbike, I've never shot a gun though!
I love chipsticks.

Date: 05/07/2012
Place: Home
Time of getting into bed: midnight

Dream 1 - non lucid 6.25am

I am talking to a friend about OBEs, I'm telling him how to do it, so he has a go, and floats like a ghost out of his body! When he returns I tell him he is a natural, and he is really happy. We are in a strange room which vaguely resembles an outhouse in a house I once lived in as a kid. There are big, nasty looking spiders all over and some other horrible insects. I had to keep telling myself good thoughts, so that I wasn't scared and the spiders didn't attack. I told my friend the more spiritual people can leave their body for up to one minute each time.

Suddenly my childhood dog appears, he was aggressive little terrier and I warn my friend he may bite. My friend lifts me up into the air to save me, but I panic because this is when he gets angry and bites, when people are touching each other. I try to tell my friend this but my dog starts jumping up, trying to bite me, at one point he catches my clothing. I beg to be put down, and my friend agrees, but although I know he won't bite me now, the dog runs up and bites me anyway.

Dream 2 - non lucid dream fragments

Me and some friends are eating popcorn, covered in warm, sweet toffee sauce. We share a big bowl.

In my DJ, it says 'GHOSTS, SPIRITS, SCARY.' but I am not sure what this means. I must learn to not write random words because I never remember what they mean.

Some scary faces on tshirts are chasing me, one of them bites me.

Dream 3 - non lucid 8.12am

My sister gives birth to twin babies, they are 6 months early, and very very tiny, like little toys. I help her look after them because they are poorly and delicate.

There is a man (in his 50's, fat and balding, has glasses, a bit weird looking) he uses our toilet, but then won't come out. I look under the door to see what he is doing and he is taking off all his clothes, I am disgusted, and decide to leave. I want to leave now because I fear that if he sees me leaving he will follow, and I really don't want him to follow. However I have lots of plastic shopping bags to carry and it takes ages for me to pick them up while he is in the toilet, I worry I won't leave in time. Inside the bags are cardigans, and sherbert amongst other things I can't remember. The dream is taking place at night, it is dark outside.

***NOTEWORTHY***
The dog dies many, many years ago. He really was very vicious and would bite anyone who touched anyone else
I'm not scared of spiders
I was reading about OBEs before bed
I don't wear cardigans nor do I eat sherbert!
My sister did have a premature, poorly baby years ago, but now he is very well.

After I tried to have a WILD, I just gave up, and fell asleep normally. Suddenly, I was in a huge ruined temple. The detail on it was amazing. Stepping up the steps, and into the huge doors reveals a modern shopping centre. Next to me was a girl from school who I dislike. We walked through looking around, and then we reached the checkout till. After, I head off home, where I live in a small wooden hut/shed. It's dark, and I figure out the power's out. I instantly realise that robots created by an evil army were sent to destroy my house. I get into an army helicopter, and we set off.

Suddenly, gunfire is everywhere. I run like crazy as bullets are being fired from every angle. I noticed that everyone of the soldiers were actually my friends, in camouflage. I ran for my life, inside a ruined sandy hut. I look around. It's a vast desert, with strange sandy structures and buildings all around, though they seem like they've been bombed. Inside the ruined hut was a pen shaped device. Finding a button, I fire it, and it seems to be some sort of knocking out dart. I see two people I know in real life. Let's call them 'Friend R' and 'Friend J' okay? Anyway, they come running towards me. I use my pathetic gun to try shooting them through the window, but the bullet's so weak, it doesn't even smash the glass. They kick down the door, and knock me out.

Next minute, I wake up inside their car. Friend J is driving, with Friend R in the passenger seat. Friend R has a careful eye on me. I slowly pull out a pistol from my pocket, and aim carefully and begin shooting like crazy at Friend J. He turned around, smiling creepily at me. Most of my shots completely missed him, but one hit the side of his head, but missed his brain. With blood running down his head, he laughs, and tells Friend R to take me somewhere else, where he is going to drop me off.

I woke up to bright sunlight, and tapped this up on my mobile phone.

I can't remember the beginning of this dream but I remember walking up to a door with a barrett in my hand and I sprayed it at some guy that also had a gun in his hand. I found an mp40 so I used it but I couldn't find the trigger so I had to press some other thing on it to shoot it, so I hear someone saying something outside and theres a curtain in the way, I say someones name, one of my friends but there was no reply, I said my sisters name and she came out with a surprised face and hugged me. Some people were in the hallway which looked like secret FBI agents, and they were asking us to sign something so this would be kept confidential. I can remember walking out and seeing a facebook status saying something which I can't remember and there was a comment which had 103 likes.

Non-dream Dream Lucid Dream

I was able to recall many fragments and one dream where I was in and out of lucidity.

Fragment 1: Trying to take time off of work but my boss wont let me.

Fragment 2: Staring at a huge shelf of new processed food in black boxes with pink writing. There are pink pretzels.

Fragment 3: I am at my bowling league and I realize we always win when my dad rolls a 755 series.

Fragment 4: I am grocery shopping with my dad and we are having trouble with our shopping cart.

Dream:

I am watching a movie when all of a sudden I am one of the characters. I am in sort of a Hunger Games setting with tons of people fighting in an arena. People are trying to kill me and were throwing things at me and it is getting difficult to survive. Then all of a sudden I can fly and I become semi-lucid. A few other people can fly and have other powers but I am the strongest. I am trying to help everybody. I become super witty and everyone loves me. I said "you have to follow the teachings of Buddha to be able to do this" to the people who are flying. I am finally able to stop all of the fighting. I quickly develop other powers just by thinking them (moving fast, slowing time). Some girl is talking about how she needs "sex money." I want to show off so I challenge "I can get your 'sex money' in 3 seconds" (I say this because I can fly, slow time and move extremely fast). The dream ends when I have to put in disc 2 to continue the movie.

Well, unfortunately I was out of town AGAIN yesterday, and just got back a little bit ago, hence the late entry. I keep having to go on all these little trips that are really screwing up my sleep schedule and I am not able to consistently expirement with the alarm or work on any techniques. I think I may have gone backwards a little bit in terms of how close I am coming to success with having another lucid dream. Man, I am so excited for the next one cause now I have it worked out what I'm going to do. Just need a good solid week where I can get in my normal routine again.

Right now I am working on reality checks at key points of the day. The main ones I am working on are whenever I wake up, there is a big scenery shift (going outside / inside), or I go through a doorway. Also I am working on using this alarm. So far I have been able to wake up and turn it on each night I have had a chance to use it except for once. It has also been really good about actually waking me up each time like it is supposed to. The first couple of nights I used it, i had false awakenings like crazy. As soon as I had trained myself to do an RC whenever I wake up though, it seems like my brain is just playing a mean trick on me and the alarm hasn't given me a false awakening since. So that is pretty much all I am waiting on at this point. i think though that if I don't have another lucid soon I am going to look into some other techniques but right now I am really hoping to get this alarm working.

Well, I am really tired so I'm going to bed. Really hope this timer gives me another false awakening because I think i am trained now to take that and turn it into a lucid dream!! Wish me luck.

See ya!

Well this morning I woke up and could actually recall a couple of pretty vivid dream but unfortunately, I didn't have a chance to record anything until now so I can only recall this one dream. Guess what? It deals with yet another fire. Man, these natural disaster things and fires... IDK.

I was walking down this dirt road out in the country. I was all by myself and it was night. Then I suddenly remember seeing this house burst into flames because of lightning. I began running over to this house and I heard music. Then I suddenly remembered that I must of been listening to my mp3 player as I was walking. Sure enough, I had my earbuds in. As I was running I took them out wrapped 'em up. The wierd thing was... i could still hear the same exact music as if I hadn't taken my earbuds out! I thought this was very strange and considered doing a reality check. Guess what though??? Of course silly old me rememberd that this house was burning to the ground and decided I had already wasted enough time so ya... didn't do the reality check!!! I started running again, as fast as I could go. So remember how i have that wierd thing in dreams where whenever I run I seem to 'max out' my speed really fast? Well, the same thing happened here. I remember conciously thinking that I must be dreaming because this wierd running thing was happening. Instead of simply stopping and doing a reality check though I was just so focused on getting to this house I continued on with my wierd slippery feet slow-mo running thing.

ANYWAYS.... I finally made it to this house. By now the surrounding sheds and outbuildings were also ablaze. I remember running over and grabbing this little treebranch full of leaves. Apparently this was the perfect thing to put fires out with. I run back over to the fire and start beating the flames with it. Turns out... it actually put fires out like magic. Wierd... So as I was putting out the flames some other people came over to help out. I told them to go grab some tree branches. Eventually we got all the fires put out and it started raining, extinguishing any remaining smolders.

Soon after, everyone left and I was all alone again. Now, remember that music I mentioned eralier? Well, it had been going this WHOLE TIME! Anyways, still being perplexed by this mystery, I reached into my pocket for my mp3 player. I took it out and examined it. It was displaying all the stuff for the song correctly at first. I looked away for a second and then it was all gibberish. Since I had already considered that i might of been dreaming earlier, this should of been the final tip off. But my brain, being as clever as it is, reminded me that my mp3 player had just undergone a software update and might still have some bugs. I, being the wasy going guy that I am, took this as a good enough explaination and decided against a reality check YET AGAIN!!! Grrrrrr....... rageface......facaepalm....grrrr!!(

*clears throat after akward outburst* So um... ya... anyways.... Then the music turned into this upbeat song that I know really well and I started singing along. I woke up sometime during this and whaddaya know? I found the source of the music mystery in the dream. Somehow my mp3 player had got bumped to another playlist and was playing music instead of the binaural beats. It had just worked its way right into my dream. I guess that is pretty cool now that i think about it. Hehe, gives me lots of ideas once I become proficient at lucid dreaming...