I'm with a group of bad govt types. I get busted and shot in the chest trying to escape. Friend drives up and wants to take me to hospital. Have to go back and get my wallet. it has my ID and address. 'They will hurt my parents'. Should not have gotten involved. Sneaking back in. Dogs find me. Get by, find my wallet but ID not in it. Go out front but friend not there. In car with jamacan / island circus gang. Dreads and lots of hacky sacks. James and I are prisoners. They threaten us with razor blades. James pulls out his blade. 'You want to take it there?' No it's okay, well do what they say. Look at the guy and he doesnt like it. mood lightens in the car and we go to a party. A monk in japanese gold & black shinto robes is there with his apprentice. He mentions for me to sit next to him. 'Do you know whats going on?' I observe. I'm dreaming. People in the party congradulate me for becoming lucid. Very stable lucid, and notice how this whole dream had been continuous. Lots of interesting people in the house. Less intense, and felt that I could enjoy myself and socialize with the DC's. When I asked one if he exsisted, he said 'ya' matter of factly. In a room with a guy who I thought was James. told him that he was dreaming. He was actually alseep in bed and everything was a dream. He didnt believe me. showed him my hand and told him to count my fingers. They were warping and moving as usual. He counted quickly. '12345' I say, no look. (warping hand) Its changing. He sees and understands. 'We can do anything'. He starts flipping around the room, doing acrobats. Notice I havnt done magic yet. Do a back flip. Sit down and try to make a lightning bolt. Do it the way I normally try, by forcing muscle and mental strength. Trying to visualize. See visions of characters making lighting. 'look at this new trick I learned' referring to letting go. I start to black my mind and realize the illusion. manifest some sparks, but nothing comparable to a WL feeling. dream fade, rematerialize outside. See Dawson and show him where I got shot in the chest earlier. Long lucid (bad recall) Later telling Rach how DC's act the way she does when I say it's a dream. They have same facial expressions. DC's rarely make me lucid. They argue against it, making difficult in WL. No one is going to tell/ show me. Have to believe and remove own doubt. A difficult self created truth. 2 other dreams where I tell Rach about the dreams where Im telling her how WL feels like a dream. irony.
Hand RC, lucid. Not stable, so meditate. 'Don't know' meditation. Begin to float and spin, flying through many scenes, but remain focused on 'don’t know'. Fades, reenter into a stable scene. 'Ego fulfilling, I’m going to play with magic now.' DC enters. Completely break down in front of him. All of it, just not getting it. So conflicted all the time. Nonsocial Lucid Living. No reservation of not being understood in WL. Scene change. Long coherent, vivid, plausible non lucid. Feels off Get mad at becoming lucid. Felt like WL and showed how lucidity is possible by believing. Woman DC talks about Gia, love, people. Very 'life' directed. Balance of dream and purpose. Argued: look I can become lucid, justifying psychedelics. Felt like I don't control becoming lucid, it just happens. Feel like I’m being judged, total confusion
Minigun crysis spectacular I was outside a shop, some people where talking about 'john' going out into the forest that surronded the town that i was in, then i did a RC for no reason, 6 fingers on my right hand, 4 on my left. i said to myself..... 'I am freaking dreaming!' so for no reason, i jumped to a part of the forest, there he was. so he asspulled a minigun, i walked towards him. taking every bullet like i was the terminator. I took the gun off him, and threw him into a tree, i was about to shoot him when a car pulled up. a guy that seemed to be Nomad from crysis showed up. i got into the car with him, driving off.
For some reason most of my lucids start in my old house. I was in my old house, and suddenly became lucid. My mum started asking where I was going and just as I was about to explain I was lucid dreaming the dream began to destabilise. I quickly rubbed my hands together and my feeling returned. I walked out the door and jumped into the sky and flew very high. I flew around the world a few times then decided to go to the Canadian alps. While there I summoned a parachute and a snow board be reaching behind me and puling it out. On a other note I think I had a dream in a dream too :S Weird things happen when you're sick and sleep deprived
Ok, so this dream first began at my elementary school, I am no longer in elementary, but I guess my mind wanted to remind me of it. The reason I am putting this in is because my previous DJ entry reminded me of it. It first started off as me in a normal school day, but I was outside and I was being cornered by some bullies I guess... as they were cornering me I randomly started spinning and I blasted a tornado in there face and eliminated the threat they they had once posed. This part really looked nothing like my elementary school because as I was being backed into a corner I looked behind me only to see a windowed roof and a beautiful courtyard. Anyways after this people were getting off of some yellow school buses and I decided I would walk down a long wide pathway. This was one of the coolest walkways I had ever seen, everthing around me was kind of gloomy, but it just looked awesome for some reason. I notcied at the end of the pathway was a girl, she was one of my old elementary school friends, I kept walking to meet up with her. Beside us was some sort of playground with a set of swings. I have always loved swings so I went right towards those. We just sat there and swung. I cant remember much after this part as I had this dream roughly two months ago, this was evn before I even knew what lucid reaming was. Anyways just thought I'd post it because this dream has really been memorable.
had a little LD last night. i was just floating through space looking at my vivid hands. i don't think i had a body because i couldn't move. my vision faded in and out a few times and i woke up i was real close again last night. i was down by the bicycle store and all of a sudden these real vivid lions and a bear were on the street and i'm like "oh shit this is probably a dream" and that was all
Ok, Ive been really lazy with posting my dream journal on DV(I have most on my phone) so I thought I'd try and post this one. This dream starts off with me being taught by my dad how to ride a bike, except this bike was not normall it was all backwards and I couldn't even pedal properly because the handle bars were postioned very unusually and they were stabbing my chest. Anyways after I failed at trying to ride a bike, I guess I somehow contacted some of my friends and we wanted popcorn chicken. The whole dream scene shifted and we were in a backroom. A couple came out of the kitchen area and asked us what we wanted to eat, we said POPCORN CHICKEN. They managed to pull out giant cans to use as bowls and they filled the bottom of it with popcorn chicken and then the rest was swamped in soup. It was very salty, but as soon as I got to the popcorn chicken it tasted delicious. To interrupt things A big man came in and confronted my friend, he asked if he was on the football team. I was like WTF and I looked at my friend and he had some football uniform on. Then I guess I understood, but my friend responded with no and then the man got angry for some reason. He said something along the lines of, next time I see you, me and my buddies are going to kill you, however my friend just shrugged off the notion. Then my other friend got up and was like I think its my parents anniversary, he ran out of the building and saw his parents parked in front of Tim Horton's, he asked if it was their anniversary, they responded disgustedly with a no. I ended up appearing outside of the building we were in and I was like, OH CRAP, what time is it, I haven't even told my parents where I am. I saw a few other people I knew and they were going to catch a bus home. I decided to follow them and they were running towards a normal bus special. They got on in an orderly fashion, however I searched my pockets for a bus pass, but to no avail nothing was there. I took a good look at the bus driver and recognized he was wearing a shirt from a grocery store I shop at a lot. The whole time I was looking for a bus to get onto inception music was playing. Mind Heist was the song playing. This made me feel so boss as I was looking for the bus and as I woke up I was amazed that my mind could actually fully produce the song. I've never actually heard a song in my dreams before.
i was in a green rocky grassy valley siting in a pretzel style with my language of lit. book and it was open to a page in the middle of the book and all of the sudden i look up the valley and at the top of the vally was my social studies teacher mrs.abdoo she was very angry and she yelled at me for reading ahead b4 the class listined to the audio of the book i protested and said tht i was not reading ahead and when i looked around there was no classmates. All of the sudden im walking down a spiraling staircase with my female friend sydney and i told her tht lots of people think tht she is hot so i listed off the names of the people tht actually do(including my own) so once when got to the bottom of the stairs at school she disapeared and i was walking down the hallway to the door i leave school with when i saw a crowd of people at the exit door they seemed upset because two men were at the door refusing to let the people through so i picked up a dandalion steam off the floor and looked to my right and there was a dryerase board so i wrote my name on the board with the dandalion steam,my name came out red. The crowd started to leave and went the other way and one of the 2 men (the 1 standing on the right) shook his head and told me to erase my name off the dry eraseboard i used my palm and whipped my name off the board then left. That was my dream
I remember staring at my pinky finger and half of it was missing i assume tht it was broken off and i had the other half in my right hand so i started to freak out i didnt know what to do so i started running through this fancy resteraunt to find the nurses office i ran for a bit and found a staircase with only eight stairs so i climbed them took and right into a pure white room with medical supplies in it and one of those beds you sit on in the doctors office i looked around and i saw the african-american nurse at my school siting at her long desk i started to beg her to fix my pinky and i showed her my pinky but she said it was to late to save it, i was so sad and when i looked back my pinky was fixed but very small which made me even sadder so i walked back into the fancy resteraunt and picked a black rectangle off the floor and it felt weird in my hands primarily in my pinky. That was my dream.
School Daycare I was in some sort of school campus but it was up in some high mountains. I was carrying my daughter with me (dream child only). We went into a portable and I went to the front desk and put the child down. She seemed sad that I had put her down and I said I'd only be a minute. I went and talked to the lady at the counter adn after a few minutes I turned around and saw my daughter was going away with Asuka. I shrugged and the lady was telling me that I couldn't leave until all 450 pages of homework was done. I was getting upset at that but my memory fades here.
I remember my friends talking about that this day was the day when something special happens. then i look outside a room to see like a pear but it was made of gray bricks and it was floating in the air cause i remember i could look below and it was just the sky, continues below. after that, we had then gone to school. I remember that everyone that was going was siting in the very back of a long hallway, and after that we all went to that room to go to the pear that was magically floating. before we went outside with the rest of the people we stayed inside for a while, but for some reason i felt like very light, and that's when i noticed i was starting to float, which of coarse I was freaking out since it was my first time feeling like that. after holding on to something i was kinda getting used to floating except that every time i let go of the gray bar i would go to the ceiling and my whole body would be against the ceiling. after that I think my dream changed into another dream since maybe it knew there was no ending and it didn't want me to wake up or something? So it changed into a new dream I guess? and then someone i knew got trapped and then taken away for reasons unknown and of coarse if u see someone u know get taken away by force in front of you, you will want to help him or her out. anyways after that i was trying to see if in could do the floating thing since i was still scared but it was to save someone, i couldn't do it anymore and I forgot to mention it was night time and it was gonna start to rain, and it was near a white building in the parking lot. after that I woke up. somewhere along the way it felt like i knew i was asleep but i didn't get to the point where i was aware i was asleep just a thought.
I was in a town that looked run down and long abandoned. There were a lot of people still in the town. I was sent on a mission to save them from being plagued by zombies or something. I don't remember much, but I remember I was followed by a big flying talking cat that gave me advice lol. The only other fragment I remember is that I was in school at night to finish an art project. I was drawing in the art room with music I put on the radio. Two girls come in the room to finish up an art project too, one sat across from me and the other sat next to me. I could tell that the one across from me was the nicer one for some reason so I said "I don't mind turning the music off if you'd prefer to draw that way" she thought about it like she didn't really mind but finally said "sure". I turned the music off and the girl next to me said "Thank God" and I thought to my self "What a bitch" lol.
Me and my girlfriend were riding on a motoro cycle very fast as we were running from a police car. We were on an old country highway where it had a dropoff on each side of the road so there were railings all the way down it. The roads were still pretty busy. I was driving and it felt like and action movie. I looked back at my girl friend and the mood change instantly. from and action movie feeling to a calm relaxing feeling just by look at here. I knew this was weird maybe because i practice ADA. I asked her if she thought we were dreaming, not expecting to get a 'Yes' answer. but she said Yes. It shocked me for a second then i immediately becamse excited and knew i was dreaming. The world starting shaking and breaking apart. i could feel the dream drifting away. I felt like i was goin such fast pace that i couldnt think of something to do to keep my dream going... Luckily i saw a ramp ahead. I smiled and told my girlfriend to hang on. Racing through the falling apart world dropping below us we hit the ramp. We were air born!...well, for a second. The feeling of fear and butterflys entered my stomach as we started on the downward fall. i saw us both smiling right as i woke up in my bed, sweaty, with butterflys still in my stomach, and with a smile still on my face.
Monday 12/05/2008 My dad was slobbed on the couch deeply engrossed in the TV he was watching (which was turned off) and my brother was in his dressing gown playing on his PSP, as usual. Things sort of went weird and my dad teleported from the couch to walking through the front door with shopping. He had bought some groceries and a new phone for me since I am always breaking the ones I get. This phone was exactly like my older one except it had a lot thicker breadth. I turned it on and it didn't have a backscreen light, I scrolled down with the phone under a lamp and there was just several single letters in a vertical line. I think I then charged it and put it on the sofa arm where my brother was sitting. I went and followed my dad to help him put the food away in the kitchen cupboards and went back to look at my new phone I noticed that my brother had moved my mobile and put it very close to the sofa so the mobile was about to fall. I shouted at him because I was angry and he was only interested about his PSP. (This is always the type of thing my brother does, he is too ignorant for his own good.) My dad came storming through from the kitchen and told me to stop shouting at my brother (although he was shouting at me then too) I started shouting back at him about why I was shouting at my brother and I could feel myself filling with anger since my dad was only taking my brothers side. My screaming and shouting became horse and dampened down even though I was forcing it out stronger. I asked my brother to stand up off the couch so I could put my hands down the side of the cushion and check if my other phone was there. He didn't do anything and my Dad started shouting at me again, (when I get angry everything rushes and I don't remember anything that gets said so i don't quite remember) but my Dad said something aloing the lines of "NO! WHY SHOULD HE MOVE, YOU ARE SO SELFISH CAN'T YOU GET YOUR OWN SEAT?" My dad got the wrong end of the stick due to his assuming. I got all stiff and turned around and faced my dad, my hands were clenched in fists and I had completely had enough of him. My Dad continued shouting, his movement was aggresive and sharp and his arm movement looked strong, the more he pointed at me the more I wanted to spit in his face and I could feel my facial expression change to a disgusted look. My Dad then walked off to the bathroom and I stomped to the kitchen and grabbed a handful of the cake my dad bought and it turned to small, fine crumbs and I stuffed them in my mouth. The cake was like a brick but slightly longer than a brick. I was more calm as if the cake had some emotional affect on me and I casualy walked back through to the living room. I walked up to my brother once more and asked him very nicely with a cheerul sound in my voice if he would stand up for a couple of seconds, I smiled but my brother still didn't get out of the chair. I looked behind me because I could feel an angry glare... It was my dad. He was more angry than ever, it looked like he had grown twice as big. I tried to explain calmly and collectively but he continued to shout over me, that was it. This time I screamed and let all my anger out at him, I had already tried "to be the better man" but my dad had pushed me too far, the expression in my dad's eyes changed for a flicker of a moment but I couldn't tell what to. Tears started to swell in my eyes and my fists were shaking. My dad mimicked me and told me how I pretended to get angry by my shaking. I stepped forward and screamed "WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?" in his face. My eyes were full of hatred then. Within a flash I was curled up on the sofa with my arms over my face. My dad was stooped over me so high, I felt like a weakling, I was. There was nothing I could do then. My dad could easily kill me with his hands. He had his arm up, it was stiff and hard... the signal of his triumph.
Tuesday 13/05/2008 This dream is patchy and strange. It started off that an asian girl and I( Priscilla who I used to go to school withl) were standing on a rocky. snowy mountain. A lot of other people were in the quad (I'm assuming the rest of my class) and they started to depart. Off the mountain was a sandy shore beside the sea, I started to climb down and I told Priss to hurry up If she didn't want to get left behind. She needed to climb a bit to the side to retrieve her bag then climb down but she said something about how she could manage it and she would be down in no time. I said okay and left her, the mountain and the scene so my dream was now sort of in 2nd person view. Priss tumbled down the mountain not succeeding to retrieve her bag and 2 of her legs were ripped off and also her waist. She dragged herself along the island through the sand and went under several natural rock archways. There was a sort of poison ivy vine that was growing slowly, the roots were curling and spiraling around the arch way and then began to grow medium sized crabs, they fell on her and started to slice her and mildly pierce her skin. Somehow they went away and Priss continued dragging herself through cave like tunnels and through gritty sand which scratched her soft, pale, asian skin and opened holes in the remaining wounds. She managed to dodge a lot of other traps with things chasing after her. When she could see in the distance where she was supposed to be she dragged herself forward once more exhaustedly. The sand sunk and crumbled away around her and she fell into a pit with giant sized crabs which cut her severely with their pincers and she died.
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