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After I wrote my last entry I fell back to sleep and didn't wake up until 3:30! I couldn't believe how late it was.
Hubby called as I was putting my night shirt on (I sleep nude). I arranged to pick up $50. then I left right away. Which sucks because I had an awesomely epic dream.

All I really recall of it was creatures and watery passages. I watched a show called Primal yesterday that featured caves and a watery passage. And before I went to sleep, I started watching a show called Monsters that had octopus looking aliens floating in the sky.
Both those movies appeared in the dream in one fashion or another.

Toward the end of the dream, I was trying to catch smaller alien creatures. Sometimes they looked like fish, other times they were furry-ish. I was capturing them with my ex-husband.
There was a baby in the dream at some point. I was teaching it about the history of the family and showing it how to swim from one passage to another. Opening certain latches would cause water pressure to build in other areas. There was a feud going on over one of the houses connected by the passages.

I really wish I had taken the time to record these.
Oh well...

Dream - Lucid - AP

I barely got any sleep last night, so I don't remember anything. However, I just got home from work and took a nap, and had a series of mini-dreams.

I was in what was supposed to be my old roommate, Katherine's new apartment with her new roommate. She was talking to me about the apartment, telling me all about it. Covering a corner of the room was a light pinkish-purple sheet hanging from the ceiling. It was covering a window, and maybe a desk. I could see these things through the sheet because of the way the light was shining through it.

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I was at the bowling alley with Grace and I think her boyfriend. We were waiting in line at the concessions bar. Grace asked if I wanted something to drink. Then, I couldn't decide whether she was talking to me or her boyfriend.

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I was sitting on a bed watching TV with Ryan. I "remembered" him touching my crotch a few minutes before, but couldn't decide if it had really happened. We were watching Winnie the Pooh, and he commented saying that he used to watch that show when he was little. It was some racing episode, with the characters in a car race of some sort. There was a wolf character who exclaimed something, but I can't remember what. I did know, however, that he was supposed to say a phrase containing the word "ass", but it had been censored, and replaced with a different phrase since the show was on a family-oriented TV station. When the character's mouth moved while saying the alternate phrase, it didn't sync up with what he was saying. I told Ryan the character was supposed to say the phrase with the word "ass". Ryan then moved under the covers and laid across me.

Lucid Non-Lucid

The non-lucid part of this isnt really importaint, but it started off with me visiting a mansion, and ended with me stuck in a small cage and an evil clown (i believe it may have been ronald mcdonald) trying to kill me with a bulldozer. yea i think its wierd too. anyway, i kinda just got freaked out by the clown and got lucid, and got my ass out of there. i walked from the mansion down the steps to the bottom of the hill i was on. it was in the middle of the forest, and when i came out of the woods i was near my nana and papas street, except the road was 20 feet below me. i smiled because it was the perfect place to test out a teleportation techinque. i jumped, and dived to the ground pretending it was water, and i dove right through the road. on the other side gravity worked the other way so i fell back onto my feet, but i would have been upside down underneath the road if you could view both at once. so i wondered what i should do, and i wanted to see if i could make objects appear. i wanted to start out easy, by walking up to a house and expecting a girl i like to be there. and it worked... almost... she was really disfigured, so i just said "oh you must be her sister, ill find her upstairs". i went upstairs and couldnt find her, but almost fell out a window. the distorted version of the girl followed me up, so i tried to fix her, but then i woke up.

well, this isn't from last night, its from the night before 'kay?

I was at a Skillet concert and I was cheering. My grandpa was there. After the concert was over, I went to my house and Jen Ledger went with me. I talked to her for a little while and then woke up.


yay, my recall is gettin better! Maybe its cuz im not so stressed about school right now.

I was back at my old high school, when my teacher said that the class will be having a field trip. So, we started the field trip by just walking very far from the school until we reached a BIG pile of slime-ish stuff. She told the class to climb up and go inside the mound. We did, and slid down and when we came out, everything looked VERY different. At first it looked very beautiful and she was giving us a tour of everything. The trees looked beautiful, the grass, the everything looked so nice and colorful. Then here is when it took a turn for the worse. Somehow we lost our teacher. And other people started branching off. I lost everyone I was with. But somehow I could still here the teacher giving the tour to us inside my head. "Up here class, is the Tree-Man. Part tree, part man. Be very careful kids, he will kill you if you get too close." (And here is the video that probably put that in my mind: YouTube - Human ' Treeman ' begs for help as he turns into a tree.) After I ran from that area, I found a creek. Along the side of the creek, there was a panther, I FREAKED out and ran away, and while running away, I found a GIANT snake. I ran away again. When running away, I found a school. I thought to myself "Thank God!" I ran into the school, but the school seemed "off" to me. It was abandoned. Once inside, I saw a guy that looked like a cross between an alien, a Buddah, and a blind janitor where his eyes were COMPLETELY white. I talked to him and asked him where I was, he said "I have no clue. I am blind." He started walking away very slowly. I tried to find my way out, I went upstairs, looked out the window, saw the panther and the tree-man and decided I was in a better place at the moment. I chilled for a while and decided I had to keep moving. When I walked around the corner, the Buddah janitor guy started choking me telling me to never return to this place. I tried to defend myself but nothing was working. And that's when I woke up. I am going to assume I died. hehe

I blink
I became lucid and in less than a second wake up (this is weird because this has never happened to me before).

Don't Snub Me
I was walking down a hallway after becoming lucid and so I say to everyone, "Hey I'm lucid" everyone cheers besides a six and a half foot tall 200 pound football player. I walk up to him and say I'm lucid again, but he ignores me so I start wailing on him. He can only block every third hit so it feels great but he just won't die... (I lost lucidity while beating him up)

I had two lucids between entires that I didn't feel like posting, they were short and during them I didn't have a very high level of awareness. I sort of remember something about sex, I think.

The beginning of this dream is only a vague impression of being with a group of lighthearted people.

I was inside a two story house with a carpeted spiral stairway. I saw this one shady looking guy creep down stairs to what I knew was my bedroom. I heard a laugh track (like a sitcom). Suddenly, I felt worried he was about to steal my wallet. So I quickly headed downstairs. My room was undisturbed, I walked over to my nightstand and grabbed my wallet and keys.

I turned to walk away. I noticed myself in a full length mirror mounted on the wall. I was wearing an outfit I didn't recognize. I had on a blue-gray shirt turned upside down. The fit was comfortable but in the reflection, my arms were out of the bottom end of the shirt. The short sleeves and collar were wrapped around my waist, unstressed and comfortable looking. I became embarrassed and took off my shirt, and put it back on the right way.

I exited the house out the front door and crossed over a white wooden porch. It was broad daylight. Before me was a rather large amusement park looking expanse. It had walls with outcroppings and lots and building scattered between wide open grassy areas, and walled sections. (The layout is hazy - and changing.) I walked around the area and I recall interacting with a few people (this was hazy).

I made my way over to a lively baseball diamond. A serious league style game was underway. (Not a huge fan of baseball but I watch now and then.) I decided to see how the game was going. A pitch was just then thrown and hit foul at my feet. I ignored it while the first basemen picked it up. A second pitch was hit foul at my feet, this time I picked it up and tossed it to the third basemen (for some reason), upsetting everyone and knocking him down flat and motionless.

I zoomed over to check on him and this cartoon-like man zoomed over at the same time, beating me to the unconscious player. He jumped on top of him in a flash, and sparkles of yellow energy emitted into the air, video game style. This startled me. Something about this fast moving prankster was alarming. I sped off the field to do something different. When I was several field lengths away, the wild DC yelled out: "Catch this!"

I spun around in time to see him launch the baseball at me in an arch from a great distance. As it came, it grew to the size of a football. I dodged. It crashed into a person standing nearby - utterly mowing them down with rotating white cutters. It was a pretty nasty looking way to die. I wanted to leave this chaotic character alone. I exerted great speed to loose him. (Something that works 99% of my dreams lately.) He gave chase and had no problem keeping up.

(The visuals/recall get vivid at this point.) I weaved through a magical looking hallway with multiple portals in it. One had a golden force field that I easily slipped through. I thought I lost him for sure, turned around, and there he was emerging from a similar circular portal. Huge grin, about 15-ft away. I decided to walk away at this point. Running super fast zig-zags wasn't helping. I started to feel trapped.

I asked him to show me the way out of this land. Now the DC looked a lot like the Madhatter. He gloated at my surrender and announced illustriously something close to the effect of:

"I will gladly show the way out! But first, there is something else I would much rather show you."

After the deadly baseball incident, I wasn't feeling curious. I said "No." Turned and kept walking slowly down a bizarre fun house like hallway. He said:

"All right, all right. Right this way then." He turned off the main hall and opened white double doors to a suspiciously dark area...

I said, "This isn't really the way out is it?" He looked at me sly and said, "You are right, but I really must show you one last thing before you go!"

I said "No!" and hurriedly walked straight some more. -Then I woke up

Me (some guy) and my wife are walking along the beach. My wife has huge breasts and is topless. People keep coming and touching them. I keep brushing them off. At some point, a persistent one shoves his hand into her nipple (WTF?). I am pissed. I knock him out and away. I defend her videogame style with some shooting from some sort of ship-like thing. It goes on for awhile until I wake up. I am on the constant verge of being overtaken.

I have traded my Geckomobile ('97 Toyota Corolla) for a small VW hatchback. Maybe a golf?

http://autozone4cars.com/autozonenew...ages/26888.jpg

My family is driving around in the van at some place. I think there is a festival and a parade. I follow them around in my VW. There are some details of going around that I don't remember. At some point, I'm lifting my VW and carrying it. Eventually I am at some minecraft world where me, my father, and Se. are competing to find diamonds. I am huge, maybe 10-20 times larger than the normal minecraftian. I have my VW on like a right shoe. I'm hanging from a ledge and kicking the ground to find diamonds.

I'm not sure if I run off or if this is another dream.

I'm in a desert minecraft world area. I'm part of some group that builds pyramids out of sandstone. I have alot of diamond and only 1 heart of health. I make it to the pyramid where there is visible food. I end up fighting mobs inside the pyramid and not having time to get to the food. I beat them. At the end, I am greeted by my fellow member. I eat some nearby food and deposit my diamonds. It is decided that we need another pyramid for us to dwell in and be safe. I think I'm against the idea. We do alot of walking about some center scaffolding/walkway and no building. Eventually, I start the project. They follow and building commences. I dig for sand at some point and give sandstone to somebody. Co. approaches and speaks to me of sperm. In dreamland, I guess he works at a sperm bank? I'm annoyed at him. He wants to examine my sperm. I go into the unfinished building. At some point, I jizz on the wall onto some shelves? It's a good few tablespoons or so. I poke at it. It slithers down and out of the building due to a crack on the wall along some snow. No idea when it transitioned into snow. I follow it out. Co., next to me, wants me to put it into a little cup. I fiddle with it until it is. He puts it into some treated bag to await processing. I run around doing something. I don't remember. Some guy brings me the sperm in the bag. He says I got a low score. I tell him it isn't surprising due to it being frozen by the snow. He agrees. Co. comes and collects the bag. No idea what score it could be or what it could mean.

13.03.2011

My first lucid dream - preparing for a swim (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I decided to try the afternoon-nap thing again. I hadn't been really successful with this one, but I wanted to try it with me staying in bed instead of on the couch.
The first try was not successful. I visualised my dream storage room and chose a previous dream to enter, but it didn't work (the last step - sinking into the chosen dream). After an hour I got up, went to the loo and decided to get another hour of sleep... not really trying anything, just hoping to dream and to recall it afterwards.

I used my fingers to go through my hair and had a tuft of hair in my hand. I laid it aside and looked at it. I was dismayed as it was quite a lot of hair. But relieved to see that it was not full length - so I would be bald, only one side of my head would have shorter hair.
I fingercombed another strand and came away with another tuft.
Then it came to me. I thought "That can't be right. Something like that does not just happen." and I realised that I was dreaming.
And so, I thought "Hey, as this is a dream, my hair will be back on my head and actually arranged in a sleek, long braid that swishes along my back.
I realised that I was not alone in the room and that we all prepared for some swimming contest. So I decided to beat them all in the race. But before that I wanted to wear a great bathing suit. I already was close to the door to leave for the contest as someone asked me a question. She wanted me to do something before leaving. I turned away from the door and saw a mirror. As I looked inside I saw my face - nothing weird or strange about it - and I was wearing a simple black bathing suit.
Then I heard my phone ringing.I woke up thinking, that I couldn't stay in bed all afternoon, especially if someone called to talk to me. So I got up and went to the living room to check who had called. Well, the answer is NO-ONE. My mind was playing a trick making me think in my dream that I could hear the phone through two closed doors.

Damn...
But hey - my first lucid dream - and I had some control over it.

It seems my vivid dreams have once again returned!

Preparation: Multivitamin, B12, Fish Oil, and a Banana with Peanut butter + Lots of Water!
I had a failed attempt at a WILD because I woke up REALLY having to use the bathroom only two hours after I fell asleep. =/

These all seemed like one very long dream, though they were all different.. And really boring for anyone reading this, because you don't know the people I'm talking about here.
The biggest breakthrough seems to be the fact that these dreams seemed to be linked, and that when I woke up, I went back into the dreams. Much like a DEILD, but only with the DEID =/.

My Four Dreams: Non-lucid
One dream involved my childhood friends, Ria and Rachael. I remember realizing that there was some sort of a neighborhood party we had to go to. It was around Christmas time, though nothing seemed Christmassy. I put on a sweater, and my dad and I went over to my Uncle Dave's, where the party was happening. As soon as I got there, I saw Ria. She looked the same, still skinny and friendly. As soon as she saw me, she immediately apologized for the last time she saw me, saying "I'm sorry I left when you went to the bathroom last time. As soon as you left, my mom said 'lets go!'" I remember imagining this scenario in my head, and then thinking that I didn't even remember this incident occurring. But I told her that it was fine.
I went into the house, where I saw Rachael. She was wearing this light purple sweater, and seemed happy to see me. We walked together to the staircase, where I told her that I liked her sweater and the color on her. She seemed really surprised, happy, but surprised and was like, "Really!? You really like it!?" and pinched the top of her sweater between her fingers. I said that I did, and we went upstairs into Brandon's room.
There, I unzipped my sweater and realized I was wearing this old plum Adidas shirt that I used to have. I looked in the mirror and saw that my makeup was haphazardly put together, and I apologized, saying that I hadn't known about the party before hand. Really, I just wanted her to comment on how good I looked weight-wise, because I had lost weight since I had last seen her.

Then another dream, I was at my house. I suppose it was still in the same timeframe. I know that it was around Christmas, and my mom was working a flight so I was home with my dad and brother. I had been in the basement, where I remember to have slept there the past few nights, having accidently fallen asleep. The dream started with me waking up in the basement, and walking up the stairs to a haphazardly put together Christmas display, and me wondering why I had fallen asleep in the basement. I then ventured into the kitchen to get something to eat.

In my third dream, I wasn't really myself, but someone else. I know this scenario I created myself in the dream as a Roleplayer, and I was 'Roleplaying' with someone else. However there was no typing involved whatsoever, just acting it out. Apparently, my character was a bit of trouble with the school, but a really good sports player. She wasn't a teacher, but someone offered to massage out her legs and calves on school property, and provide some sort of therapy. Eventually, this was supposed to develop into more, but I woke up in the middle of it.

My fourth dream involved high school, and my deceased Anthropology professor. Ria was here again, and we were going over the study guide packet for his test. He wasn't actually in the dream, but the packet was for his class. Ria and I were standing outside of the gym in this little hallway next to some vending machines, and we were talking about how we were hungry. The vending machienes were all turned off, but I dug through my wallet and found some coins. There were some strange coins, pennies with odd designs on the back, and my quarter with a hole drilled through it, so I gave her the plain quarters. We were ridiculing the school for not turning on the vending machines, and Ria went to one of the vending machines and saw an assortment of peanut butter crackers for fifty cents. Yet Ria saw an opening near the bottom where she could take some food. She took a bag of ginger snaps and through the coins into the hole it left.

Good morning, everybody.

Dream #1

There was a fashion show. The announcer spoke about the new fashion line, the name of which I can't remember. The name was kind of long, like a phrase or a whole sentence. But when the view (my view? a camera's view?) panned across the stage, all I could see was a field of waist high, orange and green grass sectioned in a few places by concrete paths. Possibly the outfits were just invisible, or possibly the fashion was supposed to be the field itself, some kind of statement as opposed to actual clothing.

Awake, Non-lucid, Lucid, [Commentary made while awake]

I'm on a dark ride at Disneyland. When I concentrate on the images that are moving vertically in front of me, I can accept and maintain the optical illusion that traditional animation is taking place right there in the space in front of me on the ride.

Later, I'm in a dream version of Disneyland's Haunted Mansion. This version is two-story and walk-through, with a large, rectangular open space in the center of the house where you can see the walkway that runs in front of the entrances to the second-floor rooms. I think, They've redone this entire place again? It's actually this realization that makes me aware that I'm dreaming. I've dreamed about this attraction many, many times before, and it's different every single time, so if I'm on yet another new version, I must be dreaming. I continue to make my way through the house, being scared [in the good way] by some of the ghosts that jump out at me.

I somehow end up in the landscaped outdoor area around what appears to be a shopping mall. I look at my hands and see that they look normal [I've been doing this a lot in reality lately], but don't lose lucidity. I'm pleased to find that the dream is stable, my dream self feels real and normal, and that I'm not aware of my real body at all. I then remember my current personal dream goal and decide to start trying to walk through a wall. I see the orange-tan-colored outer wall of some restaurant and think, Maybe it'll be easier to go through if I don't know in advance what's supposed to be on the other side. [I don't even know.] I don't end up going through it, though. [If I attempted to, I don't remember it now.]

While walking around the outdoor area, I touch a metal hand rail and find that it feels real. I also try to walk through a low, rectangular concrete wall intended for seating, but it's just as real and solid to me as it would be in reality. [I think I just haven't fully convinced myself that I can walk through things like a ghost yet.]

I continue walking and find a small, amphitheater-like concrete area where there are big concert speakers set up, playing hip-hop or rap music. Facing the speakers is a picnic table with a bunch of teenagers sitting on it, all of whom are really into the music. One girl, however, is sitting on a bench off to the side by herself, reading a book. On the opposite side of the table from the speakers is a grassy lawn. Fifty or so yards away at the other end of the lawn, a live rock band is playing on another stage. I think it's kind of sad that the poorly-designed setup of the area, with the big speakers so nearby, means that no one is paying the band any attention. [What is it with me and rock concerts in my dreams lately? I don't have any plans to go to one in reality.] I think about talking to one of the teenagers there, but [for some unknown reason] decide not to.

The back of my left thigh started to itch, which made me aware of my real body again, which caused the dream to dissolve. I scratched it, now awake and disappointed at the interruption.