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1/8/11

1- No Option But Pain
I am a little bird who got on the wrong side of some vultures. They are waiting for me on the power line in front of the house; black-winged harbingers of Death. I die multiple times, but am forced to relive the experience until I get it right.

Finally I come up with a plan. I lead the vultures to the far end of the house, then escape out the other side without their knowledge. I fly as fast as my little wings can carry me, into the house next door. Now I am no longer a bird, but the spirit of a young girl. I float around until I find a strange looking tree house. I hear the vultures approaching, so I quickly enter the tree house, becoming myself again.

Within the tree house is a long, dark tunnel that smells of earth. On the right is a wire mesh that is keeping a bunch of deer-like creatures caged in a small room. They are all grazing and muttering things like, "Earl is returning!"

There are more rooms like this, with many different types of animals. I finally exit the tunnel and enter the main room, where a man and a woman are standing. The man introduces himself as Earl. He tells me he is just about to go search for his deer, who have escaped, but I tell him they are in their cage. "They must have known you were coming back," I say wryly.

I learn that this is a special haven of some sort, but before I can get the full explanation, we suddenly hear a loud roaring sound. Without warning, an airplane crashes through the ceiling and nearly slices me in half. I dodge as shrapnel comes flying from all directions. Another plane crashes, causing even more damage, and is quickly followed by another. This time, I am unable to dodge as the plane hits me full on and pins me to the ground.

When I awaken, my him feels as though it's broken. Someone comes up beside me and informs me that it is only dislocated. They kick it back into place and I pass out from the pain.

I wake up in a hospital a while later. Earl was damaged beyond repair, so the doctors brought him back withing the body of a cabbage patch doll. ((This is a common procedure in the future world that I am in, apparently.)) I notice two other cabbage patch dolls watching me, and I suspect them of being vultures.

1/6/11

1- Royal Manipulation
I am the daughter of the White Queen and the Red King. My mother is preparing for some sort of event that we are hosting, and she's trying to help me pick out a dress. I hate dresses, I think to myself with annoyance, but I have to play the part of the "good little Princess." No one will ever suspect what I'm REALLY up to.

After a lot of hassle, I manage to find a suitable dress for the event. My mother is wearing a dress so white that it practically hurts my eyes, and my father is wearing his usual red and black attire.

There is a lapse in time; the event is over, and I am watching a live video feed from a hidden camera I have installed in my mother's private chambers. She is cheating on my father with another man. "Perfect," I mutter to myself, grinning evilly. I "accidentally" leave the video out for anyone to get ahold of.

A bit later I find my mother walking down a hallway, and I quickly catch up to her. "Everyone knows what you've been doing," I say to her urgently. "If you don't come up with something quickly, you might have to abdicate the throne."

"Don't worry," she assures me. "I've already set my plan into action."

Her plan was a good one. She came up with a way to make my father look bad; bad enough to overshadow her infidelity. He is banished from the Kingdom and told never to return. I manage to locate him fairly quickly. "You've got to go into hiding," I tell him. "If they catch you back in the Kingdom, they'll kill you." I spend the rest of the dream leading him to the "perfect hiding place."

((Good grief. If this is what happened with Leroy and the Queen, it's no wonder they always try to kill me. ))

At the elementary school I went to, I'm walking around and trying to get in. The doors are locked and it's all boarded up. I walk around, heading towards the little post office and there's a bunch of people around and they're all drinking. Someone has a video camera and there's a bonfire too. I'm watching the video and I see myself with two other girls and I look happy.

...

I'm in a little village outside at night with my brothers, M's family, and his friends too. Everyone is drinking and having a good time. I go walk over to M and he sees me and starts to walk away, so I stop. Every time I get close to him he walks away. Then I see him with a girl with long brown hair, who seems closer to his age, and they are all over each other. So I push him and say "It's over! It's fucking OVER!" and I give him my wedding ring (which in the dream is bent and breaking). He isn't fazed by this at all, and I feel freed. I go tell my brother J but he isn't listening.

...

I'm in a bar about to leave and this big guy with way too many facial piercings comes up to me and asks if his spiked lip rings would be a problem if he applied for a job there. I say "uhh.. I don't know.. why don't you ask someone who works here.." as I kind of motion over to these girls by a hostess stand.

...

Something about a giant bottle of vodka, me spitting it out, and saying "whyyy!"

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I'm sitting with this random family outside at a picnic table and we are about to play Bananagrams. I am about to tell everyone how to play but this boy starts doing weird things with little colored chips and M&Ms and everyone is following along. I have no time for this so I get up and leave.

...

I am in a big old room with lots of bookshelves, like someone's library in their mansion. I'm with the kids in my class, and there are two ladies there who I think are supposed to be other staff. They start taking some of the kids outside, but when I see them taking CH I follow them and say "You don't know him well enough, I'll take him". I think its too cold to go outside so I stay in with him, and he starts singing "empty empty belly!" and I'm smiling.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Actually I'm tired and grumpy. I didn't get very much sleep.

04.30: Sleep

11.00: Bookstore
I'm in a car with my three friends G, Felix and Eric. It's dark outside and we're infront of a bookstore. G has something he has to do in there and tells me to go knock. I get out of the car and walk up to the door. It's completely dark in the store but I still knock. Nothing happens for a long time. The door opens after some time and its getting brighter. I get in and start looking at a few books. I want to find an old book I had when I was a kid, it was about a new planet and surviving and stuff. I only find alot of "Wheel of Time" books and two other interesting ones. I grab those two and hand them to the girl behind the register.

"That'll be 18 kr" she tells me. I am amazed by how cheap they are. I hand her a 20 kr bill. She hands me way too much change back and I decide to keep my mouth shut, greedy bastard that I am. I push my way through a long queue to another register and meet up with Eric and G. "Hey dude, I bought you a book!" I tell Eric, he doesn't read. "Just take it atleast, I don't care if you read it" I say in hopes of him actually reading it. "Actually I know you won't, so I'll just keep it" I say and keep the book.

11.00: Rich dad
I'm walking down the road in the summer. I don't know why, but I was about to get a blowjob. A girl positions takes my hand and leads me further up the street. She positions me ontop of a few cut tiles. She takes one and puts it under my legs so that I will be in the best position. "Oh wait, I just gotta pee" I say as I notice my bladder's full. I run across the street to a couple of trees. My dad is sitting in a park and he smiles at me. I walk up to the mountain and takes a piss. Afterwards I can hear my dad talking to someone. I start climbing the mountain and I almost fall off as my nice black shoes won't get a proper grip.

I step on a fire ant nest and get up on the thing. Suddenly I'm not on a mountain anymore, but I still am. I can hear two of our master chef's arguing about something. I spot several plates filled with cakes and cookies and I realise I'm up on the attic. The younger one of the two women starts speaking "Remember that I am the boss now, not you" and she stalks off. My dad is really depressed and I get kinda sad for him, all that money but no happiness. I find a very nice coffee cup that I grab and climb down to my dad. I greet him and we start talking. I mention a czech hockey player. "Is he good?". "Yeah, we played once but we didn't get along" he tells me.

12.00: Fragments
*I'm looking at a map of Sweden. I can see several big houses with labels on there. Rich family houses. The next scene I'm at a table reading a newspaper about some old rich guy who died. There are a few rich people at the table aswell.

*My friend Felix tells me he's together with a chick he's been hitting on. They haven't met yet.

12.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 6 hours

Supplements before bed: Nothing

That's it!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

So, I start off at some random house. It's a bit dim inside, and it seems as if this room may just be some sort of dresser storage room. WTF? Anyway...there's some evil guy just being his evil self. hurting people, being chaotic, etc. My recall wasn't the very greatest for this dream though, because I didn't do my mantra, and I fell asleep unprepared for good recall. In fact, I fell asleep randomly while playing my DSi. But then, a spark of luck. I instantly became lucid without my dream signs!!!!! Yes! I was happy to know I achieved lucid dream number 75! Well, since I was here, I figured I would stop this evil man. But I feel a bit stupid, because I had completely forgotten my task to get the last three dragon balls. Oh well, next time.

So, I see there is a gun. I fire, and no ammo. I aim, fire and make gun noises like a retard. I figure: Hey, lucid dream, it might work. I didn't though. So, I had an idea. I turned around. I start to think using intent: I know there is gun with ammo behind me, I plan it! I turn around, and there is my gun. Sweet! I think I recall it was a Barret 50 Cal. sniper rifle.
Sweet! I take a few shots. Nothing effected him! What the hell?Then, I have another idea. I run over to a further position. I get in ,my fighting stance. Time to blow the f*ck out of this dude. It's time to try out: The Galick Gun. My first go on it. This might not work, but I have to try.I start to power up greatly. I am now in the purple surging energy of the Galick Gun.
I'm all charged now. I loudly and proudly announce "GALICK GUN!" and I fire the deadly purple beam at the evil man.

The beam fires and hits him directly! YES! The smoke creas up, and...0.0 He's still alive?! Damn, this guy's tough! However, I now realize that he's badly injured. Time to finish this. I sprint over to him. Standing next to him, I hold a hand in the air. Time for a Destructo Disc! I begin to charge it. It's charged, and I throw it.
The disc hits him, and cuts him in half! He's dead. Now, I leave the room, and there's my Dad. Then suddenly, I awake.

I know I had at least three dreams. I probably need to start writing them down immediately when i wake up instead of at the end of the whole night.

Edit: Dream one...I was watching some show where there was a lot of blood and over the top violence. There was a wall that had all these satanic symbols pop up. Something like "dead or alive" kept showing up. My sister was asking me if ever played the video game version of the movie that was playing, and I was telling her there was no way it could have been the one I was thinking off.

My brother started talking to me about ordering pizza. He said something like "every time I come out here, I'm going to order pizza for you, and if you're not here, give me a call, and I'll bring it to you". I started having a really undeserving feeling about things, and began to cry.


dream two...WILD or DEILD crazy sex with some brunette chick

Dream three.....something about being at a place with a lot of people. >< almost seemed like I was on vacation. I think I remember seeing a couple of tropical themed bars or something.

The dream starts with someone explaining something about 'offside-shootings'. I am watching a document, and my view shifts into it. I am now walking with a camera in my hand, filming a man that steals a car. He throws a dog that was in the car off the car, somehow the dog ends up in a big rubbish bin. I go to the bin and film the dog. It looks sadly at my. I start backing up. An old woman appears and helps the dog off the rubbish bin. I walk for a while. A police officer has stopped the car thief.
I walk to the car. "You already seem to have several cars so I guess it's okay if I confiscate your car", the officer says to the thief. "Sure, I'll just take my stuff", the thief answers. He takes a packet from the car. The commentator says that theres a gun in the packet. I and the police officer get in the car. I look at the thief. He is curling his fingers like he would be pulling the trigger of the gun.
We drive off. The police officer asks if I want to drive (or then I asked if I could drive). Anyway I agree. I am now driving the car (I don't have a driving license), though the wheel is on the right side of the car (like in the UK). I see a police car. "That will lead us to the police station", I say to the police officer and follow the car. It turns to someone's yard. I state that the car doesn't lead us to the police station after all. I drive for a while and almost hit several children.
We arrive to an intersection. I push the brake and manage to stop in time. I start turning to right but remember that the police station is to the left. I drive for a while and realize that the police officer doesn't know I don't have a driving license. I realize that it doesn't matter because I'm dreaming. I consider telling the officer that I don't have a license, just to annoy her but then I decide to do the task of the year. I also consider driving around for a while, but decide to do the task now because the dream has already continued for quite a while.
I teleport off the car, to the bar. I decide that because Casablanca is black and white, the dream should also be. So when people start forming around me, everything is black and white. The teleporting worsened the dream's quality, but luckily I still am in deep sleep. I see Sam and ask him to play something for me. He starts playing a jazz piece I've never heard before. At the same time I see the sheet music in front of me. After he has finished the piece, a woman arrives. Shortly after this the dream ends.

I read on here that Vitamin B6 can make your dreams more intense. I thought it couldn't do any harm to try it, maybe it would even help me get lucid in some small way.

So far it's been a bad idea for me. I sometimes have these bad night terrors, usually combined with sleep walking (or sleep running and screaming as is the case for me), and since I haven't had any recently, it never occurred to me that Vitamin B would have any effect on them. Ya... WRONG!

Two nights now after taking it I have had intense and horrible terrors. They always end with me shooting out of bed to run down the hall in a panicked scream. So I don't think I'll be taking it again

I am in a forest with a lot of other people, we are all on our way to a specific location. I don't remember where that place is, or what we are going there to do, but I figure I will find out in time. I don't have to admit I have completely forgotten everything I am supposed to remember for this mission. I think of it as a mission, but nothing about the situation triggers me to make a RC. Instead I continue following the rest of the group, doing my best to pretend I know exactly what I am doing there. We finally reach our destination, which is the top of a cliff at the edge of the forest. There are small plateaus that can be reached from the main land mass, they are a bit too far to jump to, but some fallen logs form bridges. We are attacked! I look around at the enemies, there are a variety of enemies, some of them are human, others look like orcs or goblins. Everyone is fighting, fighting with swords and shields mostly… but I have neither! So what am I supposed to do? I am watching the fight, not sure what to do, when someone approaches me on a horse… I look at the man, he looks familiar, he looks like Lucius Malfoy from Harry Potter?! He hands me a sword, commenting I seem to have lost my own, but this one would more than suffice. He adds to ride the horse if I choose, he's going in on foot from here. But make sure the horse doesn't get hurt, that's one of his best horses! With that, he charges into the battle, pulling out a sword of his own, and attacking the enemies. He is fighting on our side, but the entire situation seems odd. Before that can lead to a RC, however, I am attacked. So I act to defend myself. The details of the fight are amazingly vivid. I can't help but notice the feel of the sword as it meets resistance, as it cuts into the flesh of a man attacking me, but there is not much resistance… the sword is clearly razor sharp. I cut open one enemy attacking me, then I turn around in time to run the sword through a second enemy. I'm being attacked from behind, the sword cuts the enemy I just ran through almost in half before cutting into the next. I notice someone pushing the log bridges off of the ledge, taking enemies with them. The battle continues, the fight is still vivid, the feel of the sword cutting through my enemies… until we are victorious.

The dream seems to shift here, and now I find myself in front of a video game system playing a video game. I see I am playing the game with my ex-boyfriend, James, was all of that just a game? It didn't feel like a game, there's no way a game can be that vivid… James wants to play the game some more, he is moving his character around, looking for fights so he can level up. I am bored with that, and I hear someone in the carport, so I head out there. I am not in the house I live in right now, but instead I am in the house where I used to live somewhere around 10 years ago. I enter the carport and find my mother, and my late grandmother out there. They are arguing a bit, it seems my grandmother is angry that she is unable to drive right now. It seems she has lost her license due to poor eyesight… although being dead certainly doesn't help. They argue a bit more, so I go out into the back yard and look at the pool we have there. I am thinking I want to take a swim. It isn't especially hot, but it is far from cold, too. I put my hand in the water and find it feels nice, so I think I will go swimming. I go back into the house, I tell James I want to go for a swim. He can either keep playing games, or join me, either way. He says he will keep playing. I say ok, then I go to get my swimsuit. In another room, though it isn't my bedroom, I find the swimsuit in a closet. I take it out, and I hear a meow behind me. I look and see no sign of a cat, however. I hear more meows, I still see no cat… and then I wake up and find out the cat is not a dream cat, but rather it is a cat in my waking life… cute little Midna! I pet her and give her reason to purr, which she does. =^_^=

I had about 10min long LD this night and I even had some control.

I cant remember how it started, but I think it was an FA. I flew try a window (kept my eyes closed) and fell to my yard. I saw my grandparents dog near my fence, barking to some other dogs across the street. I flew over the fence and noticed it was night. I decided to try to change it to day and closed my eyes thinking "when I open my eyes it will be day". It didnt quite work, so I tried to just shout "DAY!" and this time it worked (I even said "thank you" for some reason). I started flying over an road on top of some cars (when I say "fly" its more like "floating on the same height as a normal cars roof is"). I came to an door and opened it. On the other side there was some sort of arcade (with 2 games). The boy playing with the other game asked me to do something because he was in the top 10 (eight if I remember right). When I had done it everyone else disappeared and the lights went off. I shouted "LIGHTS!" and they came back on. I started to look for exit and found it, but there was a pile of burning carbage, or something, blocking the way. I pointed at the pile and said "disappear!" and it vanished in front of my eyes. I walked outside and saw, that I was in some city. I also saw my sister, cousin and grandmother there. Something made me lose lucidity for about 20 seconds, but after that I started to look at the buildings. In front of me there was about 6 storey high apartment. I flew up to look in from some windows and tried to open a door, but it when I opened it, it was a refrigerator, not a front door (weird). I walked behind the building and it was completely different. It was more like a countryside village where there were many small shops. But i couldnt explore more, because my dream started to fade and I woke up

I am in bed, it's not my waterbed, so I know I'm dreaming. I open my eyes and see the curtains around my bed, so I even know which Hogwarts I'm at. I find my trunk at the foot of my bed, so I'm able to dress before I get out of bed. Things are going according to schedule, just like most of the other days I have spent at the Hogwarts where I am a student… I go down to the great hall, eat breakfast, then I head for classes. It is during the lunch break that things get a bit odd, the first thing I notice is Harry and Hermione huddled together talking about something urgent. I get closer and I hear they are talking about Ron, Harry is holding a piece of parchment in his one hand and is repeatedly referencing it. I figure it won't look odd for a Slytherin to be rude, so I go over and snatch the paper right out of Harry's hand, he turns around with a surprised, "Hey!" I scan the parchment quickly, it says Harry is to come alone to the old Riddle house and trade himself for Ron or they will send Ron back to Hogwarts… piece by piece. It says Harry has 24 hours to show up at the Riddle house, or he would be receiving an owl soon, and that owl would be carrying one of Ron's fingers. "These people are sure sick fucks, aren't they?" I comment. I hand the parchment back to Harry and walk away, leaving both of them confused. As I am leaving, however, I tell Harry not to do anything, Ron will be back before the end of class today. Harry is still trying to ask questions, but I hurry through the halls to get somewhere no one will see me.

I get out of the castle, then I am thinking of the best way to get into the Riddle house and come back with Ron. Well, why not give them what they want? And then make them sorry they did… I transform into Harry Potter and summon a Firebolt broom, then I take to the sky and head for where I feel the Riddle house is. I get bored flying like that, so I open a portal to get much closer. I fly over to the house on my broom, coming in for a landing in front of the house, right out in the open, so they would think they had gotten their way. A couple death eaters come out the front, so I demand they release Ron immediately. They say not so fast, they say they will take me to him. We enter a room that looks like a cellar, though the way they have it set up, it is more of a dungeon or a torture chamber. Ron is chained to a table, none other than Bellatrix Lestrange is standing over him… I blurt out that she's supposed to be in Azkaban, she sneers at me and said she obviously escaped, Lucius isn't the only one with powerful friends to help him escape Azkaban… she then mutters a couple of expletives regarding the little bitch who left her in Azkaban… I tell them to release Ron immediately, Bellatrix says she doesn't think so, she'd love to see his parents' faces when they start receiving pieces of their precious son. Ron says I shouldn't have come, but of course he thinks I am Harry. I tell Bellatrix I will give her one more chance to release Ron before I take her and leave her someplace that makes Azkaban look like a relaxing vacation getaway. She looks at me as most people look down at a small child boasting of abilities they don't have. I tell her I am being completely serious. She says I should fuck off, she'd kill me herself, but the Dark Lord wants that pleasure. I ask her if Voldemort has her check his colon while she has her face up his ass. She says I just cost Ron one of his fingers and moves towards Ron.

I figure it's time for a nice show, I focus on the song Prayer by Disturbed, like I did when giving a nightmare previously, but instead of transporting Bellatrix to another location, I blend it with Master of Puppets to make it entirely a mental nightmare… "You don't believe I can send you to your own personal hell?" I ask, "Another nightmare about to come true will manifest right now, bring to life everything that you fear…" She doesn't seem to be paying any attention to me anymore, she is beside Ron, who I think might have soiled himself, she moves to carry out her threat, to cut him, but then she stops short. She stars at Ron with a look of shocked amazement, asks how he is doing that… how is he doing what? She takes a couple steps back, and then screams, I wonder what nightmare she is now witnessing? Whatever it is, I know it is her worst fear… She backs away frantically, trips over something on the floor, and falls on her ass. One of the other death eaters asks if she is ok, she looks at him and tells him to stay away from her, stay back! The two death eaters are looking at each other, clearly perplexed. Bellatrix is still holding the knife she was going to cut Ron with, now she threatens the other two death eaters with it… she pulls out her wand and threatens them with that, too. She is babbling incoherently… While the death eaters are occupied with her, I go over and free Ron. Ron is asking me what is going on with Bellatrix, I tell him she is having a really nasty nightmare, Ron says she is awake, I say that doesn't matter with a nightmare this intense… now let's get out of here. One of the death eaters looks like he is going to try to stop us, but Bellatrix cries out as he approaches us… "NOOOOO!!! I won't let you betray me!!!" then she runs up behind him and stabs him in the back with her large knife. He falls over, she continues to stab him over and over and over again, laughing like a maniac. The other death eater tries to use a stun spell on her, she sluffs it off and charges him with the knife, covered in blood, he ends up using a death curse on her, at which point she drops dead.

I am already at the exit with Ron, the death eater is still in shock from Bellatrix's behavior, and so is Ron… he keeps repeating, "Bloody hell… bloody hell…" over and over again, I tell him we have to go now and I lead him to the exit, up and out of the Riddle house. I hand Ron the Firebolt I used to get there on, he asks what I will use, so I summon a second Firebolt, I'll use this one, of course! We take to the sky before the one remaining death eater down there even becomes visible at the door to the Riddle house. Ok, well now I am in the air and away from the Riddle house, and I don't really care if Ron sees what I can do, so I change form back into Raven Knight. Bad choice, Ron almost falls off of his broom, I reach out and steady him, I remark I thought he knew how to fly a broom. He responds with yet another repetition of, "Bloody hell!" I say that is getting rather redundant. You have made it abundantly clear that Hell is, indeed, a bloody place. Ron finally stops repeating himself, but that doesn't mean there is much of an improvement in his speech… "Why did you… how did you… why would you… but you're from… that means…" I tell him if he manages a complete sentence I might actually understand him. He finally settles on asking how I did that, I tell him it's a simple shape shifting spell I learned elsewhere. He asks why I helped him… I ask why not? If he thinks what house we're in at Hogwarts makes a difference, then he has a lot to learn. I stun him back into silence by opening a portal back to the Hogwarts area. I find Harry and Hermione, out in the grounds now, still debating what they should do about Ron when we land there, I indicate Ron, and announce not only did I get him back by the end of class, he is back by the end of lunch! Now top that! I leave the three of them there, heading off back into the castle.

Plans: No plans, but to remember something, unlike last night. The idea of dictating my dream notes, and maybe even whole dreams, is an epic fail as of now. Back to the iPod notes, if no success, back to pencil and paper to switch things up.

I wake up in bed at Hogwarts. I notice this right away since I'm not my waterbed. I roll over lazily, I really don't want to get up yet, but I feel I'm going to have to do just that. I let out a sigh and sit up in bed, I think I already know where I am, so I look for the trunk at the foot of the bed which usually contains my clothes. The trunk isn't there, and neither is the curtain around my bed. I am also alone in the room, there aren't any other beds, it is clear I have this room to myself. It takes me a couple minutes, but then I realize I'm not a student at this Hogwarts... I'm a teacher. I get out of bed and dress before heading out of my bedroom and into an office. I go from the office into a classroom, this is where I have to wait for students. I look at a book on my desk, a book entitled "Out of the Darkness" by Raven Knight. I'm sure I never actually wrote that book, but it is there. I look in the book and I see the next spell to be taught is Whiplash, which can reflect any spell back at its caster. A very useful spell. Usually I start with this one, but somehow I got distracted onto other spells this time. I haven't waited long before students start coming inside, I watch them enter and take their seats, some of them are acting particularly immature, those someones are Draco, Crabb, Goyle, Harry, and Ron. They finally take their seats so class can begin. I show them the spell Whiplash, we practice it, but nothing unusual happens. I finish teaching the other classes without incident, too.

Not dream Non lucid Lucid
4:30-10:00 PM
While trying to do a MILD during a nap, I successfully slipped from half-wake to dream state. First accidental WILD. I was relaxing and had a hypnagogic hallucination that I was hovering just above my bed. Then a dream scene enveloped me and I was instantly lucid without dreamsigns/RC's. Little to no rush. I was in a small dark beige-colored room with a door in front of me. It lasted 5 seconds before I turned to face another wall and slowly realized the wall was my bedroom ceiling.

Reading web news about Syn making a choice to leave A7X. "My Quit or ??? Departure". Talking about them moving base between 2 cities and Syn's difficulty with that.

1:00-4:00 AM
I learned about stabilization on DVChat and vowed to try it in my next LD.

4:00 AM - 10:00 AM
Longest LD I've ever had to date - felt like around an hour. I don't remember much of the plot, only fragments of the whole dream, which I'm sure is 1 dream. I got lucid in a walled area, but forgot how (no RC's or dreamsigns, and no rush.) When I became lucid, I realized I had to stabilize and maniacally touched the walls and floor. It worked! The dream felt stable. I spun around to make sure the dream lasted and it did. (I went on touching floors and walls in the rest of the dream to prolong it. At one point I remember yelling "Stabiliiiiize~~!!" when I reached an indoor room and started pawing the walls.) I left the building into an open field and started successfully doing control. I made the ground turquoise and the clouds red. (Though I thought "sky: red", only the clouds turned red.) I did many more color changes that I can't remember. Most amazingly though was telekinesis. I could make small objects rise with mind command, and with what I now call a "finger flick" (a flick of my left index), make them fly in the pointed direction.
Next bits are bits and pieces of what I did in the dream in no plot order.
- I succeeded summoning Gates! I was in a computer lab of some sort and used passive control. I believed and knew he was sitting in the row behind me. I turned and there he was. (In the attire of the purple lazer pic) I went to him and tried to think of a good opening line, and told him I was looking for someone named Synyster Gates. Crafty bitch pointed to a midget bent old lady and said she was Synyster Gates. I had no idea what to say. He took me to her and we were brought out of the room. I later brought her back but Gates was gone.

-A game show where people had some cards in front of them. I turned invisible and used telekinesis and the finger flick to chuck the cards around.

-I teleported myself backstage to an A7X concert.

-I showed off telekinesis/finger-flick skills to Wong Lee and others. Victoria wasn't too impressed. I remember walking on an expansive field and walking onto a construction site on a gigantic red squishy tomato where Ivy was working. I left and worried if I should wake up, since I thought I was asleep at school during lunchtime and was probably missing some classes. But I thought it would be a waste, so I spun and continued. Victoria came over and I told her I was in a dream and showed telekinesis (failed on large objects, succeeded on small). She asked me about the major project and I said "Later" but felt bad for procrastinating. I went into an apartment bottom with her and used the finger flick to make a fan on the ceiling spin so quickly it lighted up. Lotty was there too and warned that it was releasing sparks. While exclaiming, I got hit with the falling sparks - it stung.

-A domestic helper I didn't recognize talked about a new bra. My mom told me she'd bought a new pushup. I used passive control to make my boobs bigger and wore the new grey pushup.

Wake.

Notes:
Longest, best-control LD to date (b/c of stabilization techniques). First attempt at and success at stabilization.
Dream accomplishments: Stabilization, significant passive control, summoning person, large-scale color change, telekinesis.

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Journalizing has helped me make my dream world much more active and helped me get closer to a reoccurring short haired girl but with an unintended consequence, the power of intention. I have been thinking of the short haired girl a lot in order to pull her into me dreams more but this has also brought girls like her into my life. Usually I see maybe one short haired girl a month today I saw 4 and they were in my face too and that's not counting the blond with short hair that kept walking in front of me!


Dream 1: Telekinesis
Nonlucid
We were sitting at tables like those in a high school classroom and this guy, a table away, wanted me to pass a folded piece of paper to the girl between us. She was facing away from him. He held it up for me to reach way over and get but I realized this was not the waking world and focused to use my telekinesis (TK) and raised my hand to better focus my TK for the small movements that would be needed. Then he looked at me like “Well? Take it!” I used the TK to lift it out of his hand and into hers. He was shocked and his hand just stayed like he still had the paper note in it while he hung his mouth open in awe. The girl was like “what’s this?”

Dream 2: Remember this?
nonlucid
I was in my old job hating it.
Upon waking I realized that all the things in the dream I had forgotten while I am transitioning between careers. Now I remember all of the things that lead me to change careers in the first place! Thanks dream world!

I am playing basketball, but the ball is one used for dodge ball. I think nothing of this because it still bounces and can be used to toss into a net. Mr. C is playing on my team. There are way too many people playing. We almost always have the ball, rather, I almost always have the ball. It seems to be deflating, and sticking to my hand! It is getting annoying. I am about to toss the ball to Mr. C when I wake up.