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Went to bed 12:15
Goals: teleport
Short fragmented dreams today
5:OOSunny, stone walkways, medieval setting, magic, reminiscent of a video game

6:15 Had a dream that i living in a big grow room. I had big lights hanging from the roof that spanned half of the room and then on the other side was my bed. I rem seeing a small forest of plants under the lights. The lights were really long tubes with shiny white reflectors on top and the plants underneath were all quite big and bushy. Sarah was in this dream and i rem wondering why she was ok with all of this weed in my room. I rem lying in bed with her and she starts to touch me, then rem some brief non lucid sex. aftewrwards i just kind of lied there until she told me to get off.

*I rem talking to my sister about something and her friend is listening. She asks like how to submit or something and her friend says you just dont resist what is happening. In the dream hearing her friend talk annoyed me

*I rem going to the bathroom, public bathroom somewhere, but when i when i walk in i see that guy tom waling out in a red shirt. The bathroom is really big and he is still far away from me, i turn around and head right back out the door, dont rem where it takes me though.

*I feel like i was at school at one point and also feel like i was working in a restaurant at another point.

7:52 Walking through the hallway of like a school and im carrying a big tray with many food items. I rem seeing a container filled with muffins. I rem walking down the hallway and passing a group of people. I almost bump into some dude in a black shirt but say excuse me so him and his friend move out of the way. The other friend says something and i say something else too not sure what though

8:54 I just rem talking to my bro, and wanting to tell him i had a lucid dream.

I had a dream about a cousin of mine, I was single and was going to ask him out ((LMAO..dont even like him!!!)) I was at my mom and dads house and my cousin was at his house ((he wasnt my cousin in my dream, just a friend)) I went over to His place..i was wearing a longish pink flowery skirt, we sat in his room and watched a film on tv. His dad came in and asked me to change my earphones because mine wasn't working ((not that i was wearing any lol)) I tried them and he was right they didn't work, his dad laughed and said "you didn't turn them on properly" My cousin put his hand on my leg and i lifted my skirt a little. I had to go back to my mom and dads house My uncle was there i think it was my uncles birthday party , my aunty was there aswell. I was scared to ask my cousin out, i thought about what to say but never ended up asking him. I went back to his house, i couldn't find him so i went upstairs to his room and sat down.I got my mobile and was going to text him but then he came up and came into the room. I said "i was just gonna text you then" I looked on my phone and there was a text on there that i hadn't sent it said "where are you?" He then got his phone out and said "whats your number and we can exchange" i looked at my phone and then woke up.

Dream 2: I was at a restaurante with someone else and was getting some food, we had a choice of cooked fingers or cooked legs ((lol)) I had the fingers, the fingers were smaller and had less meat on, the other person had the legs ((yuck))

Dream 3: I was in the bathroom with my hubby, he was having a shower and I was on the floor doing something. Suddenly my hubby threw his soapy foam at me and it landed straight in my eye, I said "you done that on purpose" he said "i didn't" and then he began laughing as he thought it was sooo funny

1500's With Guns: (non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm walking on the outskirts of a town. I remember the town from another dream, only it is less colorful now due to the fact that the sun is going down. The town is at the bottom of a large hill, and was filled with buildings from the 1500's. Where my friend and I are walking was on the upper part of the hill- looking down onto the village. My friend was holding a 20 ga shot gun, and he had a .22 rifle strapped on his back for me. Both of the guns looked nefarious due to the fact that they were slightly rusted, but yet still maintaining enough shine to have the glow from the setting sun reflect off of them.

The dirt made loud crunching sounds while we walked. For some reason, I felt the need to keep looking at my feet. I glanced ahead and my friend was starting to move towards the town. I followed him, and took my .22 by its dirty green shoulder strap. I kept the butt of the gun tight in my shoulder.

I don't remember the sun setting, but by the time we were in the middle of the town, the sun had faded away to be replaced by the moon. There was a river the ran through the heart of the town. It's water flowed smoothly, and looked crystal clear. Due to the fact that we had made it into the town without harm, we decided to unload our weapons.

My .22 was a break barrel. To unload the gun, you have to literally pull down on the barrel of the gun. For some reason, when I pulled down on it, bullets came flying out. Most landed in the water to make *splunk* sounds, but some landed on the cobblestone streets with a *clink* sound. The sounds were loud enough to startle the public. I heard people running and yelling, get closer and closer to us. I noticed an old inn to the right of us. I pointed to it and we ran inside.

Night before 7/7/11

My friends and I were searching for something in the wilderness- I don't know what- when we found a girl my age (14) who apparently ran away and found a house in the wilderness. And let me tell you, she was beautiful. I could go on and on about her but I would probably bore you, so I'll skip to the details. Anyway, she played this 'game' where you have a long rope and there's a rope net high up off the ground (maybe 30 feet) and somehow you swing under the net with your rope... if you don't understand, it's okay because my dream was very bizarre after I met her. She was very much into me as I was into her, and we hung out a lot and kissed and stuff. About 2/3 of he way through I told my self "this must be a dream... this could never happen in real life!" and thus became lucid. My friends and I played her 'game' and there were attack dogs under the net so we had to be careful. About this time, I lost lucidity and woke up, it's okay though because it was a good dream.

Goals:
Gone With the Wind TOTY

NOTE: I was SOOOO close to completing the TOTY. It's not even funny how close I was. I almost completed it, until a fucking lawn mower woke me up! That just blows so much, it's not even remotely funny.

I start off in the water. Oddly, this is in school(DS). It's the last day, and we're having our Field Day competitions. There's a life-sized chess obstacle course in which we're using real people who're actually fighting! I'm OB the course now. The first person to give their celebrity the ear buds and listen to music wins. They're placed at the top of a tower like structure. The opposing team's celebrity, if I recall right, is Lady Ga Ga. Our celebrity is Selena Gomez. Oh, liking our celebrity. So, we now begin hitting each other and trying to get the iPod and ear buds. I rip through and get them. I start to run towards the tower. Another girl steals them, and climbs. She almost hands the buds to Lady Ga Ga, when I steal them back. I run around and go up the stairs to the top. I hand them to Selena, who puts them in. I look at the iPod, which is a 4th Generation iPod Touch(What I'm typing this entry with!). The song is "Sometimes You Can't Make It On Your Own" by U2. We are now declared the winners! I tell Selena U2 is awesome. She agrees. She then kisses me on the cheek. Okay, like...turn on!
"Well, I'm in a relationship now, so we can't date." Selena says. Okay, at least I have a chance! "But do you want me to hook you up with someone?"
"Hell yeah!" I reply.
"Okay, I'll meet with you tomorrow at your house." Selena says. Awesome! So I go back into the water, which is nice and warm. My older brother comes to pick me up. I tell him that Selena Gomez(he's a huge fan of her) kissed me on the cheek. He actually says he doesn't care, and tells mr about a dream he had. We get home, which is rearranged(dreams). We're in the garage, when a helicopter lands in our drive way. We here Selena's voice. My brother smiles, and we run outside. There are multiple dudes in the chopper with her. She says they're holding her captive. The chopper flies off, but those dumbasses crash it into a set of garages. I speed fly there. Wait, flight?!
"This is a dream!" I say upon landing on the garage set. Time to fuck these assholes up. Selena gets out and runs to me. The guys get out and three of them charge. Big! Mistake!
"Kamehame......" they're wondering what I'm doing as they charge me. "HA!" I blast them all away at point blank range. That had to hurt! I see two more on the ground. I fire a full power ki wave at them and kill them. Then, I see the rest running towards a locker. That's weird, these garages are attached to the condominium, and a bunch of lockers on top. I charge at them. I extend a hand.
"Big Bang Attack!" I shout. They all get into a locker, but they get blown up anyway. Idiots. Shit! I now realize I have to do the TOTY! I have no time to spare! I start taking control of my five senses in my dream body to maintain lucidity longer. The dream now feels more realistic since I did that. I take out a Pokéball now.
"Latios! Go!" I shout throwing the ball. It lands and comes back as a Latios comes out. I put the ball away and go over to Latios. Latios is being disobedient, and keeps staying back. Ah screw Latios, I'll fly myself. So I now speed fly away. I'm looking for the house I remember seeing Rhett and Scarlett at in a YouTube video. Ah-ha! I find it and land. I go up the stairs, as the two of them come out.
"Wherever shall I go? Whatever shall I do?" Scarlett asks in a crying voice.
"Frankly my dear, I don't give a damn." Rhett replies. Time to make my speech.
"You don't give a damn, huh?" I say. The two notice me and are paying close attention now. "Do you realize what you're about to do, Rhett? You're about to leave the only woman you've ever truly loved. You will always regret this. And look how old you're getting now! I don't know when this movie was made, but I sure as hell know it was before eHarmony was ma--" My Dad and little brother show up now. My Dad interupts and takes me by force! We're driving, and my Dad keeps demanding I show him my DJ entries. I keep telling him no. I eventually fly away and I'm back at the place. I continue.
"I know this movie was made before eHarmony was! You'll be dead by the time it's created. You'll never find another love. You'll be a lonely man for the rest of your life. You will sit in a--" I hear a lawn mower. It's getting really loud now. I then, awake! I still hear the lawn mower. It's outside, and it woke me the fuck up! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

I found myself standing in the American southwest desert, around the golden hour. The soil was a deep red, and the desert was dotted with small scrub-like plants. A lone saguaro stood in the center of the desert. Though I did not know how I had arrived in this place, I knew what I had to do: find my lost book, The Confessions of St. Augustine. A man, possibly the owner of the property, came walking up to me and handed the lost book to me, asking if it was mine.

After I had found the book, I walked to the south and came upon two Austrian pines which had branches broken off, presumably because of snowfall. In itself, this was not out of the ordinary, but each tree had had one branch broken off--and the decimated branches were around six feet thick, which gave the appearance of a large tree trunk protruding from one side of the tree. As I looked down, I found that my book had transformed into an Android tablet with a 3x5 inch screen and a large Querty keyboard running Ubuntu linux 11.04 As I decided to try to switch it over to KDE, a different window manager, the dream shifted.

I found myself in a room, holding a metal bar. I thought that I could be dreaming, so I tested the dream by bending the bar. I bent the bar and realized I was dreaming. I did not know where I was napping in real life. The dream started to fade, I felt myself laying on a bed, I knew it could be a false awakening but I didnt want to destroy the dream on that chance. I concentratied and stabalized the dream. I started walking around and thought it would be nice if i pulled a sword from behind my back. I reached back and grabed nothing. I tried again and nothing. I decided to reach my hand to my hip but alas no sword like last dream. The dream started to fade but I got it back. I then got the thought to take off my shoes, random thought I had and it made sense at the time. I was in the middle of taking off my right shoe and it faded on me, I lost all sensory input. The dream ended.

Had a dream the whole month of June transported me to medieval times (probs. too much Game of Thrones). Instead of going to my own house, I was sent to my mother's. In the dream, she was incredibly obese and owned a market and her two daughters were to help run it. At some point my cat was traded for a monkey. At any rate, my sister planted cries for help near or on most of the items for sale.

I woke up and thought about how near to reality the whole situation was, aside from the time of the setting (in the near future I have agreed to help manage a garage sale to help pay for certain expenses), and then decided to try and re-enter. The trick was not giving a fuck, while thinking about how the dream could continue.

Back in the dream-that-is-reality, I find a friend has been jailed. The only option at this point is to break away from the mother while finding a way for my sister to escape (that's always been the goal). Only then can I reclaim my friend. A half-dozen missile-fireworks are seen flying across the horizon and their impact is heard outside the market. An unrecognizable female familiar has blown our house apart and half the market to pieces using her new weapon invention. My mother takes off a pin she was wearing, as do a couple of those she was speaking with over a porcelain doll. She comments that she has lost belief in her country--it is not safe anymore.

And then I wake up and it's 7:30 and I'm all, "Fuck this why do I lack the ability to sleep in." And then I shower, go on Dreamviews, type the dream, and end it with a doubly self-referential statement.

Thursday, July 7th

I. First Actual Experience With Vibration State

Went to bed 11:30, woke up at 5 trying to do a regular WBTB. I decided to do something I wouldn’t want to deal with when I woke up. I cleaned the kitchen. This took about a half hour. My goal was to fall back asleep normally. I stayed awake too long and/or got too much light for that.

I tried lying still for awhile but was feeling exactly the same after another half hour. After relaxing thoroughly I lay back down and closed my eyes to listen to music and wait for morning.

Music helped me let go a lot more than binaural beats or even silence. First of all I didn’t have to wear headphones, and second I have found every binaural beat I’ve ever listened to extremely creepy. If it’s completely silent then I am distracted by even the tiniest noises. Music worked perfectly, however it may have prevented me from falling asleep later.

While listening I began meditating briefly on each chakra point. After this I did something with my breath where on the inhale I thought of a ball of energy forming at the root chakra and on exhale I thought of this ball shooting up my spinal chord, through every chakra point and out of the top of my head.

I did this only three times and suddenly an actual beam of energy came shooting into my head. This was quite surprising but then I remembered this was actually something I was inadvertently trying to do to myself. I have experienced what I thought was sleep paralysis one time, it was incredibly uncomfortable and I felt like I had stopped breathing, but this was different. This felt like electricity, and it spread out of my head to the rest of my body. It was altogether very pleasant but also quite powerful. Staying relaxed as best as I could, I continued the breathing thing.

The room that I’m sleeping in formed on my closed eyelids as if I was seeing through them. I engaged the vision but this caused my physical eyes to open – and they then became a problem through the rest of this attempt. It was then past 6 a.m and despite there being a blanket on my window there was still enough light coming into the room that it took effort for me to keep my eyes from opening up. I decided I was going to have to move.

I grabbed a shirt, put it over my eyes and lay down. I could still feel my body literally buzzing. The vibrations weren’t hard to get to come back. I wasn’t able to leave my body or form a dream image from this state because of either my eyes, the music or both.

However, some other things happened. At one point, (it could possibly have been the music but) I distinctly heard a voice say something to me in a loud whisper I couldn’t understand. I could still identify the voice as somebody who is in the downstairs of this place sleeping right now. I heard it right near the door, but knew at the time not to acknowledge it. I also felt my body fall asleep a little bit later, experiencing a sleep paralysis that was much nicer than the first one I brought on months ago. Feeling my eyes roll back into my head was peculiar.

They wouldn’t stop moving around and I really could not shift my focus away enough to get anywhere past the vibration state, so I lay there for another hour or so just feeling like a charging battery. It is now 8:40 a.m and I feel like a charged battery.

Strange dream...
I dreamed I was going to see my p-doc and my hubby was actually going to accompany me to have some questions answered and to be reassured about my treatment. We get to the waiting room and it's full of people. There are also cops there. Time was dragging on and hubby was getting very impatient. His face and ears were turning red so I knew he was about to lose his temper and storm out of the office.
Eventually, my pdoc came out to apologize for the delay and to tell us about his emergency patient. He told us everything about the mans diagnosis lol. As I sat there, I wondered why he was breaking doctor/patient confidentiality.
My appointment was canceled. In the parking lot, in between 2 trucks, hubby briefly had sex with me He got into his car, I got into mine, and as I drove off the dream changed.

I was running away [I've been having a LOT of short dreams about running away to areas around or in Michigan (that doesn't sound right, can't remember the area now)]. I was running out of gas though. It was winter outside and I was very cold and I knew if I ran out of gas and had no heat that I would die. Then I remembered hubby had a vehicle that was overflowing with gas; I just had to find a giant straw to suck it into a container so I could transfer it.
Then I woke up.

>> The first dream was about possessiveness. Hubby dislikes my seeing a pdoc and being on meds. He's become greatly tolerant over the years though, so why the dream comes NOW is beyond me.... other than the fact that I see my pdoc today and hubby and I spoke about my pdoc going on vacation last night before bed. I'm also about to have my monthly "visitor" which puts my libido in overdrive lol

>> I noticed gas prices went up 20 cents yesterday, which accounts for the gas part of the second dream. I was also freezing, so I dreamed it was winter

i dont remember that good it was something like when my uncle had to leave from house my mom said lets walk with him to aiprot or someithng , ten i bought ganja and i couldnt smoke cus i was alne and my dad aws there, then also a friend came to my houe but my dad was there and we rolled one joint and wanted to go out and smoke it but till we go out my mom came and something happened so we didnt went out xD .. thats all i remember..

karli

Schools already done, but i am at school in this dream. I get on the bus but all my friends had seats with 2 people so i had to sit with somone i hate. I saw my least favourite person in the world, someone at my school, so i punch him in the face and go sit with a girl from my school.

We get off the bus and then soon a monster is chasing me O_O I run and run and i see my friends way ahead of me so i sprint to the road and soon i reach my friends. The thought of the monster chasin us died out and soon we began talking until the dream faded away.

I forgot why this is happening, but i knew why in the dream. I am being handcuffed and put into a line of people i know very forcefully and aggressively. When im placed into the line i everyone starts talking to each other and laughing and stuff. Then one of the people who pushed us came back said was very happy. She told us to go with the other girl i didnt notice.

Soon i was in a battle in an alleyway. There were guns everywhere firing and i was running away. Soon i escaped and the police saw me. SO i put my hands up and heb cuffed me for some reason.

Ik ging samen met Daniel mijn Saturnspullen terugbrengen naar de Saturn en op de fiets om Tom gedag te zeggen. Daar aangekomen was de Saturn in een grote verbouwing. Ik had mijn TNT polo aan, die ik als Saturnwerkkleding zag en ging toen allemaal mensen helpen die een TV wilden kopen. De Saturn leek een beetje op de gamma. Vervoglens raakte ik mijn polo kwijt en het bleek dat ik mijn sleutels was vergeten.

07-07-11 Lucid: I don't quite remember how I turn lucid, but I am outside and it is misty and raining. I start out wanting to take off in flight, but I quickly realise that the detail isn't all that great so I decide to spend quite some time stabilising. I do this by engaging all the senses and verbally commanding it. There is a wall covered with a bronze layer on lop and I run my hand over it. I feel the water and cool sensation of touching metal in the rain, it is a somewhat grainy texture as well as if sand has been lying on top of it. I keep trying to see past the mist, which produce quite a solid boundary for my area of perception. It does expand a bit, but not a great deal.

After a while doing this I feel I am anchored well enough in the dream to start exploring. So I do just that. I start out with flying through the rain and I realise I am getting a bit cold. I try to focus on increasing the temperature of the winds hitting my body, which in turn makes me think about how cool it is I am able to simulate that (nothing I haven't done before, just keeps amazing me). After a while of flying around and looking at walls and their details I decide to go up the road to some friends' place. I know they have moved out of that place, but only recently.

When I arrive I can see through the windows that there are 3 people sitting in there my two friends and a dad to one of them. I walk through the wall and appear in their living room. I look around and see that the flat is empty bar some boxes and the three people sitting in there. I start taking off my shirt, I don't know why I do this as I have no intentions of attempting anything adult with any of them.

I start talking to them.

“Yeah so we are in a dream, did you know this?”

They respond with a period of speechlessness and attempts at smiles.

“So how does it make you feel that you are just a figment of my imagination?”
“Ronja I would think that you at least would enjoy this experience” (Yeah ok, my logic is probably starting to mess up a bit here)

They provide the same response, and I get a strong feeling of guilt. What if there is something to them that in a sense they are real. I don't have any rights to rob them of their existence. This guild and introspective focus is causing the dream to destabilise, I sense it and get periodic flashes of diminished clarity.

I shout out “Stabilize the dream!” and it gets back on track, but I can feel it is a wobbly ground I have entered (metaphorically). So I spontaneously start jumping around, I realise a bit later that this is actually a good way of stabilising the dream (can't actually remember if it is or not, but it works). I shout out “Increase vividness!” and to my delight I notice that the ground now has multiple little light reflections in the watery areas of the pavement I am walking. “Ooooohhh that's nice” I smilingly proclaim to myself, I enjoy that a lot.

Sooo what to do? I now get reminded of the ToTM and also my idea of chasing down the devil and killing him with the sound of my bass. Yeah that's a splendid idea. I take off in the opposite direction of my flat and I turn around mid air continuing flying backwards. Here I start imagining that I am tightening an invisible elastic string that will send me off fast towards my flat when I let go. This effect does happen, though not as powerful (don't get me wrong I am picking up A LOT of speed) as I would have thought. I decide to take a quick detour by flying upwards and as altitude increases I notice the ocean. It is beautiful with the large steady waves and a sunset in the background. As I am up there the final light of the sun disappears.

I decide to fly down towards it and continue out over the water. And although I am cold I decide to fly down so I am skimming the surface. I can clearly feel the water against my torso, but there is no obstruction to my flight from the water. After a short while I look out over the horizon and it is starting to bend upwards in the sides (The opposite direction to how it would normally look considering the earth is round). Straight ahead of me I sense a big (BIG!) maelstrom and although the temptation of looking at it close makes me fly just that little closer to the edge, I decide it isn't the right time to investigate that.

I turn around and am amazed to find that the vortex is making it really difficult for me to fly away (I am not sure if me thinking there could be a black hole in the bottom of it comes before or after I notice I am struggling to fly away). I remind myself that I am lucid and with a quick effort of will the gravity chains break and I am off again. Although I remember being cold I am thinking to myself that it isn't that bad now. Still I try and think of the temperature of the wind against me increasing.

I fly to my flat and enter from the garden side. I am looking around and can't immediately find my bass. After turning around one more time, with a bit more intention of it being there I realise there are two of them. I start out by picking up the one lying on the bed, but to my surprise it doesn't have a fretboard. I wonder if this will count negatively towards the task as to me at that instance it doesn't really. However, I might miss out on some training so I ditch it and go for the one on the couch, which is pretty much lying in the position it is in real life, although on a different couch.

I pick it up and I strum the strings. The sound is.. well... bassy and to my annoyance I can't really play any grooves on it. Normally in my dreams I can play some funky grooves, but the lucidity is probably blocking it by giving me access to my waking technical knowledge of the instrument (have had it for 2 months and never touched an instrument before). I do briefly strum the different strings and try the fretboard, but I quickly abandon using the fretboard.

The sound of the bass is somehow skewed, it is deeper and more encompassing than normal, but at the same time there is a higher pitched ending tone regardless of the strings I play. The sound does reverberate a bit in my dream body, but not the full on flowing through me I had hoped for when thinking about the scenario awake.

I decide to go and kill some minions. I jump though the window, foot first, bass in hand ready to go murder mobs, bard style! I run across the lawn and I can see a man with red skin on the road outside it. I shout out “Hey! Devil boy!” and start running towards him. I don't actually know if this is the boss I am after, but I believe so at the start. However as he briefly walks towards me and I start strumming the bass he sort off gets knocked out and decide to make a run for it. Now more red skinned humanoids are starting to pursue me, and although I don't kill them with the sound of my bass they do get knocked back. As they come closer from every direction I decide to hit them with the base of my bass (hehe) while strumming a node. This seems to work on some of them, but not all of them (My confidence in the instrument or the lack of it, seems to have carried over in to dreaming state).

After a while they realise that it is stupid pursuing me and I get time enough to run around the corner to find original devil boy (this is however when I notice there are lots of red skinned people and devil boy might not actually be their leader). The dream is a lot brighter now and they are all standing at a bus stop.

On my way around the corner I notice my fingers are starting to hurt and my D string is broken. In fact the strings all look like a mess and I get a brief doubt if my waking bass is all-right. Your fingers in waking life to respond to the movements of your dream fingers (not sharp enough here to realise there is no way I could have gotten up and actually picked up the bass).

I wake up.