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Evolventity's Dream

September 17, 2011

(Lucid Dream or OBE) Fell asleep by 6AM, woke up at 10AM, and back to sleep until 2PM.
-I'm laying on my bed. I swiftly exit my body to my right, chest facing downward and arms to my side. As I pass through a wall I fall into a hypnppompic state: There may have been colors or scenes in front of me but I don't recall any specifics. I feel like I'm blinking my physical bodies' eyes in a very deep state of mind, but I can't see anything. After each blink I can only see the blackness and colors that have already been here. I later see a dream in the distance. I try pulling myself into the dream like I would usually try to do. However; I'm stopped at the borderline, the edge of merging. I'm set back by a thought and sense of my physical body. I stay relaxed and attempt again. When trying to pick and hold a dream I want to enter, I feel M* moving in bed with a sensation on top of my body which wakes me up. I stay relaxed to DEILD but enter a regular dream instead:

(Regular Dream, Fragment)
-I'm sitting in a public bathroom stall. The doors are white. I pull M* into the stall with me an have him sit on my lap. I see and hear footsteps outside the door. They're black polished shoes. (Skip) I've opened the door to another man in a uniform. He's in front of us with his pants down. He's uncut and we're about to BJ. I can tell M* was uneasy about the decision. (Skip) The stall doors and walls are very short, about 3 feet. The other guy is gone. A middle aged woman walks buy giving M* and I dirty looks. (Two men in a bathroom stall together, OH NO.)

I did the advanced task yesterday and this is the basic task completed (ironically this event happened against my will):

I was on very nice sandy beach with lots of people lying down, trying to sunbathe. At first I did the same, I sat on the warm, white sand and looked into the distant blue sky. Strangely, there were two enormous celestial bodies in the direction I was looking at but no-one found it the least bit odd. At this point I sort of knew that this was in fact not reality. Upon realising this, I thought "what the heck, lets just go nuts" and started sprinting towards the water. As I was closing the distance between myself and the water, the sky darkened rapidly and soon brilliantly lit stars filled the night sky. The moon also came up overhead and illuminated the entire ocean. The water was now emitting a sort of bioluminescent blue. I carried on running, and as I reached the edge I tried to jump into it to make a splash. But to my complete amazement I just bounced and slid on top of the water; I didn't even sink into it one bit. I touched the water to ensure that it had the properties of water, which it did. I tried to use my weight to force myself into the water but it simply didn't happen. I found myself on the surface and not even a bit wet. So I stood up and started walking. Within seconds I fell because the surface was extremely slippery. I tried a few more times, managing to stay upright for mere moments before toppling once again. Eventually I gave up and decided to do what penguins do - belly slide. It was definitely the most fun I've had for a while. On that surface I experienced little to no friction and I just kept on sliding. Eventually this dream world started to fade and became more and more blurred.

I woke up and sighed.

I had a very long, detailed dream about a metaphor, which clearly helped me describe the relationship between body and mind. There was a song to listen to, which helped me understand it even better. I also have a fragment of some kind of conversation with one of my gay friends. I think he was hitting on me?

When I woke up, the song I had stuck in my head was I Feel Free - Foo Fighters cover. I wish I could remember what happened in more detail, I woke up with a feeling that this dream was important. Hopefully there's more of a memory embedded in my subconscious.

26.04.2011

Solar Plexus failed projection (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID ASTRAL

I was in a room and a lady wanted to make out with me, but I did not find her appealing. She told me, "I thought you said I was yours" I explained to her something about commitment and dating.
There were more people around.

I started to see the imagery blurry, so I realized I was dreaming. I decided to attempt to Astral Project. I fell on my back focusing on being at my Astral Body. The fall was in slow motion.

I was in my room and I had vibrations all around my body. I focused on my solar plexus as I felt more energy there. Suddenly, I felt like if my chest inflated. I could feel my Astral Body also. For some reason I lost focus and got scared. I never projected through my Solar Plexus so I did not expected the outcome. I returned to my body immediately and grounded myself back

2/26-27. 230. Something from that Ghost Adventurers show? Zack guy (host)

At my house. Night. Dave there. We have these 2 guys that had broken in or something. They’re dressed in war BDU’s. Looks WW2-like, but not sure. One was Asian the other white. Dave and I end up separated at some point. I’m fighting the Asian one. I don’t have a gun, so just drying to dodge the guy’s fire. He uses a single shot, then switches to a Thompson looking gun, but had no wood, and no straight mag, more modern looking, but the main part looked the same. The pile of dirt on the side yard is gone and it’s just all flat grass. The pool side doesn’t have as much stuff under the tarp. Then I find an M1 Garand. I look in the top and see that there’s a round chambered. I hide around the corner with the bushes concealing where I am. The bushes aren’t as dense and can see through them easily. Guy runs past and I shoot him in the chest. He goes down and I start to beat his forehead with the butt of the M1 which isn’t flat, but angled and a brass guard on it. It’s not doing much damage, just some scrapes. Then he starts to take something out, a grenade, but doesn’t look like one. Before he could pull the pin, I take the butt of the gun to his neck and pretty much chop his head off. He’s still alive until I make the final cut. Flick his head away from his body to be sure. Then go to the garage and find Dave there with his bad guy disemboweled and shredded up and some pieces are hanging from the rafters, which are only 3ft off the ground. Garage is cluttered. I go in and check out some of the pieces. The garage door opens and some older people are there, live at my house (so not my house). Some sort of quick conversation about them being baddies

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Creepy, scary bugs:

I was out on the balcony and noticed a few centipedes, which were a bit larger than normal ones. I found them a little creepy. However, worse things were to come. When I went out on the balcony after a while again I noticed an even larger centipede (must have been 30 cm long and was rather thick). I got a bit of a shock and also felt disgusted. This centipede started climbing on the metal plates on the balcony. After having climbed a couple of decimeters or so it stopped and turned its head towards me... It had a gross opening which must have been its mouth. It made some kind of hissing sound and seemed to prepare to launch itself towards me. I stood there and began feeling rather anxious and did not know what to do. At the same time my mom walked out on the balcony. I pointed at the weird, mutated centipede and said something. My mom then grabbed it and threw it off the balcony, into a pillar which stood there. When it collided with the pillar a kind of cracking noise was heard and then it fell down on the lawn. However, I was sure it was still alive, since it seemed to have such a thick shell. I felt relieved that it was gone and joked a bit with mom about the creature. I told her that it had reminded me a bit of the dragon Mushu from Mulan when she threw it. Also, I said to her: "I don't think it will be lonely for long, though..." . She agreed and we meant that since "he" was such a large and strong bug he would probably find a partner rather easily.

Shortly after this incident I went outside. I saw a neighbor family approaching (two young parents with two small kids) with their stroller. At the same time I noticed a wasp flying towards me. I got a little frightened (due to my bug phobia) and even more so when the wasp flew even closer. I started hyperventilating and tried to remain still as it flew around me. After a short while I opened my eyes. To my horror it was not gone, but was sitting on my left hand. I tried to remain calm and hoped that it would not sting me. I wondered how painful it would feel if it did and thought to the wasp "please don't sting me, please don't sting me...". Then it appeared to start teasing me, because it moved around, seemed to prepare for the sting, changed its mind and so on... The family with the stroller had gotten even closer now and at the same that I was frightened, I also amused myself with the thought that I could pretend in front of the family that I was seriously allergic to the wasp's sting and therefore was in grave danger. Maybe they would not find it weird then if I looked really frightened.

Fragments:

* I see myself naked from behind and I see that I have extremely long, thick, frizzy hair growing from my butt. I feel very surprised, but then just depressed. As I am looking at it it is growing even more. I am disgusted by myself because of this and think that I remind me of an ostrich or something...

* I get an SMS from my supervisor, where he expresses some positive feelings about my work. I read it two or three times and to my surprise the text changed a bit every time. However, the main meaning of it was still the same and it remained positive. He had also put some smileys and thumbs up-symbols in it.

* I am writing down some of my dreams in the notebook next to my bed (rather much text with details), but some of the dreams I wrote down, I realised after having awakened, I had not even had.

I was fighting like I would on Modern Warfare Reflex, only it was in my own yard, and the dream didn't have any actual fighting that I remember. I had direct control (as in not using a controller to control myself) and we had to dispose of the bodies once we were done. We have a big green Waste Management trashcan that I think we put the bodies in at first, but later in the dream it was replaced by four much taller trashcans. They were still green, but for some reason they were owned by Google, and Google would not allow us to dump the bodies there (not that they stopped me, I just knew that information for some reason so I didn't try) We had to put the bodies somewhere else, I don't remember where though. At the end of the dream, I started using the Wii remote again, but not to control myself. I resurrected a body as if a zombie to walk it somewhere to dispose of it, and I found out it was easier to piggyback on its shoulders so that I would go wherever I had it go (I controlled it with the remote), but then I woke up.

Black=Awake Blue=Lucid Red=Dream

Location: A mansion and its courtyard

I was on what was aparently a school band trip to what appeared to be a very larged mansion. The dream started with us in the lobby and my band director, Mr. Bird, was giving a talk about alcohol and how we are going to get in so much trouble if we bring any on to the trip. I started to freak out since I thought I had half a bottle of liquor in a little plastic water bottle in my bag which I was apparently wearing. I then "remembered" a dream I had about filling a plastic bottle half-full of liquor and then dumping it out in the sink since I didn't want to get in trouble, so I relaxed a bit. (Now my mind is making up memories of dreams I had while in a dream? My mind confuses me sometimes )

We started walking towards what was a large dining hall filled with a very long table which looked like it could hold 100 people. It was only me and about 10 other people whom I thought I knew at the table though. We had skipped dinner and decided to get up and go see our rooms. In order to get there we had to go up a ladder through a very small square hole in the ceiling. Once we squeezed through we were in another floor of the mansion and when we were walking away I could clearly make out the dark hole I had just came from.

We came to our room after a few minutes of walking and I unlocked the door with a key I had found in my pocket. When I walked in I noticed a large couch to my right and two lavishly decorated beds to my left. I continued to go past the doorway to the room with the bads and walked into the kitchen. There was a stove, a sink, and 2 open counter spaces. When I turned around I was looking where the couch had just been which had transformed into another lavishly decorated bed with my friend sleeping in it. Not wanting to wake him I decided to go outside and get some fresh air.

Once I walked out my room door I was outside of the mansion standing in front. It seems that my habit I had been making of doing a RC every time i walked out a door paid off, because I plugged my nose and became lucid. Just to make sure I was lucid I did it again and, sure enough, I could breathe. I was getting too excited, because the second I became lucid, I could feel my dream body and my real body at the same time. It was as if I was still standing there in the dream world, but I could see through my eyes of the real world and feel my blankets on my bed. Through my dream eyes I could seethat my dream body had started walking towards the back of the mansion, while my view of my dream body was looking at my mirror in my room seeing a reflecion of myself in the real world.

I quickly thought to spin to stay in the dream world. I hoped that is was my dream body that started spinning and not my real body, and luckily it was. I was back in my dream world 100% aware and lucid. I continued to rub my hands to stabalize the dream a bit more, and just for some extra protection, I walked to the backyard instead of trying to teleport, something I've wanted to do. I remembered that what I thought was my most important dream, goal to me was to master the four elements. Seeing that I had already practiced with fire in a pevious lucid,(Burn Zomebie, Burn!) and was pretty decent at it I decided to try and "master" it, so-to-speak. I continued to practice moves I had seen in a T.V. show I had been watching, and did flips and complicated twists while controlling the fire and maintaining a balanced stance all at the same time. I had succeeded at this and decided to try and make a wall of flame as high and as big as I could. I looked towards the open field behind me, and focused all my energy into a small wall of fire maybe 2 feet high and 5 feet wide and pushed it out through the forest.

Before I knew it, the wall had grown so big, that I could not see the end, nor the top of it! I pushed with all my might, and the wall pushed back, as if it was made of bricks. But hey, this is my dream. I can to whatever I want. So I really focused hard, and managed to push the wall of fire acress the plain with a single move. I watched as it disappeared into the countryside when a small, crumpled piece of green paper hit me in the head. I turned around and saw an elderly man trying to teach a small teenager something.

"Remember, no matter what changes, 1 through 4 remains the same," he told the kid. I looked at the paper, and noticed it was like tin foil. "Excuse me young man, could you give me back my emerald?" I looked back at the paper, and noticed it had turned rock hard, and looked just like a large emerald. I threw it back to the man and he thanked me. "See, that's what you have to do," he told the kid. I started to walk away, and right as I turned around, I woke up.