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#5 LD this morning.
I realize that I am not doing the nose plug breath RC enough during the day because that's not how I realized lucidity in the dream. I jumped and was expecting to fly, but didn't so I kept jumping and then just went higher and higher until I grabbed a ceiling beam or outside power line. It could be that this was the message that my unconscious wanted to send me was that I had to put some physical effort into reaching my "higher power."

Or it could be that I was just not practicing my RC enough during the day. I did have the thought that I really should stop and make that tea, but again there was so many people, so much action, so much chaos and busyness in the midst of the LD that I forgot the tasks I wanted to do. I was lucid, but allowing the dream to just carry me away.

More details are in the written journal. Other characters: toddlers, toddler Tasia, neighbors, children of old friends, repairman

Dream #1: non-lucid- All the details were very vivid in this dream. All the way down to cups & silverware & blankets & furniture etc. Jason & I were at college & were dating but then he turned in Bobby. We were hanging out on campus & doing normal college like stuff like eating together & romantic stuff. But then last nights dream guy became my new guy somehow & we were beginning a new romance & kissing & taking walks. I was staying in a rental w/ some other people now off campus & we were getting tired so I told him he could crash there with me. There was some weird reunion of people at my house & then the lights went dark & I sat on him.


Jason & Bobby were childhood friends of mine. The dream guy from the night before was weird.



Dream #2: non-lucid & lucid- I was at Richie's farm. But it only had very few details of the original. We were having a family reunion where I had become a permanent part of the family. There were a good 80 people or so there in the big farm house & outside. Lots of cars & trucks & other things that are normally on the farm. (Became Lucid) The details were intensely realistic & normal. Real things such as knickknacks everywhere. Everyone knew who I was & they were telling me who had had kids & married such & such & pulling out photo albums left & right. Lots of memories were going along with all of these things. This was extremely elaborate & there was a futuristic field they were showing me across the street where life had changed for all of us. It was elaborate with technologies that we don't have now for everyday life. A whole new system of farming & hovering crafts for water system & flying machines running the farm.... At this point I felt I was supposed to go back to my original families house but I was torn & really didn't want to go because of how all that turned out for me before.

Richie & her husband were one of my foster families. I was actually lived there twice. The first time I was going to go home to try & reintegrate me w/ my real family but it didn't work. I won't elaborate on that right now. I then came back after a few months but eventually I broke the rules of prom by leaving w/ my prom date from the after party. We still left amicably. I really loved them. They were good people. I even got a tattoo from one of my foster sisters (actually I put them on myself with her stuff & she gave me a dot on my shoulder to always remember here) & we went to high school for a while together in a whole other town.

Dream #3: Non-Lucid-Nightmare- I was in this house behind mine which is now a bunch of apartments. People busted in while my daughters house & these people were stealing all her shit. More very detailed stuff in it. I pulled out my phone to call the police & at some point I had to put it back cuz they almost caught me trying to call on them & they were an unsavory bunch. At the end I pulled it out & this woman just laughed at me & said "Good luck with that". Somehow she had magically took my phone which was now in her hands & fake phone was in mine. They tore out of there at that point & I woke up.

Recently I've tried not to interfere when I become lucid to work on noticing details. Apparently it's working. I've always noticed that when you try to change your dreams when you become lucid you take a big risk of losing a lot of details so I'm working on mastering details more lately.


Non-Lucid-Green
Lucid-Red
Explanation of details-Blue
Side Notes-Purple
Astral Projection/AP-Brown

Dream 1 (non-lucid):
"I was in town and was looking for a restaurant to eat in. Was nice weather. Some chicks walking around me talked danish (think they were cabin crew). I followed them because they were going to a restaurant aswell. I suddenly found one. Asked for a hamburger, with a big salad next to it. Meet a friend of mine (Henrik) there. Starts to talk to him about some festivals he went to up north in Norway. Then suddenly me and Yvonne are arguing in our living room."

Dream 2 (non-lucid):
"Me and Yvonne were babysitting a child called Olliver, about 1,5 years old. We were up in some sort of cabin. We went for a walk, and then when we sat down in the grass there was a tiger approaching. It came and smelled on Olliver."

Dream 3 (non-lucid):
"We were on a bus, and Yvonne's uncle Paul sat there and were asleep. His phone starts ringing with a weird ringtone. Yvonne recognizes his ringtone and went over to him to wake him up."

Dream 4 (LUCID!):
"We were on some sort of vacation in a warm country down south (probably Spain or somthing). Me, Yvonne and her mother. Suddenly Yvonne disappears and I have to go look for her. I find her after a while looking and then we went to our hotellroom (which were REALLY small). When we came there I just realized that this had to be a dream, because we were not gonna go to Spain this summer, but to New York City! So I thought it HAD to be a dream. I look at my fingers. Still 5 fingers. Look away and then back at the fingers. Then I had 7-8! I look up at Yvonne. I felt extreme excitement and was afraid I would lose the dream. Things around me starts to disappear (Weird feeling. Like the "Fizzing" from a soda). I have read here on DV that doing pirouets would help. I started doing that, but realized I had to do like 20 pirouets before it was completely clear again.
I then told her: "This is a dream, you know that right?", and then she just answers "Yes". Suddenly we were in the city where Tony Stark(Iron man) lives, because i recognized his home. Then I fell out of the dream.."

This is a combination of several dreams I had over a period of about 12/14 hours starting with a nap I had last night from about half 5 until 7pm. I dreamt I was Robocop fighting the ED209 robot from the first film. I was running from it while it was firing explosive rounds at me and I ran past an Irish bar as some of the rounds were fired into it & it exploded. I realised I was dreaming and remembered the film and how to defeat the robot by leading it to some stairs where it would get stuck!
I then dreamt I was on Skype chatting to someone & they were saying that they had been smoking weed and kept spamming a weed emoticon, I remember feeling disappointed at them for this.
Later that night I went to sleep at about half 12am and dreamt a very erotic dream in which I was some sort of male porn star/prostitute in a small room where female clients (also porn stars) visited me for sex. I had sex with about 3 different girls all different races (Latin, Chinese & black I do believe). It was quite vivid and realistic feeling. At the end I was sitting in the reception of this dream brothel I was working in waiting to get payed!
The dream then took a darker turn and became a nightmare, I was in my old middle school shouting at an old friend trying to get him to apologise to me for something he'd been saying (I have no idea why because we were always good mates who never fought). My sister was there as she worked at the school, she does actually work in secondary school in real life too. Anyway I begin fighting with this guy who's been saying things about me when this black girl throws him a box cutter knife! I say to her she's only helping him because he's black & they stick together (even though the guy wasn't really black in real life but mixed asian!). So I block him trying to attack me with the knife and twist his arm then apologise just before I break it to get the knife off him. Now I have the knife and I wake myself up shouting 'fuck you, you fucking coon' as I'm about to slash the back of his head. I did actually wake myself up at shouting this too at about half 6am, I think even my parents must have heard me!
I went & got a drink then came back to bed and fell back asleep again and dreamt I was in like a corridor that was closed off on each side, one of the doors was similar to a safe door and there was combination to open it but there was a 'borg (from Star Trek) like creature outside waiting to get in and shoot me! I remember realising I'd had a similar dream before in which the borg had got in & shot me so this time I entered the code and the door unlocked and I pushed against it so it wouldn't open then escaped through a side door and ran away through some other halls into an office where I hid.
The dream then changed and I was on a caravan site with my sister & brother in law. I was fetching some water and there were lots of other holiday makers around. My brother in law was underneath the caravan fixing something and this kid kept going under there I was telling him to get out as it was dangerous. That's all I can remember really but the fight part felt like a nightmare & was quite disturbing, I didn't feel great this morning & didn't feel like getting up after that

I just had an extremely unsettling dream. I was put in a mental hospital [ considering I do have depression issues irl ] and we were put in groups of ten kids. The whole hospital just seemed like a big elementary / middle school.. our 'teacher' was a huge bitch.
I remember my good friend August was there too, strangely.
We were on our way to go to a pool, I guess, and me and a friend I had made there trailed behind. Weirdly, the 'friend' was someone I used to hang out with as a kid. Her name was Jordan. Anyway, Jordan and I were talking, and she persuaded me into a plan. A plan to kill the teacher and escape this hell hole.
We went through with it, and she killed one of the other 'students'. We ran outside with August and another unknown male and I saw my mother. another kid ran out and yelled at us, telling us that the camera's were on, we're gonna go to jail. I wasn't taking part in killing them so I figured I'd be okay, but Jordan decided it was best to kill ourselves instead of get charges pressed...she pointed the gun at herself and killed herself. Then August took the gun and pointed it to me and said something along the lines of "It's for the best, Hayley, we'll miss you".
I tried to tell him I'd take the charges and he wouldn't listen. I waved goodbye to my mother and turned around, putting my hands up and closing my eyes. I was shot and I fell to the ground.
The most unsettling part was that I could feel myself being sucked out of my body. Leaving it. I could fly now. I remember also praying and apologizing to God [ even though I don't hold a religion and I was previously a Satanist for good reasons ]. I remember looking at my mom and she didn't cry.
I kissed her on her forehead and thats when she started crying, even though she couldn't see me. I guess my dog, Sasha was there too, and she was whimpering and staring at me and trying to lick me and I pet her and kissed her forehead too. then I woke up crying and my hands were dead cold [ and my hands are NEVER cold ].
I have no idea why I had that dream. ):

I'm in some playground thing. I am Walking around when the Joker appears out of nowhere. He attacks me and there is nothing I can do at first as his fists reign down on me. after a moment a couple of people help me. one of them being the wife I never had. after they stop him and we start walking away he starts shouting at us to get our attention and when we turn around he has a rocket launcher in his hand and shots it at us.

I wake up on my Grandmothers couch. Weird dream I think, and I make my way into the kitchen and get a glass of water. As I pour water into the glass I see two extremely beautiful girls walking by and over to my aunties house. I decide to walk over and greet them. When I get there the blond is standing on the front porch and the brunette is inside, I can see her through one of the windows. I walk up to the blond and notice she is crying, I ask her if she is ok. As I reach her I put my arms around her and her sobs start to turn into laughs. I feel something Is wrong, Then the blond lifts her face and its the Joker and I become aware that it was a false awakening and A dream. The Joker smacks me and I fly back into the guard rail of the porch. I get up to my feet and say sorry buddy, and try to pick him up with telekinesis. It doesn't work and he starts laughing hysterically at me. I can't figure why its not working, as this as never happened to me while fully lucid before. He then knocks me down to the ground with a cane and proceeds to beat me while I'm down… I wake up to the real world for a couple of seconds, and see my lil brother was watching the movie he got for his birthday yesterday and that it was raining, I usually lucid dream while it rains and I can use it to make myself go back into my dreams if I wake up from one and want to change it. I close my eyes and will it to happen… I wake up inside my aunties house on her couch. There is a tall man standing looking out the window to the porch. I stand up and ask him where the Joker is. He says ' Outside,' I then ask if he will help me fight the Joker and he says 'No, I am here to help, but I will not fight.' I ask him why my Telekinesis didn't work even though it was my dream. 'Because not all Shadows like it when you use it on them did that ever cross your mind?' he shouts angrily turning from the window facing me. I ask if by shadows he means dream characters and he doesn't reply. I then start to feel a little irritated at him and ask how he was here to help. 'I'm to tell you how to defeat the Joker of course' he replies. and how is that I ask ' Try Harder,' He says. then he walks up to me, and into me. It was such a strange feeling, like feeling water rush down your throat, only it was all over my body. As soon as the feeling goes away I walk outside and hear the Joker Laughing from every where. I start to walk down the dusty road back to my Grandmas house daring the Joker to come out. Eventually I hear the tall grass to my left start shaking. I then see it happening and out walks a little tiny kitten. I walk up to the lil cutie and start to pet it, When suddenly Bam cane to the back of the head. Everything goes fuzzy but I remember just holding on the dream, and Demanding clarity so I can finish it. Everything comes back to focus and the Joker is standing over me, Mocking me for falling for the cute kitty trick. I get frustrated and stand and shout "this is my world, You like kittens? Well I'm sick of this and its time to stop." his laughing stops and he stares at me. grab his ankle and use all my mind power, to turn him into the ugliest cat in the world. He tries to run but its too late I have him and I am in complete control again. once he is a cat I make sure I leave him the ability to talk. he shrieks, 'What have you done? I am hideous!' and he tries running away. But No no we can't have that i think to myself. I then take control of the bob wire fences and wrap a strand around the Joker Cat ankle. ' No please don't do this I beg you' he whines. I ignore his pleas for mercy and wind him up in bob wire slowly till his screams cease. then wake up.

non lucid - lucid
i was in a pool and swimming. out of the blue a blue eyed blond teen got in my way and wouldent let me pass. we passed on cursess and argued untill I said something and called her a fucking bitch (bad bad lenguage ) and she sulked away. somehow I found myself in my room looking at myself im my big mirror. noticing my hair was curly and blond and comented that I dyed it too light. after looking away for a second my reflction showed me with brown hair. a second look a way and my hair turned ginger. At that I did an RC (nose pluge) and became lucid. (Yayyyyyyyy!! ) i want downstairs and into an unfamiliar living room. I looked out the window and saw a huge van (blue and with white writing on it), Ice-crean van style throwing some sort of bombs at the buildings around it. the bombs were thrown into the air and then landed on the ground causing a small explotion. I flew out the window to see what was going on and after I saw it I flew back to my house and told my parants to run away but they sayed it does that all the time and that they were fine. I belived them and flew down to the street.

i just got out of the hospital.....and i had strange dreams there......in the hospital they did all the blood work when we were in bed after waking us.....and they woke us to take vitals and give meds......and they did that when i was leaving and fell asleep.....i took a nap and they woke me to do paper work and i fall back asleep and did stuff in that room and walked out of that room into another place that was definitely a dream

the one i was being woken and didn't want to be and tossed and turned and hit my head on the corner of the table. my head was bleeding and the put alcohol on it and i screamed....i didn't have any mark when i woke up

another i was tossing and turning when being woken and threw a pillow at the nurse and got tangled in my sheets...i didn't fine any evidence of either of those when i woke

another i told them to go away because i didn't like them

another the nurse woke me and i fell back asleep and woke up....i then went out of my room and was in an amusement park.....there were hair accessories under the roller coaster

they tried to wake me again and i walked out to the amusement park again and there was a part that looked like a christmas/candy land board......there was a snowman who tried to hug me

they tried to wake me again and i walked out to the amusement park and a tator tot that was really greasy tried to hug me and it made me gag

they tried to wake me again and i was in a different room that was really nice and there was the nurse i didn't like and a student...and the student plugged in an air freshener before talking to me....i figured it was a dream because people don't usually plug in air fresheners to talk and the room was too nice for a hospital and i've never been in a room so nice in my life time....i figured i was sleeping and woke up as soon as i knew it was a dream

these all happened on the 14th at around 2:00pm