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I descend a couple stairs in front of the house on M Street. I need to make a phone call. I turn and face the group of teenagers that are congregated on the front steps. I begin to engage some control within the dream, and decide to focus on levitating as much as possible. I begin ascending, and it catches attention of a few. My awareness raises more as the levitation stirs associations with becoming lucid. I stick my right hand out and say "I'm lucid". I continue to stare at the detail of my right hand and notice int's very vivid, yet with some small nicks/cuts. I want to test the noseplug right after and see how the RC responds. Perfect breathing, and I realize this is probably my best RC at the moment. I take in the surroundings and the colors are vivid with a slight glow. I peaceful nighttime blue hangs over the scene. I fly away from the group for a bit, and explore the yard area, and take in the vividness of the tall trees. I return to the group after a short time to ask a few questions about dreams. I say they were the ones in the previous dream with the brothers who weren't getting along. They say "yeah, yeah, yeah" affirmatively as they nod. I then ask what they represent. That give a silly/nonsensical response and I respond ..."That's stupid...". The couple in the front look at me and one responds, "Yeah, you're right; it is stupid" as he hangs his head with a slight smirk. I levitate upward, then fly from the patio area out into the center of the front yard, then to the side and take in the view of foliage. I'm taking in the amazing colors and vividness once more and simply appreciating as I levitate. I decide to rub hands to stabilize, then to clap hands afterward. I clap twice, and loud sounds and reverberations permeate the scene. The feeling of levitating is awesome. I don't want to risk losing stability so I go right to dream goals. I remember wanting to go to the Mystic Reishi Forest. I continue to back right of the house of M Street - the first time I've traveled to this area. I notice an incredibly large tree with a massive canopy, glowing and luminescent in a rich red color. I reason this has to be connected/ guiding me to the forest I'm looking for, and decide to let the dream lead me rather than create a portal and try teleporting. I head toward the tree and admire the amazing glow. I lower a bit then turn to my left to see a massive constellation of brilliantly bright white stars in a massive band across the sky. The constellation stretches from the horizon all the way to the apex of the sky and makes the whole area glow in the middle of the night. The view is completely unreal. I soon begin to feel that I am waking. I'm thinking 'I really need to hold through this!' as I go into a white void; I really want to explore to the reishi forest. I wake back to my body right after the white comes on.

I'm standing in a large hotel room. It must be a suite because there's multiple rooms. I'm in the center of the sitting room, maybe. I'm wearing jeans, but I'm not wearing a shirt or bra and I'm not ashamed or trying to cover myself up in any way. A man is standing behind me, touching and examining my back. He asks me what I want to be done about it. I tell him that if there's anything he thinks he can do, to please do it. I then start telling him about how I got my tattoo. And I tell him about how it looks nothing like the art I originally wanted, that my dad completely fucked up and did a horrible job. He hummed in agreement and said that he was sure he could fix it. He then walked to stand in front of me and said that we should get started. I smiled and nodded happily. The man smiled back.

I couldn't fall asleep at all last night. My grandson started kindergarten today & had to daughters kids & her boyfriends kids off to school & film it cuz she had to go to work & missed it. I get excited or anxious & can't sleep when I know I'm going somewhere or someone like family is coming to me. I just can't sleep. Tonight might bring good dreams though because I will get quality sleep! I'm still hopeful.

I’m in an apartment complex resembling a retirement home. There was other business’s within the building though like a real estate agency and other various offices. I couldn’t seem to find my grandparents apartment. Eventually I found my wife and she showed me the way to get to their apartment. At some point I left and a family friend Jenny showed me the way to the apartment. After sitting in the apartment for a while I had to move our two vehicles and park them in the garage. I parked the white focus but do not recall where as I was then next to the Orange escape and began to park that. I drove down a road bobbing in and out of my lane as it was blocked by parked cars. I drove the SUV into the complex and was driving down the hallways and found my way to some double doors and at this point I was no longer driving but looking for a spot I could pull the car through and get it back outside.

I saw some videos in an apartment with my aunt and didn’t recognize the footage as it was me when I was younger in Meijer store. I was with a chef and we were cutting up watermelons. The dream shifted and I was in the store and there was a bunch of kids checking out buying the watermelon. One said Excellent, another was Instant Cash, another said well done. I began shopping with an older individual who seemed familiar but I do not know who they were. They began looking for furniture and sweater vests. The furniture was wrapped up like a tent at a store.

I’m on a couch inside a random apartment again. I’m sitting on the couch cuddling with 2 individuals like they are trying to sleep on my shoulders as I nuzzled my head up against one of them and just enjoyed the moment. One I seemed to recognize as a girl named Jess the other I am unaware of who it was but they appear to be male.

I am at a county fair with a rollercoaster that spins around in a circle blasting music. The people running the ride seemed to not realize how long they had the ride going and just stopped the ride. A lot of kids got out and sat on the ground and looked like they were about to puke. I kept moving and the scene shifted and I was not at a soccer game. I am walking near the stands and notice some people I know. I noticed a German exchange student Anna was there. I accidently bumped into a kid and almost broke his sunglasses.

I’m now playing a game but I am in the game. It resembles a driving game that we made our own carts and had to drive around. Another individual and I made Dildo looking carts that were standing straight up. It was a horrible idea as when we hit some ramps the cart would bend and wobble throwing the balance all off. One individual almost made it to the end but got stuck and couldn’t finish the game.

I’m inside an apartment or house and a party appeared to have just ended. I was going around trying to pick up various toys that were mine and on the ground. I picked them up and put them into a box. I was upset at myself for leaving them out for people to use because somebody could have easily broken them.

I’m at a farm and I save a baby deer and put it into a pen. Then I found a donkey and we put it in a pen. We came across another donkey slightly smaller than the last. Put it in the same pen but they didn’t get along and started kicking each other. So we moved the smaller one to a barn that had windows but nothing in the window. There was also a random cow in the barn and the two seemed to get along fine.

I am looking up at the night sky and I see 5 moons. 1 is the real moon and its a lot bigger than the others the small ones were about 1/4th the size. The 4 small moons blow up and look like a firework as jets of red streaks fill the sky as they go flying by like they were an asteroid exploding in the atmosphere and burning up.

Another dream at Six Flags, at least, I assume it was Six Flags, as that's what it looked like: in fact I've been at this exact location in my dreams before. I become lucid and wander around, trying to find some stuff. There's a Christmas themed area. But that quickly bores me.

I find my father (for some reason) and we walk in the park, then we appear at a place that looks suspiciously like a plaza we live by. Eventually it turns into the plaza.

Here are some fragments I remember (all lucid):

I was trying to turn a glass of water upside-down and see if it would remain in the glass just for fun. It didn't. I think my mom complained.

Biting my brother's finger off (????).

I lost my laptop at a restaurant (not sure if it was lucid there, actually).

Trying to go through the mirrors in our living room and failing.

Conclusion: I failed at a lot of things, meaning I have a lot to learn, but hey, that's the process.

D1 - In a hospital room and its patient viewing time, i'm not totally sure who the patient is but have the feeling that they have been sick for a long time as the routine seems so familiar. We are sharing lunch and messing with the equipment (that can't be right).

D2 - On a ferry/ship my daughter is escaping from parental supervision and I am in cahoots with her. No idea.
And the end of the ship (bow? lol) she opens the doors and we can see the shore real close. Also there is a stash of cigarettes of different kinds and lighters and matches. We take all the stuff and are thinking of some kind of escape via a smaller boat or swimming.
I am trying to learn some kind of powers so I can set light to things without needing matches Oo ? I totally believe it in the dream,

D3 - At my parents house there is a super big dog that uses their toilet @@ ok lol.
I am setting out my daughters toys for playing some game or other.

D4 - I'm late for work, this is a dream I had soooooooo long ago. Where I am late for work, running late and trying to find clothes to put on. Then I have to run down the road to get the bus (which only like gets there once an hour).

I remember I was being abducted by an alien kid but then our spaceship was attacked and we started floating in space in something that looked like a giant glove...?

Then as I slipped out the glove and started floating in space, I realisd I was dreaming, because if I were really in space I'd be dead, not breathing, so I decided to float around some more but then I woke up.....or so I thought.

I was back at my home which I 'woke up' in, but the scenary outside my window looked completely different, making me realise I was dreaming again. I decided to change my dream scape to Undertale and then everything became 2D. (It was very weird. that's all I can say, I really can't put it into words.) There, I saw Sans who was about to get killed by Chara, but then I stepped in and took the blow for him and I woke up.....but I didn't.

I was once again back at my home, this time when I 'woke up' I instantly knew I was dreaming again, I don't know why. Then I started messing around with the dreamscape and tried to make Sans appear infront of me, I tried expecting him in the next room, and it worked except he didn't look accurate. So, I recalled one of the tutoriels on DV about summoning dream characters, so I told the dream character, "Ok, I'm gonna turn around and when I turn again, I want you to look exactly like Sans."

So, I turned around and when I turned back, the dream character looked a bit better, but I wasn't satisfied yet. so I did the same process again, but when I turned and faced him again, he looked completely different and demonic.

The dream character was angry, "You think I'm some toy for you to play with?!" At first I was intimidated by the creature but since I knew it was all a dream, I just smirked, "This is my dream. It doesn't matter whether you abide by my wishes or not. You will fade away at the end of them all."

Then, I recieved an interesting answer, "That's what you think." Then the dream ended...

I'm standing in my living room, close to the kitchen. My older sister and niece arrive and start looking around the kitchen. Suddenly my niece announces that she thinks she has lice. I immediately back up and freak out.

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The Fire Alarm

I had a Slushy in my hands, I was between one store and JCPenny's. I was with my Brother Alex, Sister Cassie and my other Sister Demera who was sitting on top of a table.
She pulls the Fire Alarm that was next to her, "Should you have done that?" I ask. My brother says "No one would notice, come on we got to go. Mom's waiting."
I walked calmly as the Fire Alarm rang, but then everyone started running as if they were scared. I go down the stairs and all of the sudden I'm at my Middle School. As I walk down the stairs this girl sprays my shoes with something and cleans it for me, I thanked her.
I went out the doors of the school, the parking lot looked like my High School's parking lot.
My Mom was driving a rented pick up truck, everyone got in the truck except me. I just stood in the parking lot calling her name waving at her. She then notices me, crashes into a bus and I get in.
We were in the parking lot still, I remember this dude with a big head in the middle of where we were trying to go. My mom says "Do you think he's disabled?" then we just drive straight through him. I saw some other orange and white pick up trucks like the one Mom rented.
Once I was home, I lied down in bed. I was looking at some creepy videos, one where this alien was on this dude's dashboard while driving it was trying to say something. Then, there was a Ship that everytime you look at it, it changes apperance. Even if you blink.
I was spooked, I think to myself "should I have watched this before going to sleep?".
The dream I had in this dream was about a Giant Spider and me getting crushed by it.

Throwing Up

Me and my friends saw something at school that disgusted us, first my friend Adnan threw up, then some random dream character friend threw up and I started to but mine wasn't small like their's it was going to be big. So I ran to the nearest bathroom, and threw up. BLOOD. Yeah, I threw up blood and spit some out in the sink.
The Nurse tell's me to say ahh, I do so. She then says "Your breath is fowl."
I reply "I just threw up."

More School Dreams? I guess I don't like school. I remembered again and hopefully I can keep this streak of remembering.

I was trying to get a hold of my friend Beery since we had plans to go get pizza with Jon but it was already much later than we planned to meet but he didn't answer his phone. Jon showed up at some point and asked where Beery was and I told him I wasn't able to get a hold of him yet. I call him again and he answers, for some reason he is staying at my aunts and I can also barely hear him on the phone. He tells me he's not sure if he wants to come yet, that he's feeling pretty crappy. I give Jon the update on the situation. The house we are in is actually one I don't recognize. I walk into the kitchen and there is Beery talking to an attractive girl with a full ass, so just Beery's type. I say hi and probably something else, but I don't recall now. Beery says I've sort of got bad timing at the moment, the two are close and his hand is on her ass, so I go find somewhere else to be and assume the meet up for pizza is off and am kind of annoyed since we had plans, but given the hot girl he's inexplicably gotten close with I decide to let it go. In another kitchen or maybe a dining room I find some other people eating pizza, I join them to grab a slice but all the good pizza was gone, the only thing left was this sauce-less pizza with some odd cheese. At some point I find myself at a field with a young boy (maybe 8), he may have been alone or maybe my brother was also there. He is talking about his powers, that he can do a sort of force push or shove. I say that's pretty cool and ask him to show me. I say try pushing me back 3 feet with it and try not to knock me over. He runs at and I put my right side to him since I was startled and didn't expect him to run at me. I'm push back maybe 1 foot and it felt like the blood was forced out of right arm as I was pushed back by a sort of force field. He had sort of described his powers wrong since it was more of a barrier power that he was just turning on and running with. A younger girl (about 4 or 5 maybe that I assume to be his sister) appears out of no where, but I saw her do it, she literally seemed to come from no where. She had either teleported in or had been invisible. I'm pretty sure she had been invisible. I tell her that "you two really shouldn't be going around telling everyone about these powers." It could be dangerous.

Morning of August 18, 2016. Thursday.



In the first part of one scene, I am at our present home and near our front door. It seems we have at least one (unknown) female visitor but she is talking with my wife Zsuzsanna in the dining room (which we use as the main bedroom). For some reason, our front door is open and I am looking outside while standing in the doorway. It seems to be early afternoon.

I am eating some delicious snacks of a strong bittersweet flavor, eating at least a dozen of them without paying much attention to their appearance. They go down my throat, each being swallowed whole. Finally, upon looking at them, I notice that they are like miniature shish kebabs, though the implied stick is also edible and sweet. On the end of each is a large and shiny red carpenter ant head with black mandibles. This gives me pause even though I had been enjoying these snacks (and I briefly vaguely wonder if eating their heads as such could be dangerous). I realize that the ant head goes down first, and I had been properly consuming them as such, but now, as I think about it more clearly, I am not so sure I will continue to eat them, at least for now.

In another sequence, I am looking over at (old neighbor in Cubitis) Harold’s orange grove area (even though the house I am observing this from seems to be a minor variation of our present home). It seems to be late morning. The weeds are very high, nearly at chest level. I feel slightly guilty for not having mowed the area (which has no orange trees in this scene) yet do not even consider that his area is not my responsibility anyway. Soon however, two of his workers come over and start cleaning the area. They are dressed like sheiks (even though I sense one is East Indian and had worked as a cab driver recently). I still feel slightly guilty at their difficulty in trimming the plants. However, it soon is seen that what I first thought were weeds are two beautiful trapezoidal sections of tall flowering plants, forming two somewhat large hedge-like features. It now seems to be an amazing regrowth of what was intended years ago to be as beautiful as it is now. Still, the unknown male continues to work at it, cutting small sections at the bottom. He brings his gardening shears near the top but the areas near the blossoms are impossible to cut for whatever reason - in fact, it almost breaks his shears. He stops and studies the tops of the plants. He then informs Harold’s wife (who instead appears as Diane K for an unknown reason) and tells her that the plants are producing fruit, which seem very valuable. This does not seem to matter as Diane tells him that everything must be cut down as that is what Harold had said, though she seems upset about it and refers to him as a “posturing curmudgeon”. I feel very annoyed that the fruit will be wasted as well as soon missing out on the beauty of the red and white prolific flowers.

Eventually, the setting changes very illogically. I am still seemingly at our present address, but the roof seems to be missing and the orientation still partly reflects Cubitis. Looking to the north, I see what resembles the Rose Street building. It seems to be nighttime though still somehow light enough to see at a distance. On the roof is “Diane” (still apparently playing the role of Harold’s wife) though she now seems to be Karen’s mother instead. I wonder if she sees me and recognizes me. She does not wave or make any indication as such. My two youngest sons are in the house, more to the north. The house seems to be open to outside on that end. I am still aware of her annoyance at Harold having the plants cut down, but when I look out, I notice two smaller beautiful hedge-like areas and it now seems daytime again.

Turning about, the setting shifts yet again and it is now late at night again. I now “understand” even after having gazed at the shorter hedge-like flower sections in his yard, there are now only two mats in that spot (which somehow now is a much smaller area) with shorter grass growing in parts in a somewhat random pattern. I also see light-colored sand in random patches, mostly on the mats, which is also somehow the remains of flowers. This is in the area of the kitchen on his side as apparently we share the residence. I view the scene from our (my family’s) side of the kitchen. I do not question the plants having been growing out of the wooden floor and also growing from the mats. The kitchen is fully enclosed and no part of the house is fully open to outside as it was minutes ago.

Soon, I need to use the bathroom and it is late afternoon again. I go into a (fictional) room (which would be implied to be between our two son’s rooms in layout) where it looks as if the toilet had somehow been slid across the floor and turned perpendicularly to where it had been. There is a decorated Christmas tree to its left and the room looks more like a lounge room overall. Looking down, I see there is hardly any water in the bowl and there is also a transparent plastic wrapper in it. I decide to use the “other” toilet.

The other toilet is in our actual lounge room and faces east though is in a corner (northwest) that is implied to be our bathroom. At first, it seems fine (and it also is now a few hours earlier than it was moments ago), though I eventually realize the curtains are open on two sides and I hear the rest of my family returning home from their outing. I am annoyed (in realizing how open the “bathroom” is) but get up to close the two curtain sections. Still, I then see there is nothing there at all, the area being completely open on two sides with no curtains after all (implied entry point and the right side) and the time shifts to where it is even earlier (close to morning), so I decide to wake up and use our real bathroom (though it is not that common for a dream to be based on needing to get up and use the bathroom), which I immediately recall is not problematic as the ones in my dream had been.

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It is curious how many bizarre scene shifts and impossible time shifts there were and I did not question any of them, especially the house not having a roof and being completely open on one side or time jumping backwards a couple times, though both aspects are quite common in dreams.

I have a string of false awakenings. I use various cues to determine that I'm dreaming each time it happens. The final time, I'm sitting on my bed, a friend of mine comes into the room and I tell her to wait a moment while I figure out if I'm dreaming. I look down at a book and tell myself that the text on the cover will change when I look away and back, if I am dreaming. When it does, I'm relieved. This version of reality is grey and sad, despite the presence of my friend.
"So?" She asks.
"It looks like I'm dreaming." I reply.
"That means we can do anything, right?"
"Sure we can."
"Do you want to hang out?"
I smile a little. "Of course."
I slide off the bed to stand next to her.
"You wanna try on your new dress first?" She holds out a vividly red, pretty thing with a v-neck and a wide band of tiny bronze beads around the waist. I'm touched, I haven't known her long enough for her to be giving me gifts. I smile and take it from her, stepping around to the other side of the bed to stand in front of a mirror. The world darkens a shade. And for the rest of the dream I only view myself and her through the mirror. I put my arms up through the skirt, and draw it over my head. It takes an inordinate amount of time to find the neck. All the while my friend is grinning, laughing, encouraging me, like this is some event. When I finally push my head through the neck of the dress and draw it down, my friend is overcome with laughter. Doubled over. I find there is a sort of fine mesh hood/mask sewn to the neck. It has round white eyes, and a triangular beak covering my nose and mouth, and 6 white feathers standing first on end then laying flat to my scalp. It looks a little like a chicken. I feel a prickle of humiliation as I realize this entire time she was making fun of me. It only lasts for a second, but dream time is longer. I force myself backward and...upward into waking.

+ kitchen, steak (skirt [round], filet, third type on circular spit), ovens, cut-off switch, water on floor [DS] (sand, sponge), outside/glide inside [DS] snow on ground glide back and forth like on ice, floor is white I'm waving to wife as I glide

+ city B (food, beverage), maybe city SJ can be like B eventually

+ bus, put stick thing out back door so can throw things there and will stick, should practice, (keys), standing holding driver pauses look into neighborhood in hills see distances, only the steep plots don't have houses [DR] see steep plot construction, point out to son (LOOK AT THAT!), construction guys there see us pointing and start dancing I say "wiggle!" they're chiseling out gourmet kitchen sink from stone son S2 goes picks up stone hits it with a baseball bat over the ridge, my dad is there hope he doesn't get hit by it

WBTB, 2-ish hours

+ LD#198, I realize I'm dreaming, I'm in the dark, I do several nose pinches and can breathe, I figure that my dream eyes are closed so I plan to force them open, I wonder what I'll see, what sort of random scene, I do this and I do see something but there is a transition afterwards, wake or lose lucidity

+ in a school room with teacher, reading math problems on pieces of paper, someone criticizes the teacher and he responds.

+ riding in a car/limo with several black guys then they make room for several black girls, we're pushed closely together, we're on the way to some club.

Spoiler for sort of sexy time:

I'm trying to get my right hand under the butt of the girl on my right but we're so tightly spaced that I can't get my hand in there and I feel a bit self-conscious about trying this so I pull my hand back up and put it on the top of her leg and caress it while we're driving. I wonder if I'll have to pay her to do this, and wonder what the length of ride to the club is. If the charge is $6/minute and the ride takes 6 minutes I'll have to pay $36, which I think is fine, I'll just give her an even $40

More dreams, fairly detailed, but after about 8 hours of dreaming the recall becomes vague, also: woken by phone call

I'm in the passenger seat, driving with my brother down a road at daytime. The dream is highly vivid. I see a green pickup against the trees on the opposite side of the highway, crashed. I then see a school bus swerve, tipping into the trees and crashign. i'm alarmed at first, then feel that something about this is very strange. My brother turns to me and says loudly "Oh my god, do you see that bus?!". I reply that I saw it actually happen. I do a noseplug, breathe a few times and I'm lucid. I'm a bit surprised that I'm in a dream as it feels so real; this RC was fascinating. I feel that this lucid would have been tougher to catch without it. I show my brother the RC and tell him this helps me become lucid. I feel this is a perfect time to test out how RCs react for me in dream. I look several times at the car clock. I see 6:15 and realize this is about the exact time in waking life. I look back and it says 6 something. I look once more and the clock isn't there. I peer around a portion of the dashboard that's justting out, and the clock dispalys an interesting S/Figure 8 pattern. I then move to thumb throuh the palm, and see my thumb in high clarity. I push the thumb and nail with a strong amount of pressure, and actually feel the pressure and sharpness at very close levels to what it would feel like in waking life with the same application. I'm completely amazed that I'm actually experiencing this level of pressure and sharp pain in the dream, and repeat the pressure, several times. I note that the sensation is about 90% as strong as in waking life. I feel this RC is no good for me. I continue to staring at hands. My hands are very realistic. I notice that both scars on my left hand are present in the dream. The only difference is that my ring is not there. I look back and one finger disappears, soon to reappear. I'm tired at this point of asking DCs about how to improve LD frequency, and quickly notice an ipod and headphones. I decide to rock out to some music and just have fun exploring! I turn on the music, and Sleep Now In the Fire by Rage Against the Machine comes on very loud in the lucid. I'm suddenly overcome by a super excitied, energized and happy state of mind. I feel superchared and can't believe how awesome it feels to be flying out the window, and into the air above a several lane highway with awesome music blasting. I decide to remind myself that it's a dream as I don't want to lose stability. I descend a bit to the back of a car, and notice a co-worker. I stare at the face, interested in how realistic the detail will be, then realize how awkward this would be in waking life! I tellt the DC it doesn't matter since it's actually a part of me. I turn to my left and want to explore to the side of the highway. I see a group of DCs in the road, but ignore them.The music continues to play as I fly down the path to my left. I continue down this path and eventually run into a group of DCs inside of a structure. There are small groups of DCs throughout the area who appear to be college aged. I think about asking them lucidity questions, but still feel unintereste din the responses lately. I see an brown fan above us in the upper floor room. I get the idea that the dream would probably become highly stable if I flew my dream body into the fan blads, and let them stimulate me tactile sense rapidly. I fly up, exposing my midsection, and the fan plades are highly pliable, almost like a soft rubbery material. I lower, and the dream begins to fade shortly after I wake up for the day

Non-lucid: I was in a college w/ Melissa McCarthy. We were in an around the world culinary contest. In which one guy tried to cheat & we were very disappointed w/ him. I woke up before it was over due to my wbtb alarm.

I tried to go back to sleep but my phone was blowing up. The A/C guys were back to try & fix the new leak in our new A/C. It's evening now & it's acting stupid again already! I'm really getting tired of dealing w/ this shit. It's brand fucking new! Sigh.


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Astral Projection/AP/OOB-Brown