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I have been Ill recently and I am just getting my dream recall back on track!

Dream 1

We were going on a road trip and different transport was in a line down the side of a road. I walked up to a double decker bus and decided that I was going to travel by that.

I was on the bus and we decided that we wanted to go onto the top deck of the bus. To get up you had to climb up and pull yourself up. I climbed up and it was very cramped up there. There was no-one else up there just me and my friend who I can't remember who exactly it was. We walked to the front of the bus and just like a normal bus there was the big windscreen at the front. I looked out and thought it looked like we were going to crash. It was quite scary. I remember the bus drivers saying something nasty. I can't remember what it was I just knew it wasn't nice.
The next thing what happened I was in a building with my nan, grandad,brother and sister. We were talking the building was dimly lit. I said what shall we call our team my Nan said 'Clan.' We all were wondering why clan? But I think we ended up choosing that name. We were going to be playing CoD in real life.

I was outside and I had a Scar H. I was aiming down the sight and I killed a guy on the otherside of the road. I went on a rampage. I killed a lot of people.

Dream 2

I was at school and I was outside my house. I owned a business in this dream. Someone came up with a wad of papers and handed them to me. I was meant to sign them and give them back. I was just about to sign it then I skipped halfway through and had a look at one of the terms. It said my friend had to be followed by a car at school for one hour each day. I said 'Hold on a minute, I'm gonna have a look through this when I get home and I'll give it back tommorow." he accepted the idea and walked off.

I was in the house. I was talking to my head of house and it was a Tuesday. On Tuesday's I have to help out at primary schools he said I could go early. I told my business partner what the sheets said he looked at me weird and I walked off. I walked out of school and towards my primary school.

The next thing I know I am in a garden. I am telling a friend about this game I have called oblivion. Then a huge ballon attached to a string was launched into the air. I was scared and I don't know why. Looking at it made me scared. I had a bad feeling in my stomach. Then I was getting asked questions by a voice. It was like one of them evil voices out of movies. I passed all the questions.

Then, I was in at a party. We were celebrating me passing. It was amazing! There were lights flashing everyone was going crazy singing to the song what was playing. Hai Ho Hai Ho were living on a river!

I have had that stuck in my head all day.

Awesome nonlucid last night.
So the dream started out with me jumping out of the second story of a building. I end up in a COD4 Bog style area; the atmosphere was almost exactly the same, as well as the map layout. However, half of the map was covered by a double-highway thing. One half was a ramp to go onto a highway, the other was the entrance to a tunnel underground. I even have the COD HUD. Turns out I'm playing MW3 Survival.
I go to the weapons armory (I had no weapon at first) and bring up the display. I go to assault rifles and choose the M14. Instead of that, however, I get a really neat rifle that I had been imagining earlier. It was like the M14 from COD:BO, but it was sawn off. It was about 20 inches long, and instead of a fixed stock it had a SPAS-12 style stock (it flips up over the rifle when you collapse it). It had a 5 round magazine and a neat-o laser pointer on it.
I go through a few rounds and get to the first helicopter round. Instead of helicopters, there were flying (flying, not hovering above the ground) Ghosts from the Halo series, each driven by a Spartan. I run into the tunnel to take cover, and see that it goes on for about 50 feet. After that, it drops off and there's a huge pool of the cliche luminous-green toxic waste. I run in and one of the Ghosts follows me. I destroy the Ghost, but the Spartan survives. I shoot at him, and manage to take down his shields, when the other Ghost flies in and I wake up.

Decided to give lucid dreaming a try yet again. I had some weird dream fragments last night.


1. I remember there was a lot of back story, but I only remember a small fragment. I entered a big, dark building with double doors up through a stair case. There were some people with me, and I remember looking ahead at my dad. he said something to me, and I argued, and he said something like "oh, really now?" or "is it really, now?" and I suddenly felt that was my hint to become lucid. Some part of me recognized I was dreaming, but I felt as if I was being fought, and eventually that part of me was repressed.

2. Something about coins, a laptop, a big dark field (my dreams are very dark), and pokemon.

3. In a school setting. I don't remember why I'm there. My friend's band is there, and they're getting read to play a big show that they're going to play in real life. I'm wandering around the school, and I have a feeling I'm not exactly supposed to be where I am. I come down from some stairs into a classroom just as my friends from the band (all years past high school) are sitting in desks and get called up over the PA to leave to play their show. I'm wandering around the school now, and for some reason feel that I'm now a girl and have access to girls-only parts of the school. one of these is a very weird almost obstacle course type area where you have to go through to reach a certain classroom. I start this and decide I'm too scared because you have to shimmy along a wall while standing on a very narrow ledge. I get down, and some girl comes to me and tells me not to touch "The silver maiden" or else I could get suspended. I look over and there is a picture of a young girl cartoonishly spray painted on the wall in silver. Somebody has added very large male genitals to her. The school has apparently protected this move as a freedom of speech and expression, and even touching that spot on the wall will be considered vandalism and we will be automatically suspended for it. Completely uninterested, I walk on to meet a friend I apparently know. I ask her if I can have a ride home. She gives me several excuses about why sh ecan't, such as not knowing where she lives and saying that it will compromise her security. She then offers me to ride the bus home with Nosepass (a pokemon...). I vaguely remember something happen allowing me to get a ride home, and that was about it.

Superhero Rumble
Recall: 4/10
Sleep: Good
Sleep Position: Left Side (Right Brain)

I'm part of a group of superheroes, and in a field there is some sort of UFO or time anomaly. Our group ends up in a massive fight down by a river against an opposing group of super powered people.

On my team we have Superman and Wonder Woman. The only person I remember on the other team it the Hulk. I mainly target the Hulk, since he is by far the most dangerous, but I don't take him head on. I wait until I see him about to smash one of my team mates, then attack him with my bo staff when he's not looking. By taking him by surprise, I'm able to thwart his attack and knock him down, but that only makes him mad.

Luckily, as the hulk gets back up and is about to crush me, someone like superman comes along and blindsides him. I jump back into the fray, fighting whoever is closest until I get another opportunity to take down the hulk again just as he's about to smash a team mate. He gets up, pissed at me, and someone else saves my ass. It's the only strategy that works against him. We're not trying to defeat him, just keep him distracted.

Dumb Luck Heroes
Recall: 6/10
Sleep: Good
Sleep Position: Unknown

I'm a kid, and my friends and I decide we're going to be super heroes. We've got our costumes and bags fulls of weapons and tricks. We pass a bar where some guy comes out and wants to fight us. One of us ends up dropping something by accident which the guy trips over and knocks himself out.

We go to a hotel that we break into, on a mission that is real only in our heads. By sheer coincidence, we stumble into a criminal plot by luck or misfortune. We're after some box that has nothing to do with the reality of the situation, and one of the criminals puts a bear trap in it, covered by a silk cloth. We manage to get our box, but before we can see what's inside and get our arm snapped off, another of the criminals takes it thinking there is something good inside. He reaches in and the bear trap closes on his arm, giving us a chance to escape. Pure dumb luck.


YESTERDAY'S DREAMS (FRIDAY NIGHT)

The Enemy of my Enemy
Recall: 5/10
Sleep: Good
Sleep Position: Unknown

There are 2 groups of body snatchers, both out to destroy humanity. The first group is a black liquid that gets inside people, slowly growing in volume over time until all their blood turns black, then they eyes turn black, then their entire bodies turn black. The second group is like the first, only with a silver liquid.

I'm part of an organization fighting and hunting down both groups. Now bow these groups hate each other, and they both use me to attack the other group by proxy. Both sides infiltrate our organization and feed us information that we use to take out the other side. This works out really well for us since both sides are spending more energy attacking the other side than they are attacking humans. We consider both sides equally bad, so it's like our enemies are helping us to destroy themselves

Zoo Escapees
Recall: 6/10
Sleep: Good
Sleep Position: Unknown

I'm in the ground floor of a building with large glass windows, when I see an ostrich or emo walking into a lion. I yell out for everyone to look, there's a lion attacking a ostrich! But it isn't. Then I look out another window and see 2 ostriches, one on the ground and another tearing into the downed one with it's claws. It's tearing huge gashes out of the downed ostrich with it's claws, then ripping out huge chunks of flesh with it's beak.

Outside is now filled with vicious beasts, and we barricade ourselves inside. Eventually it looks like the beasts have left, and we go out side and walk down the street to check things out. But we see the animals and run back to the building with them hot on our heals. We get inside the building, but can't close the door in time, and the animals rush in. We take refuge in the elevator and head to the floor above us.

I open a window to see what's going on outside, and my companions say the animals will get in. I don't believe them and walk out onto the ledge. Below I see a little white rabbit, which jumps straight up and in the window. I go back inside and close the window.

I AM BACK!!

For the past 2.5-3 weeks I have completely renewed my motivation to try and lucid dream. Every night I would be trying to have one. AND TONIGHT I HAD TWO BACK-TO-BACK LUCIDS! SO EPIC!!!

Lemme write 'em down.

1) Class Interupted

I am in a science class in my high school. I am standing near the back of the room with a lab partner at this black table. Its marble table and I recognize the layout (itd be hard to explain to yall).

The teacher is standing to my right inbetwen two separate black lab tables. There is a computer behind her and she is facing toward all of us.

As she is talking, I jump up on the black table and start to sit. I am not paying attention, and then I lay down. She is still talking normally, then I turn my head so I can see her, and when she looks at me, she keeps talking but gives me this clear signal with her body language and the slightest shift of her head sideways (classic girl code, anyone who has had a gf will know this sign) that she is upset that I'm lying down.

I completely understand this sign immediately and start to feel guilty. I almost instantly begin to move and shift my position. As I begin moving, however, I have this thought that's like, "Fuck this, why am I moving so fast? I should take my time" that thought evolves into "Why am I moving at all? She didn't even say anything?" That thought evolves into "Why would I move? THis is a dream anyway"
Boom. I become lucid and I look down at my hands and start rubbing them together to maintain lucidity. I am so excited that I have reached this state that I totally lose all focus and just decide to find some girl to have sex with!
(I'm still laughing about it, I woke up cracking up today)

As I continue to rub my hands, I'm walking, at a pretty fast pace because I want to find the girl and start before time runs out. I walk down a couple rows and find a girl to my right. As I approach her, she gets taller and taller, until I get right up next to her and she seems to sit down.

When she gets really tall thoughts run through my head like I'm putting her pussy on a pedastol and I'm taking this way too seriously, I shouldn't care if she wants to have sex with me, I should just go for it. I want it.

This brings me out of lucidity a little bit.

Then I start to make out with her and rubbing the back of her body. BAD MOVE. Closing my eyes to kiss her brings me into an abyss of blackness. I decide I'm not ready to end the dream yet so I keep rubbing my hands to together and SHOUTING "ENHANCE MY LUCIDITY NOW!!" "GIVE ME AWARENESS"

Just after this, The floor starts to levitate and rotate. I'm on some spinning rectangle and the room is still totally black. What happens next is hard to describe but These rectangles eventually make stairs that lead to the ground.

I walk down them and take the door to my left outside of this building that I've apparently been inside. I am now walking through a parking lot, and I am so happy that I am still lucid. I am literally giddy and trying to imagine what I should do. The first thing that pops into my head this time is drink alcohol because I don't drink in real life.

I find some guy walking away from me with a bottle of grey goose in his right hand. I run up behind him and easily snatch it from him saying "yoink" and just laughing the whole time. I think I got carried away and focused outside of maintaining my lucidity, which brought me out of the dream

I woke up with this gigantic smile on my face haha... I went back to sleep and found myself walking through these two large doors to a church or synagogue. I felt like I was in a movie.

As I walk in, I am being directed where to go by my mom. We enter this auditorium where there is an audience facing toward the front of the room sitting in individual brown chairs. At the front, I see a speaker and Adam Sandler.

We keep walking all the way to the front and across the stage and then right before exiting the out the front door toward the pool area, I am supposed to shake this guy's hand. I try to shake his hand but realize he had reached out his left hand. This shock definitely increased my level of consciousness because I immediately had to switch hands.

Right after that, we walk outside. I have been conditioning myself to stop after exiting a building or door into the world and this clearly helped! As I step outside, I stop and look around, I see my mom and two other people walking away and I see a pool that some birds are flying to. Somehow I say in my mind "this is nice... definitely too nice" and I look at my hands and rub them together. I AM DREAMING AGAIN!!!
I still haven't come up with a general plan of what to do and I don't want to waste my time thinking about it in the lucid dream, so I just start walking and doing whatever comes naturally.

I walk back through the auditorium, and there is this girl eyeing me from the corner. As I walk past her I am kind of blantatly staring at the computer she has on a table in front of her. She quickly switches windows and kind of gives an angry sigh...

I walk out the back door all excited and giddy. This exit led me to a school. For the next 20 minutes I start walking around commenting on everything going on around me and making fun of it. At one point, I start walking back to the synagogue and I find this kid wearing a green shirt with some sign on it I read it as "Canada has roles" even though I think it said "gender has roles" and I say to myself "what the fuck would Canada do with roles"

At this point, I have my skateboard in my hands and its shaking from the force of a motor inside of it. This confirm I'm still in a dream, and I try to figure out how to turn it off until I find the switch by the trucks.

I walk back into the door of the synagogue but this leads me into a gynasium instead. My mom and a bunch of other parents are apparently waiting already for something and I'm the last to join. I walk in a little bit and A HUGE SMILE POPS on my face because I know I am about to have fun, but I question whether I am still dreaming because I don't want to make a huge ass out of myself and do some ridiculous shit and have it not be a dream.

So I decide to reality check by jumping. I jump a normal height and everyone looks at me funny, but I KNOW that I am still dreaming. Not being able to jump really messed with my head and caused me to go into the dreaded passobs. Because I was still kind of lucid, I was thinking about how to get sex from this one mom that was there hahaha....

The end of my dream was essentially this woman giving direction for how to play safely in the gymnasium. She is boring so I announce "Who wants to go into the foam pit?!" and like three people agree. The woman is like "I guess a majority of people want to leave" in a disappointed tone. I'm like "yea, sorry" as I put my skateboard up against the wall.

The next thing I see is a word being spelled out by people in mid-air in the middle of various flips. This image holds steady for a good 30 seconds. After just watching it float there for a while I wake up.

HUGE SMILE ON MY FACE BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN EXPECTING THIS LUCID DREAMING TO RETURN FOR A LONG TIME NOW!!!

WHOOO!

Buying Drugs

I was buying coke (I don't do drugs in waking life). I was sitting at a longish table. There was a man on the other side talking to me. He was checking me out.

He gave me a small amount to try. There was a beautiful, naked woman beside me. Before I could take the little bit to try, I had to take a small blade and cut the woman between her belly button and her lower region. I had to cut her deeply enough to draw blood. I didn't want to, but I cut her. It wasn't enough to draw blood, so she took the knife and just barely drew blood.

I felt her stomach. With my other hand I felt her ass, enjoyed it quite a bit, then touched her asshole. I was afraid she would get upset, but she didn't. I wanted to touch her front region, but didn't bring myself to do it. Then I put my mouth on her breast. I wanted to continue, but I was there for a drug transaction.

Then I took the tiny bit of the coke. It was truth serum, and I felt it in my dream. As he talked to me, he could tell what kind of person I was. I started saying "Yes sir," and my general attitude was honest and respectful.

I asked the man his name. He said it was Margo or something like that.

I was going to ask what it cost. I stumbled over my words and considered asking what is the minimum I could buy, as that would determine if I could afford it. I didn't have much money, so I knew I couldn't buy it.

He said the minimum to buy was three grams. I told him I couldn't buy that much.

~
Weird Snakes

I was in a wheel chair type thing. I started to go down a hill with rocks and large jumps. I hoped I wouldn't wreck because it would have been ugly. My vehicle turned into a bicycle, but it was still going to be difficult. I made it down three jumps. It was very unstable, but I made it.

Dream skip at the bottom. I saw a two-headed python. It looked like a Burmese, about 3 feet long. I grabbed it, but I didn't get it behind the head, so he bit me.

I wanted to get him off of me, so I swung him with an up-and-over type back-hand. I smashed his head on the top of a small wall. It took three times to kill it. I got blood on my lip. I didn't want to kill it; I like snakes. I don't know why I felt I needed to.

Then I saw a tank full of snakes. They were Ball Pythons. Some were just heads, but they were like tadpoles that would grow the rest of their body later. Some were more like baby snakes.

~

Making Love

I was in a huge liquor store asking about an award-winning scotch whiskey.

Dream skip

I was with a beautiful blond in a silky red Japanese style dress. She wore more makeup than I care for (I don't like makeup in waking life), but she was beautiful. I told her she may be the most beautiful woman I've ever seen. Another DC said it at the exact same time I did, which diluted my comment.

I stole a line from something I thought I heard in waking life, which makes me think that I was semi-lucid here. I said, "Don't keep saying what I'm thinking."

I asked the girl her name. I don't remember what she said--if anything. I took her to an open field. It was a little to visible for me, but I started taking off her clothes. Now she was wearing a lacie skirt and panties.

I asked her, "Aren't you nervous about someone seeing us?" She said, "No." I told her to take off her bra while I got on top of her. I was afraid if I took off her bra, I would have trouble focusing on her lower area again.

She took off her bra while I got on top of her. Her breasts were beautiful, but I only saw them for a brief moment. I made love to her for a little bit when the dream ended.

I was in a drivers education class. My Speech class teacher was teaching it. A was there, and we ended up finishing everything a day early. Mr. M wasn't there so we had some random guy watching us, and I decided to teach A how to play craps. Eventually the sub guy told A to go outside with him. I was going to tell him he just needed to let us go home since we didn't have anything else to do.

I was waiting on a line with a bunch of other people. We were waiting waiting because one of the cast members from pokemon was at the end, and we could interview them. But as we got closer, we found out that the "cast member" ...was just a guy in a pikachu costume. I was expecting the writers of the show or the creators of the games. And worse yet was that there was a guy taking pictures as if we were young kids. And then he makes ME take the pictures for him. They kept coming out blurry and messed up.

Good morning, everybody.

Dream #1

I was standing in a corridor that looked like it had a wheelchair ramp built into it. The wall I faced was a window wall, extending all the way down the corridor. There may have been a hairpin turn along the wall to get to a tiny, glass-walled space before the exit door.

I probably stood right at the door, inside the building. Outside stood a family. They were all telling me goodbye. The family was white, kind of well-off-looking. There were an older dad, probably a mom, and a bunch of other people.

There were two little girls in the family, and I may have been attracted to the littler one. She may have been five or six years old.

I took some chance to hug the little girl. I had a feeling that if I hugged her, we could both share our feelings of attraction for one another in some secret way. I was sure she was attracted to me, too. But I didn't want to get in trouble for showing my feelings.

Later on I may have been in some cafe. I may have been sitting at a table with a white boy. The table we sat at was against a wall. I sat on one end of the table so that the wall was to my right. The boy sat at the adjacent end, so that he faced the wall.

He was probably gay. He was tall, kind of pretty. He had his hair shaved really close on the sides and then kind of flowing on top. He wore a grey jacket, and he may have had the collar of the jacket turned up.

The boy was kind of stuck-up, it seemed to me. I was pretty sure he hated me. I didn't want to bother him. But I was also kind of angry that he acted so stuck-up. I felt threatened, and I wanted to prove somehow that I wasn't threatened.

I was now back with the family at the door. The older sister was now talking to me. The older sister was maybe ten or eleven years old. She had blonde-brown hair and tan skin. She wore a white skirt and a turquoise tank-top.

The older sister told me that the little sister had gotten sick or something, so she couldn't hug anybody. So the older sister would have to hug me instead.

I knew that the older sister was attracted to me. I knew that she thought if she could just get a chance to hug me, she'd make me attracted to her instead of to her little sister.

I hugged the girl. She wasn't skinny, but her body, around her waist, felt strong. I did feel like I was attracted to her. But I didn't want her family to know. I didn't want to get in trouble.

I walked out the door with the family. I either held hands with the older sister or managed to do something with her like lift her up onto my shoulders, so she was riding on my shoulders.

Everybody in the family seemed pretty happy. For some reason, I asked the girl something either like, "If you knew this was the last day of your life, what would you do?" or, "If this were the last day of your life, could you truly say you've died happy?"

I was now back in the cafe with the tall, white boy. I had apparently asked him some question as well. He was writing something in a notebook. His handwriting was mostly capital letters, very blocky, in something like black, felt-tip pen. But he was also answering me. I had a feeling that he was finally coming around to liking me.

Then another boy sat across the table from me. He had olive skin and black hair, with his bangs kind of spiked down a bit over his forehead. He wore a brownish sweatshirt. He also seemed to be gay.

The first boy had at some point gone to open the door of the cafe so that some cool air could flow in. But the second boy sat next to the thermostat. He turned up the heat.

The first boy asked the second boy if he'd turned up the heat. The second boy said he had. It wasn't clear whether he'd done it because the open door was making him cold or because he wanted to keep the heat at a level that was sure to annoy the first boy.

The first boy stood up to go close the cafe door, assuming that if he did that, the second boy would turn down the thermostat. But as he stood up, the first boy said to the second boy, "You know, I'm really beginning to despise you."

I dreamt I was smoking cigarettes with a friend (never have irl). They were pleasant but burned very quickly. Also something about waiting around in my room for a long time and some kind of purple dye.

Dream

I was watching TNA and Bully Ray was backstage weighing himself or something. As he left the room he beat up 2 smaller guys and went onto the stage.

He interrupted some guys who were talking in the ring and started speaking in a Canadian accent. I was thinking "Since when was Bully Ray Canadian" and the commentator, Taz said the same thing. I turned to my Dad was like "See."

It was such an obivious dream sign that I feel stupid for not realising it.

Fragment from Yesterday

I was at school with this girl who used to go to my primary school. I feel like I've been there before.

Perspective: Over Head Video Game Style

I'm in a dungeon for some odd reason. I manage to escape from the cell and out of the dungeon. My only companion is a Ralts (Physic Pokemon) that knew surf (Water type move).

Now from my perspective the way I'm exploring the castle is similar to that of Sonic The Hedgehog rolling around.

I find a cave and enter it to find a Medusa type witch.

"We meet again. I am the one who turned you into a beast and I am the only one that can cure you." She took out a pendant and a bright light flashed from the pendant turning the witch into a human woman. She turned around and took a drink from the bubbling cauldron behind her and she returned to her previous state.

Perhaps I was imprisoned because of my beastly form? I don't know.

"There are three towers north from here. Bring me the objects they hide and I will set you free."

I exited the cave and captured a Geodude (Rock Pokemon) afterwards I jumped from a ledge and rushed towards the lake where a tower was in the center. There were three doors when I arrived one in the left, one on the middle and one on the right. I took the right one. Some tiles were cracked and I had to avoid razor sharp leaves. I encountered a Geodude. Here is how the battle went from my game perspective.

Go RALTS!

RALTS used Surf!

Geodude is charging up

RALTS used Surf!
But it missed!

Geodude used Solar Beam!

RALTS fainted!

Go GEODUDE!
GEODUDE is affected by "Poison of Strength'.

Then my brother woke me up.

I awoke in my bed. It was dark, and their was a CD player/radio on my beside desk. I also noticed that i was on the opposite side of my bed, and my upper body was hanging over the side of my bed. My sheet only covered half of my body. A eery song was playing and my legs were unmoveable. They felt very heavy. At this point i realized 'im dreaming' and awoke seconds later. This felt as if it only lasted 60 seconds.

Been sick all week. Had a bunch of crazy dreams fueled by cough medicine. Made things interesting… Here are the highlights from a memorable one.

Kaomea Saves My Ass… Again
I'm in a room with an indoor pool. I'm helping a friend shoot some sort of music video for YouTube? But for some reason things turn a bit intimate between us. I'm in the water with him when we suddenly get raided by a demonic swat team. We freak out as they jump in the pool and begin to drag me out by my throat. The water sticks to me as I'm being dragged and then it swallows the whole scene. Kind of like a wave but it felt like I was in a washing machine. I spiral out…

and into a large cage inside what seems to be some sort of torture chamber. There’s a very handsome man slowly circling my cage with a smile on his face. I recognize him as Hades from a previous dream but this doesn’t make me lucid. Infuriated, I cuss him out through the bars of my cage. I try using white light to break the bars but it doesn’t work. I finally ask him what he wants & he condescendingly says (in so many words) that this is what happens to little girls who misbehave themselves. He tells me we need to be taught a lesson & learn our places… He’s leaned in towards the cage at this point, calmly smiling at me. I spit in his face. He laughs.

“KAOMEA!!”

I scream her name and hear a loud commotion outside the room. The door fly’s open I feel instantly relieved when I see her. I point and laugh.

“Daammnn… you are so fucked right now…”.

The ending of the dream is fuzzy. Words were exchanged between the two of them in a surprisingly calm way and then silence. I remember Kaomea glaring at him as his nose and eyes began to bleed? But I didn’t see any white light or hear any sounds. The silence was broken by a very loud crackling sound as the room split in half? I don't know how else to describe it. It’s like a fault line formed and I watched the side of the room where Hades was standing fall off into an abyss…
tragic really…
and yet, for some reason…
I don't remember feeling the slightest bit of sympathy.

7/9/2011
I'm in a basement with washing machines. I'm talking to my dad about college. I waited until late, almost the last day, to register for, uh, registration. They were almost fully booked. I had to sign up for whatever's available. They had an opening. I took it.

I'm waiting outside a building in the dark, near the concrete steps. I'm talking with someone. I touched a dead baby duck (it looked like a stuffed one with a broken pullstring). I feel dirty. I need to wash my hands. I go inside without my stuff.

I look for the bathroom, but I get stopped by two security guards. They tell me there's an opening right now. I say ok, just let me go get my stuff (and wash my hands). They say no. I need to hurry before the guy who was supposed to have this appointment time gets here. So I go.

The building is a bit maze-ish. There's a stair going down in the middle of a room. There's a lady down there, typing at a desk.

I go to another room for registering. It's an interview. I sit across the desk from a guy who looks like that guy who says 'inconceivable' in The Princess Bride, except he has hair. Or maybe he looks like the mayor from Buffy the Vampire slayer (the one with the todo list saying: eat lunch, become invincible, PTA meeting). He asks me a lot of questions and writes stuff down on a form. Then he asks me what I plan to do for my essay. What essay?? I didn't know there's an essay. And I still need to wash my hands. He explains. There's an essay now, about a computer science topic. I tell him I plan to do it on open source software or linux. He doesn't hear me. I repeat myself. He still doesn't hear. He closes one, but not both, of the doors to the room, limiting the background noise. He hears me this time, and asks me why. I tell him these subjects excite me.

I write something on the form? I don't remember but later it's got my handwriting on it.

I suddenly realize the interview is being filmed. I am nervous. The guy is like 'of course it is.' I realize I am not fully dressed. I try to cover up, then decide to try to act nonchalant.

There are others in the room. The guy whose appointment I got because he was late is one of them, I think. There is a small bed with no mattress off to one side.

The guy is testing me on something now, only now he is a slender dark-skinned chick. Some porcelain animal cracker shaped things are dropped on the floor. They have the devil in them. You can't touch them, she says, or the devil will go into you. She attempts to clear them up, but it's risky work. The devil will go into objects you touch them with as well, apparently. Afterwards, I am supposed to have noticed something, but I didn't. I feel embarrassed. I missed the social (cultural) cues. She walks around tapping her face making disapproving noises. But the interview is done. I am supposed to take the form... where? The basement? Oh, I get it, to the lady at the desk at the bottom of the stairs.

I take the form to them. As I am leaving up the stairs, the desk lady (there is another lady there too) gets up. She is commenting on my writing, that my v's are pointy. There is some sort of (hand) writing test that takes a lot of time/pages? The way they are talking makes me uncomfortable, as if they were criticizing.

At the top of the stairs, the room I am in has two doors, at opposite ends of one wall. I walk to the left door. Both doors are open. Down the hall, I see a guy, but more urgently, I see a dog, painted red and yellow. It's a hellhound! I shut the door quickly, before the dog gets there. It's running. I am just in time. It growls and presses against the door, up on its hind legs. I growl back. Then it goes around and comes in the other door. "Fuck!" I grab a chair, to defend myself with. I'm panicking. The two ladies are nearby, but they won't be able to get to me in time to help. I wake up.

WILD attempt. No or little SP. Possible brief lucidity. Very fragmented.
In an elevator. Poisoned. The bottom of the elevator goes up independent of the top, hits the ceiling, and goes through.

On a bus. There are two kids. I only saw the one with the ugly face. Someone tells me I am the one who taught him to dream (lucidly?).

I'm in a sitting/kneeling position, falling asleep, worrying I'll hit something and wake. I feel momentary intense arousal. Something about getting a tattoo.