12/29/12 Jail Break I am in my Fire Valkyrie flying to the moon. I land on the moon and wander around a bit before opening a portal, directing the portal to take me to somewhere I need to be. The portal opens and I step through right into a world that looks like something out of Assassin's Creed. I am not sure what city I am in. I look around to try to identify it. What I do see is some guards dragging some people off of the street. I wonder what is going on. One of the people is saying he didn't do anything. One of the guards says with his attitude he doesn't have to actually do anything to get arrested. He laughs. He says he'll be laughing right up until the execution. In total I see ten guards and five prisoners. One of the prisoners looks right at me and then whispers something to one of the others at the cost of getting punched in the gut. A guard insists no talking. More whispers are passed amongst the prisoners until a guard tells them to shut the fuck up or he'll kill them all right now. Another guard says he wants to at least injure a couple of them. A third guard said there's no reason all of them have to make it back alive. One of the prisoners looks over at me, clearly expecting me to do something, then tells the guards something in a foreign language that is clearly an insult. They are all distracted, some of them laughing, some of them pulling weapons. No one is looking anywhere near me. I have two hidden blades… and take out two of the guards before any of the others even realize someone else is there. Then there is confusion… and another guard taken out, though I am unable to target two of them this time. So in an instant ten has become seven. Now that they have seen me they are demanding my surrender, though it doesn't look like they're prepared to accept surrender. The prisoners are going after weapons on the fallen guards, three of them claim weapons while I am fighting with my Witchblade sword. A guard attacks and I use a counter attack to take him out, and now the three newly armed prisoners are fighting. Six against four… and one of them claims the sword of the guard I just killed… so now it's six against five. The fight is soon over, though two of the prisoners have been injured so I heal them. I ask what they were being arrested for, though it is a bit too late to find that out, and one of them says they were being arrested for protesting a new law, it's not allowed. He says before long it will be illegal to breathe too deeply. He says lots of people are being arrested for pointless offenses, and no one is sure what is happening to them. He says there are many others being arrested, and they are going to find out what is going on. Will I help them? I say I will if I can, but don't worry if I disappear for a short time… I'll be back. At least I am hoping I won't end up being a liar… One of the prisoners asks what important business I have and if they can help in return, but I never get a chance to answer before I wake up. Silent Nonlucidity I am in what looks like one of the cities from Assassin's Creed II but I am completely non-lucid. What I do believe is that I am from the future, and I have my iPad in a case that looks like an antique book so no one will question my using it. I am searching for the glyphs left by Subject 16 and I am using my iPad to decipher the codes hidden within them. The fact I can climb on the walls and do most of the moves done in Assassin's Creed doesn't seem strange to me. Some guy starts putting the moves on me. He also takes my iPad and tosses it in a ditch, saying women shouldn't be reading. I am about to punch him in the face when I see he is offering me an invitation to some coveted event. I think there might be a glyph inside the area of the event, so being able to get in to the event would be helpful. He gives me the invitation and then asks, as if he already knows, who will be accompanying me. I tell him he can go fuck himself, knock him senseless with a kick to the balls then a punch in the face, and leave him sitting in the ditch where he tossed my iPad. I am looking at a building for a glyph when someone pokes something sharp at my back. I hear someone tell me if I cooperate I won't be hurt. I turn to see what is going on, and there is an Assassin pointing a hidden blade at me. I find it annoying. He says he needs to get into the event that I now have an invitation to. I tell him to stop poking me with that thing… I'll help him willingly or not at all. He seems surprised at my response and removes the blade from my back. I look at him closer now, I don't recognize him specifically but I am sure he is an Assassin. So he must have a good reason for wanting to get into the event. His threat was clearly a bluff… he has no interest in harming what he thinks is an average civilian. He turns to walk away and I tell him I have decided to help him willingly. My invitation lets me bring a guest. So we go to the event together. There is some kind of an art display going on, the guards at the entrance let us in. Once we're inside I tell him I have my own reasons for wanting to be here… so he can go about his. I look around the walls and spot the glyph I was looking for. I scan it with my iPad, sure that chaos will ensue soon since I snuck an Assassin in. And chaos does ensue. The Assassin has apparently taken out his target. Then I hear someone accusing me of being in league with him because we came together, I tell that person he is nuts, how was I supposed to know? He was cute and wanted to come with me, so I brought him. No one seems to believe me, and I am too surrounded to get out. Someone is yelling that if the Assassin doesn't surrender they will kill his partner. I activate the time travel app on my iPad and leave the scene before the Assassin can respond. It transports me back to my own time… and my own bed.
Well.. this is a foundational platform where my journey into self development began. Lucid dreaming. Its been so long since I last posted here. But Ive been on a string of amazing dreams. The kind of clear, lucid, and perfectly arranged dreams that distract you all throughout the day because they are just that much better than ordinary life. They all have a hint of sexuality in them, but also teach valuable learning experiences. Theyve all been so amazing, full of connection, full of love, full of orgasm, lol. Its good to know that after all these years, Ive come so far. My dreams used to be fuzzy, seemingly meaningless, and full of malice. Chaotic and bewildering storylines. Having blissmares back after back is absolutely enlivening. It gets to the point where you wake up and see the world in a different way. You want to help this world to become as beautiful as the dreams you have, and you simply can no longer contribute to anything that may get in that way. I no longer argue or make poor decisions. I smile more. I care more. I have a light inside me. It feels so good. So if you are practicing this skill, keep it up, even when it seems like it is going nowhere. Keep progressing and practicing. Youll get there eventually. It took me three years, and now Im back to post on how wonderful this journey has been (and still is). Im excited about going to sleep tonight, and experiencing all the wonderfulness of my inner mind. But first, I have to earn it. I have to work hard and make this world a better place. One day, they will both come together. This reality and my dreams, and I wont have to wait any longer. It will be constant bliss. Live your life right now, when your awake. And you will find it easier to live in your dreams as well. I used to think about how 8 hours a night, I wouldnt remember anything. It would be like 1/3rd of my life was being wasted. I had no recollection. Now those 8 hours seem like eternity, and I get more out of them than I ever thought I would in years, in just one night. Sleep is wonderful now. Just remember, if youre not here now or wherever you want to be, keep learning, keep practicing. Keep going. Youll get there. Its a wonderful journey. And after you get there, you will keep going, to even more wonderful places..
Don't remember much about starting part of the dream, but at some point i was watching somebody playing the game that looked like old XCOM, though levels were completely different. He was doing very well, then i asked why he's not using time rewinders, which were basically items with sort of like quicksave/quickload feature. He tells me that they make the game too easy or something and continues to play. I tell him that i have played this game and used them often, but the game was still very hard. He laughs. Scene changes. I seem to be in some sort of japanese-looking village, complete with blooming trees and some warriors. There seems to be explosions behind the building so i go look. There's two anime girls engaged in magical fight between each other, i run towards them and ask what it is all about and why. Don't remember much of conversation but i remember i kept calling one of them 'sister' despite her not looking like my sister at all, also i remember that the reason for fight was something ridiculous, making me go 'Why do you fight because of that?', also 'sister''s outfit looked like some sort of fairly open medieval armor. Either way i decided to watch the fight, but shortly both of them activated some sort of spellcards(Like in game called Touhou, i guess this part of the dream was inspired by it), and there were lots of magic projectiles around now and i had to dodge them as well as both combatants. Don't remember much on how most of patterns looked, though i remember one on 'sister''s patterns that was covering the ground with bouncy magic spheres of sort, and it could be easily dodged by just getting higher ground, which i did and asked her why the dodging method is so obvious. She stopped pattern, ran towards me while being somewhat angry and punched me, which knocked me back almost out of the whole village. Point of view switches to some sort of floating camera as both girls preparing the final attacks. 'Sister' grins and manages to charge her attack quicker than her opponent, catching her off guard and winning the fight. The attack i remember was being an huge epic beam of light that looked like sword(it reached the skies!), it lasted like 0.5 seconds, while 'sister' did swinging motion and moving really fast towards opponent, stopping behind her at the end of the swing. And by fast i mean it was like blink, though time was briefly slowed at the moment of hit for additional epicness. The opponent collapses, saying that she lost, but that she will win the next time. 'Sister' smiles and walks away. Dream fades away and i wake up.
-DILD Was in a dream where I was trying to run away from this old lady. I was flying when I suddenly became lucid out of nowhere. I continued flying, I just came out of an alleyway and was on a main city street, but it was empty. There were many weird fire escape stairways, going all sorts of crazy directions. And some even became roads attached to the sides of buildings, which disappeared into midair. I was going to fly to one of the roads but very soon after becoming lucid, the dream just started to blur and fade to darkness and I felt my body diminish. Next thing I knew i was awake. Should have done a DEILD but for some reason I never thought of it.
i was outside a bilding on a dirt rode my mom was supposed to pick me up but shes not there so i get in a silver car on the rode there is a young man driving and his mom is in the passenger seat the she says to the guy hurry up shes about to crap her pants then a young darks skined girl holding her stomacha gets in and we drive up a hill and the guy looks back at me and says why are you here i say stop ill walk the rest of the way so i get out and walk towards the building i just came from mid way up the hill its to steep to walk so i get down on all fours and crawl the remander of the hill on the way up i notice the the dirt is very light in coulor i get back to the building and go in inside is version of my freinds house there all yelling at each other and fighting for spots on the beds this gose on for about 2 or 3 min then i wake up
non-lucid lucid The dream picks up and I'm in a mall, I know the stores are about to close. There are three across from me, one on the far left has strange bright colored dresses on display high in the window, the store in the middle looks empty and is already dark, the one on the right has mannequins on the floor in vibrant blue and green shirts. I can't imagine myself wearing anything they have there, but I know time is short and I need to look anyway. I go into the store on the right, the floor, ceiling and walls are all blinding white. I can't find anything I want to wear, everything looks strangely shaped. I don't recall going into the other store, but somehow I know that both stores have the same clothing just in different colors. In the next dream I'm buying Olympic Maximum Solid Deck Stain ((I don't know, I work for Lowe's in the paint department but I haven't mixed that in a long time....and I don't have a deck.)), I've shared a blue flat cart with another customer and for a minute I'm afraid that I'll get charged for what they have on the cart. It seems my worry is needless, the cashier at the next register takes the other customer's stuff from my cart. For some reason they mix the stain at the register, there's a paint dispenser and everything right underneath the monitor. Unfortunately the cashier can't figure out how to mix it even though I have a 5 gallon lid with the formula on it. I show him the lid, it also has a sheet of paper with my boyfriend's name written on it in sharpie. I have no trouble reading it. The guy dispenses the formula but as he's about to charge me for it he 'accidentally' dispenses 96 shots of white, somehow turning the red I wanted into a grey. "Why did you do that?" "The machine made me." He says, but I saw how he had just hit keys and instead of it taking him to checkout it took him to the dispense screen. While I'm standing there waiting I look doubtfully down at the 5gal containers, I wonder if I should be lifting them. Maybe I can get someone to do it for me....? A guy I used to work with comes up to talk to me. He looks sad, behind him the daylight coming in through the exit doors is bright and warm. The store itself is dark, like it's about to close...but it's the middle of the day. "I guess you've heard the news?" "Yes," I lie because I feel like I should have heard it. "I was going to call you..." "It's alright, I didn't expect you to." I'm reminded of an event that happened just after I left that job, how his girlfriend died along with the baby she was carrying because of pneumonia. "Things will get better." I say, patting him on the back. "They already have." I look at the cashier, he's frowning at the bucket of stain. I'm really annoyed, the trip shouldn't have taken this long. I decide I'll go and get another of the base I need. I think I'll only need one, but then he somehow screws up the second 5gal. I leave, cutting back through the store. The store is bigger than it should be and when I turn the corner on one of the aisles I realize I'm not just in Lowe's, I'm in a mall. I forget what I'm looking for, I know I've come to this place before in other mall dreams. I stare down one of the vast halls, past all the stores, trying to remember what I was doing. I realize if I just keep going the hallways will circle around to where I started, maybe I'll just explore until I remember why I was here. I see a bookstore, I pass it. I keep walking until I find a wide stone tunnel ending in a domed circular room. The walls are all rough black stone with electric blue sigils carved deeply into them. The only light is a fire next to a muscular dark-skinned man stripped to the waist, wearing black leather bracers, sharpening a sword. Straight across from doorway is a stone wall that bows toward me, on either side of it are deep alcoves. Neither of them have doorways. I examine the alcove to the left of the bowed wall. I'm extremely annoyed. "Come all this way and there's a dead end?" I say this and realize I'm directing it at the man. "It's not a dead end, look closely at that wall and you'll see the truth of it." I go back to the wall and I notice a hairline crack running from top to bottom. I lightly push on one side and it swings open. It wasn't a wall, it was a door. I step into the room, I decide I want to take off my shoes. I try to do this without looking but even though I complete the motion the shoe won't leave my foot. I look down at my feet and see I'm wearing a white dress with tiny bouquets of rainbow colored flowers all over it along with pink beaded slippers. Once I look at them, the action is easy. I peel the slippers from my feet leaving behind hot pink lint, on one of my feet this has also removed a coat of nail polish from the middle toe on my left foot. I know this should concern me, but I decide not to follow the dream. I toss the slippers aside. There's a small button shaped like an egg cut in half and sticking out of the wall. It's made of pieces of plastic. I twist the pieces into place so it forms a whole egg top and I push it. A section of wall slides away and disappears, revealing a curving staircase. I can't see what's at the bottom. I know that this is the way to the Room. Then I wake up.
Updated 12-30-2012 at 07:41 AM by 54746
Best night's sleep I've had in a long time. My dreams were brighter, more colorful, and just a lot more fun than the junk I've been dreaming about lately. In the dream that stood out the most, I was in the WWE, mainly just helping get stuff set up backstage, and talking to various wrestlers including Sheamus, John Cena, and Chris Jericho, as well as a good friend of mine who is a big wrestling fan. My parents also came out to watch the show I was helping to put on. At one point they sent me out as a manager for a 3 on 4 tag match between Kofi Kingston, R Truth, and Ryback vs The Prime Time Players, and Epico and Primo. I was managing the heel team of course. At one point Kofi jumped off the top rope and acted like he hit me in the shoulder. I didn't react as quickly as I should, but still, I fell to the gound and acted like my shoulder was hurt, rolled around for a few minutes and then tried to crawl out of the arena. As I was leaving I heard Ryback's theme music start playing, signaling that the match was over and the babyface team had won. Since I really wasn't hurt, fake wrestling remember, I simply went back to my duties backstage. Overall, just a fun dream.
bucketofmeat=me FalseAwakening. woke kneeling in a 3 ft open black hard-rubber tube. wondered where I was and how I got there. It was dark and it felt like I had been asleep and just woke up. But don't remember ever waking-up in kneeling position before. Couldnt't really feel my, below-the-waste, I wasn't in discomfort and that felt good but strange. I go to get-uo. It becomes totally black for 2 seconds as I try to get to my feet (that I can't feel. Then someone is there (in my head). he says somethjng like ..."you shouldn't drop-off to sleep in that state of mind" or "you shouldn't entertain those kind of thoughts as you fall asleep" or something. Then I stop trying to stand and crawl forward instead. I can see a bit but it is still very dark, like night-time with no artificial light. I push with my hand and see my hand push against tight mosquito netting. I crawl against the mosquito netting and I'm out. I'm now outside. I am in a empty animal barn. Very dark and I don't see them but I know other humans are asleep under mozzy-nets in the barn. I gotta do my chores I find two stainless steel buckets (the kind used to milk cows). I fill them with strange food. Then the food looks a bit like meat and minced ofal (minced; kidney, heart, liver, pancreas ect). I'm satisfied that it is the right type and consistency for what I got to feed and pick up a bucket in each hand and head out into the dark, dark night. The path is a bit gravelly and noisy and it would be bad manners to wake others so I move off the path onto soft grass. Then I notice that I am walking on grass (with big wide-open daisies) in the dark. I get to the "ramp" (a steel grid that vehicles and people can traverse but sheep and cows can't). I cross the ramp and a pack of black bull-dogs bound over cos they smell what I'm carrying. I begin to feel tjis is a dream. If this is not a dream then I'd be in "mortal danger". I don't feel that I'm in mortal danger. (EOD) I'm awake... but I feel wiered ... like this too could be a False awakening. I realise that in real-life if I was alone, in the dark, on a big property (where no one could hear me scream) I would just be a bucket of meat and ofal to a pack of black dogs. I groggily go to "Chat" and tell them the wiered "False Awakening" then realise I'd better DJ it. I tellum in chat that I'm off to DJ it. Wjen I close "Chat" I'm in my "Profile" (???)
took: 1 dose of galantamine + choline lucid dreaming: 0 lucid experiences + strong continuous dream sequence note: - got to sleep at 12PM - took galantamine at 4:40AM - got up at 9:10AM - need to start using Piracetam (to clear the Galantamine + Choline) after waking up - need to start using 5-HTP to stack all the REM sleep towards the end of the night - you can see I was making up for some missed sleep from previous nights
First off, not my third since joining... more like my fifth. However I don't count those other two as lucids, as they were extremely short and I wasn't able to really do something. I only remember driving a car I stole. I'm at home, playing the piano. At first I don't know why, but later some girl comes and apparently I'm playing the piano for her, for the 'shop' which is apparently located in my house. Even when we had closed down she told me to continue but I didn't, so she went to get some food which was cornflakes and sat down at the table in front of me. Now here I have this 'wonder' feeling from Sage's WILD tutorial*. So when I got this strange feeling I ran to the hallway and looked at my hands for a while, something wasn't right and it was clear to me I was dreaming. I started kicking the glass on my door and after a couple tries the door opened. Now that I'm outside I'll just try to climb up to the rooftop of my house so I can jump off of it to fly, I couldn't get up to the last part and jumped then. I continued my journey by walking out of my street around the corner to my best friend's house. My best friend's dad and another very good friend's dad were outside, so I talked to them and got myself a metal object from one of the dads. I looked at my neighboor's window and saw there was the mcdonald's clown in their home and it annoyed me, so I ran in and tried to throw the metal, round object with a small hole in the middle at his head. I missed, hit a vase, and ran the hell outta there. That pretty much cuts it. Lol. *Maybe I'm not doing it right? Or maybe it can also be used for DILD. It's working for me either way though.
Theres a girl i really like but i dont see us being together - lets call her A. And theres this girl that i liked for a really long time and i think she likes me- lets call her G. Note that I am 16. I was walking with A in a town and we met this couple. Next minute, the couple are having sex underneath something and so are A and I. People can see us, were all fully clothed. A was acting really casual about it - I dont think she knows Im a virgin - and i hated it. I saw G whilst we were doing it, i saw sadness on her face but i didnt express regret when she walked away. I stopped having sex before climax. After this we walked through the town, the exact way we came through, holding hands. We were talking and all i remember is saying that it was sh*t and i hated it. I wanted intimacy. Then, under a bridge, some people with guitars were playing and we challenged them to a battle of bands - I had watched Scott Pilgrim vs The World before going to bed, so that was obvious. I play guitar Please tell me what this means Thanks sleepknight
I'm in a house, don't know what i was doing, then an old friend of minde comes - manuel - he tells me, that he just left the hospital, he underwent some surgery with his arms, some bones where transfered from one arme to the other, as he came in, we embraced each other by hugs, it was nice, i thought if it is too much embrace but i figured that its good. he told me, that he now moves into a flet i got. i was happy for him. then we went to get some food, and they ordered knödel, i usually do not eat something with animalstuff inside, but i thought, well, this time a take a small portion. we ate, than they wontet do drink some beer or so, but i was not to interested. ___ some street, i went, a house was nearby, i think i heard some child screaming, but it was not clear, then i met rut, she asked me, if i to had heard the screams, i confirmed, and we desidet, to do something against it, by going to the house and see what was happening. ____ a girl/women, told me that a friend of her wonted something, she wonted to get some breast milk, i thought i have asolution, and showed her some porn genre, in that, all the women had breast mild, and they gave the men there milk, some during sexual action, some without, they had also some special clothing, with a certain style, there where old man and jung ones.... my thoughts about that genre where ambivalent...
Non lucid: I'm doing an online survey about movies and TV shows. There are some questions about ARGs. Non lucid: Okay, this is a sorta weird, creepy one about a movie (the blair witch project). You guys ever dream that you are IN a movie you've just seen? As in, being a character (for example: you are a random Jedi in Star Wars) in the movie. Well, I kinda had that about this movie last night, I'm sure everyone here has seen it before, as it's quite famous. Okay, well the dream kind of followed the main plot, especially the part where they are first realizing that they are lost. Except in my dream we (me+main characters) climbed up a tree to see where we were (I really kept thinking they should do that while watching the movie, actually). Lucid: Walking around some weird office, I know I am dreaming. I remember I read about the task of the month, and decide to do it. First, I decide to sing a song, so I sing Jingle Bells, it's the only one I can think of. Then I decide to make it snow, as that was the other basic task, I look out of the window and imagine the sun disappearing and snow falling down. And of course it happens. I get excited, I want to do one of the advanced tasks but I lose lucidity too fast.
Ricky Martin was my makeup artist.
This was yesterday, I guess. So I dreamed that I was back at my boarding school again and holiday is over, but then I somehow got lucid and realized everything is fading AGAIN. So I went downstairs from the dormitory and found "Anti-wakeup pills" and downed them all, but it didn't help much though since I forgot to stabilize. I woke up from my alarm clock. Spoiler for Points I should improve: I really, really need to remember to do reality checks to reassert my lucidity, and I need to remember to stabilize. God I always forget to stabilize.
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