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Lucid Dream
False Awakening

Night 19

Yay, I had a great Lucid Dream this morning! I had ND's last night also, but I forgot them , if I remember them later I will update my post.

I. I had a FA where I got up and got on my computer, strangely it was night time and I did a RC and I realized it was indeed a FA. I was on my PC and I fell through the floor, if anyone has ever played counter-strike, when you are spectating and you can go out of the map, it looked exactly like that. I woke up and I was laying in bed, I am not sure if I was actually awake or still sleeping, I might of been in SP because I could not move and the colors I usually see when I close my eyes were a lot more wild. Then bam, I fell back into the dream where I was at my PC again, and did another RC to confirm that I was indeed dreaming. So far all of my FA's fade once I become lucid, so I was just trying to stabilize my dream, I rubbed my hands together and it worked. I tried to stand up from my chair, but the wheels were not moving and I kind of tripped over it, I thought I was going to wake up as that happened but I didn't! It is dark, it is defiantly night time, and I walk out of my room into the hall where I see one of my cats laying on the ground . As I got closer she got up and ran right into my room, knowing it was a dream I was trying to see if I could talk to her, but she ran right past me and climbed up to the highest shelf in my room (she has never climbed up there in RL). I just ignored it and walked out further into the hall, I was thinking I was just going to explore but I wanted to try summoning again now that I read tutorials on how, it did not work . I tried holding my hand out behind me and tried to picture the person grabbing it, but got nothing, I then tried to picture them in my room and when I walked in I got nothing again. I gave up as I didn't want to spend my entire time trying, so I walked into my parents room where there were 3 women on their bed, they looked like sisters, and 1-2 men. The women all had dark brown/black hair, similar faces, black top/white skirts, and they were all staring at me as I entered the room. I remember the feeling of * maybe I should not be here* but I continued in anyways. The first woman who was sitting/laying on-top of one of the men looked at me and said something like "look at him, he has emotion." while motioning to the man she was sitting on. I look at the man and he is just blankly staring at me like a zombie, I was confused as he had absolute no emotion. I walked to the front of the bed so I would be standing in front of them all, I remember asking them if I could talk with them, but as soon as I did the dream started to fade. As the dream is fading, one of them says "Sure, but remember to try spinning around." and another one said "Well, he is already feeling his surrounding very well." when I look down and my hands are feeling the bed frame. When they said this I was like, oh yeah, lets try to stabilize the dream and started spinning while rubbing my hands together, it worked and the dream became clear again. It became even more vivid than before as I look down at my arms/hands in awe at how real everything is, I even noticed I had goosebumps on my arms. I turn to look at them and one of them turns into a man, and he runs out of the room, and down the stairs. I went after him and when I reached the top of the stairs I noticed 2 cars out the window on the street, I thought about trying to fly, but got distracted at how dark it was down stairs, there were no lights on at all. I decided to try to turn the lights on from where I was, it wasn't working at first but then I did an arm motion upwards and said all the lights would turn on and they actually did! After the lights turned on the 2 cars on the street took off (I don't know what that was all about lol). There was still a dark part of the room I noticed and I tried to send out a magic light from my hands, on the second try a light came out of my hands but it didn't move, it just stayed right in front of me. I tried to get it to move it I did not work. At this point I forgot about the person I was chasing and turned around when I started to notice that the dream was fading again and there was this message I could see in front of my eyes, it was like a transparent grey box with a yellow bar/text. The messages were like random stats of myself, there are only 2 I remember "Dream Stability" and something like "Yesterday's Calories". There were a lot of other ones that I can not remember, but as I was rubbing my hands to try to get the the dream clearer, the Dream Stability panel's bar started going up, and when I would stop it would go down. I was trying to rub my hands faster and faster as the bar was trying to fight its way up, but it was right around here when the dream ended.


Anyone experience something like that at the end? And do you think that those women were DG's? Those were the first DC's that actually helped me in anyway relating to my lucidity.

Oh, and another note is that the dream lasted around 19 min. I remember waking up before this dream and looking at the clock and it said 1:00PM, and when I woke up it was 1:19PM.

I unfortunately remembered one detail of my dream last night, in my state of altered consciousness: I bleached my hair blonde.

If only I could remember if it looked good or not...

I am dozing in bed and having trouble falling asleep because I slept a lot during the day. Out of no where I am struck by fear and I feel sleep paralysis. The fear quickly subsides as I realize what it happening, I let it continue. I open my dream eyes and with effort gain movement of my dream body to crawl out of bed (in the dream).

I feel around the room to stabilize. I go downstairs and pickup my phone to try and call Brandon Flowers to arrange to meet up with him. I can't hear what is on the phone because my music in the external world was tapping into the dream. I think it went to voicemail so I just say, "Hey meet me at *random location I don't remember*." I throw the phone down and walk out the door of my house. The door doesn't close all they way (an often waking occurrence) so I turn around to close it all the way, even though I know it's not necessary. I think it's strange that I did that.

I decide not to try and find Brandon Flowers, but rather just be on the lookout. I fly out over my street, I see my neighbors house and think about flying into it, but think of how awkward it would be if I wasn't actually sleeping, or sleepwalked there. I look up (while flying) and on the side of the sky I see the moon. In the center of the sky I see a large circle of vibrant, colorful stars and galaxies. I attempt to fly to them, but sort of just stop and drift back down toward the ground. At this point I notice I had been flying on an old dried up tree branch (like a broomstick).

Somehow I end up at an oddly shaped cement structure. as Approaching the structure, I try to make a salamander appear (to practice dream control skills) by placing my hand on the ground and imagining it being there when I lift my hand up. I failed. I notice one person I know from Boy Scouts and then a bunch of people from scouts appear. I walk up to my friend and tell him, "You know you're just part of my subconscious?" He responded with, "Yeah no shit, everyone does!" (this is a typical response by him). I walk up to a younger kid (a DC) and ask him what the meaning of his presence in the dream was. He responded with, "I don't want to be weird or anything, but... You have nice hands." I walked away thinking, whatever, weird DCs...

Now I am floating over an island and watching the waves crashing. I am getting an indescribable feeling that the dream is now coming to end. It was kind of a euphoric feeling. I don't remember anything after that, but I don't think I immediately woke up.

So, I had a series of dreams back-to-back last night. Most of them I only remember bits and pieces of. I know that I was at a High School looking for the girl's changing room >.>; I was elsewhere sitting inside a car which was parked in the yard of a single-wide trailer; and finally, I recall being in a small room with this guy who was vacuuming the floor.

I think that that guy was my Dream Guide, the sneaky bastard. I'm still not lucid by the way. So, this guy is vacuuming the floor and he's pushing the vacuum with his right hand and he's holding a leash with his left hand. Tied to his leash was this huge centipede-like creature, probably as big as a cat but a lot longer, and it had a flat head like a snake's.

I asked this guy, I said "what the hell is that?!" And he's like "oh this? this is an armapede...." So, it was a centipede + an armadillo. It certainly did have the head of an armadillo. The next thing I know, that thing had latched onto my left foot and I picked up my left foot trying to shake it off.

You know, the thing about dreams is that you never feel any real pain, however, you can most certainly feel things, such as when something is biting your foot, or cold, heat, water, hard surfaces, etc. This thing that was on my foot, it freaked me out and it felt weird having it latched onto my foot. Anyways, moving on!

Somehow I got it off and then I opened the door and walked into the next room. As I took five or six steps, something clicked and all of my memories about my real life came back to me--I was now fully lucid. The very first thing I did was rubbed my hands together. As I did so, I called out to my Dream Guide. I called out to them four or five times--getting louder and more agitated each time. Nobody came.

Every single question I wanted to ask them had come back to me and here I was, fully lucid, calling out for them, and nobody's showing up. I was pissed. It had not occurred to me to go back into the other room and talk to the guy vacuuming the floor. I was afraid of that armapede thing after all. Then my dream began to fade even though I was rubbing my hands together. That crap never worked for me.

As my dream was fading, I paid extremely close attention to what was going on. Everything lost focus and became pixelated and gradually got grayer and grayer. Then I woke up, disappointed.

I bet two cents that guy was my Dream Guide and he had that 'thing' with him because he didn't want me to ask him any questions. I swear, if it's the last thing I do, I will confront my Dream Guide again and they will tell me what I want to know, damn it.

LD 36: This was probably a WILD as I was well into SP last I remembered, but I may have lost awareness and had a MILD. I am pretty sure it was a WILD. Suddenly and almost instantly a vivid colorful dream formed and I was lucid. I watched to figure out the scene. A few people were in a park on a beautiful day. I was disembodied and could change my prespective so I tried to see who was in the scene. One DC was the woman who plays the blonde doctor on 'Scrubs' I tried to focus on the other people but she was the only one who I recognized. I drifted close to her and decided to try and form a dream body. I tried to reach out and touch her, but something woke me up. Dur~1 min.
I had 2 vivid non-lucids that were so odd I should have RCd, but didn't.

We are in a house that could be a hybrid between where I live and the Twilight-vampire-mansion. Bright white walls, windows and corridors with smaller rooms.
Maria having a party, entering a singing contest.
I wish her luck, and hope for the best.
She is making new and other friends, and I accept that, I am glad for her.
But I have the feeling that something will go wrong soon.
And suddenly I am moved to third person view watching a kid in front of the small crowd's skin suddenly rip apart in the middle of his face, neck and stomach. I think he is me.(I'm a girl btw.) I can see the red flesh at the edges of his skin, but there is no blood or screams, no agonizing pain.
Out of where his guts (in reality..) would have splatted out, rises a giants head. And now I am the giant, as the boy has changed into it like a butterfly growing from it's cocoon.
Everybody is watching me, I am a little surprised and feel like the situation had just taken a turn of the worse. I roughly slide out of the room and hurries to a window. I now know that I know that something bad is coming. And am I right!
In the shadows of the forest outside the dark window I can see a dark creature keeping watch over the house. When I understand it's form, my heart jumps. The familiar T-Rex, from my first brief lucid as a kid, is out there, hunting me. I see it disappear among bushes, before I run over to a window on the upper side of the house. At the left sits my father. I make sure to keep close watched over the forest outside, and any suspicious shadows there might be, as I discuss the dinosaur with him. During this tense conversation I can't recall, I somehow understand that it is my job as a giant to defend the house and the people that are inside. I must meet the dinosaur at it's arrival and hold him back with all my fight.
Most of all I had wanted to hide in the corner of a locked room.
I again spot a darker shadow in contrast to the trees, and know that the dinosaur is coming closer.The dinosaur is coming for me. It's coming for the glass of the window.
I run to another room nearby, and know that the dinosaur had already leaped trough a now shattered window. I hear steps and feel it's presence like an unavoidable truth.
I hear loud cracking noise as the T-Rex heads in the door separating us and get's trough. First, it is just his giant head in a hole of the door, with green shells and sharp teeth. Then it is his full-sized ancient body, as the once most infamous predator of the earth he were, standing before me. It is almost as looking into a gun pointed at your head, only this time it is highly aggressive and a little bit taller and larger than the average giant.
We threw ourselves at each other, wrestling, but it didn't last for long though.
I had something he wanted to get; a glove. And the rest of the dream circled around me; The giant, watching a fighting and how-to-use-your-magic-glove instruction video together with another person, knowing the dinosaur could break trough the doors any minute.

I saw in the window that two big trucks were in my yard and injured my car. I thought that it can't be real, count fingers, tried to enter the street through the wall but awoke.

I slept really hard last night, and my dreams are hazy fragments. I'm going to attempt to put them into words though

Dream One: I'm in a car with my husband and children. We're driving around an abandoned gas station. Everything has a red and rusty quality to it, and I remember thinking it all looked really beautiful in it's decay, like something you'd see in a movie where they've used a special camera lens to emphasis the red. I'm on the phone, I think with my mom, and she's asking us about the gas station. She's telling us there's one pump there that still works, but we're having a hard time finding it. Then we drive by some shiny new looking pumps, but don't stop. My notes also say "TV filming, school papers" but I'm not sure what that was about, I just can't remember.

Dream Two: I'm in a cafeteria. It reminds me of my Elementary school cafeteria, but they bulldozed that place 13 years ago, lol. I'm sitting with a guy, his hair is dark, and about as long as mine. He's not the strong and manly type guy that are usually in my dreams, but rather shy and sweet. We're watching a video of an anime convention on my phone. We're watching as my grandma and my mom are at this convention trying to win some sort of crown. My grandma wants to win it for my daughter, but my mom wants to win it and keep it for herself. My mom wins, and grandma is very upset. Suddenly, there's some sort of attack on the cafeteria. The guy's leg is hurt, so I throw his arm over my shoulder and try to help him hobble out. we rush out of the school and there are people running everywhere freaking out. We pass my dad who I just know is a teacher in this dream, and my dad is going to lock himself in his office. He tells us to be careful and go straight home. We pass my mom too, and I ignore her. I'm pretty fed up with her greed in real life, and the crap with the crown in the dream just made it that much worse. We get out to the car, and I helped the guy into it. I take him home and drop him off, but then go to Mcdonalds instead of home. When I get to Mcdonalds my husband and kids are siting at a table eating. I place an order, and the guy behind the counter says something suggestive to which my husband tells him to back off. I get the feeling my husband and the guy are friends and I just don't know him. There's a lot of dialog that I can't much remember, but I remember the topic of miniskirts coming up, and my husband saying he hates mini skirts and glaring at me when he says it. In the dream, I am wearing a mini skirt, but I'm confused because he's always loved them (what guy doesn't? lol) At some point an employee leaves, and then the friend of my husbands says he needed to tell the employee something and asks my husbands permission to run outside. My husband lets him, and he runs out to chase the guys car. He comes back and starts talking again though. The topic moves on to Kingdom Hearts, and this friend of my husbands wants to play the games. I ask him what platforms he needs the games for because we have all of them except the 3DS game that isn't even out yet. Just as I ask some bitchy girls yell over at us that the radio is too damn loud, and if we work there we need to turn it down. My husband sighs and gets up and goes to turn off the radio. I somehow realize he must be doing IT work for the Mcdonalds and that's why he knows everyone there so well and is even going back to deal with the radio. When my husband disappears into the back, the friend jumps up and says he didn't take his meds and he can't control himself anymore! He starts going crazy, dry humping the tables and chairs and then starts coming after me! I push him back and tell him to knock it off. He's not stopping and I'm getting really annoyed and embarrassed, and I wake up. Looking back, the guy totally reminds me of a kid I went to school with who was on Ritalin for ADHD. Pretty sure that part of the dream was a direct result of me being overly aware of my own ADD yesterday, and my sub conscious expressing my fear of how people might see me. I'm not hyperactive or anything, but my attention and conversations really jump around. It's like that old joke, where someone's talking and stops mid sentence to say, "Oh look a squirrel!" then goes right back on topic.

I had a dream about my teacher again. I don't know why he's stuck in my head. I suppose he is kind of cute.

Anyway, in this dream we had just gotten out of class and as I was leaving he took me aside and started kissing my neck and stuff. Of course, it was very enjoyable, but it felt like it had been going on for a little bit. Like this wasn't the first time. I kept telling him he needed to be careful because we could both get into a lot of trouble, not to mention, he could lose his job.

He really didn't seem to care and kept touching me. Ahhh... thinking about it now... sorta gives me butterflies. I need to stop thinking about how cute my teacher is. If he keeps getting into my dreams I'm afraid it's going to be really weird in class for me the next couple of months.

lol I feel so badddd. I suppose every married woman has a fantasy, right? It's just a matter of not actually trying to make it happen. That would end up very embarrassing, I'm sure. Luckily, I'm not in highschool anymore and I know it's just my own imagination. I don't think this is a bad thing, since I know better than to believe it to come true.

Needless to say, it was a nice dream. I do feel a bit guilty, but hey, I wasn't lucid.... >.> right?

I had some very strange dreams between 4:30-11AM.

In one dream, I went to my bio-dads house and he was there. I was upset and he came to me with his arms open, telling me he was okay, that everything was okay. He had a scar down his chest as if he had heart surgery.

In another dream, bio-dads wife brought my family some bags of food- stuff she had already bought but would never use. I was with my ex-husband. We had gotten re-married and we were bickering about something.
THen I dreamed of my [step] dad. He was asking me if I told the truth about something that had happened [in dreamland only] several years back. I had been attacked or something and he was asking if I had made it up. I did make it up, but I couldn't admit that to him and I acted angry that he didn't believe me.
We were going to Vermont (?) to see someone in a hospital or something.

In another dream, I was at some location I've often dreamed about but doesn't exist IRL. All the secret panels were being replaced and I was so upset that I couldn't use them anymore. The safe room was still there though as was the secret escape route through the floor.
There was a lot more to that dream- a bad guy, some sort of monster, running and hiding but I don't recall the specifics.
My former WV childhood friends were with me. I was upset that so much was changing over the years.

In yet another dream, the wind was exceptionally strong outside. It blew a black cat right off a picnic table and I couldn't help but to laugh. I opened the door for all the animals to come inside, and my old cat Rogue was among them.

At some other point in some dream or another, my family was showing me some dogs that had been abandoned. They were supposed to look scraggly but they were fine.
There was also something where my kids were all little and I misplaced a tiny bunny and was mad at one of my kids for misplacing it and I feared the animals had gotten ahold of it.

I even dreamed of space... I wish I could recall that one. It was odd. 2 people flew to the edge of space. One went beyond earths atmosphere and the other tried talking to that person but the one in space was holding its breath because there was no air. very weird.

And I also had the typical, "getting lost" in my car dream.

That's it.. gotta eat now

**EDIT**
Oh yeah... I forgot another dream I had.
I was on line, looking at my bank statement, only it was different how it is IRL (though I tend to dream of it consistently). I had made a bunch of purchases then it occurred to me to cancel some of them so I would have money show up on my card for more practical purchases.
But as soon as I would cancel one order, another order would be approved because it was in some sort of cue waiting until I had the funds to complete the purchase.
One of the things I bought was 30 Turbo harvesters for Farmville lol. I was kicking myself in the butt for buying something so stupid, then I "remembered" they had cost less than $2.00
Something else I bought was Everquest 2 related.

I remember having a project due (which I really did have due), so I decided to do it. I made it look really cool, even making a small border/mural to surround the poster. I was proud of it in the dream. I remember setting it all up at my dad’s house, and I remember it being a bit dark in the house, except the kitchen light was on. Someone was observing it, putting his hands behind his back and smiling. I think it was my teacher (though my teacher is female).

03.28.2012

Nina and Boat Ride, Sandwich, Can I Keep It???, Obama and The Search for Kaomea

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: Nina's last Avatar Come to Life?

I remember being with a group of characters ranging from Naked or Solid Snake from Metal Gear, a few Sonic characters, Nina's last avatar with the light blue character I can't even remember the name of, and a few more.

This dream felt like a parody, apparently, we were all set on vacation, it seemed like it because things were peaceful, except with the part with some male tried to poke fun into "killing" me.

I think I was supposed to sleep a few feet away from the guy, and apparently, I'm Tobi before he got his new mask. I found myself shifting consciousness between him and spectator mode a few times.

When I was resting on the bed, things felt weird, like I knew the guy who was in the big bed with me (because the same gender had to sleep with one another instead of the opposite gender for obvious reasons).

I think I wanted to use Sharingan, even though I wasn't even facing the guy lol. It just felt awkward being around this person.

I think I even asked the person if they have their gun with them, and some times, he doesn't even respond, so I quickly turned around assuming he's trying to shoot me with his gun.

I have a gun of my own as well, it's just that I was worried that he might use his first.

Then the dream shifts to where it's day time, and I see the character with the light blue hair Nina used to have as her avatar come to life.
(I don't know if the avatar character was male or female, but everyone assumes it's a female in the dream).

I stay pretty close to Nina, and she looks a little sad, and I'm wondering why she is sad. I see she has a gun, and it's longer than mine.

Lmao, she has a longer weapon than me. Hers has a 9 inch barrel, mine has a 6 inch barrel. She lets me see the gun for a while, and the same guy who was sleeping in bed with me (note: when I say sleeping, don't assume sex, we were paired based on same gender for safety reasons for the opposite side).

Then the dream shifts to where we all are on a big green tank that looks like it came off a game like Metal Gear Solid 1. Apparently, it is flooded, but it isn't a problem for me since I'm standing on water.

The environment is mostly water, we were just either on a boat, tank, and other forms of boats like mini-cruise ships, yachts, etc.

Everyone is complaining that the tank is flooded, and it's almost close from going underwater. Then Tails from Sonic disappears, and I'm wondering where the hell he went to.

He comes back super fast to find an alternative for us to travel and presumably go back to our homes, ideally, the utilization of portals.

I forgot some of the characters that went to their "home" area, and I lost track of what happened when I stepped into my portal.

I do remember Tails saying that once a person steps into a portal one time for a certain period of time, they can never get back out of the dimension the portal carries them too.

I believe the portal gave a preview of what would be on the other side, so there was no worries there.

All I remember for that one.

Dream 2: Sandwich

I'm outside, and there are good amount of DCs to make this dream like it's some type of event in college. I was walking with the group, probably just natural conformity to see what's going on.

I hear two girls talking behind me, and one mentioned that she received 23rd out of 24 on something, I'm presuming it's a test or something of the sort, and she got a lot of credit for it to transfer for her degree, most likely.

I'm still walking with the large group of people, just listening in between walking.

Then some other girl was telling how she got 50 hours added on. I was kind of interested in this eavesdropping, and wondered how a person can get so many hours based on a test they took?

I eventually ignore the rest of their conversation, and the dream shifts to where I'm inside a room that looks like lecture rooms in the Biochemistry Department at College Station.

I'm near the entrance, and apparently, there are note cards with our names on it. They're supposed to tell us which section we have to go to, and I assume things went based on the people in the line.

This leads me to assume that my name will be on the card that I will pick up, but it was for someone else, a female to be precise. It started with an "A." and the last name was just too long for me to remember, not insanely long, just a bit.

I turn around, and see it's a girl that resembles the girl who I sat next to in Physics Pre-AP at the second to last High School I attended. Let's call her Andrea.

I put back the card quickly on top of the stack, and the same card is Andrea's name apparently. So I go search a little bit through the stack of note cards with our names on it, and eventually find my name.

Apparently, I've felt I had this dream before, not too long ago, maybe this was a reset that happened a few minutes after the original.

I thought I would be assigned to the 3 Biochemistry professors, and all three of the main ones where there, at least the ones that I had my first semester.

But I'm assigned to go to row 501, and went I checked the walls that has the signs with the number ranges for the rows, it wasn't in this room.

However, there were doors to the right of me to go to the other rooms.

I turn right and open the door, which is still located at a high level near the entrance I'm at (the room is structured like a regular big lecture room).

I'm in the other room, which feels shorter, and for some reason, I feel like I'm not going to have a lot of fun with whatever professors I'm being paired with other than the previous 3 in the last room.

But I still check the walls for the signs, and finally found 501 after some self-questioning on where it was.

Then the dream shifts to where I see a pretty enticing sandwich in a poster, and then someone is telling us how a sandwich is heated up 1000s of times in a store, just to make us cognizant the next time we decided to heat up the sandwich.

Dream 3: Can I Keep It??

I'm riding my bicycle for a while in this dream, with some parts of walking. There's this small dog that has a long body, but is short in size. It isn't really bothering me, but I wanted to annoy it for some reason.

I follow it for a while, and I do something to make it pay attention to me. It's trying to bark, but I can't hear anything from it, seemed like a really weak animal.

I ride my bicycle a little faster to see if it can catch up, and it barely can do so. Then I see some girl and what seemed to be her mother. The child asked the mother if she can keep the dog.

This seemed like the classic "Only if you promise you'll take care of him" thing parents usually give if a child wants a pet, and then she says, "Okay."

The dog is still chasing me, but it's so short in size, it's hilarious seeing its little legs trying to catch up to me. Then I look at the girl, and the dog goes to her, since it is her new pet after all.

Then the girl and the mother look at me for a while, and then changed their focus on what's ahead of them.

Hopefully I'll get a lucid from this WBTB.

The time was around 5:45 AM, and I figured I could still WILD in that time. For a few minutes I tried remaining still, then I had the thought of getting to first base with Melanieb, and went with that thought.

Then I decided I should clear my thoughts out instead of hugging my pillow fantasizing about Melanieb. >.>

I tried to keep aware that I'm drifting to sleep, but I decided to just sleep instead.

Dream 4: Barack Obama and The Search for Kaomea (DILD)

I wake up (FA), and I believe my father is asking me for some money. I was wondering why he would need money, but either way, I told him he can use my debit card.

Then I told him that he can use another alternative, and he tells me,

"Oh yeah, I forgot about that."

So he gives me my debit card back, and I see my wallet has a picture of me when I was a child? He heads out to work I'm assuming, and I get up from bed.

I get a text message from a girl named Jalisa that I used to have for my English Pre-AP class in High School as a Freshmen before.

This text message seems to be a response to something I texted to her before apparently in the dream.

But things get even weirder, the response says,

"Nothing, just smoking drugs illegally <3."

I speculated if this was actually Alyzarin texting me rather than Jalisa, because I remembered that Alyzarin had a dream where she sent me a text message. (it also seems that she never had an Instant Message dream before).

Like usual, I forget about this and just not worry about it. Then I take the time to observe the house I'm in. I move around slowly, just to take in the detail. It's a little hazy, but not too much, I just woke up, but things clear up a little bit.

Then I pass through these beads that were hanging on top of one section to go into the a different room.

Instead of dashing through these beads (because I know they're annoying as hell when they get stuck on some gap in the clothing you're wearing) I take the time to go through them slowly. I let the hanging beads slide through my head slowly, and I took this time to try and phase through them.

To get the feeling of the phasing sensation, I remembered the sound where Aelita enters the tower in Code Lyoko. (She phases to go into the tower).


(from 1 seconds to 2 seconds of the video is what I mean by the sound)

The phasing doesn't work because there's one more bead sliding slowly on my head, and I didn't bother trying to go through this process.

I go to this new section, and it seems that I'm inside a garage. It has white tiles, and the walls have a turquoise color to them. I told myself,

"This place is weird...."

I do a nose plug reality check.

I breathe through my nose a few times, hearing the weird sound that comes from leaving a small hole for air to come through my nose.

So I held my nose even tighter, making it harder for small gaps to come through when I'm breathing. Now I'm more sure that I'm dreaming.

I didn't do any stabilization techniques because I was already relaxed enough in this dream to even bother doing it. The vividness augments gradually, and eventually reaches the level of waking life.

I know I'm dreaming, but how this dream is becoming like waking life amazed me. I head out the door, and now I'm outside.

I press my back against the brick wall to the right of me, turn to my right side, bend down on my knees.

For some odd reason, I felt like doing something like I'm on sort of mission, like Assignment Ada from Resident Evil 4.

When I'm crouching down, I take my left arm and move my hand on the side of my neck, then I said, "He knows...."



(I don't know why I did, just felt like doing it lol).

I move around a bit outside, and it seems the sunset is almost starting to rise. I look outside a little bit, getting a little bit lost in the experience for a few seconds.

Then this red car zooms RIGHT at me, but instead of being scared and jumping as a reflex, I did a way better job at keeping my cool.

The person driving the car made a pretty fast entry with it, I almost thought they were going to crash the car completely. Then I look inside of the window of the car.

It's tinted, so it's a little difficult to see who's inside of it. I had feelings of being afraid of who was going to come out, but if it's a red car, it just had to be some DC trying to get my attention.

I see the person inside the car looks like Barack Obama, and he's looking at me with a serious demeanor. His lips are a little bit elevated, kind of like a serious pouting face he puts up.

His eyes look serious, and when I see a DC that looks serious, I tend to augment my feelings of being afraid of something bad happening. But instead of acting like a wimp, I decided to just suck it up and keep my cool.

I knew I was dreaming, so there's no need for me to be afraid anymore like I am in non-lucids. Obama comes out of the vehicle, he's coming from the left side of the vehicle, so I guess that's one element that this lucid is getting right.

(I'm saying that because I had a dream where I thought someone came out of the passenger seat in a dream a few days ago, and I assumed that it should be from the left side, since I still have the basic thought that since I'm in America, it should be like that).

He comes out, still heading backwards (not coming at me) to the left side, goes around the back of the vehicle, and heads in my direction. He's looking at me, still serious and all.

For those few seconds, I thought to myself that he's going to do something bad to me because he's still looking serious to me.

Then I reformed back to remaining my cool, he wasn't going to do anything to me. He stands there, waiting for a response from me. I reach my hand out towards him to shake his hand.

"Nice to meet you, Barack Obama," I declared to him.

He responds with a nod, but not with a smile or anything like that, he's still having a stoic demeanor and a blank visage, seems that nothing I'm going to say is going to make this guy a little more positive.

But I do find he's complying with me, so there's no need for me to see a change in his demeanor.

Then the thought of finding Kaomea came to my mind.

I follow him going to another vehicle, a silver or white Ford truck I believe.

I asked,

"Look, I'm sorry, but....can you help me find Kaomea?"

"Kah-Oh,Mea."

He nods again, no words, maybe a silent yes, but I didn't pay too much attention to that. Seeing his nod was enough acknowledgement for me.

Then I asked him "Tell me, what do you know about Kaomea?"

He responds, "She's remorseful."

When he declares this to me, I'm in shock.

I stay there for a while, loosening my face because I can't believe his response.

I asked, "Can you tell me why?"

"No." he declared to me.

(All right, be laconic in your words mister, I don't mind, as long as you're going to help me, I don't care who you are, as long as you're going to help me find Kaomea).

Instead of going back to the red car, we head to some other vehicle to drive where Kaomea is (or could be), and because it's Barack Obama I'm talking to in the dream, I assume we're in Hawaii. (Yeah, I know, not really something to use for good measure, but whatever).

I follow him, and it seems he's going to another vehicle, a silver or white Ford truck I believe. I open the door, then I felt someone's presence behind me, and I turn around.

It's just a person going along their own way, and they're looking at me for a few seconds, probably to just see what's between each car just as a reflex.

His hair is black and saturated with hair gel. He's wearing an aqua blue hoodie, and dark blue jeans, the fancy kind of jeans that look clear and smooth.

To be more general, he looked pretty light in skin tone.

His face, I can tell he is Hispanic, or maybe he could be Hawaiian, but his skin tone was like apricot or a peach kind of mix with that variant of color.

He's taller than me, by 1 or 2 feet judging how far I am from him, which is around a distance of 3-4 feet, so it would be natural for me to turn around as a reflex.

I wave my hand just to be positive towards him and said, "Hi," with a grin on my face. He responds, "Hey" and smiles as well while he heads to wherever he's going.

I did that small gesture to sublimate the fear of someone being behind me (the person wasn't out to get me of course), and that person did look pretty real to me, seeing as I could get a good description of his visage.

I focus my attention to getting inside the vehicle. By this time, I feel a lot of time has passed already, so I do another nose plug reality check. Still breathing through it, and I tell myself,

"I'm dreaming, I'm dreaming, I'm dreaming!" to make myself more aware instead of relying only on a nose plug RC.

I look at the view inside the vehicle. Then this is the part that pisses me off.

I started to think, "Wake up! Wake up! Waaaake up!"

Nothing is happening at first, still in the vehicle, but then I had the urge to just wake up.

I wake up, with my eyes still closed.

I had two options, do a DEILD since my vision with my eyes closed is blurry and has that mystical feel to it, or just open them.

I honestly do not know why the freaking hell I would just freaking want to wake up???

I've done that before in a lucid looooong ago where I had amazing control, but I decided to cross my eyes to the front of my nose, which caused a slight strain on them for me to wake up.

I would've DEILD, but when I woke up, I saw to my right that the Alarm clock has the time of around 7:10 AM.

Ninjas

Last night I had a dream about a ninja trio all were asian. One was a cool misunderstood male, the other a sexy woman and finally a dorky, third wheel, guy. The first wo were in a realationship. In one part of my dream the couple were kissing but the guy was trying to tell her something very important in manderin. The last thing I could remember is the female jumping from building to building naked being chased by the other two ninjas.

The third lucid dream since starting the journal. Again, I seem to be lucid straight from the beginning. Before going to bed I was thinking I’m going to just lose consciousness just for a while and become conscious in a dream.

I'm flying trough the sky somewhere where the lowest clouds would be. I'm clearly aware that I'm dreaming. The sky is clear and I can see the ground very well. There are lakes and rivers and hills. I fly over a haunted house and take a closer look. There is a ghost flying around the house. The ghost decides to follow me. I get a little scared because the ghost my catch up with me and I don't know what would happen then. So I turn up and the ghost just passes by.

I continue up to the sky, wanting to go to space. I seem to approach some kind of a limit and the dream shifts. I'm in the bedroom. I'm still flying, and I try going trough the roof, but cannot.

I'm in my bed now. It's very realistic, I can feel the blanket and everything. I feel hot. The scene flickers a bit and I see some hallucinations. I, maybe correctly, identify them as hypnagogic hallucinations, but fail to realize that I cannot be awake. I see images floating in the room, pictures of things. There is a grill in the bedroom, and the cover part starts moving, flying in the air and making a sound. I'm getting a little scared, this is not really supposed to happen when I'm awake.

My wife wakes up and I ask my her if she sees these things. She says that she doesn't. I figure it's going to pass sooner or later, and it's not really dangerous. My phone rings and there is a message on the screen. "My husband left me." It's some relative, and it's actually a conference call with some other relatives listening as well, as she's explaining the situation. My wife is on her phone and she gives me a knowing look. She's talking with the husband.

I notice it's not really late, not even midnight yet. So I listen for a while.

I wake up for real and do a reality check this time.