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#529 DILD

Posting super fast from my phone so formatting will be bad

All I can recall is it was me and my wife Alysha and her DC was lucid so it felt like we were sharing a lucid dream. We were doing TK with random things. There was a pink dish rag she was TKing and accidentally swallowed it. She was freaking but I was like no it a dream look I'll pull it out of your pocket. I did and she felt better. Then I was like man that has been a really long dream I probably wont remember it all and woke up. Lol. I guess I recall a good amount but I wonder how it started and how much I forgot because I was too tired to DJ when I woke up.

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A police raid in a pub. I am with them, but I guarantee they'll find nothing besides a couple old people having some drinks. Once the cops are gone, I stay behind and the owners of the place take me to their underground bar / grocery store that provides food for illegal immigrants and is also a meeting point for marginals.

Me, dad, cousin Cris, my aunt and late uncle, we are offered a weekend at my late grandparents house, which now has new owner, for a final goodbye. I enjoy every detail of it, look in detail to the old furniture still there, I go to the end of the hallway covered in spider webs, the back door plus the table and sofa and other small trinkets that my grandma kept there.
Dad asks me for a favor, that I go outside and check something. Instead I go to the bathroom and have a psycho episode, grab a scissor and start cutting my hair. But I stop almost immediately and realizing a huge chunk of hair laying on the ground, I start crying with regret. I do not understand what led me to do it. I ask my cousin to see if it is too bad and she thinks not. Then at the kitchen my aunt tells me to eat something before I go. I start preparing breakfast but she tempts me with candies and a pudding. I go to the fridge to get whipped cream to put on top of it, but instead I put mayo and mustard on it. Then realize what I did and I can't explain it either. I start freaking out with my out of control mind.

Followed by a reporter as I go with some Dharma brothers and sisters on some tour. One early morning we arrive at some location, get out of the car, everyone is exhausted and laying down on the ground. For some reason they start criticizing a girl who's wearing the same dress and shoes from another occasion. I don't understand what's their problem and tell them it's their minds getting tired and bored, because there is nothing wrong with the girls outfit, plus she looks gorgeous. The reporter is taking notes frantically with a smile.

Did not get much sleep. Neighbor was mowing lawn for 3 hours, went outside was still mowing lawn. Probably my own fault for sleeping so late. Not much dreams. I could have done much better and taken advantage each time I was awoken by the lawn mower by trying raduga technique. Or DEILD. But was not dreaming much or it was FA on the bed. Instead I was distracted by my own thoughts and feelings of annoyance. But I definitely learned something here.

Dream :

Dreamed about pokemon in a cave. It had mew2 and a legendary dog like pokemon with brown fur and tells star on its head. It was the den of the brown pokemon before it went to extinction as the last of its kind. Mew 2 and the race of brownies were fighting. Perhaps time travel themed.

-Dream seemed random but I did see pokemon couple of times while on computer while browsing so it probably incubated this.

-Also the brown pokemon was somewhat similar shaped to the dog from last night's dream. The dog had yellow pattern on its face too. Connected dream? Kind of


Notes : should do raduga tech or focus on vibe of woken up randomly.

Make use of every opportunity!

I'm wondering if I should focus more on mindfulness rather than grc atm.

Improve meditation.