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Rhea

Fell asleep listening to the dark Tower again. I'm on Wizard and Glass. I dreamed I was in rhea the Witches hut. I was with Rhea and i can't remember exactly what was happening. She was wearing a hood that was part of her coat, it was white with ruffles around the hood. She started going outside, and she flicked something at another garment, maybe it was a wand or just her hand. The garment came alive, it was the same hood dress/coat, she was wearing. She went outside or into another room and my eyes followed the garment that seemed to be floating around as if someone invisible were in it. I went closer to it but it darted around a corner. I cornered it and asked it to turn around. The hood garment turned around and i saw nothing inside the hood. I was perplexed at it just standing there.

I heard Rhea say, "Turn around." and I heard her voice, I also woke up then and realized Frank Muller's impression of her was good. but actually hearing her voice was way more scary. it was more evil and hoarse. Also apparently i was Susan Delgado in this dream.


Old men

i was walking around town with my dad or someone. Old men were looking at me a lot in this dream. We went into a bar or something. Old men kept trying to do me favours. One guy handed me a bowtie because I used to wear them. Although bowtie's are worn by men i get the feeling I was stuck in the image of Susan in this dream. i remember arguing with my dad about something also.

Truck crazy

I was outside and some guy approached me and said he owned ,"The rocking B" (I also fell asleep listening to wizard and glass and must have been at the part where Roland is at the party and someone says they owned the rocking b). for some reason we got into his truck and we were going to check his place out. The truck then jumped up on the back of a bigger truck. and for some reason we started tipping over. i woke up from falling out.

messy house

I dreamed i went to my friend Gary's house. He was a childhood friend. I went inside the house. Apparently i also lived there. Everything was messy that's all i remember.


Jamie

I was walking with a group of people. I was with jamie and two other guys. Jamie also looked like Susan Delgado in this dream come to think of it, If Jamie had been blond during the time i knew her She would have been the spitting image of Susan.... Jamie didn't seem to know who I was, and I was a bit jealous she was hanging with other guys in the dream. But at the same time we were all friendly. We passed a gas station and entered some bar. We all sat at a table. Me and Jamie got up when we heard someone playing guitar. It was some guy who looked exactly like me... and he was playing Yngwie malmsteen type licks but a lot better than i could ever play them. He did some twirly ascending lick and ended on the 22nd fret bending up a whole step and holding the note with some crazy vibrato. I said to jamie that guy is really good. Jamie left to go talk to the guy that looked like me with the guitar. I also wonder if I looked Like Susan in this dream as well... and jamie just didn't know who I was... well i hoped my double in the dream represented me well.


Car

Some nice guy was giving me a ride somewhere. it was in some town. I told him to let me off but he kept driving towards the mlountains. I argued with him that he went way past my stop. He got so angry and threw me out of the car.

#544 DILD 11:30PM

I somehow become a substitute mail carrier. I am worried because I have no idea what Im doing. I drive away in the mail truck but someone is yelling at me to stop. I ignore it at first but they say stop or we'll shoot. I stop and they say to check in. I get really confused because they say no here but up there where I was heading. I got through a gate and down a street. I stop at some factory looking building. I worry about what could happen next but I go in. Two guys who just look like a couple of slackers approach. They ask something about checking in. I say yes. We have some conversation but I get the idea I have to wait for someone or something. I see Newman from Seinfeld. He's talk to someone else as he passes. I say hello Newman. You're not getting your mail today you little bitch. He ignores me and walk away. I say I guess he didn't hear me. I tell one of the guys it much be hard delivering mail to someone you hate. I think of a few people thar won't get mail if I see it.

I decide to wonder around a bit and find myself it a room that I think looks like a version of David's house. I think we'll I'm here. Finally came to Michigan. Then it dawns on me whats happening and I instantly become lucid and filled with excitement and joy. I shout hey David this is a dream. We're dreaming dude get in here. Some reason I want to share this lucidity with someone real or not. I look around trying to find him but he doesn't show. I keep yelling for him but the dream goes dark.
I flap my arms and fly up a little just to get some sensation. I focus on visualizing his face but only a picture of him appears of him smiling at me in a goofy way. Then the one picture morphs into a 3 x 5 grid of the same. The whole thing is really trippy and I just laugh at it all. I wake up.

I slept 10 hours this night which made me able to have two lucids in one night. I woke up and remembered some dreams but I didn't write them down. This time I didn't feel bad about not writing them down because it gave me better sleep I think.

I'm outside and see a carriage where Linda from my class is sitting. We have some kind of romantic relationship so I walk to her and kiss her. I walk to the cinema and see Albin and my current class there. Ebba from the other class is also there. I ask Albin if this is a dream. He isn't giving me a straight answer and I become somewhat lucid. I look at the people sitting and watching the movie. I interact with some of them and see an old teacher from my other school. I don't remember her name but it is the asian's mom from Subway.

I'm on a field trip with school on a big canoe. I'm on the back and steering the boat. Kalle sits up on the edge of the canoe and I tell him that it is a bad idea. We lose balance and Kalle sits down again. He stands up again and sits on the side of the boat. The boat trips to the right even thought Kalle sat on the left side of the boat's edge. We swim to the nearest island and just as I am about to climb up on the sand beach all the other people swim over me so that I am pressed down under the water. I have some panic and try to go up. After some time I reach the surface. I suddenly have a swimming mask over my eyes and nose so I dive some more. I see Albin under the water and we look at each other. I walk up to the island and go look for a pointy stick that I can catch fish with. When I see the branches and weird sticks on the ground I become lucid. I'm still looking for sticks. I inspect the sticks and notice that they have some pointy edges but they are too short to catch fish with. I abandon my mission and want to fly to the stars instead. I run to the water and fly... but I fall to the water. I try to fly up from the water but it takes some time. I still have my feet in the water but I am able to fly away and up. My mom is sitting on a stone in the water. It reminds me of the Sturkö beach. I look on the sky and see some stars. I fly up and up and suddenly I see my house to my right. I can't fly over the house and I think to myself that it is because I need some kind of reference to be able to fly. I can't fly if my vision can't see anything that swishes past me. I fly down and fly as fast as I am able to past the blocking barrier over the house. I succeed! I reach space, but it's all black. I can't see anything. I try to navigate back to earth but I fail. I have a FA were my legs are over my head. I think that the flying made me put my legs over my head.

I almost forgot to do my DJ today. Good thing I remembered!

Goal

What is my goal for lucid dreaming? Why am I doing this? I wanted to explore and learn and create a world and more. To know and to be the knower and to see things impossible to the physical eyes. And more? But what would summarize all those things? What is the shorted possible words to describe all that? That would be the mantra. How would I describe it from the viewpoint of having experienced it all?

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Lucidity

My lucidity appears pretty constant to before. I am not sure if taking the break yesterday was a good thing or not. It was good but I felt like half the day was enough maybe. But it was good though to take a break from forced awareness.

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When I practiced the awareness rating thing today, or over the past numberous times in general, I've noticed something different each time I've reached a specific threshold of awareness. Not during meditation but during an activity, if I noticed that I've reached around 5 there were some clear distinct symptoms of reaching that state. These were some of them:

-clarity of thought
-focus (slightly different term would work better but what?)
-clearer vision
-lightness

I've had them prior to doin this, but it feels like I'm triangulating the exact formula for it.

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So a goal I could have... or goals. Is to first reach this state proactively, at will. Then the second would be to reach it without effort on my part.

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Recall

Dreams

I was inside of hgihschool on the western halls of it. There was a group of us, about 8 or so. And we were taken hostage by some men in black under the command of Donald Trump. We were taken to some secluded secret place and held there for a while. After some time had passed he decided to release us. We were on the back of a van and were released by a road. Thr road looked familiar and similar to mix of the road back in the Japanese elementry highschool and the one in highschool. We were dropped midway between the school and home area. There weren't any houses around though, just the desolate empty nature beside the roads. They left us there for us to fend for ourselves. It was winter and cold, trying to forage foods. Little steps at a time. We formed a group but there were two factions of us. Group 1 being those who wanted to stay put and group 2, which included me, wanted to go on forward. My cellphone didn't have any batteries.

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I decided to go on by myself. I walked about a kilometer away and saw a sort of small residence building area. DT came out of the van and he looked different. He used some sort of advanced technology to make himself younger. He looked leaner, tanner and a little different. To hide away from his scandal. His hair looked different, they were more amber and had a strawberry blonde look to it instead of his usual hair. His skin was sort of like red clay. And he went on to hide, no one would be able to find him.

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I kept threading forward. Was it just me? Or I feel like there were 2 or 3 of us. We found a large building. It looked like a science facility but the inside was a gym. They had a sort of a an MMA gym going on and I decided to join them. I fought on the ring and I think the first opponent was a childhood friend. I beat him and I went on forward. The second notable opponent was an arrogant man. And it finally ended with the ex-champion. I barely managed to defeat him and to the right was the currewnt champion. He was a nice man and gave me some tips. He told me that instead of striking forward into him, I should take a step back and throw a hook for a nice counter. I leave the gym from the exit on the other side and I walk towards home. Oh yeah apparently this was the good ending.

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The gym part sort of replays. This version was the bad ending. At the beginning of it I was forced to fight my friend, but this was more like a fight to the death. We were fighting atop a high platform and the floor was made of steel. How do I describe it? Those honeycomb like pattern where the middle was empty that's how the floor was like. My friend was pushed back and his hand was grabbing onto the edge of the platform. I hesitated for a moment but I pushed his fingers away with my feet.

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It was the same fights but at the end when I was fighting the ex-champ, I grabbed hold of him in a choke. The fist time I won with a punch but this time the choke sort of went badly. It was third person view now and the protagonist was no longer me. I saw a man choking out and ex-champ and the ex's head was ripped off. And The dream scene changes to one where our protagonist, the older man, waking up from a knockout to the head. He just recalled this fearful scene and lost all his will to fight. And his body instantly flabbed and had no will to fight
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I FAed. In the scene before, the part where we were grouped outside. I laid by the group and beside me was a tall slender woman. She had long blonde hair and very heavy makeup - the mascara. I was writing my DJ of the previous dream about the DT and I was telling her about it. She was quite interested in it. She fell back asleep and I went back to writing.
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I remember the first dream of the night. I was seeing off my friend Wolf. He was going to move away to the faraway lands of his home soon. He was going to leave in a couple of days and we were just spending time together. We were playing on a VR headset and he had the idea or was it me? To get a VR headset for blackfriday for him. We were on a highrise apartment. About the 9th floor or that's how tall it looked like when I looked out from the veranda to the street below. We went to the mall after or something.

-thought about black friday influenced this dream I think

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Total DJ awareness score
24/110
22.7%