Tonight I didn't slept well. Maybe 2h of shallow sleep so at day I was very tired. I decided to make 40 min of nap and still I had problem with falling asleep. I slept maybe 10 minutes and when alarm clock woke me up then I decide to stay in bed for longer. Today I had nothing to do so I didn't care. I fell asleep without any problems this time. And I remembered one dream Dream #1 I woke up in my room. Nothing special happened but I used my foot to pick up some plastic item from box (that box doesn't exist in reality). That item looked like some kind of smartphone/camera holder. I imagineted that I can use this holder to create "dragon ball-styled head computer" (like here https://static1.thegamerimages.com/w...-Over-9000.png ). I put piece of cardboard for meansurments. That cardboard was imitating computer screen and I was checking how much view field it is blocking. I recognize something weird. I can see through that cardboard. I blink my non-blocked eye for check this and I was right - I can see through cardboard. But in weird way because I was able to see only static elements of my environment If I moved my hand I didin't see my hand. "It looked like my mind memorised my room so much that I can see it, but I'm unable to see moving dynamic objects" I thought. Also my vision through that cardboard was in poor quality "Maybe i'm in dream?" But for some reason I didn't made RC. Next I went out of my room and checked myself in mirror. My face looked pretty normal, nothing special but still I was able to see through cardboard. "Weird" I said In that dream I was very focused on my vision perception. I'm sure I was close to LD
Three hours of sleep before work, immediately went back to sleep after work. I never plan to, it's just a bad habit and an unfortunate effect from being overworked. If all goes to plan, I'd have a month of 40 hours/week left, hopefully! Also, I drank more apple juice, two bottles! I dreamed that we had a school project about New York, and were paired up to do an assignment about New York in Utrecht. This girl was grinding her back against me the entire time the teacher explained the assignment while another teacher tried offering me Disneyland tickets which half of the class had except for me because I was broke. This girl I paired up with briefly looked like my colleague from my job, before looking like this girl from 4th grade that I was constantly beefing with (it was one-sided and I'm very embarrassed about how I behaved towards her) she randomly brought up that I should visit my dad with her and watch his surprise seeing me with her. We briefly stop at a McDonalds with a terrace looking exactly like this open air club I was at the other day, because she wanted to return food she ordered or something. Meanwhile I'm taking a nap on the backseat of a car I borrowed, but didn't lock. I wake up and noticed that, although no damaged windows, the car was broken into and things beneath the chairs were taken. I also notice that the car barely starts up and look for a gas station nearby, after my brain errors in my dream and refusing to let me look at my phone screen property with Google maps glitching and zooming in and out too extremely, I finally see a gas station nearby at the end of the park road I was parked in. However a conflict comes up which I have had multiple recurring dreams about: I am left alone with my parent's car at a random place and need to move it, but I don't have a driver's license as I don't know how to drive! I keep thinking about whether I should take the risk and just attempt to drive that last bit of the car and hope I don't get caught if I drive correctly. I call my mom to explain the situation of me having to move the car. I leave the car behind on the park while another car in the background ironically gets towed, I go to my family home andy mom made a plan which includes a living Golden Retriever dog hidden in a statue made out of apples as a distraction decoy, while a fictional old antisocial neighbour I have gets in the car and drives it away. The neighbour dislikes going outside and this whole detailed plan was made for him to get into the car while avoiding any form of social interaction. My mom then tells me to bring a college essay, I quickly print one before leaving the house. I for whatever reason had this small model of office buildings in my home office in my apartment where I kept my work supplies, which was a visual I briefly saw moments before realising I was dreaming and didn't have to go through with the extremely detailed plan. Dream was in Dutch.
I had a dream that continued every time I wake up but because of the extended length of that period it is all fragmented. I come home with a new super hero themed comic book. I start reading it in bed and the story comes to life with me as the main character. I have super powers and there is a superhero woman who is guiding me through becoming a better superhero. The only dream power that I remember having is super speed like The Flash. There is a love interest and the characters parents who I have to keep my powers a secret from. Next fragment I remember is being in a car chase where the character's parnents are in the car. The last fragment I remember is after the car chase and the character's parents are dead! I put down the seats in the back of the car and try to lay their bodes down carefully. I don't believe they are dead but the teacher supehero lady confirms they are indead dead. I say, "I can run so fast I can go back in time and save them!" and the lady says that it doesn't work that way.
No recall. Bad sleeping habits lately.
I live with two guys, one plays musical instruments and talks about his synthesizer while grabbing his saxophone, I think they might be robots. We were having dinner in the dark, I'm not sure if they noticed that the dinning room lights weren't on, I forced myself to wake up when ot became super dark.
I have been working for some time on overcoming the restrictions I feel to moving in a LD. I do this by making my own sleep-meditations and listening to them at night. Last night I had a short LD that I was bench pressing a barbell. In the dream I told myself to move freely, and I did, pressing the weight off my chest. A small goal achieved!
My friend and I will be doing this, so I won't be dreaming for the next 2-3 days
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