false awakening

i just got out of the hospital.....and i had strange dreams there......in the hospital they did all the blood work when we were in bed after waking us.....and they woke us to take vitals and give meds......and they did that when i was leaving and fell asleep.....i took a nap and they woke me to do paper work and i fall back asleep and did stuff in that room and walked out of that room into another place that was definitely a dream

the one i was being woken and didn't want to be and tossed and turned and hit my head on the corner of the table. my head was bleeding and the put alcohol on it and i screamed....i didn't have any mark when i woke up

another i was tossing and turning when being woken and threw a pillow at the nurse and got tangled in my sheets...i didn't fine any evidence of either of those when i woke

another i told them to go away because i didn't like them

another the nurse woke me and i fell back asleep and woke up....i then went out of my room and was in an amusement park.....there were hair accessories under the roller coaster

they tried to wake me again and i walked out to the amusement park again and there was a part that looked like a christmas/candy land board......there was a snowman who tried to hug me

they tried to wake me again and i walked out to the amusement park and a tator tot that was really greasy tried to hug me and it made me gag

they tried to wake me again and i was in a different room that was really nice and there was the nurse i didn't like and a student...and the student plugged in an air freshener before talking to me....i figured it was a dream because people don't usually plug in air fresheners to talk and the room was too nice for a hospital and i've never been in a room so nice in my life time....i figured i was sleeping and woke up as soon as i knew it was a dream

these all happened on the 14th at around 2:00pm

Was at some hotel in Vegas with dina and Leo. Dina wanted Vip and Leo and I were going to sneak in. The guards let dina in and we went to them and said we were with her. Leo forgot his id and had to go back. They asked me for the Vip stamp but I said I just wanted to look inside. I went in with Dina and we waited for Leo at the club. It was your typical club with people dancing. We went through a weird portal that ended up in a really long game of survival. I forgot most of the levels except a feel one level we had to control space ships and destroy the opposing forces. We blasted through that with ease. The next level was some speed raceway where we drove through some obsticals. The last one I remember was weird. We were in some stonehedge looking place. There was shade and darkness. The sun would drastically burn you and if you were in it too long you would die. We couldn't find Leo and were scared he ended. We had togo get to the middle. I got burned several times but ended up in some safe zone. I found Leo. We were both burned very badly. We looked in the mirror and saw that we were burned in the exact same places and we got scratched in the same place too. We wondered what that meant. A lady burst out of nowhere and gave us a task that would finish this mission. I forget the rest.

Was the owner of gnc. I had two emplyees one guy and one woman. The woman looked about 20 and so did the guy. I really took care of the store and noticed the difference between working there and owning it. I cared a lot more. A guy asked me if we had a cool center piece for his game room and i showed him a giant budda fountian. I wanted to keep it. My woman employee came back and went to the bathroom. I followed her in and picked her up. made out a bit and I told her to wait I wanted to wake back to bed. The woman turned into kara. Kara wouldn't shut up and kept making jokes. I finally burst out laughing and finally gave up and thought well this is good enough. I told kara to wait a sec while I stabilized and we walked through the door out of gnc into some supper sunny house. We walked together talking and laughing about random stuff. I t was super bright and sunny. Almost blinding. There was a swimming pool outside and I told kara about how this had to he a shared. The only problem was that I remembered that kara was already at work. I started thinking alot and this took me out of the dream. I had a false awakening in my room. I drank some water and it tasted weird. I was writing the dream down and I realized it was a fa. I woke up so I could write it down without forgetting.

Lucid
Dream
Non-Dream

I was camping in a tent with my dad, mum and grandma. Visitors had just begun to arrive. I am not sure if they were human or not. I went outside with one of the visitors, and when I came back in it seemed that the people inside had aged significantly. I could see the lines in grandma’s face and I believe that their clothes had also changed.

“How many years has it been?” I asked in wonder. My mother replied, “1.(9?) days.”

The scene changed. I went to some kind of mansion place with my sister and her allocated visitor. It was constantly raining. Even when we were inside it was raining on top of us. I decided to travel up the flight of stairs that lay in the middle of the entrance hall. I travelled up the stairs with Sarah (one of my very good friends), and was afraid of her getting left behind because it took her a little bit of time to get up the stairs. When I reached the second top level there seemed to be gummy bears lined in a row, but I ignored these and went straight to the top. At the top I thought there would be another flight of stairs to climb, but much to my surprise, I had reached the very top. When I reached the top Ashleigh, a girl from my school, was there with some other people. The other people were rocking the stairs which had somehow turned into some kind of hot air balloon, but I had to remind myself that they were still stairs. Ashleigh was sitting on the floor because she hated it when they rocked the balloon or jumped up and down. I felt the same as her. When the others wanted me to lean over the edge, I just wanted to sit down next to Ashleigh out of fear of falling.

“Good logic,” Ashleigh said.

I went back down one flight of stairs and realised that I had missed my friends on the way up. I chatted for a little to my close friends, Emily and Amsie. I was annoyed at the rain, and wondered why it was raining even though I was inside. I waved it off however, completely forgetting that I had set my iPod to rain music before I fell asleep.

At the mansion there was this strange ride. At first it seated many other people, but I ended up on my own in some sort of baby seat that was attached to and travelled along on a wire above my head. I must have dropped something out of my flimsy bag and pockets because I forced the ride to stop by gripping onto the white banister on the side as I picked up my phone and other belongings (including a white material bag with two tight pockets and a top that didn’t close; my grey jacket with brown buttons; my old blonde curly wig that my Aunt Rosemary gave to me). In this time, a teacher had come up behind me, but I willed her away. I put my belongings in my seat.

I had finished the ride and it was time for the small group activity. Me, a boy, a teacher and another girl was in a group. We all had bicycles and our mission was to coat the path in as much chocolate brown looking liquid as possible. I was travelling up the front with the boy in front of me. The girl and teacher were far behind us because they didn’t have much skill in riding a bike. However, I supposed they had trouble because the path was slippery as it was coated in the brown liquid that we had rolled on it.

When I was waiting for the people behind us to catch up, I saw a large group of kids and a ranger. The ranger had auburn dreadlocks with a touch of leopard patterns, a blue crumpled uniform with brown boots and a stern face. She was ordering the kids to play with hockey sticks and balls. One kid lost their ball in the bush and scrambled to retrieve it, but the ranger/teacher figure did not take much notice and made no attempt to help or scold the child.

Note: Everybody else in my dream mansion seemed to be very happy, but I didn’t feel happy. This may be reference to Uglies and Pretties by Scott Westerfeld because Tally lives in a world with mansions and everybody is unnaturally happy whilst she does not share their happiness.

False Awakening:
I woke up in my bed to find that the wall behind me did not exist and sunlight was streaming through into my eyes. However, there were workmen and women and my family that were all removing my furniture from my room and putting it outside leaning against my bed. They took away my three pillows, one of my pillows having things inside it like the things I put in my pillow when I go camping. I was outraged by all of this, but it was not within my power to stop them.

Side note: I was attempting WILD in my nap at 2:00 pm in the afternoon. However, I was constantly being disturbed by other family members so I gave up WILD and just fell asleep as I normally would. I put on a rain/storm track on my IPod whilst I fell asleep. At first it was an anchor for WILD, but eventually I just used it to lull me to sleep. Funnily enough, it actually passed into my dream. I may use this in future. Sadly I could only recall the dream from my afternoon nap on Sunday. I did not remember having any dreams in the night. This made me pretty frustrated, but there is not much else I can do but keep writing down as much as I can remember.

I was reading a wrestling comic of sorts on the computer or a book. My friends started saying that it was gay and childish.

So I wake up, and walk to the next room, and my brother is there oddly enough talking to m about this dream he had. It involved D, and he was telling me someone gave him a crap load of games for the Super Nintendo. He was trying to find out where was the best place to buy old school games.

Oddly enough, I had that same dream and was kinda amazed by it, until I woke up for real.

Was switching from being lucid in one dream to not in another. Its long so as usual I don't remember the becoming and how I got lucid. I was on a giannnnttt bean bag with Leo and dina. This thing was red and was flying to any destination. I decided to let it surprise me. We were flying super fast for a long time looking at different sights. I wasn't buckled in so it was a bit scary when it started going fast. We saw another one that was bigger than ours and dina and Leo talked to the family. I didn't say much this dream because I was just taking in the amazing sights. This dreamscape was a mix of some tropical paradise and Alaska. I laid down and had a false awakening . I woke at home. Baron had to go poop. I went and Leo had a new dog. I took him too. They went poop and I picked it up. I went to bed for a second before meeting up with Leo. I saw more poop on the puppy pad and told Leo he has to clean the poop. He laughed. We talked about how his new dog was so well behaved and perfect and how luna was evil. The floor was suddenly lightly on fire. Leo got me some water yo put it out. It was going to take a while so I left. I laud down and opened my eyes. I was back in my lucid and fully Lucid. We were still on the flying thing and going fast. I laid down and felt the wind on my face. They water was swooshing below me and the beanbag got closer to the water. It wasI am amazing feeling. Like being on a carpet ride. We landed in some random place. Leo and dina said something but I ignored them. I think it was that they were going to go Into a building ahead. I wanted to explore. I was climbing a big oil rig to get over to the other side. I kind or hurt myself and felt surprising pain. I ignored it and kept going. I once again got the idea that this was a super long lucid. Every time I think this it normally ends. It started destabilizing and it faded to black. I didn't move and imagined the scenario and I was back. I kept climbing rigs until I got to the top. I took in the sights and decided to check out the apartment Leo and dina were at. I wanted to fly but was already high up and a bit too scarred so i walked. I had that idea of dream time again and it destabaliazed. I came back and climbed up the apartment. I got inside and realized it was blurry. I took the time to stabilize. I wanted kara there and she came around the corner and sat down. She had black hair. I loved the way it looked and just watched her talk. I pulled her close and we made out. It was so real and joy filled my heart. I pulled her ontop and we grinded while making out. It was fading. I knew I had to stop but didn't. It faded fully but the grinding and kissing didn't stop fir a while. I knew I had tostop write it down quickly before more was forgotten

Was driving with kara to get a burger. We couldn't decide what to eat it took us forever to finally decide on burger master. I was driving crazy and kara said that I was a horrible driver. I got pissed and walked home. Kara Leo izra and g were there. Kara wanted me to hang out with her while she did homework but I didn't want to. Leo wanted me to take g to the airport the next day with him. I wanted to but it was really early and I said I would if I could get up. I would do gross things to g and izra to gross them out. Dina was pooping in the bathroom behind me. It looked like we were at mothers. I left with g izra or Leo to spirit. But I don't remember who. We were at my old apartments. They looked haunted. For some reason I went to try and get my check back from the office but it was haunted. I got spiderweb all over and ghosts started coming out of nowhere. I had a gun and shot a couple. One had me by chains. The person I was with solved a mystery of one ghosts murder and they thanked him and disappeared. We had to solve their mysterys or they would kill us

Lucid
Non-Lucid

I had been awake most of the night, and it was around 5 in the morning or something. I tried to WILD. Im not sure whether my lucid dream was a WILD or a DILD. I think it was a WBTB DILD. Anyway....
I was in my room. At least, thats what i though. My eyes were stuck closed, and because i couldnt see, i RCd. I could breathe through my nose. Suprised, i checked again. Yes. I was lucid. Next next second or two, millions of colors from the scene that were once unsaturated in the dark came alive, and my "Dream Resolution" skyrocketed. I still could barely open my eyes, so i spent the next minute stabilizing the dream and increasing my vision.
As i got out of bed, i realized i was not in my room at all. Im not sure where i was, it was a very nice room. I saw a window, and I jumped though it, and it disappeared out of sight as i did. I landed on a patch of gravel. I felt it, but it wasnt painful. I was outside at a park near my old house. I felt the grass. I could feel the grass blades run between my fingers.
"This is cool" I said as I walked around, taking everything in.
I jumped out, and landed a hundred feet away, instinctively did a PK roll. Realizing i didnt need to, i took off in a great sprint. Then i jumped again, floating slowly back down near the street. I walked down, and summoned my friend to appear around the next corner. Then i did it again, but this time, the dream began to fade, and i woke up.

10/02/2011
"Return of the Living Dead"

Another zombie apocalypse dream. (They seem to be a recurring theme, recently.) I don't really remember much of this one, though. I had some family members with me, and a dog. (I've also been having a few pet dogs in my dreams lately. I've had the idea of getting a dog on my mind, a lot, so it seems to be seeping into my dreams.) There was a lot of random running and fighting, in this dream. The zombies were much faster in this dream, than they were in my recent, previous ones.

At one point, I remember being holed up in someone's house. The homeowner - a man, I believe - was sitting on the couch, which was about half the distance between the front door and myself. Suddenly, the door burst open, and a zombie came charging into the room, holding a chainsaw. He lunged toward the homeowner, and I turned to dash into the kitchen, immediately reaching for the knife set. I didn't actually see whether or not the homeowner got killed, because I was busy searching for a chef's/butcher's knife. There was none to be found, though - just a bunch of small knives and shears, that looked like they would make horrible weapons against the undead.

There was a transition, here, and I was in the back seat of a car. There was a man sitting next to me, and one of my family members on the other side of him. We'd eventually come to find out that the man had been bitten, and he was beginning to turn, while in the car with us. I kept screaming to my cousin N, who was driving, to pull over, because the man was transforming quickly. She just kept taking her sweet time, though, as if this wasn't a dire situation. While she leisurely pulled her way over to the side, I began grabbing the guy and pulling him over top of me, in order to throw him out of the vehicle while it was still rolling.

Dream Fragment Two (FA)
I 'woke up' in my bed, and was aware of the dog from my previous dream, lying on my floor. I wasn't exactly looking at it, but instead had my head down upon my bed, so where the dog would have been lying was actually below my field of view. I just kind of knew the dog was there. This struck me as weird, though, as I slowly began to realize that I didn't have a dog.

(What happened next was really strange, because I can't exactly tell if I was getting hypnopompic imagery, of if was actually waking up, and catching some residual dream imagery. As I began to sit up, I was actually awake, but the line between what I was seeing being either a dream or waking life completely blurred.)

Realizing this, I slowly began to lift my head. There was something there, but it couldn't have been a dog, because I didn't have one. I saw the top of a hairy figure begin to come into view, my eyes adjusting to my wakeful state. For a moment, I thought it might actually be a dog, but then I knew that didn't make sense. Moving my head a little bit higher, I saw what looked like my daughter's head, and then a little more of her body, beneath it. This also struck me as weird, because I knew that my door was locked. It was almost unmistakably her, though, even though I could only see the most vague impression of her. She seemed to be lying on my floor, reading something out of a book. I could almost make out all of the details of her figure, but then, just like that...her image was completely gone - replaced by a few articles of clothing that were actually on my floor.

(I was now undeniably awake, with my head already lifted from my pillow, and all of the lingering images had completely faded away. I did quite a few reality checks, but I was definitely awake, and had been for the majority of this strange position. Even looking back on it, when I first awoke, I couldn't really determine when I actually stopped dreaming.)

An old friend came by and we hung out, went to some bar. And checked out some hippies or something outside. And Seroquel tried to convince me to get on chat.

Non-Lucid
(Sidenotes)
Lucid Dream

(Another short but sweet entry about a lucid dream. I think I may have become lucid due to a false awakening but I am not sure. The past month or two, I have noticed that I become nearly automatically lucid when I experiencing a false awakening.)

Things were a tiny bit blurry at first. I was a bit hesitant but told myself I was dreaming so I did a reality check (poke finger through palm of hand) and it did not work I don't think but I KNEW I was dreaming. Things were a bit blurry so I rubbed my hands together and told myself I was dreaming and I could see my vision slowly become clear and a bit vivid. It was one of the first times I honestly noticed the difference. I got out of bed and walked into the living room where there was a random dog curled up on the floor. I looked at him/her and thought that if I snapped my fingers, they would be gone because I didn't want them there and wanted to see what would happen. I snapped my fingers and the dogs back end disappeared but it's head and maybe tail (which was attached to its head) was still there. I carried on, told myself I was dreaming and rubbed my hands which helped AGAIN. I finally got to the porch where my Mom was sitting in the car. She tried telling me to wake up. I didn't want to and was about to leave whens he just kind of demanded "WAKE UP!" and a few moments later, I lost my lucid.

It happened right after I woke up from a non-lucid dream. I did a reality check and realised I was still dreaming.

I exited my bedroom. I had kind of a limited view . Sorta everything outside my window
is blurry. I tried for a music video to be played on the TV ( it worked ). However , I
couldn't spawn dream people ( tried to spawn a friend ). I imagined him walking down the corridor and also tried thinking he was behind me , but to no avail.

Yeahh. Than it ended. A pretty short dream. But a good first step

Was in downtown bellevue where Leo and I were going to go do some errands. We went to some licensing place. I was part vampire. I realized I was dreaming but decided to go with this dream partially to extend it. I let Leo continue to talk to the lady while I went outside and practiced my energy balls. Before I became lucid Leo and I found 6 alien pods and released them. We found out we were aliens too and together we blew up downtown bellevue. All of a sudden the cars stopped coming and everything became peaceful and quiet. This is what it would be without any humans. Suddenly another stream of cars came. Darn I didn't get all of them. Half the city was in ruins. The two other aliens were girls. While Leo was inside the building and I was lucid I went to go see them. They were having sex with eachother. I laughed and they laughed and continued making out. I told them I wanted help with my energy balls and they said after they were done. They were in some giant pod. I went away a little and looked in the building to see Leo still talking. I gathered up as much energy as I could and shot it all across the building lines. Nothing happened. Again I failed to shoot. I did are some smoke coming out of those buildings. I was partially surprised and happy. I went in and the lady said we had to pay our tickets aor the police would find us. We both laughed and left. Leo also knew he was dreaming and we discussed our next plan. We wanted to blow up Seattle and then the world. We had to go to our base to figure it the next plan. We gathered the others and ran super speed. Before we did that I practiced my super speed. I ran from one spot to another. At first I was a bit rusty then I remembered how to do it. We raced for fun. I remember kara saying how good she was at flying and I though it would he so much easier to just fly. I burst forward and got too high. I landed with fear. This time I went lower to the ground and it was breathtaking. I really loved how amazing it was to fly with control. I flew all the way to our base. And waited for the others to arrive. I pondered my lucidity. I felt as if I was in this dream for hours and loved it. I wondered if I would ever wake. The others finally came and we talked about how we were going to blow up Seattle. We were going to run there and release more pods. I grew extremely excited to kill more humans. I pondered a little more about the weirdness of the length of this dream. I did forget about half the info of this dream. It was REALLY LONG. As I thought this the sun grew brighter. I tried to look away but it followed me. I had a FA. I woke and was so excited to have this lucid. I instantly began writing it down. Random people would come in and talk to me. I woke for real.

I was the owner of luna. My uncle basic wanted her and I decided to give her to him. Baron was being really bad and kept running off on his own. Vadic finally came and I gave her to him. I cried a little because I didn't want to give her away. It was really passionate.

Theres this guy who keeps showing up in my dreams. He's mostly white but a little black. He was just in my lucid too though i forgot to mention him. Ill start from the becoming of the dream. I was in class. My regular partner wasn't there for some reason. The class was half yoga and half school type. We did a sequence of yoga. When that was done the class just hung out and ate food. Karas brother was there. I went to say high to him and the teachers came behind me and grabbed my back kind of sexually. Riley started crying but I made him laugh. I moved away from the teacher and went to tina the new yoga teacher. I told her about the other teachers I had and she said they couldn't teach me what she could. I asked her a few random questions and told her I didn't want to disturb her from her lunch. She held eye contact without blinking or moving her eyes. Class was over and it was time to go meet up with my partner but he wasnt there. I was panicking. He is generally my lucid partner. I go up to someone and he says hes are my partner. I don't believe him and he tries to convince me that he is. Another guy comes and says he is my partner. I believe him and am so relieved. He looks a but weird so I ask him which room did my last lucid start and he said the wrong place. I knew he wasnt my partner. I leave them both and go into some computer room where I find him. He says hey and is with a naked black woman like in my other dream. I laugh and wake.

non-lucid
lucid
TOTM

I woke up in my bed at the hotel.. only there was a girl in my room (thought it was the maid at first) walking toward my bed. She actually got onto the bed and kissed me on the forehead.. at which point I thought 'this might be a dream,' but I wasn't convinced yet. I looked at the door and noticed some weird, round things mounted on the wall where the light switch should be. They weren't clocks, but they had digital displays.. I tried to make the numbers on the display change.. it worked- lucid.

I remembered the TOTM was to Trick or Treat, and I figured this would be easy since I was in my room at the hotel. I went outside and knocked on the door 1 room over where my co-worker Chad was staying. When he opened the door, I yelled 'Trick or Treat!' He asked me 'What flavor?' I was confused for a minute, but then I replied 'Chocolate.' He then gave me a bag of chocolate-covered doughnuts that were sitting on his desk.

After he closed the door, I walked about in the common area between the hotel rooms, munching on my doughnuts (which tasted quite delicious, btw). I decided to try the advanced TOTM, becoming one of the gods. I was going to be Zeus. I started by trying to make myself much bigger than my surroundings (not strictly necessary to complete the task, but it's how I wanted to do it). This scaling is something I have done quite often, but this time I couldn't seem to make it happen.

After trying for a good bit (probably should have stabilized at this point, but I did not), I just flew up on the rooftop to relax and enjoy the lucidity. The dream faded as I was sitting on high, watching people swim in the hotel pool below.

The dream started off like this.

I was in a sort of club with some friends and some music came on which was good music, so we started bouncing but the lower part of the club which we were on, the floor seemed flimsy, so i walked up the stairs to the higher part because the floor really started to wobble, i saw the bouncers looking at one guy who continued to bounce and i heard them saying "you'ree not allowed to danceo n that part" suddenly one of the bouncers grabbed some blonde girls head slammed her into the ground and we were all like "what the fuck??" it was completely random, i peered in to have a closer look and saw him prying a knife from her, i felt a bouncer grab the back of my head and hold me there, i then saw some other guy being launched out and then it clicked in my head that i too was being held by a bouncer.

As we were walking out i was asking why i was being thrown out "you look like the kind of guy that causes trouble" he said "what do you mean by that? how do i look like that kind of guy?" i thought in my head "was it because i work out a bit?"
Then outside were some police women and they said "we may need to take your details though and a statement" "i'll hapilly do that, i've done nothing wrong this is completely out of order"


I began to walk home and it was dark, i got to some form of bridge and realised i was dreaming, i decided to run incredibly fast then wehen i got to the end i realised i needed to do a stabalisation technique, i rubbed my hands and it worked a little bit. "vision" i said, to make it lighter, but it only got a little lighter, i decided i wasn't anchored enough so began rubbing my shirt, i rememeber wearing a blue t shirt with dark blue baggy jeans and some skater trainers (which oddly i dont own the bottom area of my clothing)

I knew i was going to wake up so froze and tried to keep extremelt still to try to wake up in SP to chain it.
It all went black so i guessed this was me waking up, i felt myself climb from my body so effectively WILD'ing into my next phase of the lucid dream.
I got up and i was in A room, which was similar to my flat room, but everything was pitch black.
"vision" i said, nothing happened "light" nothing...i tried to turn a sort of knob or flick a switch but realised this wasn't going to work and i'd need to mentally come to grips with myself, but then i realised all the nightmares i had as a kid had the problem of not being able to turn lights on so triggered the impression something bad was going to happen.

I began to charge my chi within my body and felt myself waking up, as all went black the energy within my body continued to formulate and my whole body vibrated very slightly but i felt warm within my whole self and i felt enlightened and good.
I stayed still again but this time i felt as if i was numb all over, my body felt like it was floating a little bit with my arm and leg flailing about, i realised this was SP since i heard it sounds like your floating when you're in SP (thanks DV)
I decided to try to Step out of my body or Astral project.
I mentalised my arms further floating up in the air, they did so and my body was dragged out, with the sound of wind rushing through my ears like i was standing next to a jet engine, the engine noise stopped and the pitch blackness of my eyelids quickly phased to white,i felt myself gasp out air as if i had just had an orgasm, i heard a continuous noise of rushing and felt myself being lifted higher and higher into the air with this beautiful noise rushing through me and the whole of my body pulsating with energy, i couldn't open my eyes but i could feel myself breathing through my mouth, i felt myself stop breathing and i felt as if i had gone past some form of breakpoint in height and the sound continued but changed slightly.

I got higher and higher i thought "shit is this death?" i knew that whatever was at the other end would be something unimaginably good because already my whole body felt completely and utterly extatic and under control which wasn't my own. During this time i saw a sillouette of a male body with the chakra eye mainly visible in front of me, it was a sketch and the middle of the sketch was still white.
I then began to think of family and friends and how i'd miss them if this was to leave my body forever, i didn't want that so i tried to go back down but it wasn't working, i was breathing as hard as i could but my breathing was muffled, i thought maybe my face was buried in the pillow and i was suffocating so began hitting my chest as if i was trying some wierd form of CPR, but at the same time the feeling was emitting and pulsing through my body with immense pleasure i felt myself shaking my head and realised i was waking or coming back into my body, i woke up and leaped out of bed like

"OMFG" then i did a reality check and pushed my finger through my hand, i was dreaming AGAIN! but i had almost no control, then i couldnt see my hands at all "this sucks" i said and fell backwards to the ground to try to wake myself up, i closed my eyes and before i knew it i could feel the sensation of SP again.

This time i wanted to see hallucanations, i opened my eyes and i saw the side of my wall but there was text written on there as if written in black pen, some was large and spikey texts other bits were small with quotation marks, because of the angle i was looking at it from i couldnt see it, i could see other wierd things like parts of the room floating and the wall looked like sea water with waves.
I closed my eyes again to feel my arm and leg flailing about again.

So i did the same and felt myself lifted again, the same sensation, the same noise and everything went white, i was lifted again up and up, but the sensation wasn't as intense and i woke up.


I've just woke up turned on my computer and got on here because AP or whatever it was felt like it was the most incredible experience of my life - try it.

My LD plan: If I realize myself dreaming not in my room, spin and wake up there. Then find a window and jump out of it without making any RCs before it (I'm often afraid of doing this in my LDs). When succeed, I must spin and appear in a place I want to appear, not in my room. Then stay lucid as long as possible.

Preparation was the same as yesterday, but I had slept less, and time before nap was about 45 minutes.

How I got lucid: I woke up at 9 am, then tried to get back to sleep. Later I had a false awakening and saw my grandma sleeping in my brother's bed (he had already gone to school). Then I woke up the second time and didn't see grandma. Then I woke up the third time and saw her... Don't remember how much false awakenings I exactly had, but then I realized I was dreaming.

Action: So I got up and went to the window. I opened it, but still was afraid of jumping. When I was trying to jump out, I felt vibrations, everything darkened and I felt myself lying in my bed. So I tried to carefully open my dream eyes, but I couldn't. I tried to feel vibrations and I succeeded, later I opened my dream eyes.

So I went to the window again and jumped out of it. The dream became less vivid, I rubbed my hands, went to a man, talked to him, told him what I am going to do now. Then I commanded where I want to appear (I was afraid of other people hearing me talking like this in the middle of the street, damn it) and spin. Everything darkened. I didn't know what to do, because I was walking in the dark. I fell on the ground and realized myself lying in my bed. I tried to move my dream body and open my eyes. I succeeded, tried to spin one more time, but nothing happened. I tried to open the door and imagine I will appear where I want to appear, but it also didn't work. I jumped out of window, flied for a bit, then everything darkened and I really woke up.

Implications:
- Need to think of another way to appear in a place I want to appear.
- Need to think of how to increase my lucidity level, because I am sometimes afraid of things I shouldn't be afraid of.