lucid

Old Couple

I was in an attic with a old man and his wife. She was telling me about a magic radio and about antique plates she had.

Trap

Went to Mcdonalds and met a tech boy who showed me something where you could keep your parakeets safe. They looked like wallets that he stuffed the birds in. I got scared and recalled that they needed to breathe and started opening the wallets like crazy. A hand ball of dirt came out of a small bag i opened too.
....

I was at a park where a crowd of people were watching a man doing funny stuff. As he was making the crowd laugh he started getting closer to me and i felt creep out by him. I moved than suddenly was warped into my bedroom where I started to talking to a girl that reminded me of my old friend from high school. But than she changed into a light skin girl with a long black pony tail.

That's when i realized that she couldn't have been my old friend from high school. Besides she was acting really strange. Suddenly she told me how her cat really liked me and came closer like she was going to show me something. But ended up trying to rape me instead. So I left the room and ended up in the living room where she had released the cat. It was hiding and i was going to look for it but when i saw her step out of the room I just ran out the house.

I thought I was being haunted for a moment when i ran outside though. I looked around and looked like it was the afternoon but getting dark. I was afraid my dad would come home and wonder where i was but i just felt like i had to run away from that girl. I tried to take a guy's bike i saw but than changed my mind and looked at my porch. The girl came back outside, looked around than went back inside.
I than thought about how stupid i was being because she looked sort of disfigured when she came out and remembered it was a dream. But the question was. Should i go back inside....i woke up before i could decide.


Shopping Mall Exploration

I had arrived outside of a shopping mall surrounded by other stores around it. I had the feeling my mom had wanted something from payless but also felt like buying something for myself with the money i had but i didn't know what. I went around a store hoping to find the entrance to the bigger shopping mall. But ended up back where i started. I looked around at the crowd of people around me than back at the stores i saw before thinking to try again. I ran around and ended up in a different place but it still looked like i was in the same area. So I decided to run around again and after running for the last time it occurred to me that i must be dreaming.

At the same time though I started getting a feeling that I was being followed by the cops or someone in the crowd. But i decided to dismiss it. What I really wanted to do was search for something interesting i could only find inside my mind. I walked further and ended up inside a mall library store. It was filled with fresh new books just calling for my attention. I really love going to a store that sells new books and paper and pencils. Why? I'm just a creative person who enjoys making things and learning about new things that grab my attention. So anyways I ran through the store looking at all the books happily but than someone pulled me into a corner.

In that corner I saw a rack filled with clocks and antiques. Mostly of cats. But there was this white rectangular clock on the rack with a small pink decoration on it that grabbed my attention. I thought about how funny it would be if i saw this clock in real life and my mind replicated it but i cant recall it. Than the so called person pulled me back and i started talking to it. It was a guy because i heard the voice but could not see him. As I was talking though out of no where a phone appeared in my hand and i started talking to him on it.I remember some of our conversation go like this...

"Whats your favorite country?"[me]
"My favorite country...Utah. Theres a lot of good looking people there."

{Utahs not even a country now. its a state. >w>
Now that I think about it though when i asked the question I was thinking of the US being a possibility so I must have forgotten to mention country or state.- w - Wow.)


"Um...I forgot where that was. Is that in Texas?"[me]
"[Silence]....".
"Sorry. I'm not very good with places.Well, whatever..."[me]

Than he starts talking about something I don't remember and i cut him off.

"So whats your name?"[me]
"....ria...aggh I almost said it. I'm not telling you my name."
"Why? Just tell me it!"[me]

Than he ends up taking me to a room and tells me to go to sleep cause hes going to see a little girl. I say no at first but than just lie down and wait for him to come back.But than i get bored of waiting and get up and walk around. I end up somewhere inside a city though and start calling for the guy to come back. That's when a black suited, neon blue, ninja appeared and made clones of himself in front of me. I asked if her was the same guy i was talking to and he said he was and seemed like he was going to try and scare me though. But he didn't. He just grabbed me than two other people came to the picture and they looked like my brother's friends.

Than something happened where they wanted to do a video game ritual where their sins would be transferred into reality by a controller. I tossed the controller that they handed me though an than they started making fun of me. We ended up back in the house though where i told them to shut up and punched someone's face even though it didn't hurt or make them budge. Than I woke up.




No way is Utah in Texas. XD This is definitely because i haven't looked at the maps a lot.

Just wanted to back log one from a couple of nights ago as I really enjoyed it.


20/8/2015

I can tell I'm nearly in as I feel like I'm standing up so I start to fall forward and get the falling sensation.
I put my hands out and get up, even though I can't see anything yet, I can feel my body and as I get up the Dream forms and I'm in.
I'm in my kitchen (surprise, surprise) so I walk into my living room and see if the picture of space is there this time.
It is and instead of picking it up I do what I thought of yesterday and run and try to jump into it, I try but land on the table and knock it over.
I go to jump into a bigger picture hanging on my wall but there's a different picture hanging there to what's there in WL so I don't bother as it's to abstract.

I go out the front of my house and try the zoom thing I wanted to try to get to space, I look at the floor and pinch my finger together trying to zoom me up into the air like zooming out with a phone but it doesn't work, I try a few times but get nothing.
I walk down towards the bollards but can feel the Dream slipping and I can't hold onto it and wake up.


Disappointing Lucid with not much done.
Lasted about 2/3 minutes.
WL vividness until the last 30 seconds or so as I could see and feel it slipping.



Now the good one



(2)

I'm in my kitchen and become Lucid as the Dream forms, I go out my back door and around the side by my pond, it's daytime and nice and sunny.
I try to imagine a phone in my pocket and pull it out to try the zoom out trick again.
I try fist just pinching my fingers together over the ground but it doesn't work, after imagining the phone I open google maps and then try but it doesn't work.

I then see if I can still lighten or darken the Dream so put out my hand and lift it slowly up.
It works, the scene gets much brighter and as it was bright already, it looks kind of washed out now so I slide my hand down to darken it.
I then try to make it night so do this again a few times each time making it darker and darker until night.
Now I know I can still do it I pull the light back to a nice sunny day and as I'm doing that I notice the field opposite me starts to change, there's a very large lake with lots of water lilies on it and it looks really nice glistening in the sun.

I now change my goal and decide to just explore this instead so I jump over my fence and I'm standing by the lake.
There's a huge open space out in front of me, it reminds me of a huge game reserve in South Africa or something.
There's huge flat plains of pale yellowish grass that's been beaten by the sun and in the distance a few trees scattered around.
I start to scan the horizon looking for signs of life, I think about my get to the Triassic/Jurassic period goal and start imagining dinosaurs in the distance.

When I look over to my right I see two massive Elephants! They're quite a distance away but they look really huge and so cool!
One looks up at me as I walk towards it and it puts it head down and starts to charge me.
As it get closer it's coming with at a good speed and is getting bigger and bigger as it closes in on me.
I'm not scared as I completely aware I'm Dreaming and enjoying the sight when I think of something, I think it was on hulk I watched the other day where they just kind of run into each other head first, so I thought "yeah, I'll try that" and as the Elephant got very close I bend my head down and charge it head on! Stopping it right in its tracks instantly.

I didn't want to hurt it though and it was fine, it was now standing right in front of me and it looked incredible!
I've never seen one in W life before but they must look just like this!
Everything about it looked so real! it's skin had little cracks all over it.
It's sheer size and the way it now slowly moved as I walked around it, touching its trunk and feeling it's skin.
It even had flies on and around its eyes, it was that real looking!
It's just amazing what the mind is capable of when I've never seen an Elephant in W life but now feel like it would be exactly the same if I did, only I wouldn't be able to get as close in WL as I could here to a wild one at least.

After admiring it for awhile I felt really great and didn't mind if I woke up right after as it was a great experience in itself.
I didn't though, I walked a little way and came across a building.
Inside was a room with different corridors going out from it, so I walk down one of the corridors and into another smaller room.
Inside was a small, old fashioned TV playing something, a fruit machine and a few other bits and pieces.
I then see hanging on the wall above the door there's a baseball bat, so I take it and think "f**k it, let's smash some stuff up" and I smash the TV screen with it a few times.
The sound of the breaking screen is great, sounds, looks and feels very real and satisfying so I start smashing up the fruity, which again feels good.

I walk out the room and move a little way more down the corridor and there is door after door all the way along, so I check a few more doors and just quickly peek inside each one and it's like, inside every room is something different to try.
In the first one it was set up so you could smash things with a bat.
In another there was tons of sweets and cakes to eat.
There was some other activity in another room but for some reason I can't remember what it was.
I think to myself this is a good idea! To get lots of different experiences in one Lucid by having a corridor full of different rooms, each with a different activity or experience inside is very cool and that I'll have to try to get to this place again.

I walk into another room slightly bigger than the rest and there's a sword, baseball bat and lots of other weapons in a tall bucket of some sort.
I pick up the sword, it's a long, straight, slim sword with an angled tip rather than your classic sword. It's also a dull grey.
I know this must be a killing experience room about to happen and I've never really killed any Dream characters before, not on purpose anyway and I've never stabbed or hacked any up.
As this place is built for experiences I think "ok, let's see what this looks and feels like" and some guy dressed in a strange looking uniform comes through a door holding a sword.
We start to fight and I stick him in the right side of his neck and as I pull the sword out, it's followed by a trail of spurting blood, again this looks very graphic and realistic and the guy drops down dead.

I drop the sword and go looking for another room but the Dream fades.
I come back round and I'm in my old school, outside k block.
It's break time and there are loads of people out.
A girl walks towards me and she's beautiful, she's older than most of the other people there and looks about 22.
She has dark blond hair styled in a kind of scruffy looking way but it looks really good, she's wearing a short top showing her stomach and just looks great.
I somehow know that we're together and she just walks into my arms and we kiss.
Another couple come over to us and say hi, again I can somehow tell we're friends and it feels kinda like I've stepped into another life, like Sam Becket from Quantum Leap lol.

I lose the Dream though and wake up.



Excellent Lucid!
The Elephant was so amazing and I can't wait now to get to a period involving Dinosaurs! If they look half as good as the Elephants then WOW.

Got in my usual way and after having a short one that I was a bit dissatisfied with as I didn't get anything done, this more than makes up for it.
WL vividness and complete W memory.
Nice and long lasting about, 15/20 minutes? Maybe more.

Just thought I'd post my Dream Jornal up starting from last night.
I'll pretty much just copy and post them from my IPad so forgive spelling, grammar and punctuation.
All will be Lucid Dreams but I'll put them in red anyway as some start off non Lucid.



22/8/2015

I'm lying in bed looking at my IPhone watching something on it.
I don't know I'm Dreaming yet but I'm trying to get it to snap me in to a Dream, not realising I'm already in one.
After a few moments I feel different and know I'm Dreaming laying in bed.

I get up and jump out my window, I hover in the air for a few seconds using the Jetpack method, then land in the street.
I still have my IPhone in my hand so I chuck it at a car on the bay to see the window smash but it hits the door instead, I then think I need that phone to try something so pick it back up.
It was a little smashed by otherwise ok so I imagine a button on it to transport me to Ancient Rome but as I press it nothing happens, I try again but again nothing happens so I try pulling the Dream scene from the corner like I read on the forum a yesterday but it doesn't work.

I then walk round the back of the flats over the road where I got the Stargate to work before, at first I can't see it but as I walk towards it can see a red energy and know it's there.
I try to imagine Ancient Rome and see a scene through it briefly but then it goes away.
As I walk through it though the scene comes back and I'm now standing inside it!
I'm standing near a sea or massive lake and it's very Romenesk looking.
There's a large depression close to the water like a beach but made of thick paving stones with carvings on each one.
There's also an awning of some sort and it's held up by big bits of smooth, carved driftwood.
You can see it hasn't been cut but nicely shaped and each one has carvings on the sides showing the lighter wood coming through.
There's also lots of colourful flowers all around, not in the ground though as it was all quite light and sandy but in big porcelain or China tubs.
The flowers are mainly reds and purples.

I walk around looking at the different things and smelling the flowers but lose the Dream.

I go on to have a few more Lucid's after this.
WL quality with full W memory.
Not sure of length with this as I linked a few together but nice and long period of Lucidity.

Color legend: Non-dream Dream Lucid

Lucid #2??: That Sexy Corner

I think that I'm still waiting to fall asleep, but I start to get that funny dream feeling and realize that I may have blanked out for a bit. I nose pinch and blow right through, becoming lucid!

I will my legs to ooze to the floor, then I'm up and out in an OBE-style lucid. It feels dark and a bit faint, so I rub my hands together and say, "I'm out of bodyyyyyyyy!! Oh yeah, out of body!"

My perspective switches to looking up at the corner where the ceiling meets the walls. This is unexpected, but I just pretend this is what I wanted to look at all along. "Oh yeahh!!" I say. "That sexy corner!"

This seems to give me my control back, and I walk out into hall, vaulting over the railing and walk downstairs. The dream is much better lit now, and I walk over to the front door to look outside. Wife is standing there and I get the sense that she's going to ask me to take care of some chore, and I mentally remind myself not to get caught up in any distracting pseudo-waking life tasks.

This loss of concentration somehow snaps me back to lying in bed. I ooze out onto the floor again, and I mutter something about having to go all the way back down now. My grumpiness seems to take me out of the proper mood and the dream ends.

Hey,
well i was preparing myself for OBE, and suddenly i did trick my body to fall asleep and i think i woke up in my room and couldnt easily move etc but somehow i managed to ask for Guideness from the (good) spirits etc and i said loud that any bad spirits should dissapear and i am controling this then i thought to jump of my body to real astral project like i wanted to see my self and then experience, i did but i forgot to check on my self lol, i think it was kind of mixed with lucid dreaming cus to be honest i directly went to jump from my window and i had the lucidity feeling that i ahd before and i flied randomly, but i fall few times and got my mind back to bed and/sleep paralysis but i went back to the dream like continue where i last, sadly i just forgot to check my self to be sure i am astral or LD, but i think it was lucid mostly cus it wasnt also thaat vivid i know how vivid are my lucid dreams so i think i continued with lucidty doing fun around explore random places near my place etc when suddenly i went to a kiosk shop (mini shop where u buy tobacco etc) and i bought few things and somehow i got a boner lol i told the owner ill be back in a min and i went outside and some lady saw my boner and kind of started playing it and .... i wake up lol =D

NLD LD Comments/Thoughts

Bedtime: 1 am

6:30
Sit with a Friend A in a Transporter on the backseats. my phone is sticked on the left site over the window and i/we watch someting. A girl come by and asks something i dont remember (where is the market or something) i tell her and she goes again. we keep watching. slowly someone approaches the Transporter and opens the left backdoor and divert our attention to him while someone else opens the right frontdoor and takes something. i notice this and get out of the car and see whats happening. it is a turkish man with 2 children. he says he was just asking something/looking something and put it back. they go and i get in the car again. I tell A where the charger cabel is and that if he want to he can use it and put it afterwarts in the shotgun seat or backseat. The girl is coming back and asks me on which booth i am working and i answer her at the organic sausage booth. she smiles and tells me that we probable might see each other again. now i am alone in the car and i look out of the window and see some feet away a lantern. on this lantern a companioned couple is sitting up on the lantern. i look at them some time and then they seem to want to go down. she pushes him and he falls down and lands on his head but have enough momentum that he turns 180° and lands on his feet unharmed. [sure this makes sense...] she jumps down. a female friend of mine J comes back and there is a transition and we are in a bed together in a room. we kiss eachother and stand up. she jumps up to me and wraps her arms and legs around me and i kiss her again and go with her out of the room. she leaves to the toilet and i go to two friends L and A. L says schelmak or something to me and i answer sholva kre (stargate). he smiles because he seemed to mean something different. on the right site there is "nature" some trees i think a lake or something. transition and i am in the city at "ständeplatz" [a traffic tram station] and i am waiting for J i go the street down and a bus drives towards me and another friend is sitting in there and he saw me. i think about to wait for him so i can say hi but actualy i want to the girl so i keep going. wake up/dont remember

WBTB and WILD attempt:
i forget some of the beginning. I am in my room and lucid. i walk around and after some time a girl is in my room i go to her

Spoiler for sexstuff:

and touch her front and backhole with my hands. it feels good and i get horny

but then my vision gets black and i try to DEILD. i fail and land in a NLD.
...............
I am in the Microbiologie Department and enter the lab. my chef [from biochemistry] is sitting at my place and talks to a postdoc. As i come near he stands up and wants to go. i ask him if he wants to see my new results that he might be interestet in. he says yes and i turn on my laptop. that needs some time. he is waiting. i see the desktop and someone come to me and ask if i didnt do anything yet today because its still the desktop and nothing else. i tell him i just booted the laptop. i search the file. now there is a screen plugged in. its a really old CRT screen and stands crooked. i have problems in finding the files i am searching for and try to set the screen straight. my chef [now the chef of the microbiology] gets angry and screams a little bit around and i keep searching. a videogame pops up some times and i have still my problems. but then i remember where to find the documents and tell him i found it sit i will show you. i open the folder but again the game is poping up. i close it with Cntrol F4 and show him the results. he excuses himself for getting angry. next to me J is sitting and working on a gel image. she has two bands and thinks about but 2 proteins in one lane so she gets the desired bands [what would be manipulation of results...] i say something to her i dont remember and leave the room. i head right and on the end of the hallway there is a woman. i come near and she is barefeet what makes me wonder. i look shortly out of the window and turn around. while moving back i get a feeling i might dream and do a nosepinch and get lucid. i leave the hallway thru a door and am in the "lounge" of the institute. i go left and some stairs up there stands a girl. i approach her and asks her if i migh kiss her. she asks if i want to and i give her a second look and see that she has a burning scar on her chest and is not that attractive. i say nah and keep going. she goes the stairs down and i shouts "i will summon myself a perfect redhead girl right there". i go to a little waiting area with chairs and so on and want to summon the mentioned girl behind me but it gets black again...

i try to fall asleep again with counting in the hope for higher awarness into the dream
9:00
i am in a hospital. i leave my room and go into another room where i grease myself some sandwiches. a girl with tattoos on her legs comes in and flirts with me and goes again. i take the plate and go back to my room. i want to eat the sandwiches as a doc comes in and tells me i am not allowed to eat my own food. he takes the plate away but eats the rice on the plate. i say its nice that atleast he might eat my food and ask him how its taste. he says its okay but not good. he leaves and i pour some water of a thermos bottle into my glas. Transition and i am at my old home where we lived before my parents broke up. i am alone and in the living room. interestingly everything seems pretty realistic and as it was then. normaly there always looks something different than IWL i sit on the couch and watch TV. i ate a snickers i think because there is the wrapping lying on the table. i want to eat more and i go to the kitchen. i dont want to miss the thing i watching but i think i could wind it back later when i come back from the kitchen. in the kitchen there is some cut watermelon and i have the feeling my roomate R did this and i wonder why he cut so much of it when he is not even here. i take a piece and keep going to the cupboard and look insight. there are like 10 boxes of ricewaffels with choclate. i again dont get it why we need so much of it. but i think i smoked some weet after a long time and now i can finally run free on my munshies. i look out of the window and see some houses and they are very sharp and vivid and i wonder how long i didnt notice them. i turn around still chewing and get the urge to do a nosepinch. this one is positiv but i am not sure what it means because i have something in my mouth. i count my fingers and yes lucid. i take another piece of the melon and move to the livingroom. there comes out music out of the tv now and i think about if i stop and listen but i dont want to wait so i open the balcony and jump and fly away on a near parking lot. i rub my hands and they are sticky from the watermelon. i think this is a good sign and the dream is stable. i want to summon glasses just like that in my hands and imagine to put them on my nose but there where no glasses in my hand and that dont feel right. i try now to summon them out of my pocket but my hand is to fast in the pocket befor i could realy incubate the tought. so i dont find anything. then i think right my glasses are behind me on the ground i sure lost them when i landed from flying. i turn around and there they are. i pick them up and put them on. but i cant notice an effect because in the same moment a foreign guy with his bike stops right next to me and want to know the way to somewhere. he mixes some languages and i dont understand him. i dont want to understand him neither and interrupt him while he talks and say i dont know i dont care i dont have time...i wants to fly away again so he stops annoying me but then he turns around and drives away. i am alone again and want to summon my redhead beauty now. i think that from behind she will approach me and as i turn around there is a redheaded nice girl. i am suprised a little because i notice that i had no image in my head just the words redhead beauty and find it interesting what my mind made of it. i move towards her and she drifts away from me. i say hey dont run away and she smiles and come closer. i take her hand and we walk together. i start to let one stone levitate. then two at the same time. as i want to let 3 stones levitate i dont find anymore... i tell her hey look what i can and let one stone fly far away from us and back again. i look behind and there is a backpack which i let levitate for a short periode of time. we keep going and again everything gets black. i am too excited to DEILD


last NLD at the morning:
i am in a apartement and there where some guys eating something in the kitchen. they leave and Farin urlaub [a german musican] is there now. he has strong eye circles and looks wasted. he goes into the kitchen and complains about the fact that its dirty. i tell him it wasnt me. there is nothing good to eat anymore. i propose him that i might go to store and buy some food for him and he gives me 50€. i tell him he will get the exchange for sure back. i want to leave but turn around again and ask him what he wants to eat and tell him that i normaly like cooking but i dont think that i want to cook today anymore. he says he just dont care at all what i buy and i tell him "hey when you dont care i will buy the most discusting thing you can buy to eat" and i ask him if he dont eat something like meat or have some allergies. he tells me that he cant dring afri cola. i dont get it first and he points to a bottle. because there is something [name] in it he tolerate. i say okay and turn around and wanne go. i feel that i need to take a piss and on the way to the toilet i do a RC [i often dream that i need to go or search a toilet finaly first time getting lucid because of the dreamsign] i am lucid but still decide to first go to the toilett and then i can start doing my lucid buisness.... after pissing i feel the urge do brush my teeth *facepalm* i do so and recognize that the sound sounds exactly like my el. toothbrush but its a different system and it feels odd in my mouth. i spit and want to wash the brushead but it gets more and more dark red... i wake up and for good for this night

I was laying in the bed and training my relaxation and concentration routine. I didn't think I would be able to either to travel or make to WILD. But... as I got into sleep paralysis I started to see hypnagogic images... like small colored squares through whole field of vision. I worked to eliminate this vision. After some time I managed to clean off that visions till blank view remained. By that time I felt the bonds of physical body loosened, so I started to rock my second body and separated fully.

My surrounding is indistinct... dark and grainy... But I don't ponder on the state of it and I'm moving further away from my body. I walk to stairs to go down, but it seems that gravity has not hold of me and instead of going downstairs, I walk on the air above stairs and then through the roof out of my house. I'm walking on the air My surrounding is clearer. I observe it. I found strange but interesting motorcycle parked on the street. I sat on it and started to drive it down the street. When I got to first turn I found it very difficult to steer. I went through a few objects- some concrete poles and trees- till I found my way back on the street. Second turn was as difficult as first one. Strange. I tried to lean on the opposite side to what one has to steer motorcycle and it functioned. To turn right I need to lean to the left side??? Strange. My concentration slipped and I found myself back in my body.

I'm laying in the bed. I see hypnagogic images again... the squares are somewhat distinct... They are not the same. Each of them is a little different. I concentrate on them and they magnify a little. The squares are photos of people... Some of them I know, some not. There are also squares with generic silhouette of people. I browse through those images and I tried to concentrate on some of them. It seems like concentration on the image makes me to see 3D image of the particular human. It started to animate... and my concentration slips. I need to make it faster if I have to make it into WILD with someone I concentrate on. I found image of my wife. I concentrate on her and I managed to create WILD with her. We are in some kind of place... It looks like made of concrete. Concrete floor, and concrete high walls. I observe- there is no roof. If I manage to fly up, maybe 5m, I could see what is on the other side of wall. I concentrate to fly... I don't have good results at start. I manage to make my body lighter. I concentrate further. My body starts to levitate till I'm above the wall... It looks like whole surrounding is a honeycomb made of concrete. In the adjacent cell there were a few unfamiliar people... hmm what this means... Some blonde woman saw me and she was curious how I managed to fly up... I shout back that she needs to concentrate. My concentration on flying is not so good and it slips already. The gravity takes hold of me and I'm dragged back to my cell. To my wife. She asks me why I'm naked. I look on myself and indeed I'm naked. I'm not concerned with this. Why should I be? I'm dreaming. She handed me black leather coat. It looks quite cool. As I got it on me, I was fully clothed. I took hand of my wife and I took us to some city. It is night. There are many people walking around. My wife sees some man and she recognizes him as friend. She wants to speak with him. I left her with that man and I started to walk around observing my surrounding. I walked maybe 100 m from my wife by the time and looked back to her. She talks animatedly to her friend. I didn't want to disturb her reunion, so I walked away alone. I walked and I observed... Somehow I couldn't interact with people I met... They circumvent me and at same time they looked like they don't register me. I remember to walk for some time. I remember that I found my surrounding very boring. I remember I was tired, it was long after midnight after all. I remember falling into darkness of unconsciousness.

The OBE was quite weak. My surrounding was very rough, very obscure.
The WILD part was interesting on the other hand...
My wife doesn't remember to be dreaming with me, so I didn't manage shared dream. Again.
The honeycomb was made of concrete, with high walls... what could it mean? Maybe nothing. There were cells as far as I could see.
Concentration on flying out of our cell was difficult. I managed only short time flying and I was exhausted after that.

Sleeping: August 21st 2015, 10 PM (UTC +7)
Awake: August 22nd 2015, 6:45 AM (UTC +7)

Non-Dream, Non-Lucid, Lucid, False Awakening

Oh god, another school? Another place I can feel everything goes on ordinarily? Can't remember too much. I walked up the building with my friends, heading to classroom for math as usual. I entered teacher's room on second floor, picked up all my friends' notebooks. Though, I felt almost nothing for 47 books. Came outside and saw 3 of my friends there, I asked them to take a half even I could carry all of them quite fine. (Not in real life. 47 books are too heavy for weaklings like me.) Went up to fourth floor, to my classroom before everything started. Things went as usual. I sensed myself waking up. Though, I didn't feel awake and something just stumbled upon me. It was my sister, out of nowhere, came and hugged me in my room. I didn't care and continued dreaming. (I'm not really sure about this. I might be awake for real in real life, but not too much so that wild dream/visualization can still continue. Though, from this point, everything was so dark. I still knew what/when/where/who was that anyways. I'm afraid this was just visualization though. This and this explained.)

For some reason, I felt I should do this. I looked at color tape on top left of my notebook and it showed orange. (Weird but useful thing. Since there are two classes for maths to separate, we've different color to mark them out easier. Just orange and brown though. Differences go for another classes.) Turned back and saw it being brown, I suddenly realized it was a dream. Not time to direct out all my joy, just calming myself down. Before even doing anything, I visualized everything from this point backwards just for recalls. This included acknowledging my false awakening/real awakening with some weird dreamlets earlier. I walked out the classroom (somehow walked out the second floor's room rather than fourth floor), walked down the stairs and found a friend doing some crazy things. (He was supposed to be in the classroom.) I talked to him a bit. (forgot what I said already) Had know what to do, and was just lost in my thoughts with some visualization. Soon enough, I caught myself back on spot and decided to summon someone which I could assume it was reflection of myself (subconscious). I tried my best seeing the details, but things were too dark. I talked to him about how I was doing, and asked him if I actually did something good. He simply replied "no." with reasoning that "you didn't believe enough". I was a bit surprised, as I felt that coming without myself controlling. I told him that I was here already, this was already enough for me to feel great. Wasn't this great progress? He nodded with smile on his face, opening his arms before I ran to him and hugged him. High five and such. Finally being able to share how good I really feel with someone.

External sources had been disturbing me since that FA. Sounds and such, including mixed feel of both dream body and waking physical body. I felt out of control and slowly woke myself up. Was there for few minutes, recalling things before looking at the clock and wrote things down.

Dreamt I was in a Crash Bandicoot level. There was a bowl with a hole in the bottom and a powerful suction. Tried to escape the bowl and nearly succeeded, but a large, shadowy creature emerged from the bowl and dragged me down. I heard a child cry out in despair as I fell down and woke up.

For whatever reason I researched Gulliver's travels on my laptop (despite it being dead. I eventually realised it was a false awakening) and found a screenshot from what was allegedly a 1920s colour adaptation displaying a mayan city. Was transported there, can't remember what I did.

Woke up again (for real, this time), did WILD. Appeared in bedroom, enlarged a hole int the wall (that isn't there in reality) and walked through. Returned to Mayan city which gradually (and unnoticed by me until after) became a more modern city. After a brief bit of fighting with my base desires, I summonned a black hole behind me, turned around and walked through. Arrived at my old college building, where someone I identified as the Godfather (from the films, apparently, although he wasn't remotely similar) greeted me.

Can't remember much else apart from a bus chase and another false awakening, where I did most of my dream recall. As I attempted to WILD within the dream, I heard a mumbling conversation and woke up for real.

1. I had just walked into a house. It had a nice hardwood flooring with white walls and it was two stories. Immediately upon walking in I heard two women screaming. I walk toward their screaming and find that they are in the living room of this house next to the staircase, but they are not alone. Strangling each one is a guy in a ski mask. "What in the hell did I just walk in on?" I'm thinking to myself. I am now highly aware and continue watching the guys as I analyze the scene. "Please somebody help me" yells the brunette woman closest to the staircase. Suddenly one of the guys in the ski masks pulls out a chainsaw from who knows where and cuts the womans head off(quite unfortunate).
I now am lucid. "Holy shit, I'm outta here" I say to myself. It occurs to me that I shouldn't be afraid because this is of course a dream, but as usual this felt insanely real and I had things to do. I run out the backdoor of the house and find myself now on the back patio. Not far ahead from the patio there is a huge pool that is about the size of a lake. The water is a crystal clear blue and looks like the water one would see in Hawaii. I sense the murderers behind me and sure enough I look back to see them chasing me. With a slight bit of hesitation I jump above the water in the hopes that I would fly(Nothing ever works if I doubt myself) and of course instead of doing so I end up falling straight into the water. "Oh shit" I think to myself.
I start swimming trying to get away from the murderers, and I hide in a section of the pool where it is covered by bushes. I grab the ledge of the pool and push myself under with a little struggle. "Where is he at?!?" yells one of the murderers. All the while there are normal people all around not even questioning why these guys are bloody and wearing ski masks. Great. They spot me within seconds after that and come for me. At this point my level of awareness has dropped alot. "Wait wait, don't kill me!" I tell them, "I surrender". They pull me out of the pool and one of them grabs my arm to make sure I don't run off. I have now lost lucidity.
Somehow I find myself back in the pool, but watching the ski masks guys and "myself" who just got captured. However, it didn't make sense because I'm now in the pool. I look at the guy who they captured and he looks nothing like me at all. He's wearing a Lakers jersey and has short natty black hair. He looks half black. I get up out of the pool and walk through an alley. Suddenly I am now outside of a bar in a city. In front of me I see a woman in her 20's with three huge clear kegs of beer. She throws one on the ground in front of her, "Oops" she says. Then she throws the other two and now the ground is all covered in beer. "Why tf would she do that?" I think to myself.

2. I was inside of my house and I somehow already knew that there was going to be a party here. I walk downstairs and into the kitchen and there are already a few girls here. Each of them have a red solo cup in their hands, filled with who knows what. I walk out the backdoor and see that there are alot of people, guys and girls. They're all just socializing at the moment. I look to my driveway and see that it is completely filled with cars of all kinds. I open the gate and walk down my driveway into my front yard. There is a red swing set with 4 swings and 3 girls are on it and a few are talking around it. I walk up to the empty swing and start swinging. "You know, I used to have fun on these all the time, then I grew up" I tell the girl on the swing to the left of me jokingly. She laughs, "Hey it's still fun though".
A group of girls standing to the right of the swing set laugh. "Are you guys checking me out? It's okay if you are" I tell them jokingly as well. "Maybe we are" they giggle. Good thing I know I'm taken though, so I friendzone them lmfao. I look to my left and see that, two swings down, Alexandria, a girl from school, is swinging. "Bet none of you can do tricks like me tho" I say to all the girls on the swings. I swing back and swing forward and go super high and somehow do a 360. How is that even possible on a swing, I have no idea. On my way back down I softly bump into the girl on the swing to the left of me. "Oops" she says as though it was her fault. "How about you get out of the way next time" I tell her in a jokingly as well. She laughs.
Suddenly I hear the fire alarm go off from inside my house. I look at my front door and notice that there are cars parked right in front of it and all over the rest of the lawn. "Holy shit is my house on fire?" I think to myself. I can see smoke in it through the front door.

DILD#1-I was outside in the backyard of my grandmas house. A man was analyzing my golf swing for me. I took a nice swing with a 3 iron. I turn back and see the man has disappeared. I look around for him and find he went into the house to have a massage! I realize I'm dreaming. I jump into the void under the dreamscape and imagine flying over the ocean. A bay by a city appears and I dive in. The water is deep and realistic this time. I try to transform into a dolphin but can't. I see a plane ahead of me crashing into ocean. The plane heads for me but I fly up and dodge it. Just when I thought the plane had missed me, it started coming for me again. This happened a couple times until I found the plane was literally chasing me. I noticed on the wing there was a big angry face. It couldn't catch me. I taunted it, yelling "Nyah, Nyah, Nyah!!!". I woke up.

DILD#2-I woke up and noticed I was in my old house. I went outside and noticed my family was moving. I don't know if they were moving in or out. I greeted my dad and he smiled at me. I tried to walk around but my balance was very poor. I jumped into the void under the dreamscape. I tried to imagine myself ice skating. I couldn't see anything but I could feel the ice under my skates. I woke up.

That stupid carpet. We're at a new house (again!) and we're talking about pulling up the carpet because it's in rooms that it really shouldn't be in.

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Wanting to give a talk for authors at the library. My dream mixes up two people that I know in real life.

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I'm walking through an American university campus. Apparently there's a new trend where entrepreneurs rent out chairs for five bucks. The chairs come with cherries, and there's something to do with cheese? You might be sitting on it, though.

The cherries look pretty meh, and a lot of the people around think it's silly because the whole point is to go for a walk with your chair and then find a good space to hang out. Who wants to walk? And they only take cash.

I go to walk away from the chairs, but the lady manning the chair-pile clears her throat and I realize that I'm hanging onto one of the chairs. I put it back in the chair pile, but she keeps glaring at me and I realize that I'm also carrying a chair in my other hand. I put it back.

On the edge of the chair booth, there's a short plastic fence blocking a steep, steep hill. I decide to hop over the fence, but I have a little bit of trouble with it. The chair-lady moves her chair a bit to let me pass. I get over the fence and I'm falling, bounce partway down the hill and land at the bottom, going into a roll. I have enough momentum that I keep running out of the roll, onto the sidewalk and—

Near miss. A bus almost hits me as it goes around the corner. I laugh, exhilarated, and keep running. If I run through the park, it will be cool enough despite the hot day.

I keep running, and eventually find myself at a library. I go into the building, heading towards the climbing wall (because there's always a climbing wall in libraries.) I'm going to climb it without ropes.

At this point, I stop and say "I'm dreaming. I know I'm dreaming," mostly so that when I do my challenges, my waking self will know that I'm allowed to claim the points.

I jump onto the wall and take the first few holds, moving upwards and then along a "ceiling" that juts out from the wall.

Up and around, and I'm counting as I go "six moves, seven moves, eight moves."

I'm two-thirds of the way up the wall.

I change gears, moving over to the "hard" side on the left. The final moves require you to move out from the wall and hang, unsupported by your legs. They look scary—the theme involves jutting teeth and wild colours.

I reach for the final moves: "fourteen, fifteen—"

And with a wild swing, I push out from the wall and barely keep my grip—

"Sixteen!" I shout, and let myself drop.

At the bottom of the wall, a man working for the library/climbing wall wants to know whether I thought it was too easy (but I tell him that I'm kind of playing on cheat mode, and it's fine). He asks about the first few moves on the "basic" side, and I tell him that they're perfect.

Next on my list: teleporting. I focus on the neighbouring house that I want to use for my Week 1 Comp task, and fwoosh—

Find myself pushed back into the waking world.

it was kind of a semilong dream but long enough so i forget the beginning how i got lucid... strange/a shame

I do an RC and i am lucid, i am in a room, maby in the university i think in the room next to this is a big cooling chamber. i first go in there but i return to the room because i first need a skirt for some reason and someone... i see two fridges and i want to let the skirt apear in there. i sit infront of both and open the left one. one pair of socks appears. i close and open it again. now there are two pairs of socks... again close - open aaand two dishtowels complement the socks *g* damn it i think and try the other fridge. and voila a green short pants. close enough i think take it out and stand up and think about what to do. i switch the room again but then remember my 3 step task starts with flying so i want to do this first. i go to a window jump out and start flying. at the beginning not to fast and with no aim but then i head straight to the stars (it is night with a lot of stars in the sky). i accelerate and the stars blur a little bit. then i turn around and head to the ground and after some time flying smash hands first into the ground. it didnt hurt or anything. i stand up and begin to fly again but this time slow and chilled. there are 2 other DC´s one of them was flying to i think and the other one is walking outside. it is a meadow and there are some rly cheap plattenbau near by. i land next to the friend walking and tell him i will teleport into the next tree. i try with a stupid gesture but it dont work... nevermind i think and i walk a little bit with him. i stop and there is a little platform with pole as a target. i want to make a beam of ice and it kind of works but is not that impressive the DC stands next to me and we evaluate my powers then i tell him wait fireballs are more easy and i throw some fireballs. then i start throwing with my right hand fireballs and with my left hand iceballs i kind of loose myself in it because it is kind of a lot of fun but i do ita lot longer then necessary. after some time some of the balls change into shining juggling balls and left of the podest is a kid and the balls fly against the head of the kid.
my vision gets black and i try to reenter the dream. i start hearing a female friend of mine saying something but get to exited about and wake up for good.

DILD #1:

I was having some argument with an old man in my class and he started to try to beat me up. I ignored his punches, feeling like he couldn’t harm me, then calmly walked to the lecturer to dibby dob on this naughty fella. The guy kept kicking and punching me in the back of my head as I casually strolled to the lecturer, but it didn’t hurt at all, and I refused to hurt him back. I told the lecturer, this extra muscular, bleach blonde guy in his 40’s. He said to the guy that was still punching me, “Aw, don’t worry about it, I won’t kick you out of the class!”
The angry DC smiled and said, “REEEALLY?”, and then proceeded to skip off into the distance merrily.
I started to realize it was a dream but I didn’t remember that I was in a competition, so I just messed around with the DC’s for awhile.
I stuck my foot into a fish bowl and pretended that gravity was like it is in water. I was taking huge leaps all around and slowly floating back to the ground. My classmates’ jaws dropped to the floor.
I said to them, “You think that’s cool, well watch this!”
I then started to fly/float in the air. I grabbed another classmate by the hand and lifted him into the air as though he was light as a feather, then I made him float right beside me. I think I got distracted by some school stress themes at this point and lost lucidity. I remember looking at one of my old friends’ grades from undergrad and being very jealous and impressed at the same time.

DILD #2:

I was at a park with Dreamer and some of her family. It was a bright sunny day and I was standing on a dirt path, talking with her Dad. Dreamer had gone into a wooden building alone to talk with a relative. I think that the intended discussion had a very sad undertone. I suddenly noticed that her Dad had turned into her Uncle. I was confused and I said to him, “I’m sorry, are you Dreamer’s dad or her uncle?”
He silently stared at me.
I spoke again, “I really do apologize if this seems strange, I have trouble telling the difference between being in dreams and being awake sometimes.”
He continued to silently stare.
I did a nose plug reality check and air went through, but I still wasn’t convinced that this was a dream. I made a rock fly into my hand. I watched it levitate there for a good 10 seconds, admiring its details and the contrast between the beautiful, soft lighting and the deep shadows. I dropped the rock and flew up to the second floor of the wooden building that Dreamer was in. I broke through the wall by gently brushing my hand against it. Heavy, wooden logs fell all over Dreamer, but I made her invincible so that she couldn’t be harmed. I smiled at her as we locked eyes. I noticed that her green eyes were even more vivid, outlined by teary redness. She had been crying. I gave her a hug and then picked her up. I carried her in my arms while we took off flying to find a concert hall. I saw a couple dream characters that looked similar to Percy and Sensei, so I pointed at each of them and gave them a flick of my finger to let them know that they would do. They both started flying with us. I looked back and there were several clones walking where Percy and Sensei had been. I felt like the dream was in a strange loop back there, like in old cartoons where the background scene will keep repeating itself.

I saw a concert hall up ahead that looked kind of like the Sydney Opera House, but I felt unsure about the duration of this dream. So instead of going to see a concert first, I said to everybody, “Hold up, we’re going to take of some unfinished business first.”

We all landed in a grassy field outside of the concert and then huddled in a circle. I summoned a pillow for each person, but they were tiny, SUPER tiny. They actually looked like pincushions. I thought that would be fine. I made mine and Dreamer’s get a little bit bigger and let Sensei and Percy keep the pincushion pillows.
My pillow ended up being like a couch cushion and Dreamer ended up wielding a giant memory foam pillow.
The battle began! But it was much less exciting than I anticipated. We all looked like a bunch of 12 year old nerds gently beating each other over the head with pillows. Dolphin appeared, he was a skinny Nigerian guy. He started fervently bashing Sensei with his pillow, yet he was being very gentle at the same time. I said to him, “Hey man, you’re hitting the wrong person.”
He immediately started to hit Dreamer instead.
I noticed that Percy was standing off in the distance, watching us battle it out. Typical Percy, playing the tactician and letting us weaken each other so that he could come in at the end and be the victor! I think that I actually noticed him standing to the side because some random DC lady was hitting him with a purse. I held my pillow at eye level and made lightning come out of it, but only a very faint, transparent bolt came out. Percy was unfazed, so I made him catch on fire instead. He stood there with a smug, cocky look on his face that said, “Doesn’t even hurt, I don’t care if I’m on fire, doesn’t even hurt!”

I then said to everybody else that we needed to work together to take out Percy. We all joined forces and started charging at him, pillows billowing in the wind. I woke up.

Morning of August 21, 2015. Friday.



I was trying to feasibly do two things at once last night; that is, doing a bit of extra research and writing and doing dream-making preparation exercises (involving image projection and affirmations) during the same time period, which of course, lacks the fluidity of natural dream construction and does not result in extended apex lucidity. Granted, it creates lucidity and in-dream full awareness on one level, but via an unusual perspective and while lacking the otherwise automatic settings and scenes. This particular type of dream is very different than other types, where the dream-making self and the sleeping conscious self are not fully linked as in apex lucidity, yet still as if awake at some levels (and seems to be one of the only types where critical thinking skills are vaguely present at times). Of all the different levels of consciousness, this is probably one of the most annoying. Although surreal events can and do happen, there is no telekinetic ability or abilities involving reshaping of energies.

Before going into a fully rendered in-body dream, my focus was a bit unusual. I was in an atypical form of very light sleep paralysis, the type where you can hear audio pulses and see half-rendered dream settings (and even feel light phantom touches), but rather sparse in attention. A young girl’s voice says “hear me…hear me…heal me…” very clearly (actual sound rather than just the felt waveform), which seems almost like “real” contact of some kind. This brings me awake and I ask Zsuzsanna if it was her and she says no, she had not been sending, intentionally or not (and even so, there is often a minor blue flame event when that happens).

Eventually, in-dream, I am back at my computer and I know I am dreaming, yet for some reason, I am strictly limited to my physical form in the chair. Of course, being in my dream, the computer is not behaving as it should. I am trying to get to a particular tab in Firefox, but the mouse is not responding very well.

So what I do, is peal the tab I am trying to get to off of the actual glass of the monitor. Eventually, I notice about four layers, each related to a particular tab in the browser. The computer monitor starts to separate into several layers of very thin and pliable glass (though more reminiscent of plastic in pliability), and it looks like I may have damaged something. I try to push the thin layers of screen back together and my fingers go a few inches into the screen as the thin sheets of glass are a bit out of alignment.

From here, a small white furball with an emoticon-like face, about the size of a white Furby, but with no ears, falls off my desk. It seems somehow alive, as it does hop around a few times, though a bit chaotically. I try to get it to act aggressively or to make a hostile face, but there is no response. It grins at one point and I try to get it to sprout fangs, but nothing happens. This annoys me. Intense emotion is having no effect on my intent to alter dream nuances. I cannot even create a proper “monster”, not even a little one.

I get up and go outside where there are three tyrannosauruses sleeping in our backyard on their stomachs (the biggest facing north and along the east fence opposite the public footpath, the other two facing east and west). It seems just prior to sunrise, but there is enough light to see their overall shape and certain other details. Maybe I can get a dinosaur to chase me. That might be fun. I did it often enough when much younger. I try to mentally will the dinosaurs awake, but that does not work. I kick them. Nothing happens. I jump around and kick them several times (even in the eyes) but they do not stir. Finally, I use my last scrap of mental energy and wake one up. It rises up on two legs but soon is “pulled” back into its sleeping form - like an accelerated series of movie frames, with the residual impression that the sleeping form had not moved and its waking form was only a fleeting ghost image, being pulled back into itself by sparse wispy tendrils.

Instead of relaxing and staying in my dream or trying to step into a preset scenario, I deliberately “walk out of it” through the fence and make a rude gesture to the three sleeping giants behind me.