lucid

Going to bed 1
Goals: Recall
9 Dancing in the Rain Was at an amusement park with my brother and sister, just walking around in between rides. We are watching this huge ride that swings peoople all over the place when it comes loose and goes flying through the air. I rem thinking about how badly people would get injured because there is nothing protecting them from what they might crash into, It tumbles to the ground as me and my siblings talk and gasp about it. When this happens i start to question whether or not im dreaming. I start to look at my hand and quickly notice that my pinky is short and stubby like a thumb. As soon as i realize im dreaming it starts raining.

I begin running around in circles and just focus on feeling the rain and really being there in the dream. The rain starts to feel pretty intense on my skin, i even start singing that song "feel the rain on your skin"( lol) Unfortunatel the stabilization didnt work too well and the dream started going black. I was in a void and i decided to try and teleport back to the amusement park. I imagine where i want to go and start screaming with the intention, screaming so loud that i worry i may be doing so in waking life as well, i start to see something appear, i try to use my hands to interact with it but i end up moving my "real" hands and can feel my blanket,

as real as it seemed it turned out to be a fa, i rem getting up from bed and heading into the bathroom, dont rem what i do, i rem coming back and realizing i still havent wrote my lucid in my dj, i get ready to do so, dont rem afterwards, i awoke later pretty confused but still remembered the lucid.

*Flash of being in the woods with my brother and some others. We are watching someone through binos on the other side of the park, apparently there are people after us and they know were over here. All else i rem is my dad driving his truck to our area, i rem some dude who mustve been a park ranger or something showing him the way.

non-dream dream lucid false awakening

Skating by the river
I was visiting Lisbon and later my hometown, somewhere in the future. Everything looked so different. All the places from my past were either in ruins or had given place to shiny news constructions.
The riverside was now a bit dangerous, because the weather was erratic and strong unexpected rains could cause flash floods at any moment. Still, the youngsters enjoyed skating in really high-tech high-speed skates down a path by the riverside of Lisbon.
I decided to take a walk there but the youngsters complained about my presence on foot. I decided to skate to, but all I could do was to make appear some inline skates on my feet - no fancy high-tech things like they had - so I continued being an obstacle to them and they kept complaining, as they passed speeding by my side.

White wolves
Eventually I headed to my hometown. I lived some adventures down the way, but nothing worth mentioning. What matters is that eventually I got lucid there and I flew up in the air to absorb the detailed landscape from above while deciding what to do with my LD.
I landed on top of a large concrete building on top of a hill and I planned to pursue my latest adventure of getting the sword of Manjushri from the guy who had it. But as I was summoning a portal to go to the land of Aud, two giant white wolves appeared out of nowhere, growling and looking for a way to get me. I felt safe, because I was on top of a building, but then I noticed there was a ramp on the back of the building, from the hill directly to this rooftop, which I could swear wasn't there before. They were getting really close and I decided to jump through the portal I had opened, although I hadn't clearly figured where I wanted to land.
Anyway, I think I landed in Aud, I just didn't know exactly what part of it. It was a rough landing. I fell on the ground with my bottom. Everything was pitch dark and I realized it was night. I could feel grass under my hands and hear a murmur of water to my right side. I was afraid the wolves could have crossed the portal to, but after a while of hearing no threatening sound, I was rest assured I was all by myself. I cringed against a warm rock waiting for the morning. When the sky started to light up I saw I was on some prairie, with a lake and a forest in the horizon. I guessed the forest was the one around the town of Denn, but before I could even make plans about what to do next, I started waking up...

It turned out to be intricately beautifully, i found myself running away from a faceless dark shadow around bellevue. The day was dark, almost night, i was not lucid. I remember entering my old house from childhood seeking refuge from this dark spirit, i found the house battered and destroyed, nothing to ease my anxiety from what was following me. I opened an old familiar drawer and there be the face of the deadly spirit, (unfortunately its face i cannot remember) gashing out and haunting me once more. in shock i run outside and attempt to get as far away from it as possible, i run as far on to the rode as i can and decide not to stop, but in the distance i see it waiting for me. a tear falls from my face, i cant get away. at that instant i remembered a fragment of the most powerful force in the universe, the one tied to love and happiness, it was acceptance. i stepped forward, grounded ready to face that which was unknown. in that instant a sudden paradoxical realization enters my awareness...this is impossible. i smile a lucid. but this was different then any other iv had before. vast energy was propelling itself inside me, my mind filtered simultaneously with all the limitless possibilities and i found that the shadow spirit was shrinking, a moment of identification made me realize that rather i was levitating. i looked upon the deadly spirit and felt sadness for it, as it was frantically attempting to suck me into its spiral of confusion. i understood that this spirit was me, but in its pure opposite, confused scared alone, filled with anxiety and panic. i developed a blue energy ball and hurled it into the spirit, it instantly changed color and dove into my chest, i felt one with the universe. i looked around at the beautiful landscape that i called home and felt endowed with the power to enter a different dimension. I bid promise to return to this landscape that i have grew to love in my waking state. and, with a shift of my awareness, i appeared in another reality, one that i cannot recall in detail, one that is indescribable, beyond that of human capabilities. i find that all that remains in the core feeling of what it was like. i recalled a movie phrase my cousin had said to be the previous day from pirates of the Caribbean "your off the edges of the map mate, here there be monsters", i smiled while levitating over this new world and dove in at light speed... the adventures i had from their i cannot completely recall... and my memory fades from there. i understood how this dream was teaching me to deal with current life situations, i woke with a smile and confidence to go through the days stress ahead.this a new level of dreaming and look forward to exploring it more as my days continue.
omnipresence.

I instantly know I am lucid. I am in my house, but the rooms are different. I begin searching for the girl of my dreams, but my search bears no fruit. I walk past my room and think that I need to cleanse it of unwanted presences. I walk into my room, but it is too dark, so I cast Lumos, after like 10 times of saying it, it finally worked. I remembered that I had to go to the Sorting hat first, so I set my intent to go to Hogwarts and spun in a circle. The dream went black and I lost my lucidity.

BEFORE THIS:
I am in a room looking for this blonde haired girl, and I am having a conversation with this being, but I wasn't really listening. I do remember stabilizing the dream by studying this person's face and my own hands. Surprisingly my awareness was very low.

1) At my high school, phasing through walls looking for people.

Just fragments tonight, but I'll post them anyway.

1st fragment: I was playing a broken Minecraft adventure map, and after reading many complaints on the forums about how the map was poorly drawn and upside down and all that, I played it anyway. I glanced at a yellowed, ink-drawn map with some villages and towns marked as circles at several times throughout the dream. The dream fragment ends when I am sneaking around a dock and examining a boring ship, preparing for a voyage, from around a building.

2nd fragment: I was at an airport parking lot at dawn. I had been in this exact setting before, on vacation. I walked up to the typical reflection of a bored, unenthusiastic, minimum wage, college-aged teenager at a ticket booth. He wore a Lowe's Uniform. I was about to pay a ticket, but then I was shocked into lucidity. It was so ungraceful I almost tipped over.
Sadly, my first thought was how lightly I was sleeping. I could start to feel the pillow under my shoulders. Focus... focus...
My eyes, in waking life, opened. After several attempts to DEILD, I decided I was too awake to fall asleep again.

I had this dream a while ago I just haven't had time to post recently.

I am paired up with 2 people in my school for this project. We were studying harmony in music class and the project is that we must disect and sing a harmony. The classroom is in the middle of the Road at 4 corners area. The song they chose was "halfway there" by BTR. I get there late. They are pissed at me. I tell them that i was late because i was disecting the harmony and tying to learn an acoustic version of it. I was teamed up with this girl rebecca and some random dude. I could tell they liked each other and didnt like me at all. I heard them practising, they sounded pretty good. Class is over and i go home. I walk on the side of the house and find some magic mushrooms. I eat a few but have no trip. I walk over to the house across the street and it turned into some sort of fun house. The guy in it wrote a book on shrooms. I got in through a slide. I started talking to him and he said i dont write books for shroom eaters get out before i call the police. He was jamaican. I walk back to my house in front of my car and look at my hand and gain lucidity. I try to change the sky color but i fail and say i might as well wake up. I do and am pissed off that i did it.

I'm in my parents room, and somehow I become lucid! I walk into my kitchen and see my family. I wake up pretty much.

I'm in office kind of place, and this girl britanny who I dislike, is being extremly irritating. I finally shout out "Why are you being so weird today!?" She shrugs, and then it hits me. "unless I'm dreaming" I say, smiling.
I do a reality check, and I become lucid! Britanny's definetely not happy, "I don't want you to become lucid ever again" She says seriously, in a creepy deep voice. I remember TOTM! I see all these people on chairs working at their office. I repeat to myself "I'm the master of my dreams, I'm in control" I do a hand movement, and shout "yaaaah!" and a massive burst of wind knocks all these people off their chairs!" I laugh. I wake up.

I'm in my back yard, and me and some random are running down to the house next to me, every time we get there, these little native people try shooting us with arrows! We do this several times, and finally this massive dog thing comes out! Starting to attack me! I become lucid when it does, and I smile. I start flying in the air, and kicking it. and my dream starts getting a bit furry. I stopped time, which I thought was really cool, and stabalized! I consider killing it, with time stopped, but I remember TOTM and decide to use fire! I unstop time, and it starts charging at me, I launch off the ground, and try to throw fire out of my palms, no success! D:
I click my fingers, and my hand lights up weakly. I thrust it into the huge dog's eyes, and it shrieks in pain. It lies wounded on the floor, and I fly higher, Put my hands on top of each other, and focus, my hands start to feel warm, I let excitment fill through me, and charge a massive fire burst at the dog! It dissapears. I want to burn the house down, because our neighbours are terrible. I hear "Please don't burn our house down" But I don't really care, but while I'm hovering in the air (Kicking my legs to stay afloat) I realise I can't get fire
I wake up!

05.09.2011

Freaking out a landlady and creating a hurricane (MILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Hi folks!
No time no see!!! I have been extremely badly trampled with work. I lot changed in my life (in a good way) and now I finally have time for what I like!
I am going to start recording dreams again. In a switch of PCs, I've lost my old journal file (but not at DV) so I will start a brand new one today!

I will start out with the ToTM completed:

I was in downtown trying to use my covert camera for a customer service evaluation at a Property Management Office. The button camera was very flaky and did not start. I checked out the DVR and I could hear one of my mp3 files I use while I am giving a healing to a client. I started to worry the video would malfunction and record the music. I went to the property's restroom to check it out. My shirt was full with wires and buttons... I started to freak out so I walked away from the properly.

Suddenyl, I realized that it made no sense. I was annoyed of about how fool I was becoming in this dream and checked my hands to rub to my subconscious I realized I was dreaming. 12 fingers.

I entered the property once more without worring about the camera, however, I was not 100% grounded in the dream. I though, "If I record in the dream, will my DVR record it in the Physical plane?" I started the tour with the Agent and when she showed me the pool, I realized that it made no sense that my recording could go from the dream to the physical plane. I told the Agent I was going to show her something. I recalled the advance task of the dream and walked towards the pool. The Agent told me I was going to ruin my hidden camera (funny how subconscious work, I real life, the camera is covert, but in the dream plane, both my camera and the Agent came from my subconscious, lol) I laughed and kept walking. Suddenly, I felt my feet wet, but I knew I was not going to sink. I walked around the pool and the Agent turned dumb. She stopped being smart and started to just stare at me.

I walked towards the agent and realized that I still needed to the basic one. I started to create a PSI ball and focused on ICE. After a few seconds, I had a ice-ball in my hands. I flung it to the Agent. When it arrived to her face, it was snow instead of ice.
I focused on wind. I already used pyrokinesis and already moved land, so I wanted to try something I never did. I once more focused on a PSI ball and focused on wind. I could see a yellow ball within my hands that moved pretty fast, I focused on it starting to grow. Suddenly, the trees started to move abruptly. I tried to increase the intensity of the wind and knock down a wind. I was not successful, however, I broke several of its branches.

When I realized I completed both the basic and advanced task, I woke up.

IMPORTANT DATES:
08/31/11 -- Started my Dream Journal!

CURRENT GOALS:
[ ] Find a lucid-inducing technique that works for me
[ ] Attain Lucidity

4th Entry:
Date: 09/05/11
Sleep Times: 12:33-3:51, 3:51-9?, 9?-12:37

I tried a WBTB coupled with MILD as a Lucid/Recall technique, and it may not have helped with my recall, but it DID help with lucidity, possibly. I THINK I was semi-lucid, but I only remember one moment from this dream....Yup, I'm back to fragments!
I remember sitting in my boyfriend, Steven's, living room with him and our friend Alex. I can't remember what he was going on about...But I do remember this one moment. Whatever the subject matter was, it made my mad, because I stood up and yelled at him, "ALEX! SHUT THE HELL UP BEFORE I TURN YOU INTO A WEASEL!" I think the argument was about me being a witch ( I am a Christian Witch...trust me, not as complicated or as much of a contridiction as you would think.) and he wasn't liking it or something. Whatever it was, he shut up, and I woke up right afterwards....Guess my dream characters don't take well to being turned into weasels.

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had a couple of dreams last night.

First one I was on a bus (I mean a public bus) going somewhere and it seems like the (Caucasian) driver could change the bus into a toolbox and according to him he had "forgotten" a person he had in the bus/toolbox ( I saw it in one of those "flashbacks" "Couldn't we have a flashback without the room going wobbly?" I think Sabrina of Sabrina the Teenage Witch says in a episode) )and the next thing I know I'm in a building that's made of wood (it looked from what I could see of it something Pioneery) on the floor (I think I was ill or something),o and there's is another man (he looked a bit Caucasian but I think he might have been Creole too) is over top of me taking care of me (its interesting how men/boys play important in my dreams when I have no romantic interests ((besides a crush))in RLF) you know the sponge business you see in stories? and a couple come into the room/building and said something like this "Didn't you want to go see our (their) Hindu temple?" but the man said "No not today" since he was busy taking care of me. Then an explosion happens and I'm outside of the building (which looked like a hotel from either the Golden Rush or the Wild West) in the air and I put a handkerchief up to my nose and when I look at kerchief it has blood on it. dream ends.

Second dream.
I was in the past. Sometime when they had big dresses and also wigs..so that could be almost anytime. I was waiting outside the mansion in a carriage ...and I was wearing one of those big dresses and a wig and a man who I guess was in a Footman's outfit of I think the same period and hurrys me inside and I hear someone (who sounded an awfully lot like the Current Queen Elizabeth with a mix of Queen Victoria) say "I hope she doesn't forget my last name" and I say "Windsor"

I'm on a flat rooftop in a downtown area. I see two dream figures on other rooftops. One is Keanu Reeves, dressed as Neo from the Matrix. Or maybe it is Neo, not Keanu? The other is Alec Baldwin. He's wearing a dark suit, but it's not as futuristic or intimidating as Neo's trench coat. I chose to head towards Alec. As I'm talking with him, I realize this is a dream. I tell him, "This is a dream!" as I hug him. We start to float away. He seems a bit surprised but giddy. Then I realize that in a lucid dream I can do what I want to do. I set Alec down and fly off towards a small wooded area.

I recalled reading that I could spin and make a dream figure that I want to see appear. I say aloud, "When I turn around, xxxx will be here." I spin and marvel at how the landscape is changing as I turn. The imagery spinning past me is sort of pix-elated, like it is is forming before my eyes. Alas, when I stop spinning he is not there. I am very upset that this did not work.

I feel the dream starting to pull away, like I might wake up. I remember that staring at my hands will stabilize the dream. I look at the palms of my hands. Surprisingly, there are a few small cuts on my hands and as I keep staring at them, more cuts appear. I find that odd and a little disturbing so I stop looking at my hands. I am convinced that the dream is stable though.

I say aloud, "xxxx will be here soon." He does not appear. In the distance I see a house with a few trees around it and a small ravine behind it. I say, "His house is down in that ravine." I start walking towards the area, hoping to see his house once I have gotten to the edge of the drop off. It is not there. I'm very confused.

Some friends and I are sitting around my dining room table. We're playing a game or just hanging out. I can feel the wood grain of the table under my hand. It seems so real, but something is not right. I say aloud, "This is a dream!" There is a very loud BANG! Everything goes fuzzy and out of focus (like a camera that is set up wrong). I realize that I can hold the dream together. I can see colors and can hear still but can't really make out what I'm looking at. I know where everyone is sitting though. "I'm in charge" I think to myself. I turn to my right, towards one of my friends and tell him "Kiss me." He does. We make out for a few minutes. I can't see anything but I can feel him and I'm in total bliss. Things come back into focus slowly as I lose lucidity and fall back into standard dreaming.

I was living on a train with my family (Don't ask me why we lived on a train. We just did). We met up with a woman at some point in the dream. It was pretty wintry outside too, now that I think of it.

Later on, I realized that the woman was going to blow up the train using my cat. Fortunately, I stopped her evil scheme and saved my cat along with it.

I rewarded myself by watching Patton.

Then as I was watching, my Mom grabbed my cat and planned to release him into the forest, which I promptly disagreed with.

I think right then, I might've realized that I was dreaming. Unfortunately, that's when the dream ended too.

So there was a big non-lucid time before I actually became Lucid.

So this one starts out where I am going to school. Me and my friend Gavin and this girl Amelia were in a mine cooper-ish car. We were driving down a road and then took a right into this sand pit and we were driving around. We like flipped over but didn't really flip over which was weird. So anyways we were driving and then Shane Dawson the youtube guy showed up and got in the car. So now my friend Gavin had been kicked from the driver's seat and we were driving down a familiar road. So I guess I had my shirt off and this part is a little fuzzy, anyways we came by these frat guys and they were asking if we were gonna go egg them and we said no and then we did this again for some reason and they asked us the same thing and we said no agian and then I put on my shirt and said I almost got catfished (Referring to the movie). So anyways we started driving down a long road and as we drove I wondered how this road would connect to the school I go to. So we turned left and continued down and only then did I realize how cool it was that I was in the car with Shane Dawson. So we turned left again and this time I leaned so we would go over the road a little bit and we did haha. So then he gunned it and soon enough we were at school. He dropped us off at the back (I don't remember him actually doing that but that's what I'm guessing he did) and Gavin and I separated. I walked out into the main area and saw Shane and his friend. I suddenly realized that I didn't have a backpack. So I thought that they might have mine and so I walked up to them and asked them and they didn't so I asked for the keys which took a while but anyways I got to the car and it had changed from a green-ish mini cooper to a truck with like a two foot lift haha. So anyways I got there and put my key in the ignition which was actually on the engine but then realized that would do nothing and took it out. I then realized that this might be a dream but then kinda lost it and continued away from the school. I was on a beach area kinda and started talking to a DC. He then started to convince me that I was in fact dreaming! He told me that I don't start school yet, that I start it in a couple of days (Thank you sub-concious!). I was then elated and as he walked away I asked for him to come back so I could talk to him and told him that he was my favorite dream character. He came back and got up on these stairs. (O I forgot to describe him, he was the guy they incepted in inception) So he came up and changed to a chick and then I saw him walking off but the girl was still there. But she had to get down from the thing and it was really unstable and she couldn't get down. It was like one of those wheely stair things. So then I had the idea of running it to shore and getting her off there which I tried but when I got to shore she wasn't there, I then became worried and was gonna search for her and then thought, "Why should I do that, it's pointless it's my dream". So I decided I wanted to fly and started rubbing this dock to make the dream really stable and clear and as I did there was a big assembly of the DCs and they were kinda pissed at me haha. So I heard my favorite DC saying that the next time I was dreaming I would have a nightmare. I guess he was mad because he was half that girl. So as I rubbed I started imitating the guys from Get Lucid and speaking in a birtish accent and all. I then decided that it was good enough and got on the dock, I then saw these red stars in a row and stuff and so I got on the dock and screamed, "I have never felt so alive!!". I was truly elated and so this techno beat started coming and I just jumped and BOOM I started flying and I was making a rocket noise. But then I feel and heard DCs laughing, so then I saw a computer screen with the dream scene in a window and it was like Minecraft and I opened it back up and started flying and thought that I would post that error on the forums and stuff (I think I was loosing lucidity here). So I was flying up into the mtns and fell again kinda but then focused of a tree and then kept going. I then lost the dream and woke up.

So low awareness I guess but interacting with the DCs was pretty cool and stuff