nightmare

2010 (approx)

I fell asleep without doing my affirmations in my journal.

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My husband was flirting with me, and he touched my left side, below my ribcage. I cringed and pulled away because it hurt there. It felt like a really bad bruise. He placed his hand on my ribcage again, I said, no, don't that really hurts. He grabbed me by the arm and held me in place then forcefully began rubbing the tender spot beneath my ribs. As he rubbed harder his face contorted into this demonic face and he smiled an evil, malicious smile. I couldn't pull away and he continued rubbing, knowing it was causing me terrible pain.

I woke abruptly IRL and noticed my left side, below my ribcage was very sore. When I felt there, I noticed a lump - for real. I ended up seeing the doctor and found it was a Lipoma. Six months later, I had it removed.
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Afterthought: I am thinking that the activation of my chakras either sensitized the nerves here so that I felt it or it simply brought my attention to that area. Because during meditation my chakras (base, sacral, solar plexus, heart) were all throbbing away. I actually checked my pulse rate several times believing that my heart rate had increased, but it had not. My pulse was steady even though the beating inside me was very strong and insistent. The solar plexus centered chakra and the heart chakra are the ones that thundered away. Did this have an effect on my side? I don't know. Perhaps just coincidence.

August 14, 2006
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My husband is not a believer in anything. But that night, as I had on other nights, would visualize each member of my family cocooned in white light.

I woke sometime in the night to Russ's bad dream sounds. He got up and left, went to the back room to sleep. I fell back to sleep and recall that I had strange dreams but not nightmares.

In the morning, I told him that I heard him moaning because he must have had a bad dream. I asked if he remembered what he was dreaming about. He said, he woke up because he felt a hand on his head. When he opened his eyes, a dark shadow figure stood in front of him and then faded out. He thought it was real, but realized his mind must have played tricks on him. I asked if he dreamt that . Said he was awake when he felt and saw the dark shadow. He said it had a hat, like a fedora and it stood near the doorway. He thought it was going to hurt us or him.

Alright, this is my first dream journal post. I'm going to be porting a large number of the entries from my actual handwritten journal onto this website. Keep in mind, however, that my dreams tend to be incredibly dark and obscure. Anyway, all this said, let us begin.

Sunday, August 14, 2011
Strength: Vivid
Type: Creepy-Chaotic
Lucidity: No

In my dream, I was in a sort of dock city. I was walking with someone else whose exact identity I cannot recall. We were walking beside water on a sort of boardwalk. At the beginning of our walk, the buildings lining the sides of the boardwalk were clean and fresh. But as we continued, the buildings grew dirtier and darker. It was almost as if we were entering a slum area. We kept walking. Slowly, the buildings fell into decay. The boards lining our pathway were rotting, the bricks were falling, and the doors, having lost support of their hinges, simply lay at the opening of each decrepit house. About a mile or two in, I saw the first corpse. He was lying outside of his house, mangled and bloody. As I continued, more bodies lined the floor. For whatever reason, I just kept walking.

What once appeared as a slum was now a ruin. Pieces of roof and debris lined the floor. Bodies lay in piles, pools of blood collecting beside them. The water beside me grew rough, and the ground became slippery with blood. Everything was coated in a shade of red. Then, I reached a dead end, where the boardwalk had simply rotted away to nothing. And there, standing at the edge of the dock, was a tall, dark, humanoid creature. His figure was illogical and chaotic, constantly contorting, while his head remained stationary. He just stood there, staring at me. It was then that I finally halted my forward shuffle. Both of us stood there, staring each other down. Then, all of a sudden, the rough water began to rise. It collected around my heels, swallowing the boardwalk and washing over my body. I lost sight of the creature. However, even with the water collecting around me, I remained frozen, staring straight ahead into space. Just as the water passed my head, I awoke.

By the time I was able to write down my dream I had already forgotten most of it. I thought it could stay in my head for the whole day but i lost track of it by noon =/,

So, my dream had began at school and I was in some literature class... for some reason my vision was fogged out and all i wanted to do was prove everything s/he did was wrong..
I really was discouraging people i guess...
But after a few bits of recall there, i later remember being at home, and again, I am being this assertive unusal self...It just felt like the way they acted towards me needed to be dealt with by being equally as annoying. Though, now, with my parents, they lashed back and it felt like a 2 second nightmare before I woke up. It was really cool tbh, not at all freightening

When i woke up, i thought to myself, wow i can't believe i thought that was real... I should have thought logically in my dream, but I knew i really had no control over it, just observing whatever actions i was doing.

This is a dream from a while back.
I was in a Nazi-like camp, except in the frame of the Harry Potter universe. Two of my closest friends were with me, as were two characters (Remus and Sirius) from a Harry Potter fanfic. One friend and I were pure bloods—we were put in the back, and treated well (mostly ignored). The half-bloods were in the middle; they were being yelled at and terrified, and uncertain of what would befall them. Remus was in trouble, because the Hitler figure (Umbridge?) found out that Remus was a werewolf and thus not a pure blood. The muggleborns were isolated in a separate chamber. They were forced to wear light blue uniforms, long stretchy shirts, with a symbol on them. They were also unable to walk fully upright—they were being controlled somehow so they couldn’t hold their heads up fully, and were oddly contorted. My other close friend was among them. I woke up as they were being led away. I was trying to figure out how to save her.

I'm going to camp. After getting off the plane I meet this really nice guy who is really funny and it turns out he is going to the same camp. We get there, taking a cab together. The entree of the camp, which is located in a building in the city somewhere, Has a arcade. We put our stuff in the "Camping Room." A large room with tents and a camp fire in it. We pick tents right next to each other. We go back to the arcade and start playing games. The camp director comes in and starts explaining rules. It's late at this point so we go and sit by the fire in the camping room. Then the director comes to the last rule which is, "At night you must stay in your tents or by the fire because Santa comes at night and walks right by here. If your not in the protected area then he will kill you." I laugh and everyone including the nice guy gives me a hard look. Apparently they all came to the same camp last year and he is not joking.
The Director leaves and It's becomes utterly dark. We all sit by the fire and then the door opens and here comes Santa along with some king of creepy little elf thing. He is carrying a dead cat. He walks past us, When he gives us a glance half the group almost had a heart attack. He went into the next room that had a kitchen and proceeded to cook the cat. I'm sitting there and get the urge to introduce myself. "Hey Santa. It's nice to finally be meeting you man. The names Joy. Hows it been going for you lately?" He turns and gives me and "are you kidding me" look. I continue, ignoring the pleating looks from the other campers. " SO. You going to eat all that cat, I could really go for a spleen of cat right about now." (The fuck? ) I say this jokingly. Everyone gasps and I turn to see Santa right behind me. He smiles in a evil way, not the way you would think to see Santa smile like. He lays something on my shoulder and says "Here you go." Its a freaken cat spleen.(I don't even know what that looks like.)

Dream skip

I'm in the arcade playing games with the nice guy and it's the last day so we stop and pack our things. I'm sad at the thought of him and me going our own ways. We see we are going to miss our flight so we go outside and call a cab.

That's all a remember

This Is a account of the Lucid Dreams, Sleep Paralysis experiences and Out of Body Experiences I can remember. I decided to type them up so I won't forget the ones I can remember.

I will begin with My OBE since My first OBE ( One of two) I had at a very young age and it was way before I knew the meaning of LD OBE and SP.

I was seven or eight I believe and my family was on the way home from getting food from Walmart. We had a van much like the one we have today. It's the kind with two seats up front, two in the middle ans three in the back. I was sitting in one off the middle seats. This happened in the middle of summer and I live in Texas so It's really hot. I had fallen asleep and had a pretty insane experience. I felt myself lift out of my body and looked down to see myself sleeping in the car. I floated up and out of the car but outside there was nothing just a solid empty void. Looking down I could still see the van. The roof of which was clear like I could see through it. I could still see myself sleeping. I could also see my brother and sister and grandparents. My grandma was driving. There was music playing and they where talking but it all sounded far away and i couldn't understand what was being said. I floated back down into the car and hovered right above myself, unsure of what to do. Now inside the van I could see outside and watched as we pulled up to our house. I watched as everyone got out and took all the groceries in, making more than one trip. Finally I watched as my grandpa closed the trunk and everyone went inside. Then it got really quiet. I was still in the van. I hovered above myself. I tried to call out for my grandpa but I had no voice. It was strange though. It was like I could feel myself talking but there was no sound. I started to feel really hot. I feel trapped and unable to breath. I looked down at myself and tried to will myself to wake up. I started to panic and things got even stranger. I felt myself splitting apart and rising up through myself once again until I staring down at many of me hovering above the asleep me. (The best way i can explain this is if you face two mirrors inward at each other and look through it, the image repeats forever) By this time I feel almost like I'm on fire and there is no air left in the space. I really begin to freak. The it was almost like I just snapped. I yelled as loud as I could "WAKE UP!!!!!!" This time words formed and I could hear the sound. It was like a delayed reaction of sound and as the wave pushed down toward the sleeping me all other mes came together all going down to the true me then SLAM!! We all came together and I woke up so suddenly that I jerked the seat belt and sling shotted backward.

I looked around the car which really was empty and everyone really had gone inside. In fact the car was park exactly where I had watched it be parked in my OBE. Then I realized that I was still burning up and i still couldn't breath. I frantically ripped away my seat belt and practically threw myself out the door. Took me a second but i caught my breathe and went inside where it was cool. I think I got really lucky that day that I didn't have a heat stroke. (DON'T LEAVE KIDS IN CARS!!)



OK Before I tell you my second OBE I want to share the first time I had SP.
I was at my aunt and uncles house so I was sharing a room with my sister. This freaked me out for a long time but really I'm glad because it was because of this I researched SP and that led me to find out about Lucid Dreaming (Which I had been doing very mildly since i was young but never knew it was a term)
I guess it started as most people experiencing SP do, by realizing you can't move. I woke up in the middle of the night and my body felt soooo heavy and thought I wasn't breathing like there was two much weight on my chest. I tried to move but found that was impossible so I did want anyone would do if they wake up in the dark and can't move..I FLIPPED SHIT!. I struggled and tried to yell to my sister but my voice wouldn't come and that's when I saw him. I shadow like figure in the corner of the room. I became complete terrified, if I wasn't already paralyzed I would have been frozen with fear. I began to notice for the first time the noises and vibrations. I looked at my sister peacefully asleep and in my mind I was like "WAKE THE FUCK UP!!!!!!" I start to look back to the corner and come to a wall of darkness and it take a second for my eyes to understand what I'm looking at. The shadow guy had gone from the corner across the room to standing a inch in front of my bed. The wall of darkness is really his chest. The way I'm laying give me a odd perspective. If I strain my eyes I can look up far enough to see him leaning over me. He leans farther and farther in getting closer to my face. I get this not so odd idea that he is going to do something along the lines of bite my face off.
Then in a instance it's all over and I jump out of bed. Needless to say it was hard to go back to sleep after that.


My second OBE has to deal with my second SP as-well. This was after I had learned you could use SP to do a WILD.
I woke up and felt the familiar vibrations and heard the frighting sounds and when i found myself unable to move i knew exactly what was going on. That didn't keep the panic from rising. Then I looked across my room and there was that same freaken shadow man standing in front of my closet. My first thought was "OH YELL NO!!" I slammed my eyes shut and tried to send myself into a Lucid Dream but it didn't quite work out like that. I started to feel myself slipping away only this time I wasn't floating up I was sinking down. I watched as I sank below myself and my bed and slowly into a dark void. I slowly hit a ground of some kind. It felt cold and had gleam to it. I looked up and could see my room as if the ground of it had been replaced with glass. I could see through my bed and at me laying in it. I glanced around at the empty void and got a horrible sinking feeling that if I didn't go back now I wound never be able to return. I willed myself upward and back into my body with great ease and I woke up.
I went over to my computer and looked out a trailer on Youtube for Deathly Hollows part one (This all happened right before that movie came out and i really wanted to see it) That's when my room began to change and It became the scene I had been watching and I was now standing on top of Hogwarts thinking "What just happened". I watched wizards fly past and it was so amazing. Then I understood I was Dreaming and previously it had been a false awakening. I was so happy but then the world began to spend and I woke up for real this time.

End of part one. I'll post my lucid dreams next time but I'm super tired now so, Happy Dreaming!

These are some dreams I had many years and decades ago, and only just now remembered. I'm trying to remember as many of them as I possibly can.

Red = Not a dream.

Sent Them On Their Way

I had this dream many years ago. I don't remember who I was talking to but I said to this person "Don't you think you've hung around here long enough?" And they agreed and left. Then I awoke feeling really good.

No Recall

I had another dream on 4-13-2012 that I don't remember. I know that I did a lot of things. I mean a lot of things, but I don't remember seeing anything at all but I do remember moving around a lot.

Bleach

I had one about Bleach only it looked real. I was one of the captains and we all had our Bankais out (except for Zaraki) and we were trying to turn some kind of contraption. I know that we were in a tower.

Paralyzed While Wide Awake

This has happened to me twice thus far.

It's day time. The first time, I was at my mom's house sitting at my computer, when all of a sudden I found that I wasn't able to move an inch. I could only breath and blink but I didn't fall asleep. My brain was like frozen or something and I tried and tried to move--nothing would respond. This lasted just a few seconds but it felt weird!

It happened again in 2011 after I had moved into an apartment. Same scenario. It's day time; I'm not sleepy; and I'm sitting at my computer when my body just freezes up for no apparent reason.

Evil Moon

I dreamt that the moon had an evil face carved into it.

Backyard Beach

I dreamt that there was a beach / ocean at the edge of my mom's backyard.

Ancient Pirate Ship

This is the only dream I've had about a ship. I had this a very long time ago. I dreamt that there was an ancient pirate ship buried miles below my mom's back yard. What is it about her backyard?

Sun Setting Between Pyramids

I remember a dream where I was watching the sun set between two pyramids. It was BEAUTIFUL!

Darker than Black Figure with Horns

My older brother told me of the time he saw a darker than black figure with horns standing beside our bed one night. We were living with our mom then. I've never see it though.

In a Trance

Decades ago my brother and I were watching television, the program went off air and it was giving us the busy signal. The one with the endless "beeeeeep" sound. I was sitting on the floor in front of the TV when I started to hum along with it. I was in tune with this "beeeep" sound. I think I went into a trance because the next thing I remember, my brother asked me "what are you doing?"

Dead Pet Nightmiare! Yikes!

Had a horrific nightmare decades ago one day after our pet dog died. I dreamt it came back, ran up to me, and barked. But the bark sounded gurgled--like it was drowning while trying to bark. Creeeeeeepy shit!

Little Brother Following an Entity

My little brother told me about a time when he was very young--about four or five. He said he remembered following an entity that was gliding over the floor, down the hallway. Probably to my mom's closet. Hmm...

Jumping Through the Window and Running Away

I've had many, many, many nightmares in the past--when I used to live with my mom--where I would be walking through the house, sense an evil entity, and then run through the kitchen and jump through the glass window to get away.

My Mom's Closet

I've had several dreams in the past where I would get up out of bed, walk down the hallway, enter my mom's room, walk over to the closet, and open it. Inside was this glowing entity. My big brother said he had the same dream.

The Possessed Gameboy!

My brother was playing Dragon Warrior on his Gameboy, then he turned it off and put it in the drawer. Afterwards, we began hearing music from Dragon Warrior. So, he took out the Gameboy to check it. It was off... He took out the batteries and put it back into the drawer. We heard the music playing again and then we both heard it stop at the same time.

I'd be lying if I said I didn't have doubts about my brother.

Black Shadow

When my brother and I were staying with our mom, we saw a black shadow slowly crawl up the wall and partly on the ceiling. It was day time and this thing was fully visible in broad daylight. Then it slowly faded away.

Year 2020

I was sitting in a very large church and there's a little boy sitting beside me. I asked him for his name and he said "_____." I don't remember what he said. It was a funny nickname, that I remember. Then I asked him what year it was and he said 2020. I was me in this dream and I guess I was older. Then the both of us got up and started to walk towards the exit. We stopped at the exit and I asked him if he's planning on buying a flying car and he said "heck no" and gave me a good reason for it.

No Idea What's Going On

I had this one earlier this year. I'm somebody else--a girl I think. And there's someone in front of me but they are blurred. They took one step towards me and I took one step back, only to bump into someone who was standing right behind me. And this person gently grabbed both of my arms so that I could not move.

Floating in a Sea

I heard someone talking about how I've been adrift for three days. I woke up and discovered that I was floating on my back in the middle of nowhere; in some sea or ocean. Scary shit. Brrrrrr....

Watching Pr0n And Saw An Apparition - Day - Wednesday, April 11, 2012

So yesterday, as I was watching naughty lesbian pr0n videos on my PC in my apartment, I felt the need to scratch my head. The video had either ended or I paused it. I began to scratch the top of my head and leaned my head back as I did so. What I saw was a white apparition high up near the ceiling. It was white and I was able to see two parts of it.

I couldn't make out what it was and I thought to myself "what is that?..." Then this apparition, which appeared to have been focused on my computer screen, noticed me noticing it, made a sound like a surprised sort of "oh!," which echoed a few times, and then it pulled back and vanished into thin air. It sounded like a girl.

I had literally stared at this thing for seconds in broad daylight with both eyes wide opened before it vanished. Well, I know what I saw and heard so there's my story.

A Wonderful Dream and Crying

I had this dream a very, very long time ago. I was probably in the 3rd or 4th grade. Well, I don't remember the dream but I do remember that while I was dreaming, I had totally forgotten about my physical self, my life, my family, Earth, etc. I was in some incredibly warm and loving place.

When I woke up, I was like "What happened? Where am I? Why am I here?" And then all of my memories came flooding back to me and I bawled like a little baby in bed. I wanted to go back and stay there forever.

Indian Music and Drums

Another experience I remembered after reading another member's post. I'm in my room on the computer but I'm not wearing headphones. Then I hear the sounds of Indians chanting, singing and beating drums. I looked out the window and saw two fighter jets zoom by. Weird? Hell yeah....

White Orb

I woke up one morning after having a realistic nightmare and saw this tiny white ball of light slowly rise, either from me, my bed, or my pillow, and then it took off.

Sleep Paralysis Experiences - Alien

I wake up paralyzed. All I can do is move my eyeballs, blink, and breathe. I'm laying face up. My eyes are wide opened because I am looking at this faceless creature that is standing in my bedroom on the side of my bed. But it is further down to where my feet are. This creature had a faceless head, two arms, and two legs. And it looked as though someone sewed all of it's skin back together. It was also making a weird noise.

Sleep Paralysis Experiences - The Hag

I woke up paralyzed and realized that there was something sitting on my chest. It looked like an old hag. I couldn't move an inch but I did manage to blow air on it and when I did that, the image scattered like smoke.

Sleep Paralysis Experiences - Shadow Woman

I've had a few of these but I only recall seeing a being in three of them in all my years (I'm 29).

I remember I woke up in bed and it was early morning. The room door was closed. Then I noticed that I couldn't move an inch. All I could do was move my eyeballs, blink, and breathe. I tried as hard as I could to move my hands or fingers. It took everything I had and then some just to barely twitch one of my fingers! Then I heard footsteps coming down the hallway and a black figure entered the room. It was a woman--this I knew instinctively.

She glided over the floor and stopped at my bed side. I was laying face up so my chest was fully exposed. She took out a very long needle and stabbed it into my chest. I didn't feel any pain but I felt the needle!

White Cloaked Figure Running Around House

This wasn't a dream. I just remembered this experience after reading somebody's else dream journal. I went to the restroom to use the John. I usually look out the window while doing so. As I was looking out of the window, I saw my mom's car parked just in front of it. As I watched, I saw this figure cloaked in white run, or rather, quickly glide past her car, around the steps, and out of sight. It didn't make any noise.

Groveling Lady

Had a dream a very long time ago that took place in a jungle. There was a temple or pyramid nearby and I could see it sticking out over the trees. I was some guy I guess, and I was angry with this woman who was standing a few yards from me. I took one step towards her and she immediately got down on her knees and groveled. Then all of the anger just went away.

My Sister

Had a dream where me and my sister were getting along and being all buddy-buddy. o.O I don't hate my sister and I don't talk to her. This buddy-buddy thing felt weird.

A Haunting?

I recall mindlessly floating around inside of a small room I've never been in before. I also recall being in front of the window in that room. And there was a cabinet to the left of that window.

An Apparition

When I was very young (like less than 10), I remember that I was sitting on the floor in my room at my mom's place, and I was reading comics. Then I looked up and saw something that I couldn't make out. It was transparent white (they're always transparent white) and it kinda looked like a sheet blowing in the wind.

Earth Changing

This one is very vague. I remember looking at Earth and then it began to change from blue to yellow to brown, as if it were decaying.

Tall Trees That Blocked My Path

I used to have many, many, dreams where I'd be flying or walking and eventually come to a dead end due to this insanely high forest of trees. I also had several dreams where this forest was just behind my grandma's house.

Bleach Battle Royale

This dream was pretty recent (March 2012). I think I'm that Kugo guy because I'm using Ichigo's Getsuga Tenshou on him. Every single Captain and some Vice-Captains are participating in this battle. I know that Ichigo and I were about to go at it.

Vampire Hide-and-Seek

I remember next to nothing about this dream. We're all vampires and we're playing hide and seek. Everyone scatters and I managed to find a girl. When I found her she said "stop!" I was probably thinking about having my way with her or something along those lines. I think we were in a big garden-like maze and there was a castle or mansion up on a nearby hill.

Butt-Naked at School

I've had a few naked dreams but this is the only one I remember. I'm at school walking down the hallway butt-naked and all of the other students are walking past me like I'm not even there. I do recall trying to find my clothes.... It's such a weird feeling walking around butt-naked in front of other people. One could get addicted to such a thing if he or she isn't careful about it.

Strange Sensation

Sometimes I feel as though I could hold all of reality itself in the palm of my hands. It would be in the form of a spherical ball of light.

I'm A Gurl

I'm a girl and I'm just walking along with my hands behind my back. I also recall laying on my back with my hands behind my head staring up at the sky.

I was a police woman.

I was a police woman and I'm several stories up but on the outside of a building walking on the balcony. There's a helicopter flying nearby. I think I was a Hispanic woman and it was the future.

Relaxing Dream

I know that I'm dreaming and I'm laying down on these large, soft, blue, pink, and red cushions with my arms behind my head, looking up at the sky.

Teleportation

In this dream, I don't remember seeing anything at all. Everything is black but I know that I am in outer space. I teleport from one end of the universe to the other in an instant.

Fist of the Heavens

I dreamt that a giant hand (with arm attached) broke through the clouds and slowly descended to the Earth.

Tornado

I dreamt that a tornado came down into one of the fields near my house.

Hot Vampire Girl Classmates

I've had several dreams about the girls I had crushes on from Middle to High School. The best ones were when they were vampires. ^.~

T-Rex

I had a dream that I saw a T-Rex running down the dirt road heading towards my mom's house. I ran and hid up under the house as I watched it get closer and closer.

Psychic Tug-of-War

Although faint, I do recall having a dream where I was having a psychic tug-of-war with a being just for fun. I felt our energies pushing each other back and forth. It's like an invisible arm because you can feel every inch of it.

Cruising over Planet Earth

I'm flying over planet Earth really fast. I'm flying over mountains, rivers, lakes, oceans, etc.

I Called One of My Servants

Half asleep, I called for Tiffania telepathically and a strange reply. It said something but it sounded like a grunt or groan--it sounded like a beastly human.

I was a flounder!

Dreamt I was fish, possibly a dolphin, and I was swimming under water. I recall the swagging back and forth motion.

UFO in the Backyard

I dreamt that there was a UFO hovering above my mom's backyard.

Absorption

I remember being somebody else (I'm always somebody else!) I remember facing someone and turning my head on its side (like what a dog does) because I was trying to decide if I should absorb this other being or let him go.

I was a vampire dude.

I was a vampire guy and I was on one of the highest floors of a skyscraper, in a two room apartment with other guys and girls. I'm sitting at a table with my feet propped up--apparently, I was cool; and there is this guy who think he's a badass. I recall letting him join my gang or something.

Doppelgangers

I've had many dreams where my mom and/or dad had doppelgangers in the house with us and didn't know about it.

Supaman

I wasn't Superman but I was flying really fast and really low to the ground over a highway. I could see a truck up ahead, so I turned up the juice. I think I broke the speed of sound because something went "bwoosh" and I felt several times lighter and I was going way faster. As I neared the vehicle up ahead, I curved upward and flew into the sky.

Okay, so I had fell asleep on my couch watching River Monsters with my big bro around 12am. Woke up at 4:40am (had a lot of dreams within that time) and then went back to sleep in my own bed so it was a bit of an accidental WBTB. xD In the time after I went back to sleep I had many other dreams but I suppose I will mainly focus on the 2 lucid parts:

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April 6th, 2012

Dream 1:

It’s the middle of the night and I keep hearing sounds around my room as I'm laying in bed. At first I hear creaking, as if it’s maybe just pipes in the walls but now it sounds distinctly from floor boards. I make out, now listening more intently and suspiciously, about 3 thump/knocks that sound like footsteps. {reflecting back these were probably hypnagogic hallucinations that I've experience only once before that I remember} I sit up in bed and look around. Through the darkness I can see a dark mass between the foot of my bed and the door that leads out to the hall. It’s 2-3 feet in length and laying on the floor seemingly face first. I’m fairly certain I recognize it as the upper portion of a mannequin but without the head. I think back to watching play-throughs of the game Amnesia with my best mate on Youtube. :[



They’re creepy as f*ck, so I freak the f*ck out a bit (go watch a vid and you’ll understand). XD I rush to turn on my lamp (my beloved cat lamp I’ve had since I was an infant) on my night stand while trying to look over my extended right arm to keep an eye on the shadowy mannequin man torso. It won’t turn on! D: [Not certain if I remember this consciously within the dream, but I’ve had a nightmare or 2 before in which that same ‘rescue/safety light’ refused to turn on]. Whatever the reason, I become semi-aware that I’m dreaming, but am still panicked. I get up out of my bed to get to the front door [for some reason I just had to]. I can’t remember quite clearly, but it was like I had to literally push through confusion and fear to get down stairs. Once there, I become fully aware I’m dreaming and remember the stabilization technique I had read right before I fell asleep almost immediately. I rub my hands together, ignoring my breathing this time*. I then crouch down and rub my hands on the hardwood floor. A new feeling of peace comes as all the panic and fear subsides. I look about a bit: It’s morning. Soft, early sunshine bathes the floor, shining in through a study’s windows to my left. In front of me, the light blue of the sky beyond is meshed with the green of leaves through the front door’s vertical oval, beveled window. I unlock and then slowly open it.
Everything’s as it normally is but—so much more beautiful! I take a seat on the front porch with my legs resting on the second step descending down from it. I look toward the bushes on my right. There are these butterflies capering next to the bush, but they’re unlike any I’ve ever seen. They have a set of 3-4inch wings, pointed at the tips. The wings a so large I don’t see a body between them. The wings are yellow as well, no designs on them at all, just a solid almost glowing lemon yellow. There are maybe 3-5 of them present.

I’m hesitant at first (wondering if they bite) but I reach my right hand out toward them to see if one might want a perch. I was about to touch one when it fluttered back onto a branch of the bush, somehow folding its wings to become an alien-like. It’s more of a ring with green sprouts coming out of the hollow center and many shades of green. It’s fascinating..

Dream 2:

I’m in an unfinished, but well lit, basement with that same best mate I mentioned in the prior dream. We’re casually walking and having a conversation. She’s in the middle of saying something to me when I see something out of the corner of my eye appear and I tell her to hold that thought. I look at the grey cement walls and see that they have beautiful paintings on them (not sure what media but probably spray paint). It’s all in black except for a thick, solid, opaque red line ricocheting about the full-walled scene. I see a stern looking older gentleman frowning and standing with his hands to his sides. He looks to be a military officer in uniform from WWII. I believe him to be a general because he sports a captain’s visor cap and looks experienced. I at first think him also to be Nazi be his uniform bears no marking to affirm this speculation. I walk over to where the opposite wall deepens to form an interrupting corner-like alcove. (See pic) [I CAN draw but am too lazy to now, don’t judge me! ><]



I realize that I am dreaming when I touch the small adjoining wall (shown in grey). I then rub my hands together, feeling the warmth and then the smooth epoxy floor.* I then calm myself and concentrate, putting both hands on the wall. It shifts for a moment, almost like it rotates, and then returns to normal and all is stabilized! [Bi-winning!! >:3] I walk over to examine paintings hanging on the wall directly to my left. They’re all beautiful like mister general but the first one I see is this one with a grey blue gas mask, turned to show only its left side, ink outlined in black. There is a flat black, fall out-like scene behind it. A cylinder shaped water tower can be seen in the distance. It’s beige-grey with red water color shading. I study intently, with the intention of recreating this in real life, but there’s so much detail to take in! Turning to the small segment of wall on my right again, I see a painting with 3-4 consecutive rolling rills with a singular road arcing along each one from background to foreground. It’s all black and white. I look closer and then see a shock-blue colored, 1940s car with a vertically barred grill come speeding along the road from the distance, over the hills and then right in front of my face and stops. It surprisingly doesn’t scare me at all, only intrigues me further..

Maybe 5 or so years ago I had this dream. I was sharing my faith with some DCs. Basically I was telling them that Jesus Christ is Lord. The first few didn't mind being witnessed to, but then there was this one guy who came over to me. Seems he was listening as I was telling my other DCs. Although he didn't seem too pleased, I witnessed to him too. At this he became enraged, and his form started to change. I could tell this guy was possessed by some kind of demon. Although he didn't change into a demon, it was more like he grew into a large shadowy figure. He launched some kind of psi-attack at me, seeking to engulf me.

I actually became afraid, and lucid. As I became lucid I realized this was no ordinary DC, but an actual demonic attack on me while I slept. The only way I fought back was I kept telling this entity "Jesus Christ is Lord". I said it probably a dozen times, and actually woke myself up saying it. I awakened quickly, and I thought I actually heard myself saying it out loud, like I was talking in my sleep.

It took me awhile to get back to sleep after this of course.

So, I've had this dream about ten times (as far as I can remember). I'm not posting it because I had it again, just thought that if I should share it anywhere, this is the place...

An alien race comes down and in the process of trying to kill all of us, it releases a plague of diseases on us. This plague infects its victims by reducing the victim's brain capacity to it's bare necessities (food). It also pales the skin as a side effect (making UV rays harmful to the skin), thus making them nocturnal hunters. In a nutshell, zombies...
And that's where the dream comes in.. Only a few aren't infected, my family is one of which. We fortify our house, trying to keep them out, attempting to survive in a world like this. We catch wind of a cure being made by a scientist somewhere in town. skipping ahead... I found him at the top of a tower (strange because there isn't a building above four stories where I live). I think it was a clock tower, but I can't be sure. Looking down we see the zombies storming the building, we have no way out. With the vile holding the cure in my hand, I jump off and wake up.

Any thoughts?

I had a dream I was in this beach resort place but I had lost my baby (I dont have a child and I'm still a virgin) so anyway my baby has gone missing and i was distraught looking for my baby I was hysterical, crying, it felt like I had been punched in the gut my chest felt heavy and I was just crying and crying and I knew it was hopeless That i wasn't going to be able to find my baby and I just felt dead inside. When I woke up the feeling of depression lingered.

WORST
DREAM
EVER!

This was from my first night in Las Vegas, I fell asleep after finishing a bottle of champagne.

#1 - My New Bathing Suit [Non-Lucid]

This one was kind of odd, more like a visualization-induced non-lucid. At first I was just drifting off in bed, and I was thinking about walking around the hotel pool. We'd stayed there before so I know the area pretty well. In my imagination I was walking around in something like this, but like all black:



At first I was just sort of wishing I had that kind of bathing suit, but as I got more and more tired the scene started to expand and suddenly I actually was walking around the pool in that suit. I wasn't lucid though, so I didn't really appreciate it. I remember thinking that I was supposed to be meeting up with some friends of mine, some random female DCs who were busy changing into their suits, but I got distracted by a food stand by the pool. I tried to get a hot dog, but they were out. :C I saw my dad lounging by the side of the pool and went over to him and asked him why there were no hot dogs, and he said that they ran out of meat. He got up and started walking off with me and I started complaining about the situation to him, but I don't remember much after that. I think I woke up not long afterward.

#2 - Fading Phone [Non-Lucid]

I had taken a bunch of downer drugs, and I specifically remember that Ativan and Xanax were two of them. I was partying all night, and I woke up the next morning while it was still dark outside. My dad was there and he asked me if I had gone anywhere while I was on the drugs, and I said no but joked that I couldn't be sure because I had blacked out. He looked concerned, and I layed down on the living room floor only for it to suddenly morph into the hotel room bed. Without changing position, I reached over to grab my phone and start typing up my dream. Suddenly, my dad gets up and walks over to my bed and is acting all emotional (I can't remember exactly what that means, but that's what I wrote down) My sheets are pulled up over my head by an unseen force, then my dad grabs my hands through the sheets. I'm overcome with a fear, and suddenly I realize this isn't happening. It's a very odd sensation to describe, it's kind of like... you're staring at the ceiling the whole time, and you're just really confused about what's going on, but it doesn't change the fact that you were just staring at the ceiling, it's just that you don't really understand it at first, so much that you think all this other stuff is happening, but then when you finally do, it still feels like that's all you were ever doing. Anyway.... I grab my phone again and start typing but it suddenly phases out of my hands, and I try a couple more times but it never works, so I give up. I have the actual feeling of being stuck, which is rare for me even in sleep paralysis, but I manage to shift my line of sight to the left. There's a faint light visible from something in the room, and as I stare at it it starts moving closer and growing and creating strange alien symbols, and I'm filled with a fear again, but then suddenly I snap out of it and am fully awake.

#3 - Lucidly Non-Lucid Bad Trip [Non-Lucid]

This was a terrible dream. :T I took Benadryl, or diphenhydramine, at a hallucinogenic dose. For those of you who don't know what that's like, basically it's sort of similar to non-lucid dreaming, only even more schizophrenically psychotic, and layered over waking reality at the same time. Actually, it can be sort of like the way I described the sleep paralysis, everything is just so unbelievably confusing that even though you're interacting with reality, you just interpret it allllll wrong. And so that was reproduced, accurately I might add, in the dream. And diphenhydramine is an unbelievably terrible experience, not to mention I know how bad it is for you and already had to overcome an addiction to it, so this was a nightmare. The worst part about this experience was that I believed I was in this dream-like trip, so I was paying extremely close attention to the dreamy nature of everything that was happening, and yet no matter how odd it was it couldn't tip me off to the fact that I was dreaming because it fit the scenario perfectly. My mindset was basically like being lucid of the fact that I was non-lucid, and it pushed my dream insanity to a whole new level. I was at my aunt and uncle's house and even my family members over there were becoming extremely confused at the bizarre and unexplainable things I was doing. Yes, I was so non-lucid that the DCs were confused. I can't remember much of the actual plot, though.

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This dream was from the second night we were there, and I fell asleep after more drinking and taking some Soma (carisoprodol).

Dream Fragment - I took a large dose of methoxetamine, which I've never taken in waking life, and ended up tripping out. I was in a classroom somewhere and someone was giving me a foot massage, and because of the drug it felt like my toes were floating off of their original spots and randomly switching places, which made me feel warm and giggly at the time. That's about all I can remember, though.

Another dream I had earlier this year involved me and some other people desperately trying to take shelter from a giant bird-like creature that wanted to eat us. We managed to escape into a small building and after a while, that bird thing broke through the roof with its head, desperately trying to grab anyone of us. I doubted anyone cared about saving their friends and such at that moment--I sure as hell didn't.

Hard to describe, but the other night (I'm posting this a day late because I worked a 20 hour weekend and still trying to catch up) I dreamt that I was outside someplace, and this creepy guy moved past me very quickly, then turned and looked at me with this mischievous, yet victorious expression. He said, "You probably didn't feel it, but I just took this razor blade, and cut your urethra. Just a tiny slice around the perimeter of the opening." He was right, I felt no pain whatsoever, but whenever I went to the bathroom and wiped, there would be little traces of blood, as well as spots of blood in my underwear. I remember having to explain to Danny what happened, because the blood was worrying him.