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    1. Winning!

      by , 08-08-2012 at 07:08 PM
      I don't like American Idol btw.

      I was in a small auditorium, with my old classmates making up the audience. It was announced by the host that I had won American Idol and $1,000,000. I was pretty stoked about the mil. Didn't care about Idol. My classmates jumped up and cheered for me. Some famous black woman came up to hug me. Then I went back up stage and gave a quick victory speech. I found it hard to keep my balance on the stage.

      Then I remember we all left the room to go to another room outside.

      Updated 05-21-2016 at 01:08 AM by 50595

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    2. Human Slaves

      by , 08-08-2012 at 07:02 PM
      My fellow humans and I were enslaved by a reptilian humanoid race of extraterrestrials. We were scared and made to be unhygienic.

      The other humans and I walked down a crowded steel bridge over a baron wasteland. We were being moved and everyone was dead silent. Then a group of humans somewhere behind me started joking and laughing. They were killed with swords by the reptilians. Then everyone was silent again.

      Once I get to the end of the bridge, there is a highway leading from it. Other people jump to the ground on their stomachs and travel really fast on the ground. As if it were a giant slip-n-slide. It my turn and jump down. I go pretty fast. I pass under a bridge, and at that point there were humans traveling the same way as me all around me. Just like how close cars are on the highway. There would be an occasional reptilian passing by.

      If I dedicated enough brain power to it, I could make myself go faster. I would switch lanes, according to how fast Im going in relation to how fast others are going. I also went on a few on-ramps. And soon, there was no-one on the same road as me.

      Then these other guys start catching up to me. 4 of them behind me, 5 in the next lane. Apparently we were racing. Later on through the race, I figure out that we are racing for the reptilians and that if we don't win we will probably die.

      After a while, the ground gains normal features, and we have to run the race, because it won't let us slide anymore. Our supervising reptilian is following behind us now. The other team's leading guy, our second guy, and I are way ahead of the pack.

      There comes a dirt road that unofficially leads off of the highway, it had a lot of tree-cover. It's a part of the course we are running, so the other 2 guys and I turn onto it. There are two small, parallel ditches; shallowed enough to see over when crawling in them. Which we did. That was the crawling part of the race.

      We army-crawled fast. And just as we were out of sight of the supervisor reptilian, my teammate stands up, bites the other guy's toe off, then dumps him into deep ditch right next to us. That didn't sit too well for me. I didn't like killing someone else just to win and especially since he could be easily found and we could be punished for cheating.

      He said something like,' just keep going.' So we army crawled about 150ft more. At which point all of both teams were in the shallow ditches. The supervisor was still a good distance away from us. He hadn't made it off the highway. My teammates got up and slaughtered the other team; choking, punching, and kicking them until they were all dead. They made good time of that, surprisingly. They threw their bodies into the deep ditches and over the treeline. I watched all this from the prone position.

      The 2nd guy of our team (the one who killed the first guy) run up in font of me. Everyone was shitting their pants now, because if we got caught, we would die. The 2nd guy, who is now 1st, whisper-yelled to the team to move back more, to make it look more convincing. So we moved 40ft back and got back into the prone position. most of us layed on our sides and looked behind us, waiting for the supervisor. The 1st guy continued saying that we would pretend that they got up and ran, attempting to run away. And that we were the one's staying loyal. We were all shitting bricks, but we tried to cover that up as best we could.

      Way down at the highway, a bus stopped at the beginning of the dirt road. The supervisor. He stopped very close to where the first guy died. The other guy and I were shitting more bricks at that point, though he was shitting more that me.

      Updated 05-21-2016 at 01:08 AM by 50595

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    3. unsure

      by , 08-08-2012 at 04:56 PM
      well it was fuzzy but what is the first thing i remember about my dream. aha i was driving home on a highway and texting matt jajeh asking him if his mom had ever caught him in sexual intercourse. he said no but she had like knocked on the door and sorta hasseled him. and also mentioned that andrea was able to come over 1000sands of times and door closed but she wouldnt put out but than other girls were unalbe to do so. before that we were at some magic sorta card show and there were a bunch of AA people and some guy named ammeer wanted me to come back to los angelos so i could be in his bid movie skit.
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    4. "Upper Action" and Xbox Death.

      by , 08-08-2012 at 04:36 PM
      I had seen some "upper action" earlier but I don't remember how. I think it was Chelsie. I'm in like a classroom, but we're all around each other. Kylie lifts the bottom half of her shirt for some reason. Out of nowhere, the top half accidentally falls down. She's shocked for a few seconds, then quickly covers up. I had a great view, LOL.

      I'm outside walking up a hill. I'm in real life, but it's all an xbox game. All of my classmates had gamertags and pictures, much like facebook acts. I'm talking to some hot preppy cheerleader named Emily. I know her in real life, but she's way out of my league xD. We are walking to a bus with everyone else, and she grabs my wrist as if she was dragging me there. I grab her hand and she holds on (not entwined) for a few seconds, before returning to my wrist. It's as if she was embarrassed or something. I do it again and soon she lets go completely. I get on the bus infront of her, but I don't see her and sit in the back. I went to "add" her as a friend, still in some sort of game. I didn't get to from some reason yet, but I was going to later.

      I get off the bus with some people. The bus is only half full. Everyone is on one side. The bus was full, nobody knew where they had gone. I'm with some people, I think Michael and someone else. We're playing "Skate 3" but it was still real life, and it was just around where I live. They wait for something on a sidewalk, and I decide to hurry through it. I'm going really fast and I had only covered a short distance. I'm going way to fast and break across a street. A car zooms by extremely fast, hits, and decapitates me. I've died in the game (which you can't do). I think I turn my xbox off.

      I'm in the office room of my house. The xbox is where the computer is, but the screen is still there. I turn it back on. I load up skate 3 and I'm back to some sort of tutorial. When I died, everything had been lost. All of my progress on every game. All achievements, all friends. All RECENT players (I was mad because I never got to add Emiley, and would never be able to). My first thought is to restore it, like a computer file, to yesterday. I tell my mum, and she doesn't know what to do. On the Computer/Xbox, I search in the "Search Program and Files" box and search "Restore". Nothing comes up. I search "Restoration" and a program called exactly that comes up. It opens and it's really confusing. I wake up sometime later.

      What a fun, long dream
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    5. "Upper Action" and Xbox Death.

      by , 08-08-2012 at 04:36 PM
      I had seen some "upper action" earlier but I don't remember how. I think it was Chelsie. I'm in like a classroom, but we're all around each other. Kylie lifts the bottom half of her shirt for some reason. Out of nowhere, the top half accidentally falls down. She's shocked for a few seconds, then quickly covers up. I had a great view, LOL.

      I'm outside walking up a hill. I'm in real life, but it's all an xbox game. All of my classmates had gamertags and pictures, much like facebook acts. I'm talking to some hot preppy cheerleader named Emily. I know her in real life, but she's way out of my league xD. We are walking to a bus with everyone else, and she grabs my wrist as if she was dragging me there. I grab her hand and she holds on (not entwined) for a few seconds, before returning to my wrist. It's as if she was embarrassed or something. I do it again and soon she lets go completely. I get on the bus infront of her, but I don't see her and sit in the back. I went to "add" her as a friend, still in some sort of game. I didn't get to from some reason yet, but I was going to later.

      I get off the bus with some people. The bus is only half full. Everyone is on one side. The bus was full, nobody knew where they had gone. I'm with some people, I think Michael and someone else. We're playing "Skate 3" but it was still real life, and it was just around where I live. They wait for something on a sidewalk, and I decide to hurry through it. I'm going really fast and I had only covered a short distance. I'm going way to fast and break across a street. A car zooms by extremely fast, hits, and decapitates me. I've died in the game (which you can't do). I think I turn my xbox off.

      I'm in the office room of my house. The xbox is where the computer is, but the screen is still there. I turn it back on. I load up skate 3 and I'm back to some sort of tutorial. When I died, everything had been lost. All of my progress on every game. All achievements, all friends. All RECENT players (I was mad because I never got to add Emiley, and would never be able to). My first thought is to restore it, like a computer file, to yesterday. I tell my mum, and she doesn't know what to do. On the Computer/Xbox, I search in the "Search Program and Files" box and search "Restore". Nothing comes up. I search "Restoration" and a program called exactly that comes up. It opens and it's really confusing. I wake up sometime later.

      What a fun, long dream
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      non-lucid
    6. I Wanted To Talk To You, Fake Smiles

      by , 08-08-2012 at 03:40 PM (Linkzelda's Dream Journal)
      08.08.2012
      I Wanted To Talk To You (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I'm sitting inside of a classroom, and everything feels so small and confined...it must be a High School type of dream again. Everything is so blurry, even the windows emitting morning light are blurry.

      I focus on looking at the desk I'm sitting in, just letting my mind wander around with random thoughts. I believe I had my right hand resting on the right side of my jaw. Just letting more thoughts drift by. I noticed that despite the blurred vision (except when I look at the desk I'm sitting on), the overall dream environment consists of shades of brown.

      Everything felt so peaceful, but boring....lukewarm...still...tranquility. I felt someone on the left of me...I thought it was just a randomly generated dream character, so I wasn't really concerned about this. But then her presence gets even stronger, and ignoring her at this point would just be plain rude.

      I slowly turn my head to the left...

      Brown....

      A bit more....and she looks exactly like the Autumn (a person) that I know in waking life. Her skin was smooth, and I think she had Hazel eyes, or close to just being light gray.

      She has the same light brown hair as her waking life counterpart, and she's wearing the typical brown hoodie jacket, and has some tank top I believe, or maybe a vest, hard to tell since my main focus was just on her eyes because she was blinking them rapidly to try and get my attention from before.


      She's resting her left hand on the left side of her jawline like I am with my right, and I couldn't help but quickly glance at her breasts for a while, at least the cleavage. She giggles and says,

      "I wanted to to talk to you!"

      I'm still being passive, but I am shocked that she would try to talk to me. Her visage still has me locked on her, and she has my full attention. She starts moving her eyes fairly quickly in short intervals, but she is still acting like a human though. (What I mean is that she isn't moving her eyes so rapidly like she's going through a REM phase or something =P )

      I'm waiting for her to say something else to me, but then she elevates herself to straighten her spine, and then she takes quick and short left and right turns of her head, as if she's trying to find someone or make sure that no one is around. She does this for a while, and I pay attention to how ends of her hairstyle are individually flowing around the air with each turn.

      When she makes a turn at me, I quickly look at her face again before she turns to the left again.

      I'm not sure if you're really interesting in me Autumn....and I realized that my only way of communicating with her in waking life is completely gone...COMPLETELY.

      The only point of that dream was that Autumn looked very real....but that's it.



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      08.08.2012
      Fake Smiles (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I'm inside some random store, and it takes a while for me to realize that this store is kind of like a supermarket. The flooring consists mostly of blue or turquoise carpet and some shiny white flooring on some sections.

      I look at some shoes being displayed on my right. Some of they are contained by a transparent stand stuck on the wall. I look at a white shoes with gold and black lining to it. It looks fairly small, like the size fitting for a child.

      For some reason, I feel like someone's watching me, and I look around at the cashier to see if it's them just looking around making sure no one's being suspicious. I think the cashier is close to looking like an Asian man, maybe mid 40s in age.

      He's wearing a light blue fine checkered dress shirt, and I believe he's currently occupied with processing transactions with a customer. I get out of the shoe section, and continue walking around until I see a girl and two guys I believe slowly walking together looking down on a book.

      Based on their reactions, it seems they must be looking at a school yearbook or something. Then I take a peek to my right, and noticed that the last High School I attended has mugs and slippers being sold in this store. I take another quick glance at these random items, and the school logo was definitely purple in this dream just like in waking life.

      Then I looked back at the girl and her two friends. She looks a lot like someone I know in waking life. Let's call her "Thal." Thal has black curly hair, and it seems she put some kind of gel to make the lighter tones shine more than they should.

      She's wearing a white t-shirt, and her breasts are still nicely packed together, and she has a bit of a stomach too. It's not pushing out too much, but she is a little chubby.

      Then I look down her legs, and the body ratio does not match at all.....the legs look so skinny, and she barely has any ass to support her fairly huge breasts and torso, especially for her body composition. She's wearing really, really, REALLY, tight skinny jeans, and they are some variant of violet.

      From a distance, I think there were little streams going horizontally on her pants that were light violet, or even close to being light pink.

      The more these three smiled at each other while looking down on whatever book she's holding, the more I feel negative energy coming off my own body. I wasn't sure if it was jealousy, blind rage, or just feeling lonely, but I started to accumulate more negative thoughts towards these people.

      I started to get a little egotistical, just a bit, feeling that I would be a match for hanging with Thal. These people she's hanging around with feels like she's just using them, that they're just temporary placeholders as "friends."

      The person walking with her to the right is wearing glasses, is fairly skinny, and has oblong facial structure. The shirt he's wearing looks like a sports shirt, with gray lining starting from the sides of the collar all the way down to end of the short sleeves. Then all three them just looked like robots, just putting out fake laughs at each other, pretending that they're enjoying themselves together as friends....

      I couldn't bear to look at this drone type of behavior, and I walked closer to the cash register, maybe 10 feet away from it, to look at more random items. I'm behind a small stand composed of cardboard, and it seems Donuts are contained here.

      They looked like any default donut, but the sugar glaze was definitely enticing to look at. Somehow, the small donut stand behind me that's only at least 6 feet or more tall and 12 inches or more wide slowly starts falling down, or maybe it was the other cardboard stand in front of me?

      Either way, I quickly use my feet to secure the bottom, and waved my arms in the air frantically, waiting to see where the rest of the stand will fall down. I quickly held it, and then slowly raised it back up. It seemed it was a random dream character that made it close to falling down on the ground.

      I wanted to turn around to the cashier and apologize for what just happened just now, but then I realize it's not really my fault at all.

      I can't even remember who it was that pushed the stand accidentally or intentionally....





      Updated 08-08-2012 at 04:25 PM by 47756

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      non-lucid
    7. Army , Fish <>

      by , 08-08-2012 at 03:34 PM (. - ~ = * [ |{(Welcome to my Weird Dream World)}| ] * = ~ - .)
      So i was in army ,, idk how that happened , i feelt like im bac k to arm and its cool .. so then i meet my best friend there and we went for walk..
      i had a joint and i gave him to light it up , then he gives it to my uncle's SON idk how he appeared there lol.

      then last to me and we stoned .. so then idk what happen but we went for other walk but only me and friend ..
      and we saw 1 man and he come to us and he says "I Hope your not using any drugs huh"
      my friend says . No no ..we are cool or smthing..
      then he tell us lets go for walk , he take us to 1 office or smthing we talk with some1 and idk what . then a girl was trying to find 1 man .. cus he sells good "Fish's" wtf..
      anw we searched everywhere..
      then i go to a shop and i see tha man lol , i take 1 fish .. i eat it abit and im like BLAH i throw it down.. and 1 guy says no no take it its fish .. then i said ah i must give it to the girl.. xD lol
      then i went and gave to her and said ya its cool now if u need more go buy there and she so happy lol.
      then nothing i woke up

      Updated 08-17-2012 at 02:29 AM by 37696

      Tags: army, fish, idk, weed
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      non-lucid
    8. Underwater Cave Race, How I Met Your Mother, and Fighting In a Hookah Bar

      by , 08-08-2012 at 03:30 PM (Krista's Dream Journal)
      Dream - Lucid

      I was about to race Austin underwater, though we were on two separate courses, though they were both underwater. I remember seeing his face, and he looked so much younger, like a 12 -year-old version of himself. He was smiling and his face looked bright and full of life.

      I knew right off I couldn't beat him. He was well known for his great swimming skills. I decided to try anyway.

      The course started out on land, but only briefly. It was in a cave that had a part of it submersed in water. I stood right where the cave lightly sloped into the underwater portion on a white line that had been drawn to designate the start. I stood prepped like I was about to run a race, with one foot behind me in an almost kneeling positing with both my hands on the ground. I got the signal to start, though I can't remember what that was. I went straight into the water and swam hard through the underwater cave. There was no chance to breathe anywhere, for it was, well, an underwater cave, but that didn't seem to be an issue. I was surrounded by underwater plants, anenomes, and gray rock. I swam into another part of the cave on my right.


      ~

      I was in the dining room at my family's house with Lily and Marshall from How I Met Your Mother (this is what happens when I fall asleep watching Netflix). They were doing something on my laptop, some kind of game, and I kept pushing a button repeatedly, trying to fill up some bar to win. Every time I'd get close, they'd shut me down. I then remember sticking a pin or a needle inside part of the computer to push some small button (think the 'reset' button on some electronics where you have to stick the head of a pen inside a small hole to push it). I kept doing that really fast and had a couple more to go when, I again got shut down.

      ~

      I was supposed to meet Jake at a restaurant. He suggested a local hookah bar that I used to frequent in waking life, but I haven't been to in a couple of years. I was surprised he suggested it, but I agreed to go. I got there first and waited on Jake for awhile. I ordered my food and it got there before he did. Finally, he got there and sat down at the table diagonally across from me, to my left. I feel like there were a couple of other people there too. We were sitting outside in the porch area of the bar.

      Then, Jake looks at me blankly and says
      "I had sex with you because you're an emotion."
      This really pissed me off. I was infuriated. I was so mad, my vision started to blur as I looked under the table for my black flip-flops. As I was slipping them on and standing up, I said, angrily,
      "Well I hope you want to pay for dinner then!"

      And with that, I stormed off. Jake went after me. We started really getting into it. I vaguely remember us having plastic yellow baseball bats and hitting one another with them (I own one of these in waking life). The restaurant briefly looked like my family's house as we fought through it. During the fight, I felt like he had the upper hand, like he was winning; I felt inadequate.

      We sat back down at the table and the waitress said something to us, though I can't quite remember what exactly, but it was something about us fighting. We were still angry at this point, and I still felt strangely low, like he was going to break it off with me or something, I'm not sure. It was not a good feeling though.

      Then, I remember driving on the interstate, waiting for my exit to get there. I was driving back from Nashville. I then suddenly remembered I had no idea which exit to take, and I had forgotten to set up my GPS. I quickly, while driving, grabbed it out of my glove compartment, hooked it up and turned it on. The exit was coming up soon, though it was at an odd place on the GPS map. I knew it was a spirally ramp that I was looking for. The GPS then showed me driving inside a spiral, heading towards the center.

      Updated 08-08-2012 at 03:45 PM by 32059

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      non-lucid , memorable , dream fragment
    9. 08-08-12

      by , 08-08-2012 at 01:45 PM
      1. There was an underdome beneath the city. In the underdome everyone raced for their show at fame and fortune. One unnamed driver faked his death and took a leap. His girlfriend heard of the news and was upset, but she supported him. He told her she could sit at chair eight or nineteen, but those chairs often get hit by bad drivers. She decided to stand at the sidelines and watch. During the race, the shoutcasters said he raced so well that he must have trained by kidnapping children.

      2. An arena where gladiator games are played. I was drafted into a game where three guards hunt down two criminals. Before hand, we were given weapons and a few minutes to trade. I traded a wizard wand for a staff, but noticed a person that had a gun. I did a double trade, and traded back for my wand to get the gun. I went to the front of the gate, and chased as soon as it opened. We approached a playground and one of the criminals came at me. He had bottles in his hands, but I smashed them with the butt of the gun. He punched me with the glass and I went "away."

      3. There was a large-scale war going on over some plains. My friend was showing me how it can be used to our advantage. We approached some headquarters and he hacked the terminals. They opened up in a secure room. Once inside, he dissected a computer and looted the parts. When he was taking out the graphics card, the owner, my other friend, walked in. He was infuriated and they fought. After the owner won, he walked up to me, and I explained that I was simply shadowing.
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      non-lucid
    10. Mixed school years

      by , 08-08-2012 at 12:15 PM
      I in my old school and im in 8th grade agian I see friend from 6th grade and 11th grade my school looks diffrent everytime I go to a class I sit with the same people and everytime I leave the same people come in

      Im with my friend M and were with some other people were trying to figure out how to comfront some people in space how attaked us

      I see one of my old friend from 6th grade and start tslkimg to him then his dad gets us back to class it PE
      Tags: school
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      non-lucid
    11. Zelda Songs

      by , 08-08-2012 at 12:07 PM (Fennecgirl's Collection of Dreams)
      I had a dream last night that my friend Lizz and I were listening to Zelda songs (from the game soundtracks) on my iPod. I was trying to guess the songs, I think. Also, I think we were on a train for some reason. Anyway, one song came on, and I said, "You can skip this; it's from a cutscene." The song was The Revival's Completion from the Spirit Tracks OST (i.e., the part where Malladus is revived). I looked at the iPod and realized that it wasn't anything from Spirit Tracks; it was music from the new Zelda game (not Skyward Sword; it was a Wii remake of the original).
    12. That's how it feels.. - Tuesday - 2012-08-08

      by , 08-08-2012 at 10:02 AM (The Path of Iapetos)
      [COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

      Tonight I listened to The Gateway Experience WAVE 3 - CD Freedom - Track Liftoff!
      It was designed to help the listener to feel floating sensations. I sort of doubted it but guess what it gave wonderful results the first try. I felt my body get lighter and lighter when I got less aware of my physical body it felt like I was getting distant from it. Although I didn't felt my whole body floating it at least felt like it was getting lighter and trying to lift and levitate.
      With some more practice I might be able to really induce this floating state.

      I fell asleep 23:06....

      [COLOR="royalblue"]I was sitting in a house with some random people, but this house was not an ordinary house. It had a transparent floor and it was floating around at the ocean! We saw some sharks, but the owners of the house said that it's nothing to worry about, because they never attack the house. Shortly after he had said that we heard a big bumping underneath us. We see two giant sharks trying to break the floor! Everybody started to panic and especially when they breached the floor and water started to flow in. I remember that I fell down into the water seeing blood floating around from dead people and I actually got a little scared, although I was in my dreaming mindset so I thought to myself "Iapetos will protect me."

      I had some dream about Minecraft and Counter-Strike can't remember the details...

      Then I dreamed that I was sitting on a street on the sidewalk with a notebook and wrote down my dreams. And old friend to me named Gustaf asked me what I was doing and I explained to him was a lucid dream was.
      Then as we walked towards a school he asked me how it felt to be lucid. And I stopped and freeze and said "Imagine now that I told you that you were dreaming and you realized that it was true and everything here including me was but a dream.". He looked with amazement at me, but when I woke up I realize what an idiot I had been :shock:

      I said good bye to Gustaf and instead I met another classmate named Aron and I met my old teacher Susanne who usually is very strict but always happy. But in this dream she was very irritated so she didn't wanted to talk.
      We went into a building where there was a lot of stairs and a line of students waiting to get into on single door.
      I remember that I talked to girls named Angelica, Robyn and Lois. Lois invited me to a beach party the next day but I told her that I already was invited to a party that night. [/COLOR]

      And oddly enough I am invited to a party today, so I have no idea how I could remember to say that to that girl in that dream. Although because of this party I might not go to bed at a normal time and remember many dreams.
      We'll see tomorrow :cheers:
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      non-lucid
    13. Fucked up art school - non-lucid

      by , 08-08-2012 at 09:52 AM (Lucid dreaming with Rauwz)
      08.08.2012
      art school (Non-lucid)

      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      I was standing in some kind of rectangular room, together with alot of people. The room was maby 3x12, and there was like 50 people in there. The walls were boring, cold and gave a sense of discomfort. There was a white bird made out of paper hanging from the cealing, as the only decoration in there. I quickly realised I was at an art school, which doesn't really make sense, since I don't draw, paint or do anything like that. All of the students, uncluding me, were standing, even though there was chairs around the room. We all wanted to see what the teacher was doing, so everyone naturally stood up, in hopes of being able to find a hole to look through, in the mass of people infront of them. The students had made a circle around the teacher, her "tools", and a girl laying on a table. A pretty blond girl, I'd say about 17yr.

      The teacher started lecturing about how it was important to use everything, when dealing with humans. She started cutting in the girl with a sharp knife. I remember I felt extremely uncomfortable while it was happening, yet I didn't do anything to stop it. I just kind of stood there, passivly with all the other students, while the teacher sliced up this innocent girl. After a minute or two, the blond girls face were completely sliced off. The teacher took it, and laid it on a table besides her. The uncomfortable feeling rushed back, greater then before, as I stood there, watching the sliced off facem of a innocent girl.

      The dream cut out like a movie, and I was the camera. I was suddenly in an empty classroom. And there she was, laying on the floor. The blond girl was missing a leg, her hair, her face, and her one arm. I was looking top-down on her, like I was a floating camera. You could see the flesh and bones where she had been cut, and all over her face. Her eyes was still intact, and were looking dead. No eye-lids.

      Cut. Again I was a camera, flying around in a room. This time a more "brown-ish" room. There was tables all around the room, haning on the walls, and a couple of chairs. It looked like a painters studio or something like that. The blond girls leg was hanging down from the cealing. It was so fucking disgusting. It was hanging in a bunch of white strings, kind of like a puppet. Her arm was also there, hanging besides the leg, in the empty class room. This time I felt more sad then I felt uncomfortable, even though I did feel uncomfortable too.

      cut. I'm walking on the streets, with 2 of my buddies. We had just been to the baker, my one friend had bought a brownie and a Cola. As we walk down the street, we see the same people from the very first class, and the teacher. My friends disapeared as I walked over there, and joined the crowd. She asked one of the girls if she liked hockey, and the girl said yes. The teacher then told her to move into position, and she did. Next thing, the teacher throws a baby 4meters into the air. It wasn't even close to where the other girl was standing, so she didn't have a chance of catching it. The baby hit the ground with a big "Thumb" sound. I remember being really angry, sad even depressed, but agressive. I couldn't do anything. I wanted to stop it, but I somehow couldn't. The teacher picked up the baby, and threw it again. This time it landed on it's head. Dead silence. cut to black.
    14. Dreams water a duel and lucidity

      by , 08-08-2012 at 06:00 AM
      07/01/2012 - 7/08/2012 Fragments

      I was on a fairly large boat inside some sort of pull or sink in a bathroom either the bathroom was large or the boat was small. The boat started sinking and when I made it outside it sunk impossibly fast I fell into the water and floated for a bit then tthe boat sudenly came back out of the water completely fine when me and the dc passangers were back inside the flight attendants that worked on the boat were apologizing for the stuff in my mini bar bing on one side since the ship rolled.

      Lucid Fragment

      I was sitting with people on some place I canīt remember my surrondings but at one point I looked down and realized I was dreaming smilling I looked back up to my group of people and said "Im in a dream arenīt I?" with a bild smile on my face. The dcs nodded somewhat uninterestingly as the dream faded away.

      Lucid/Non-Lucid
      I was walking towards a warehouse in wich I knew awaited the devil in the form of a kid with dark looking eyes that seemed negative. There was snow on the ground outside of the grey wharehouse witch seemed to be in the midst of an industrial area of some unknown city there were more people around then there should usually be dressed in casual cold wheather cloths. I go into the wharehouse wich is completely hollow and well lit and see him in the center of it with black trench coat and menacing face. I rush him and he starts to alter my relaity suddenly im in another place full of trees and stuff I know itīs a trick but I canīt seem to over come it. Something happens and I end up outside again this time there are some causal dcīs that are willing to help me out and they accompany me when we get in the ware house I warn them about the illusion trick. We all rush him and he does it again for a minute I sea the wooods but I fight it and tell my group to not pay it any mind the illusions breaks away and I grab him I feel victory and the dream fades.

      Non-Lucid

      I was at the beach with some of my family from Colombia (wich is strange since they dont live near the ocean.) There is a black cable that is as thick as two powerlines going from some unknown place into the ocean like this they creat huge waves for people it seemed to have gone wrong an dmake a huge tsunami wave that I promptly tried to get away from it bare splacehed me but wasnt that bad I went back andwatched as people kept going in the water and come out later with injurieds the rest fades and I wake up.
    15. The Gas Station and Lots of Violence

      by , 08-08-2012 at 03:39 AM
      02-26-2011 -- That was kind of grim. Started out kind of light, turned into one of my darkest, grimmest dreams ever. This one may not be pleasant. Almost all sweetness and light, but the last few parts are ultra-violent.

      I'm driving down the road, trying to go to Disneyland, and it is late a night. I'm pretty much driving all right until I make a wrong turn and almost get my car trapped, so I get out of the car and start walking. I am near Harbor, and I should only have to walk a block or two to reach Harbor Blvd and be able to turn toward Disney.

      I find myself visiting with a marmalade cat that is mine, and talking with it and visiting with it. I pass a young woman who is moaning about how she has no money and and no food, and will probably die in the cold of the night, and I walk past her, but then start to feel bad for her and come back and give her a little money to help her out. Then I hug her close to show her people still care, and move on.

      I'm walking through a sort of crowd, and there are also dozens of cats around, and all are walking the opposite direction I am, except my cat, which is walking along side of me, not going with the crowd.

      Soon I somehow find myself working a late night shift at a gas station / convenience store. [A type of work I have never done.] A couple of customers come in and make cash purchases, and I handle their transactions easily. Then one guy comes in with his rich family, and he wants gas on two pumps. He asks for $90 on one pump, and $100 on the other. He hands me a credit card, and it is the first credit card I have been given for payment.

      I run it through the machine, and it is very hard to slide, and very tight. A counter next to the machine lights up and shows a map of the internet signal as it is routed to the credit card approval place. A couple of times it goes down a bad path where the signal is lost, and I can see it start a new route from where things went bad, until it manages to connect. Very interesting to watch.

      The card comes back declined, and as I look at it, I spot that it is actually broken, and has a corner of the card taped in place. It was the tape that caused the thing to stick, and I know it isn't going to work. I explain to the customer that his card is broken, but notice that in the stuff he gave me, there is another card, so ask him if he wants me to use that one. He says he does.

      I don't know what is with this card, but it has no number, no bar code, no magnetic stripe, and I can find no way to run it through the machine. I tell the guy I can't use this card, either, and he becomes very insulting. I try to explain that one of the cards he handed me is physically broken, and the other has no data allowing it to be processed, but he starts telling me that I am an idiot and a jerk, and he is going to get me fired over this.

      While his family started out as a small family of four, it has now grown to be something like 20 people, including a bunch of kids. The kids are starting to steal candy and things, and as I confront them and try to make them stop, one of the adults attacks me with a large knife. I take the knife away from him, and go back to speaking with the kids, but an adult near the register opens it, steals the money from inside, and starts to hand it out to all the kids.

      I run back toward the register, and they all begin to run out into the parking lot, which is now packed with tons of people. I follow them to a large bus, and the driver shuts the door in my face, and starts to pull out. I have had it, and I snap. I leap five or six feet into the air and grab the door handle and open the door back up, then let myself into the bus. I pull out the large knife I took from the guy who tried to use it on me, and it slowly stretches into a sword as I walk through the bus and kill every man, woman and child with a few strokes, usually putting one or two deep slices in each one, though one guy I aim just right, and take his entire head off.

      I'm thinking about going through their pockets and getting my money back, but I don't see myself actually doing it in the dream. I get off the bus and head back to the gas station, while the guy who started the whole mess climbs on the bus and starts screaming as he finds what I have done. I approach the gas station, where I find the next shift has come in. I ask him how the balance was, and he tells me I was about $50 off, which is a lot less than expected, so I guess I did take the money back, and somehow put it back, even though I only just walked back in.

      I decide it is time for me to go, and I can see the trouble-maker and a few of his friends in front of the building, so I choose to exit through a window leading onto the hill behind the station. The trouble-makers come running around screaming for my blood, but I fly into the air to avoid them. They are trying to fly as well, and are soon getting it. They are getting closer and closer, and the dream in quickly changing into one of those nightmare chase dreams where you have powers, but so do the enemies.

      I can see this going on and on, and don't want to deal with such a long, miserable process, and decide I have to end things decisively. I think up a nuclear bomb and cause it to appear in my hands, then throw it on the ground. For about two seconds, nothing happens, then there is a flash of light, the hint of a sound, and a wave of heat, and then everything goes gray. I can feel it as just this odd, painless feeling as my body is dissolved into its component atoms, and they go drifting apart. Then I wake up.

      [I'm sorry, I have no idea where this came from. All I can say is I am reasonably certain I am not anywhere near being ready to hack up a bus full of people in real life, or blow up myself and others with a nuke. But it was a pretty grizzly dream.]