non-lucid

I am swimming inland fom a ovine while placing a path of minecraft diamond ore blocks, I reach land and someone walks up to me, gives me food then threatens me, they then begin to break the pat I made, they not only get diamond but emerald and iron as well, I leave that area and find a small hut. (here the dream fades) now I find me and someone else fixing something and I ask "why did you add so much D8?" (and then the dream fades out and a wake.

Dream One: I'm in some strange place, in the dream it reminds me of a community theater that I used to act in when I was in high school. Awake, it looked nothing like the place, lol. I'm texting the friend of a friend who passed away (and since they keep appearing in my dreams I'm going to call the friend who died C and the friend of C I'm going to call L) I can't remember much of what we're texting. I know I'm sending him pictures of things around me, and we're just kind of shooting the breeze, much like I do with my own best friend. For some reason there are 6 bathtubs in the room, each one in a different pastel color (blue, yellow, green, pink, etc etc etc) They are also numbered. I decide to take a picture of them and send them to L. I send him a picture of the first three, and he tells me he wants to see what number 6 looks like. I go to take pictures of the last three, but then realize that there are 9 and not only 6 and I wonder how i missed that to begin with. Then an old "frenemy" (a guy who was either my good friend or worst enemy, but not usually in between and constantly shifting roles) shows up (I'll call him B). He's now friends with L, and I suddenly wonder if he has ever said mean things about me to L because I'm not sure if he's my friend right now or enemy. I feel like becoming friends with L is going to make B give me trouble again. Anyways, when B shows up, I get all nervous and uncomfortable, and then B lets it drop that L has hurt his leg or something and can't hang out and be fun. I worry about this, but B doesn't tell me what happened, he's that kind of person that enjoys seeing others fret. So I go to text L and ask him what happened, but my phone is suddenly on a call with him. We both say hey, and then he starts to say something, but a little kid walks up to me adorably, and I blurt out "Hey little guy! are you lost?" then L is confused and asks if I just called him a little guy, I laugh and explain that no, I'm talking to a little kid that just walked up to me. Then I tell him I have ADD and my brain skips back and forth between what I'm supposed to be paying attention to and what's around me. But I'm still paying attention! He laughs and says ok, then starts to talk again but this time I see a unicorn and I'm in awe and interrupt him again telling him I'm seriously looking at a real live unicorn right now! Then, I feel bad for interrupting him again and apologize and promise not to do it again. I walk over to a wall where all I can see if the wall and not be distracted and ask him what happened to his leg. He tells me that he got drunk with B and B actually accidentally shot him with something. It didn't like break the skin, but left a huge bruise and swelling that's causing him to limp. This distresses me and I spin around to look at B, but he's not there anymore. Instead I see the kid and the unicorn and I have to Awwww about the kid petting the unicorn. Then L laughs again and tells me that I'm entertaining to talk to because he doesn't know what to expect to come out of my mouth next. I wake up.

Dream Two: I'm walking into a mall looking place, and I think I'm some sort of agent, or maybe I'm just looking for a missing agent. I find the agent I'm looking for, and tell him he's being looked for. He starts off down to an ally, and I follow him but I don't think he realizes I am. He goes down a secret staircase, and I follow there too. When I get into this base, I realize I shouldn't be here and leave. When I get back up to the street I walk back towards the mall like building. A security guard sees me, and starts chasing me though! I run down the street, and somehow end up in on a country dirt road. There's a cop car behind me, and I'm somehow outrunning it. A farmer steps into the road behind me between me and the cop car, and starts asking the cop what he's doing. The guy buys me time to disappear into the corn, and I'm really grateful. I decide to go back to the mall thing and try to find the agent again and ask for him to help me find a place to hide. When I get back to the mall though, a middle aged woman is standing at the door. She says she's been waiting for me, and then she literally shoots her hands off in my direction. I dodge them, and run into the mall hoping to find a place to hide from her and still look for the agent guy. The woman follows though, and her hands keep regrowing on the ends of her wrists and she keeps shooting them at me. I make my way through the mall dodging her hands and shooting beams of energy back at her from my own hands. I get fairly deep into the mall, and then there's an even older woman in there that the middle age woman calls mom. Apparently the middle age woman is asking her mom for advice on exterminating me since she keeps missing. I take that moment to run back towards the exit of the mall. I run right into the agent guy, who causes a big explosion, and then half picks me up and runs so he's sort of carrying me but my feet are still dragging the ground but I'm facing backwards so I can't regain my footing and run myself. When we get outside, he lets go of me and tells me to follow him. He climbs up a wall, and I follow. We jump over a couple of small squares made by this big fence and people are inside those squares. In one there's a few people all making out and in another a guy is sitting on a bench. He looks up at me and asks if I am who he's waiting for, but I'm pretty sure I'm not. I keep following the agent, and he leads me back to his secret stairs and down into an underground house. He brings me into a small den barely six by six feet, only big enough for a couch and a lamp table. He asks me if I'm ok, and I tell him I am. He asks me if I've ever been here before, and I tell him that I actually followed him earlier down here, but then left b/c I knew I didn't belong. He tells me that I do belong there, and that I should have stayed where I'd be safe. Then he pulls me closer and kisses me lightly, then I wake up.

Dream Three (Fragment): I'm shopping with my BFF and I find lots of My Little Pony shirts, but they're all Generating three ponies.

Dream Four (Fragment): I'm at my mom's house. A girl needs to use the bathroom, but the window has no binds so I have to hold a piece of paper over the window for her to have her privacy.


I didn't type this entry backwards, I really did have my longer more detailed dreams earlier in the night and the fragment this morning. Last night was weird for me, lol.

I had 2 short dreams, first on im on the couch with a girl and I get up a second and she puts her hand on my ass, so I do the same to her and she said im not supposed to do that so I was trying to get on her good side so I said ok and stopped, Second dream im carrying something for family and im getting mad because I didn't want to.

One night,
I was all alone in a dark room
Dad’s outside searching; I sigh in relief.

If he sees me,
He will torture me with his unreasonable, nasty talk
For sure.

I cross my fingers and twitted to my friends.


S.O.S.
Top of the Mt. too sick to get down

They must hurry, or
I WILL be… … doomed forever.

As the clock ticks to every seconds
Dark shadows; unspoken fear and a ‘black thing,’
Eats away my existence.

My soul, my body, my life, and my mentality,
Drifts away with closing eyelids

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Am I… running…?

My identical twin almost flying at an inhuman speed,
Carrying me on her back,
She gives an enormous leap.
Like a robot…

Mental demolition

As she turns her head towards me,
Her long ponytail slaps me across my cheek,
Leaving a red mark.

FIGHT! What? FIGHT!
I am still dumbfounded with this whole situation,
But as I slowly look around
Twelve maniacs run like bunch of zombies;
Trying to exterminate my existence.

Identify weapons, processing… …
Two axes, six guns, one fire hose, five grenades, eight knifes.
Condition; extremely dangerous.
Need to evacuate imme… …

Stop talking!

… … Did I just say… …

Push escape! Escape! Escape!

A monster with no pupil roars and…
Are they trying to eat me alive?

Threat of life automatically allow my finger to push
The ESC button from my computerize vision.

Like a gust of wind dispersing a cloud of dust,
That ‘thing’ disappears from its feet.

The rest of them flinch back a little with growl and
Share some eye contacts with each other.

Capable of making rational decisions
Danger level increase by 0.87 perce…n Wake UP!

Alright,
I can all see their blue website links
They gradually encircle us into a corner.
But I know how to erase them.

Click, click, click
The more I press the super, ultimate keyboard,
The more their blue link turns black and
Gone.

Bye ~

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Set: Tomb Raider world, my apartment
Characters: Robert Downey Jr., Lara Croft
Lucidity: None, but experienced a false awakening


My girlfriend K woke up at 6:30 to go to work, and kept me awake for an hour or so. After she was gone, I was lying in bed thinking about OpheliaBlue's dream I read about the day before, it was a hot sex dream she had using WILD after waking up in the morning. I wanted to try it out, so I started thinking about making love with my girlfriend on a beach. I was still sleepy so it was easy to focus on that and not the noise and light around me. For some reason, my mind drifted towards a fantasy I had when I was a kid, about Lara Croft on a beach (don't judge me haha), but still with K instead of Lara.

Next thing I know I am in a dream, in a world that looks a lot like a video game. There are green hills around me, and some ancient monuments made of gold and diamonds. It's a beautiful sight. There's a bunch of items here and there (medikits, save crystals…) that shine and rotate like in a video game.
I have a mission, I am supposed to go to a city and find the tesseract. The city is very pretty as well, it kinda looks like the university in Final Fantasy 8, with a lot of gold everywhere. I have no control over my actions, and it frustrates me that I don't pick up all the items, like I usually do in video games. Before I have a chance to explore the city or complete my mission, the dream ends.

I wake up in my apartment, I get up and realize with horror that the living room is a mess, which is terrible because we're moving out soon and the realtor is coming today with people to visit the apartment (that's for real). There are clothes and dishes everywhere, the floor is filthy and there's food all over the place. I start to panic because I don't have time to take care of this, I'm already late for work, and I have to write down my dream which I remember perfectly and do my workout. I try to calm down and think about the dream.

After that I'm in the dreamworld again, but with a different point of view. I can see myself from the first dream, in third person view. My character looks a lot like Robert Downey Jr. with a classy striped suit. I realize now that he is evil and that he wants the tesseract to control the world. I have to stop him.
This time around, I am Lara Croft (I am not at all obsessed with her, but apparently my mind is…). I run as fast as I can to the city before Robert gets there… But it's too late, he has found the tesseract and rules the world now. The beautiful golden towers around me are flooded with liquid concrete, which turns them into grey skyscrapers. It's not sunny anymore and things are falling apart…

This time I wake up for real, I am actually late for work, but there's no mess in the apartment, phew!

Last night I attempted another WILD.
It was a very strange night. I laid down and started my breathing and Mantra. (BTW, thanks Sageous: "Find Me" was much easier). I began to lose feeling in my arms and legs as my body shut down. pretty sure I was in SP for awhile. I didn't pay much attention to it, I just kept on concentrating on breathing and my mantra. I kept a small light on in my room but its set to go off at a certain time. While it's not 'bright' it was enough to trigger something when it went off.
As soon as the light dimmed my vision behind closed eyelids went completely dark. I told myself that was just the light going off and kept on falling. However, as soon as the light went off I felt like a shadow had covered my thoughts too. I started seeing a face but it was very unclear. My heart started racing as I thought of all the evil things it could be. Then as I was s remembered that my subconscious is ME. Anything I see is ME! I almost embraced the dark shadow in front of me. Sent those "warm feelings" towards it.

And then I fell asleep.
No lucid or non lucid dream that I can remember.

I always attempt a WBTB as well. I put on a gentle alarm at my optimal moment and I got up and got a drink and used the bathroom. When i laid back down I fell pretty quickly into sleep. When I woke I FELT like I had dreamed but have no recollection of the dream. Very strange.

So, I think I need to re-read some of the WILDing techniques about that moment right before you fall asleep. Also, I think I should get rid of the light.

I was a complete mess last night, I just didn't know how to respond to emotions of feeling pissed off, helpless, etc. I thought those same emotions would trigger something inspirational, but just more shit dreams as always.

Yes, I realize it's Super Sonic, but I'm too damn lazy to change it, sorry for you hardcore Sonic fans who MUST see the correct term or whatever....deal with it.

07.06.2012

Broken (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I just remember accidentally breaking someone's item. She looked exactly like a friend I had in High school. Let's call her Melis.

Melis gets pissed, and I forget I what I do to take care of this.

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07.06.2012

Golden Sonic Hyper Space Traveling (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I remember playing as Golden Sonic, but I also have feelings that this was mostly me instead. Anyway Golden Sonic is in space, flying in high speed....insane high speeds. He is also able to do warps were he create these little black hole to teleport to random points of the universe.

I think he needs the help of Hyper Shadow to do the warping and teleport through them as mediums.

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07.06.2012

Broken Again (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm walking inside a cafeteria, kind of like the most recent Middle School I went to in my earlier academic years. I'm just running around the area, and then I feel like eating something.

I'm still skipping around at fairy long distances, literally, and I pass by a girl who is a blonde as well in waking life. Let's call her Ysca.

She was turning around to chat with someone, but I don't recall there being anyone behind her or even far away enough for her to have to yell or anything. I didn't care, I had something to do in the mean time.

I don't know where this next part really played out in the dream, but I broke another girl's electronic item. It was pink and kind of looked like a PSP. I pause for a moment, looked into the girl's eyes.

She looked exactly like another girl I knew in middle school and some of High School. It's call her Cynt. She had light brown hair, the same slightly pale face, and her faded light brown eyes. Her slightly chubby cheeks made me attracted to her even more for some reason, though I think it's how I knew she was tall even by her sitting down.

I don't know if this was feelings of attractions, or just me looking into her because I was busy thinking what I should do since I broke a part of an item she had. I decide to stop spacing out, and said that I can give her my phone number so I can deal with the problem later. She responds back and I think she complies with my suggestion.

I leave her, and the dream environment changes completely. I think there's a goldfish, like a 3D animated cartoon-ish that is actually the owner of this fancy restaurant and dining hall building. By this point, I'm not sure if I'm just in spectator view or actually in a body listening to him, but he says he's going to basically upgrade the food section of the building.

After that's all cleared up, I walk around a bit to find the dining section, but as I'm doing so, I get a text from Alyzarin saying that she found Zhaylin, and that both of them are at some kind of University. (Something along the lines of BYU or something like that).

I honestly don't know how to respond to her text, and I forget what I do text back.

Ugh, maybe I was too afraid to respond or something. Anyway, I walk around, find the mini cafeteria or whatever the hell this place is. I see some cooks haven't set out the food as yet, I'm assuming I came in here early.

Then some lady comes out where the cooks are and tells me I need to go upstairs if I want to find food to buy. I turn around, and I realize I have white earphones on.

I see two women getting closer to me, but I don't think they're actually walking to talk to me. One looks like one of the Principals I had in High School (Cypress Lakes) and the other was Michelle Obama.

For some odd reason, I believed I was still in a school, and I quickly concealed the headphones inside of my pocket because I felt that these two were staff members. I did a horrible job of hiding it quickly because it was still popping out.

As I'm passing by Michelle Obama and the Principal, they didn't care, but I still was afraid that they might not allow earphones in a school building (but it wasn't a school building Link >.<).

I was wearing long black pants, and probably a polo shirt, maybe a warm color or some kind of shade of brown. I go upstairs, and the dream environment changes again.

I'm back to the Middle School again, and I'm at the top floor. I look at the cafeteria from below, and it still doesn't have a lot of students. I meet some random girl on the top floor who asks me something related to the vending machine. I think she said some girl had problem getting the choice she wanted when she inserted some cash inside.

I don't know what I did to respond to this.

I still think I'm mixing two dreams together, but whatever....I can't tell the difference anyway.

... imagined my (yet unmet) Physics professor explain some stuff on a green board. Looked like two solenoids.

Also remember scaling over short walls and fences in what seemed like a (dark-red) tunnel with a few of my classmates.

Not lucid for above.

Was scared shitless by a ghost-like humanoid (irrational? thats me ) walking menacingly towards me. Didn't enter/stabilize the dream (very low lucidity) Now I wish I had :\ I plan to incubate this and kick some butt.

Read somewhere 'round here that precogs which seem 'useless' might be a Spirit nudging us towards attaining a fourth sense. I've had a lot of those and I like the sound of it!

Non-dream Dream

Just a couple more fragments...

Dream 1:

I find someone who knows a manager at Citi and he introduces me. I am about to find the truth regarding why Citi is screwing with everyone (raising interest rates and lowering credit lines) but my fiance woke me up.

Dream 2:

The same house is burned down twice (did I do it?). All I know is that it is justified.

Dream 3:

In a baseball game I get thrown out going 1st to 3rd on a base hit. Then I am playing as an outfielder (right field I think) but I have a horrible arm. I can barely make the throw to the cut-off man (this is very common in my dreams).

Not much to report as I was visiting family the last couple days and just didn't sleep enough to dream. I'm actually writing from my phone right now, lol. I had a nap today and dreamed:

I'm walking by an outdoor shower, and there's someone inside that I feel an intense loathing for (but I never saw who) I tie something to the showerhouse that I know will call down a dangerous and volitile being that wwill hurt this person. I run fast away hoping that I can escape before it shows up incase it attacks whever is around not the intended target. I find myslf walking in circles thinking I'm going straight and keep ending up at the shower house. Then a beingof white light tells me I need to run before it gets me and leads me home. The being is male, and I think it was vesta but if so its the first time he's appeared in such a form. He never scolded me for summoning a bad entity to hurt someone either, and I felt terrible about it upon waking at the dream house my neighbors are loud when I walk outside to help my husband carry in groceries. The neighbors turn out to be my moms friend in scotland and his family. When I woke up for real, I had a message from him on facebook. It was the first I've gotten from him in months so that was an awesome coincidence! Unless of course, you don't believe in coincidences

A couple nights ago I dreamed I was going to the doctor. A policeman, maybe a police woman saw my license and saw that it identified me as a "small child."

The police tore up my license (it was now made of paper). This really messed me up because I was going to go to the doctor right then, but now I couldn't drive. I started crying and said she could have just scratched out where it said "small child" as the rest of the license was valid, and that part hardly mattered.

I couldn't believe she was such a bitch!

I will label entries as Quick Entry when I'm feeling too lazy to write a full entry or I missed a couple nights.

July 4th, 2012

I was non-lucid for the majority of the dream but towards the end I became lucid.

I was in my junior high. Some kid was being a bully so I said I would fight him. He said to meet him after school. Wandered around the school and peeked in classes. Went outside and ended up on a roof with some other students somehow. We were falling off when I realized I was dreaming. Looked over at a girl and said don't worry, this is only a dream. Began flying around. Landed in front of the trailer I used to live in. Bully kid was there beat the crap out of him. Woke up.

July 5th, 2012

Completely non-lucid dream.

Was in my old trailer. Hanging out with lesbian couple on a couch. They keep tickling me to the point that it makes us all uncomfortable. Walk into hallway. Dream scene shifts. Hanging out outside. Suddenly alien spaceship is in the sky. Everyone freaks out. Ship starts sucking up the entire Earth. Bits and pieces of Earth left. Ask aliens why they'd do this. They say the same thing happened to them so they go from planet to planet hoping to destroy the world of whoever did it to their planet. Tell them that it's unfair of them to do that and they've become what they hate. They realize their mistakes. Tell me to find the last survivors and board them on ht e ship. Do so. Ship finds a runway and blasts into the sky. Wake up.

I'm gonna call this my first nightmare! The nightmare that was the catalyst to my morbid fear of inanimate objects as a child..

I was with my family in the dream. My mother, father and brother were there with me in the empty apartment sleeping on the floor. The place had absolutely no furniture and was completely barren. I was trying to sleep when I heard a faint howling sound. The sound persisted so I went to investigate. What I found would scar me forever... I found a little, two dimensional, stuffed, blue and purple dog... howling.. It was in a plastic bag and it was howling.. I woke from the dream screaming my head off. From then on we would always remember what my four year old self called, "The little sewed up doggy."

I was in my friends server that im co-owner on and there was a griefer named bollis77 was on and i banned him a long time ago but this time i couldn't ban him and he was headed for my town! but thats all i remember and the server name and ip is Textcraft ip:69.25.207.74:25608

I dont remember any dreams but when i looked back at my DJ this afternoon this is what i saw.

"I am a fancy gentleman"