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Dream Fragment - "Clavines (?), a warm drink made from strawberries. (I sure wouldn't drink that! ) Posting on DV, littlezoe."

Just A DC [MILD]

I was at my old middle school, but I perceived it as my community college, and I was walking around in the hallways after a class with O. I saw this girl I used to know named AB, and then I became lucid when we were walking out of the front doors and I was asking O what he wanted to do. He said he would need to go home and take a shower before anything, and I realized that I actually still had a class to go to anyway. I turned around and waited outside the door with J, who was apparently in this class too. I lost lucidity around this time, and I don't remember much about the class except that I think it might have been an English class and it was over extremely fast. When the teacher let us go, it came back. I was walking out of the same front doors with J this time and laughed as I noted O coming back in. Still sort of in a transitional mindset, I turned to J and asked him "Is this our dream?"
"No." Well that was blunt. He started talking about something else, but I already knew I was lucid at this point and I know that J is one of my friends with the capacity for real conversation, so I wasn't putting up with this.
"Wait, why not?"
"Because it's your dream."
"Oh, so it's not a shared dream?"
"Nope, I'm just a... uh, D...C?" He looks at me inquisitively. I love that the fact that he doesn't know dream-related terms carried over into his personality, despite how aware he was.
"Yeah, 'DC'." I pause and look around. This whole time we'd been walking away from the school, first through the parking lot and now over a nearby field. I turned to him again. "Well then what do you want to do?"
He starts off a sentence with "Well, normally I...", but then the dream starts fading away. I heard more of what he said at the time and I'm pretty sure I even comprehended it (I think it was something to do with running?), but I can't remember it now. Everything faded to white, and I woke up.

They were taking over. There was a weird malfunction that killed a bunch of people. The president didn't acknowledge it so it became a conspiracy theory. I needed to merge with the machines to stop other ones. Something else about talking to my sister. She was saying she loved the guy she was with but wasn't in love. I was on an air plane while talking to her....I almost jumped out before she told me that.

Something else about a prank call that tried to make the person drive 2 hours to a restaurant, but the people were pronouncing "Primm" wrong.


Oh and crazy hi about some guy who's eyes turned blood red all of a sudden.

Just woke up because this dream was sort of like a nightmare, other "nightmares" are usually solved with my own intuition (hero d but this one got me by surprise... sorry for my bad recall, and horrible english upon waking up G:

I am with my mom (no setting just, there. Possible on carpet) and two extremely small bugs, about the size of a pebble, a white one and a red one. At sight, the bugs were kind of creepy and I wanted to smash them, something led me to not and I think my mother showed me how the can be friendly by having one crawl in her hand. So I want the red one, to play with, it crawls up my hand and it tickles, I just observe it running around in my hand, it eventually jumps down by itself and I make my hand look aggressive, like another animal, and the red insect pulls out fangs in its mouth. I really didn't want it to bite me so I stopped, and it eventually didn't want to play with me. So I go for the white insect and I play with it, but for an even longer time, and I come to like the white insect. After a while I stand up, suddenly I am in the backseat of a car in the middle to my left and right are my niece and nephew, and in front is my mom driving and my other niece in the passenger. I stumble over to my right because the red insect surprisingly jumps on my hand and I accidentally smash the white one and it makes the most horrible miniscule smashing sound ever. I am in a bit of shock, I had just made a friend and I killed it,the red one vanishes away from my focus by the sound of someone yelling, "Open the door!!". I look up to my right and see a house, the car was right next to it. We apparently had crashed and I look behind me to see the dark sky and a giant tornado. I look forward to try to open the right door, but I couldn't either because the door was up against the house wall, or maybe I was just weak from something. This next part is hard to describe, but its as if my view begins distorting by fading to black for a second then normal, and it repeats. I don't know what was happening to the car, I think it was being sucked down in a hole further down nearby, but I was really confused. At this point the only thing I really wanted was to open the door and get in the house, but I couldn't, I wake up with the need to go inside the house.

Maybe the insect colors were significant? and the natural disaster? Although it may not seem like it so some people, to me it was a nightmare.

Unless Everyone just starts dying, I don't think it'll get worse from here. Ended up having to fight off someone close to me literally, cat got hurt so I had to take her to the vet, from which we are now trying to deal with a 1000+ bill for..... and then after all that... I discovered someone very very dear to me had passed on.

The dreams have been fleeting, specially with staying up to feed n take care of our second kitten.... like the first its made sleeping at night not really doable for someone like me.

After the fight..... that night I had dreams of someone else, my step dad, slamming me into stuff in his bedroom in the dark, like.... a printer, computer desk.... I just remember yelling out to my mom to stop him before I start fighting back. Then that dream went to one of my actual dad, and I was in a vehicle with him arguing.

Only other dream I can recall having right now was one from last night where my bf's mom came in and asked him to fill out some paper work and he just shook his head and said "nope, don't really feel up to". Which just reminds me of how he was telling me how annoying it is when she or her family, or some friends of his always ask him to fill out disability or unemployment forms for them..... not really any kind of significant dream.... but thats pretty much it.

Been doing multiple reality checks a day now, I've a reason to go into the lucid stage now more than ever. Didn't get to say goodbye to him, never thought I'd have to, someone so nice, considerate.... giving. Regret not telling him sooner my feelings, by the time i found out he felt the same it was to late. On one hand due to the butterfly effect things could have been different, at the same time, if i'd been with him and they were the same..... I cannot imagine how I'd not follow him. So I am here, and he may or may not be somewhere I hope I can visit. Dream character or not, anything for one more memory.

Will let you all know how that goes.

Dream Fragment - "N and M dating, homework, drinking in the rain, train, back against the sun, O doing something...."

Bleeeeeh.

I wanted to say more, but suddenly I'm not feeling so up to it. :/ Maybe later.

This dream took place at my high school, where the sky was filled with clouds that were of a blue-grey tint, and with every crevice that lead to the sky held a crack of light that shun down upon parts of the campus. For the most part, the school was very much accurate, save for a few little things here and there. Still, kids were doing their end-of-the-year pranks, though it was quite the opposite from the reality of these summer schinanigans. Instead of throwing cold stuff, like water bottles and water balloons, in hot weather, we were throwing hot stuff, like actual lit matches, in cold weather. During a point in the dream were I was heading to my chemistry class, walking in the outside quad of the school, I noticed a boy throwing one match into the open door of an outside chemistry class. I thought it was dangerous, sure, but I went on with my life. As I walked up the stairs heading towards my classroom, I looked back at the class, though what I saw was somewhat disturbing; the partial sight of someone waving their arms in panic, the appendages ablaze with what I assumed was the fire from the match. I then looked back to the stairs, not seeming to pay much mind to it, but neither did the crowd of kids also walking to their classes. Once I got into my chemistry class, which was nothing like I remember it looking like, I took my seat in the back of the class, and I seemed strangely aloof to the whole incident previous, though I continued to wonder what the school was going to do about it and when. I told my friend John who say next to me, and he seemed to dodge the conversation and replace it with something irrelevant, though not long after, a voice came onto the speakers and announced "All students and faculty, please evacuate the school." I knew what this was about, though no one else did, it would seem. I walked out with my friend John, walking down the halls of the school which were quite gray and depressing. John was just making jokes, and that appalled me, but I seemed still aloof to the whole situation.
This dream was similar to the incident that happened during my junior year in high school, where a boy jumped to his death from one of the buildings, though i was much more distraught then.

The next dream, weirded me out a bit. I was Lara Craft from the Tomb Raider series. I was told to spy on some group of guys, and so I did, with this circular red helicopter that had the ability to also go on two legs. I went to my target and simply watched over them with little stealth at all. They were playing cards, and that's all I really remember.

10.06.2012

Flipping out! (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in what I assume to be my school, yet it was nothing like it. I was flipping out in the "library" for some reason. I said every swear word I could think of. I was with my girlfriend and I got kicked out. Later, stupid ass kids kept telling me, "Hey Tristan I heard you yelled and got kicked out of the library!" And that was all I heard the rest of the day. Fucking pissed me off! But that's about all I remember.

June 10

Walking. A campus. Reminiscent of UP Diliman. Early in the morning. Everyone else are nude. But I can't see clearly. I don't have glasses. I think I looked at their sexual parts. The area looked like a sauna, with pools everywhere, although it's a forest-like area. There are a lot of people. They all looked at me like I don't belong there.

I reached a certain pool area, and saw a nude guy climbing out of the pool. Found my glasses. Went back. Now everyone has clothes, and don't notice me.

I was in a house with friends. We were watching a movie. They asked what kind of movie we wanted to watch if there's a grinding noise in the background. A horror movie?

A table. I was sitting beside Elias, to his right. Then his head rested on my head. I wondered if he's trying to let me know what he feels, or if he's just drowsy. Seems both, but mostly drowsy. I carried him to a bed. He changed into someone I don't know. Dance?

I'm with a couple of investigators who are following a "suspect" as he gets on a train. They think he's skipping town. The guy passes right by me, and I notice that he looks totally non-threatening. In fact, he looks more like Santa Claus.

I was playing runescape with my cousin/nephew. they were both combined lol. well, i was playing runescape when he wanted to play. so i let him play, i had to go somewhere (i forgot where). but when i came back he was in the grand exchange in a PVP world and a guy was killing me with my BANK on me... I died then i was freaking out then i woke up thinking it was real.

I keep wanting to WILD but I'm too much of a bitch to do it, lol.

10.06.2012

Total confusion (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was at my mom's house waiting to get picked up by my dad to go to my dad's. I was packing my stuff and I couldn't find everything I needed. I was packing my clothes to take but I did not have enough. At this point my mom tried telling me, "Come on! Your mom and Homer are waiting outside!" I did not realize this abnormality. I looked outside to see my mom and Homer in Homer's old 2 door red Cavalier. What the fuck... and my mom was in my mom's house with me? So confusing! Yet I still could not get lucid... Anyways, apparently I wasn't going to be able to get back to my room after I left, because it was considered, "school" which again makes no sense whatsoever, lol. I went to make my bed, but then realized the "janitor should do it." Then I was debating whether or not I should take my sheets off because the janitor would be doing that anyways. I heard Homer shut the car's ignition off, because I was taking so long. I woke up sometime after this.

10.06.2012

Poetry Games (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was with my English class at some park. We had to write these poems using only certain objects on the paper, and we had to write three different poems using the objects. I was the first one done, and when you were done you had to throw the poem down this slide to the side of you. I eventually threw mine in 3 times and was done, yet Mrs. Whipkey(who was my 10th grade English teacher) said it was not done and that I had to do two of them over. At this point, the dream skipped and we were outside my mom's house and it was snowing like crazy. Austin in my english class started flipping shit and threw himself in the snow. The snow covered him. Some kid I never saw before named Evan was laying on his back in the snow. After awhile Austin continued to scream and flip out. Me and Jade(also in my english class) were not sure if we should be laughing or not. Jade eventually uncovered Evan and asked, "Evan??" Evan looked dead. Snow covered him, and he had some strange dark brown liquid filling up the inside of his mouth, lol. We just ignored Austin. That's all I remember though.

10.06.2012

Blowing a load, lol. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

My girlfriend was giving me a handjob, and as I was about to blow my load I told her and she put her mouth on my dick and caught it in her mouth and she swallowed. I asked her what it tasted like but I don't remember what she said.

-there's a girl who will be staying at my house for about a week sometime, I haven't seen her at all-

I'm in my kitchen... playing Runescape on my laptop where my microwave normally is.. I'm home alone and I hear the door open. It's the girl that will be staying for about a week. She walks in the kitchen and is astonishingly attractive and looks about a year older than me. She was probably my height and had brownish hair that went to her shoulders.

She said that she had met me in real life before, and that she played games too. I showed her my account for like a minute and changed the subject. I stood up and talked to her for about 30 seconds. Out of nowhere, things really heat up. Not going into detail, but let's say PG-13. We somehow make it into my bedroom when I realize something. Lips turn into tongue. Not her tongue, my dogs! It was so gross, I put my head in my closet to wipe off some dog saliva on a towel. I go back into the kitchen and she's there again. I don't remember anything after that

I dreamed that an old Victorian home was left to me in a will. There were so many valuables in the home (mostly antique clothing, that in my dream was extremely valuable). There was a man in the house who was going to list all of the items on eBay for me and help me sell them. I fell completely in love with this man. We were making out and slept together. We even told each other we loved each other and in the dream I felt a HUGE love for this man. A love like i have never felt before. I could not stop touching him.

[CENTER][SIZE="4"][B]6/9/2012 - Slurpees[/SIZE]
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[I]I couldn't remember anything last night, probably thanks to a poor-quality sleep! :([/I]

All I know is my dream had something to do with slurpees and Linkin Park.

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Dungeon at the Rook

I was in a dungeon. It was stone, dark, and miserable. I wasn't locked in, but I was behind a cell door. There were square holes in the wall in the room behind my door that were designed to offer some sort of product. There were coin returns like the ones on old coke machines or video games. I was collecting money from all the coin returns, and I wasn't supposed to.

I turned and looked out the cell door. In the walkway outside my cell, there were other holes in the wall about the size of a microwave oven. They had bars over them and they were black inside. They were cells.

I figured who ever they once held could not enter from that side. There must have been a way to get into those cells from another entrance. I thought how miserable it would have been to be locked up in one of those cells.

I started getting nervous that I was locked in, so I looked at the door. It was open. I pushed it and walked out. I looked up and out a large opening in the rock wall that led outside. A truck circled into the parking area above us.

I was with someone now. We ducked, but he thought it was his brother coming to pick us up. We were excited to get out of there. Then it seemed it may not be his brother. That's OK. We were out of the cell.

Dream skip

I have a bird's-eye view of the building with the dungeon. It is stately and looks like a government building. The main entrance is round, and then there are rectangular portions extending outwards. There is a newspaper in the plastic bag on the roof of the building at the edge of the main part of the building. It was odd even in my dream.

Dream skip

I am in a room inside the building. There is a party going on. An Asian women says, "Everyone from C-53 get together for a picture" or something like that. Some older gentlemen get together on a sofa for a picture. My stupid brother runs to a chair. It is off to the side, but it is obvious he wanted to get in the picture. The Asian woman says, "I you are C-42--what are you doing?" or something like that.

A woman shows me a strange camera called a C-9 I think. I'm not sure all these alpha-numeric identifiers are correct. They may not have been so similar in my dream.

The girls camera had a weird handle. It was a bar that you grip, and teh camera was built onto it. Anyway, I overheard someone say that the name of the building was The Rook. I assumed it had to do with the shape of the main part of the building being round like a rook in Chess.

Swimming Party

I'm in a pool teaching a young woman how to swim. She was a little heavy set and hispanic. She was cute. She had very dark eyes. She was on her back. I took her hair in my right hand and felt it so that she wouldn't realize as it was under water. I felt a wet handful of hair very vividly. I rubbed it on my leg.