non-lucid

Awake|Dreaming|Lucid

This dream will probably be hard to put in to story because it happened 2 nights ago because I was too ill to type it up yesterday. I also changed the "Dreaming" part from cyan to deep sky blue as people had trouble reading the super bright cyan. Anyway here goes the dream.

This dream started with me at school again. It wasn't the first dream I had that night, but the most clear. I was walking up to a group of friends who I usually don't hang around with but I was. I started mentioning to them about a game I played, then the dream shifted in to me actually playing the game. It was very similar to the game "Age of Empires". I was just moving the camera around the map then my controller ran out of battery so I changed controllers. I only have one controller but in this dream I had 2 xD, anyway after I switched controllers I decided I would spy on the enemy base. They only had 3 soldiers in their base, but they were shown as yellow dots. The terrain of this game was grassy and had lots of dark trees everywhere. After spying on the enemy I somehow switched in to first person and built a town center (what you use to make people on the game) and made some people. At this point the dream skipped to a place where I was alone in the enemy base. It was an arabian style prison that looked like it had been bombed or attacked by something. I was going to creep inside to take a look when I heard a female voice. She looked like a prisoner. She said something about it being empty, so I went inside and looked around. It was dark and had broken bikes in it, I have no idea why haha. A guy walked out next to the lady and I lowered myself in to hiding but the woman shouted something at me, it sounded aggressive as if she were giving my position away so I ran up some stairs ahead of me and the dream ended.

That is it for this dream. It was pretty vivid at the prison part, so I guess I enjoyed this dream. Also I hope you find the darker text better to read. I know I do! Thanks for reading through it you have.

I can't remember what happened before, but I'm at my house and I find out my parents are robbing a bank. Somehow I can see through the security cameras a bit. Anyway, my parents get home with $300K. I'm fretting, thinking the cops are gonna turn up any second. Then I find out this crazy guy was in the bank going nuts with a gun before all this happened so I was hoping the cops would go after him instead. Then I start listening to Wammy's theme from Death Note. I'm not sure if I'm playing this on the guitar I got from my previous dream or not. I'm 80% sure the answer is no, but not certain. Anyway, that's what happened. I think I need better dream recall...

#002 | The Mentally Disabled | a nursing home | Day | Short-Medium

Okay, a bit of background information here:
Yesterday, some guys from my confirmation class and I went to a special nursing home for old and mentally disabled people. It was really interesting talking to them (or at least trying to do so) and I learned quite a few things regarding the contact with those people.
My dream wasn’t really different from what I was doing that day… in fact, a lot of things reoccurred. I talked to some people I met that day, but I don’t remember the exact conversations. Later, we went for a walk. (Well, I pushed their wheelchairs; we talked and looked at the nature.) Together, we visited a little farm (which we also had visited the time I was there for real) and looked at the rabbits and horses. An older women was nearly crying out of happiness when I caught one of the rabbits (it was the white and caramel-coloured one I also had seen yesterday) and handed it to her so she could pet it. When we got back I played a board game, which I think is called “Ludo” in English, with an elderly gentleman. Then the doctor came for their daily examination and we had to go. And that’s when the dream ended.

After I woke up I did a quick reality check which proved to be redundant and scribbled down some notes regarding my previous two dreams. Then I went back to sleep.

I am standing in a unknown room filled with people, a person standing next to me says
"potassium, people prefer active chlorine!"
i reply "ya, pure potassium spontaneously combusts on contact with water"
as i walk away i hear something about a lab with gold and some other element (tantalum) so i make my way to the edge of the room and grab a large plastic tub labeled GA,GEF.

at this point my alarm goes off and just before i open my eyes the last thing i see is a turtle moving across a sandy beach.

I was too lazy to write down the first dream I recalled from last night.

The 2nd one entailed a conversation about relationships with a guy named Whip or Willow Whip. something like that.

1:
Me and Sigurd were not really talking. But it was coming along.
Astrid was the connection between us, I was very happy alltogether, anyway. Something is just way better than nothing.
I was hanging with my friends when Astrid went out to play football and I started counting my fingers. There was something fishy about the whole scenery.
Five fingers. I pinched my nose. Air came trough, and I thought that I wasn't holding it right. I tried again; more air, but a little less than before. Wtf! This couldn't possibly be a dream, could it? I felt a sudden urge to convince myself otherwise (for whatever reason..)
I counted my fingers. Now I counted six, but as I looked at my hand again, I saw five. Must have counted wrongly.
Counted again- six. When I looked at my hand I saw five. I wanted to tell my friends about my counting-glitch, but tried one more time.
Six fingers. Five. This scared me; was something wrong with my brain? I turned around to look at an icecream booth at the other end of the hall. There was a lady behind the disk, but no icecream or commercial. I tried looking for something dream-like, something blurry or wrongly placed. What is odd is that I didn't think at all that the icecream booth in the hall of my school was a little out of place.

I remember being with my mom in her car. She was driving us around. It seems like we were younger than usual. My little brother was with me in the backseat. My mom talked to us about how dangerous driving could be, and that you always have to be careful and aware. She told us to buckle up.

While my mom was stopped at an intersection, I tried to buckle both my brother and I. It took a bit, but I finally got the right buckle in its right slot. I remember my brother laughing and saying, “That’s cool.” When I accidentally buckled us together.

So… apparently my first task in order to learn lucid dreaming is to improve my dream recall - this is the main reason this journal here exists. So when I went to sleep yesterday, I told myself several times to remember my following dreams.
And, well… it worked! In fact, I (more or less) remembered six dreams!

#001 | The Aerodrome Volcano | At the airport | Night | Very Short

My first dream this night was probably influenced by me looking out of the window and observing the planes flying by shortly before I fell asleep. I found myself standing behind a giant iron grid which surrounded an airport. The airport building was located to my left, but I didn’t pay a lot of attention to it, since my eyes were fixed on the area right in front of me. At the back stood a large control tower probably sending signals to the approaching planes – as it was blinking red. Actually, I noticed a lot of lights blinking everywhere, but they didn’t catch my attention since they glowed pretty dim. There were also a few planes and cars standing or driving around, but no people in sight… though it seemed to be quite lively.
Suddenly, when the second and third planes were trying to land, the ground began to stagger. Not the realm where I was standing, but the airport area. Then, slowly the cars and planes started melting into that ground, which was also gradually becoming liquid. The felt air temperature rose and it seemed like the aerodrome in front of me was on the verge of becoming a volcano. The other planes nosedived into the ground and then melted, too, whereupon I woke up.

After waking up I felt incredibly tired and fell asleep again after a few minutes – leading to the next dream.

First

I'm playing a board game with my wife and X. There are pieces of the game board in a miniature scenery, and we all have small soldiers standing on the pieces. They can attack each other and try to conquer the pieces. X has the upper hand and we are plotting her defeat. As we try to see her side we get smaller, until we are walking on a road, on a scouting trip to see the size of her army.

Second

I'm at a crossing, on foot, waiting for to turn green. I'm actually a bit away from the crossing point, which is badly situated in my opinion. Some people look at me when the light turns and I cross the road at the wrong place. A couple of them are actually crossing at the place, but are still looking at me like I'm doing something wrong.

There is a subway stop, that's where I'm getting to, and next to it there are two tourists, apparently lost. They are standing in about half a meter of snow, and they are naked. I think they must be cold. They ask me if that is the subway station and I say yes. They go inside.

I go there too, and there are stairs leading up. I see a door and jump of the railing to get to it. It's the wrong one, and I climb a bit further and get to the right door.

Black means non lucid
Orange means semi lucid
Blue means lucid
Red means dream characters talking
Purple means possible shared dreaming person
Green means notes


Got it? Great! Now grab a bite to eat and enjoy reading my dreams!


Dream #1 Recurring Nightmare of mine.

Spoiler for Theme Of The Dream:

Im in a hallway walking with agirl who reminds me of Jessica Simpson. She is cute, and starts tellling me about her favorite songs that she has downloaded into her celphone. Im listening to her, but im also starting to become a bit creeped out by what is laying at the end of the hallway. The Jessica Simpson looking girl kept talking away not paying any attention to what im looking at, So i point at the end of the hall and she says..

"Oh my God! Thats a dead body laying there in the middle of that hallway!"

She starts dialing on her celphone calling an ambulance and walking away further and further because her reception was bad of something like that. So im now feeling a bit uncomfortable just standing there in the hallway like this, so i decide to walk away when i hear my name being called in the distance.

"Q."

I turn around.





The bloody body is just standing there staring at me from a distance. I just froze standing there. It starts walking towards me and i feel like i want to wake myself up, because i knew it was a dream in a way.. but was not completely sure. (Sounds wierd i know) but at the same time i felt like the dead body wanted to tell me something but what? It starts getting closer to me, to the point i can smell the dead odor reeking thru the damp bloody body bag. I almost gag, but hold it together. We are now face to face and i try not to stare to hard at her for some reason whenver i exert my eyes to the floor, she would say..

"LOOK AT ME!"

(In a very harsh demanding tone)

I look back up at her and feel a bit terrified she is reaching her arm out to me but i close my eyes and wake up. Damn..im such a punk! Lol


4:45 - 4:55 am. Did some intense subconscious training, and went back to sleep.


WILD Dream #2 Unfinished Business.


Im now walking to an upstairs hallway to find two girls at the far end of the hallway. I pause for a second and start to ask myself..

"How did i end up here? And what am i suppose to be doing?"

BINGO! I hit lucidity right here and start walking down the hallway. I ask both of the twin girls where can i find IT the clown, they look at eachother and smile and grab eachothers hand and start walking me down a darker more creepier part of the hallway. They look at eachother laughing and look at me and both say at the same time..

"Hehe. Don't be afraid...you are the nightmare remember?"

I get this sinister grin on my face and say..

"Oooh yea, i am are'nt i? (laughing crazy)

(The little girls start laughing)


Nightmare, I am the Nightmare!

I shapeshift myself into Candyman, and start roaming thru the shadowy dark hallways yelling at the top of my lungs...

"IIIIIIT! COME OUT, AND FACE THE MONSTER OF YOUR DREAMS! I AM YOUR WORST NIGHTMARE, AND DON'T YOU EVER FORGET THAT!" (Laughing like a mainac)
It is very silent, you can hear a pin drop it is so quiet. My mind is racing with a million thoughts on how i want to take this clown out. I walking and getting very impatient. Wait a min...i got it! Hehehe i can find that clown at the circus. (Laughing)


Final dream: Clowns worst nightmare



I am now at some creepy looking carnival there is weird circus music going off and i have only one thing on my mind..
MURDER THE CLOWN!
I start killing clowns and finding other victims nearby. Innocent victims i tell them to run, as i have no intentions of hurting them. All of a sudden.. i hear a very familier laugh.



"Soo you want to see me?"

"You got balls of steel to show up you know that?"

He laughs and we exchange unfriendly words to one another.

"Well, i hope you had your last meal. Because its time to DIE!!!"

I run at him with my hook raised in the air about to gut him like a fish. He teleports and starts laughing. I get pissed and start tearing the place apart. There are other clowns he sends at me, i fight them all off killing off his pawns with my bloody hook. I even send bees and flies to his clowns and start laughing.

"Stop sending all of your damn foot soidiers at me and face me you damn coward!"

He starts laughing teleporting again as im trying to swipe at him. Then it finally hits me, i need to try and manipulate the surroundings. (Something i rarely do in dreams) my energy is pulsating and everything gets slower i hear my heartbeating. I see him teleporting and try and sense his energy he appears left, right, behind me, in front of me. I try and read him like a chess board and finally strike at him like a cobra!

I like him in my arms he is screaming now like a little girl saying...

"Noooo, please let me gooo!"

(I laugh like a maniac)

"You had your time to play clown, but playtime is over..."

(Laughing again)

I raise my arm and jam my hook right into his left eye. Then i take my hook and jam it up his nostrils goin further and further until i hear a crunching sound. It gets quiet, blood is spewing out of his face and all over the place he falls face first to the ground.

(Laughing like a maniac)

"Yes, yes, YES! I AM THE NIGHTMARE!!!"

(Laughing again)

It starts thundering and raining, and i feel the dream closing in on me and i wake up.


Notes: I have finally killed that damn clown that has tormented me as a child! I feel like i can take on anything now. =D That clown use to haunt me every single night! Now that the tables have been turned...i should pay Jason Vorhees a visit next...

I'm in the living room of my old house, looking at my TV which is playing a GIF of Victorique. My mom says I'm annoying because of something and I go into the Study to eat some candy.

I'm at some sort of convention (a mall?) and I'm taking my friend to meet Nico Bellic's VA. We go sit in a room and when I sit down, an (artist?) guy puts his fingers on my head. He starts talking about how I can 'grab' certain colors, and my head starts to...tighten up, I guess? I can see the colors and my head starts to vibrate violently. His face was blue and his hair was orange. I tell him that my head hurts and he tells me that it's okay, because the French have that in common with me. (Lol?) Then I wake up.

- Walking down a street that I think was Shopstreet, me and Liam take a turn left which brings us down a very short street. We pass that girl I used to like, I see her out of the corner of my eye. She's opening an ice cream freezer, and accidentally breaks the door of it off. It falls on the ground and ice shatters everywhere.
Me and Liam walk on by, down to a pound shop filled with Asians. We look around, I can't remember if we buy anything though.

Starting to realize how often anonymous Asian people turn up in my dreams.

Edit: I remember finding out what movies were coming out in 2014. Among them was the US version of Death Note. Light Yagami was going to be played by some guy called Roe Bryan I think...? It was Roe something anyway.

I'm in a shop, and I must remember to go to a new pet store in town after! However I soon find myself in a strange world where I owe my sister $5000. I might go kill some monsters and sell the loot to a merchant. Actually there's a strange guy that's always slapping his knees at Hyrule Market. I heard he buys fish for $500 a pop. I might do that! But now I'm finding myself in an Op-shop. I find a bass guitar in bad condition. The cords are especially bad. It's $15, so I'll buy it.

So I'm practicing with it. Now I'm suddenly rocking Zelda's Lullaby better than it's probably even possible in real life. Now I'm playing Light's theme from Death Note, which is going perfectly. But wait, now I'm in a shopping mall? There's a black guy from America telling me about some Super Street Fighter tournament. Sounds interesting, but I wanna play some more guitar first. Whoops, can't do that, I'm awake now. Oh well.

05.16.2012

Political Science Class Moved (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I don't really want to remember much from this dream, kind of boring and pointless seeing as I already took the class.

I'm upstairs in a building with carpet flooring, it's dark blue or something like that. I'm following some blonde female in a pink tank top and skirt. I'm wondering where the Political Science Exam is being held, and there's nobody in the room I think it's supposed to be in.

Then I found out it's pretty close by, and I follow the blonde I believe. By this point, I'm not even sure if it was an exam we had to take, because people were asking what they can do if they couldn't finish the assignment right.

The professor said that he's willing to the person who asked start over again, and then tells everyone they can fix anything they think is wrong, and wants us to start doing it immediately.

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05.16.2012

Girl with Tentacles (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Wait what? I saw this in my notes, and I don't recall ANYTHING from this lmao.

I guess that's what it was....girl with tentacles...wow....I really should've taken the time to type it when waking up....

Must've been those images I saw late at night.....

Well...I already said too much there.....

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05.16.2012

Dead Bear (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm going back to my apartment, I see the blonde neighbor that lives two doors to the left of me in waking life. She tells me "Hi," and she was busy talking to someone.

I think I respond, then I go to open the door, go inside, and find a lot of changes to my apartment, but I didn't do a reality check....I'm not even at my apartment in waking life right now...

My father shows up at one point, forget what he does, I go outside, I see a dead bear, or at least it looks dead. It's laying on its back with arms and legs spread out. I think me or someone pulls it in.

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05.16.2012

Bunny Girl Porn? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Uh....this was in my notes as a dream, but I guess it was just me watching some kind of Bunny Girl Hentai or something....

I'm On Stage with Asking Alexandria and we are playing A whole set that in Order goes I Once Could Have Possible Been A CowBoy King, If You Can't Ride Two Horses At Once, To The Stage, Breathless, Another Bottle Down, and Reckless and Relentless. I'm Playing Guitar and Singing or Screaming Back Up but the whole band is there, its like I'm A guest Appearance.

I'm walking through the woods with my step dad, and were hunting something, but were in a swampy area and were going down a really sharp hill. I hear beautiful Classic like music, but it is only Strings Percussion and Piano, I wish I could Remember Because I know at the Time I thought It was the most beautiful music I heard. I wish I could Record It for the World.

I wake up in my aunties bed at her house, which isn't that unusual considering that when I used to live with her while I was in high school she would wake me up when she got up and let me go there from the couch. Anyway my cousin comes walking in the room and we chat for a bit. then I get up and go through the house to the kitchen. I see a bag if mcdonalds, I reach in and grab a hash brown patty thing. I walk back to the room and doug gets pumped seeing the McDonalds and gets up to go get one, but some of his nephews grab the last and walk into the room across the hall, and doug sits down and says that he hates those kids. So I say, Why Don't we just go to McDonalds if he wants some. We start walking down the road with his older brother and some other people. I wake up suddenly, and realise it was a dream, a really realistic one, I close my eyes and immediately fall back in, except now were already just down the road from McDonalds, and there are some cops sitting where they always are on the highway, and they are staring at us. We drive past and park at McDonalds. Every one orders ahead of me While I go through the menu and I have six dollars.I have never ate anything in a dream that I can actually remember eating and there was a post I read about it on DV last night so I want to try some good stuff. I notice that there are some new Items that are a specialty milkshake thing.Apple in chocolate, Pistachio in Chocolate and Fudge in Chocolate. They are all labled and 2.98 for the large so I order the Apple In Chocolate Large with two Cheesburgers and A McChicken. Suddenly some really hot girl gets in line right beside me. She Is dressed in all black, Sheer Top with A Leather? Mini Skirt, and she has streaks of her hair dyed blue and a tiny nose piercing. I Immediately introduce myself and ask her her name. She replies and I immediately notice her accent placing her from the Czech Republic and she has a beautiful accent. I comment on it then kiss her, and turn around because my order is up. Except the guy only gave me a small and when I point it out he throws a fit so I freak out and throw it in his face then jump over the counter. I use my mind to throw him to the ground and pin the rest of the staff against the wall. I start to make my own and grab a couple of burgers and A large fry. I then throw my six dollars on the floor and reach into my pocket and throw some quarters down too. I hop over the counter and walk up to where everyone is waiting for me at the outdoors table. I walk up and try to teleport all of us back to my aunties by blinking, but when I open my eyes I'm laying in bed. I Immediately close my eyes and get back in. I then tell them that we have to get out of there and they say No I can do it alone. I get pissed then turn and study my hands for stability and start flying away. I start flying way high up out of the atmosphere and toward the moon. Eventually I pass an astronaut and I am almost to the moon, then the phone rings.