non-lucid

Dream Fragment - I was on some random psychedelic(s), as were lots of other people. I gave an old, old friend C and this guy D some psychedelics of their own and even some money to get more when they run out, but they still weren't very thankful and came running right back when they wanted more.

Dream Fragment - Lots of my friends took some 2C-T-7, and a separate group of my friends also took it but with DPT, totally unplanned, and then they ran into each other while tripping. The dream was mostly the next day and I was just listening to them talk about how awesome their trips were.

hello people, i just woke up and i remember some fragments of a very weird dream
this is the traduction(i will post the original, in spanish, if someone want's me to, it is easyer to understand):

It was a town like "chacabuco". We arrived in a car to a church. it had a highway on the side of it (right side), and a bird was standing in the "wall" of the highway(you know, like when there is a pillar holding the highway?), "picking" the other wall/mini-stripe-of-material next to it. then my dad told me something and I STARTED TO FEEL, SMELL, HEAR AND SEE like an animal (i believe i "possesed" him somehow, like taking over his body). i/him started to run through a park/forest that was near the church and when i/him was eating a bird, A NUMBER WOULD COME OUT OF THE BIRD counting how many i already ate. this went for a while, and in a moment i jumped to the top of a small building, closer to the church. i saw a bunny, and i ate it, but the number didn't was from 3 to 4, or 7 to 8, it was like 12-19 or something like that. i looked back and i saw my father, who told me "did you see that they are better?" (that would be: "¿viste que son mejores?).
I believe that the animal was a fox, a dog or a wolf.
i did some childish drawing of a "map" of the whole place, i am redoing it again in paint and i will upload it
thank you for reading

I was in a store and the two guys were talking about MLP. They were debating about something. I asked if I could tape their conversation, for some reason, and they said ok. I had a tape recorded in my pocket, and I started to record them.
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I was in a huge church. I brought a bowl of lucky charms in and started drinking the milk. I saw my dad across the aisle, making a face that said "put that away."
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I think this one was in 3rd person. There were a bunch of animals hiding under my bed, at first it was just dogs. Then they ran out and went outside, where they went into a train station of some king and sat at a table with an elephant, a lion, and some penguins.

I remembered so many dreams after I woke up, but now that I'm in front of computer I only remember two. >.>

dream 1 - I was a hawk myself. I was staring into a golden eagle's eye in front of me - It had yellow eye, I imagined its eye in green color to get the feeling of 'awareness' (semi-LD?). The golden eagle and another hawk flew away, and I flew with them together too, across the pink sky. And then I was on the tree branch, staring people down the street. Somebody commented on my appearance.

dream 2 - I did WILD but I was lucid in low level. I was riding Ikran with Atras and Katsuno, and maybe juroara. Don't remember any detail Atras said something to guide us...

dream 3 - I was on DV and got a pm from someone that I should mass pm active members again, with pictures and vid clips. I replied, 'umm...okay' and then I got 2 pms from Shockwave, and Oceanboy. And then I was looking at twitter page, my fav rock band posted a picture of famous Korean comedian I know together with them. They said he was funny as hell.

I could not recall the whole dream, there are some holes in this dream (Non-lucid)

I was in a cave, deep underground trying to find gold.
Suddenly i was at the surface again where i saw "The ginie with a dirty mind" he said he would grnd me one wish
I asked some of my friends about what i should wish. i can´t remember what they said to me, but i wished myself HUGE feets
so he fulfilled my wish and got huge feets WTF!
And then i woke up...

I only had a short kind-of boring and dream last night. Plus it really didn't make sense and felt very 'fuzzy'. I've been ill and I think its affecting my recall

My wife was trying to get a job at a coffee house for some reason but they gave it to her 11 year old brother instead. She was upset and had even proved that she was good at multi tasking by walking our two dogs and talking to the coffee shop owner at the same time so apparently thought she'd got the job in the bag...

Her brother rang up and was excited about his new job but was explaining that people felt they could push him around because of his age. When he was explaining what happened on his first day I could see him at the shop and then could see him walking around his house on the phone even though I was at my house the whole time.

My sister in law and her boyfriend had come round to visit and I noticed that her bf had cut his hair-which is usually dark brown and curly. It was now a mohawk, straight and mousy brown. I thought it was very out of character.

I decided to make my wife a chocolate biscuity pudding with chocolate sauce to cheer her up about not getting the job. I was going to mix melted chocolate with biscuits and then mix chocolate with golden syrup for the sauce. I tried to use a bar of chocolate as a plate to melt another bar of chocolate on until I realised that both bars would melt in the microwave. Then I woke up...

After I awoke from the failed lucid this morning, I got up, went to the restroom (as usual), drunk some cold water, turned the fan up to medium, and went back to bed. It was 6 A.M.

First thing I remember is flying through space and looking towards a cluster of stars. Then I thought about being there. Now, I'm in front of a white planet called Meldoras [Updated 5-5-2012]. I've never seen one of those before. I'm not sure if it was all white because of the clouds or not but it was pretty.

Next thing I know, I'm on this white planet and I'm the member of a black family. My family and I were sitting at a table eating food. I don't know if I was a guy or girl but I was a whole lot smaller than what I am in real life and very slim. I was definitely somebody else. It was me and about three guys. The really big, fat guy I definitely remember.

I recall after we ate, we cleared the table, but the big guy was still hungry. I went with him to another room where we kept food stocks--we had a lot of food.... He was looking at packages of rice and pulled one out. It was oddly shaped--like the rectangle packs of bread you buy at any convenience store, except the rice packaging was white. And it had "Rice" written on the bottom. Interesting.

I also had a conversation with the skinny guy. I had no idea what his name was, lol. We were standing in the kitchen by the table which was now cleared of plates and food. We, or rather I was talking about E.T. Go figure. I said "Yeah, they're definitely here. Although, they'd prefer to stay out of the spotlight." And he was like "You believe in aliens?" And I said "Yeah. When you die, then you'll believe me. You'll see. And don't you ever forgot that I told you so." Don't know why, but he was about to start crying. Guy must've been something like 40 years old.

We decided to go shopping. I think the big guy requested it. We, uh, we took an elevator to the surface.... Hmm. An elevator? And as we walked out of the building, I turned around and looked at it. I thought that that building looked like a court house at first, then realized that it looked EXACTLY like the Roman Pantheon! And there were really high brick walls on both sides of the Pantheon. I did look up at the sky but I don't recall it being all white but I knew I was on the white planet. The sky was blue with clouds just like Earth. The sun caught my attention though. It looked strange.

The White Planet - Meldoras

This is an excellent example of what the planet I saw looked like.



The Roman Pantheon

This was one of the many Earth-type planets. As we were walking to the shopping mall, I remember seeing a police car, but it didn't have "police" written on it--it said something else. The street was narrow and there were tons and tons of buildings on either side as far as the eye could see. Next thing I know, I'm holding up a McDonalds bag and I'm staring at it. "Wow!" I thought. This isn't the Earth I'm from, however, they also have McDonalds. The design was VERY similar to McDonalds but it wasn't McDonalds. The logo on the bag looked exactly like this:

Large B, strange symbol, large W on the bag.

Shopping Mall

Now, I'm we're in the mall...... And this place is so freakishly huge, I can not see the end of the isle and there doesn't appear to be an end to either direction. The ceiling was far up there. I mean far.... Somehow I got a good look from high above while we were walking; it was as if I left my body and flew around the place. There were shelves full of food as far as the eye could see and here we were pushing a single, normal sized cart. It was packed to the rim with food though, haha.... I woke up and it was 7:05 A.M.

Dream Duration: 1 Hour

I had a really scary FA, where I was really awake, and I could see things! I'm in a room that isnt my own (i didnt notice until later) this ghoulish figure was moaning and leaned over like a slouch. His eyes glowing slightly greenish yellow.. He kinda looked like my brother. Anyway the First time i noticed him i told him to go away, he did - then he'd keep coming back... I could barely say "go away" I managed to get my leg out of my bed to kick him. My foot hit the wall and i hurt my foot - that was when the dream was replaced by my real room..

Getting shivers just writing this! Was this some sort of hallucination?

Took a trip to Hawaii with my Tongan friends xD as we were leaving the hotel I was playing the guitar. The ending theme to Spongebob Square pants. Woke up with the melody still playing in my head. How nice

Now only if I had a guitar to play with...

I haven't been lucid yet, but I am starting to remember my dreams.

03.23.2012

Where are we going to?....Tommo?, Bed needs an Oil change, Calling my Mother, Just Get Out Already

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: Where are we going to?....Tommo?

I remember the dream starting out where I'm sitting in the passenger seat, and someone is giving me a ride to somewhere.

It seems they stopped near a few stores are that linked together, and I asked them, "Where are we going to?"

I can't remember if they responded to me or not, but we both get off, and I still have no clear image of this person who gave me the ride. I thought we were headed for Gamestop, seeing as we're parked close to it.

I try to open the door to Gamestop, but I'm having difficulty opening it, the door is opening, but not even all the way.

It seems the game store isn't even opened as yet, in fact, it looks abandoned and empty because it's dark and there are white walls that are not filled with anything. I decided I should just give up since I'm struggling to open the door, but the person that I'm not even paying attention too opens it for me with ease.

I follow this person through this dark and empty area, and there's another door in front of us, and I just follow the other person's footsteps, and suddenly we're in another dark area, but it looks more like someone's house.

In this area, there seems to be another door in front of us, but I think it was just a house bathroom this time, and the person goes in. After I'm waiting and staring at the partial darkness, I see a cockroach on the floor, and it is really huge.

If you spread your index finger and thumb all the way, that's how huge it was (size may vary ).

I didn't really panic seeing this cockroach, I was just looking at it and making sure I didn't make sudden movements because I wanted to kill this thing. It was moving its antennas freely, and it probably didn't even notice that I was there.

What I said after seeing the cockroach is what really confuses me, I'm not sure if I really said this, but from what I remember, this is what I asked the person in the bathroom or whatever room they're in.

I asked, "Tommo?" in a quiet voice to make sure the cockroach wouldn't try to move quickly. The person, who apparently is supposed to take the role of Tommo now opens the door quietly.

He asks me, "What's going on?" and I tell him that there's a huge cockroach on the floor near us. I think he gets a blue broom, and slowly creeps behind the cockroach and slams the broom on it.

I can't remember what else happened after that.

Dream 2: Bed needs an Oil change

I'm with my mother, and we're near some bed. For some odd reason, we treat this bed like it's a car or something, because apparently things like the oil gauge needs a new change, and the fuel ran out as well.

I first checked the oil gauge of the bed, and I pour some random liquify contents from a container I didn't even pay attention to, I just assume it's going to help will filling up the oil gauge.

I see my mother trying to pump air into what seems to be an empty lotion bottle, (now that I'm awake, what she's doing is clearly freaking stupid, especially using a mini air pump to fill air into it). She's trying hard to pump air into it, and I ignore her stupid interaction with this lotion and air pump, and I find the gasoline levels of the bed is empty.

At first it didn't seem like it, but after fiddling with it for a while, it was clearly empty. I can't remember much after that.

Dream 3: Calling my Mother

I'm on the phone because I see my mother is trying to call me, and I pick up my Blackberry and started to ask my mother what is she calling me for in an annoyed tone.

I can't remember what she asked me, but I responded in a raspy voice, and I tried gaining my normal voice, but I just can't. So I hang up the phone, and tried to call her again, and I'm still have a some trouble speaking normally, but eventually I get my voice back.

(This was a slight improvement compared to the lucid yesterday where I completely failed in speaking to the a Ginger lady overall).

My mother made fun of my raspy voice, which only made me more pissed off at her, and I told her something in a raging manner, and then hanged up the phone again.


Dream 4: Just Get Out Already (DILD)
(I did a mantra before this as I started to do a WILD attempt after doing a WBTB time for 30-45 minutes) I said a number as I'm inhaling, and "I am dreaming" as I'm exhaling all the way to 150, and then did the same thing from 151 to around 300, but this time, I said, "I will meet Alyzarin" as I exhaled.

I thought this would be a useful anchor, but it seems when I'm getting closer to 300, I get irritated, because again, I wanted to get this WILD attempt done and over with so that I can find Alyzarin. I was listening to a few love songs before doing this just to relax myself.

But I do admit that I was more relaxed, and by the time I quit counting, I turned to my right side and just focused on sleeping instead of trying to keep a small awareness) This dream was kind of weird, my eyes were closed, but I felt like I was standing. I heard my mother and father talking to each other about something, and it seems they're getting ready to go somewhere.

I knew that I'm alone here at my University in waking life, so I knew something was wrong if I could see my father, or even my mother together. I didn't do a reality check or anything, I just knew I was dreaming.

I didn't have the mindset to find Alyzarin in the moment, because I wanted to get rid of my parents first (but I know that if I could just get them out, it would come back immediately). I see my mother is wearing a black and white Nike sports jacket, and I advanced towards her to hug her because they're leaving.

I told them that we're dreaming, but they don't really seem to pick up on what I'm telling them. Their faces are just neutral, but not blank to where they look like robots, but just being quiet for a while, and then resuming back to whatever role they serve in this dream.

I tell the both of them they can go now. I think I'm pushing my mother a bit because she said she had to go back to get something, but she's clearly doing it to buy time or something, so I prevented her from doing that. My father is already headed out the door and to the vehicle, so I didn't have to worry about him.

My mother is going inside the vehicle, and I believe the seating was obviously wrong in American standards. I believe my father was on the left side instead of the right side for the driver's seat, and my mother was sitting on the left side that was the passenger seat.

(I didn't notice this until I woke up, but I don't think that's a really big issue, maybe the car was in different position to make me assume that).

She is asking me to bring her something that she forgot, and I believe she wanted me to bring her a bag of chips. At first I tried to raise my left or right eyebrow because this seems like a random question for her to ask me, but I go back inside the house to check.

What's funny about the arrangement of this house was that the kitchen resembled my apartment's model, while the living room resembled a completely different house. I check the mini doors on top of the fridge, exactly like my apartment's structure.

And I also noticed that the blue trash can I have in waking life is a little bit too big than is needed, and it distracted me for a little while, but I eventually ignore it.

The fridge wasn't even near where I was checking for the Potato Chips, it was probably behind me, so that's another alteration that was different from the actual model structure in waking life.

I open the kitchen cabinet doors, and I find two bags of Lays Potato Chips. One is almost done, maybe half-way, and the other is an full one.

I take the one that's half-full first to give to my mother, and decided I'll eat the other one for myself when I come back. I go out and I believe I give my mother the bag of potato chips.

Then she wants something else.

Are you freaking kidding me!?!?!? She asks me if I can get her some Ginger Ale for me and my father. I asked her, "Why do you need Ginger Ale if you don't have any extra cups or containers to store it in?"

I couldn't really tell her facial expression after I asked her that, but I assume I went back to the house to get it.

That's all I remember.

I’m at a theater, watching a play. The stage is huge, it consists of three or four large normal stages next to each other, each with a different setting. The action in the play is moving to the right, and I’m following. I’m pretty close to the play, not on a seat, but maybe on stage itself. It’s a romance, there is a man and a woman, they’re talking. I don’t remember the plot, but they woman is about to leave, and they may never see again. The man doesn’t want this to happen.

As they are moving to the right, the male actor changes two times. He just gives a white scarf to the new actor, otherwise dressed exactly the same way, and stands still. The new actor becomes active and continues the role. The lighting of course follows the active actor. They seem to have slightly different skills and styles of acting.

The woman leaves and the male actor changes for the last time. This one is a singer and starts singing a love song to the woman he lost. I’m surprised at how good he is, there is no background music to give him rhythm or melody.

I was in the basement watching Ika Musume and mike was with me. I told him there was an Ika ps2 game (doubt there really is) and he told me to download it. It wasnt working at all, though, it kept spazzing and it only worked in clips. On a website I read to try to fix it, someone's signature was a bunch of pineapples.

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I was in my room drawing something on a huge poster board. It was for a school project, and I had to draw a person. I drew two different people, though, and erased one. Then I accidentally erased the other one and had to redraw it, but I liked how it came out better

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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I’m following someone, a female friend, and she leads me into a restaurant and on through to the backroom. I was under the impression thatthey needed help and that it might be fun to give assistance. [/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]The room I walk in to is not a restaurant kitchen, but somesort of manufacturing warehouse. The walls are high but appear to be made ofclay or concrete, unusual for such a spacious room. Some of the equipment andwork stations appear like an old glass-blowing factory. In the ceiling there isa slow-moving vent fan that does little to alleviate the heat, though I see noopen flames or extreme sources of heat. I know it feels warm yet no one appearssweaty, though everyone is dressed for warm temperatures, overalls and shortsleeve shirts. [/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]The woman continues on past several stations and passes aman whom she speaks to briefly about me, then walks past him and out of mysight. The man, who is brown –skinned like a man from India and has dark hairapproaches me, and I begin to take off my shirt. I am not sure why I am takingoff my shirt but it appeared right at the time. The man is holding up a leadvest, and says, “The first thing we need to do is get the lead vest on you. It’llkeep you safe.” This is when I realize that there is indeed fire and heatinvolved in working in this room, and the vest this man is offering me will donothing to protect 85% of my body. [/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I start backing away from the man, attempting to get myshirt back on. I become indignant and say, “No way! Who do you think you are?Do you realize who I am?!”[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I walk away from him hurriedly and the location shifts to alarge home, almost palatial, perched on a hillside. The building is white, butnot brightly so, and has multiple levels and terraces with terrific views ofthe surrounding countryside. I am inside and holding a drink, and I am royalty.I also appear to be masculine, an unusual role in my dream, but I am talkingwith someone who is perhaps an advisor. [/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]The man I am talking with is telling me about somethingmundane, an upcoming appointment or business affair which I must attend. I callhis attention to a woman standing among other people in the home, a beautifulwoman who appears in her mid-twenties, standing with her back to me, part of agroup of women who appear to be servants and various…guests? He tells me thatshe belongs to the Jade Dragon, and the mark on her back denotes that.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]The Jade Dragon mark denotes someone who is very importantand is a special mark. The person with such a mark is feared and revered, asshe can bring fortune or pain. My advisor doesn’t tell me this but somehow Iseem to know it innately.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]“Everybody leave!” I command. “Everybody out!” I have myadvisor and all the other women leave the room, and because I am king they allfollow my orders. “Except you.” The beautiful woman stays, and I come closer toher.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]This woman is naturally beautiful. She appears to be Asianin heritage. Her skin glows as it is illuminated by the torches in the room,which weren’t there just moments before. Her hair is dark and full, flowing butnot longer than her shoulders. There are hints of auburn in her hair, but shedoesn’t color it. Her skin is tan and glistens, almost like she has beenrecently wet or rained on. Her smile is natural and comes easy to her face, butdoesn’t look overly toothy or fake. Her eyes are dark, possibly brown, but itis hard to tell in the dim light of the room.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]On the woman’s back is the mark of the Jade Dragon, visiblebecause her gown is open in back, low-cut but not so low as to be overlyrevealing. The mark consists of raised lines, almost like thick scars, in theshape of a serpent climbing up her back with its head near her right shoulderblade. Surrounding the serpent is the shape of a shield, or marker, a shapewhich denotes the crest of the Jade Dragon and symbolizes power that issupernatural. I can only see three-quarters of the mark as part of her gownhanging over her left shoulder hides part of the mark.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[FONT=Calibri][SIZE=3]I talk to her, and we get along instantly, and it hasnothing to do with me being king. Her face lights up as I talk to her, asthough no one has been kind to her in many years, and she doesn’t feelthreatened by me. Conversation flowsnaturally, and we end up lying on the floor and talking over drinks. A fire isburning behind us, and I can see the hearth over her back, slightly blurry inthe background of my vision. I am concentrating on her.[/SIZE][/FONT]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I am no longer king, but merely a person trying to know thewoman before me.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[FONT=Calibri][SIZE=3] I want to kiss her,to touch her, and various erotic thoughts do enter my mind, but I do none ofthese things with her, and we are connecting on a deeper level even withoutspeaking. It feels like we both need each other.[/SIZE][/FONT]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]As I talk to her I discover she does not know what wordsare. She knows how to speak, she knows that language exists, but she has neverseen words, nor has she been exposed to writing. I promise to teach her and sheis genuinely pleased. I feel glad I can help her.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]She wonders why people treat her so, why people shun her andfear her. People turn her away from their shops and it hurts her feelings, butlife has always been such. I find it hard to fathom also, and clearly none ofthe local people have ever taken time to know her beyond myth. She is caringand compassionate, gentle in spirit, and happiness finds her easily when she isshown kindness. It’s painful to think she has been dealt such injustice, likecaging a beautiful animal in a prison that has no bars.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]Talking to her makes me feel warm inside, and even magical,like first love. I am aware she has special abilities but they are neverrevealed in the dream. I feel connected to her like on one else has ever mademe feel, and it has nothing to do with her stunning beauty, nor the wine wedrink, nor the visibility of so much of her back. It’s as if we should haveknown each other for years, centuries, perfect pieces of a puzzle made for two,only now finding each other.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I want to know more.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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I vaguely remember this but it had somethign to do with a zombie apocalypse, however that was not the main focus of the dream. I also remember my driving intructor, one of my english teachers, and facebook.

Break dancing at a Halloween store, sounds like something I'd do in real life.. I remember driving to the city with friends (Strangely enough, my friend was driving from the backseat. Why I didn't pick this up as a dream sign, sure beats the hell out of me But it made perfect sense at the time.) we were heading to a club or something. But we ended up in a half-off Halloween store/mall place. It was HUUUGE they had a lot of scary costumes and masks. As we walked further, I had this unstoppable urge to dance.. and sure enough, in the middle of a tiled walkway, I started to break dance

After that, I continued walking through the mall into the women's section. Why there was a women's section next to the Halloween one.. I have no idea but that's when I realized I didn't have my wallet on me so I tried asking one of the security guards if they had a walkie talkie and such... And then I realized I didn't need my wallet... CAUSE I WAS DREAMING!!! So I woke up dammit!